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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,B5JAM9 ,R4 ,TUCK] 

,TEXT 3 

0,YES1 SO IT IS2 & ?AT W5T F>!R & F>!R ) ALL SORTS ( V>IATIONS4 ,MY ,GOD6 :5 ,I REMEMB] ALL MY C[>DLY ACTS & BAD DE$S1 ,I AM FRI<T5$4 ,& ,I REMEMB] ?AT 'ME' :O1 DUR+ ?AT P]IOD1 WAS /ILL ! BUTT ( HIS COMRADES' RIDICULE ON ACC\NT ( HIS 9NOC5CE4 

0,& :5 ,I HE> PEOPLE TALK ( ! GILD$ Y\?1 ( ! (FIC]S1 ( ! ,P>ISIANS1 & ALL !SE G5TLEM51 & MYSELF1 LIV+ WILD LIVES AT ! AGE ( ?IRTY1 & :O HAVE ON \R CONSCI5CES HUNDR$S ( CRIMES T[>D WOM51 T]RIBLE & V>I$1 :5 WE 5T] A P>LOR OR A BALL-ROOM1 WA%$1 %AV51 & P]FUM$1 ) V]Y :ITE L951 9 DRESS COATS OR 9 UNI=M1 AS EMBLEMS ( PURITY1 OH1 ! DISGU/6 ,!RE WILL SURELY COME A TIME1 AN EPO*1 :5 ALL !SE LIVES & ALL ?IS C[>DICE WILL BE UNVEIL$6 

0,SO1 NEV]!LESS1 ,I LIV$1 UNTIL ! AGE ( ?IRTY1 )\T AB&ON+ = A M9UTE MY 9T5TION ( M>RY+1 & BUILD+ AN ELEVAT$ CONJUGAL LIFE2 & ) ?IS 9 VIEW ,I WAT*$ ALL Y\NG GIRLS :O MI<T SUIT ME4 ,I WAS BURI$ 9 ROTT5NESS1 & AT ! SAME TIME ,I LOOK$ = VIRG9S1 :OSE PURITY WAS WOR?Y ( ME6 ,MANY ( !M W]E REJECT$3 !Y DID NOT SEEM TO ME PURE 5\<6 

0,F9ALLY ,I F\ND ONE ?AT ,I CONSID]$ ON A LEVEL ) MYSELF4 ,%E WAS ONE ( TWO DAU<T]S ( A L&$ PROPRIETOR ( ,P5ZA1 =M]LY V]Y RI* & S9CE RU9$4 ,TO TELL ! TRU?1 )\T FALSE MODE/Y1 !Y PURSU$ ME & F9ALLY CAPTUR$ ME4 ,! MO!R 7! FA!R WAS AWAY7 LAID ALL SORTS ( TRAPS1 & ONE ( !SE1 A TRIP 9 A BOAT1 DECID$ MY FUTURE4 

0,I MADE UP MY M9D AT ! 5D ( ! A=ESAID TRIP ONE NI<T1 BY MOONLI<T1 ON \R WAY HOME1 :ILE ,I WAS SITT+ BESIDE H]4 ,I ADMIR$ H] SL5D] BODY1 :OSE *>M+ %APE WAS MOLD$ BY A J]SEY1 & H] CURL+ HAIR1 & ,I SUDD5LY CONCLUD$ ?AT ,?,I,S ,W,A,S ,%,E4 ,IT SEEM$ TO ME ON ?AT BEAUTIFUL EV5+ ?AT %E UND]/OOD ALL ?AT ,I ?\<T & FELT1 & ,I ?\<T & FELT ! MO/ ELEVAT+ ?+S4 

0,REALLY1 IT WAS ONLY ! J]SEY ?AT WAS SO BECOM+ TO H]1 & H] CURLY HAIR1 & ALSO ! FACT ?AT ,I HAD SP5T ! DAY BESIDE H]1 & ?AT ,I DESIR$ A MORE 9TIMATE RELATION4 

0,I RETURN$ HOME 5?USIA/IC1 & ,I P]SUAD$ MYSELF ?AT %E REALIZ$ ! HI<E/ P]FECTION1 & ?AT = ?AT REASON %E WAS WOR?Y TO BE MY WIFE1 & ! NEXT DAY ,I MADE TO H] A PROPOSAL ( M>RIAGE4 

