,BOOK #e1 ,*APT] #c #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,ON REA*+ ,PET]SBURG ,PI]RE DID NOT LET ANYONE KN[ ( HIS >RIVAL1 HE W5T NO:]E & SP5T :OLE DAYS 9 READ+ ,?OMAS A ,KEMPIS1 :OSE BOOK HAD BE5 S5T HIM BY SOMEONE UNKN[N4 ,ONE ?+ HE CONT9UALLY REALIZ$ AS HE READ ?AT BOOK3 ! JOY1 HI!RTO UNKN[N TO HIM1 ( BELIEV+ 9 ! POSSIBILITY ( ATTA9+ P]FECTION1 & 9 ! POSSIBILITY ( ACTIVE BRO!RLY LOVE AMONG M51 :I* ,JOSEPH ,ALEXEEVI* HAD REVEAL$ TO HIM4 ,A WEEK AFT] HIS >RIVAL1 ! Y\NG ,POLI% C\NT1 ,WILL>SKI1 :OM ,PI]RE HAD KN[N SLISKI B[$ HIS HEAD4 0,ONE MORE QUE/ION1 ,C\NT10 HE SAID1 0:I* ,I BEG Y\ TO ANSW] 9 ALL S9C]ITY--NOT AS A FUTURE ,MASON BUT AS AN HONE/ MAN3 HAVE Y\ R5\NC$ Y\R =M] CONVICTIONS--DO Y\ BELIEVE 9 ,GOD80 ,PI]RE CONSID]$4 0,YES444 YES1 ,I BELIEVE 9 ,GOD10 HE SAID4 0,9 ?AT CASE4440 BEGAN ,WILL>SKI1 BUT ,PI]RE 9T]RUPT$ HIM4 0,YES1 ,I DO BELIEVE 9 ,GOD10 HE REPEAT$4 0,9 ?AT CASE WE CAN GO10 SAID ,WILL>SKI4 0,MY C>RIAGE IS AT Y\R S]VICE40 ,WILL>SKI WAS SIL5T ?R\<\T ! DRIVE4 ,TO ,PI]RE'S 9QUIRIES AS TO :AT HE MU/ DO & H[ HE %\LD ANSW]1 ,WILL>SKI ONLY REPLI$ ?AT BRO!RS MORE WOR?Y ?AN HE W\LD TE/ HIM & ?AT ,PI]RE HAD ONLY TO TELL ! TRU?4 ,HAV+ 5T]$ ! C\RTY>D ( A L>GE H\SE :]E ! ,LODGE HAD ITS HEADQU>T]S1 & HAV+ ASC5D$ A D>K /AIRCASE1 !Y 5T]$ A SMALL WELL-LIT ANT]OOM :]E !Y TOOK (F !IR CLOAKS )\T ! AID ( A S]VANT4 ,FROM !RE !Y PASS$ 9TO ANO!R ROOM4 ,A MAN 9 /RANGE ATTIRE APPE>$ AT ! DOOR4 ,WILL>SKI1 /EPP+ T[>D HIM1 SAID SOME?+ TO HIM 9 ,FR5* 9 AN UND]TONE & !N W5T UP TO A SMALL W>DROBE 9 :I* ,PI]RE NOTIC$ G>M5TS SU* AS HE HAD NEV] SE5 BE=E4 ,HAV+ TAK5 A K]*IEF FROM ! CUPBO>D1 ,WILL>SKI B\ND ,PI]RE'S EYES ) IT & TI$ IT 9 A KNOT BEH9D1 CAT*+ SOME HAIRS PA9FULLY 9 ! KNOT4 ,!N HE DREW HIS FACE D[N1 KISS$ HIM1 & TAK+ HIM BY ! H& L$ HIM =W>D4 ,! HAIRS TI$ 9 ! KNOT HURT ,PI]RE & !RE W]E L9ES ( PA9 ON HIS FACE & A %AMEFAC$ SMILE4 ,HIS HUGE FIGURE1 ) >MS HANG+ D[N & ) A PUCK]$1 ?