,P>T #a1 ,*APT] #a ,( ,MYSELF3 ,NEI!R ,SA9T ,NOR ,S9N] ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,G&HI ,TEXT 3 ,I4 ,( ,M,Y,S,E,L,F #a4 ,N,E,I,!,R ,S,A,9,T1 ,N,O,R ,S,9,N,] ,I ,?,9,K ?AT ! WORD 'SA9T' %\LD BE RUL$ \T ( PRES5T LIFE4 ,IT IS TOO SACR$ A WORD TO BE LI*] AFT] ,TRU?1 KN[S HIS LIMITATIONS1 MAKES MI/AKES1 NEV] HESITATES TO ADMIT !M :5 HE MAKES !M1 & FRANKLY CONFESSES ?AT HE1 LIKE A SCI5TI/1 IS MAK+ EXP]IM5TS AB\T SOME '( ! ET]NAL V]ITIES' ( LIFE1 BUT CANNOT EV5 CLAIM TO BE A SCI5TI/ BECAUSE HE CAN %[ NO TANGIBLE PRO( ( SCI5TIFIC ACCURACY 9 HIS ME?ODS OR SU* TANGIBLE RESULTS ( HIS EXP]IM5TS AS MOD]N SCI5CE DEM&S4 7,Y,I1 #a#b-#e-#a#i#b1 P#b7 ,TO CLO! ME ) SA9?OOD IS TOO E>LY EV5 IF IT IS POSSIBLE4 ,I MYSELF DO NOT FEEL A SA9T 9 ANY %APE OR =M4 ,BUT ,I DO FEEL ,I AM A VOT>Y ( ,TRU? 9 SPITE ( ALL MY ]RORS ( UNCONSCI\S OMISSION & COMMISSION4 ,POLICY ( ,TRU? ,I AM NOT A '/ATESMAN 9 ! G>B ( A SA9T'4 ,BUT S9CE ,TRU? IS ! HI TO BE CONSI/5T ) ! HIIABLY ! RESULT ( WANT OR WEAKNESS ( FAI?4 ',LORD1 GIVE ME FAI?' IS1 !RE=E1 MY PRAY] DAY & NIY ( TRU? FROM MY *ILDHOOD4 ,IT WAS ! MO/ NATURAL ?+ TO ME4 ,MY PRAY]FUL SE>* GAVE ME ! REVEAL+ MAXIM ',TRU? IS ,GOD'1 9/EAD ( ! USUAL ONE ',GOD IS ,TRU?'4 ,?AT MAXIM 5ABLES ME TO SEE ,GOD FACE TO FACE AS IT W]E4 ,I FEEL ,HIM P]VADE EV]Y FIB] ( MY BE+4 7,H1 #i-#h-#a#i#d#b1 P#b#f#d7 ,FAI? 9 ,RID MYSELF AS A H\SE-HOLD]1 LEAD+ A HUMBLE LIFE ( S]VICE &1 9 COMMON ) MY FELL[-WORK]S1 LIV+ UPON ! *>ITY ( FRI5DS44444 ,! LIFE ,I AM LIV+ IS 5TIRELY V]Y EASY & V]Y COM=TABLE1 IF EASE & COM=T >E A M5TAL /ATE4 ,I HAVE ALL ,I NE$ )\T ! SLIE ( HAV+ TO KEEP ANY P]SONAL TREASURES4 7,Y,I1 #a-#a-#a#i#b#e1 P#c#c#h7 ,MY LO9 CLO? IS AN ORGANIC EVOLUTION 9 MY LIFE4 ,IT CAME NATURALLY1 )\T EF=T1 )\T PREM$ITATION4 7,Y,I1 #i-#g-#i#c#a1 P#a#g#e7 ,I HATE PRIVILEGE & MONOPOLY4 ,:ATEV] CANNOT BE %>$ ) ! MASSES IS TABOO TO ME4 7,H1 #b-#a#a-#a#i#c#d1 P#c#c7 ,IT IS WRONG TO CALL ME AN ASCETIC4 ,! IDEALS ?AT REGULATE MY LIFE >E PRES5T$ = ACCEPTANCE BY MANK9D 9 G5]AL4 ,I HAVE >RIV$ AT !M BY GRADUAL EVOLUTION4 ,EV]Y /EP WAS ?