,P>T #e ,RETURN ,TO ,TIPASA ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,ALB]T ,CAMUS ,TEXT 3 ,RETURN ,TO ,TIPASA ,Y\ HAVE NAVIGAT$ ) RAG+ S\L F> FROM ! PAT]NAL HOME1 PASS+ BEYOND ! SEA'S D\BLE ROCKS1 & Y\ N[ 9HABIT A =EIGN L&4 --,M$EA ,= FIVE DAYS RA9 HAD BE5 FALL+ CEASELESSLY ON ,ALGI]S & HAD F9ALLY WET ! SEA ITSELF4 ,FROM AN APP>5TLY 9EXHAU/IBLE SKY1 CON/ANT D[NP\RS1 VISC\S 9 !IR D5SITY1 /REAM$ D[N UPON ! GULF4 ,GRAY & S(T AS A HUGE SPONGE1 ! SEA ROSE SL[LY 9 ! ILL-DEF9$ BAY4 ,BUT ! SURFACE ( ! WAT] SEEM$ ALMO/ MOTIONLESS UND] ! /EADY RA94 ,ONLY N[ & !N A B>ELY P]CEPTIBLE SWELL+ MOTION W\LD RAISE ABOVE ! SEA'S SURFACE A VAGUE PUFF ( SMOKE ?AT W\LD COME TO DOCK 9 ! H>BOR1 UND] AN >C ( WET B\LEV>DS4 ,! CITY ITSELF1 ALL ITS :ITE WALLS DRIPP+1 GAVE (F A DIFF]5T /EAM ?AT W5T \T TO MEET ! FIR/ /EAM4 ,:I*EV] WAY Y\ TURN$1 Y\ SEEM$ TO BE BREA?+ WAT]1 TO BE DR9K+ ! AIR4 ,9 FRONT ( ! SOAK$ SEA ,I WALK$ & WAIT$ 9 ?AT ,DECEMB] ,ALGI]S1 :I* WAS = ME ! CITY ( SUMM]S4 ,I HAD FL$ ,EUROPE'S NIN$ ( ?AT MADNESS4 ,ONCE ALREADY ,I HAD RETURN$ TO ,TIPASA1 SOON AFT] ?OSE W> YE>S ?AT M>K$ = ME ! 5D ( Y\?4 ,I HOP$1 ,I ?9K1 TO RECAPTURE !RE A FRE$OM ,I C\LD NOT =GET4 ,9 ?AT SPOT1 9DE$1 MORE ?AN TW5TY YE>S AGO1 ,I HAD SP5T :OLE MORN+S W&]+ AMONG ! RU9S1 BREA?+ 9 ! WORMWOOD1 W>M+ MYSELF AGA9/ ! /ONES1 DISCOV]+ LITTLE ROSES1 SOON PLUCK$ ( !IR PETALS1 :I* \TLIVE ! SPR+4 ,ONLY AT NOON1 AT ! H\R :5 ! CICADAS !MSELVES FELL SIL5T AS IF OV]COME1 ,I W\LD FLEE ! GRE$Y GL>E ( AN ALL- CONSUM+ LIS4 ,I WAS ALIVE !N4 ,FIFTE5 YE>S LAT] ,I F\ND MY RU9S1 A FEW FEET FROM ! FIR/ WAVES1 ,I FOLL[$ ! /REETS ( ! =GOTT5 WALL$ CITY ?R\< FIELDS COV]$ ) BITT] TREES1 & ON ! SLOPES OV]LOOK+ ! HAY ,I /ILL C>ESS$ ! BREAD-COLOR$ COLUMNS4 ,BUT ! RU9S W]E N[ SURR\ND$ ) B>B$ WIRE & C\LD BE 5T]$ ONLY ?R\< C]TA9 OP5+S4 ,IT WAS ALSO =BIDD51 = REASONS :I* IT APPE>S ?AT MORALITY APPROVES1 TO WALK !RE AT NIDIAN4 ,IT JU/ HAPP5$1 ?AT