\< SMIL+ FACE1 MOV$ AFT] ,WILL>SKI ) UNC]TA91 TIMID /EPS4 ,HAV+ L$ HIM AB\T T5 PACES1 ,WILL>SKI /OPP$4 0,:ATEV] HAPP5S TO Y\10 HE SAID1 0Y\ MU/ BE> IT ALL MANFULLY IF Y\ HAVE FIRMLY RESOLV$ TO JO9 \R ,BRO!RHOOD40 7,PI]RE NODD$ AFFIRMATIVELY47 0,:5 Y\ HE> A KNOCK AT ! DOOR1 Y\ WILL UNCOV] Y\R EYES10 ADD$ ,WILL>SKI4 0,I WI% Y\ C\RAGE & SUCCESS10 &1 PRESS+ ,PI]RE'S H&1 HE W5T \T4 ,LEFT ALONE1 ,PI]RE W5T ON SMIL+ 9 ! SAME WAY4 ,ONCE OR TWICE HE %RUGG$ HIS %\LD]S & RAIS$ HIS H& TO ! K]*IEF1 AS IF WI%+ TO TAKE IT (F1 BUT LET IT DROP AGA94 ,! FIVE M9UTES SP5T ) HIS EYES B&AG$ SEEM$ TO HIM AN H\R4 ,HIS >MS FELT NUMB1 HIS LEGS ALMO/ GAVE WAY1 IT SEEM$ TO HIM ?AT HE WAS TIR$ \T4 ,HE EXP]I5C$ A V>IETY ( MO/ COMPLEX S5SATIONS4 ,HE FELT AFRAID ( :AT W\LD HAPP5 TO HIM & /ILL MORE AFRAID ( %[+ HIS FE>4 ,HE FELT CURI\S TO KN[ :AT WAS GO+ TO HAPP5 & :AT W\LD BE REVEAL$ TO HIM2 BUT MO/ ( ALL1 HE FELT JOYFUL ?AT ! MOM5T HAD COME :5 HE W\LD AT LA/ />T ON ?AT PA? ( REG5]ATION & ON ! ACTIVELY VIRTU\S LIFE ( :I* HE HAD BE5 DREAM+ S9CE HE MET ,JOSEPH ,ALEXEEVI*4 ,L\D KNOCKS W]E HE>D AT ! DOOR4 ,PI]RE TOOK ! B&AGE (F HIS EYES & GLANC$ >\ND HIM4 ,! ROOM WAS 9 BLACK D>KNESS1 ONLY A SMALL LAMP WAS BURN+ 9SIDE SOME?+ :ITE4 ,PI]RE W5T NE>] & SAW ?AT ! LAMP /OOD ON A BLACK TABLE ON :I* LAY AN OP5 BOOK4 ,! BOOK WAS ! ,GOSPEL1 & ! :ITE ?+ ) ! LAMP 9SIDE WAS A HUMAN SKULL ) ITS CAVITIES & TEE?4 ,AFT] READ+ ! FIR/ WORDS ( ! ,GOSPEL3 0,9 ! BEG9N+ WAS ! ,WORD & ! ,WORD WAS ) ,GOD10 ,PI]RE W5T R\ND ! TABLE & SAW A L>GE OP5 BOX FILL$ ) SOME?+4 ,IT WAS A C(F9 ) BONES 9SIDE4 ,HE WAS NOT AT ALL SURPRIS$ BY :AT HE SAW4 ,HOP+ TO 5T] ON AN 5TIRELY NEW LIFE QUITE UNLIKE ! OLD ONE1 HE EXPECT$ EV]Y?+ TO BE UNUSUAL1 EV5 MORE UNUSUAL ?AN :AT HE WAS SEE+4 ,A SKULL1 A C(F91 ! ,GOSPEL--IT SEEM$ TO HIM ?AT HE HAD EXPECT$ ALL ?IS & EV5 MORE4 ,TRY+ TO /IMULATE HIS EMOTIONS HE LOOK$ >\ND4 0,GOD1 DEA?1 LOVE1 ! BRO!RHOOD ( MAN10 HE KEPT SAY+ TO HIMSELF1 ASSOCIAT+ !SE WORDS ) VAGUE YET JOYFUL IDEAS4 ,! DOOR OP5$ & SOMEONE CAME 94 ,BY ! DIM LIKNESS1 ! MAN PAUS$1 !N MOV$ ) CAUTI\S /EPS T[>D ! TABLE & PLAC$ ON IT HIS SMALL LEA!R-GLOV$ H&S4 ,?IS %ORT MAN HAD ON A :ITE LEA!R APRON :I* COV]$ HIS *E/ & P>T ( HIS LEGS2 HE HAD ON A K9D ( NECKLACE ABOVE :I* ROSE A HI< :ITE RUFFLE1 \TL9+ HIS RA!R LONG FACE :I* WAS LIT UP FROM BEL[4 0,= :AT HAVE Y\ COME HI!R80 ASK$ ! NEWCOM]1 TURN+ 9 ,PI]RE'S DIRECTION AT A SLI] TO HIM ?R\< ! BRO!RHOOD ( MAN4 ,) BAT$ BREA? & BEAT+ HE>T HE MOV$ T[>D ! ,RHETOR 7BY :I* NAME ! BRO!R :O PREP>$ A SEEK] = 5TRANCE 9TO ! ,BRO!RHOOD WAS KN[N74 ,DRAW+ NE>]1 HE RECOGNIZ$ 9 ! ,RHETOR A MAN HE KNEW1 ,SMOLYAN9OV1 & IT MORTIFI$ HIM TO ?9K ?AT ! NEWCOM] WAS AN ACQUA9TANCE--HE WI%$ HIM SIMPLY A BRO!R & A VIRTU\S 9/RUCTOR4 ,= A LONG TIME HE C\LD NOT UTT] A WORD1 SO ?AT ! ,RHETOR HAD TO REPEAT HIS QUE/ION4 0,YES444 ,I444 ,I444 DESIRE REG5]ATION10 ,PI]RE UTT]$ ) DIFFICULTY4 0,V]Y WELL10 SAID ,SMOLYAN9OV1 & W5T ON AT ONCE3 0,HAVE Y\ ANY IDEA ( ! MEANS BY :I* \R HOLY ,ORD] WILL HELP Y\ TO REA* Y\R AIM80 SAID HE QUIETLY & QUICKLY4 0,I444 HOPE444 = GUIDANCE444 HELP444 9 REG5]ATION10 SAID ,PI]RE1 ) A TREMBL+ VOICE & SOME DIFFICULTY 9 UTT]ANCE DUE TO HIS EXCITEM5T & TO BE+ UNACCU/OM$ TO SPEAK ( AB/RACT MATT]S 9 ,RUSSIAN4 0,:AT IS Y\R CONCEPTION ( ,FREEMASONRY80 0,I IMAG9E ?AT ,FREEMASONRY IS ! FRAT]NITY & EQUALITY ( M5 :O HAVE VIRTU\S AIMS10 SAID ,PI]RE1 FEEL+ A%AM$ ( ! 9ADEQUACY ( HIS WORDS = ! SOLEMNITY ( ! MOM5T1 AS HE SPOKE4 0,I IMAG9E4440 0,GOOD60 SAID ! ,RHETOR QUICKLY1 APP>5TLY SATISFI$ ) ?IS ANSW]4 0,HAVE Y\ S\ HIM & ASK$ HIM :AT HE WAS SAY+4 0,I HAVE BE5 AN A!I/10 ANSW]$ ,PI]RE4 0,Y\ >E SEEK+ = TRU? 9 ORD] TO FOLL[ ITS LAWS 9 Y\R LIFE1 !RE=E Y\ SEEK WISDOM & VIRTUE4 ,IS ?AT NOT SO80 SAID ! ,RHETOR1 AFT] A MOM5T'S PAUSE4 0,YES1 YES10 ASS5T$ ,PI]RE4 ,! ,RHETOR CLE>$ HIS ?ROAT1 CROSS$ HIS GLOV$ H&S ON HIS BREA/1 & BEGAN TO SPEAK4 0,N[ ,I MU/ DISCLOSE TO Y\ ! *IEF AIM ( \R ,ORD]10 HE SAID1 0& IF ?IS AIM CO9CIDES ) Y\RS1 Y\ MAY 5T] \R ,BRO!RHOOD ) PR(IT4 ,! FIR/ & *IEF OBJECT ( \R ,ORD]1 ! F\NDATION ON :I* IT RE/S & :I* NO HUMAN P[] CAN DE/ROY1 