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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,BA ,J9 

,TEXT 3 

,A SPR+ BREEZE RUFFL$ MY HAIR2 AT ! FOOT ( ! HILLS A ?AW HAD SET 94 

,IT IS USUALLY COLD :5 ! SN[ MELTS1 BUT TODAY ! LONG-HIDD5 SUN F9ALLY MADE AN APPE>ANCE4 ,I PUT ON A COAT & />T$ D[N ! HILL1 BA!D 9 SUNLI<T4 ,FEW PEOPLE US$ ?AT QUIET PA?1 ?\< WE W]E NOT F> FROM ! CITY & ! HILL WAS NOT HI<4 ,PEOPLE H]E KEPT TO !MSELVES2 ASIDE FROM A TRIP D[N = !IR %OPP+ 9 ! MORN+S1 !Y HAD LITTLE CONTACT ) ! \TSIDE WORLD4 ,I F\ND LIFE UP !RE PLEASANTLY QUIET4 

,BECAUSE ( MY WEAK N]VES1 ,I C\LD NOT /& ! NOISE & ! BU/LE ( CITY LIFE & HAD MOV$ UP TO ! HILLS TWO MON?S BE=EH&4 ,LIFE WAS REGUL>3 ,I ATE & SLEPT AT S*$UL$ TIMES & DID NO?+ ALL DAY LONG4 ,I TOOK SOLIT>Y WALKS ALONG M\NTA9 PA?S2 ,I ALSO W5T D[N SOMETIMES TO VISIT FRI5DS4 ,! UTT]LY TRANQUIL & UNDI/URB$ LIFE 9 ! HILLS GRADUALLY RE/OR$ ME TO HEAL?4 

,MY SPIRITS ROSE TOO4 ,I FELT A JOY 9 MY HE>T1 :I* SEEM$ FILL$ ) LOVE1 LOVE = ! SUN1 ! SN[1 ! W9D & ! HILLS1 LOVE = EV]Y?+ >\ND ME4 ,IT WAS 9 ?IS MOOD ?AT ,I WALK$ D[N ! SN[-COV]$ PA? DOTT$ ) BLACK FOOTPR9TS4 ,FUR!R D[N ! FOOTPR9TS M+L$ & MADE DIRTY LITTLE PUDDLES4 ,I PICK$ MY WAY OV] ! ?ICKE/ SN[ BECAUSE ,I LOV$ ! CRUN*+ ( SN[ UND]FOOT4 ,) ! SUNLI<T P\R+ D[N & A BREEZE 9 MY FACE ,I FELT ?AT BALMY SPR+ WAS COM+ TO MEET ME4 

,HALFWAY D[N ! HILL1 AS ,I R\ND$ ! CORN] ( A VILLA1 A ,*9ESE WOMAN CLIMB+ UPHILL CAME 9TO VIEW4 ,RECOGNIZ+ H] AT ONCE1 ,I /OPP$ TO GREET H]1 KN[+ %E WAS ON H] WAY TO SEE ME4 ,%E WALK$ ) H] HEAD B5T1 NOT LOOK+ UP UNTIL %E HE>D MY GREET+4 ,!N %E HURRI$ OV]1 PANT+ FROM ! CLIMB1 H] *EEKS ROSY4 

0,I CAN'T BE> ?IS ANY LONG]60 %E CRI$ 9 DI/RESS1 SEIZ+ ME BY ! >M4 

,ONE LOOK AT H] & ,I KNEW )\T ASK+ ?AT %E HAD QU>REL$ ) H] HUSB& AGA94 ,I W\LD HAVE TO SP5D QUITE A BIT ( TIME TALK+ H] R\ND4 

0,ALL RI<T1 LET'S GO BACK TO MY PLACE10 ,I SAID1 FR[N+ SLI<TLY1 & WE W5T UPHILL TOGE!R4 

,%E SAID NO?+ ON ! WAY4 ,I C\LD SEE ?AT %E WAS /ILL ANGRY2 FLU%$ & P\T+1 %E KICK$ ! SN[ AS IF TO V5T H] IRRITATION4 ,!Y MU/ HAVE HAD A REAL FI<T ?IS TIME4 ,!Y SIMPLY C\LDN'T GO ON LIKE ?IS4 ,EV5 ,I C\LD SEE ?AT ! MORE !Y QU>REL$1 ! WID] ! GAP BETWE5 !M GREW4 ,!SE W]E NOT ! USUAL QU>RELS BETWE5 HUSB& & WIFE3 !Y NEV] RESORT$ TO FI/S OR TO V]BAL ABUSE4 ,ONE ( !M W\LD G5]ALLY PULL A LONG FACE TO %[ ?AT HE OR %E WAS UPSET1 OR EXASP]ATE ! O!R BY SULK+4 ,ON ! R>E OCCASIONS :5 !Y HAD WORDS1 ONE 9V>IABLY LEFT ! ROOM )9 A FEW M9UTES SO ?AT ! SQUABBLE C\LDN'T GO ON4 

,I HAD SE5 IT HAPP5 MANY TIMES4 ,!Y ALWAYS CAME TO COMPLA91 BUT NOT TOGE!R4 ,I W\LD TALK TO !M UNTIL BO? HAD CALM$ D[N BE=E ,I S5T !M HOME4 ,H[EV]1 ,I NEV] F\ND \T ! CAUSE ( !IR QU>RELS4 ,!Y SEEM$ TO BE QU>REL+ = QU>REL+'S SAKE4 ,YET !Y W]E NOT A BAD-TEMP]$ C\PLE2 BO? W]E G5TLE1 GOOD-NATUR$ & CIVILIZ$4 ,= 9/ANCE1 AFT] A QU>REL EA* USUALLY BEGAN COMPLA9+ AB\T ! O!R1 BUT BE=E LONG HE OR %E W\LD BE TAK+ ! BLAME = NOT BE+ CONSID]ATE 5\<4 ,H] EYES ALWAYS FILL$ ) TE>S :5 %E SAID ?IS1 :ILE HE LOOK$ MO/ UNHAPPY4 ,SOMETIMES1 MEET+ AT MY PLACE AFT] A QU>REL1 HE W\LD TAKE HIS WIFE HOME ) MU* T5D]NESS4 

