,BOOK #e1 ,*APT] #aa #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,RETURN+ FROM HIS J\RNEY ?R\< ,S\? ,RUSSIA 9 ! HAPPIE/ /ATE ( M9D1 ,PI]RE C>RI$ \T AN 9T5TION HE HAD LONG HAD ( VISIT+ HIS FRI5D ,BOLKONSKI1 :OM HE HAD NOT SE5 = TWO YE>S4 ,BOGU*>OVO LAY 9 A FLAT UN9T]E/+ P>T ( ! C\NTRY AMONG FIELDS & =E/S ( FIR & BIR*1 :I* W]E P>TLY CUT D[N4 ,! H\SE LAY BEH9D A NEWLY DUG POND FILL$ ) WAT] TO ! BR9K & ) BANKS /ILL B>E ( GRASS4 ,IT WAS AT ! 5D ( A VILLAGE ?AT /RET*$ ALONG ! HIGE BRICK H\SE ) SEMICIRCUL> FACADE /ILL 9 C\RSE ( CON/RUCTION4 ,R\ND ! H\SE WAS A G>D5 NEWLY LAID \T4 ,! F5CES & GATES W]E NEW & SOLID2 TWO FIRE PUMPS & A WAT] C>T1 PA9T$ GRE51 /OOD 9 A %$2 ! PA?S W]E /RAIRIAGE1 SAID ?AT ! PR9CE WAS AT HOME1 & %[$ HIM 9TO A CLEAN LITTLE ANT]OOM4 ,PI]RE WAS /RUCK BY ! MODE/Y ( ! SMALL ?\< CLEAN H\SE AFT] ! BRILLIANT SURR\ND+S 9 :I* HE HAD LA/ MET HIS FRI5D 9 ,PET]SBURG4 ,HE QUICKLY 5T]$ ! SMALL RECEPTION ROOM ) ITS /ILL-UNPLA/]$ WOOD5 WALLS R$OL5T ( P9E1 & W\LD HAVE GONE F>!R1 BUT ,ANTON RAN AHEAD ON TIPTOE & KNOCK$ AT A DOOR4 0,WELL1 :AT IS IT80 CAME A %>P1 UNPLEASANT VOICE4 0,A VISITOR10 ANSW]$ ,ANTON4 0,ASK HIM TO WAIT10 & ! S\ND WAS HE>D ( A *AIR BE+ PU%$ BACK4 ,PI]RE W5T ) RAPID /EPS TO ! DOOR & SUDD5LY CAME FACE TO FACE ) ,PR9CE ,&REW1 :O CAME \T FR[N+ & LOOK+ OLD4 ,PI]RE EMBRAC$ HIM & LIFT+ HIS SPECTACLES KISS$ HIS FRI5D ON ! *EEK & LOOK$ AT HIM CLOSELY4 0,WELL1 ,I DID NOT EXPECT Y\1 ,I AM V]Y GLAD10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW4 ,PI]RE SAID NO?+2 HE LOOK$ FIX$LY AT HIS FRI5D ) SURPRISE4 ,HE WAS /RUCK BY ! *ANGE 9 HIM4 ,HIS WORDS W]E K9DLY & !RE WAS A SMILE ON HIS LIPS & FACE1 BUT HIS EYES W]E DULL & LIFELESS & 9 SPITE ( HIS EVID5T WI% TO DO SO HE C\LD NOT GIVE !M A JOY\S & GLAD SP>KLE4 ,PR9CE ,&REW HAD GR[N ?9N]1 PAL]1 & MORE MANLY-LOOK+1 BUT :AT AMAZ$ & E/RANG$ ,PI]RE TILL HE GOT US$ TO IT W]E HIS 9]TIA & A WR9KLE ON HIS BR[ 9DICAT+ PROLONG$ CONC5TRATION ON SOME ONE ?\ATION1 IT WAS LONG BE=E !IR CONV]SATION C\LD SETTLE ON ANY?+4 ,!Y PUT QUE/IONS & GAVE BRIEF REPLIES AB\T ?