IS ! PRES]VATION & H&+ ON TO PO/]ITY ( A C]TA9 IMPORTANT MY/]Y444 :I* HAS COME D[N TO US FROM ! REMOTE/ AGES1 EV5 FROM ! FIR/ MAN--A MY/]Y ON :I* P]HAPS ! FATE ( MANK9D DEP5DS4 ,BUT S9CE ?IS MY/]Y IS ( SU* A NATURE ?AT NOBODY CAN KN[ OR USE IT UNLESS HE BE PREP>$ BY LONG & DILIG5T SELF-PURIFICATION1 NOT EV]YONE CAN HOPE TO ATTA9 IT QUICKLY4 ,H5CE WE HAVE A SECOND>Y AIM1 ?AT ( PREP>+ \R MEMB]S AS MU* AS POSSIBLE TO RE=M !IR HE>TS1 TO PURIFY & 5LI\S$ HIS CURIOSITY1 DID NOT SEEM TO HIM ESS5TIAL1 & ! SECOND AIM1 ?AT ( PURIFY+ & REG5]AT+ HIMSELF1 DID NOT MU* 9T]E/ HIM BECAUSE AT ?AT MOM5T HE FELT ) DELID IT NOT AS A DREAD$ FOE1 BUT AS A FRI5D ?AT FREES ! S\L GR[N WE>Y 9 ! LABORS ( VIRTUE FROM ?IS DI/RESSFUL LIFE1 & LEADS IT TO ITS PLACE ( RECOMP5SE & PEACE40 0,YES1 ?AT MU/ BE SO10 ?\Y M$ITATION4 0,IT MU/ BE SO1 BUT ,I AM /ILL SO WEAK ?AT ,I LOVE MY LIFE1 ! MEAN+ ( :I* IS ONLY N[ GRADUALLY OP5+ BE=E ME40 ,BUT FIVE ( ! O!R VIRTUES :I* ,PI]RE RECALL$1 C\NT+ !M ON HIS F+]S1 HE FELT ALREADY 9 HIS S\L3 C\RAGE1 G5]OSITY1 MORALITY1 LOVE ( MANK9D1 & ESPECIALLY OB$I5CE--:I* DID NOT EV5 SEEM TO HIM A VIRTUE1 BUT A JOY4 7,HE N[ FELT SO GLAD TO BE FREE FROM HIS [N LAWLESSNESS & TO SUBMIT HIS WILL TO ?OSE :O KNEW ! 9DUBITABLE TRU?47 ,HE =GOT :AT ! SEV5? VIRTUE WAS & C\LD NOT RECALL IT4 ,! ?IRD TIME ! ,RHETOR CAME BACK MORE QUICKLY & ASK$ ,PI]RE :E!R HE WAS /ILL FIRM 9 HIS 9T5TION & DET]M9$ TO SUBMIT TO ALL ?AT W\LD BE REQUIR$ ( HIM4 0,I AM READY = EV]Y?+10 SAID ,PI]RE4 0,I MU/ ALSO 9=M Y\10 SAID ! ,RHETOR1 0?AT \R ,ORD] DELIV]S ITS TEA*+ NOT 9 WORDS ONLY BUT ALSO BY O!R MEANS1 :I* MAY P]HAPS HAVE A /RONG] EFFECT ON ! S9C]E SEEK] AFT] WISDOM & VIRTUE ?AN M]E WORDS4 ,?IS *AMB] ) :AT Y\ SEE !RE9 %\LD ALREADY HAVE SUGGE/$ TO Y\R HE>T1 IF IT IS S9C]E1 MORE ?AN WORDS C\LD DO4 ,Y\ WILL P]HAPS ALSO SEE 9 Y\R FUR!R 9ITIATION A LIKE ME?OD ( 5LI$ NOT SPEAK4 ,HE LI/5$ TO ! ,RHETOR 9 SIL5CE1 FEEL+ FROM ALL HE SAID ?AT HIS ORDEAL WAS AB\T TO BEG94 0,IF Y\ >E RESOLV$1 ,I MU/ BEG9 Y\R 9ITIATION10 SAID ! ,RHETOR COM+ CLOS] TO ,PI]RE4 0,9 TOK5 ( G5]OSITY ,I ASK Y\ TO GIVE ME ALL Y\R VALUABLES40 0,BUT ,I HAVE NO?