,!Y BEGAN TO QU>REL MORE & MORE1 AS IF !SE SC5ES REPEAT$ !MSELVES4 ,TO ALL APPE>ANCES IT WAS ! SAME ?+ HAPP5+ AGA94 ,BUT ,I WAS PUZZL$1 = IT SEEM$ TO ME !RE MU/ BE MORE TO ?IS ?AN MET ! EYE4 ,ALL ?IS C\LD NOT HAVE HAPP5$ BY ACCID5T2 !RE MU/ BE A SPECIAL REASON BEH9D IT4 ,I WANT$ TO F9D \T :AT IT WAS4 

,MY /UDY ( !IR TEMP]AM5T %$ NO LI<T ON ! MATT]4 ,%E SEEM$ LIVELI] & W>M]1 :ILE HE BY COMP>ISON WAS MORE RES]V$ & S]I\S4 ,( C\RSE ?IS WAS M]E SUP]FICIAL OBS]VATION4 

,I HAD NOT KN[N ! C\PLE V]Y LONG1 BUT LIV+ ABROAD1 & 9 ! C\NTRY AT ?AT1 MADE US FAIRLY CLOSE FRI5DS4 ,I KNEW LITTLE ( !IR PA/1 ONLY ?AT HIS FA!R WAS A NOT-TOO-HI<-RANK+ (FICIAL & ?AT BO? W]E COLLEGE /UD5TS4 ,!Y HAD FALL5 9 LOVE & M>RI$ ?REE YE>S AGO BUT W]E AS YET *ILDLESS4 

,IT SEEM$ TO ME !RE WAS NO REAL B>RI] BETWE5 !M4 ,!Y \<T TO BE GETT+ ON V]Y WELL TOGE!R4 ,!Y C>$ = EA* O!R & W]E COM=TABLY (F4 ,BO? W]E /UDY+1 HE $UCATION & %E LIT]ATURE1 BUT ?IS WAS NO REASON = A CLA%4 

,I HAD NEV] DISCOV]$ ! REASON = !IR QU>RELS4 ,?IS TIME TOO ,I F\ND NO CLUE4 ,%E KEPT H] LIPS %UT TI<T1 BUT ! GRIM L9ES >\ND !M FAD$4 ,BY ! TIME WE REA*$ MY DOOR1 %E HAD CALM$ D[N4 

0,:AT'S ! MATT]8 ,HAD A FI<T AGA980 ,I ASK$ CASUALLY AS ,I TOOK H] 9 & HUNG UP \R COATS4 ,NODD+1 %E DROPP$ DESPOND5TLY 9TO A *AIR & />$ DULLY AT ! PA9T+ ON ! WALL1 ONE H& ABS5TLY SMOO?+ H] HAIR4 

,I SAT D[N OPPOSITE H]4 0,:AT AB\T80 ,I ASK$1 SEE+ ?AT %E REMA9$ SIL5T4 ,I KEPT MY EYES ON H] FACE GIV+ H] NO *ANCE TO EVADE ! ISSUE4 

0,:AT AB\T80 %E SMIL$1 OBVI\SLY TRY+ TO HIDE ! PA9 9 H] HE>T4 ,H] EYES RE/$ ON ME = A SECOND BE=E RETURN+ DREAMILY TO ! PA9T+ ON ! WALL4 ,LEAN+ BACK1 H] HEAD CU%ION$ 9 H] H&S1 %E SAID HALF TO H]SELF1 0,TO BE HONE/ IT WASN'T AB\T ANY?+ 9 P>TICUL>4 ,I DON'T KN[ :AT TO DO4 ,I'M AFRAID WE CAN'T GO ON ?IS WAY 444 ,P]HAPS WE \<T TO SEP>ATE40 

0,SEP>ATE60 ,I /OLE A />TL$ LOOK AT H]4 ,%E WAS 9 E>NE/2 H] VOICE HELD SADNESS1 BUT NO ANG]4 ,?OSE WORDS C\LD H>DLY HAVE BE5 SPOK5 AT R&OM4 ,%E MU/ HAVE ?\<T AB\T SEP>AT+ = SOME TIME4 

,SEP>ATION WAS ( C\RSE ONE WAY TO SOLVE ! PROBLEM4 ,BUT ?+S MU/ BE PRETTY S]I\S IF SU* A DRA/IC SOLUTION WAS CONTEMPLAT$4 ,I WAS WORRI$4 ,TO TELL ! TRU? ,I W\LD HATE TO SEE ?IS Y\NG C\PLE SEP>ATE1 ?\< ,I DIDN'T LIKE TO SEE !M QU>REL ALL ! TIME EI!R4 

0,SEP>ATE80 ,I KNITT$ MY BR[S & !N SMIL$ TO EASE ! T5SION4 0,COME1 DON'T GET EXCIT$4 ,SQUABBLES BETWE5 HUSB& & WIFE >E REALLY NO?+ UNUSUAL4 ,IF ONLY BO? SIDES WILL COMPROMISE A LITTLE IT'S QUITE EASY TO SETTLE !M AMICABLY4 ,TO MY M9D1 Y\ TWO \<T TO MAKE AN IDEAL C\PLE40 0,I US$ TO ?9K SO TOO10 %E SAID WI/FULLY4 ,!N %E SI<$ S(TLY & A SLI<T PAUSE 5SU$ BE=E %E CONT9U$1 0,BUT IT HASN'T WORK$ \T ?AT WAY4 ,JU/ :Y1 ,I DON0T KN[4 ,AT ANY RATE !RE IS A B>RI] BETWE5 US40 

0,B>RI]8 ,:AT B>RI]80 ,I ASK$1 AS IF ! IDEA W]E QUITE 9CONGRU\S4 

0,I DON'T KN[ EI!R10 %E REPLI$ 9 DESPAIR4 0,IT'S SOME?+ 9VISIBLE & 9TANGIBLE1 YET ,I FEEL IT'S !RE 4440 ,%E /OPP$ & BIT H] LIPS4 ,A LOOK ( GRIEF1 SEEM+LY FA9T BUT 9 FACT PR(\ND1 CL\D$ H] PRETTY GIRLI% FACE4 ,& !RE WAS ANGUI% 9 ! DEP? ( H] EYES4 ,:5 ,I SAW ! EXPRESSION 9 !M MY [N HE>T SANK4 

