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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,B5JAM9 ,R4 ,TUCK] 

,TEXT 3 

0,WELL1 ,I AM GO+ !N TO TELL Y\ MY LIFE1 & MY :OLE FRI<TFUL HI/ORY1--YES1 FRI<TFUL4 ,& ! /ORY ITSELF IS MORE FRI<TFUL ?AN ! \TCOME40 

,HE BECAME SIL5T = A MOM5T1 PASS$ HIS H&S OV] HIS EYES1 & BEGAN3-- 

0,TO BE UND]/OOD CLE>LY1 ! :OLE MU/ BE TOLD FROM ! BEG9N+4 ,IT MU/ BE TOLD H[ & :Y ,I M>RI$1 & :AT ,I WAS BE=E MY M>RIAGE4 ,FIR/1 ,I WILL TELL Y\ :O ,I AM4 ,! SON ( A RI* G5TLEMAN ( ! /EPPES1 AN OLD M>%AL ( ! NOBILITY1 ,I WAS A ,UNIV]SITY PUPIL1 A GRADUATE ( ! LAW S*OOL4 ,I M>RI$ 9 MY ?IRTIE? YE>4 ,BUT BE=E TALK+ TO Y\ ( MY M>RIAGE1 ,I MU/ TELL Y\ H[ ,I LIV$ =M]LY1 & :AT IDEAS ,I HAD ( CONJUGAL LIFE4 ,I L$ ! LIFE ( SO MANY O!R SO-CALL$ RESPECTABLE PEOPLE1--?AT IS1 9 DEBAU*]Y4 ,& LIKE ! MAJORITY1 :ILE LEAD+ ! LIFE ( A DEBAU*E1 ,I WAS CONV9C$ ?AT ,I WAS A MAN ( IRREPROA*ABLE MORALITY4 

0,! IDEA ?AT ,I HAD ( MY MORALITY >OSE FROM ! FACT ?AT 9 MY FAMILY !RE WAS NO KN[L$GE ( ?OSE SPECIAL DEBAU*]IES1 SO COMMON 9 ! SURR\ND+S ( L&-[N]S1 & ALSO FROM ! FACT ?AT MY FA!R & MY MO!R DID NOT DECEIVE EA* O!R4 ,9 CONSEQU5CE ( ?IS1 ,I HAD BUILT FROM *ILDHOOD A DREAM ( HI< & POETICAL CONJUGAL LIFE4 ,MY WIFE WAS TO BE P]FECTION ITSELF1 \R MUTUAL LOVE WAS TO BE 9COMP>ABLE1 ! PURITY ( \R CONJUGAL LIFE /A9LESS4 ,I ?\<T ?US1 & ALL ! TIME ,I M>VEL$ AT ! NOBILITY ( MY PROJECTS4 

0,AT ! SAME TIME1 ,I PASS$ T5 YE>S ( MY ADULT LIFE )\T HURRY+ T[>D M>RIAGE1 & ,I L$ :AT ,I CALL$ ! WELL-REGULAT$ & REASONABLE LIFE ( A BA*ELOR4 ,I WAS PR\D ( IT BE=E MY FRI5DS1 & BE=E ALL M5 ( MY AGE :O AB&ON$ !MSELVES TO ALL SORTS ( SPECIAL REF9EM5TS4 ,I WAS NOT A S$UC]1 ,I HAD NO UNNATURAL TA/ES1 ,I DID NOT MAKE DEBAU*]Y ! PR9CIPAL OBJECT ( MY LIFE2 BUT ,I F\ND PLEASURE )9 ! LIMITS ( SOCIETY'S RULES1 & 9NOC5TLY BELIEV$ MYSELF A PR(\NDLY MORAL BE+4 ,! WOM5 ) :OM ,I HAD RELATIONS DID NOT BELONG TO ME ALONE1 & ,I ASK$ ( !M NO?+ BUT ! PLEASURE ( ! MOM5T4 

0,9 ALL ?IS ,I SAW NO?+ ABNORMAL4 ,ON ! CONTR>Y1 FROM ! FACT ?AT ,I DID NOT 5GAGE MY HE>T1 BUT PAID 9 CA%1 ,I SUPPOS$ ?AT ,I WAS HONE/4 ,I AVOID$ ?OSE WOM5 :O1 BY ATTA*+ !MSELVES TO ME1 OR PRES5T+ ME ) A *ILD1 C\LD B9D MY FUTURE4 ,MOREOV]1 P]HAPS !RE MAY HAVE BE5 *ILDR5 OR ATTA*M5TS2 BUT ,I SO >RANG$ MATT]S ?AT ,I C\LD NOT BECOME AW>E ( !M4 

0,& LIV+ ?US1 ,I CONSID]$ MYSELF A P]FECTLY HONE/ MAN4 ,I DID NOT UND]/& ?AT DEBAU*]Y DOES NOT CONSI/ SIMPLY 9 PHYSICAL ACTS1 ?AT NO MATT] :AT PHYSICAL IGNOM9Y DOES NOT YET CON/ITUTE DEBAU*]Y1 & ?AT REAL DEBAU*]Y CONSI/S 9 FRE$OM FROM ! MORAL BONDS T[>D A WOMAN ) :OM ONE 5T]S 9TO C>NAL RELATIONS1 & ,I REG>D$ ,?,I,S ,F,R,E,$,O,M AS A M]IT4 ,I REMEMB] ?AT ,I ONCE TORTUR$ MYSELF EXCE$+LY = HAV+ =GOTT5 TO PAY A WOMAN :O PROBABLY HAD GIV5 H]SELF TO ME ?R\< LOVE4 ,I ONLY BECAME TRANQUIL AGA9 :51 HAV+ S5T H] ! MONEY1 ,I HAD ?US %[N H] ?AT ,I DID NOT CONSID] MYSELF AS 9 ANY WAY B\ND TO H]4 ,OH1 DO NOT %AKE Y\R HEAD AS IF Y\ W]E 9 AGREEM5T ) ME 7HE CRI$ SUDD5LY ) VEHEM5CE74 ,I KN[ !SE TRICKS4 ,ALL ( Y\1 & Y\ ESPECIALLY1 IF Y\ >E NOT A R>E EXCEPTION1 HAVE ! SAME IDEAS ?AT ,I HAD !N4 ,IF Y\ >E 9 AGREEM5T ) ME1 IT IS N[ ONLY4 ,=M]LY Y\ DID NOT ?9K SO4 ,NO MORE DID ,I2 &1 IF ,I HAD BE5 TOLD :AT ,I HAVE JU/ TOLD Y\1 ?AT :I* HAS HAPP5$ W\LD NOT HAVE HAPP5$4 ,H[EV]1 IT IS ALL ! SAME4 ,EXCUSE ME 7HE CONT9U$73 ! TRU? IS ?AT IT IS FRI<TFUL1 FRI<TFUL1 FRI<TFUL1 ?IS ABYSS ( ]RORS & DEBAU*]IES 9 :I* WE LIVE FACE TO FACE ) ! REAL QUE/ION ( ! RI<TS ( WOMAN40 4 4 4 

0,:AT DO Y\ MEAN BY ! 'REAL' QUE/ION ( ! RI<TS ( WOMAN80 

0,! QUE/ION ( ! NATURE ( ?IS SPECIAL BE+1 ORGANIZ$ O!RWISE ?AN MAN1 & H[ ?IS BE+ & MAN \<T TO VIEW ! WIFE4 4 4 40 

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