+S !Y KNEW \1 & SO ON4 ,! PREOCCUPATION & DESPOND5CY :I* ,PI]RE HAD NOTIC$ 9 HIS FRI5D'S LOOK WAS N[ /ILL MORE CLE>LY EXPRESS$ 9 ! SMILE ) :I* HE LI/5$ TO ,PI]RE1 ESPECIALLY :5 HE SPOKE ) JOYFUL ANIMATION ( ! PA/ OR ! FUTURE4 ,IT WAS AS IF ,PR9CE ,&REW W\LD HAVE LIK$ TO SYMPA?IZE ) :AT ,PI]RE WAS SAY+1 BUT C\LD NOT4 ,! LATT] BEGAN TO FEEL ?AT IT WAS 9 BAD TA/E TO SPEAK ( HIS 5?USIASMS1 DREAMS1 & HOPES ( HAPP9ESS OR GOODNESS1 9 ,PR9CE ,&REW'S PRES5CE4 ,HE WAS A%AM$ TO EXPRESS HIS NEW ,MASONIC VIEWS1 :I* HAD BE5 P>TICUL>LY REVIV$ & /R5G!N$ BY HIS LATE T\R4 ,HE *ECK$ HIMSELF1 FE>+ TO SEEM NAIVE1 YET HE FELT AN IRRESI/IBLE DESIRE TO %[ HIS FRI5D AS SOON AS POSSIBLE ?AT HE WAS N[ A QUITE DIFF]5T1 & BETT]1 ,PI]RE ?AN HE HAD BE5 9 ,PET]SBURG4 0,I CAN'T TELL Y\ H[ MU* ,I HAVE LIV$ ?R\< S9CE !N4 ,I H>DLY KN[ MYSELF AGA940 0,YES1 WE HAVE ALT]$ MU*1 V]Y MU*1 S9CE !N10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW4 0,WELL1 & Y\8 ,:AT >E Y\R PLANS80 0,PLANS60 REPEAT$ ,PR9CE ,&REW IRONICALLY4 0,MY PLANS80 HE SAID1 AS IF A/ONI%$ AT ! WORD4 0,WELL1 Y\ SEE1 ,I'M BUILD+4 ,I MEAN TO SETTLE H]E ALTOGE!R NEXT YE>44440 ,PI]RE LOOK$ SIL5TLY & SE>*+LY 9TO ,PR9CE ,&REW'S FACE1 :I* HAD GR[N MU* OLD]4 0,NO1 ,I MEANT TO ASK4440 ,PI]RE BEGAN1 BUT ,PR9CE ,&REW 9T]RUPT$ HIM4 0,BUT :Y TALK ( ME8444 ,TALK TO ME1 YES1 TELL ME AB\T Y\R TRAVELS & ALL Y\ HAVE BE5 DO+ ON Y\R E/ATES40 ,PI]RE BEGAN DESCRIB+ :AT HE HAD DONE ON HIS E/ATES1 TRY+ AS F> AS POSSIBLE TO CONCEAL HIS [N P>T 9 ! IMPROVEM5TS ?AT HAD BE5 MADE4 ,PR9CE ,&REW SEV]AL TIMES PROMPT$ ,PI]RE'S /ORY ( :AT HE HAD BE5 DO+1 AS ?\< IT W]E ALL AN OLD-TIME /ORY1 & HE LI/5$ NOT ONLY )\T 9T]E/ BUT EV5 AS IF A%AM$ ( :AT ,PI]RE WAS TELL+ HIM4 ,PI]RE FELT UNCOM=TABLE & EV5 DEPRESS$ 9 HIS FRI5D'S COMPANY & AT LA/ BECAME SIL5T4 0,I'LL TELL Y\ :AT1 MY DE> FELL[10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW1 :O EVID5TLY ALSO FELT DEPRESS$ & CON/RA9$ ) HIS VISITOR1 0,I AM ONLY BIV\ACK+ H]E & HAVE JU/ COME TO LOOK R\ND4 ,I AM GO+ BACK TO MY SI/] TODAY4 ,I WILL 9TRODUCE Y\ TO H]4 ,BUT ( C\RSE Y\ KN[ H] ALREADY10 HE SAID1 EVID5TLY TRY+ TO 5T]TA9 A VISITOR ) :OM HE N[ F\ND NO?