0,ZI%5G1 Y\ MU/ F9D A WAY \T = ME60 %E BEGG$4 0,I HAV5'T ! C\RAGE TO GO ON LIV+ ) HIM40 

,I F\ND MYSELF 9 A MO/ AWKW>D POSITION4 ,I SYMPA?IZ$ ) H] & WAS EAG] TO HELP H] -- BUT H] HUSB&1 ,BOHE1 WAS MY FRI5D4 ,BESIDES1 ,I C\LD SEE NO GOOD REASON :Y !Y %\LD SPLIT UP4 ,I WAS NOT +5I\S 5\< TO SUGGE/ A SOLUTION4 

0,BUT TELL ME1 DO Y\ /ILL LOVE HIM80 WAS ALL ,I C\LD ?9K ( ASK+ AFT] SOME ?\<T4 ,I ONLY HOP$ ?AT !Y W\LD BE RECONCIL$4 

0,YES1 ,I DO10 %E ANSW]$ POSITIVELY AFT] ONLY A LITTLE PAUSE4 ,H] FACE GL[$ & ,I KNEW %E WAS TELL+ ! TRU?4 ,I WAS DELI<T$1 ?9K+ ?AT N[ ! PROBLEM W\LD NOT BE DIFFICULT TO SOLVE4 

0,:Y SPEAK ( SEP>ATION !N80 ,I SAID BLUNTLY4 0,IF Y\ LOVE HIM !N ALL'S WELL40 

0,BUT HE 4440 %E HESITAT$4 

0,HE4 ,Y\ MEAN ,BOHE DOESN'T LOVE Y\8 ,NO1 ?AT ISN'T TRUE4 ,!RE'S NO O!R WOMAN10 ,I ASSUR$ H]4 ,WE W]E GETT+ CLOS] TO ! CRUX ( ! MATT] & ,I WANT$ TO SEIZE ?IS *ANCE TO CLE> ?+S UP4 ,P]HAPS ,I C\LD PUT AN 5D TO ! CONFLICT BETWE5 !M4 

0,I DON'T KN[4 ,HE US$ TO LOVE ME V]Y MU* BUT HE'S *ANG$4 ,SOMETIMES HE'S AFFECTIONATE1 AT O!RS HE'S COOL4 ,HE IS (T5 COLD ON PURPOSE4 ,= 9/ANCE1 ?IS MORN+ ,I WAS FEEL+ *E]FUL & ASK$ HIM TO COME & VISIT Y\4 ,HE NOT ONLY REFUS$ BUT WAS ANNOY$ = NO REASON4 ,HE US$ TO DO :ATEV] ,I ASK$2 N[ HE IGNORES ME = H\RS TO READ HIS BOOKS1 OR GOES \T ALONE & DOESN'T COME BACK TILL LATE4 ,I CAN'T BE> BE+ TREAT$ LIKE ?AT 444 ,MAYBE IT'S MY BAD TEMP]4 ,I KN[ ,I'M NOT CONSID]ATE 5\<4 ,BUT ALL ! SAME 4440 ,H] CALM TONE %[$ ?AT %E WAS QUITE CLE>HEAD$ & NOT OV]WR\<T4 ,H] VOICE WAS QUIV]+ ) DI/RESS1 H[EV]1 & ! GL[ ?AT HAD LIT UP H] FACE WAS GONE4 ,!RE W]E TE>S 9 H] EYES1 & ,I C\LD SEE FROM H] FACE ?AT %E REALLY BLAM$ H]SELF MORE ?AN H] HUSB&4 

,MY HE>T S(T5$ AGA94 ,BOHE %\LDN'T TORM5T H] LIKE ?IS4 ,:Y DID HE WANT TO MAKE H] SUFF]8 ,WAS HE NO LONG] 9 LOVE ) H]8 ,YET ,I HAD NOTIC$ LITTLE GE/URES & LOOKS ?AT REVEAL$ HIS AFFECTION = H]4 ,HE HAD NO CLOSE WOMAN FRI5D2 !RE HAD BE5 NO *ANGE 9 !IR LIVES4 ,!N :AT WAS KEEP+ HIM FROM LOV+ H]8 ,:AT WAS ?AT 9VISIBLE B>RI] ( :I* %E TALK$8 ,I LONG$ TO KN[ ! ANSW]4 ,BUT ,I C\LDN'T GET IT \T ( H]4 ,SO ,I SOO!D H] ) ! USUAL PLATITUDES4 

0,Y\ MU/N'T TAKE ?IS TOO S]I\SLY1 ,J+FANG4 ,I'M AFRAID !RE'S SOME MISUND]/&+4 ,BOHE ISN'T ?AT K9D ( MAN AT ALL4 ,Y\ KN[ H[ IT IS1 HUSB& & WIFE ALWAYS QU>REL OV] TRIFLES4 ,I'M SURE Y\'LL MAKE IT UP AGA9 AFT] A :ILE40 

0,ZI%5G1 Y\ DON'T KN[ H[ GOOD HE US$ TO BE1 H[ CONSID]ATE & LOV+4 ,HE RESPECT$ & ANTICIPAT$ MY EV]Y WI%4 ,?AT WAS :Y1 = LOVE ( HIM1 ,I WAS WILL+ TO LEAVE MY FAMILY & CROSS ! WIDE OCEAN ) HIM4 ,BUT N[ 444 N[ ,I'M SURE ,I HAVE V]Y LITTLE PLACE 9 HIS HE>T40 ,%E W5T ON COMPLA9+1 PAY+ NO ATT5TION TO MY >GUM5TS4 ,BUT ?AT WAS NOT SURPRIS+1 SEE+ ,I HAD US$ !M HALF A DOZ5 TIMES ALREADY4 

0,Y\ DON'T KN[1 ,ZI%5G1 Y\ JU/ DON'T KN[4 ,I CAN'T BE> TO ?9K ( ! PA/40 ,%E WAS GR[+ MORE AGITAT$1 LETT+ H] FEEL+S RUN AWAY ) H]4 ,H] VOICE BROKE & %E DABB$ AT H] EYES ) A H&K]*IEF4 

,I WAS FEEL+ MORE EMB>RASS$ EV]Y SECOND4 ,I C\LD F9D NO WORDS TO COM=T H] & H] DI/RESS W5T TO MY HE>T4 ,R$ & BLUE FLAMES W]E LEAP+ FROM ! FIRE BLAZ+ 9 ! GRATE4 ,GOLD5 SUNLI<T SLANT+ 9 ?R\< ! W9D[S MADE A BRI<T PAT* ON MY DESK4 ,I SAT HALF 9 ! SUN4 ,BUT ! ROOM'S W>M COM=T WAS QUITE WA/$ ON ME4 ,I LONG$ = ,BOHE'S >RIVAL TO RESCUE ME FROM A DIFFICULT POSITION4 ,I KNEW TOO ?AT !RE WAS EV]Y HOPE ( HIS COM+4 

