,BOOK #b1 ,*APT] #h #ahiiahii ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,) A FA9T HE>T & ) HORROR AT ! ?\BOLIC ACID1 CAME \T 9TO ! CORRIDOR & /]NLY ASK$ ,NEKHLUD(F :AT HE WANT$4 ,! PHYSICIAN 9DULG$ ! PRISON]S' %ORTCOM+S & (T5 RELAX$ ! RULES 9 !IR FAVOR1 = :I* HE (T5 RAN AF\L ( ! PRISON (FICIALS & EV5 ! HEAD PHYSICIAN4 ,FE>+ ?AT ,NEKHLUD(F MIE NO WOM5 H]E2 ?IS IS ! *ILDR5'S W>D10 HE SAID4 0,I KN[ IT1 BUT !RE IS A NURSE H]E :O HAD BE5 TRANSF]R$ FROM ! PRISON40 0,YES1 !RE >E TWO4 ,:AT DO Y\ WI%1 !N80 0,I AM CLOSELY RELAT$ TO ONE ( !M1 ,MASLOVA10 SAID ,NEKHLUD(F1 0& W\LD LIKE TO SEE H]4 ,I AM GO+ TO ,/4 ,PET]SBURG TO 5T] AN APPEAL 9 H] CASE4 ,I W\LD LIKE TO H& H] ?IS2 IT IS ONLY A PHOTOGRAPH10 & HE PRODUC$ AN 5VELOPE FROM HIS POCKET4 0,YES1 Y\ MAY DO ?AT10 SAID ! S(T5$ PHYSICIAN1 & TURN+ TO AN OLD NURSE 9 A :ITE APRON1 TOLD H] TO CALL ,MASLOVA4 0,WON'T Y\ TAKE A SEAT1 OR COME 9TO ! RECEPTION-ROOM80 0,?ANK Y\10 SAID ,NEKHLUD(F1 & TAK+ ADVANTAGE ( ! FAVORABLE *ANGE 9 ! PHYSICIAN'S DEMEANOR1 ASK$ HIM :AT !Y ?\$ AT ONE ( ! DOORS1 & BEH9D H] CAME ,MASLOVA4 ,%E WORE A :ITE APRON OV] A /RIP$ SKIRT2 A :ITE CAP ON H] HEAD HID H] HAIR4 ,SEE+ ,NEKHLUD(F %E FLU%$1 /OPP$ WAV]+LY1 !N FR[N$1 & ) D[NCA/ EYES APPROA*$ HIM ) QUICK /EP4 ,COM+ NE> HIM %E /OOD = A MOM5T )\T (F]+ H] H&1 !N %E DID (F] H] H& & BECAME EV5 MORE FLU%$4 ,NEKHLUD(F HAD NOT SE5 H] S9CE ! CONV]SATION 9 :I* %E EXCUS$ H]SELF = H] IMPETUOSITY1 & HE EXPECT$ TO F9D H] 9 A SIMIL> MOOD4 ,BUT %E WAS 5TIRELY DIFF]5T TO-DAY2 !RE WAS SOME?+ NEW 9 ! EXPRESSION ( H] FACE2 SOME?+ TIMID & RES]V$1 &1 AS IT SEEM$ TO HIM1 MALEVOL5T T[>D HIM4 ,HE REPEAT$ ! WORDS HE HAD SAID TO ! PHYSICIAN & H&$ H] ! 5VELOPE ) ! PHOTOGRAPH :I* HE HAD BR\E H]E80 ASK$ ,NEKHLUD(F4 0,FAIRLY WELL10 %E SAID4 0,IT IS NOT V]Y H>D80 0,NOT V]Y4 ,I AM NOT US$ TO IT YET40 0,I AM V]Y GLAD4 ,AT ANY RATE1 IT IS BETT] ?AN !RE40 0,?AN :]E80 %E SAID1 & H] FACE BECAME PURPLE4 0,!RE1 9 ! PRISON10 ,NEKHLUD(F HA/5$ TO SAY4 0,:Y BETT]80 %E ASK$4 0,I ?9K ! PEOPLE H]E >E BETT]4 ,!RE >E NO SU* PEOPLE H]E AS !RE40 0,!RE >E MANY GOOD PEOPLE !RE40 0,I DID :AT ,I C\LD = ! ,M5%OVS & HOPE !Y WILL BE FRE$10 SAID ,NEKHLUD(F4 0,MAY ,GOD GRANT IT4 ,SU* A WOND]FUL LITTLE WOMAN10 %E SAID1 REPEAT+ H] DESCRIPTION ( ! OLD WOMAN1 & SLID SOON1 &1 ,I HOPE1 WILL BE REV]S$40 0,IT IS ALL ! SAME N[1 :E!R !Y REV]SE IT OR NOT10 %E SAID4 0,:Y N[80 0,SO10 %E ANSW]$1 & /EAL?ILY GLANC$ AT HIM 9QUIR+LY4 ,NEKHLUD(F UND]/OOD ?IS ANSW] & ?IS GLANCE AS A DESIRE ON H] P>T TO KN[ IF HE W]E /ILL HOLD+ TO HIS DECISION1 OR HAD *ANG$ IT S9CE H] REFUSAL4 0,I DON'T KN[ :Y IT IS ALL ! SAME TO Y\10 HE SAID1 0BUT TO ME IT REALLY IS ALL ! SAME :E!R Y\ >E ACQUITT$ OR NOT4 ,9 EI!R CASE1 ,I AM READY TO DO :AT ,I SAID10 HE SAID1 ) DET]M9ATION4 ,%E RAIS$ H] HEAD1 & H] BLACK1 SQU9T+ EYES FIX$ !MSELVES ON HIS FACE & PA/ IT1 & H] :OLE FACE BECAME RADIANT ) JOY4 ,BUT H] WORDS W]E 9 AN 5TIRELY DIFF]5T /RA94 0,OH1 Y\ NE$N'T TALK ?AT WAY10 %E SAID4 0,I SAY IT ?AT Y\ MAY KN[40 0,EV]Y?+ HAS BE5 ALREADY SAID1 & !RE IS NO USE TALK+ ANY MORE10 %E SAID1 ) DIFFICULTY REPRESS+ A SMILE4 ,!RE WAS SOME NOISE 9 ! W>D4 ,A *ILD WAS HE>D CRY+4 0,I ?9K ,I AM CALL$10 %E SAID1 LOOK+ >\ND ) ANXIETY4 0,WELL1 !N1 GOOD-BY10 HE SAID4 ,%E PRET5D$ NOT TO SEE HIS EXT5D$ H&1 TURN$ R\ND1 & 5DEAVOR+ TO HIDE H] ELATION1 %E WALK$ AWAY ) QUICK /EP4 0,:AT IS TAK+ PLACE 9 H]8 ,:AT IS %E ?9K+8 ,:AT >E H] FEEL+S8 ,IS %E PUTT+ ME TO A TE/1 OR IS %E REALLY UNABLE TO =GIVE ME8 ,CAN %E NOT SAY :AT %E ?9KS & FEELS1 OR SIMPLY WILL NOT8 ,IS %E PACIFI$ OR ANG]$80 ,NEKHLUD(F ASK$ HIMSELF1 BUT C\LD GIVE NO ANSW]4 ,ONE ?+ HE KNEW1 H[EV]1 & ?AT WAS ?AT %E HAD *ANG$2 ?AT A SPIRITUAL TRANS=MATION WAS TAK+ PLACE 9 H]1 & ?IS TRANS=MATION UNIT$ HIM NOT ONLY TO H]1 BUT TO ,HIM 9 :OSE NAME IT WAS TAK+ PLACE4 ,& ?IS UNION CAUS$ HIM JOYFUL AGITATION4 ,RETURN+ TO ! W>D :]E EI ) ! %EET1 SLIPP$ & NE>LY FELL4 ,! CONVALESC+ BOY1 W\ND 9 B&AGES TO HIS NECK1 BEGAN TO LAU<4 ,MASLOVA C\LD RE/RA9 H]SELF NO LONG]1 & SEAT+ H]SELF ON ! B$/EAD %E BUR/ 9TO L\D LAUE Y\ RO>+ AB\T8 ,?9K Y\ ?IS IS LIKE ! PLACE Y\ CAME FROM8 ,GO FET* ! RATIONS40 ,MASLOVA /OPP$ LAU<+1 & TAK+ A DI% W5T ON H] ]R&1 BUT EX*ANG+ LOOKS ) ! B&AG$ BOY1 :O GIGGL$ AGA94 ,SEV]AL TIMES DUR+ ! DAY1 :5 ,MASLOVA REMA9$ ALONE1 %E DREW \T A CORN] ( ! PICTURE & LOOK$ AT IT ) ADMIRATION1 BUT 9 ! EV5+1 :5 %E & ANO!R NURSE RETIR$ = ! NIS AGO40 0,NOT YE>S1 BUT A LIFETIME10 SAID ,MASLOVA1 & SUDD5LY H] FACE