MORN+1 ?AT IT WAS RA9+ OV] ! :OLE EXT5T ( ! RU9S4 ,DISORI5T$1 WALK+ ?R\< ! WET1 SOLIT>Y C\NTRYSIDE1 ,I TRI$ AT LEA/ TO RECAPTURE ?AT /R5G?1 HI!RTO ALWAYS AT H&1 ?AT HELPS ME TO ACCEPT :AT IS :5 ONCE ,I HAVE ADMITT$ ?AT ,I CANNOT *ANGE IT4 ,& ,I C\LD NOT1 9DE$1 REV]SE ! C\RSE ( TIME & RE/ORE TO ! WORLD ! APPE>ANCE ,I HAD LOV$ :I* HAD DISAPPE>$ 9 A DAY1 LONG BE=E4 ,! SECOND ( ,SEPTEMB] #a#i#c#i1 9 FACT1 ,I HAD NOT GONE TO ,GREECE1 AS ,I WAS TO DO4 ,W>1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 HAD COME TO US1 !N IT HAD SPREAD OV] ,GREECE H]SELF4 ,?AT DI/ANCE1 ?OSE YE>S SEP>AT+ ! W>M RU9S FROM ! B>B$ WIRE W]E TO BE F\ND 9 ME1 TOO1 ?AT DAY AS ,I /OOD BE=E ! S>COPHAGUSES FULL ( BLACK WAT] OR UND] ! SODD5 TAM>ISKS4 ,ORIG9ALLY BR\B$ WIRE--,I MEAN TYRANNIES1 W>1 POLICE =CES1 ! ]A ( REVOLT4 ,ONE HAD HAD TO PUT ONESELF RIE ?AT HE IS AB\T TO LAUN* =W>D4 ,NO LOVE )\T A LITTLE 9NOC5CE4 ,:]E WAS ! 9NOC5CE8 ,EMPIRES W]E TUMBL+ D[N2 NATIONS & M5 W]E TE>+ AT ONE ANO!R'S ?ROATS2 \R H&S W]E SOIL$4 ,ORIG9ALLY 9NOC5T )\T KN[+ IT1 WE W]E N[ GUILTY )\T MEAN+ TO BE3 ! MY/]Y WAS 9CREAS+ ) \R KN[L$GE4 ,?IS IS :Y1 ,O MOCK]Y1 WE W]E CONC]N$ ) MORALITY4 ,WEAK & DISABL$1 ,I WAS DREAM+ ( VIRTUE6 ,9 ! DAYS ( 9NOC5CE ,I DIDN'T EV5 KN[ ?AT MORALITY EXI/$4 ,I KNEW IT N[1 & ,I WAS NOT CAPABLE ( LIV+ UP TO ITS /&>D4 ,ON ! PROMONTORY ?AT ,I US$ TO LOVE1 AMONG ! WET COLUMNS ( ! RU9$ TEMPLE1 ,I SEEM$ TO BE WALK+ BEH9D SOMEONE :OSE /EPS ,I C\LD /ILL HE> ON ! /ONE SLABS & MOSAICS BUT :OM ,I %\LD NEV] AGA9 OV]TAKE4 ,I W5T BACK TO ,P>IS & REMA9$ SEV]AL YE>S BE=E RETURN+ HOME4 ,YET ,I OBSCURELY MISS$ SOME?+ DUR+ ALL ?OSE YE>S4 ,:5 ONE HAS ONCE HAD ! GOOD LUCK TO LOVE 9T5SELY1 LIFE IS SP5T 9 TRY+ TO RECAPTURE ?AT >DOR & ?AT ILLUM9ATION4 ,=SAK+ BEAUTY & ! S5SUAL HAPP9ESS ATTA*$ TO IT1 EXCLUSIVELY S]V+ MIS=TUNE1 CALLS = A NOBILITY ,I LACK4 ,BUT1 AFT] ALL1 NO?