,BOHE'S TALL1 SP>E FIGURE SOON APPE>$ \TSIDE ! W9D[4 ,HE WALK$ SL[LY1 HIS /EPS HEAVY4 ,S9CE WE HAD LA/ MET1 ONLY TWO OR ?REE DAYS PRIOR1 ! MAN SEEM$ MOODI] ?AN EV]4 

,HAV+ 5T]$1 HE NODD$ TO ME & AS WAS CU/OM>Y REMOV$ HIS COAT4 ,!N )\T A WORD HE WALK$ OV] TO ,J+FANG4 ,%E REMA9$ 9 H] SEAT1 H] FACE BURI$ 9 H] H&K]*IEF4 ,%E KNEW HE HAD COME BUT IGNOR$ HIM4 

,HE P]*$ ON ! >M ( H] *AIR1 T\*$ H] %\LD] LOV+LY1 & :ISP]$1 0,COME HOME1 ,J+FANG60 ,%E DID NOT ANSW]4 ,HE BEGG$ H] ?REE TIMES1 HIS VOICE MORE & MORE T5D]1 UNTIL %E MUTT]$ AN 9DI/9CT REPLY4 

0,LET'S GO HOME4 ,DON'T LET'S /AY H]E TO TR\BLE ,ZI%5G4 ,IT'S MY FAULT AS USUAL40 ,HE /OOD UP & G5TLY TOOK H] >M1 B5D+ D[N AT ! SAME TIME TO :ISP] 9TO H] E>4 

,I C\LD SEE ?AT ,I WAS SUP]FLU\S & F\ND SOME EXCUSE TO SLIP \T4 ,I DON'T KN[ :AT !Y SAID TO EA* O!R1 BUT BY ! TIME ,I RETURN$ HE HAD HIS >M >\ND H] & !Y W]E READY TO LEAVE4 ,BO? W]E SMIL+4 ,IT WAS ! USUAL HAPPY 5D+4 

,I S5T !M (F ) MY BLESS+1 ?9K+ N[ !Y \<T TO BE ABLE TO LIVE 9 PEACE = A C\PLE ( DAYS4 

,BUT ?AT SAME EV5+ ,BOHE TURN$ UP ALONE4 ,IT WAS GETT+ LATE4 ,\TSIDE A W9D HAD RIS5 & UNMELT$ SN[ LAY 9 DRIFTS AGA9/ ! WALLS4 ,I HAD JU/ F9I%$ READ+ A BIOGRAPHY &1 /IRR$ BY ! BOOK1 WAS SITT+ ALONE />+ AT ! LAMP1 DREAM+ ( UNATTA9ABLE ?+S4 ,:5 ! DOORBELL BROKE ! SIL5CE1 ,I HAD ALREADY HE>D ,BOHE'S FOOT/EPS \TSIDE4 ,AS ,I W5T TO LET HIM 9 ,I WOND]$ UNEASILY IF !Y HAD QU>REL$ AGA94 

,HIS FACE WAS RUDDY FROM ! W9D4 ,AFT] TAK+ (F HIS COAT HE W5T UP TO ! FIRE1 RUBB+ HIS H&S VIGOR\SLY & B5D+ =W>D TO GET W>M4 ,HIS FACE1 MOODY & SOMB] 9 ! FIRELI<T1 WAS EV5 D>K] ?AN ! SKY BE=E A /ORM4 

,MY UNEAS9ESS M\NT$4 ,I WAS EAG] TO KN[ ! REASON = ! /ORMY LOOK ON HIS FACE1 BUT AT ! SAME TIME DREAD$ ! REVELATION4 ,COMPRESS+ MY LIPS1 ,I DECID$ TO WAIT1 AL?\< ! SUSP5SE WAS ALMO/ UNBE>ABLE4 

,HE TOOK A FEW /EPS R\ND ! ROOM BE=E HE P\NC$ ON ME &1 SEIZ+ MY >M 9 AGITATION1 SAID1 0,Y\ MU/ HELP ME1 ,ZI%5G60 

,I />$ AT HIM 9 AMAZEM5T4 ,! %E] MIS]Y 9 ?OSE DILAT$ EYES BOR+ 9TO MY [N S5T A %IV] D[N MY SP9E4 

0,:AT'S ! MATT]8 ,TELL ME60 ,I CRI$ 9 AL>M4 ,! W9D KEPT TAPP+ ON ! W9D[4 ,A FA9T RU/L+ 9 ! QUIET G>D5 S\ND$ AS IF SOMEONE WAS WALK+ AB\T & C\<+4 

0,ZI%5G1 ,I CAN'T GO ON LIKE ?IS4 ,TELL ME :AT ,I MU/ DO6 ,J+FANG & ,I 4440 ,HE LET GO ( MY >M & /OOD !RE WR++ HIS H&S4 

,J+FANG'S NAME CONJUR$ UP A VISION ( ! R\ND-FAC$ GIRL 9 ! LI<T BLUE TUNIC & R$ BELT :O HAD WEPT AS %E P\R$ \T H] WOES TO ME ?AT DAY4 ,MY HE>T W>M$ TO H]4 

0,SIT D[N & LET'S TALK IT OV]10 ,I PATT$ HIM ON ! %\LD] & PULL$ UP A *AIR = HIM CLOSE TO ! FIRE4 ,WE SAT D[N FAC+ EA* O!R4 0,Y\ %\LDN'T TORM5T ,J+FANG LIKE ?IS10 ,I BEGAN )\T WAIT+ TO HE> MORE4 0,%E /ILL LOVES Y\4 ,:Y MU/ Y\ ALWAYS QU>REL ) H]8 ,SURELY Y\ CAN LET H] HAVE H] WAY SOMETIMES1 CAN'T Y\8 ,BESIDES1 %E'S NOT REALLY DIFFICULT TO GET ON )40 ,I SPOKE E>NE/LY1 SURE ,I C\LD MOVE HIM4 

,HE BL9K$ AS ,I SPOKE1 HIS M\? WORK+4 0,Y\ DON'T UND]/&10 HE SAID F9ALLY1 %AK+ HIS HEAD ) A LOOK ( DESPAIR4 

0,BUT :I* ( Y\ IS MORE TO BLAME8 ,Y\ DON'T MEAN TO SAY IT'S ALL H] FAULT80 ,I C\NT]$1 ANNOY$ TO HAVE MY FRI5DLY ADVICE CUT %ORT ?IS WAY4 

