,BOOK #a#b1 ,*APT] #h #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,SONYA'S LETT] WRITT5 FROM ,TROITSA1 :I* HAD COME AS AN ANSW] TO ,NI*OLAS' PRAY]1 WAS PROMPT$ BY ?IS3 ! ?\RI$ TO AN HEIRESS OCCUPI$ ! OLD C\NTESS' M9D MORE & MORE4 ,%E KNEW ?AT ,SONYA WAS ! *IEF OB/ACLE TO ?IS HAPP5+1 & ,SONYA'S LIFE 9 ! C\NTESS' H\SE HAD GR[N H>D] & H>D]1 ESPECIALLY AFT] !Y HAD RECEIV$ A LETT] FROM ,NI*OLAS TELL+ ( HIS MEET+ ) ,PR9CESS ,M>Y 9 ,BOGU*>OVO4 ,! C\NTESS LET NO OCCASION SLIP ( MAK+ HUMILIAT+ OR CRUEL ALLUSIONS TO ,SONYA4 ,BUT A FEW DAYS BE=E !Y LEFT ,MOSC[1 MOV$ & EXCIT$ BY ALL ?AT WAS GO+ ON1 %E CALL$ ,SONYA TO H] &1 9/EAD ( REPROA*+ & MAK+ DEM&S ON H]1 TE>FULLY IMPLOR$ H] TO SACRIFICE H]SELF & REPAY ALL ?AT ! FAMILY HAD DONE = H] BY BREAK+ (F H] 5GAGEM5T ) ,NI*OLAS4 0,I %ALL NOT BE AT PEACE TILL Y\ PROMISE ME ?IS40 ,SONYA BUR/ 9TO HY/]ICAL TE>S & REPLI$ ?R\< H] SOBS ?AT %E W\LD DO ANY?+ & WAS PREP>$ = ANY?+1 BUT GAVE NO ACTUAL PROMISE & C\LD NOT BR+ H]SELF TO DECIDE TO DO :AT WAS DEM&$ ( H]4 ,%E MU/ SACRIFICE H]SELF = ! FAMILY ?AT HAD RE>$ & BR\D = H] SELF-SACRIFICE & ! :OLE MEAN+ ( H] LIFE4 ,& = ! FIR/ TIME %E FELT BITT]NESS AGA9/ ?OSE :O HAD BE5 H] B5EFACTORS ONLY TO TORTURE H] ! MORE PA9FULLY2 %E FELT JEAL\S ( ,NATA%A :O HAD NEV] EXP]I5C$ ANY?+ ( ?IS SORT1 HAD NEV] NE$$ TO SACRIFICE H]SELF1 BUT MADE O!RS SACRIFICE !MSELVES = H] & YET WAS BELOV$ BY EV]YBODY4 ,& = ! FIR/ TIME ,SONYA FELT ?AT \T ( H] PURE1 QUIET LOVE = ,NI*OLAS A PASSIONATE FEEL+ WAS BEG9N+ TO GR[ UP :I* WAS /RONG] ?AN PR9CIPLE1 VIRTUE1 OR RELIGION4 ,UND] ! 9FLU5CE ( ?IS FEEL+ ,SONYA1 :OSE LIFE ( DEP5D5CE HAD TAUILY TO BE SECRETIVE1 HAV+ ANSW]$ ! C\NTESS 9 VAGUE G5]AL T]MS1 AVOID$ TALK+ ) H] & RESOLV$ TO WAIT TILL %E %\LD SEE ,NI*OLAS1 NOT 9 ORD] TO SET HIM FREE BUT ON ! CONTR>Y AT ?AT MEET+ TO B9D HIM TO H] =EV]4 ,! BU/LE & T]ROR ( ! ,RO/OVS' LA/ DAYS 9 ,MOSC[ /IFL$ ! GLOOMY ?