,P>T #b1 ,*APT] #aa ,TRU?3 ,TRU? ,IS ,GOD ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,G&HI ,TEXT 3 #a4 ,T,R,U,? ,I,S ,G,O,D ,GOD ,IS ,!,R,E ,I,S AN 9DEF9ABLE MY/]I\S ,P[] ?AT P]VADES EV]Y?+4 ,I FEEL IT1 ?\< ,I DO NOT SEE IT4 ,IT IS ?IS UNSE5 ,P[] :I* MAKES ITSELF FELT & YET DEFIES ALL PRO(1 BECAUSE IT IS SO UNLIKE ALL ?AT ,I P]CEIVE ?R\< MY S5SES4 ,IT TRANSC5DS ! S5SES4 ,BUT IT IS POSSIBLE TO REASON \T ! EXI/5CE ( ,GOD TO A LIMIT$ EXT5T4 ,I DO DIMLY P]CEIVE ?AT :IL/ EV]Y?+ >\ND ME IS EV] *ANG+1 EV]-DY+1 !RE IS UND]LY+ ALL ?AT *ANGE A ,LIV+ ,P[] ?AT IS *ANGELESS1 ?AT HOLDS ALL TOGE!R1 ?AT CREATES1 DISSOLVES1 & RECREATES4 ,?AT 9=M+ ,P[] OR ,SPIRIT IS ,GOD4 ,& S9CE NO?+ ELSE ,I SEE M]ELY ?R\< ! S5SES CAN OR WILL P]SI/1 ,HE ALONE IS4 ,& IS ?IS ,P[] B5EVOL5T OR MALEVOL5T8 ,I SEE IT AS PURELY B5EVOL5T4 ,= ,I CAN SEE1 ?AT 9 ! MID/ ( DEA? LIFE P]SI/S1 9 ! MID/ ( UNTRU? TRU? P]SI/S1 9 ! MID/ ( D>KNESS LIGUM5T TO CONV9CE444 ?R\< REASON4 ,FAI? TRANSC5DS REASON4 ,ALL ,I CAN ADVISE444 IS NOT TO ATTEMPT ! IMPOSSIBLE4 ,I CANNOT ACC\NT = ! EXI/5CE ( EVIL BY ANY RATIONAL ME?OD4 ,TO WANT TO DO SO IS TO BE CO-EQUAL ) ,GOD4 ,I AM1 !RE=E1 HUMBLE 5\< TO RECOGNIZE EVIL AS SU*2 & ,I CALL ,GOD LONG-SUFF]+ & PATI5T PRECISELY BECAUSE ,HE P]MITS EVIL 9 ! WORLD4 ,I KN[ ?AT ,HE HAS NO EVIL 9 ,HIM & YET IF !RE IS EVIL1 ,HE IS ! AU?OR ( IT & YET UNT\*$ BY IT4 ,I KN[1 TOO1 ?AT ,I %ALL NEV] KN[ ,GOD IF ,I DO NOT WRE/LE ) & AGA9/ EVIL EV5 AT ! CO/ ( LIFE ITSELF4 ,I AM =TIFI$ 9 ! BELIEF BY MY [N HUMBLE & LIMIT$ EXP]I5CE4 ,! PUR] ,I TRY TO BECOME ! NE>] TO ,GOD ,I FEEL MYSELF TO BE4 ,H[ MU* MORE %\LD ,I BE NE> TO ,HIM :5 MY FAI? IS NOT A M]E APOLOGY1 AS IT IS TODAY1 BUT HAS BECOME AS IMMOVABLE AS ! ,HIMALAYAS & AS :ITE & BRID ?AT FAI? AS AM\NT+ TO EXP]I5CE4 ,H[EV]1 AS IT MAY BE SAID ?AT TO DESCRIBE FAI? AS EXP]I5CE IS TO TAMP] ) TRU?1 IT MAY P]HAPS BE MORE CORRECT TO SAY ?AT ,I HAVE NO WORD = *>ACT]IZ+ MY BELIEF 9 ,GOD4 7,A1 P#b#f7 ,I AM SUR] ( ,HIS EXI/5CE ?AN ( ! FACT ?AT Y\ & ,I >E SITT+ 9 ?IS ROOM4 ,!N ,I CAN ALSO TE/IFY ?AT ,I MAY LIVE )\T AIR & WAT] BUT NOT )\T ,HIM4 ,Y\ MAY PLUCK \T MY EYES1 BUT ?AT CANNOT KILL ME4 ,Y\ MAY *OP (F MY NOSE1 BUT ?AT WILL NOT KILL ME4 ,BUT BLA/ MY BELIEF 9 ,GOD1 & ,I AM DEAD4 ,Y\ MAY CALL ?IS A SUP]/ITION1 BUT ,I CONFESS IT IS A SUP]/ITION ?AT ,I HUG1 EV5 AS ,I US$ TO HUG ! NAME ( ,RAMA 9 MY *ILDHOOD :5 !RE WAS ANY CAUSE ( DANG] OR AL>M4 ,?AT WAS :AT AN OLD NURSE HAD TAU MAN & SEEK ONLY ,GOD'S ,TRU?4 ,I DO BELIEVE ,I AM SEEK+ ONLY ,GOD'S ,TRU? & HAVE LO/ ALL FE> ( MAN4 444,I HAVE NO SPECIAL REVELATION ( ,GOD'S WILL4 ,MY FIRM BELIEF IS ?AT ,HE REVEALS ,HIMSELF DAILY TO EV]Y HUMAN BE+1 BUT WE %UT \R E>S TO ! '/ILL SMALL VOICE'4 ,WE %UT \R EYES TO ! ,PILL> ( ,FIRE 9 FRONT ( US4 ,I REALIZE ,HIS OMNIPRES5CE4 7,Y,I1 #b#e-#e-#a#i#b#a1 PP#a#f#a-#b7 ,SOME ( MY CORRESPOND5TS SEEM TO ?9K ?AT ,I CAN WORK WOND]S4 ,LET ME SAY AS A DEVOTEE ( TRU? ?AT ,I HAVE NO SU* GIFT4 ,ALL ! P[] ,I MAY HAVE COMES FROM ,GOD4 ,BUT ,HE DOES NOT WORK DIRECTLY4 ,HE WORKS ?R\< ,HIS NUMB]LESS AG5CIES4 7,H1 #h-#a-#a#i#c#h1 P#b#h#e7 ,NATURE ( ,GOD ,TO ME ,GOD IS ,TRU? & ,LOVE2 ,GOD IS E?ICS & MORALITY2 ,GOD IS FE>LESSNESS4 ,GOD IS ! S\RCE ( ,LI*] ( HE>TS4 ,HE TRANSC5DS SPEE* & REASON4 ,HE KN[S US & \R HE>TS BETT] ?AN WE DO \RSELVES4 ,HE DOES NOT TAKE US AT \R WORD1 = ,HE KN[S ?AT WE (T5 DO NOT MEAN IT1 SOME KN[+LY & O!RS UNKN[+LY4 ,HE IS A P]SONAL ,GOD TO ?OSE :O NE$ ,HIS P]SONAL PRES5CE4 ,HE IS EMBODI$ TO ?OSE :O NE$ ,HIS T\*4 ,HE IS ! PURE/ ESS5CE4 ,HE SIMPLY IS TO ?OSE :O HAVE FAI?4 ,HE IS ALL ?