,MY WORDS MU/ HAVE W\ND$ HIM1 = HIS FACE D>K5$ FUR!R & HE BIT HIS LIPS4 

0,IT'S MY FAULT1 ( C\RSE1 ,I ADMIT ?AT10 HE REPLI$ WRET*$LY AFT] A PAUSE4 0,%E IS NOT TO BLAME AT ALL40 ,?IS WAS UNEXPECT$1 BUT ,I WAS NOT DISPLEAS$ TO HE> IT4 ,I HOP$ BY FOLL[+ UP ?IS ADVANTAGE TO SOLVE ?AT PROBLEM ( !IRS4 

0,!N :Y BEHAVE ! WAY Y\ DO80 ,I PURSU$4 0,S9CE Y\ KN[ Y\'RE 9 ! WRONG1 IT'S UP TO Y\ TO DO SOME?+ AB\T IT40 

,)\T ! SLI<TE/ SIGN ( GRATITUDE OR GLADNESS1 HE CONT9U$ TO %AKE HIS HEAD & MUTT]$ HOPELESSLY1 0,Y\ /ILL DON'T UND]/&40 

,?IS PUZZL$ ME EV5 MORE4 ,I C\LD NOT GUESS :AT HE MEANT4 ,\TSIDE1 ! W9D WAS /ILL MOAN+4 ,! FIRE WAS BLAZ+ & ITS LEAP+ FLAMES TURN$ BO? \R FACES CRIMSON1 BUT ,I F\ND HIM UTT]LY 9SCRUTABLE4 

0,I'M TA/+ ! AGONIES ( LOVE10 HE MUTT]$ ) A SI<4 ,SUDD5LY HE BURI$ HIS FACE 9 HIS H&S & ,I KNEW HIS M5TAL ANGUI% WAS BEYOND ALL ,I HAD SUSPECT$4 ,ANY CLUMSY PROB+ 9TO IT W\LD BE USELESS4 

0,BELIEVE ME1 ,ZI%5G1 ,I AM TELL+ ! TRU?10 HE SAID AT LA/1 RAIS+ HIS HEAD4 0,I DID LOVE ,J+FANG1 ,I /ILL LOVE H]1 & ,I KN[ ?AT %E LOVES ME TOO4 ,BUT 4440 HE PAUS$ = A MOM5T 9 PA9FUL ?\<T1 PUTT+ ONE H& TO HIS TEMPLES1 & MY EYES W]E CAU<T BY ! BEADS ( SWEAT ON HIS =EHEAD4 

0,BUT ,I DON'T WANT TO LOVE H] ANY MORE40 ,HIS H& SWEPT D[N & HE SPOKE ) DET]M9ATION AS IF LOVE W]E SOME?+ HE C\LD NO LONG] 5DURE4 0,LOVE CAN BE AGONIZ+4 ,%E ONCE GAVE ME JOY & C\RAGE BUT ?OSE DAYS >E GONE4 ,N[ ,I F9D ?AT T5D]NESS1 ?AT DOME/ICITY1 UNBE>ABLE4 ,Y\ SEE1 MY \TLOOK HAS *ANG$ 4440 

,I M]ELY />$ AT HIM 9 BEWILD]M5T4 ,I BELIEV$ HE WAS SPEAK+ ! TRU? ?\<4 

0,I HAVE NEW CONVICTIONS4 ,I CANNOT GO ON LIV+ AS BE=E4 ,I WANT TO TAKE A NEW ROAD COMPLETELY DIFF]5T FROM ! OLD ONE1 :I* MEANS ,I MU/ AB&ON MY OLD LIFE40 ,HE WAS ABSOLUTELY 9 E>NE/ BUT ,I /ILL FAIL$ TO UND]/&4 0,H[EV]1 %E IS 9CAPABLE ( GO+ =W>D4 ,%E MU/ HAVE LOVE1 %E MU/ LIVE ! WAY WE US$ TO4 ,IT'S NOT H] FAULT1 & ,I SOMETIMES ?9K %E MAY BE RI<T 444 ,BUT %E MAKES IT DIFFICULT = ME TO GIVE UP ! OLD LIFE4 ,%E LOVES ME BUT %E CAN'T UND]/& :AT'S 9 MY M9D4 ,SO %E'S MAK+ ME MIS]ABLE1 MAK+ ME HESITATE40 

,HE SI<$1 & ,I NOTIC$ ! T5D]NESS 9 HIS VOICE :5 HE M5TION$ H]4 ,AL?\< HE WAS DISSATISFI$ ) H]1 AT ! SAME TIME HE WAS EVID5TLY /ILL 9 LOVE ) H]4 ,! :OLE ?+ WAS EV5 /RANG] ?AN ,I HAD ?\<T4 

0,IT W\LD BE EASI] IF %E DIDN'T LOVE ME4 ,BUT 444 AS ,I'VE TOLD Y\1 ,I WANT TO AB&ON MY OLD LIFE1 ,I WANT TO GO BACK TO ,*9A1 ,I WANT TO 444 ,BUT DO Y\ ?9K %E C\LD /& ?AT8 ,W\LD %E LET ME LIVE ! WAY ,I WANT TO8 ',LEAVE H]6 ,LEAVE H]6' A VOICE SEEMS TO BE :ISP]+ ALL ! TIME 4444 ,BUT 44440 

,HIS NUM]\S 0BUTS0 CONFUS$ ME EV5 MORE4 ,H[EV]1 HIS L9$ FACE & ! /RANGE REVELATIONS HE WAS P\R+ \T SO BROK5LY 5LI/$ MY SYMPA?Y4 ,MY M5TAL PICTURE ( ,J+FANG BEGAN TO GR[ FA9T]4 

0,EV]Y DAY ,I RESOLVE TO LEAVE H] & EV]Y DAY ,I BREAK ?AT RESOLUTION4 ,ALL BECAUSE ( H]1 BECAUSE ,I LOVE H]6 ,I'VE FL\ND]$ SO LONG 9 ?IS LIFE ( CONTRADICTIONS1 ,I CAN'T /& IT ANY LONG]4 ,I'VE ?\<T ( DES]T+ H]4 ,BUT ,I HAV5'T ! GUTS TO DO IT1 ALWAYS BECAUSE ,I LOVE H]6 ,WE QU>REL & !N1 AFT] A TIME1 ,I CAN'T HELP BUT ASK H] =GIV5ESS4 ,LOVE HAS SU* A TI<T HOLD ON MY HE>T40 

