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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,ISABEL ,FLOR5CE ,HAPGOOD 

,TEXT 3 

0,TWO DAYS LAT] ,I />T$ = ! ASSEMBLY1 HAV+ BID F>EWELL TO MY WIFE 9 AN EXCELL5T & TRANQUIL /ATE ( M9D4 ,9 ! DI/RICT !RE WAS ALWAYS MU* TO BE DONE4 ,IT WAS A WORLD & A LIFE AP>T4 ,DUR+ TWO DAYS ,I SP5T T5 H\RS AT ! SESSIONS4 ,! EV5+ ( ! SECOND DAY1 ON RETURN+ TO MY DI/RICT LODG+S1 ,I F\ND A LETT] FROM MY WIFE1 TELL+ ME ( ! *ILDR51 ( !IR UNCLE1 ( ! S]VANTS1 &1 AMONG O!R ?+S1 AS IF IT W]E P]FECTLY NATURAL1 ?AT ,TR\KHAT*EVSKY HAD BE5 AT ! H\SE1 & HAD BR\<T H] ! PROMIS$ SCORES4 ,HE HAD ALSO PROPOS$ ?AT !Y PLAY AGA91 BUT %E HAD REFUS$4 

0,= MY P>T1 ,I DID NOT REMEMB] AT ALL ?AT HE HAD PROMIS$ ANY SCORE4 ,IT HAD SEEM$ TO ME ON ,SUNDAY EV5+ ?AT HE TOOK A DEF9ITE LEAVE1 & = ?IS REASON ! NEWS GAVE ME A DISAGREEABLE SURPRISE4 ,I READ ! LETT] AGA94 ,!RE WAS SOME?+ T5D] & TIMID AB\T IT4 ,IT PRODUC$ AN EXTREMELY PA9FUL IMPRESSION UPON ME4 ,MY HE>T SWELL$1 & ! MAD BEA/ ( JEAL\SY BEGAN TO RO> 9 HIS LAIR1 & SEEM$ TO WANT TO LEAP UPON HIS PREY4 ,BUT ,I WAS AFRAID ( ?IS BEA/1 & ,I IMPOS$ SIL5CE UPON IT4 

0,:AT AN ABOM9ABLE S5TIM5T IS JEAL\SY6 ',:AT C\LD BE MORE NATURAL ?AN :AT %E HAS WRITT58' SAID ,I TO MYSELF4 ,I W5T TO B$1 ?9K+ MYSELF TRANQUIL AGA94 ,I ?\<T ( ! BUS9ESS ?AT REMA9$ TO BE DONE1 & ,I W5T TO SLEEP )\T ?9K+ ( H]4 

0,DUR+ !SE ASSEMBLIES ( ! ,ZEM/VO ,I ALWAYS SLEPT BADLY 9 MY /RANGE QU>T]S4 ,?AT NI<T ,I W5T TO SLEEP DIRECTLY1 BUT1 AS SOMETIMES HAPP5S1 A SORT ( SUDD5 %OCK AWOKE ME4 ,I ?\<T IMM$IATELY ( H]1 ( MY PHYSICAL LOVE = H]1 ( ,TR\KHAT*EVSKY1 & ?AT BETWE5 !M EV]Y?+ HAD HAPP5$4 ,& A FEEL+ ( RAGE COMPRESS$ MY HE>T1 & ,I TRI$ TO QUIET MYSELF4 

0',H[ /UPID6' SAID ,I TO MYSELF2 '!RE IS NO REASON1 NONE AT ALL4 ,& :Y HUMILIATE \RSELVES1 H]SELF & MYSELF1 & ESPECIALLY MYSELF1 BY SUPPOS+ SU* HORRORS8 ,?IS M]C5>Y VIOL9I/1 KN[N AS A BAD MAN1--%ALL ,I ?9K ( HIM 9 CONNECTION ) A RESPECTABLE WOMAN1 ! MO!R ( A FAMILY1 ,M,Y WIFE8 ,H[ SILLY6' ,BUT ON ! O!R H&1 ,I SAID TO MYSELF3 ',:Y %\LD IT NOT HAPP58' 