+S TO ALL M54 ,HE IS 9 US & YET ABOVE & BEYOND US444 ,HE CANNOT CEASE TO BE BECAUSE HIDE\S IMMORALITIES OR 9HUMAN BRUTALITIES >E COMMITT$ 9 ,HIS NAME4 ,HE IS LONG-SUFF]+4 ,HE IS PATI5T BUT ,HE IS ALSO T]RIBLE4 ,HE IS ! MO/ EXACT+ P]SONAGE 9 ! WORLD & ! WORLD TO COME4 ,HE METES \T ! SAME MEASURE TO US ?AT WE METE \T TO \R NEIG9 SO :OLLY 9ADEQUATE AS TO PROVIDE ONLY MIR? = ,HIMSELF AT \R EXP5SE4 ,!RE=E IT IS ?AT ,H9DUISM CALLS IT ALL ,HIS SPORT-LILA1 OR CALLS IT ALL AN ILLUSION-MAYA4 ,WE >E NOT1 ,HE ALONE ,IS4 ,& IF WE WILL BE1 WE MU/ ET]NALLY S+ ,HIS PRAISE & DO ,HIS WILL4 ,LET US DANCE TO ! TUNE ( ,HIS BANSI-LUTE1 & ALL W\LD BE WELL4 7,Y,I1 #e-#c-#a#i#b#e1 P#h#a7 ,GOD IS ! H>DE/ TASKMA/] ,I HAVE KN[N ON ?IS E>?1 & ,HE TRIES Y\ ?R\< & ?R\<4 ,& :5 Y\ F9D ?AT Y\R FAI? IS FAIL+ OR Y\R BODY IS FAIL+ Y\ & Y\ >E S9K+1 ,HE COMES TO Y\R ASSI/ANCE SOMEH[ OR O!R & PROVES TO Y\ ?AT Y\ MU/ NOT LOSE Y\R FAI? & ?AT ,HE IS ALWAYS AT Y\R BECK & CALL1 BUT ON ,HIS T]MS1 NOT ON Y\R T]MS4 ,SO ,I HAVE F\ND4 ,I CANNOT REALLY RECALL A S+LE 9/ANCE :51 AT ! ELEV5? H\R1 ,HE HAS =SAK5 ME4 7,S,W1 P#a#f#i7 ,9 MY E>LY Y\? ,I WAS TAUE KN[N AS ONE ?\S& NAMES ( ,GOD4 ,BUT !SE ONE ?\S& NAMES ( ,GOD W]E BY NO MEANS EXHAU/IVE4 ,WE BELIEVE-& ,I ?9K IT IS ! TRU?-?AT ,GOD HAS AS MANY NAMES AS !RE >E CREATURES &1 !RE=E1 WE ALSO SAY ?AT ,GOD IS NAMELESS &1 S9CE ,GOD HAS MANY =MS1 WE ALSO CONSID] ,HIM =MLESS1 & S9CE ,HE SPEAKS TO US ?R\< MANY TONGUES1 WE CONSID] ,HIM TO BE SPEE*LESS & SO ON4 ,& SO :5 ,I CAME TO /UDY ,ISLAM1 ,I F\ND ?AT ,ISLAM TOO HAD MANY NAMES = ,GOD4 ,I W\LD SAY ) ?OSE :O SAY ,GOD IS ,LOVE1 ,GOD IS ,LOVE4 ,BUT DEEP D[N 9 ME ,I US$ TO SAY ?AT ?\< ,GOD MAY BE ,LOVE1 ,GOD IS ,TRU?1 ABOVE ALL4 ,IF IT IS POSSIBLE = ! HUMAN TONGUE TO GIVE ! FULLE/ DESCRIPTION ( ,GOD1 ,I HAVE COME TO ! CONCLUSION ?AT1 = MYSELF1 ,GOD IS ,TRU?4 ,BUT TWO YE>S AGO ,I W5T A /EP FUR!R & SAID ?AT ,TRU? IS ,GOD4 ,Y\ WILL SEE ! F9E DI/9CTION BETWE5 ! TWO /ATEM5TS1 VIZ41 ?AT ,GOD IS ,TRU? & ,TRU? IS ,GOD4 ,& ,I CAME TO ! CONCLUSION AFT] A CONT9U\S & REL5TLESS SE>* AFT] ,TRU? :I* BEGAN NE>LY FIFTY YE>S AGO4 ,I !N F\ND ?AT ! NE>E/ APPROA* TO ,TRU? WAS ?R\< LOVE4 ,BUT ,I ALSO F\ND ?AT LOVE HAS MANY MEAN+S 9 ! ,5GLI% LANGUAGE AT LEA/ & ?AT HUMAN LOVE 9 ! S5SE ( PASSION C\LD BECOME A DEGRAD+ ?