\Y 9 RESPONSE TO ! CALLS ( PUBLIC DUTY4 ,! ISOLAT$ LIFE ,I HAD TO LEAD 9 ,S\? ,AFRICA1 :E!R AS A H\SEHOLD]1 LEGAL PRACTITION]1 SOCIAL RE=M] OR POLITICIAN1 REQUIR$ = ! DUE FULFILLM5T ( !SE DUTIES ! /RICTE/ REGULATION ( SEXUAL LIFE & A RIGID PRACTICE ( NONVIOL5CE & TRU? 9 HUMAN RELATIONS1 :E!R ) MY [N C\NTRYM5 OR ) ,EUROPEANS4 7,H1 #c-#a-#a#i#c#f1 P#b#f#h7 ,M9E IS A LIFE FULL ( JOY 9 ! MID/ ( 9CESSANT WORK4 ,9 NOT WANT+ TO ?9K ( :AT TOMORR[ WILL BR+ = ME1 ,I FEEL AS FREE AS A BIRD44444 ,! ?\!/ LIMIT ( HUMILITY4 7,A1 P#c#g#a7 ,IF WE C\LD ]ASE ! ',IT'S' & ! ',M9E'S' FROM RELIGION1 POLITICS1 ECONOMICS1 ETC41 WE %ALL SOON BE FREE & BR+ HEAV5 UPON E>?4 7,Y,I1 #c-#i-#a#i#b#f1 P#c#c#f7 ,A DROP 9 ! OCEAN P>TAKES ( ! GREATNESS ( ITS P>5T1 AL?\< IT IS UNCONSCI\S ( IT4 ,BUT IT IS DRI$ UP AS SOON AS IT 5T]S UPON AN EXI/5CE 9DEP5D5T ( ! OCEAN4 ,WE DO NOT EXAGG]ATE :5 WE SAY ?AT LIFE IS A M]E BUBBLE4 ,A SEEK] AFT] TRU? CANNOT AF=D TO BE AN EGOTI/4 ,ONE :O W\LD SACRIFICE HIS LIFE = O!RS HAS H>DLY TIME TO RES]VE = HIMSELF A PLACE 9 ! SUN4 7,Y,I1 #a#f-#a-#a#i#c1 P#b7 ,!RE >E LIMITS TO ! CAPACITY ( AN 9DIVIDUAL1 & ! MOM5T HE FLATT]S HIMSELF ?AT HE CAN UND]TAKE ALL TASKS1 ,GOD IS !RE TO HUMBLE HIS PRIDE4 ,= MYSELF1 ,I AM GIFT$ ) 5\< HUMILITY TO LOOK EV5 TO BABES & SUCKL+ = HELP4 7,Y,I1 #a#b-#c-#a#i#c#a1 P#c#b7 ,FATES DECIDE MY UND]TAK+S = ME4 ,I NEV] GO TO SEE !M4 ,!Y COME TO ME ALMO/ 9 SPITE ( ME4 ,?AT HAS BE5 MY LOT ALL MY LIFE LONG1 9 ,S\? ,AFRICA AS WELL AS EV] S9CE MY RETURN TO ,9DIA4 7,Y,I1 #g-#e-#a#i#b#e1 P#a#f#c7 ,LITTLE ,BOOK ,KN[L$GE ,I ADMIT MY LIMITATIONS4 ,I HAVE NO UNIV]SITY $UCATION WOR? ! NAME4 ,MY HI< S*OOL C>E] WAS NEV] ABOVE ! AV]AGE4 ,I WAS ?ANKFUL IF ,I C\LD PASS MY EXAM9ATIONS4 ,DI/9CTION 9 ! S*OOL WAS BEYOND MY ASPIRATION4 7,H1 #i-#g-#a#i#c#h1 P#a#g#f7 ,DUR+ ! DAYS ( MY $UCATION ,I HAD READ PRACTICALLY NO?+ \TSIDE TEXTBOOKS1 & AFT] ,I LAUN*$ 9TO ACTIVE LIFE1 ,I HAD V]Y LITTLE TIME LEFT ME = READ+4 ,I CANNOT1 !RE=E1 CLAIM MU* BOOK KN[L$GE4 ,H[EV]1 ,I BELIEVE ,I HAVE NOT LO/ MU* BECAUSE ( ?IS 5=C$ RE/RA9T4 ,ON ! CONTR>Y1 ! LIMIT$ READ+ MAY BE SAID TO HAVE 5ABL$ ME ?OR\ATI1 5TITL+ IT ,S>VODAYA 7! WELF>E ( ALL74 ,I BELIEVE ?AT ,I DISCOV]$ SOME ( MY DEEPE/ CONVICTIONS REFLECT$ 9 ?IS GREAT BOOK ( ,RUSK91 & ?AT IS :Y IT SO CAPTIVAT$ ME & MADE