0,:Y8 ,WAS IT NOT ! SAME SIMPLE & 9TELLIGIBLE FEEL+ 9 ! NAME ( :I* ,I M>RI$1 9 ! NAME ( :I* ,I WAS LIV+ ) H]1 ! ONLY ?+ ,I WANT$ ( H]1 & ?AT :I*1 CONSEQU5TLY1 O!RS DESIR$1 ?IS MUSICIAN AMONG ! RE/8 ,HE WAS NOT M>RI$1 WAS 9 GOOD HEAL? 7,I REMEMB] H[ HIS TEE? GR\ND ! GRI/LE ( ! CUTLETS1 & H[ EAG]LY HE EMPTI$ ! GLASS ( W9E ) HIS R$ LIPS71 WAS C>EFUL ( HIS P]SON1 WELL F$1 & NOT ONLY )\T PR9CIPLES1 BUT EVID5TLY ) ! PR9CIPLE ?AT ONE %\LD TAKE ADVANTAGE ( ! PLEASURE ?AT (F]S ITSELF4 ,!RE WAS A BOND BETWE5 !M1 MUSIC1--! MO/ REF9$ =M ( S5SUAL VOLUPTU\SNESS4 ,:AT WAS !RE TO RE/RA9 !M8 ,NO?+4 ,EV]Y?+1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 ATTRACT$ !M4 ,& %E1 %E HAD BE5 & HAD REMA9$ A MY/]Y4 ,I DID NOT KN[ H]4 ,I KNEW H] ONLY AS AN ANIMAL1 & AN ANIMAL NO?+ CAN OR %\LD RE/RA94 ,& N[ ,I REMEMB] !IR FACES ON ,SUNDAY EV5+1 :51 AFT] ! ',KREUTZ] ,SONATA1' !Y PLAY$ A PASSIONATE PIECE1 WRITT5 ,I KN[ NOT BY :OM1 BUT A PIECE PASSIONATE TO ! PO9T ( OBSC5ITY4 

0',H[ C\LD ,I HAVE GONE AWAY8' SAID ,I TO MYSELF1 AS ,I RECALL$ !IR FACES4 ',WAS IT NOT CLE> ?AT BETWE5 !M EV]Y?+ WAS DONE ?AT EV5+8 ,WAS IT NOT CLE> ?AT BETWE5 !M NOT ONLY !RE W]E NO MORE OB/ACLES1 BUT ?AT BO?--ESPECIALLY %E--FELT A C]TA9 %AME AFT] :AT HAD HAPP5$ AT ! PIANO8 ,H[ WEAKLY1 PITIABLY1 HAPPILY %E SMIL$1 AS %E WIP$ ! P]SPIRATION FROM H] R$D5$ FACE6 ,!Y ALREADY AVOID$ EA* O!R'S EYES1 & ONLY AT ! SUPP]1 :5 %E P\R$ SOME WAT] = HIM1 DID !Y LOOK AT EA* O!R & SMILE IMP]CEPTIBLY4' 

0,N[ ,I REMEMB] ) FRI<T ?AT LOOK & ?AT SC>CELY P]CEPTIBLE SMILE4 ',YES1 EV]Y?+ HAS HAPP5$1' A VOICE SAID TO ME1 & DIRECTLY ANO!R SAID ! OPPOSITE4 ',>E Y\ MAD8 ,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE6' SAID ! SECOND VOICE4 

0,IT WAS TOO PA9FUL TO ME TO REMA9 ?US /RET*$ 9 ! D>KNESS4 ,I /RUCK A MAT*1 & ! LITTLE YELL[-PAP]$ ROOM FRI<T5$ ME4 ,I LI<T$ A CIG>ETTE1 &1 AS ALWAYS HAPP5S1 :5 ONE TURNS 9 A CIRCLE ( 9EXTRICABLE CONTRADICTION1 ,I BEGAN TO SMOKE4 ,I SMOK$ CIG>ETTE AFT] CIG>ETTE TO DULL MY S5SES1 ?AT ,I MI<T NOT SEE MY CONTRADICTIONS4 ,ALL NI<T ,I DID NOT SLEEP1 & AT FIVE O'CLOCK1 :5 IT WAS NOT YET LI<T1 ,I DECID$ ?AT ,I C\LD /& ?IS /RA9 NO LONG]1 & ?AT ,I W\LD LEAVE DIRECTLY4 ,!RE WAS A TRA9 AT EI<T O'CLOCK4 ,I AWAK5$ ! KEEP] :O WAS ACT+ AS MY S]VANT1 & S5T HIM TO LOOK = HORSES4 ,TO ! ASSEMBLY ( ,ZEM/VO ,I S5T A MESSAGE ?AT ,I WAS CALL$ BACK TO ,MOSC[ BY PRESS+ BUS9ESS1 & ?AT ,I BEGG$ !M TO SUB/ITUTE = ME A MEMB] ( ! ,COMMITTEE4 ,AT EI<T O'CLOCK ,I GOT 9TO A T>ANTASS & />T$ (F40 

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