+ IS TRUE ?AT =CES ONE TO EXCLUDE4 ,ISOLAT$ BEAUTY 5DS UP SIMP]+2 SOLIT>Y JU/ICE 5DS UP OPPRESS+4 ,:OEV] AIMS TO S]VE ONE EXCLUSIVE ( ! O!R S]VES NO ONE1 NOT EV5 HIMSELF1 & EV5TUALLY S]VES 9JU/ICE TWICE4 ,A DAY COMES :51 ?ANKS TO RIGIDITY1 NO?+ CAUSES WOND] ANY MORE1 EV]Y?+ IS KN[N1 & LIFE IS SP5T 9 BEG9N+ OV] AGA94 ,!SE >E ! DAYS ( EXILE1 ( DESICCAT$ LIFE1 ( DEAD S\LS4 ,TO COME ALIVE AGA91 ONE NE$S A SPECIAL GRACE1 SELF-=GETFULNESS1 OR A HOMEL&4 ,C]TA9 MORN+S1 ON TURN+ A CORN]1 A DELIT & !N EVAPORATES4 ,BUT ITS COOLNESS REMA9S1 & ?IS IS :AT ! HE>T REQUIRES ALWAYS4 ,I HAD TO SET \T AGA94 ,& 9 ,ALGI]S A SECOND TIME1 /ILL WALK+ UND] ! SAME D[NP\R :I* SEEM$ NOT TO HAVE CEAS$ S9CE A DEP>TURE ,I HAD ?\ANCE ( NEV] MEAN+ TO 5D1 NONE!LESS /OP 9 AN 9/ANT1 LIKE ?OSE /REAMS 9 MY C\NTRY :I* RISE 9 TWO H\RS1 LAY WA/E ACRES ( L&1 & SUDD5LY DRY UP8 ,ONE EV5+1 9 FACT1 ! RA9 CEAS$4 ,I WAIT$ ONE NIE/ TEXTURE1 EMANAT$ A VIBRANT LIP \TL9E1 AN A/ONI%$ NEWNESS4 ,9 ! WORLD'S MORN+ ! E>? MU/ HAVE SPRUNG =? 9 SU* A LI-OLD HE>T1 LU/ = LIFE1 FAME1 & EV] ! SAME SKY ?R\<\T ! YE>S1 UNFAIL+ 9 /R5G? & LIDS1 SLOP$ D[N T[>D ! COA/4 ,BUT ,I DID NOT /OP TO LOOK AT IT4 ,I WANT$ TO SEE AGA9 ! ,*5\A1 ?AT SOLID1 HEAVY M\NTA9 CUT \T ( A S+LE BLOCK ( /ONE1 :I* BORD]S ! BAY ( ,TIPASA TO ! WE/ BE=E DROPP+ D[N 9TO ! SEA ITSELF4 ,IT IS SE5 FROM A DI/ANCE1 LONG BE=E >RIV+1 A LID IT1 UNTIL IT TAKES ON ! COLOR ( ! SURR\ND+ WAT]S1 A HUGE MOTIONLESS WAVE :OSE AMAZ+ LEAP UPW>D HAS BE5 BRUTALLY SOLIDIFI$ ABOVE ! SEA CALM$ ALL AT ONCE4 ,/ILL NE>]1 ALMO/ AT ! GATES ( ,TIPASA1 H]E IS ITS FR[N+ BULK1 BR[N & GRE51 H]E IS ! OLD MOSSY GOD ?AT NO?+ WILL EV] %AKE1 A REFUGE & H>BOR = ITS SONS1 ( :OM ,I AM ONE4 ,:ILE WAT*+ IT ,I F9ALLY GOT ?R\< ! B>B$ WIRE & F\ND MYSELF AMONG ! RU9S4 ,& UND] ! GLORI\S ,DECEMB] LI AS ! EYE C\LD SEE1 !RE WAS NO?