0,NO1 SAY :AT Y\ WILL1 WE LIVE 9 SU* AN ABYSS ( FALSEHOOD1 ?AT1 UNLESS SOME EV5T /RIKES US A BL[ ON ! HEAD1 AS 9 MY CASE1 WE CANNOT AWAK54 ,:AT CONFUSION6 ,\T ( ! ?\S&S ( M5 :O M>RY1 NOT ONLY AMONG US1 BUT ALSO AMONG ! PEOPLE1 SC>CELY WILL Y\ F9D A S+LE ONE :O HAS NOT PREVI\SLY M>RI$ AT LEA/ T5 TIMES4 7,IT IS TRUE ?AT !RE N[ EXI/1 AT LEA/ SO ,I HAVE HE>D1 PURE Y\NG PEOPLE :O FEEL & KN[ ?AT ?IS IS NOT A JOKE1 BUT A S]I\S MATT]4 ,MAY ,GOD COME TO !IR AID6 ,BUT 9 MY TIME !RE WAS NOT TO BE F\ND ONE SU* 9 A ?\S&47 

0,& ALL KN[ IT1 & PRET5D NOT TO KN[ IT4 ,9 ALL ! NOVELS >E DESCRIB$ D[N TO ! SMALLE/ DETAILS ! FEEL+S ( ! *>ACT]S1 ! LAKES & BRAMBLES >\ND :I* !Y WALK2 BUT1 :5 IT COMES TO DESCRIB+ !IR ,G,R,E,A,T LOVE1 NOT A WORD IS BREA!D ( :AT ,H,E1 ! 9T]E/+ *>ACT]1 HAS PREVI\SLY DONE1 NOT A WORD AB\T HIS FREQU5T+ ( DISREPUTABLE H\SES1 OR HIS ASSOCIATION ) NURS]Y-MAIDS1 COOKS1 & ! WIVES ( O!RS4 

0,& IF ANY?+ IS SAID ( !SE ?+S1 SU* ,I,M,P,R,O,P,] NOVELS >E NOT ALL[$ 9 ! H&S ( Y\NG GIRLS4 ,ALL M5 HAVE ! AIR ( BELIEV+1 9 PRES5CE ( MAID5S1 ?AT !SE CORRUPT PLEASURES1 9 :I* ,E,V,],Y,B,O,D,Y TAKES P>T1 DO NOT EXI/1 OR EXI/ ONLY TO A V]Y SMALL EXT5T4 ,!Y PRET5D IT SO C>EFULLY ?AT !Y SUCCE$ 9 CONV9C+ !MSELVES ( IT4 ,AS = ! POOR Y\NG GIRLS1 !Y BELIEVE IT QUITE S]I\SLY1 JU/ AS MY POOR WIFE BELIEV$ IT4 

0,I REMEMB] ?AT1 BE+ ALREADY 5GAG$1 ,I %[$ H] MY 'MEMOIRS1' FROM :I* %E C\LD LE>N MORE OR LESS ( MY PA/1 & ESPECIALLY MY LA/ LIAISON :I* %E MI<T P]HAPS HAVE DISCOV]$ ?R\< ! GOSSIP ( SOME ?IRD P>TY4 ,IT WAS = ?IS LA/ REASON1 = ?AT MATT]1 ?AT ,I FELT ! NECESSITY ( COMMUNICAT+ !SE MEMOIRS TO H]4 ,I CAN /ILL SEE H] FRI<T1 H] DESPAIR1 H] BEWILD]M5T1 :5 %E HAD LE>N$ & UND]/OOD IT4 ,%E WAS ON ! PO9T ( BREAK+ ! 5GAGEM5T4 ,:AT A LUCKY ?+ IT W\LD HAVE BE5 = BO? ( US60 

,POSDNI*EFF WAS SIL5T = A MOM5T1 & !N RESUM$3-- 

0,AFT] ALL1 NO6 ,IT IS BETT] ?AT ?+S HAPP5$ AS !Y DID1 BETT]60 HE CRI$4 0,IT WAS A GOOD ?+ = ME4 ,BESIDES1 IT MAKES NO DIFF]5CE4 ,I WAS SAY+ ?AT 9 !SE CASES IT IS ! POOR Y\NG GIRLS :O >E DECEIV$4 ,AS = ! MO!RS1 ! MO!RS ESPECIALLY1 9=M$ BY !IR HUSB&S1 !Y KN[ ALL1 &1 :ILE PRET5D+ TO BELIEVE 9 ! PURITY ( ! Y\NG MAN1 !Y ACT AS IF !Y DID NOT BELIEVE 9 IT4 

