,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #db #ahiiahii ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,NEKHLUD(F EXPECT$ ?AT AT ! FIR/ MEET+ ,KATI\%A1 LE>N+ ( HIS 9T5TION TO S]VE H]1 & ( HIS REP5TANCE1 W\LD BE MOV$ TO REJOIC+1 W\LD BECOME AGA9 ,KATI\%A1 BUT TO HIS SURPRISE & HORROR1 HE SAW ?AT ,KATI\%A WAS NO MORE2 ?AT ONLY ,MASLOVA REMA9$4 ,IT SURPRIS$ HIM P>TICUL>LY ?AT NOT ONLY WAS ,MASLOVA NOT A%AM$ ( H] CONDITION1 BUT1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 %E SEEM$ TO BE CONT5T )1 & EV5 TOOK PRIDE 9 IT4 ,& YET IT C\LD NOT BE DIFF]5T4 ,IT IS USUALLY ?\MFULNESS ( HIS OCCUPATION1 \Y4 ,PEOPLE1 :OM FATE & !IR S9FUL MI/AKES HAVE PLAC$ 9 A GIV5 CONDITION1 =M SU* VIEWS ( LIFE G5]ALLY ?AT !Y >E 5ABL$ TO CONSID] !IR CONDITION USEFUL & MORALLY T5ABLE4 ,9 ORD]1 H[EV]1 TO MA9TA9 SU* VIEWS !Y 9/9CTIVELY CL+ TO SU* CIRCLES 9 :I* ! SAME VIEWS >E HELD4 ,WE >E SURPRIS$ :5 WE HE> ?IEVES BOA/+ ( !IR CLEV]NESS1 OR MURD]]S BOA/+ ( !IR CRUELTY1 BUT ?AT IS ONLY BECAUSE !IR CIRCLE IS LIMIT$1 & BECAUSE WE >E \TSIDE ( IT4 ,?IS WAS ! CASE ALSO ) ,MASLOVA4 ,%E WAS S5T5C$ TO P5AL S]VITUDE1 & YET %E =M$ SU* VIEWS ( LIFE & H] PLACE 9 IT ?AT %E C\LD F9D REASONS = SELF-APPROVAL & EV5 BOA/ BE=E PEOPLE ( H] CONDITION4 ,! SUB/ANCE ( ?IS VIEW WAS ?AT ! GREATE/ WELF>E ( ALL M51 )\T EXCEPTION--Y\NG1 OLD1 /UD5TS1 G5]ALS1 $UCAT$ & UN$UCAT$--CONSI/$ 9 ASSOCIAT+ ) ATTRACTIVE WOM51 & ?AT !RE=E ALL M51 :ILE PRET5D+ TO OCCUPY !MSELVES ) O!R BUS9ESS1 9 REALITY DESIRE NO?+ ELSE4 ,N[1 %E IS AN ATTRACTIVE WOMAN1 & CAN SATISFY ?AT DESIRE ( !IRS1 OR NOT1 AS %E WI%ES1 H5CE %E IS A NECESS>Y & IMPORTANT P]SON4 ,ALL H] LIFE1 PA/ & PRES5T1 ATTE/$ ! JU/ICE ( ?IS VIEW4 ,:OMEV] %E MET DUR+ T5 YE>S1 BEG9N+ ) ,NEKHLUD(F & ! OLD COMMISS>Y ( POLICE1 & 5D+ ) ! JAIL]S1 ALL WANT$ H]4 ,%E HAD NOT MET ANY ONE :O DID NOT WANT H]4 ,H5CE ! WORLD APPE>$ TO H] AS AN AGGREGATION ( PEOPLE :O WAT*$ H] FROM ALL SIDES & BY ALL POSSIBLE MEANS--DECEIT1 VIOL5CE1 GOLD OR CRAFT9ESS--/REWN TO POSSESS H]4 ,) SU* AN IDEA ( LIFE1 ,MASLOVA CONSID]$ H]SELF A MO/ IMPORTANT P]SON4 ,& %E *]I%$ ?IS VIEW ABOVE ALL ELSE 9 ! WORLD1 BECAUSE TO *ANGE IT W\LD BE TO LOSE ?AT /&+ AMONG PEOPLE :I* IT ASSUR$ H]4 ,& 9 ORD] NOT TO LOSE H] /&+ %E 9/9CTIVELY CLUNG TO ?AT CIRCLE :I* HELD ! SAME VIEWS ( LIFE4 ,SEE+1 H[EV]1 ?AT ,NEKHLUD(F WI%$ TO LEAD H] 9TO ANO!R WORLD1 %E RESI/$ IT1 FEEL+ ?AT 9 ?AT O!R WORLD 9TO :I* HE WAS LUR+ H] %E W\LD LOSE H] PRES5T /&+ :I* GAVE H] CONFID5CE & SELF-RESPECT4 ,= ! SAME REASON %E DROVE FROM H] M9D ALL RECOLLECTION ( H] FIR/ Y\? & H] FIR/ RELATIONS TO ,NEKHLUD(F4 ,!SE RECOLLECTIONS CLA%$ ) H] PRES5T VIEWS ( LIFE1 & = ?AT REASON W]E 5TIRELY EFFAC$ FROM H] MEMORY1 OR1 RA!R1 W]E PRES]V$ SOME:]E 9 H] MEMORY1 BUT W]E COV]$ UP1 AS IT W]E1 ) A ?ICK PLA/]+1 TO PREV5T ANY ACCESS TO !M4 ,NEKHLUD(F WAS1 !RE=E1 TO H] NOT ?AT MAN :OM %E HAD LOV$ ) A PURE LOVE1 BUT M]ELY A RI* G5TLEMAN BY :OM ONE MAY & \D ! DOOR4 0,I DID NOT TELL H] ?AT ,I W\LD M>RY H]1 BUT ,I WILL DO IT40 ,! 9SPECTORS AT ! DOORS C\NT$ ! VISITORS EA* ) ONE H& SLAPP+ EV]Y VISITOR ON ! BACK4 ,BUT ,NEKHLUD(F WAS NOT (F5D$ BY IT N[2 HE EV5 TOOK NO NOTICE ( IT4 7,S\RCE3 ,! ,AWAK5+ BY GRAF ,LEO ,TOL/OY1 ,TRANSLAT$ BY ,SMI?1 ,WILLIAM ,E41 ,A,K,A3 ,! ,RESURRECTION4 ,TEXT FROM ,GUT5B]G4ORG47 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahih 3 ,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #db -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #db -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/