,P>T #d1 ,*APT] #f ,A ,P]SONAL ,EXP]I5CE #aidgaidg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,VOL9E ,TEXT 3 ,*APT] #f4 ,A ,P]SONAL ,EXP]I5CE ,LET ME TELL H]E ( AN EXP]I5CE ( MY [N1 ( A LESS TRAGIC NATURE1 BUT ONE :I* ?R[S LI FROM UNIQUE 9 ,RUSSIA4 ,BUT S9CE !N IT C\LD NOT BE REPEAT$ 9 A C\NTRY :OLLY SUBJUGAT$ BY ITS NEW MA/]S4 ,9 ,NOVEMB]1 #a#i#a#h1 ,I >RIV$ 9 ! CITY ( ,KURSK1 9 ! ,UKRA9E1 TO ATT5D A CONGRESS ( ,UKRA9IAN LIB]T>IANS4 ,9 ?OSE DAYS1 SU* AN ASSEMBLAGE WAS /ILL POSSIBLE 9 ,UKRA9IA1 9 VIEW ( ! SPECIAL CONDITIONS 9 ?AT REGION1 !N /RUGGL+ AGA9/ BO? ! REACTION & ! ,G]MAN 9VASION4 ,! ,BOL%EVIKI TOL]AT$ ! ,AN>*I/S !RE1 :ILE UTILIZ+ & SUP]VIS+ !M4 ,FROM ! BEG9N+ ( ! ,REVOLUTION1 ! LABOR+ POPULATION 9 ,KURSK NEV] HAD HE>D A LECTURE ON ,AN>*ISM1 ! SMALL LOCAL GR\P NOT HAV+ ! NECESS>Y /R5G?1 SO ?AT ! FEW LIB]T>IAN SPEAK]S W5T ELSE:]E4 ,TAK+ ADVANTAGE ( MY PRES5CE1 ! GR\P PROPOS$ ?AT ,I GIVE A LECTURE ON ?AT SUBJECT1 9 A L>GE HALL4 ,NATURALLY ,I ACCEPT$ ) JOY4 ,IT WAS NECESS>Y TO ASK = P]MISSION FROM ! PRESID5T ( ! LOCAL ,SOVIET4 ,HE1 AN HONE/ EX-WORK]1 GAVE IT TO US READILY4 ,! PRECI\S DOCUM5T 9 H&1 ! HALL WAS 5GAG$ TWO WEEKS 9 ADVANCE1 & IMPRESSIVE PO/]S W]E ORD]$ A FEW DAYS LAT] & PLAC$ ON WALLS4 ,EV]Y?+ WAS READY4 ,! LECTURE PROMIS$ TO BE A GREAT SUCCESS = \R IDEAS4 ,C]TA9 9DICATIONS -- TALK >\ND ! CITY1 CR[DS READ+ ! PO/]S1 REQUE/S = 9=MATION TO ! LOCAL GR\P -- LEFT NO D\BT AB\T ! MATT]4 ,EVID5TLY ! HALL W\LD BE PACK$4 ,UNACCU/OM$ TO SU* A RESPONSE 7= 9 ,GREAT ,RUSSIA1 BY ?AT TIME1 NO PUBLIC LECTURES ON ,AN>*ISM W]E POSSIBLE7 WE FELT A LEGITIMATE SATISFACTION4 ,!N1 TWO DAYS BE=E ! APPO9T$ DATE1 ! SECRET>Y F ! SPONSOR+ GR\P CAME TO SEE ME1 WORRI$ & 9DIGNANT4 ,HE HAD JU/ RECEIV$ A NOTE FROM ! PRESID5T ( ! ,BOL%EVIK ,COM-MITTEE ( ,KURSK 7! REAL P[] !RE71 9=M+ HIM ?AT 0BECAUSE ( ! HOLIDAY0 ! ,AN>*I/ LECTURE C\LD NOT TAKE PLACE1 & ?AT HE HAD SO NOTIFI$ ! CU/ODIAN ( ! HALL1 :I* WAS N[ RES]V$ BY ! ,COMMUNI/ COMMITTEE = A POPUL> DANC+ P>TY4 ,I HURRI$ TO ! (FICE ( ?AT COMMITTEE1 & HAD A /ORMY SESSION ) ITS PRESID5T -- :OSE NAME1 IF #a RECALL CORRECTLY1 WAS ,RYNDIT* 7OR IT MAY HAVE BE5 ,RYND974 0,:AT IS ?IS80 ,I DEM&$4 0,Y\1 A ,COMMUNI/1 DO NOT RECOGNIZE ! RULES ( PRIORITY8 ,WE OBTA9$ ! AU?ORIZATION ( ! ,KURSK ,SOVIET & 5GAG$ ! HALL TWO WEEKS 9 ADVANCE1 PRECISELY TO BE C]TA9 ( HAV+ IT4 ,! COMMITTEE MU/ AWAIT ITS TURN40 0,I'M SORRY1 ,COMRADE10 HE ANSW]$1 0BUT ! DECISION ( ! ,COMMITTEE1 :I* IS1 DON'T =GET1 ! SUPREME P[] 9 ,KURSK1 & AS SU* MAY HAVE REASONS ( :I* Y\ >E IGNORANT & :I* SUP]S$E EV]Y?+ ELSE1 IS IRREVOCABLE4 ,NEI!R ! PRESID5T ( ! ,SOVIET NOR ! CU/ODIAN ( ! HALL C\LD HAVE KN[N 9 ADVANCE ?AT ! ,COMMITTEE WAS GO+ TO NE$ ! HALL ON ?AT DATE4 ,IT IS ABSOLUTELY USELESS TO DISCUSS ! MATT]1 OR TO 9SI/4 ,I REPEAT1 IT IS IRREVOCABLE4 ,! LECTURE WILL NOT TAKE PLACE4 ,EI!R HOLD IT 9 ANO!R HALL OR ON ANO!R DATE40 0,Y\ KN[ V]Y WELL10 ,I SAID1 0?AT IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO >RANGE ALL ?AT 9 TWO DAYS4 ,& !N1 !RE >E NO O!R HALLS L>GE 5\<4 ,MOREOV]1 ALL ! HALLS MU/ ALREADY BE TAK5 = HOLIDAY P>TIES4 ,! LECTURE IS \T1 ?AT IS ALL40 0,I'M SORRY4 ,PO/PONE IT TO ANO!R DATE4 ,Y\ WILL LOSE NO?+4 ,IT CAN BE >RANG$40 0,?AT W\LD NOT BE ! SAME ?+ AT ALL10 ,I CONT5D$4 0,ALT]ATIONS LIKE ?IS ALWAYS 9JURE ! CAUSE GREATLY4 ,!N1 TOO1 ! PO/]S W]E EXP5SIVE4 ,FUR!RMORE1 ,I HAVE TO LEAVE ,KURSK QUICKLY4 ,BUT TELL ME -- H[ >E Y\ GO+ TO MANAGE ON ! EV5+ S*$UL$ = ! LECTURE8 ,IT IS MY OP9ION ?AT Y\ >E GO+ TO EXPOSE Y\RSELF TO ! RESI/ANCE ( ! PUBLIC1 :O C]TA9LY WILL COME 9 L>GE NUMB]S TO HE> ! LECTURE4 ,! PO/]S HAVE BE5 UP = TWO WEEKS4 ,! WORK]S ( ,KURSK & ! SURR\ND+ C\NTRY >E AWAIT+ IT IMPATI5TLY4 ,IT IS TOO LATE TO HAVE NOTICES ( ! *ANGE PR9T$ & PO/$4 ,Y\ WILL HAVE DIFFICULTY IMPOS+ A DANC+ P>TY ON ?AT CR[D 9/EAD ( ! LECTURE :I* !Y WILL HAVE COME TO HE>40 0,?AT'S \R AFFAIR4 ,DON'T DO ANY?