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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,ALEX&] ,B]KMAN 

,TEXT 3 

,SUNDAY NI<T3 MY NEW CELL ON ! UPP] GALL]Y IS HOT & /UFFY2 ,I CANNOT SLEEP4 ,?R\< ! B>S1 ,I GAZE UPON ! ,OHIO4 ,! FULL MOON HANGS ABOVE ! RIV]1 BA?+ ! WAT]S 9 MELL[ LI<T4 ,! /RA9S ( A SWEET LULLABY W&] ?R\< ! WOODS1 & ! BANKS >E M]RY ) LAU<T]4 ,A GIRLI% CAD5CE R+S LIKE A SILV]Y BELL1 & VOICES CALL 9 ! DI/ANCE4 ,LIFE IS JOY\S & NE>1 T]RIBLY1 TANTALIZ+LY NE>1 BUT ALL IS SIL5T & DEAD >\ND ME4 

,= DAYS ! FEM99E VOICE KEEPS R++ 9 MY E>S4 ,IT S\ND$ SO Y\?FUL & BUOYANT1 SO FONDLY ALLUR+4 ,A BEAUTIFUL GIRL1 NO D\BT4 ,:AT JOY TO FEA/ MY EYES ON H]6 ,I HAVE NOT BEHELD A WOMAN = MANY MON?S3 ,I LONG TO HE> ! S(T ACC5TS1 FEEL ! T5D] T\*4 ,MY M9D P]SI/5TLY REV]TS TO ! VOICE ON ! RIV]1 ! SWEET /RA9S 9 ! WOODS2 & FANCY WREA!S SAD-TON$ FUGUES UPON ! M]RY C>OL1 PA9TS VISION & IMAGE1 AS ,I PACE ! FLOOR 9 AGITATION4 ,!Y LIVE1 !Y BREA!6 ,I SEE ! SL5D] FIGURE ) ! SWELL+ BOSOM1 ! DELICATE :ITE ?ROAT1 ! BABYI% FACE ) L>GE1 WI/FUL  EYES4 ,:Y1 IT IS ,LUBA6 ,MY BLOOD T+LES VIOL5TLY1 PASSIONATELY1 AS ,I LIVE OV] AGA9 ! RAPTUR\S WOND] AT ! FIR/ T\* ( H] MAID5 BREA/4 ,H[ TEMPT+LY 9NOC5T S\ND$ ! IMMODE/ 9VITATION ON ! VELVETY LIPS1 H[ EXQUISITE ! SUDD5NESS ( IT ALL6 ,WE W]E 9 ,NEW ,HAV5 !N4 ,ONE BY ONE WE HAD GA!R$1 TILL ! LITTLE ,NEW ,YORK COMMUNE WAS COMPLETE4 ,! ,GIRL JO9$ ME FIR/1 = ,I FELT LONELY 9 ! /RANGE CITY1 DRUDG+ AS