+ ALSO4 ,I F\ND TOO ?AT LOVE 9 ! S5SE ( AHIMSA HAD ONLY A LIMIT$ NUMB] ( VOT>IES 9 ! WORLD4 ,BUT ,I NEV] F\ND A D\BLE MEAN+ 9 CONNECTION ) TRU? & NOT EV5 A!I/S HAD DEMURR$ TO ! NECESSITY OR P[] ( TRU?4 ,BUT1 9 !IR PASSION = DISCOV]+ TRU?1 ! A!I/S HAVE NOT HESITAT$ TO D5Y ! V]Y EXI/5CE ( ,GOD-FROM !IR [N PO9T ( VIEW1 RIT6 ,HE EV5 SUFF]S US 9SIGNIFICANT CREATURES ( ,HIS TO QUE/ION ,HIS V]Y EXI/5CE1 ?\< ,HE IS 9 EV]Y ATOM AB\T US1 >\ND US & )9 US4 ,BUT ,HE HAS RES]V$ TO ,HIMSELF ! RIE UND] MY C>E4 ,& SO DO+ 9 ALL HUMILITY1 ,I HOPE SOM$AY TO SEE ,GOD-,TRU?-FACE TO FACE4 7,Y,I1 #c-#a#b-#a#i#b#e1 P#d#b#b7 ,I AM 5DEAVOR+ TO SEE ,GOD ?R\< S]VICE ( HUMANITY1 = ,I KN[ ?AT ,GOD IS NEI!R 9 HEAV51 NOR D[N BEL[1 BUT 9 EV]Y ONE4 7,Y,I1 #d-#h-#a#i#b#g1 P#b#d#g-#h7 ,I AM A P>T & P>CEL ( ! :OLE1 & ,I CANNOT F9D ,HIM AP>T FROM ! RE/ ( HUMANITY4 ,MY C\NTRYM5 >E MY NE>E/ NEIT FROM HUMANITY4 7,H1 #b#i-#h-#a#i#c#f1 P#b#b#f7 ,I CLAIM TO KN[ MY MILLIONS4 ,ALL ! #bd H\RS ( ! DAY ,I AM ) !M4 ,!Y >E MY FIR/ C>E & LA/ BECAUSE ,I RECOGNIZE NO ,GOD EXCEPT ! ,GOD ?AT IS TO BE F\ND 9 ! HE>TS ( ! DUMB MILLIONS4 ,!Y DO NOT RECOGNIZE ,HIS PRES5CE2 ,I DO4 ,& ,I WOR%IP ! ,GOD ?AT IS ,TRU? OR ,TRU? :I* IS ,GOD ?R\< ! S]VICE ( !SE MILLIONS4 7,H1 #a#a-#c-#a#i#c#i1 P#d#d7 ,GUIDE & ,PROTECTOR ,I MU/ GO444 ) ,GOD AS MY ONLY GUIDE4 ,HE IS A JEAL\S ,LORD4 ,HE WILL ALL[ NO ONE TO %>E ,HIS AU?ORITY4 ,ONE HAS1 !RE=E1 TO APPE> BE=E ,HIM 9 ALL ONE'S WEAKNESS1 EMPTY-H&$ & 9 A SPIRIT ( FULL SURR5D]1 & !N ,HE 5ABLES Y\ TO /& BE=E A :OLE WORLD & PROTECTS Y\ FROM ALL H>M4 7,Y,I1 #c-#i-#a#i#c#a1 P#b#d#g7 ,I HAVE LE>N$ ?IS ONE LESSON-?AT :AT IS IMPOSSIBLE ) MAN IS *ILD'S PLAY ) ,GOD & IF WE HAVE FAI? 9 ?AT ,DIV9ITY :I* PRESIDES ON ! DE/9Y ( ! MEANE/ ( ,HIS CREATION1 ,I HAVE NO D\BT ?AT ALL ?