+ BUT POCK-M>K$ /ONES & WORMWOOD1 TREES & P]FECT COLUMNS 9 ! TRANSP>5CE ( ! CRY/ALL9E AIR4 ,IT SEEM$ AS IF ! MORN+ W]E /ABILIZ$1 ! SUN /OPP$ = AN 9CALCULABLE MOM5T4 ,9 ?IS LIS ( WRA? & NIT1 LONG /OPP$1 W]E CALMLY BEG9N+ TO BEAT AGA94 ,& AWAKE N[1 ,I RECOGNIZ$ ONE BY ONE ! IMP]CEPTIBLE S\NDS ( :I* ! SIL5CE WAS MADE UP3 ! FIGUR$ BASS ( ! BIRDS1 ! SEA'S FA9T1 BRIEF SIDS4 ,I HE>D ?AT2 ,I ALSO LI/5$ TO ! HAPPY TORR5TS RIS+ )9 ME4 ,IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT ,I HAD AT LA/ COME TO H>BOR1 = A MOM5T AT LEA/1 & ?AT H5CE=? ?AT MOM5T W\LD BE 5DLESS4 ,BUT SOON AFT]1 ! SUN ROSE VISIBLY A DEGREE 9 ! SKY4 ,A MAGPIE PRELUD$ BRIEFLY1 & AT ONCE1 FROM ALL DIRECTIONS1 BIRDS' SONGS BUR/ \T ) 5]GY1 JUBILATION1 JOYFUL DISCORDANCE1 & 9F9ITE RAPTURE4 ,! DAY />T$ UP AGA94 ,IT WAS TO C>RY ME TO EV5+4 ,AT NOON ON ! HALF-S&Y SLOPES COV]$ ) HELIOTROPES LIKE A FOAM LEFT BY ! FURI\S WAVES ( ! LA/ FEW DAYS AS !Y )DREW1 ,I WAT*$ ! SEA B>ELY SWELL+ AT ?AT H\R ) AN EXHAU/$ MOTION1 & ,I SATISFI$ ! TWO ?IR/S ONE CANNOT LONG NEGLECT )\T DRY+ UP--,I MEAN LOV+ & ADMIR+4 ,= !RE IS M]ELY BAD LUCK 9 NOT BE+ LOV$2 !RE IS MIS=TUNE 9 NOT LOV+4 ,ALL ( US1 TODAY1 >E DY+ ( ?IS MIS=TUNE4 ,= VIOL5CE & HATR$ DRY UP ! HE>T ITSELF2 ! LONG FIS ( \R MADNESS ! MEMORY ( ?AT SKY HAD NEV] LEFT ME4 ,?IS WAS :AT 9 ! 5D HAD KEPT ME FROM DESPAIR+4 ,I HAD ALWAYS KN[N ?AT ! RU9S ( ,TIPASA W]E Y\NG] ?AN \R NEW CON/RUCTIONS OR \R BOMB DAMAGE4 ,!RE ! WORLD BEGAN OV] AGA9 EV]Y DAY 9 AN EV] NEW LIACT]S ( ANCI5T DRAMA BR\E LIV+1 :AT ELSE CAN ,I DESIRE ?AN TO EXCLUDE NO?+ & TO LE>N H[ TO BRAID ) :ITE ?READ & BLACK ?READ A S+LE CORD /RET*$ TO ! BREAK+-PO9T8 ,9 EV]Y?+ ,I HAVE DONE OR SAID UP TO N[1 ,I SEEM TO RECOGNIZE !SE TWO =CES1 EV5 :5 !Y WORK AT CROSS-PURPOSES4 ,I HAVE NOT BE5 ABLE TO DIS[N ! LID ) CRIME4 ,BUT IF ONE =GOES A P>T ( :AT IS1 ONE MU/ =GO BE+ ONESELF2 ONE MU/ =GO LIV+ OR LOV+ O!RWISE ?AN BY PROXY4 ,!RE IS ?US A WILL TO LIVE )\T REJECT+ ANY?+ ( LIFE1 :I* IS ! VIRTUE ,I HONOR MO/ 9 ?IS WORLD4 ,FROM TIME TO TIME1 AT LEA/1 IT IS TRUE ?AT ,I %\LD LIKE TO HAVE PRACTIC$ IT4 ,9ASMU* AS FEW EPO*S REQUIRE AS MU* AS \RS ?AT ONE %\LD BE EQUAL TO ! BE/ AS TO ! WOR/1 ,I %\LD LIKE1 9DE$1 TO %IRK NO?