,BOOK #c1 ,*APT] #b #ahiiahii ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,AFT] SIX YE>S ( LUXURI\S & PAMP]$ LIFE 9 ! CITY & TWO MON?S 9 PRISON AMONG ! POLITICALS1 H] PRES5T LIFE1 NOT)/&+ ! H>D CONDITIONS1 SEEM$ TO ,KATI\%A V]Y SATISFACTORY4 ,! J\RNEYS ( FIFTE5 OR TW5TY MILES ON FOOT BETWE5 /OPP+ PLACES1 ! FOOD & DAY'S RE/ AFT] TWO DAYS' TRAMP1 /R5G!N$ H] PHYSICALLY1 :ILE H] ASSOCIATION ) H] NEW COMRADES OP5$ UP TO H] NEW PHASES ( LIFE ( :I* %E HAD =M]LY NO CONCEPTION4 ,%E WAS *>M$ ) ALL H] NEW COMRADES4 ,BUT ABOVE ALL1 ) ,M>IA ,PABLOVNA--NAY1 %E EV5 CAME TO LOVE H] ) A RESPECTFUL & EXULT+ LOVE4 ,%E WAS /RUCK BY ! FACT ?AT A BEAUTIFUL GIRL ( A RI* & NOBLE FAMILY1 & SPEAK+ ?REE LANGUAGES1 %\LD CONDUCT H]SELF LIKE A COMMON WORK+WOMAN1 DI/RIBUTE EV]Y?+ S5T H] BY H] RI* BRO!R1 DRESS H]SELF NOT ONLY SIMPLY1 BUT POORLY1 & PAY NO ATT5TION TO H] APPE>ANCE4 ,?IS 5TIRE ABS5CE ( COQUETRY SURPRIS$ & COMPLETELY CAPTIVAT$ ,MASLOVA4 ,%E SAW ?AT ,M>IA ,PABLOVNA KNEW1 & ?AT IT EV5 PLEAS$ H] TO KN[1 ?AT %E WAS PRETTY1 BUT ?AT SO F> FROM REJOIC+ AT ! IMPRESSION %E WAS MAK+ ON ! M51 %E ONLY FE>$ IT1 & RA!R LOOK$ AT LOVE ) DISGU/ & DREAD4 ,IF H] MALE COMRADES1 :O KNEW H]1 FELT ANY ATTRACTION T[>D H] !Y NEV] %[$ IT4 ,BUT /RANG]S (T5 ATTEMPT$ FAMILI>ITIES ) H]1 & 9 SU* CASES H] GREAT PHYSICAL /R5G? /OOD H] 9 GOOD /EAD4 0,ONCE10 %E LAU<+LY RELAT$1 0,I WAS APPROA*$ BY A /RANG] ON ! /REET1 :OM ,I C\LD NOT GET RID (4 ,I !N GAVE HIM SU* A %AK+ UP ?AT HE RAN AWAY 9 FRIT]S1 ! KIT*5 & ! /ABLE1 9/EAD ( ! P>LOR4 0,BUT AMONG ! COOKS & DRIV]S ,I WAS ALWAYS *E]FUL1 :ILE \R LADIES & G5TLEM5 US$ TO WORRY ME4 ,AFT]W>DS1 :5 ,I BEGAN TO UND]/&1 ,I SAW ?AT WE W]E LEAD+ A WICK$ LIFE4 ,I HAD NO MO!R1 & ,I DID NOT LIKE MY FA!R4 ,AT N9ETE5 ,I LEFT ! H\SE ) A GIRL FRI5D & W5T TO WORK 9 A FACTORY10 %E SAID4 ,FROM ! FACTORY %E W5T TO ! C\NTRY1 !N RETURN$ TO ! CITY1 :]E %E WAS >RE/$ & S5T5C$ TO H>D LABOR4 ,M>IA ,PABLOVNA NEV] RELAT$ IT H]SELF1 BUT ,KATI\%A LE>N$ FROM O!RS ?AT %E WAS S5T5C$ TO H>D LABOR BECAUSE %E ASSUM$ ! GUILT ( ANO!R4 ,S9CE ,KATI\%A CAME TO KN[ H] %E SAW ?AT ,M>IA ,PABLOVNA1 EV]Y:]E & UND] ALL CIRCUM/ANCES1 NEV] ?\ITY4 ,& ?AT WAS TRUE4 ,LIKE A SPORTSMAN LOOK+ = GAME1 H] 5TIRE ACTIVITY CONSI/$ 9 F9D+ OCCASION = S]V+ O!RS4 ,& ?IS SPORT BECAME A HABIT ) H]1 H] LIFE'S AIM4 ,& %E DID IT SO NATURALLY ?AT ALL ?OSE ?AT KNEW H] CEAS$ TO APPRECIATE IT1 & DEM&$ IT AS BY RIIA ,PABLOVNA FELT A DISGU/ & LOA?+ = H]4 ,KATI\%A NOTIC$ IT4 ,BUT %E ALSO NOTIC$ AFT]W>DS ?AT ,M>IA ,PABLOVNA1 MAK+ SOME EF=T1 BECAME P>TICUL>LY K9D & G5TLE T[>D H]4 ,! K9DNESS & G5TL5ESS ( SU* AN UNCOMMON P]SON SO AFFECT$ ,MASLOVA ?AT %E GAVE H]SELF UP TO H] ) H] :OLE S\L1 UNCONSCI\SLY ACQUIR$ H] GLANCE & 9VOLUNT>ILY IMITAT$ H] 9 EV]Y?+4 ,!Y W]E ALSO DRAWN TOGE!R BY ?AT DISGU/ :I* BO? FELT T[>D PHYSICAL LOVE4 ,! ONE HAT$ IT1 BECAUSE %E HAD EXP]I5C$ ALL ! HORROR ( IT2 ! O!R1 BECAUSE NOT HAV+ EXP]I5C$ IT1 %E LOOK$ UPON IT AS SOME?+ /RANGE & AT ! SAME TIME DISGU/+ & (F5SIVE TO HUMAN DIGNITY4 7,S\RCE3 ,! ,AWAK5+ BY GRAF ,LEO ,TOL/OY1 ,TRANSLAT$ BY ,SMI?1 ,WILLIAM ,E41 ,A,K,A3 ,! ,RESURRECTION4 ,TEXT FROM ,GUT5B]G4ORG47 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahih 3 ,BOOK #c1 ,*APT] #b -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#c1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #c1 ,*APT] #b -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/