COMPOSITOR ON A C\NTRY WEEKLY1 ! EV5+S COLD & *E]LESS 9 ! MID/ ( A CONS]VATIVE H\SEHOLD4 ,BUT ! ,GIRL BR\<T LI<T & SUN%9E1 & !N CAME ! ,TW9 & ,MANYA4 ,LUBA REMA9$ 9 ,NEW ,YORK2 BUT ,MANYA1 DEVOT$ LITTLE S\L1 YE>N$ = H] SI/]1 & PRES5TLY ! ?REE GIRLS WORK$ SIDE BY SIDE 9 ! CORSET FACTORY4 ,ALL SEEM$ HAPPY 9 ! FREE ATMOSPH]E1 & ,LUBA WAS BLOOM+ 9TO BEAUTIFUL WOMANHOOD4 ,!RE WAS A VAGUE SOME?+ AB\T H] ?AT N[ & !N R\S$ 9 ME A FOND LONG+1 A RAPTUR\S DESIRE4 ,ONCE-IT WAS 9 ,NEW ,YORK1 A YE> BE=E,I HAD EXP]I5C$ A SUDD5 IMPULSE T[>D H]4 ,IT SEIZ$ ME UNH]ALD$1 UNACC\NTABLY4 ,I HAD CALL$ TO TRY A GAME ( *ESS ) H] FA!R1 :5 HE 9=M$ ME ?AT ,LUBA HAD BE5 ILL4 ,%E WAS RECOV]+ N[1 & W\LD BE PLEAS$ TO SEE ME4 ,I SAT AT ! B$SIDE1 CONV]S+ 9 L[ TONES1 :5 ,I NOTIC$ ! PILL[S SLIPP+ FROM UND] ! GIRL'S HEAD4 ,B5D+ OV]1 ,I 9VOLUNT>ILY T\*$ H] HAIR1 LOOSELY HANG+ D[N ! SIDE4 ,! S(T1 D>K *E/NUT ?RILL$ ME1 & ! NEXT 9/ANT ,I /OOP$ & /EAL?ILY PRESS$ ! SILK5 WAVES TO MY LIPS4 ,! MOM5T>Y S5SE ( %AME WAS LO/ 9 ! FEEL+ ( REV]5CE = ! GIRL ) ! BEAUTIFUL HAIR1 ?AT BEWILD]$ & FASC9AT$ ME1 & A DEEP YE>N+ SUDD5LY POSSESS$ ME1 AS %E LAY 9 EXQUISITE DIS>RAY1 FULL ( GRACE & BEAUTY4 ,& ALL ! :ILE WE TALK$1 MY EYES FEA/$ ON H] RAVI%+ =M1 & ,I FELT 5VI\S ( H] FUTURE LOV]1 & HAT$ ! DESECRATION4 ,BUT :5 ,I LEFT H] B$SIDE1 ALL TRACE ( DESIRE DISAPPE>$1 & ! 9SPIRATION ( ! MOM5T FAD$ LIKE A VISION  AFFRI<T$ BY ! DAWN4 ,ONLY A TRANSI5T1 VAGUE 9QUIETUDE REMA9$1 AS ( SOME?+ UNATTA9ABLE4 