+4 ,WE WILL TAKE FULL *>GE ( IT40 0,!RE=E1 FUNDAM5TALLY10 ,I PO9T$ \T1 0! LECTURE IS =BIDD5 BY Y\R COMMITTEE DESPITE ! AU?ORIZATION BY ! ,SOVIET40 0,OH1 NO1 ,COMRADE4 ,WE DON'T =BID IT AT ALL4 ,SET IT = A DATE AFT] ! HOLIDAYS4 ,WE WILL 9=M ! PEOPLE :O COME TO 'HE> ! LECTURE4 ,?AT'S ALL40 ,ON ?IS NOTE WE P>T$4 ,I CONF]R$ ) ! LOCAL GR\P & WE DECID$ TO PO/PONE ! LECTURE UNTIL ,JANU>Y #e1 #a#i#a#i4 ,ACCORD+LY WE NOTIFI$ ! ,BOL%EVIK ,COMMITTEE & ! HALL CU/ODIAN4 ,?IS *ANGE COMPELL$ ME TO DELAY MY 9T5D$ DEP>TURE = ,KH>KOV SEV]AL DAYS4 ,NEW PO/]S W]E ORD]$4 ,BEYOND ?AT1 WE DECID$1 FIR/1 TO LET ! ,BOL%EVIK AU?ORITIES PLACATE ! PUBLIC2 & SECOND1 ?AT ,I %\LD REMA9 9 MY HOTEL ROOM ?AT EV5+4 ,= WE SURMIS$ ?AT A L>GE CR[D W\LD DEM&1 9 SPITE ( EV]Y?+1 ?AT ! LECTURE BE GIV51 & ?AT F9ALLY1 ! ,BOL%EVIKI W\LD FEEL OBLIG$ TO YIELD4 ,IT WAS !RE=E NECESS>Y ?AT ! SECRET>Y ( ! GR\P C\LD SUMMON ME 9 CASE ( NE$4 ,P]SONALLY1 ,I EXPECT$ A GREAT SC&AL1 P]HAPS EV5 A S]I\S FRACAS4 ,! LECTURE HAD BE5 S*$UL$ = EID #h4#c ,I WAS CALL$ ON ! TELEPHONE4 ,I HE>D ! EXCIT$ VOICE ( ! SECRET>Y SAY3 0,COMRADE1 ! HALL IS LIT]ALLY BESIEG$ BY A CR[D :I* WILL LI/5 TO NO EXPLANATIONS1 & IS DEM&+ ! LECTURE4 ,! ,BOL%EVIKS >E P[]LESS TO REASON ) !M4 ,PROBABLY !Y WILL HAVE TO YIELD & ! LECTURE WILL TAKE PLACE4 ,TAKE A CAB & COME QUICKLY40 ,A CAB WAS AT H&1 & ! TRIP WAS MADE SPE$ILY4 ,FROM A DI/ANCE ,I HE>D AN EXTRAORD9>Y CLAMOR 9 ! /REET4 ,>RIV+ AT ! SC5E1 ,I SAW A ?RONG /&+ >\ND ! HALL & CURS+3 0,TO ! ,DEVIL ) ! DANC+ P>TY6 ,5\< ( DANC+ P>TIES6 ,WE >E F$ UP ) !M4 ,WE WANT ! LECTURE4 ,WE CAME = ! LECTURE 444 ,LECTURE6 44 4 ,LECTURE 44 4 ,LEC-TURE60 ,! SECRET>Y1 WAT*+1 HURRI$ TO MEET ME4 ,) DIFFICULTY WE PU%$ ?R\< ! MASS4 ,! HALL WAS BE+ MOBB$4 ,AT ! TOP ( ! /AIRS ,I F\ND 0,COMRADE0 ,RYNDIT* H>ANGU+ ! CR[D1 :I* CONT9UALLY %\T$3 0,LECTURE6 ,LECTURE60 0,Y\ DID WELL TO COME10 ! ,BOL%EVIK COMMITTEE HEAD ?REW AT ME1 ANGRILY4 0,Y\ SEE :AT IS HAPP5+ ,?IS IS Y\R WORK40 ,9DIGNANTLY ,I SAID3 0,I W>N$ Y\4 ,Y\ >E RESPONSIBLE = ALL ?IS4 ,Y\ TOOK *>GE ( >RANG+ ?