\D ( ,PR9CE ,&REW'S PRES5CE 9 !IR H\SE1 DESPITE H] S9C]E PITY = HIM & = ,NATA%A1 %E WAS SEIZ$ BY A JOYFUL & SUP]/ITI\S FEEL+ ?AT ,GOD DID NOT 9T5D H] TO BE SEP>AT$ FROM ,NI*OLAS4 ,%E KNEW ?AT ,NATA%A LOV$ NO ONE BUT ,PR9CE ,&REW & HAD NEV] CEAS$ TO LOVE HIM4 ,%E KNEW ?AT BE+ ?R[N TOGE!R AGA9 UND] SU* T]RIBLE CIRCUM/ANCES !Y W\LD AGA9 FALL 9 LOVE ) ONE ANO!R1 & ?AT ,NI*OLAS W\LD !N NOT BE ABLE TO M>RY ,PR9CESS ,M>Y AS !Y W\LD BE )9 ! PROHIBIT$ DEGREES ( AFF9ITY4 ,DESPITE ALL ! T]ROR ( :AT HAD HAPP5$ DUR+ ?OSE LA/ DAYS & DUR+ ! FIR/ DAYS ( !IR J\RNEY1 ?IS FEEL+ ?AT ,PROVID5CE WAS 9T]V5+ 9 H] P]SONAL AFFAIRS *E]$ ,SONYA4 ,AT ! ,TROITSA MONA/]Y ! ,RO/OVS FIR/ BROKE !IR J\RNEY = A :OLE DAY4 ,?REE L>GE ROOMS W]E ASSIGN$ TO !M 9 ! MONA/]Y HO/ELRY1 ONE ( :I* WAS OCCUPI$ BY ,PR9CE ,&REW4 ,! W\ND$ MAN WAS MU* BETT] ?AT DAY & ,NATA%A WAS SITT+ ) HIM4 ,9 ! NEXT ROOM SAT ! C\NT & C\NTESS RESPECTFULLY CONV]S+ ) ! PRIOR1 :O WAS CALL+ ON !M AS OLD ACQUA9TANCES & B5EFACTORS ( ! MONA/]Y4 ,SONYA WAS !RE TOO1 TORM5T$ BY CURIOSITY AS TO :AT ,PR9CE ,&REW & ,NATA%A W]E TALK+ AB\T4 ,%E HE>D ! S\ND ( !IR VOICES ?R\< ! DOOR4 ,?AT DOOR OP5$ & ,NATA%A CAME \T1 LOOK+ EXCIT$4 ,NOT NOTIC+ ! MONK1 :O HAD RIS5 TO GREET H] & WAS DRAW+ BACK ! WIDE SLEEVE ON HIS RIM1 %E W5T UP TO ,SONYA & TOOK H] H&4 0,NATA%A1 :AT >E Y\ AB\T8 ,COME H]E60 SAID ! C\NTESS4 ,NATA%A W5T UP TO ! MONK = HIS BLESS+1 & HE ADVIS$ H] TO PRAY = AID TO ,GOD & ,HIS SA9T4 ,AS SOON AS ! PRIOR )DREW1 ,NATA%A TOOK H] FRI5D BY ! H& & W5T ) H] 9TO ! UNOCCUPI$ ROOM4 0,SONYA1 WILL HE LIVE80 %E ASK$4 0,SONYA1 H[ HAPPY ,I AM1 & H[ UNHAPPY6444 ,SONYA1 DOVEY1 EV]Y?+ IS AS IT US$ TO BE4 ,IF ONLY HE LIVES6 ,HE CANNOT444 BECAUSE444 BECAUSE444 (4440 & ,NATA%A BUR/ 9TO TE>S4 0,YES6 ,I KNEW IT6 ,?ANK ,GOD60 MURMUR$ ,SONYA4 0,HE WILL LIVE40 ,SONYA WAS NOT LESS AGITAT$ ?AN H] FRI5D BY ! LATT]'S FE> & GRIEF & BY H] [N P]SONAL FEEL+S :I* %E %>$ ) NO ONE4 ,SOBB+1 %E KISS$ & COM=T$ ,NATA%A4 0,IF ONLY HE LIVES60 %E ?\S1 ! TWO FRI5DS W5T TOGE!R TO ,PR9CE ,&REW'S DOOR4 ,NATA%A OP5$ IT CAUTI\SLY & GLANC$ 9TO ! ROOM1 ,SONYA /&+ BESIDE H] AT ! HALF-OP5 DOOR4 ,PR9CE ,&REW WAS LY+ RAIS$ HI< ON ?REE PILL[S4 ,HIS PALE FACE WAS CALM1 HIS EYES CLOS$1 & !Y C\LD SEE HIS REGUL> BREA?