,!N CAME ?AT UN=GETTABLE MOM5T ( UNDREAM$ BLISS4 ,WE HAD JU/ RETURN$ FROM ! P]=MANCE ( ,TOSCA1 ) ,S>AH ,B]NH>DT 9 H] 9IMITABLE ROLE4 ,I HAD TO PASS ?R\< ,LUBA'S ROOM ON MY WAY TO ! ATTIC1 9 ! LITTLE H\SE OCCUPI$ BY ! COMMUNE4 ,%E HAD ALREADY RETIR$1 BUT WAS /ILL AWAKE4 ,I SAT D[N ON ! $GE ( ! B$1 & WE TALK$ ( ! PLAY4 ,%E GL[$ ) ! 9SPIRATION ( ! GREAT TRAG$I5NE2 !N1 SOMEH[1 %E ALLUD$ TO ! DECOLLETE ( ! ACTRESSES4 

0,I DON'T M9D A F9E BU/ EXPOS$ ON ! /AGE10 ,I REM>K$4 0,BUT ,I HAD A P[]FUL OP]A GLASS3 !IR BREA/S LOOK$ FLE%Y & FLABBY4 ,IT WAS DISGU/+40 

0,DO Y\ ?9K-M9E NICE80 %E ASK$1 SUDD5LY4 

,= A SECOND ,I WAS BEWILD]$4 ,BUT ! QUE/ION S\ND$ SO 5*ANT+LY UNPREM$ITAT$1 SO 9NOC5TLY EAG]4 

0,I NEV]- ,LET ME SEE !M10 ,I SAID1 IMPULSIVELY4 

0,NO1 NO60 %E CRI$1 9 >\S$ MODE/Y2 0,I CAN'T1 ,I CAN'T60 

0,I WON'T LOOK1 ,LUBA4 ,SEE1 ,I CLOSE MY EYES4 JU/ A T\*40 

0,OH ,I CAN'T1 ,I'M A%AM$6 ,ONLY OV] ! BLANKET1 PLEASE1 ,SA%A10 %E PLEAD$1 AS MY H& S(TLY /OLE UND] ! COV]S4 ,%E GRIPP$ ! %EET TI<TLY1 & MY >M RE/$ ON H] SIDE4 ,! T\* ( ! FIRM1 R\ND BREA/ ?RILL$ ME ) PASSIONATE EC/ASY4 ,9 FE> ( >\S+ H] MAID5LY RESI/ANCE1 ,I /ROVE TO HIDE MY EXULTATION1 :ILE CAUTI\SLY & T5D]LY ,I RELEAS$ ! COV]LET4 

0,!Y >E V]Y BEAUTIFUL1 ,LUBA10 ,I SAID1 CONTROLL+ ! TREMOR ( MY VOICE4 

0,Y\-LIKE !M1 REALLY1 ,SA%A80 ,! L>GE EYES LOOK$ LU/R\S & HAPPY4 

0,!Y >E ,GREEK1 DE>10 & SNAT*+ ! LA/ COV]+ ASIDE1 ,I KISS$ H] BETWE5 ! BREA/S4 

0,I'M SO GLAD ,I CAME H]E10 %E SPOKE DREAMILY4 

0,W]E Y\ V]Y LONESOME 9 ,NEW ,YORK80  

0,IT WAS T]RIBLE1 ,SA%A40 

0,Y\ LIKE ! *ANGE80 

0,OH1 Y\ SILLY BOY6 ,DON'T Y\ KN[80 

0,:AT1 ,LUBA80 

0,I WANT$ Y\1 DE>40 ,H] >MS TW9$ S(TLY AB\T ME4 

,I FELT APPALL$4 ,! ,GIRL1 MY REVOLUTION>Y PLANS1 FLITT$ ?R\< MY M9D1 *ILL+ ME ) SELF-REPROA*4 ,! PALE HUE ( ! ATTA9$ CA/ ITS %AD[ ACROSS ! SPELL1 & ,I LAY COLD & QUIET ON ,LUBA'S BREA/4 ,! COV]LET WAS SLIPP+ D[N1 &1 REA*+ = IT1 MY H& 9ADV]T5TLY T\*$ H] KNEE4 

0,SA%A1 H[ CAN Y\60 %E CRI$ 9 AL>M1 SITT+ UP ) T]RIFI$ EYES4 

0,I DIDN'T MEAN TO1 ,LUBA4 ,H[ C\LD Y\ ?9K ?AT ( ME80 ,I WAS DEEPLY MORTIFI$4 

,MY H& RELAX$ ON H] BREA/4 ,WE LAY 9 SIL5T EMB>RASSM5T4 

0,IT IS GETT+ LATE1 ,SA%A40 ,%E T5D]LY DREW MY HEAD TO H] BOSOM4 

0,A LITTLE :ILE YET1 DE>10 & AGA9 ! 5*ANTM5T ( ! VIRG9 BREA/S WAS UPON ME1 & ,I %[]$ WILD KISSES ON !M1 & PRESS$ !M PASSIONATELY1 MADLY1 TILL %E CRI$ \T 9 PA94 

