,BOOK #a#b1 ,*APT] #f #ahfiahfi ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,ON REA*+ ,MOSC[ AFT] H] MEET+ ) ,RO/OV1 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y HAD F\ND H] NEPHEW !RE ) HIS TUTOR1 & A LETT] FROM ,PR9CE ,&REW GIV+ H] 9/RUCTIONS H[ TO GET TO H] ,AUNT ,MALV9TSEVA AT ,VORONEZH4 ,?AT FEEL+ AK9 TO TEMPTATION :I* HAD TORM5T$ H] DUR+ H] FA!R'S ILLNESS1 S9CE HIS DEA?1 & ESPECIALLY S9CE H] MEET+ ) ,RO/OV WAS SMO!R$ BY >RANGEM5TS = ! J\RNEY1 ANXIETY AB\T H] BRO!R1 SETTL+ 9 A NEW H\SE1 MEET+ NEW PEOPLE1 & ATT5D+ TO H] NEPHEW'S $UCATION4 ,%E WAS SAD4 ,N[1 AFT] A MON? PASS$ 9 QUIET SURR\ND+S1 %E FELT MORE & MORE DEEPLY ! LOSS ( H] FA!R :I* WAS ASSOCIAT$ 9 H] M9D ) ! RU9 ( ,RUSSIA4 ,%E WAS AGITAT$ & 9CESSANTLY TORTUR$ BY ! ?\IS+ FROM CONSCI\SNESS ( HAV+ /IFL$ ?OSE P]SONAL DREAMS & HOPES ?AT HAD BE5 ON ! PO9T ( AWAK5+ )9 H] & W]E RELAT$ TO H] MEET+ ) ,RO/OV4 ,! DAY AFT] H] P>TY ! GOV]NOR'S WIFE CAME TO SEE ,MALV9TSEVA &1 AFT] DISCUSS+ H] PLAN ) ! AUNT1 REM>K$ ?AT ?\< UND] PRES5T CIRCUM/ANCES A =MAL BETRO?AL WAS1 ( C\RSE1 NOT TO BE ?\Y'S PRES5CE1 PRAIS+ HIM & TELL+ H[ HE HAD BLU%$ :5 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y'S NAME WAS M5TION$4 ,BUT ,PR9CESS ,M>Y EXP]I5C$ A PA9FUL RA!R ?AN A JOYFUL FEEL+--H] M5TAL TRANQUILITY WAS DE/ROY$1 & DESIRES1 D\BTS1 SELF-REPROA*1 & HOPES REAWOKE4 ,DUR+ ! TWO DAYS ?AT ELAPS$ BE=E ,RO/OV CALL$1 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y CONT9UALLY ?\+ DEEP M\RN+1 SU* MAT*MAK+ W\LD BE AN 9SULT TO H] & TO H] FA!R'S MEMORY4 ,ASSUM+ ?AT %E DID GO D[N TO SEE HIM1 ,PR9CESS ,M>Y IMAG9$ ! WORDS HE W\LD SAY TO H] & :AT %E W\LD SAY TO HIM1 & !SE WORDS SOMETIMES SEEM$ UNDES]V$LY COLD & !N TO MEAN TOO MU*4 ,MORE ?AN ANY?+ %E FE>$ LE/ ! CONFUSION %E FELT MIDLY SO CALM & NATURAL4 ,:5 ,RO/OV 5T]$ ! ROOM1 ! PR9CESS DROPP$ H] EYES = AN 9/ANT1 AS IF TO GIVE ! VISITOR TIME TO GREET H] AUNT1 & !N JU/ AS ,NI*OLAS TURN$ TO H] %E RAIS$ H] HEAD & MET HIS LOOK ) %9+ EYES4 ,) A MOVEM5T FULL ( DIGNITY & GRACE %E HALF ROSE ) A SMILE ( PLEASURE1 HELD \T H] SL5D]1 DELICATE H& TO HIM1 & BEGAN TO SPEAK 9 A VOICE 9 :I* = ! FIR/ TIME NEW DEEP WOMANLY NOTES VIBRAT$4 ,MADEMOISELLE ,B\RI5NE1 :O WAS 9 ! DRAW+ ROOM1 LOOK$ AT ,PR9CESS ,M>Y 9 BEWILD]$ SURPRISE4 ,H]SELF A CONSUMMATE COQUETTE1 %E C\LD NOT HAVE MANEUV]$ BETT] ON MEET+ A MAN %E WI%$ TO ATTRACT4 0,EI!R BLACK IS P>TICUL>LY BECOM+ TO H] OR %E REALLY HAS GREATLY IMPROV$ )\T MY HAV+ NOTIC$ IT4 ,& ABOVE ALL1 :AT TACT & GRACE60 ?