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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

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,ANO!R TWO WEEKS W5T BY 9 ?IS WAY & DUR+ ?AT =TNI<T AN EV5 OCCURR$ ?AT ,IVAN ,ILY* & HIS WIFE HAD DESIR$4  ,PETRI%*EV =MALLY PROPOS$4  ,IT HAPP5$ 9 ! EV5+4  ,! NEXT DAY ,PRASKOVYA ,F$OROVNA CAME 9TO H] HUSB&'S ROOM CONSID]+ H[ BE/ TO 9=M HIM ( IT1 BUT ?AT V]Y NI<T !RE HAD BE5 A FRE% *ANGE = ! WORSE 9 HIS CONDITION4  ,%E F\ND HIM /ILL LY+ ON ! S(A BUT 9 A DIFF]5T POSITION4  ,HE LAY ON HIS BACK1 GROAN+ & />+ FIX$LY /RAI<T 9 FRONT ( HIM4  

,%E BEGAN TO REM9D HIM ( HIS M$IC9ES1 BUT HE TURN$ HIS EYES T[>DS H] ) SU* A LOOK ?AT %E DID NOT F9I% :AT %E WAS SAY+2 SO GREAT AN ANIMOSITY1 TO H] 9 P>TICUL>1 DID ?AT LOOK EXPRESS4  

0,= ,*RI/'S SAKE LET ME DIE 9 PEACE60 HE SAID4  

,%E W\LD HAVE GONE AWAY1 BUT JU/ !N !IR DAU<T] CAME 9 & W5T UP TO SAY GOOD MORN+4  ,HE LOOK$ AT H] AS HE HAD DONE AT HIS WIFE1 & 9 REPLY TO H] 9QUIRY AB\T HIS HEAL? SAID DRYLY ?AT HE W\LD SOON FREE !M ALL ( HIMSELF4  ,!Y W]E BO? SIL5T & AFT] SITT+ ) HIM = A :ILE W5T AWAY4  

0,IS IT \R FAULT80 ,LISA SAID TO H] MO!R4  0,IT'S AS IF WE W]E TO BLAME6  ,I AM SORRY = PAPA1 BUT :Y %\LD WE BE TORTUR$80  

,! DOCTOR CAME AT HIS USUAL TIME4  ,IVAN ,ILY* ANSW]$ 0,YES0 & 0,NO10 NEV] TAK+ HIS ANGRY EYES FROM HIM1 & AT LA/ SAID3  0,Y\ KN[ Y\ CAN DO NO?+ = ME1 SO LEAVE ME ALONE40  

0,WE CAN EASE Y\R SUFF]+S40  

0,Y\ CAN'T EV5 DO ?AT4  ,LET ME BE40  

,! DOCTOR W5T 9TO ! DRAW+ ROOM & TOLD ,PRASKOVYA ,F$OROVNA ?AT ! CASE WAS V]Y S]I\S & ?AT ! ONLY RES\RCE LEFT WAS OPIUM TO ALLAY H] HUSB&'S SUFF]+S1 :I* MU/ BE T]RIBLE4  

,IT WAS TRUE1 AS ! DOCTOR SAID1 ?AT ,IVAN ,ILY*'S PHYSICAL SUFF]+S W]E T]RIBLE1 BUT WORSE ?AN ! PHYSICAL SUFF]+S W]E HIS M5TAL SUFF]+S :I* W]E HIS *IEF TORTURE4  

,HIS M5TAL SUFF]+S W]E DUE TO ! FACT ?AT ?AT NI<T1 AS HE LOOK$ AT ,G]ASIM'S SLEEPY1 GOOD-NATUR$ FACE ) IT PROM95T *EEK-BONES1 ! QUE/ION SUDD5LY OCCURR$ TO HIM3  0,:AT IF MY :OLE LIFE HAS BE5 WRONG80  

,IT OCCURR$ TO HIM ?AT :AT HAD APPE>$ P]FECTLY IMPOSSIBLE BE=E1 NAMELY ?AT HE HAD NOT SP5T HIS LIFE AS HE %\LD HAVE DONE1 MI<T AFT] ALL BE TRUE4  ,IT OCCURR$ TO HIM ?AT HIS SC>CELY P]CEPTIBLE ATTEMPTS TO /RUGGLE AGA9/ :AT WAS CONSID]$ GOOD BY ! MO/ HI<LY PLAC$ PEOPLE1 ?OSE SC>CELY NOTICEABLE IMPULSES :I* HE HAD IMM$IATELY SUPPRESS$1 MI<T HAVE BE5 ! REAL ?+1 & ALL ! RE/ FALSE4  ,& HIS PR(ESSIONAL DUTIES & ! :OLE >RANGEM5T ( HIS LIFE & ( HIS FAMILY1 & ALL HIS SOCIAL & (FICIAL 9T]E/S1 MI<T ALL HAVE BE5 FALSE4  ,HE TRI$ TO DEF5D ALL ?OSE ?+S TO HIMSELF & SUDD5LY FELT ! WEAKNESS ( :AT HE WAS DEF5D+4  ,!RE WAS NO?+ TO DEF5D4  