ME TRANS=M MY LIFE4 7,A1 P#b#b7 ,I WAS LIV+ 9 ,S\? ,AFRICA !N4 ,IT WAS ! READ+ ( ,UNTO ,?IS ,LA/ ON A RAILWAY J\RNEY TO ,DURBAN1 9 #a#i#d1 :5 ,I WAS ?IRTY-FIVE1 ?AT MADE ME DECIDE TO *ANGE MY :OLE \TW>D LIFE4 ,!RE IS NO O!R WORD = IT1 ,RUSK9'S WORDS CAPTIVAT$ ME4 ,I READ ! BOOK 9 ONE GO & LAY AWAKE ALL ! FOLL[+ NILI]4 ,HE AFFECT$ ! 9N] BE+4 7,I,C,S1 P#b#d#e7 ,S]VICE ( ! ,POOR ,! HE>T'S E>NE/ & PURE DESIRE IS ALWAYS FULFILL$4 ,9 MY [N EXP]I5CE1 ,I HAVE (T5 SE5 ?IS RULE BE+ V]IFI$4 ,S]VICE ( ! POOR HAS BE5 MY HE>T'S DESIRE & IT HAS ALWAYS ?R[N ME AMONG ! POOR & 5ABL$ ME TO ID5TIFY MYSELF ) !M4 7,A1 P#a#a7 ,I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A LOVE = ! POOR ALL MY LIFE & 9 ABUNDANCE4 ,I C\LD CITE ILLU/RATIONS AFT] ILLU/RATIONS FROM MY PA/ LIFE ?AT IT WAS SOME?+ 9NATE 9 ME4 ,I HAVE NEV] FELT ?AT !RE WAS ANY DIFF]5CE BETWE5 ! POOR & ME4 ,I HAVE ALWAYS FELT T[>DS !M AS MY [N KI? & K94 7,H1 #a#a-#e-#a#i#c#e1 P#i#i7 ,I HAVE NO DESIRE = ! P]I%ABLE K+DOM ( E>?4 ,I AM /RIV+ = ! ,K+DOM ( ,HEAV5 :I* IS MOK%A4 ,TO ATTA9 MY 5D IT IS NOT NECESS>Y = ME TO SEEK ! %ELT] ( A CAVE4 ,I C>RY ONE AB\T ME1 IF ,I W\LD BUT KN[ IT4 ,A CAVE-DWELL] CAN BUILD CA/LES 9 ! AIR :]EAS A DWELL] 9 A PALACE1 LIKE ,JANAK1 HAS NO CA/LES TO BUILD4 ,! CAVE-DWELL] :O HOV]S R\ND ! WORLD ON ! W+S ( ?\$4 ,IT IS A RULE ( LIFE ) ME NEV] TO EXPLA9 MISREPRES5TATIONS EXCEPT :5 ! CAUSE REQUIRES CORRECTION4 ,?IS RULE HAS SAV$ MU* TIME & WORRY4 7,Y,I1 #b#g-#e-#a#i#b#f1 P#a#i#c7 ,I HAVE BE5 KN[N AS A CRANK1 FADDI/1 MAD MAN4 ,EVID5TLY ! REPUTATION IS WELL DES]V$4 ,= :]EV] ,I GO1 ,I DRAW TO MYSELF CRANKS1 FADDI/S & MAD MAN4 7,Y,I1 #a#c-#f-#a#i#b#i1 P#a#i#c7 ,PRACTICAL ,DREAM] ,I BELIEVE 9 ABSOLUTE ON5ESS ( ,GOD &1 !RE=E1 ALSO ( HUMANITY4 ,:AT ?\< WE HAVE MANY BODIES8 ,WE HAVE BUT ONE S\L4 ,! RAYS ( ! SUN >E MANY ?R\< REFRACTION4 ,BUT !Y HAVE ! SAME S\RCE4 ,I CANNOT1 !RE=E1 DETA* MYSELF FROM ! WICK$E/ S\L 7NOR MAY ,I BE D5I$ ID5TITY ) ! MO/ VIRTU\S74 ,:E!R1 !RE=E1 ,I WILL OR NOT1 ,I MU/ 9VOLVE 9 MY EXP]IM5T ! :OLE ( MY K9D4 ,NOR CAN ,I DO )\T EXP]IM5T4 ,LIFE IS BUT AN 5DLESS S]IES ( EXP]IM5TS4 7,Y,I1 #b#e-#i-#a#i#b#d1 P#c#a#c7 ,I MU/ BE TAK5 ) ALL MY FAULTS4 ,I AM A