\Y BE5 CAPABLE ( REFLECTION AT ?AT MOM5T1 %E W\LD HAVE BE5 MORE SURPRIS$ ?AN ,MADEMOISELLE ,B\RI5NE AT ! *ANGE ?AT HAD TAK5 PLACE 9 H]SELF4 ,FROM ! MOM5T %E RECOGNIZ$ ?AT DE>1 LOV$ FACE1 A NEW LIFE =CE TOOK POSSESSION ( H] & COMPELL$ H] TO SPEAK & ACT AP>T FROM H] [N WILL4 ,FROM ! TIME ,RO/OV 5T]$1 H] FACE BECAME SUDD5LY TRANS=M$4 ,IT WAS AS IF A LIV$ & PA9T$ LANT]N & ! 9TRICATE1 SKILLFUL1 >TI/IC WORK ON ITS SIDES1 ?AT PREVI\SLY SEEM$ D>K1 CO>SE1 & MEAN+LESS1 WAS SUDD5LY %[N UP 9 UNEXPECT$ & /RIK+ BEAUTY4 ,= ! FIR/ TIME ALL ?AT PURE1 SPIRITUAL1 9W>D TRAVAIL ?R\< :I* %E HAD LIV$ APPE>$ ON ! SURFACE4 ,ALL H] 9W>D LABOR1 H] DISSATISFACTION ) H]SELF1 H] SUFF]+S1 H] /RIV+S AFT] GOODNESS1 H] MEEKNESS1 LOVE1 & SELF-SACRIFICE--ALL ?IS N[ %ONE 9 ?OSE RADIANT EYES1 9 H] DELICATE SMILE1 & 9 EV]Y TRAIT ( H] G5TLE FACE4 ,RO/OV SAW ALL ?IS AS CLE>LY AS IF HE HAD KN[N H] :OLE LIFE4 ,HE FELT ?AT ! BE+ BE=E HIM WAS QUITE DIFF]5T FROM1 & BETT] ?AN1 ANYONE HE HAD MET BE=E1 & ABOVE ALL BETT] ?AN HIMSELF4 ,!IR CONV]SATION WAS V]Y SIMPLE & UNIMPORTANT4 ,!Y SPOKE ( ! W>1 & LIKE EV]YONE ELSE UNCONSCI\SLY EXAGG]AT$ !IR SORR[ AB\T IT2 !Y SPOKE ( !IR LA/ MEET+--,NI*OLAS TRY+ TO *ANGE ! SUBJECT--!Y TALK$ ( ! GOV]NOR'S K9D WIFE1 ( ,NI*OLAS' RELATIONS1 & ( ,PR9CESS ,M>Y'S4 ,%E DID NOT TALK AB\T H] BRO!R1 DIV]T+ ! CONV]SATION AS SOON AS H] AUNT M5TION$ ,&REW4 ,EVID5TLY %E C\LD SPEAK ( ,RUSSIA'S MIS=TUNES ) A C]TA9 >TIFICIALITY1 BUT H] BRO!R WAS TOO NE> H] HE>T & %E NEI!R C\LD NOR W\LD SPEAK LIY'S *>ACT] ) AN OBS]VATION UNUSUAL TO HIM1 & EV]Y?+ CONFIRM$ HIS CONVICTION ?AT %E WAS A QUITE UNUSUAL & EXTRAORD9>Y BE+4 ,NI*OLAS BLU%$ & WAS CONFUS$ :5 PEOPLE SPOKE TO HIM AB\T ! PR9CESS 7AS %E DID :5 HE WAS M5TION$7 & EV5 :5 HE ?