+S4 ,WELL1 GO AHEAD6 ,FIX ?+S ! WAY Y\ WANT !M4 ,! BE/ & SIMPLE/ MOVE W\LD BE TO P]MIT ! LECTURE40 0,NO1 NO1 NO60 HE %\T$ FURI\SLY4 0,Y\R LECTURE %ALL NOT TAKE PLACE1 ,I GU>ANTEE40 ,I %RUGG$ MY %\LD]S4 ,SUDD5LY ,RYNDIT* SAID TO ME3 0,LOOK1 ,COMRADE3 ,!Y WON'T LI/5 TO ME4 ,& ,I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO USE =CE4 ,Y\ CAN >RANGE ?+S4 ,!Y'LL LI/5 TO Y\4 ,EXPLA9 ! SITUATION TO !M & P]SUADE !M TO GO AWAY PEACEFULLY4 ,MAKE !M LI/5 TO REASON4 ,TELL !M ?AT Y\R LECTURE HAS BE5 PO/PON$4 ,IT IS Y\R DUTY TO DO :AT ,I ASK40 ,I FELT ?AT IF ! LECTURE DID NOT TAKE PLACE !N1 IT W\LD NEV] TAKE PLACE4 ,ALSO ,I WAS SURE ?AT IT WAS DEF9ITELY =BIDD51 & ?AT QUITE LIKELY ,I W\LD BE >RE/$4 ,UNEQUIVOCALLY ,I REFUS$ TO SPEAK TO ! PEOPLE :O JAMM$ ! /AIRWAY4 ,) A %AKE ( MY HEAD1 ,I TOLD ! COMMITTEE HEAD3 0,NO1 ,I WILL NOT SPEAK4 ,Y\ WANT$ ?IS4 ,GET \T ( IT Y\RSELF40 ,! CR[D1 AW>E ( \R DISPUTE1 CURS$ MORE L\DLY4 ,RYNDIT* TRI$ TO YELL SOME?+4 ,WA/$ EF=T4 ,HIS VOICE WAS DR[N$ 9 A TEMPE/ ( %\T+4 ,! CR[D FELT ITSELF /RONG4 ,IT WAS HAV+ A GOOD TIME1 CLOS+ RANKS1 PACK+ ! /AIRCASES EV5 MORE TI$ TO GIVE ! LECTURE RIE ! CITIZ5S ( ,KURSK2 Y\ >E ! PUBLIC4 ,IT IS UP TO Y\ TO DECIDE4 #a AM 5TIRELY AT Y\R DISPOSAL4 ,*OOSE1 ,COMRADES -- EI!R WE PO/PONE ! LECTURE & GO AWAY PEACEFULLY & COME BACK ON ,JANU>Y FIF?1 OR IF Y\ WANT ! LECTURE RIE REALLY DET]M9$1 ACT1 TAKE POSSESSION ( ! HALL40 ,H>DLY HAD ,I SPOK5 !SE LA/ WORDS :5 ! CR[D APPLAUD$ JOYFULLY & YELL$3 0,LECTURE1 RID ! HALL4 ,RYN-DIT* WAS OV]:ELM$4 ,! DOORS W]E OP5$4 ,IF NOT1 !Y W\LD HAVE BE5 =C$4 ,& ! LITLY SITT+1 P>TLY /&+1 CALM$ D[N4 ,I HAD ONLY TO BEG94 ,BUT ,RYNDIT* CLIMB$ ONTO ! PLAT=M4 ,HE ADDRESS$ ! AUDI5CE3 0,CITIZ5S1 ,COMRADES6 ,BE PATI5T = A FEW MORE M9UTES4 ,! ,BOL%EVIK ,COMMITTEE IS GO+ TO CONF] & MAKE A F9AL DECISION4 ,!Y WILL COMMUNICATE ?IS TO Y\ DIRECTLY4 ,PROBABLY ! DANCE WILL NOT TAKE PLACE4' 0,HURRAH60 ! CR[D %\T$1 C>RI$ AWAY ) JOY OV] ITS APP>5T VICTORY4 0,LECTURE6 ,LONG LIVE ! LECTURE60 ,!Y APPLAUD$ AGA91 HAPPILY4 ,N[ ! ,BOL%EVIK ,COMMITTEE RETIR$ TO A NE>BY ROOM TO CONF]4 ,MEAN:ILE ! DOORS ( ! HALL W]E CLOS$1 ! AUDI5CE PATI5TLY AWAIT+ ! DECISION4 ,WE SUPPOS$ ?AT ?IS LITTLE COM$Y WAS BE+ PLAY$ BY ! ,BOL%EVIKI TO SAVE FACE4 ,A QU>T] ( AN H\R PASS$4 ,!N1 ABRUPTLY1 ! HALL DOORS W]E OP5$1 & A /RONG DETA*M5T ( ,*EKI/ SOLDI]S 7SPECIAL TROOPS1 A SORT ( ,/ATE POLICE1 BL9DLY DEVOT$ TO ! ,L59 REGIME71 RIFLES 9 H&1 5T]$4 ,EV]YONE 9 ! AUDI5CE1 /UNN$1 REMA9$ FROZ5 9 !IR PLACES4 ,QUICKLY1 9 AN IMPRESSIVE SIL5CE1 ! SOLDI]S P\R$ 9TO ! HALL1 SLID+ ALONG ! WALLS1 & BEH9D ! SEATS4 ,ONE GR\P REMA9$ NE> ! 5TRANCE1 ) ITS RIFLES PO9T$ AT ! AUDI5CE4 7,AFT]W>DS IT WAS LE>N$ ?AT ! ,BOL%EVIK ,COMMITTEE HAD FIR/ CALL$ UPON ! CITY B>RACKS1 ASK+ ?AT A REGUL> REGIM5T 9T]V5E4 ,BUT ! SOLDI]S WANT$ EXPLANATIONS -- AT ?AT /AGE ?IS WAS /ILL POSSIBLE -- DECL>$ ?AT !Y1 TOO1 W\LD LIKE TO HE> ! LECTURE1 & REFUS$ TO COME4 ,IT WAS !N ?AT ! COMMITTEE SUMMON$ ! ,*EKI/ DETA*M5T1 :I* HAD BE5 READY = ALL EV5TUALITIES74 ,DIRECTLY ! COMMITTEE MEMB]S REAPPE>$ 9 ! HALL4 ,RYNDIT* ANN\NC$ !IR RUL+ FROM ! PLAT=M 9 A TRIUMPHANT VOICE4 0,! DECISION ( ! COMMITTEE HAS BE5 MADE4 ,! DANCE WILL NOT TAKE PLACE4 ,NOR WILL ! LECTURE4 ,9 ANY CASE1 IT IS TOO LATE = EI!R4 ,I CALL UPON ?IS AUDI5CE TO LEAVE ! HALL & ! BUILD+ ) ABSOLUTE CALM & 9 P]FECT ORD]4 ,IF NOT1 ! ,*EKI/S WILL 9T]V5E40 ,9DIGNANT1 BUT P[]LESS1 ! PEOPLE BEGAN TO GET UP & LEAVE ! HALL4 0,EV5 SO10 SOME MUTT]$1 0!IR P>TY WAS SPOIL$ 444 ,?AT WASN'T BAD40 ,\TSIDE1 A NEW SURPRISE AWAIT$ !M4 ,AT ! EXIT1 TWO >M$ ,*EKI/S SE>*$ EA* P]SON & 9SPECT$ HIS ID5TITY C>D4 ,SEV]AL W]E >RE/$4 ,SOME W]E RELEAS$ NEXT DAY4 ,BUT O!RS