,HE LET \T A DEEP BREA? & CLUT*$ WILDLY AT HIS *E/ AS IF HE WANT$ TO TE> \T ! LOVE 9 HIS HE>T4 

0,I HIT ON A WAY AT LA/4 ,I MU/ MAKE H] LEAVE ME4 ,I MADE MYSELF DELIB]ATELY CRUEL & HE>TLESS1 QU>REL+ ) H] = NO REASON JU/ TO MAKE H] LOSE H] ILLUSIONS AB\T ME & /OP LOV+ ME4 ,I WANT H] TO HATE ME 44440 

,HE /OPP$ SUDD5LY &1 BREA?+ ) DIFFICULTY1 RAIS$ A FACE D>K ) MIS]Y1 UNRELIEV$ BY A S+LE RAY ( HOPE & ) SOME?+ T]RIBLE BLAZ+ 9 ! DEP? ( ! EYES4 ,IT WAS !N ?AT ,I UND]/OOD ! CAUSE ( !IR QU>RELS1 BUT KN[+ ! SECRET ONLY PUT ME 9 AN EV5 MORE DIFFICULT POSITION4 

0,?IS IS H[ ,I'VE BE5 TORM5T+ MYSELF & H]1 CON/ANTLY 9CREAS+ H] AGONY4 ,EV]Y?+ WAS CLE> TO ME BUT %E WAS 9 ! D>K4 ,/ILL IT WAS NO USE2 IT ONLY MADE ME MORE WRET*$4 ,%E /ILL LOVES ME1 %E WON'T ?9K ( LEAV+ ME4 ,I'VE FAIL$4 ,AFT] EA* QU>REL ,I HAVE TO COM=T H]4 ,%E HAS MADE ME SO WEAK ?AT ,I SIMPLY CAN'T LEAVE H]60 

,HIS CRIES ( DESPAIR RANG WEAKLY ?R\< ! ROOM1 ) NO O!R S\ND TO DI/URB !M4 ,\TSIDE1 ! W9D MOAN$ 9 FITS & />TS2 MY ROOM WAS GR[+ COLD TOO4 ,I W5T TO ! FIREPLACE TO PUT ON MORE WOOD4 ,I DID NOT 9T]RUPT HIM1 BUT ,I C\LDN'T HELP WOND]+ :Y HE 9SI/$ ON GETT+ AWAY FROM H]4 

0,BUT WE CAN'T GO ON LIKE ?IS4 ,I MU/ GET AWAY FROM H]1 MAKE H] LOVE SOMEONE ELSE1 YET ,I CAN'T4 ,ZI%5G1 ,I CAN'T /& ?IS ANY LONG]1 ,I CAN'T GO ON ACT+4 ,I NEV] ?\<T LOVE W\LD MEAN SU* AGONY4 ,I DON'T WANT LOVE6 ,I WANT NO?+ MORE TO DO ) IT6 4440 

,AS IF AT HIS WIT'S 5D HE PRESS$ HIS H&S TO HIS HE>T4 ,)\T WAIT+ TO HE> MY OP9ION1 HE /OOD UP & W5T OV] TO ! S(A1 BURY+ HIS FACE 9 ONE ( ITS >MS4 

,A FE>FUL SIL5CE 5SU$4 ,AS ! W9D \TSIDE DI$ D[N ,I C\LD HE> ! WOOD 9 ! FIREPLACE SIZZLE4 ,! AIR SEEM$ /IFL+4 ,! PA9 & HORROR ( ,BOHE'S REVELATIONS HAD %ATT]$ MY EV5+'S PEACE4 ,I DID NOT BLAME HIM2 MY HE>T A*$ = HIM1 EV5 ?\< ,I C\LD NOT SEE :Y HE WANT$ TO MAKE ! WOMAN HE LOV$ HATE HIM4 

0,IF :AT Y\ SAY IS TRUE1 ,BOHE1 :Y DO Y\ 9SI/ ON CRU%+ H] LOVE = Y\8 ,:Y MU/ Y\ GET AWAY FROM H]8 ,CAN'T Y\ />T LIV+ AMICABLY TOGE!R AGA98 ,Y\ \<T TO ?9K ?+S OV] C>EFULLY40 ,?AT WAS ! ADVICE ,I F9ALLY MANAG$ TO (F]4 

,HE /OOD UP ABRUPTLY1 HIS EYES HOT & DRY4 0,NO1 NO60 HE 9SI/$4 0,I CAN'T4 ,I WANT TO GO BACK TO ,*9A4 ,I HAVE MORE IMPORTANT ?+S TO DO4 ,?IS LIFE H]E IS TOO FULL ( CONTRADICTIONS 4440 

,WR++ HIS H&S1 HE TOOK A FEW /EPS1 !N D>T$ OV] TO SEIZE MY >M AGA94 0,LET ME TELL Y\1 ,ZI%5G3 %E'S HAD TWO ABORTIONS BUT N[ %E'S ) *ILD AGA9 & %E WON'T GET RID ( IT4 ,%E ABSOLUTELY REFUSES4 ,:AT AM ,I TO DO80 ,HIS EYES CORN]$ ME1 DEM&+ AN ANSW]4 

,?IS CAME AS A SUDD51 T]RIBLE %OCK TO ME1 REVIV+ ALL MY SYMPA?Y = ,J+FANG & MAK+ IT EV5 H>D] TO UND]/& HIM4 0,%E IS RI<T1 Y\ KN[10 ,I SAID1 9DIGNANT AT HIS HE>TLESSNESS4 0,%E HAS A RI<T TO HAVE A BABY4 ,Y\ CAN'T MAKE H] GET RID ( IT40 