\$1 BUT :AT1 QUITE APPROPRIATELY1 OCCURR$ TO HIM AT ! MOM5T4 ,:5 A PAUSE OCCURR$ DUR+ HIS %ORT VISIT1 ,NI*OLAS1 AS IS USUAL :5 !RE >E *ILDR51 TURN$ TO ,PR9CE ,&REW'S LITTLE SON1 C>ESS+ HIM & ASK+ :E!R HE W\LD LIKE TO BE AN HUSS>4 ,HE TOOK ! BOY ON HIS KNEE1 PLAY$ ) HIM1 & LOOK$ R\ND AT ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 ,) A S(T5$1 HAPPY1 TIMID LOOK %E WAT*$ ! BOY %E LOV$ 9 ! >MS ( ! MAN %E LOV$4 ,NI*OLAS ALSO NOTIC$ ?AT LOOK &1 AS IF UND]/&+ IT1 FLU%$ ) PLEASURE & BEGAN TO KISS ! BOY ) GOOD NATUR$ PLAYFULNESS4 ,AS %E WAS 9 M\RN+ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y DID NOT GO \T 9TO SOCIETY1 & ,NI*OLAS DID NOT ?9K IT ! PROP] ?+ TO VISIT H] AGA92 BUT ALL ! SAME ! GOV]NOR'S WIFE W5T ON ) H] MAT*MAK+1 PASS+ ON TO ,NI*OLAS ! FLATT]+ ?+S ,PR9CESS ,M>Y SAID ( HIM & VISE V]SA1 & 9SI/+ ON HIS DECL>+ HIMSELF TO ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 ,= ?IS PURPOSE %E >RANG$ A MEET+ BETWE5 ! Y\NG PEOPLE AT ! BI%OP'S H\SE BE=E ,MASS4 ,?\< ,RO/OV TOLD ! GOV]NOR'S WIFE ?AT HE W\LD NOT MAKE ANY DECL>ATION TO ,PR9CESS ,M>Y1 HE PROMIS$ TO GO4 ,AS AT ,TILSIT ,RO/OV HAD NOT ALL[$ HIMSELF TO D\BT ?AT :AT EV]YBODY CONSID]$ RIRANGE HIS LIFE BY HIS [N S5SE ( JU/ICE1 & 9 OB$I5T SUBMISSION TO CIRCUM/ANCES1 HE *OSE ! LATT] & YIELD$ TO ! P[] HE FELT IRRESI/IBLY C>RY+ HIM HE KNEW NOT :]E4 ,HE KNEW ?AT AFT] HIS PROMISE TO ,SONYA IT W\LD BE :AT HE DEEM$ BASE TO DECL>E HIS FEEL+S TO ,PR9CESS ,M>Y4 ,& HE KNEW ?AT HE W\LD NEV] ACT BASELY4 ,BUT HE ALSO KNEW 7OR RA!R FELT AT ! BOTTOM ( HIS HE>T7 ?AT BY RESIGN+ HIMSELF N[ TO ! =CE ( CIRCUM/ANCES & TO ?OSE :O W]E GUID+ HIM1 HE WAS NOT ONLY DO+ NO?+ WRONG1 BUT WAS DO+ SOME?+ V]Y IMPORTANT--MORE IMPORTANT ?AN ANY?+ HE HAD EV] DONE 9 HIS LIFE4 ,AFT] MEET+ ,PR9CESS ,M>Y1 ?\< ! C\RSE ( HIS LIFE W5T ON EXT]NALLY AS BE=E1 ALL HIS =M] AMUSEM5TS LO/ !IR *>M = HIM & HE (T5 ?\T$ Y\NG M5 DO1 ?AT IS1 AS A POSSIBLE WIFE1 ADAPT+ H] 9 HIS IMAG9ATION TO ALL ! CONDITIONS ( M>RI$ LIFE3 A :ITE DRESS+ G[N1 HIS WIFE AT ! TEA TABLE1 HIS WIFE'S C>RIAGE1 LITTLE ONES1 ,MAMA & ,PAPA1 !IR RELATIONS TO H]1 & SO ON--& !SE PICTURES ( ! FUTURE HAD GIV5 HIM PLEASURE4 ,BUT ) ,PR9CESS ,M>Y1 TO :OM !Y W]E TRY+ TO GET HIM 5GAG$1 HE C\LD NEV] PICTURE ANY?+ ( FUTURE M>RI$ LIFE4 ,IF HE TRI$1 HIS PICTURES SEEM$ 9CONGRU\S & FALSE4 ,IT MADE HIM AFRAID4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahfh 3 ,BOOK #a#b1 ,*APT] #f -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #a#b1 ,*APT] #f -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/