SE>*] AFT] TRU?4 ,MY EXP]IM5TS ,I HOLD TO BE 9F9ITELY MORE IMPORTANT ?AN ! BE/-EQUIPP$ ,HIMALAYAN EXP$ITIONS4 7,Y,I1 #c-#a#b-#a#i#b#e1 P #d#b#b7 ,IT HAS BE5 MY MIS=TUNE OR GOOD =TUNE TO TAKE ! WORLD BY SURPRISE4 ,NEW EXP]IM5TS1 OR OLD EXP]IM5TS 9 NEW /YLE1 MU/ SOMETIMES 5G5D] MISUND]/&+4 7,E,F1 P#a#c#b7 ,I AM 9DE$ A PRACTICAL DREAM]4 ,MY DREAMS >E NOT AIRY NO?+S4 ,I WANT TO CONV]T MY DREAMS 9TO REALITIES AS F> AS POSSIBLE4 7,H1 #a#g-#a#a-#a#i#c#c1 P #f7 ,IF ANY ACTION ( M9E CLAIM$ TO BE SPIRITUAL IS PROV$ TO BE UNPRACTICAL1 IT MU/ BE PRON\NC$ TO BE A FAILURE4 ,I DO BELIEVE ?AT ! MO/ SPIRITUAL ACT IS ! MO/ PRACTICAL 9 ! TRUE S5SE ( ! T]M4 7,H1 #a-#g-#a#i#c#i1 P #a#h#a7 ,MY ,FALLIBILITY ,I CLAIM TO BE A SIMPLE 9DIVIDUAL LIABLE TO ]R LIKE ANY O!R FELL[-MORTAL4 ,I [N1 H[EV]1 ?AT ,I HAVE HUMILITY 5\< 9 ME TO CONFESS MY ]RORS & TO RETRACE MY /EPS4 ,I [N ?AT ,I HAVE AN IMMOVABLE FAI? 9 ,GOD & ,HIS GOODNESS1 & UNCONSUMABLE PASSION = TRU? & LOVE4 ,BUT1 IS ?AT NOT :AT EV]Y P]SON HAS LAT5T 9 HIM8 7,Y,I1 #f-#e-#a#i#b#f1 P#a#f#d7 ,?OSE :O HAVE AT ALL FOLL[$ MY HUMBLE C>E] EV5 SUP]FICIALLY CANNOT HAVE FAIL$ TO OBS]VE ?AT NOT A S+LE ACT ( MY LIFE HAS BE5 DONE TO ! 9JURY ( ANY 9DIVIDUAL OR NATION44444 ,I CLAIM NO 9FALLIBILITY4 ,I AM CONSCI\S ( HAV+ MADE ,HIMALAYAN BLUND]S1 BUT ,I AM NOT CONSCI\S ( HAV+ MADE !M 9T5TIONALLY OR HAV+ EV5 H>BOR$ 5MITY T[>DS ANY P]SON OR NATION1 OR ANY LIFE1 HUMAN OR SUB-HUMAN4 7,E,F1 P#a#c#c7 ,I HAVE MADE ! FRANKE/ ADMISSION ( MY MANY S9S4 ,BUT ,I DO NOT C>RY !IR BURD5 ON MY %\LD]S4 ,IF ,I AM J\RNEY+ ,GODW>D1 AS ,I FEEL ,I AM1 IT IS SAFE ) ME4 ,= ,I FEEL ! W>M? ( ! SUN%9E ( ,HIS PRES5CE4 ,MY AU/]ITIES1 FA/+S & PRAY]S >E1 ,I KN[1 ( NO VALUE IF ,I RELY UPON !M = RE=M+ ME4 ,BUT !Y HAVE AN 9E/IMABLE VALUE1 IF !Y REPRES5T1 AS ,I HOPE !Y DO1 ! YE>N+S ( A S\L /RIV+ TO LAY HIS WE>Y HEAD 9 ! LAP ( HIS ,MAK]4 7,H1 #a#h-#d-#a#i#c#f1 P#g#g7 ,K9%IP ) ALL ,:5EV] ,I SEE AN ]R+ MAN1 ,I SAY TO MYSELF ,I HAVE ALSO ]R$2 :5 ,I SEE A LU/FUL MAN1 ,I SAY TO MYSELF SO WAS ,I ONCE2 & 9 ?IS WAY1 ,I FEEL K9%IP ) EV]YONE 9 ! WORLD & FEEL ?AT ,I CANNOT BE HAPPY )\T ! HUMBLE/ ( US BE+ HAPPY4 7,Y,I1 #a-#b-#a#i#b#g1 P#d#d7 ,I %ALL HAVE TO ANSW] MY ,GOD & MY ,MAK] IF ,I GIVE ANY ONE LESS ?AN HIS DUE1 BUT ,I AM SURE ?AT ,HE WILL BLESS ME IF ,HE KN[S ?AT ,I GAVE SOMEONE MORE ?AN HIS DUE4 7,Y,I1 #a-#c-#a#i#b#g1 P#h7 ,I AM TOO CONSCI\S ( ! IMP]FECTIONS ( ! SPECIES TO :I* ,I BELONG TO BE IRRITAT$ AGA9/ ANY S+LE MEMB] !RE(4 ,MY REM$Y IS TO DEAL ) ! WRONG :]EV] ,I SEE IT1 NOT TO HURT ! WRONG-DO]1 EV5 AS ,I W\LD NOT LIKE TO BE HURT = ! WRONGS ,I CONT9UALLY DO4 7,Y,I1 #a#b-#c-#a#i#c1 PP#h#i-#i7 ,I CAN TRU?FULLY SAY ?AT ,I AM SL[ TO SEE ! BLEMI%ES ( FELL[-BE+S1 BE+ MYSELF FULL ( !M &1 !RE=E1 BE+ 9 NE$ ( !IR *>ITY1 ,I HAVE LE>N$ NOT TO JUDGE ANY ONE H>%LY & TO MAKE ALL[ANCES = DEFECTS ?AT ,I MAY DETECT4 7,H1 #a#a-#c-#a#i#c#i1 P#d#g7 ,REG>D = ,OPPON5TS ,DIFF]5CES ( OP9ION %\LD NEV] MEAN HO/ILITY4 ,IF !Y DID1 MY WIFE & ,I %\LD BE SWORN 5EMIES ( ONE ANO!R4 ,I DO NOT KN[ TWO P]SONS 9 ! WORLD :O HAD NO DIFF]5CE ( OP9ION1 & AS ,I AM A FOLL[] ( ! ,GITA1 ,I HAVE ALWAYS ATTEMPT$ TO REG>D ?OSE :O DIFF] FROM ME ) ! SAME AFFECTION AS ,I HAVE = MY NE>E/ & DE>E/4 7,Y,I1 #a#g-#c-#a#i#b#g1 P#h#b7 ,IT IS TO ME A MATT] ( P]5NIAL SATISFACTION ?AT ,I RETA9 G5]ALLY ! AFFECTION & TRU/ ( ?OSE :OSE PR9CIPLES & POLICIES ,I OPPOSE4 ,! ,S\? ,AFRICANS GAVE ME P]SONALLY !IR CONFID5CE & EXT5D$ !IR FRI5D%IP4 ,9 SPITE ( MY D5UNCIATION ( ,BRITI% POLICY & SY/EM1 ,I 5JOY ! AFFECTION ( ?\S&S ( ,5GLI%M5 & WOM51 & 9 SPITE ( UNQUALIFI$ CONDEMNATION ( MOD]N MAT]IALI/IC CIVILIZATION1 ! CIRCLE ( ,EUROPEAN & ,AM]ICAN FRI5DS IS EV] WID5+4 ,IT IS AGA9 A TRIUMPH ( NONVIOL5CE4 7IBID1 P#h#f7 ,I CANNOT 9T5TIONALLY HURT ANY?+ ?AT LIVES1 MU* LESS FELL[-HUMAN BE+S1 EV5 ?\< !Y MAY DO ! GREATE/ WRONG TO ME & M9E4 7,Y,I1 #a#b-#c-#a#i#c1 P#i#c7 ,IT W\LD BE IMPOSSIBLE = ANY P]SON TO PO9T TO A S+LE ACT ( M9E DUR+ ! PA/ #e YE>S :I* C\LD BE PROV$ TO HAVE BE5 ANTAGONI/IC TO ANY P]SON OR COMMUNITY4 ,I HAVE NEV] BELIEV$ ANYONE TO BE MY 5EMY4 ,MY FAI? DEM&S ?AT ,I %\LD CONSID] NO ONE AS SU*4 ,I MAY NOT WI% ILL TO ANY?+ ?AT LIVES4 7,H1 #a#g-#a#a-#a#i#c#c1 P#d7 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,JANU>Y #e1 #bba 3 ,P>T #a1 ,*APT] #a -- ,ADD$4 ,JANU>Y #a#f1 #bbb 3 ,P>T #a1 ,*APT] #a -- ,UPDAT$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/