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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

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,!SE UN=TUNATE NECESSIT\S ONES RANG$ !MSELVES 9 MY M9D UND] ?REE HEADS3 ,FIR/1 ?OSE :O HAD LO/ =M] ADVANTAGE\S POSITIONS1 & :O W]E WAIT+ TO RETURN TO !M 7SU* M5 BELONG$ TO ! L[E/ AS WELL AS TO ! HI<E/ CLASSES ( SOCIETY72 ,SECONDLY1 WOM5 ( ! T[N1 :O >E V]Y NUM]\S 9 !SE H\SES2 & ,?IRDLY1 *ILDR54 

,! MAJORITY ( ?OSE ,I F\ND1 & NOT$ D[N1 W]E M5 :O HAD LO/ =M] PLACES1 & W]E DESIR\S ( RETURN+ TO !M1 *IEFLY ( ! BETT] CLASS1 & GOV]NM5T (FICIALS4 ,9 ALMO/ ALL ! LODG+S WE 5T]$ ) ! L&LORD1 WE W]E TOLD1 0,H]E WE NE$ NOT TR\BLE TO FILL UP ! C>D \RSELVES3 ! MAN H]E IS ABLE TO DO IT1 PROVID$ HE IS NOT TIPSY40 

,?US SUMMON$ BY ,IVAN ,F$OTIT*1 !RE W\LD  
  APPE>1 FROM SOME D>K CORN]1 ! ONCE RI* NOBLEMAN OR (FICIAL1 MO/LY DRUNK1 & ALWAYS HALF-DRESS$4 ,IF HE W]E NOT DRUNK1 HE WILL+LY UND]TOOK ! TASK3 HE KEPT NODD+ HIS HEAD ) A S5SE ( IMPORTANCE1 KNITT$ HIS BR[S1 9S]T$ N[ & !N LE>N$ T]MS 9 HIS REM>KS1 & C>EFULLY HOLD+ 9 HIS DIRTY1 TREMBL+ H&S ! NEAT P9K C>D1 LOOK$ R\ND AT HIS FELL[-LODG]S ) PRIDE & CONTEMPT1 AS IF HE W]E N[1 BY ! SUP]IORITY ( HIS $UCATION1 TRIUMPH+ OV] ?OSE :O HAD BE5 CONT9UALLY HUMBL+ HIM4 

,HE WAS EVID5TLY PLEAS$ TO HAVE 9T]C\RSE ) ! WORLD :I* US$ P9K C>DS1 ) A WORLD ( :I* HE HIMSELF HAD ONCE BE5 A MEMB]4 

,TO MY QUE/IONS AB\T HIS LIFE1 ?IS K9D ( MAN NOT ONLY REPLI$ WILL+LY1 BUT ) 5?USIASM1--BEG9N+ TO TELL A /ORY1 FIX$ 9 HIS M9D LIKE A PRAY]1 AB\T ALL K9DS ( MIS=TUNES :I* HAD HAPP5$ TO HIM1 & *IEFLY AB\T HIS =M] POSITION1 9 :I*1 CONSID]+ HIS $UCATION1 HE \<T TO HAVE REMA9$4 

,MANY SU* PEOPLE >E SCATT]$ AB\T 9 ALL ! T5EM5TS ( ! ,RZHAN(F ,H\SES4 ,ONE LODG+-H\SE WAS T5ANT$ EXCLUSIVELY BY !M1 WOM5 & M54 ,AS WE APPROA*$ !M1 ,IVAN ,F$OTIT* SAID1 0,N[1 H]E'S :]E ! NOBILITY LIVE40 

,! LODG+ WAS FULL4 ,ALMO/ ALL ! LODG]S--AB\T =TY P]SONS--W]E AT HOME4 ,9 ! :OLE H\SE1 !RE W]E NO FACES SO RU9$ & DEGRAD$-LOOK+ AS !SE1--IF OLD1 FLABBY2 IF Y\NG1 PALE & HAGG>D4 

,I TALK$ ) SEV]AL ( !M4 ,ALMO/ ALWAYS ! SAME /ORY WAS TOLD1 DIFF]+ ONLY 9 DEGREE ( DEVELOPM5T4 ,ONE & ALL HAD BE5 ONCE RI*1 OR HAD /ILL A RI* FA!R OR BRO!R OR UNCLE2 OR EI!R HIS FA!R OR HIS UN=TUNATE SELF HAD HELD A HI< (FICE4 ,!N CAME SOME MIS=TUNE CAUS$ BY 5VI\S 5EMIES1 OR HIS [N IMPRUD5T K9DNESS1 OR SOME \T-(-!-WAY OCCURR5CE2 &1 HAV+ LO/ EV]Y?+1 HE WAS OBLIG$ TO DESC5D TO !SE /RANGE & HATEFUL SURR\ND+S1 AMONG LICE & RAGS1 9 COMPANY ) DRUNK>DS & LOOSE *>ACT]S1 FE$+ UPON BREAD & LIV]1 & SUBSI/+ BY BEGG>Y4 

,ALL ! ?\<TS1 DESIRES1 & RECOLLECTIONS ( !SE M5 >E TURN$ T[>D ! PA/4 ,! PRES5T APPE>S TO !M AS SOME?+ UNNATURAL1 HIDE\S1 & UNWOR?Y ( ATT5TION4 ,IT DOES NOT EXI/ = !M4 ,!Y HAVE ONLY RECOLLECTIONS ( ! PA/1 & EXPECTATIONS ( ! FUTURE :I* MAY BE REALIZ$ AT ANY MOM5T1 & = ! ATTA9M5T ( :I* BUT V]Y LITTLE IS NE$$2 BUT1 UN=TUNATELY1 ?IS LITTLE IS \T ( !IR REA*2 IT CANNOT BE GOT  
  ANY:]E3 & SO ONE HAS WA/$ ONE YE>1 ANO!R FIVE1 & A ?IRD ?IRTY YE>S4 