+ H]E10 REPLI$ ,PI]RE1 SUPPOS+ ?AT HE WAS ASK$ TO GIVE UP ALL HE POSSESS$4 0,:AT Y\ HAVE ) Y\3 WAT*1 MONEY1 R+S44440 ,PI]RE QUICKLY TOOK \T HIS PURSE & WAT*1 BUT C\LD NOT MANAGE = SOME TIME TO GET ! W$D+ R+ (F HIS FAT F+]4 ,:5 ?AT HAD BE5 DONE1 ! ,RHETOR SAID3 0,9 TOK5 ( OB$I5CE1 ,I ASK Y\ TO UNDRESS40 ,PI]RE TOOK (F HIS COAT1 WAI/COAT1 & LEFT BOOT ACCORD+ TO ! ,RHETOR'S 9/RUCTIONS4 ,! ,MASON DREW ! %IRT BACK FROM ,PI]RE'S LEFT BREA/1 & /OOP+ D[N PULL$ UP ! LEFT LEG ( HIS TR\S]S TO ABOVE ! KNEE4 ,PI]RE HURRI$LY BEGAN TAK+ (F HIS RIY & GAVE HIM A SLIPP] = HIS LEFT FOOT4 ,) A *ILDLIKE SMILE ( EMB>RASSM5T1 D\BT1 & SELF-D]ISION1 :I* APPE>$ ON HIS FACE AGA9/ HIS WILL1 ,PI]RE /OOD ) HIS >MS HANG+ D[N & LEGS AP>T1 BE=E HIS BRO!R ,RHETOR1 & AWAIT$ HIS FUR!R COMM&S4 0,& N[1 9 TOK5 ( C&OR1 ,I ASK Y\ TO REVEAL TO ME Y\R *IEF PASSION10 SAID ! LATT]4 0,MY PASSION6 ,I HAVE HAD SO MANY10 REPLI$ ,PI]RE4 0,?AT PASSION :I* MORE ?AN ALL O!RS CAUS$ Y\ TO WAV] ON ! PA? ( VIRTUE10 SAID ! ,MASON4 ,PI]RE PAUS$1 SEEK+ A REPLY4 0,W9E8 ,GLUTTONY8 ,IDL5ESS8 ,LAZ9ESS8 ,IRRITABILITY8 ,ANG]8 ,WOM580 ,HE W5T OV] HIS VISES 9 HIS M9D1 NOT KN[+ TO :I* ( !M TO GIVE ! PREEM95CE4 0,WOM510 HE SAID 9 A L[1 SC>CELY AUDIBLE VOICE4 ,! ,MASON DID NOT MOVE & = A LONG TIME SAID NO?+ AFT] ?IS ANSW]4 ,AT LA/ HE MOV$ UP TO ,PI]RE &1 TAK+ ! K]*IEF ?AT LAY ON ! TABLE1 AGA9 B\ND HIS EYES4 0,= ! LA/ TIME ,I SAY TO Y\--TURN ALL Y\R ATT5TION UPON Y\RSELF1 PUT A BRIDLE ON Y\R S5SES1 & SEEK BLESS$NESS1 NOT 9 PASSION BUT 9 Y\R [N HE>T4 ,! S\RCE ( BLESS$NESS IS NOT )\T US BUT )944440 ,PI]RE HAD ALREADY LONG BE5 FEEL+ 9 HIMSELF ?AT REFRE%+ S\RCE ( BLESS$NESS :I* N[ FLOOD$ HIS HE>T ) GLAD EMOTION4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahfh 3 ,BOOK #e1 ,*APT] #c -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #e1 ,*APT] #c -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/