0,BUT ?IS ISN'T MY FAULT4 ,WE >E BO? VICTIMS40 ,MY WORDS DID NOT ANG] HIM1 ?\< HE WAS ANXI\S TO JU/IFY HIMSELF4 ,HIS VOICE WAS S(T] N[1 LESS AGITAT$4 0,DON'T Y\ SEE ,I SUFF] TOO8 ,EV5 MORE ?AN %E DOES4 ,Y\ MU/ REALIZE1 ,ZI%5G1 ?AT ,I'M NOT 9HUMAN4 ,I CAN'T HELP MYSELF4 ,DON'T Y\ SEE H[ MIS]ABLE IT'S MAK+ ME8 ,I CAN'T F9D A S+LE P]SON :O'LL LI/5 TO MY TR\BLES6 ,ONLY Y\6 ,J+FANG DOESN'T UND]/& ME AT ALL4 ,I CAN'T TELL H] /RAI<T \T60 ,HE SI<$ AGA9 & MUTT]$1 MORE TO HIMSELF ?AN TO ME1 0,N[1 ,I'VE TA/$ TO ! FULL ! BITT]NESS ( LOVE40 ,HE /RAI<T5$ UP & /OOD SIL5TLY BE=E ME1 AS IF TO REVEAL TO ME ALL ! MIS]Y LODG$ 9 ?AT TALL1 SP>E FRAME4 

,HIS WORDS MADE ME MORE CONFUS$ ?AN EV]4 ,I TOO AM WEAK & F9D IT H>D TO MAKE UP MY M9D4 ,I SID$ N[ ) ,BOHE1 N[ ) ,J+FANG4 ,?\< ,I HAD LONG WANT$ TO RECONCILE HUSB& & WIFE1 ,I WAS COMPLETELY AT A LOSS N[ ?AT ,BOHE /OOD 9 SU* MIS]Y BE=E ME ASK+ = HELP4 ,I WRACK$ MY FEEBLE BRA9S = SOME WAY \T4 

,AFT] PAC+ AB\T 9 SIL5CE = A :ILE1 HE TURN$ T[>D ME SUDD5LY ) A /RANGE LOOK ON HIS FACE4 0,TELL ME HONE/LY1 ,ZI%5G1 >E Y\ FOND ( ,J+FANG80 HE FALT]$4 

,I NODD$ UNCOMPREH5D+LY4 ,YES1 ,I WAS FOND ( ,J+FANG1 & EV] S9CE ,BOHE BEGAN MAK+ H] MIS]ABLE1 ,I HAD FELT A SPECIAL SYMPA?Y = H]4 ,HIS EYES LIT UP & HIS CL\D$ FACE BRI<T5$ 9 A WAY ?AT SURPRIS$ ME UNTIL ! REASON /RUCK ME4 ,!N ,I LEAP$ UP AS IF SOMEONE HAD SLAPP$ MY FACE4 0,H[ CAN Y\ ?9K ( SU* A ?+80 ,I RAG$ 9DIGNANTLY4 0,IT'S TOO RIDICUL\S60 

,HE BACK$ AWAY & SMIL$ SADLY4 0,:Y GET ANGRY80 HE PROTE/$4 0,I REALLY WANT TO KN[4 ,I'M NOT SUSPECT+ Y\ ( ANY?+40 

0,GET ?AT IDEA \T ( Y\R HEAD RI<T N[4 ,MY ADVICE TO Y\ IS3 ,GO HOME & LIVE S5SIBLY ) Y\R WIFE4 ,/OP MAK+ Y\RSELVES MIS]ABLE = NO REASON40 ,I SUPPRESS$ MY [N IRRITATION TO GIVE HIM ?IS LA/ PIECE ( ADVICE1 WOND]+ IF HE WAS GO+ \T ( HIS M9D4 

,HIS FACE D>K5$ AGA91 ?AT GLIMM] ( LI<T COMPLETELY GONE4 ,HE SANK DEJECT$LY 9TO A *AIR & SAT = SOME TIME ) HIS HEAD 9 HIS H&S4 ,!N HE GOT UP &1 ) A DESPAIR+ 0,I'M GO+10 PICK$ UP HIS COAT4 

,I DID NOT TRY TO /OP HIM1 BUT /OOD UP & FOLL[$ HIM SIL5TLY TO ! DOOR4 ,A COLD W9D RU%$ 9 AS HE OP5$ ! DOOR & ,I %IV]$4 ,! MOAN+ ( ! W9D WAS ALL ,I C\LD HE>4 ,?\< ,I WANT$ TO DETA9 HIM1 HE HAD SWEPT \T ( ! ROOM4 

,I FELT SORRY AB\T ! WAY ,I HAD TREAT$ HIM4 ,HE HAD COME TO ME 9 GREAT DI/RESS SEEK+ HELP1 BUT ,I HAD S5T HIM (F BURD5$ ) GREAT] UNHAPP9ESS4 

,FULL ( REMORSE1 ,I W5T BACK TO ! S(A & SAT D[N4 ,LOOK+ UP1 MY EYES FELL ON ! PA9T+ ?AT HAD DRAWN ,J+FANG'S GAZE MORE ?AN ONCE E>LI] ?AT DAY4 ,A WELL-KN[N PICTURE 5TITL$ 0,MO!R & ,SON10 IT DEPICT$ A WELL-DRESS$ WOMAN ) A TWO-YE>-OLD BOY ON H] LAP4 ,?IS MADE ME ?9K ( ,J+FANG1 & ,I FELT = H] KE5LY 9 H] PRES5T PLI<T4 ,BUT :5 ,I REMEMB]$ ! /RANGE IDEA 9 ,BOHE'S HEAD1 ,I DROVE ALL VISIONS ( H] \T ( MY M9D4 

,?AT NI<T ,I SLEPT BADLY1 TR\BL$ BY /RANGE DREAMS4 ,GETT+ UP V]Y LATE1 MY HEAD HEAVY1 ,I HAD TO MAKE AN EF=T TO GO D[NHILL & VISIT ,BOHE4 

,! DAY WAS F9E1 ! SUN%9E W>M1 &1 EXCEPT = POCKETS ( SN[ H]E & !RE UND] ! TREES & BY ! WALLS1 ! M\NTA9 PA? WAS DRY4 ,/ICK 9 H&1 ,I WALK$ AT A LEISURELY PACE TO MY FRI5D'S H\SE4 