,ONE NE$S ONLY TO BE DRESS$ RESPECTABLY 9 ORD] TO CALL ON A WELL-KN[N P]SON :O IS K9DLY DISPOS$ T[>D HIM2 ANO!R REQUIRES ONLY TO BE DRESS$1 HAVE HIS DEBTS PAID1 & GO TO SOME T[N OR O!R2 A ?IRD WANTS TO TAKE HIS EFFECTS \T ( PAWN1 & GET A SMALL SUM TO C>RY ON A LAW-SUIT1 :I* MU/ BE DECID$ 9 HIS FAVOR1 & !N ALL WILL BE WELL AGA94 ,ALL SAY ?AT !Y HAVE NE$ ( SOME EXT]NAL CIRCUM/ANCE 9 ORD] TO REGA9 ?AT POSITION :I* !Y ?9K NATURAL & HAPPY4 

,IF ,I HAD NOT BE5 BL9D$ BY MY PRIDE 9 BE+ A B5EFACTOR1 ,I %\LD HAVE NE$$ ONLY TO LOOK A LITTLE CLOS] 9TO !IR FACES1 Y\NG & OLD1 :I* W]E G5]ALLY WEAK1 S5SUAL1 BUT K9D1 9 ORD] TO UND]/& ?AT !IR MIS=TUNES C\LD NOT BE MET BY EXT]NAL MEANS2 ?AT !Y C\LD BE HAPPY 9 NO POSITION :ILE !IR PRES5T CONCEPTION ( LIFE REMA9$ ! SAME2 ?AT !Y W]E BY NO MEANS PECULI> PEOPLE 9 PECULI>LY UNHAPPY CIRCUM/ANCES1 BUT ?AT !Y W]E LIKE ALL O!R M51 \RSELVES 9CLUD$4 

,I REMEMB] WELL H[ MY 9T]C\RSE ) M5 ( ?IS CLASS WAS P>TICUL>LY TRY+ TO ME4 ,I N[ UND]/& :Y IT WAS SO4 ,9 !M ,I SAW MY [N SELF AS 9 A MIRROR4 ,IF ,I HAD CONSID]$ C>EFULLY MY [N LIFE & ! LIVES ( PEOPLE ( MY [N CLASS1 ,I %\LD HAVE SE5 ?AT BETWE5 US & !SE UN=TUNATE M5 !RE EXI/$ NO ESS5TIAL DIFF]5CE4 

,?OSE :O LIVE >\ND ME 9 EXP5SIVE SUITES ( AP>TM5TS & H\SES ( !IR [N 9 ! BE/ /REETS ( ! CITY1 EAT+ SOME?+ BETT] ?AN LIV] OR H]R+ ) !IR BREAD1 >E NONE ! LESS UNHAPPY4 ,!Y ALSO >E DISCONT5T$ ) !IR LOT1 REGRET ! PA/1 & DESIRE A HAPPI] FUTURE1 PRECISELY AS DID ! WRET*$ T5ANTS ( ! ,RZHAN(F ,H\SES4 ,BO? WI%$ TO BE WORK$ LESS & TO BE WORK$ = MORE1 ! DIFF]5CE BETWE5 !M BE+ ONLY 9 DEGREES ( IDL5ESS4 

,UN=TUNATELY1 ,I DID NOT SEE ?IS AT FIR/1 NOR DID ,I UND]/& ?AT SU* PEOPLE NE$$ TO BE RELIEV$1 NOT BY MY *>ITY1 BUT FROM !IR [N FALSE VIEWS ( ! WORLD2 & ?AT TO *ANGE A MAN'S E/IMATE ( LIFE HE MU/ BE GIV5 ONE MORE ACCURATE ?AN HIS [N1 :I*1 UNHAPPILY1 NOT POSSESS+ MYSELF1 ,I C\LD NOT COMMUNICATE TO O!RS4 

,!SE M5 W]E UNHAPPY NOT BECAUSE1 TO USE AN ILLU/RATION1 !Y W]E )\T N\RI%+ FOOD1 BUT BECAUSE !IR /OMA*S W]E SPOIL$2 & !Y REQUIR$1 NOT  
  N\RI%M5T1 BUT A TONIC4 ,I DID NOT SEE ?AT 9 ORD] TO HELP !M1 IT WAS NOT NECESS>Y TO GIVE !M FOOD BUT TO TEA* !M H[ TO EAT4 ,?\< ,I AM ANTICIPAT+1 ,I MU/ SAY ?AT ( ALL !SE PEOPLE :OSE NAMES ,I PUT D[N ,I DID NOT 9 REALITY HELP ONE1 NOT)/&+ ?AT EV]Y?+ SOME ( !M HAD DESIR$ WAS DONE TO RELIEVE !M4 ,( !SE ,I BECAME ACQUA9T$ ) ?REE M5 9 P>TICUL>4 ,ALL ?REE1 AFT] MANY FAILURES & MU* ASSI/ANCE1 >E N[ 9 ! SAME POSITION !Y W]E 9 ?REE YE>S AGO4 

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