0,Y\ MU/ GO N[1 DE>40 

0,GOODNI<T1 ,LUBA40 

0,GOOD NI<T1 DE>E/4 ,Y\ HAV5'T KISS$ ME1 ,SA%5KA40 

,I FELT H] DETA9+ LIPS1 AS ,I LEFT4 

,9 ! WAKEFUL H\RS ( ! NI<T1 ! URGE ( SEX GR[S MORE & MORE 9SI/5T4 ,SC5ES FROM ! PA/ LIVE 9 MY ?\<TS2 ! CELL IS PEOPL$ ) FAMILI> FACES4 ,EPISODES LONG DEAD TO MEMORY RISE ANIMAT$ BE=E ME2 !Y EM]GE FROM ! D>KE/ *AMB]S ( MY S\L1 & MOVE ) 9T5SE REALITY1 LIKE !  PORTRAITS ,( ,M,Y SIRES COME TO LIFE 9 ! D>K1 FE>FUL NI<TS ( MY *ILDHOOD4 ,P]T ,MA%A SMILES AT ME FROM H] W9D[ ACROSS ! /REET1 & A BEVY ( GIRLS PASS ME DEMURELY1 ) MODE/LY AV]T$ GAZE1 & !N CALL BACK SAUCILY1 9 ?9LY DISGUIS$ VOICES4 ,AGA9 ,I AM ) MY PLAYMATES1 TRAIL+ ! S*OOLGIRLS ON !IR WAY TO ! RIV]1 & WE *UCKLE GLEEFULLY AT !IR AFFRI<T & CONFUSION1 AS !Y DISCOV] ! EYES GLU$ TO ! PEEP-HOLES WE HAD CUT 9 ! BOO?4 ,9W>DLY ,I RES5T ,NADYA'S BA?+ 9 H] %IRT1 & 9 REV5GE DOVE B5EA? ! BO>DS1 RIS+ TO ! SURFACE 9 ! MID/ ( ! GIRLS1 :O RUN TO COV] 9 %AME & T]ROR4 ,BUT ,I GR[ 9DIGNANT AT ,VA9KA :O BADG]S ! GIRLS ) 0,TSIBA1 TSIBA1 BA-AA6 0 & ,I S\NDLY ?RA% ,KOLYA = %\T+ NA/Y EPI!TS ACROSS ! S*OOL Y>D AT LITTLE ,NUNYA1 :OM ,I SECRETLY ADORE4 