+S >E POSSIBLE2 & 9 ?AT F9AL HOPE1 ,I LIVE & PASS MY TIME & 5DEAVOR TO OBEY ,HIS WILL4 7,Y,I1 #a#i-#a#a-#a#i#c#a1 P#c#f#a7 ,EV5 9 D>KE/ DESPAIR1 :]E !RE SEEMS TO BE NO HELP] & NO COM=T 9 ! WIDE1 WIDE WORLD1 ,HIS ,NAME 9SPIRES US ) /R5G? & PUTS ALL D\BTS & DESPAIRS TO FLITS ( PETT9ESS1 MEANNESS & DECEIT & ,HE WILL SURELY ANSW] \R PRAY]S4 ,MANY ,I KN[ HAVE ALWAYS TURN$ TO ?AT UNFAIL+ S\RCE ( /R5G?4 7,H1 #a-#f-#a#i#c#e1 P#a#b#c7 ,I HAVE SE5 & BELIEVE ?AT ,GOD NEV] APPE>S TO Y\ 9 P]SON1 BUT 9 ACTION :I* CAN ONLY ACC\NT = Y\R DELIV]ANCE 9 Y\R D>KE/ H\R4 7,H1 #a-#a#b-#a#i#c#h1 P#c#g#c7 ,9DIVIDUAL WOR%IP CANNOT BE DESCRIB$ 9 WORDS4 ,IT GOES ON CONT9U\SLY & EV5 UNCONSCI\SLY4 ,!RE IS NOT A MOM5T :5 ,I DO NOT FEEL ! PRES5CE ( A ,WITNESS :OSE EYE MISSES NO?+ & ) :OM ,I /RIVE TO KEEP 9 TUNE4 ,I HAVE NEV] F\ND ,HIM LACK+ 9 RESPONSE4 ,I HAVE F\ND ,HIM NE>E/ AT H& :5 ! HORIZON SEEM$ D>KE/ 9 MY ORDEALS 9 JAILS :5 IT WAS NOT ALL-SMOO? SAIL+ = ME4 ,I CANNOT RECALL A MOM5T 9 MY LIFE :5 ,I HAD A S5SE ( DES]TION BY ,GOD4 7,H1 #b#d-#a#b-#a#i#c#h1 P#c#i#e7 ,SELF-REALIZATION ,I BELIEVE IT TO BE POSSIBLE = EV]Y HUMAN BE+ TO ATTA9 TO ?AT BLESS$ & 9DESCRIBABLE1 S9LESS /ATE 9 :I* HE FEELS )9 HIMSELF ! PRES5CE ( ,GOD TO ! EXCLUSION ( EV]Y?+ ELSE4 7,Y,I1 #a#g-#a#a-#a#i#b#a1 P#c#f#h7 ,:AT ,I WANT TO A*IEVE1 :AT ,I HAVE BE5 /RIV+ & P9+ TO A*IEVE4441 IS SELF-REALIZATION1 TO SEE ,GOD FACE TO FACE1 TO ATTA9 MOK%A4 ,I LIVE & MOVE & HAVE MY BE+ 9 PURSUIT ( ?IS GOAL4 ,ALL ?AT ,I DO BY WAY ( SPEAK+ & WRIT+ & ALL MY V5TURES 9 ! POLITICAL FIELD >E DIRECT$ TO ?IS SAME 5D4 7,A1 P XIV7 ,= IT IS AN UNBROK5 TORTURE TO ME ?AT ,I AM /ILL SO F> FROM ,HIM1 :O1 AS ,I FULLY KN[1 GOV]NS EV]Y BREA? ( MY LIFE1 & :OSE (FSPR+ ,I AM4 ,I KN[ ?AT IT IS ! EVIL PASSIONS )9 ?AT KEEP ME SO F> FROM ,HIM1 & YET ,I CANNOT GET AWAY FROM !M4 7IBID1 P XVI7 ,?IS BELIEF 9 ,GOD HAS TO BE BAS$ ON FAI?1 :I* TRANSC5DS REASON4 ,9DE$1 EV5 ! 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