+ 9 COMMON4 0,WE WILL GO AFT] D9N]4 ,& W\LD Y\ N[ LIKE TO LOOK R\ND MY PLACE80 ,!Y W5T \T & WALK$ AB\T TILL D9N]TIME1 TALK+ ( ! POLITICAL NEWS & COMMON ACQUA9TANCES LIKE PEOPLE :O DO NOT KN[ EA* O!R 9TIMATELY4 ,PR9CE ,&REW SPOKE ) SOME ANIMATION & 9T]E/ ONLY ( ! NEW HOME/EAD HE WAS CON/RUCT+ & ITS BUILD+S1 BUT EV5 H]E1 :ILE ON ! SCAFFOLD+1 9 ! MID/ ( A TALK EXPLA9+ ! FUTURE >RANGEM5TS ( ! H\SE1 HE 9T]RUPT$ HIMSELF3 0,H[EV]1 ?IS IS NOT AT ALL 9T]E/+4 ,LET US HAVE D9N]1 & !N WE'LL SET (F40 ,AT D9N]1 CONV]SATION TURN$ ON ,PI]RE'S M>RIAGE4 0,I WAS V]Y MU* SURPRIS$ :5 ,I HE>D ( IT10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW4 ,PI]RE BLU%$1 AS HE ALWAYS DID :5 IT WAS M5TION$1 & SAID HURRI$LY3 0,I WILL TELL Y\ SOME TIME H[ IT ALL HAPP5$4 ,BUT Y\ KN[ IT IS ALL OV]1 & =EV]40 0,=EV]80 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW4 0,NO?+'S =EV]40 0,BUT Y\ KN[ H[ IT ALL 5D$1 DON'T Y\8 ,Y\ HE>D ( ! DUEL80 0,& SO Y\ HAD TO GO ?R\< ?AT TOO60 0,ONE ?+ ,I ?ANK ,GOD = IS ?AT ,I DID NOT KILL ?AT MAN10 SAID ,PI]RE4 0,:Y SO80 ASK$ ,PR9CE ,&REW4 0,TO KILL A VICI\S DOG IS A V]Y GOOD ?+ REALLY40 0,NO1 TO KILL A MAN IS BAD--WRONG40 0,:Y IS IT WRONG80 URG$ ,PR9CE ,&REW4 0,IT IS NOT GIV5 TO MAN TO KN[ :AT IS RIM TO ANO!R IS WRONG10 SAID ,PI]RE1 FEEL+ ) PLEASURE ?AT = ! FIR/ TIME S9CE HIS >RIVAL ,PR9CE ,&REW WAS R\S$1 HAD BEGUN TO TALK1 & WANT$ TO EXPRESS :AT HAD BR\M ,I AM CONSCI\S ( 9 MYSELF IS SOME?+ ,I CANNOT 9FLICT ON O!RS10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW1 GR[+ MORE & MORE ANIMAT$ & EVID5TLY WI%+ TO EXPRESS HIS NEW \TLOOK TO ,PI]RE4 ,HE SPOKE 9 ,FR5*4 0,I ONLY KN[ TWO V]Y REAL EVILS 9 LIFE3 REMORSE & ILLNESS4 ,! ONLY GOOD IS ! ABS5CE ( ?OSE EVILS4 ,TO LIVE = MYSELF AVOID+ ?OSE TWO EVILS IS MY :OLE PHILOSOPHY N[40 0,& LOVE ( ONE'S NEIE SAY+40 ,PR9CE ,&REW LOOK$ SIL5TLY AT ,PI]RE ) AN IRONIC SMILE4 0,:5 Y\ SEE MY SI/]1 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y1 Y\'LL GET ON ) H]10 HE SAID4 0,P]HAPS Y\ >E RILY RU9$ Y\R LIFE & ONLY F\ND HAPP9ESS :5 Y\ BEGAN LIV+ = O!RS4 ,I EXP]I5C$ JU/ ! REV]SE4 ,I LIV$ = GLORY4--,& AFT] ALL :AT IS GLORY8 ,! SAME LOVE ( O!RS1 A DESIRE TO DO SOME?