,BUT ! NOTE ( LAT] DAYS RETURNS AGA9 & AGA91 & ! SC5ES ( Y\? REC$E 9TO !IR DIM FRAMES4 ,CLE>] & MORE FREQU5TLY APPE> ,SONYA & ,LUBA1 & ! LITTLE SWEE!>T ( MY FIR/ MON?S 9 ,AM]ICA4 ,:AT A GOOSE %E WAS6 ,%E W\LD NOT EMBRACE ME1 BECAUSE IT'S A GREAT S91 UNLESS ONE IS M>RI$4 ,BUT H[ SLYLY %E MANAG$ TO >RANGE KISS+ GAMES AT ! ,SUNDAY GA!R+S AT H] HOME1 & ALWAYS LOSE TO ME6 ,%E MU/ BE QUITE A WOMAN N[1 ) A HUSB&1 *ILDR5 444 ,QUICKLY %E FLITS BY1 ! RECOLLECTION EV5 ( H] NAME LO/ 9 ! GL[ ( ,AN>*I/ EMOTIONALISM & ! F]V5T 5?USIASM ( MY ,OR*>D ,/REET DAYS4 ,!RE FLAMES ! LI<T ?AT IRRADIATES ! VAGUE LONG+S ( MY ,RUSSIAN Y\?1 & GIVES RAPT 9T]PRETATION TO OBSCURELY PULSAT+ IDEALISM4 ,IT %$S ! HALO ( ILLUM9AT+ JU/IFICATION UPON MY BL9DLY REBELLI\S SPIRIT1 & VISUALIZES MY DREAMS ON ! SUNLIT M\NTA9S4 ,! SORDID MIS]Y ( MY 0GRE5HORN0 DAYS ASSUMES A NEW ASPECT4 ,AH1 ! WRET*$NESS ( ?OSE FIR/ YE>S 9 ,AM]ICA6 444 ,& /ILL  ,TIME'S WO( & W>P UNROLL ! TAPE/RY ( LIFE 9 ! ,NEW ,WORLD1 ITS JOYS & HE>T-?ROBS4 ,I /& A LONE /RANG]1 BEWILD]$ BY ! FLURRY ( ,CA/LE ,G>D51 YET /RONG ) HOPE & C\RAGE TO C>VE MY FATE 9 FRE$OM4 ,! ,CZ> IS F> AWAY1 & ! FE> ( HIS HAT$ ,COSSACKS IS PA/4 ,H[ 9SPIR+ IS LIB]TY6 ,! V]Y AIR BREA!S 5?USIASM & /R5G?1 & ) CONFID5T >DOR ,I EMBRACE ! NEW LIFE4 ,I JO9 ! RANKS ( ! WORLD'S PRODUC]S1 & GLORY 9 ! FULL MANHOOD CONF]R$ BY ! DIGNITY ( LABOR4 ,I RES5T ! D]ISION ( MY ADOPT$ C\NTRY ON ! P>T ( MY FAMILY ABROAD1-RES5T IT HOTLY4 ,I FEEL WRONG$ BY ! *>GE ( HAV+ DISGRAC$ MY P>5TS' RESPECT$ NAME BY TURN+ 0A L[1 DIRTY WORK+MAN40 ,I COMBAT !IR SNOBBI%NESS VEHEM5TLY1 & REV 5GE ! 9DIGNITY TO LABOR BY *ALL5G+ COMP>ISON BETWE5 ! ,OLD & ! ,NEW ,WORLD4 ,BEHOLD ! GLORY ( LIB]TY & PROSP]ITY1 ! H&IWORK ( A NATION ?AT HONORS LABOR6 444 ,! LOOM ( ,TIME KEEPS WEAV+4 ,LONE & FRI5DLESS1 ,I /RUGGLE 9 ! NEW L&4 ,LIFE 9 ! T5EM5TS IS SORDID1 ! FATE ( ! WORK] DRE>Y4 ,!RE IS NO 0DIGNITY ( LABOR40 ,SWEAT%OP BREAD IS BITT]4 ,OPPRESSION GU>DS ! GOLD5 PROMISE1 & S]VILE BRUTALITY IS ! ONLY E>NE/ ( SUCCESS4 ,!N LIKE A CL>ION NOTE 9 ! DES]T S\NDS ! CALL ( ! ,IDEAL4 ,/RONG & R\S+ ROLLS ! BATTLE-CRY ( ,REVOLUTION4 ,LIKE A FLA% 9 ! NI<T1 IT ILLUM9ES MY GROP+4 ,MY LIFE BECOMES FULL ( NEW MEAN+ & 9T]E/1 TRANSLAT$ 9TO ! /RUGGLE ( A WORLD'S EMANCIPATION4 ,F$YA JO9S ME1 & TOGE!R WE >E ABSORB$ 9 ! MUSIC ( ! NEW HUMANITY4 