REMA9$ 9 JAIL4 ,I RETURN$ TO ! HOTEL4 ,NEXT MORN+ ! TELEPHONE RANG4 ,RYNDIT*'S VOICE3 0,COMRADE ,VOL9E1 COME TO SEE ME AT ! COMMITTEE'S (FICE4 ,I WANT TO SPEAK TO Y\ AB\T Y\R LECTURE40 0,! DATE IS SET = ,JANU>Y FIF?10 ,I SAID4 0,! NOTICES HAVE BE5 ORD]$4 ,HAVE Y\ ANY OBJECTION80 0,NO1 BUT COME ANYH[4 ,I MU/ TALK ) Y\40 ,:5 ,I GOT !RE .<,RYNDIT* WAS NOT 9 SI ,I WAS RECEIV$ BY A ,BOL%EVIK1 AMIABLE & SMIL+1 :O SAID3 0,LOOK1 ,COMRADE3 ,! COMMITTEE HAS DECID$ ?AT Y\R LECTURE %ALL NOT TAKE PLACE4 ,Y\ Y\RSELF >E RESPONSIBLE = ?IS DECISION1 BECAUSE Y\R ATTITUDE YE/]DAY WAS >ROGANT & HO/ILE4 ,ALSO1 ! COMMITTEE HAS DECID$ ?AT Y\ CANNOT REMA9 9 ,KURSK4 ,= ! MOM5T1 Y\ WILL REMA9 H]E1 9 \R QU>T]S40 0,AH1 AM ,I >RE/$ !N80 0,OH NO1 ,COMRADE4 ,Y\ >E NOT >RE/$4 ,Y\ WILL ONLY BE KEPT H]E = A FEW H\RS1 UNTIL ! TRA9 LEAVES = ,MOSC[40 0,= ,MOSC[80 ,I %\T$4 0,BUT ,I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO?+ TO DO 9 ,MOSC[4 ,& ,I ALREADY HAVE A TICKET = ,KH>KOV1.<#c#b.> :]E #a AM SUPPOS$ TO GO AFT] ! ,CONGRESS H]E4 ,I HAVE FRI5DS & WORK TO DO !RE40 ,AFT] A %ORT DISCUSSION ON ?IS PO9T1 ! ,BOL%EVIK SAID3 0,?AT'S ALL RIKOV4 ,BUT ! TRA9 DOESN'T LEAVE UNTIL #a A4M4 ,Y\'LL HAVE TO /AY H]E ALL DAY40 0,CAN ,I GO TO ! HOTEL & SETTLE MY BILL & GET MY VALISE80 0,NO1 ,COMRADE4 ,WE CANNOT P]MIT ?AT40 0,I PROMISE TO GO DIRECTLY TO ! HOTEL 444 ,& MOREOV]1 SOMEONE CAN ACCOMPANY ME401 0,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE1 ,COMRADE1 WE REGRET4 ,Y\ CAN SEE ?AT1 HE MATT] MI\ND4 ,WE DON'T WANT ?AT4 ,! ORD] IS =MAL4 ,GIVE 9/RUCTIONS TO ONE ( \R COMRADES4 ,HE WILL GO TO ! HOTEL & FET* Y\R VALISE40 ,AN >M$ ,*EKI/ GU>D ALREADY WAS /ATION$ 9 FRONT ( MY ROOM DOOR4 ,I C\LD DO NO?+4 ,A 0COMRADE0 BR\D MIDNIT$4 ,?IS UNEXPECT$ J\RNEY WAS MADE UND] SU* PA9FUL CIRCUM/ANCES ?AT #a FELL SICK 5 R\TE4 ,I WAS ABLE TO AVOID PNEUMONIA ONLY BECAUSE ( ! 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