+ = !M1 A DESIRE = !IR APPROVAL4--,SO ,I LIV$ = O!RS1 & NOT ALMO/1 BUT QUITE1 RU9$ MY LIFE4 ,& ,I HAVE BECOME CALM] S9CE ,I BEGAN TO LIVE ONLY = MYSELF40 0,BUT :AT DO Y\ MEAN BY LIV+ ONLY = Y\RSELF80 ASK$ ,PI]RE1 GR[+ EXCIT$4 0,:AT AB\T Y\R SON1 Y\R SI/]1 & Y\R FA!R80 0,BUT ?AT'S JU/ ! SAME AS MYSELF--!Y >E NOT O!RS10 EXPLA9$ ,PR9CE ,&REW4 0,! O!RS1 ONE'S NEIY CALL IT1 >E ! *IEF S\RCE ( ALL ]ROR & EVIL4 ,LE PRO*A9--Y\R ,KIEV PEASANTS TO :OM Y\ WANT TO DO GOOD40 ,& HE LOOK$ AT ,PI]RE ) A MOCK+1 *ALL5G+ EXPRESSION4 ,HE EVID5TLY WI%$ TO DRAW HIM ON4 0,Y\ >E JOK+10 REPLI$ ,PI]RE1 GR[+ MORE & MORE EXCIT$4 0,:AT ]ROR OR EVIL CAN !RE BE 9 MY WI%+ TO DO GOOD1 & EV5 DO+ A LITTLE--?\< ,I DID V]Y LITTLE & DID IT V]Y BADLY8 ,:AT EVIL CAN !RE BE 9 IT IF UN=TUNATE PEOPLE1 \R S]FS1 PEOPLE LIKE \RSELVES1 W]E GR[+ UP & DY+ ) NO IDEA ( ,GOD & TRU? BEYOND C]EMONIES & MEAN+LESS PRAY]S & >E N[ 9/RUCT$ 9 A COM=T+ BELIEF 9 FUTURE LIFE1 RETRIBUTION1 RECOMP5SE1 & CONSOLATION8 ,:AT EVIL & ]ROR >E !RE 9 IT1 IF PEOPLE W]E DY+ ( DISEASE )\T HELP :ILE MAT]IAL ASSI/ANCE C\LD SO EASILY BE R5D]$1 & ,I SUPPLI$ !M ) A DOCTOR1 A HOSPITAL1 & AN ASYLUM = ! AG$8 ,& IS IT NOT A PALPABLE1 UNQUE/IONABLE GOOD IF A PEASANT1 OR A WOMAN ) A BABY1 HAS NO RE/ DAY OR NID IT & Y\ CANNOT P]SUADE ME ?AT IT WAS NOT A GOOD ACTION1 & MORE ?AN ?AT1 Y\ CAN'T MAKE ME BELIEVE ?AT Y\ DO NOT ?9K SO Y\RSELF4 ,& ! MA9 ?+ IS10 HE CONT9U$1 0?AT ,I KN[1 & KN[ = C]TA91 ?AT ! 5JOYM5T ( DO+ ?IS GOOD IS ! ONLY SURE HAPP9ESS 9 LIFE40 0,YES1 IF Y\ PUT IT LIKE ?AT IT'S QUITE A DIFF]5T MATT]10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW4 0,I BUILD A H\SE & LAY \T A G>D51 & Y\ BUILD HOSPITALS4 ,! ONE & ! O!R MAY S]VE AS A PA/IME4 ,BUT :AT'S RIGUM5T10 HE ADD$1 0COME ON !N40 ,!Y ROSE FROM ! TABLE & SAT D[N 9 ! 