+4 0,O1 ,NATA%A60 ,SONYA SUDD5LY ALMO/ SCREAM$1 CAT*+ H] COMPANION'S >M & /EPP+ BACK FROM ! DOOR4 0,:AT8 ,:AT IS IT80 ASK$ ,NATA%A4 0,IT'S ?AT1 ?AT4440 SAID ,SONYA1 ) A :ITE FACE & TREMBL+ LIPS4 ,NATA%A S(TLY CLOS$ ! DOOR & W5T ) ,SONYA TO ! W9D[1 NOT YET UND]/&+ :AT ! LATT] WAS TELL+ H]4 0,Y\ REMEMB]10 SAID ,SONYA ) A SOLEMN & FRIY & MY/]I\S P>T ( ! PR$ICTION4 0,BUT :AT DOES IT MEAN80 %E ADD$ M$ITATIVELY4 0,OH1 ,I DON'T KN[1 IT IS ALL SO /RANGE10 REPLI$ ,SONYA1 CLUT*+ AT H] HEAD4 ,A FEW M9UTES LAT] ,PR9CE ,&REW RANG & ,NATA%A W5T TO HIM1 BUT ,SONYA1 FEEL+ UNUSUALLY EXCIT$ & T\*$1 REMA9$ AT ! W9D[ ?9K+ AB\T ! /RANG5ESS ( :AT HAD OCCURR$4 ,!Y HAD AN OPPORTUNITY ?AT DAY TO S5D LETT]S TO ! >MY1 & ! C\NTESS WAS WRIT+ TO H] SON4 0,SONYA60 SAID ! C\NTESS1 RAIS+ H] EYES FROM H] LETT] AS H] NIECE PASS$1 0,SONYA1 WON'T Y\ WRITE TO ,NI*OLAS80 ,%E SPOKE 9 A S(T1 TREMUL\S VOICE1 & 9 ! WE>Y EYES ?AT LOOK$ OV] H] SPECTACLES ,SONYA READ ALL ?AT ! C\NTESS MEANT TO CONVEY ) !SE WORDS4 ,?OSE EYES EXPRESS$ 5TREATY1 %AME AT HAV+ TO ASK1 FE> ( A REFUSAL1 & READ9ESS = REL5TLESS HATR$ 9 CASE ( SU* REFUSAL4 ,SONYA W5T UP TO ! C\NTESS &1 KNEEL+ D[N1 KISS$ H] H&4 0,YES1 ,MAMA1 ,I WILL WRITE10 SAID %E4 ,SONYA WAS S(T5$1 EXCIT$1 & T\*$ BY ALL ?AT HAD OCCURR$ ?AT DAY1 ESPECIALLY BY ! MY/]I\S FULFILLM5T %E HAD JU/ SE5 ( H] VISION4 ,N[ ?AT %E KNEW ?AT ! R5EWAL ( ,NATA%A'S RELATIONS ) ,PR9CE ,&REW W\LD PREV5T ,NI*OLAS FROM M>RY+ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y1 %E WAS JOYFULLY CONSCI\S ( A RETURN ( ?AT SELF-SACRIFIC+ SPIRIT 9 :I* %E WAS ACCU/OM$ TO LIVE & LOV$ TO LIVE4 ,SO ) A JOYFUL CONSCI\SNESS ( P]=M+ A MAGNANIM\S DE$--9T]RUPT$ SEV]AL TIMES BY ! TE>S ?AT DIMM$ H] VELVETY BLACK EYES--%E WROTE ?AT T\*+ LETT] ! >RIVAL ( :I* HAD SO AMAZ$ ,NI*OLAS4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahfh 3 ,BOOK #a#b1 ,*APT] #h -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #a#b1 ,*APT] #h -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/