BECAME SULL5 & A WR9KLE =M$ BETWE5 H] EYEBR[S4 0,Y\RS WAS AN EASY LIFE1 WASN'T IT80 0,YES1 EASY10 ,MASLOVA REPEAT$1 CLOS+ H] EYES & %AK+ H] HEAD4 0,WORSE ?AN P5AL S]VITUDE40 0,:Y SO80 0,BECAUSE4 ,FROM EIS1 RAN 9TO ! CORRIDOR1 SLAMM+ ! DOOR4 ,LOOK+ ON ! PHOTOGRAPH %E IMAG9$ H]SELF AS %E HAD BE5 AT ! TIME ! PHOTOGRAPH WAS MADE1 & DREAM$ H[ HAPPY %E HAD BE5 & MITICUL>LY ONE ,%ROVETIDE NI ! ?91 BONY1 PIMPL$ GIRL-PIANI/ & COMPLA9$ ( H] H>D LIFE4 ,! GIRL SAID ?AT H] LIFE WAS ALSO DISAGREEABLE TO H]1 & ?AT %E WI%$ TO *ANGE H] OCCUPATION4 ,AFT]W>DS !IR FRI5D ,CL>A JO9$ !M1 & ALL ?REE SUDD5LY DECID$ TO *ANGE !IR LIFE4 ,!Y W]E AB\T TO LEAVE ! PLACE :5 ! DRUNK5 GUE/S BECAME NOISY1 ! FIDDL] /RUCK UP A LIVELY SONG ( ! FIR/ FIGURE ( A ,RUSSIAN QUADRILLE1 ! PIANI/ BEGAN TO ?UMP 9 UNISON1 A LITTLE DRUNK5 MAN 9 A :ITE NECKTIE & DRESS COAT CAUD$1 & ALSO 9 A DRESS COAT1 SEIZ$ ,CL>A1 & = A LONG TIME !Y :IRL$1 DANC$1 %\T$ & DRANK4 ,?US A YE> PASS$1 A SECOND & A ?IRD4 ,H[ C\LD %E HELP *ANG+6 ,& ! CAUSE ( IT ALL WAS HE4 ,& SUDD5LY H] =M] WRA? AGA9/ HIM ROSE 9 H]2 & %E FELT LIKE *ID+ & REPROV+ HIM4 ,%E WAS SORRY ?AT %E HAD MISS$ ! OPPORTUNITY ( TELL+ HIM AGA9 ?AT %E KNEW HIM1 & W\LD NOT YIELD TO HIM2 ?AT %E W\LD NOT ALL[ HIM TO TAKE ADVANTAGE ( H] SPIRITUALLY AS HE HAD DONE CORPOREALLY2 ?AT %E W\LD NOT ALL[ HIM TO MAKE H] ! SUBJECT ( HIS MAGNANIMITY4 ,& 9 ORD] TO DEAD5 ! PA9FUL FEEL+ ( PITY = H]SELF & ! USELESS REPROBATION ( HIM1 %E YE>N$ = W9E4 ,& %E W\LD HAVE BROK5 H] WORD & DRUNK SOME W9E HAD %E BE5 9 ! PRISON4 ,BUT H]E W9E C\LD ONLY BE OBTA9$ FROM ! ASSI/ANT SURGEON1 & %E WAS AFRAID ( HIM1 BECAUSE HE PURSU$ H] ) HIS ATT5TIONS1 & ALL RELATIONS ) M5 W]E DISGU/+ TO H]4 ,= SOME TIME %E SAT ON A B5* 9 ! CORRIDOR1 & RETURN+ TO H] CLOSET1 )\T HE$+ H] COMPANION'S QUE/IONS1 %E WEPT = A LONG TIME OV] H] RU9$ LIFE4 7,S\RCE3 ,! ,AWAK5+ BY GRAF ,LEO ,TOL/OY1 ,TRANSLAT$ BY ,SMI?1 ,WILLIAM ,E41 ,A,K,A3 ,! ,RESURRECTION4 ,TEXT FROM ,GUT5B]G4ORG47 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahih 3 ,BOOK #b1 ,*APT] #h -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#c1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #b1 ,*APT] #h -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/