5TRANCE POR* :I* S]V$ AS A V]&A4 0,COME1 LET'S >GUE !N10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW1 0,Y\ TALK ( S*OOLS10 HE W5T ON1 CROOK+ A F+]1 0$UCATION & SO =?2 ?AT IS1 Y\ WANT TO RAISE HIM0 7PO9T+ TO A PEASANT :O PASS$ BY !M TAK+ (F HIS CAP7 0FROM HIS ANIMAL CONDITION & AWAK5 9 HIM SPIRITUAL NE$S1 :ILE IT SEEMS TO ME ?AT ANIMAL HAPP9ESS IS ! ONLY HAPP9ESS POSSIBLE1 & ?AT IS JU/ :AT Y\ WANT TO DEPRIVE HIM (4 ,I 5VY HIM1 BUT Y\ WANT TO MAKE HIM :AT ,I AM1 )\T GIV+ HIM MY MEANS4 ,!N Y\ SAY1 'LIS4 ,IT W\LD BE F> EASI] & SIMPL] = HIM TO DIE4 ,O!RS >E BE+ BORN & !RE >E PL5TY ( !M AS IT IS4 ,IT W\LD BE DIFF]5T IF Y\ GRUDG$ LOS+ A LABOR]--?AT'S H[ ,I REG>D HIM--BUT Y\ WANT TO CURE HIM FROM LOVE ( HIM4 ,& HE DOES NOT WANT ?AT4 ,& BESIDES1 :AT A NOTION ?AT M$IC9E EV] CUR$ ANYONE6 ,KILL$ !M1 YES60 SAID HE1 FR[N+ ANGRILY & TURN+ AWAY FROM ,PI]RE4 ,PR9CE ,&REW EXPRESS$ HIS IDEAS SO CLE>LY & DI/9CTLY ?AT IT WAS EVID5T HE HAD REFLECT$ ON ?IS SUBJECT MORE ?AN ONCE1 & HE SPOKE READILY & RAPIDLY LIKE A MAN :O HAS NOT TALK$ = A LONG TIME4 ,HIS GLANCE BECAME MORE ANIMAT$ AS HIS CONCLUSIONS BECAME MORE HOPELESS4 0,OH1 ?AT IS DREADFUL1 DREADFUL60 SAID ,PI]RE4 0,I DON'T UND]/& H[ ONE CAN LIVE ) SU* IDEAS4 ,I HAD SU* MOM5TS MYSELF NOT LONG AGO1 9 ,MOSC[ & :5 TRAVEL+1 BUT AT SU* TIMES ,I COLLAPS$ SO ?AT ,I DON'T LIVE AT ALL--EV]Y?+ SEEMS HATEFUL TO ME444 MYSELF MO/ ( ALL4 ,!N ,I DON'T EAT1 DON'T WA%444 & H[ IS IT ) Y\84440 0,:Y NOT WA%8 ,?AT IS NOT CLEANLY10 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW2 0ON ! CONTR>Y ONE MU/ TRY TO MAKE ONE'S LIFE AS PLEASANT AS POSSIBLE4 ,I'M ALIVE1 ?AT IS NOT MY FAULT1 SO ,I MU/ LIVE \T MY LIFE AS BE/ ,I CAN )\T HURT+ O!RS40 0,BUT ) SU* IDEAS :AT MOTIVE HAVE Y\ = LIV+8 ,ONE W\LD SIT )\T MOV+1 UND]TAK+ NO?+44440 0,LIFE AS IT IS LEAVES ONE NO PEACE4 ,I %\LD BE ?ANKFUL TO DO NO?+1 BUT H]E ON ! ONE H& ! LOCAL NOBILITY HAVE DONE ME ! HONOR TO *OOSE ME TO BE !IR M>%AL2 IT WAS ALL ,I C\LD DO TO GET \T ( IT4 ,!Y C\LD NOT UND]/& ?AT ,I HAVE NOT ! NECESS>Y QUALIFICATIONS = IT--! K9D ( GOOD-NATUR$1 FUSSY %ALL[NESS NECESS>Y = ! POSITION4 ,!N !RE'S ?IS H\SE1 :I* MU/ BE BUILT 9 ORD] TO HAVE A NOOK ( ONE'S [N 9 :I* TO BE