0,BUT IF ?AT IS SO10 HE SAID TO HIMSELF1 0& I AM LEAV+ ?IS LIFE ) ! CONSCI\SNESS ?AT ,I HAVE LO/ ALL ?AT WAS GIV5 ME & IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO RECTIFY IT -- :AT !N80  

,HE LAY ON HIS BACK & BEGAN TO PASS HIS LIFE 9 REVIEW 9 QUITE A NEW WAY4  ,9 ! MORN+ :5 HE SAW FIR/ HIS FOOTMAN1 !N HIS WIFE1 !N HIS DAU<T]1 & !N ! DOCTOR1 !IR EV]Y WORD & MOVEM5T CONFIRM$ TO HIM ! AWFUL TRU? ?AT HAD BE5 REVEAL$ TO HIM DUR+ ! NI<T4  ,9 !M HE SAW HIMSELF -- ALL ?AT = :I* HE HAD LIV$ -- & SAW CLE>LY ?AT IT WAS NOT REAL AT ALL1 BUT A T]RIBLE & HUGE DECEPTION :I* HAD HIDD5 BO? LIFE & DEA?4  ,?IS CONSCI\SNESS 9T5SIFI$ HIS PHYSICAL SUFF]+ T5FOLD4  ,HE GROAN$ & TOSS$ AB\T1 & PULL$ AT HIS CLO?+ :I* *OK$ & /IFL$ HIM4  ,& HE HAT$ !M ON ?AT ACC\NT4  

,HE WAS GIV5 A L>GE DOSE ( OPIUM & BECAME UNCONSCI\S1 BUT AT NOON HIS SUFF]+S BEGAN AGA94  ,HE DROVE EV]YBODY AWAY & TOSS$ FROM SIDE TO SIDE4  

,HIS WIFE CAME TO HIM & SAID3  

0,JEAN1 MY DE>1 DO ?IS = ME4  ,IT CAN'T DO ANY H>M & (T5 HELPS4  ,HEAL?Y PEOPLE (T5 DO IT40  

,HE OP5$ HIS EYES WIDE4  

0,:AT8  ,TAKE COMMUNION8  ,:Y8  ,IT'S UNNECESS>Y6  ,H[EV]4440  

,%E BEGAN TO CRY4  

0,YES1 DO1 MY DE>4  ,I'LL S5D = \R PRIE/4  ,HE IS SU* A NICE MAN40  

0,ALL RI<T4  ,V]Y WELL10 HE MUTT]$4  

,:5 ! PRIE/ CAME & HE>D HIS CONFESSION1 ,IVAN ,ILY* WAS S(T5$ & SEEM$ TO FEEL A RELIEF FROM HIS D\BTS & CONSEQU5TLY FROM HIS SUFF]+S1 & = A MOM5T !RE CAME A RAY ( HOPE4  ,HE AGA9 BEGAN TO ?9K ( ! V]MI=M APP5DIX & ! POSSIBILITY ( CORRECT+ IT4  ,HE RECEIV$ ! SACRAM5T ) TE>S 9 HIS EYES4  

,:5 !Y LAID HIM D[N AGA9 AFT]W>DS HE FELT A MOM5T'S EASE1 & ! HOPE ?AT HE MI<T LIVE AWOKE 9 HIM AGA94  ,HE BEGAN TO ?9K ( ! OP]ATION ?AT HAD BE5 SUGGE/$ TO HIM4  0,TO LIVE6  ,I WANT TO LIVE60 HE SAID TO HIMSELF4  

,HIS WIFE CAME 9 TO CONGRATULATE HIM AFT] HIS COMMUNION1 & :5 UTT]+ ! USUAL CONV5TIONAL WORDS %E ADD$3  

0,Y\ FEEL BETT]1 DON'T Y\80  

,)\T LOOK+ AT H] HE SAID 0,YES40  

,H] DRESS1 H] FIGURE1 ! EXPRESSION ( H] FACE1 ! TONE ( H] VOICE1 ALL REVEAL$ ! SAME ?+4  0,?IS IS WRONG1 IT IS NOT AS IT %\LD BE4  ,ALL Y\ HAVE LIV$ = & /ILL LIVE = IS FALSEHOOD & DECEPTION1 HID+ LIFE & DEA? FROM Y\40  ,& AS SOON AS HE ADMITT$ ?AT ?\<T1 HIS HATR$ & HIS AGONIZ+ PHYSICAL SUFF]+ AGA9 SPRANG UP1 & ) ?AT SUFF]+ A CONSCI\SNESS ( ! UNAVOIDABLE1 APPROA*+ 5D4  ,& TO ?IS WAS ADD$ A NEW S5SATION ( GR9D+ %OOT+ PA9 & A FEEL+ ( SUFFOCATION4  

,! EXPRESSION ( HIS FACE :5 HE UTT]$ ?AT 0,YES0 WAS DREADFUL4  ,HAV+ UTT]$ IT1 HE LOOK$ H] /RAI<T 9 ! EYES1 TURN$ ON HIS FACE ) A RAPIDITY EXTRAORD9>Y 9 HIS WEAK /ATE & %\T$3  

0,GO AWAY6  ,GO AWAY & LEAVE ME ALONE60  

                            

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