,IT IS ALL F>1 F>-YET EV]Y DETAIL IS %>PLY ET*$ UPON MY MEMORY4 ,SWIFTLY PASS BE=E ME ! YE>S ( COMPLETE CONSECRATION TO ! MOVEM5T1 ! SELF-IMPOS$ POV]TY & SACRIFICES1 ! FEV]I% TIDE ( AGITATION 9 ! WAKE ( ! ,*ICAGO M>TYRDOM1 ! EV5+S ( SPIRIT$ DEBATE1 ! NI<TS ( DILIG5T /UDY4 ,& OV] ALL LOOM ! ,FRIDAYS 9 ! LITTLE D+Y HALL 9 ! ,<ETTO1 :]E ! H&FUL ( ,RUSSIAN REFUGEES GA!R2  :]E BOLD IMPRECATIONS >E ?UND]$ AGA9/ ! TYRANNY & 9JU/ICE ( ! EXI/+1 & W+$ WORDS PROPHESY ! NE> APPROA* ( A GLORI\S ,DAWN4 ,BE%AWL$ WOM51 & M51 LONG-COAT$ & PI\SLY BE>D$1 /EAL 9TO ! HALL AFT] SYNAGOGUE PRAY]S1 & LI/5 ) WOND]+ EYES1 VA9LY /RIV+ TO GRASP ! /RANGE ,JEWI%1 SO P]PLEX$LY 9T]SP]S$ ) ! ALI5 WORDS ( ! NEW EVANGEL4 ,H[ \R HE>TS REJOICE1 AS1 ) EXAGG]AT$ DEF]5CE1 WE EAG]LY 5C\RAGE ! DIFFID5T QUE/ION]1 0,DO Y\ REALLY MEAN-MAY ! GOOD ,LORD =GIVE ME-!RE IS NO ONE 9 HEAV5 ABOVE804 4 4 ,LATE 9 ! EV5+ ! MEET+ RESOLVES 9TO SMALL GR\PS1 HEAT$LY CONT5D+ OV] ! SPEAK]'S UTT]ANCES1 ! SELECT CIRCLE F9ALLY ADJ\RN+ TO 0! CORN]40 ,! OBSCURE LITTLE TEA ROOM RES\NDS ) ! J\/ ( LE>N+ & WIT4 ,FASC9AT+ IS ! FEA/ ( REASON1 IMPASSION$ ! FL[ ( S\L1 AS ! PASSAGE-AT>MS GR[S MORE HEAT$ ) ! ADVANCE ( ! NI<T4 ,! AL]T-EY$ HO/ DIPLOMATICALLY PACIFIES ! BELLIG]5T FACTIONS1 0,G5TLEM51 G5TLEM51 S-%6 ,! POLICE /ATION IS JU/ ACROSS ! /REET40 ,!RE IS A LULL 9 ! COMBAT4 ,! ANGRY OPPON5TS FR[N AT EA* O!R1 & 9 ! 9T]IM ! ,AU/RIAN ,/UD5T 9 HIS MELL[ VOICE BEG9S AN 9T]M9ABLE /ORY ( P]SONAL REM9ISC5CE1 APROPOS ( NO?+ & />T+ NO:]E1 BUT 9T5SELY ABSORB+4 ,) SP>KL+ EYES HE HOLDS US SPELLB\ND1 RELAT+ ! WOND]FUL J\RNEY1 TAK+ US ?R\< ! ,NEVSKY 9 ,/4 ,PET]SBURG1 !NCE TO ! ,CAUCASUS1 TO 5GAGE 9 ! BLOOD-FEUDS ( ! ,T*]KESSI2 OR1 5ME%$ 9 A P]IL\S FLIRTATION ) AN ,ALBANIAN BEAUTY 9 A ,MUSLIM H>EM1 HE DESCANTS ON ! PHILOSOPHY ( ,MOHAMM$1 IMP]CEPTIBLY %IFT+ ! SC5E TO ! ,NILE TO HUNT ! HIPPOPOTAMUS1 & SUDD5LY 9T]RUPT+ ! AMAZ+ ADV5TURES BY 9TRODUC+ AN ACQUA9TANCE ( ! EV5+1 0,MY EXCELL5T FRI5D1 ! COM+ GREAT ,ITALIAN VIRTUOSO1 FROM ,ODESSA1 G5TLEM54 ,HE WILL 5T]TA9 US ) AN >IA FROM ,TROVATORE40 ,BUT ! CIRCLE IS NOT 9 A MUSICAL MOOD3 SOME ONE *ALL5GES ! ,/UD5T'S FAMILI>ITY ) !  ,MUSLIM PHILOSOPHY1 & ! ,TW9 H9TS AT ! GOSSIP$ 9TIMACY ( ! ,AU/RIAN ) ,*RI/IAN MISSION>IES4 ,!RE >E PROTE/ATIONS1 & L\D CLAMOR = AN EXPLANATION4 ,! ,/UD5T SMIL+LY ASS5TS1 & PRES5TLY HE IS LAUN*$ UPON ! ,*9ESE SEA1 9 ! MID/ ( A /RANGE C>AVAN1 TRAD+ TEA AT ,YA*TA1 & AID+ A POLITICAL TO ESCAPE TO ,VLADIVO/OK4444 ,! NI<T PALES BE=E ! WAK+ SUN1 ! ,TW9 YAWNS1 & ,I AM DR[SY )- 

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