,BOHE WAS ILL & HIS WIFE HOV]$ >\ND HIS B$ NURS+ HIM4 ,!Y APPE>$ TO BE CLOS] ?AN USUAL4 

,HE SEEM$ ONLY A LITTLE UND] ! WEA!R4 ,J+FANG TOLD ME IT WAS ! RESULT ( DR9K+ TOO MU* ! PREVI\S EV5+ & W&]+ AB\T 9 ! W9D HALF ! NI<T4 ,%E SEEM$ UNAW>E ?AT HE HAD BE5 QUITE SOB] :5 HE CAME TO MY H\SE & REVEAL$ SO MU*4 ,HE OBVI\SLY HADN'T TOLD H]4 ,N[1 ILL 9 B$1 IT WAS EV5 EASI] TO FOOL H]4 ,AS A MATT] ( FACT1 EV5 ,I WAS TAK5 9 BY HIS MANN] T[>D H]4 ,I BEGAN TO WOND] :E!R ,I HAD BE5 DREAM+4 

,I WAS GLAD1 ( C\RSE1 TO SEE !M RECONCIL$4 ,DUR+ MY %ORT VISIT ,I SAID NOT A WORD AB\T :AT HAD HAPP5$ ! PREVI\S NI<T4 ,!RE WAS A G5TLE SMILE ON HIS FACE ALL ! TIME ,I WAS !RE4 

,HOME AGA91 ,I ?\<T AB\T !IR /RANGE RELATION%IP4 ,I /ILL WANT$ TO KN[ ! ANSW] TO !IR RIDDLE1 BUT ! MORE ,I POND]$ ! MORE PUZZL$ ,I BECAME1 UNTIL F9ALLY MY HEAD WAS A*+4 

,ALL ?IS EXCITEM5T WAS TOO MU* = MY N]VES4 ,MY HEAL? DET]IORAT$4 ,= A =TNI<T OR SO1 ,I WAS LAID UP 9 B$4 ,BY ! TIME ,I WAS WELL 5\< TO /ROLL D[N HILL ) ! HELP ( A /ICK1 ! BRI<T SPR+ DAYS HAD COME4 

,MY FRI5DS DID NOT COME TO SEE ME DUR+ MY ILLNESS4 ,AT AB\T ! TIME ( MY RECOV]Y ,I RECEIV$ A LETT] SIGN$ BY BO? ( !M & PO/$ 9 ,M>SEILLES4 ,!Y HAD BOOK$ A PASSAGE ON A BOAT DUE TO SAIL = ,*9A4 

,!RE W]E NO MORE LETT]S FROM !M AFT] ?IS1 SO ,I DID NOT KN[ :AT !Y W]E DO+ AT HOME4 ,I /ILL REMEMB]$ ! Y\NG C\PLE SOMETIMES :5 LONEL9ESS OV]:ELM$ ME4 ,I S9C]ELY WI%$ !M HAPP9ESS4 

,F\R YE>S LAT] ,I W5T TO SP5D MY SUMM] VACATION 9 A SEASIDE T[N 9 ! S\? ( ,FRANCE4 

,I (T5 W5T TO ! BEA* TO BASK 9 ! SUN4 ,!RE W]E V]Y FEW ,*9ESE H]E1 & ONE DAY ! SI<T ( A ,*9ESE C\PLE ) A LITTLE BOY ON ! BEA* CAU<T MY ATT5TION4 ,!Y HAD JU/ COME \T ( ! WAT]4 ,! WOMAN L$ ! *ILD TO A BEA* P>ASOL4 ,H] PR(ILE & FIGURE W]E FAMILI>1 & SO WAS H] VOICE AS %E TALK$ TO ! BOY4 ,AS ,I APPROA*$1 FULL ( CURIOSITY1 %E TURN$ & ,I GOT A GOOD LOOK AT H] FACE4 0,J+FANG60 ,I EXCLAIM$1 PLEASANTLY SURPRIS$4 

,%E GOT UP & RAN OV] TO ME CRY+ HAPPILY1 0,SO IT'S Y\1 ,ZI%5G6 ,I DIDN'T KN[ Y\ W]E /ILL 9 ,FRANCE40 ,%E GRIPP$ MY H& & %OOK IT W>MLY4 

,%E WAS NOT MU* *ANG$ EXCEPT ?AT %E SEEM$ 9 BETT] HEAL?1 MORE *E]FUL & HAPPY4 

0,:5 DID Y\ COME80 ,I ASK$1 IMPRESS$ BY H] HEAL?Y TAN4 0,:Y DIDN' T Y\ S5D ME WORD80 ,!N ,I PO9T$ AT ! LITTLE BOY :O WAS COM+ T[>D US4 0,IS ?AT Y\R SON80 

0,WE CAME MORE ?AN TWO MON?S AGO4 ,BUT WE'VE BE5 H]E ONLY A FEW DAYS4 ,Y\ MU/ SEE MY BABY40 ,%E FET*$ ! *ILD & MADE HIM GREET ME4 ,HE WAS NOT QUITE F\R & ! IMAGE ( HIS FA!R1 P>TICUL>LY AB\T ! M\? & EYES4 

,I PATT$ ! BOY ON ! %\LD]1 MUMBL+ SOME?+1 & WOND]$ :Y ,BOHE HADN'T COME OV] TO JO9 US BUT WAS NAPP+ !RE UND] ! P>ASOL4 0,I MU/ GO & SAY HELLO TO ,BOHE10 ,I SAID4 

,)\T A WORD %E FOLL[$ ME BACK TO ! P>ASOL4 ,! MAN !RE1 :O /OOD UP AT ONCE1 WAS A COMPLETE /RANG]4 ,I /OOD WOOD5LY 9 FRONT ( HIM1 NOT KN[+ :AT TO SAY4 

0,?IS IS MY HUSB&40 ,J+FANG 9TRODUC$ US1 GIV+ A NAME ?AT ,I H>DLY HE>D4 

,I MUMBL$ A FEW POLITE REM>KS & LEFT4 ,J+FANG AGRE$ TO ACCOMPANY ME A LITTLE WAY4 ,:5 ASK$ = NEWS ( ,BOHE1 %E HAD NONE TO GIVE4 ,%E C\LDN'T TELL ME ANY?+ AB\T HIM1 NOT EV5 :E!R HE WAS ALIVE OR DEAD4 ,NOTIC+ ?AT !SE QUE/IONS DI/RESS$ H]1 ,I DESI/$ & WE P>T$4 

,! Y\NG MAN ) ,J+FANG WAS G5TLE1 /RONG1 & TALL4 ,%E MU/ BE HAPPY ) HIM4 ,I DON'T KN[ :E!R ,BOHE IS DEAD OR ALIVE1 BUT IF HE KNEW H[ %E WAS GETT+ ON HE \<T TO BE SATISFI$4 ,= ?IS WAS JU/ :AT HE WANT$4 

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