QUIET4 ,& N[ !RE'S ?IS RECRUIT+40 0,:Y >5'T Y\ S]V+ 9 ! >MY80 0,AFT] ,AU/]LITZ60 SAID ,PR9CE ,&REW GLOOMILY4 0,NO1 ?ANK Y\ V]Y MU*6 ,I HAVE PROMIS$ MYSELF NOT TO S]VE AGA9 9 ! ACTIVE ,RUSSIAN >MY4 ,& ,I WON'T--NOT EV5 IF ,BONAP>TE W]E H]E AT ,SMOL5SK ?REAT5+ ,BALD ,HILLS--EV5 !N ,I W\LDN'T S]VE 9 ! ,RUSSIAN >MY6 ,WELL1 AS ,I WAS SAY+10 HE CONT9U$1 RECOV]+ HIS COMPOSURE1 0N[ !RE'S ?IS RECRUIT+4 ,MY FA!R IS *IEF 9 COMM& ( ! ,?IRD ,DI/RICT1 & MY ONLY WAY ( AVOID+ ACTIVE S]VICE IS TO S]VE UND] HIM40 0,!N Y\ >E S]V+80 0,I AM40 ,HE PAUS$ A LITTLE :ILE4 0,& :Y DO Y\ S]VE80 0,:Y1 = ?IS REASON6 ,MY FA!R IS ONE ( ! MO/ REM>KABLE M5 ( HIS TIME4 ,BUT HE IS GR[+ OLD1 & ?\< NOT EXACTLY CRUEL HE HAS TOO 5]GETIC A *>ACT]4 ,HE IS SO ACCU/OM$ TO UNLIMIT$ P[] ?AT HE IS T]RIBLE1 & N[ HE HAS ?IS AU?ORITY ( A COMM&] 9 *IEF ( ! RECRUIT+1 GRANT$ BY ! ,EMP]OR4 ,IF ,I HAD BE5 TWO H\RS LATE A =TNIDS40 0,WELL1 !RE Y\ SEE60 0,YES1 BUT IT IS NOT AS Y\ IMAG9E10 ,PR9CE ,&REW CONT9U$4 0,I DID NOT1 & DO NOT1 9 ! LEA/ C>E AB\T ?AT SC\NDREL ( A CL]K :O HAD /OL5 SOME BOOTS FROM ! RECRUITS2 ,I %\LD EV5 HAVE BE5 V]Y GLAD TO SEE HIM HANG$1 BUT ,I WAS SORRY = MY FA!R--?AT AGA9 IS = MYSELF40 ,PR9CE ,&REW GREW MORE & MORE ANIMAT$4 ,HIS EYES GLITT]$ FEV]I%LY :ILE HE TRI$ TO PROVE TO ,PI]RE ?AT 9 HIS ACTIONS !RE WAS NO DESIRE TO DO GOOD TO HIS NEIE BEAT51 FLOGG$1 OR S5T TO ,SIB]IA1 ,I DON'T SUPPOSE !Y >E ANY ! WORSE (F4 ,9 ,SIB]IA !Y LEAD ! SAME ANIMAL LIFE1 & ! /RIPES ON !IR BODIES HEAL1 & !Y >E HAPPY AS BE=E4 ,BUT IT IS A GOOD ?+ = PROPRIETORS :O P]I% MORALLY1 BR+ REMORSE UPON !MSELVES1 /IFLE ?IS REMORSE & GR[ CALL\S1 AS A RESULT ( BE+ ABLE TO 9FLICT PUNI%M5TS JU/LY & UNJU/LY4 ,IT IS ?OSE PEOPLE ,I PITY1 & = !IR SAKE ,I %\LD LIKE TO LIB]ATE ! S]FS4 ,Y\ MAY NOT HAVE SE51 BUT ,I HAVE SE51 H[ GOOD M5 BR\%1 >E CONSCI\S ( IT1 BUT CANNOT RE/RA9 !MSELVES & GR[ MORE & MORE MIS]ABLE40 ,PR9CE ,&REW SPOKE SO E>NE/LY ?AT ,PI]RE C\LD NOT HELP ?9K+ ?AT !SE ?\Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #e1 ,*APT] #aa -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/