+ & TO KEEP FAI?FULLY A D\BL MEMORY4 ,YES1 !RE IS BEAUTY & !RE >E ! HUMILIAT$4 ,:ATEV] MAY BE ! DIFFICULTIES ( ! UND]TAK+1 ,I %\LD LIKE NEV] TO BE UNFAI?FUL EI!R TO ONE OR TO ! O!RS4 ,BUT ?IS /ILL RESEMBLES A MORAL CODE1 & WE LIVE = SOME?+ ?AT GOES F>!R ?AN MORALITY4 ,IF WE C\LD ONLY NAME IT1 :AT SIL5CE6 ,ON ! HILL ( ,SA9TE-,SALSA1 TO ! EA/ ( ,TIPASA1 ! EV5+ IS 9HABIT$4 ,IT IS /ILL LIR5 RIV] FROM ONE 5D ( ! HORIZON TO ! O!R4 ,! SKY D>K5S4 ,!N BEG9S ! MY/]Y1 ! GODS ( NIRY+ AWAY FROM H]E HAS A VISIBLE SURFACE1 A WOMAN'S BEAUTIFUL FACE :I* REPEATS TO ME ALL ,I HAVE LE>N$ 9 ?IS DAY1 & A WORN SURFACE :I* ,I FEEL UND] MY F+]S DUR+ ! RETURN4 ,:AT CAN ?AT LIPLESS M\? BE SAY+1 EXCEPT :AT ,I AM TOLD BY ANO!R MY/]I\S VOICE1 )9 ME1 :I* EV]Y DAY 9=MS ME ( MY IGNORANCE & MY HAPP9ESS3 0,! SECRET ,I AM SEEK+ LIES HIDD5 9 A VALLEY FULL ( OLIVE TREES1 UND] ! GRASS & ! COLD VIOLETS1 >\ND AN OLD H\SE ?AT SMELLS ( WOOD SMOKE4 ,= MORE ?AN TW5TY YE>S ,I RAMBL$ OV] ?AT VALLEY & O!RS RESEMBL+ IT1 ,I QUE/ION$ MUTE GOA!RDS1 ,I KNOCK$ AT ! DOOR ( DES]T$ RU9S4 ,OCCASIONALLY1 AT ! MOM5T ( ! FIR/ /> 9 ! /ILL BRIT FROM MY PEOPLE4 ,I LIVE 9 MY FAMILY1 :I* ?9KS IT RULES OV] RI* & HIDE\S CITIES BUILT ( /ONES & MI/S4 ,DAY & NIRIES ME BORES ME1 NEV]!LESS1 & ON OCCASION ITS %\TS WE>Y ME4 ,BUT ITS MIS=TUNE IS M9E1 & WE >E ( ! SAME BLOOD4 ,A CRIPPLE1 LIKEWISE1 AN ACCOMPLICE & NOISY1 HAVE ,I NOT %\T$ AMONG ! /ONES8 ,CONSEQU5TLY1 ,I /RIVE TO =GET1 ,I WALK 9 \R CITIES ( IRON & FIRE1 ,I SMILE BRAVELY AT ! NIE READY TO DIE ( EXHAU/ION & IGNORANCE1 ,I %ALL BE ABLE TO DIS[N \R G>I% TOMBS & GO & /RET* \T 9 ! VALLEY1 UND] ! SAME LIN = ! LA/ TIME :AT ,I KN[40 7#a#i#e#b7 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,JANU>Y #b#d1 #bba 3 ,P>T #e -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/