0,!Y KN[ :AT BAIT MU/ BE HELD \T TO PEOPLE = !MSELVES & !IR DAU<T]S4 ,WE M5 S9 ?R\< IGNORANCE1 & A DET]M9ATION NOT TO LE>N4 ,AS = ! WOM51 !Y KN[ V]Y WELL ?AT ! NOBLE/ & MO/ POETIC LOVE1 AS WE CALL IT1 DEP5DS1 NOT ON MORAL QUALITIES1 BUT ON ! PHYSICAL 9TIMACY1 & ALSO ON ! MANN] ( DO+ ! HAIR1 & ! COLOR & %APE4 

0,ASK AN EXP]I5C$ COQUETTE1 :O HAS UND]TAK5 TO S$UCE A MAN1 :I* %E W\LD PREF]1--TO BE CONVICT$1 9 PRES5CE ( ! MAN :OM %E IS 5GAG$ 9 CONQU]+1 ( FALSEHOOD1 P]V]SITY1 CRUELTY1 OR TO APPE> BE=E HIM 9 AN ILL-FITT+ DRESS1 OR A DRESS ( AN UNBECOM+ COLOR4 ,%E WILL PREF] ! FIR/ ALT]NATIVE4 ,%E KN[S V]Y WELL ?AT WE SIMPLY LIE :5 WE TALK ( \R ELEVAT$ S5TIM5TS1 ?AT WE SEEK ONLY ! POSSESSION ( H] BODY1 & ?AT BECAUSE ( ?AT WE WILL =GIVE H] EV]Y SORT ( BAS5ESS1 BUT WILL NOT =GIVE H] A CO/UME ( AN UGLY %ADE1 )\T TA/E OR FIT4 

0,& !SE ?+S %E KN[S BY REASON1 :]E AS ! MAID5 KN[S !M ONLY BY 9/9CT1 LIKE ! ANIMAL4 ,H5CE !SE ABOM9ABLE J]SEYS1 !SE >TIFICIAL HUMPS ON ! BACK1 !SE B>E %\LD]S1 >MS1 & ?ROATS4 

0,WOM51 ESPECIALLY ?OSE :O HAVE PASS$ ?R\< ! S*OOL ( M>RIAGE1 KN[ V]Y WELL ?AT CONV]SATIONS UPON ELEVAT$ SUBJECTS >E ONLY CONV]SATIONS1 & ?AT MAN SEEKS & DESIRES ! BODY & ALL ?AT ORNAM5TS ! BODY4 ,CONSEQU5TLY1 !Y ACT ACCORD+LY8 ,IF WE REJECT CONV5TIONAL EXPLANATIONS1 & VIEW ! LIFE ( \R UPP] & L[] CLASSES AS IT IS1 ) ALL ITS %AMELESSNESS1 IT IS ONLY A VA/ P]V]SITY4 ,Y\ DO NOT %>E ?IS OP9ION8 ,P]MIT ME1 ,I AM GO+ TO PROVE IT TO Y\ 7SAID HE1 9T]RUPT+ ME74 

0,Y\ SAY ?AT ! WOM5 ( \R SOCIETY LIVE = A DIFF]5T 9T]E/ FROM ?AT :I* ACTUATES FALL5 WOM54 ,& ,I SAY NO1 & ,I AM GO+ TO PROVE IT TO Y\4 ,IF BE+S DIFF] FROM ONE ANO!R ACCORD+ TO ! PURPOSE ( !IR LIFE1 ACCORD+ TO !IR ,9,N,] ,L,I,F,E1 ?IS WILL NECESS>ILY BE REFLECT$ ALSO 9 !IR ,\,T,] ,L,I,F,E1 & !IR EXT]IOR WILL BE V]Y DIFF]5T4 ,WELL1 !N1 COMP>E ! WRET*$1 ! DESPIS$1 ) ! WOM5 ( ! HI<E/ SOCIETY3 ! SAME DRESSES1 ! SAME FA%IONS1 ! SAME P]FUM]IES1 ! SAME PASSION = JEWELRY1 = BRILLIANT & V]Y EXP5SIVE >TICLES1 ! SAME AMUSEM5TS1 DANCES1 MUSIC1 & SONGS4 ,! =M] ATTRACT BY ALL POSSIBLE MEANS2 SO DO ! LATT]4 ,NO DIFF]5CE1 NONE :ATEV]6 

0,YES1 & ,I1 TOO1 WAS CAPTIVAT$ BY J]SEYS1 BU/LES1 & CURLY HAIR40 

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