,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #ah 

#ahiiahii 

,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TEXT 3 

,ON ! FOLL[+ DAY ! BRILLIANT & JOVIAL ,%5BOK 
CALL$ AT ! AUNTS = ,NEKHLUD(F1 & COMPLETELY 
*>M$ !M ) HIS ELEGANCE1 AMIABILITY1 *E]FULNESS1 
LIB]ALITY1 & HIS LOVE = ,DMITRI4 ,?\< HIS LIB]ALITY 
PLEAS$ ! AUNTS1 !Y W]E SOME:AT P]PLEX$ BY ! 
EXCESS TO :I* HE C>RI$ IT4 ,HE GAVE A RUBLE TO A BL9D 
BEGG>2 ! S]VANTS RECEIV$ AS TIPS FIFTE5 RUBLES1 & 
:5 ,SOPHIA ,IVANOVNA'S LAP-DOG1 ,SUZETTE1 HURT H] LEG SO 
?AT IT BL$1 HE VOLUNTE]$ TO B&AGE IT1 & )\T A 
MOM5T'S CONSID]ATION TORE HIS F9E L95 H&K]*IEF 
7,SOPHIA ,IVANOVNA KNEW ?AT ?OSE H&K]*IEFS W]E 
WOR? FIFTE5 RUBLES A DOZ57 & MADE B&AGES ( IT = 
! DOG4 ,! AUNTS HAD NEV] SE5 SU* M51 NOR DID 
!Y KN[ ?AT HIS DEBTS RAN UP TO TWO HUNDR$ ?\S& 
RUBLES1 :I*--HE KNEW--W\LD NEV] BE PAID1 & ?AT 
!RE=E TW5TY-FIVE RUBLES MORE OR LESS MADE NO APPRECIABLE 
DIFF]5CE 9 HIS ACC\NTS4 

,%5BOK REMA9$ BUT ONE DAY1 & ! FOLL[+ EV5+ 
DEP>T$ ) ,NEKHLUD(F4 ,!Y C\LD REMA9 NO 
LONG]1 = ! TIME = JO9+ !IR REGIM5T HAD >RIV$4 

,ON ?IS LA/ DAY SP5T AT ! AUNTS1 :5 ! EV5TS ( 
! PREC$+ EV5+ W]E FRE% 9 HIS MEMORY1 TWO ANTAGONI/IC 
FEEL+S /RUGGL$ 9 ,NEKHLUD(F'S S\L2 ONE 
WAS ! BURN+1 S5SUAL RECOLLECTION ( LOVE1 AL?\< IT 
FAIL$ TO FULFILL ITS PROMISES1 & SOME SATISFACTION ( HAV+ 
GA9$ HIS 5DS2 ! O!R1 A CONSCI\SNESS ( HAV+ 
COMMITT$ A WRONG1 & ?AT ?AT WRONG MU/ BE RI<T$--NOT 
= H] SAKE1 BUT = HIS [N SAKE4 

,9 ?AT CONDITION ( 9SANE EGOTISM ,NEKHLUD(F ?\<T 
ONLY ( HIMSELF--:E!R HE W\LD BE CONDEMN$1 & 
H[ F>1 IF HIS ACT %\LD BE DISCOV]$1 BUT NEV] GAVE A 
?\<T TO ! QUE/ION1 0,H[ DOES %E FEEL AB\T IT1 & 
:AT WILL BECOME ( H]80 

,HE ?\<T ?AT ,%5BOK DIV9$ HIS RELATIONS TO 
,KATI\%A1 & HIS AMBITION WAS FLATT]$4 

0,?AT'S :Y Y\ SO SUDD5LY BEGAN TO LIKE Y\R AUNTS10 
,%5BOK SAID TO HIM :5 HE SAW ,KATI\%A4 0,9 Y\R 
PLACE ,I %\LD /AY H]E EV5 LONG]4 ,%E IS *>M+60 

,HE ALSO ?\<T ?AT :ILE IT WAS A PITY TO LEAVE N[1 
)\T 5JOY+ HIS LOVE 9 ITS FULLNESS1 ! NECESSITY ( 
GO+ WAS ADVANTAGE\S 9 ?AT HE WAS ABLE TO BREAK ! 
RELATIONS :I* IT W]E DIFFICULT TO KEEP UP4 ,HE FUR!R 
?\<T IT WAS NECESS>Y TO GIVE H] MONEY1 NOT BECAUSE 
%E MI<T NE$ IT1 BUT BECAUSE IT WAS CU/OM>Y TO DO SO4 
,SO HE GAVE AS MU* MONEY AS HE ?\<T WAS PROP]1 
CONSID]+ !IR RESPECTIVE POSITIONS4 

,ON ! DAY ( HIS DEP>TURE1 AFT] D9N] HE WAIT$ 9 
! PASSAGE UNTIL %E CAME BY4 ,%E FLU%$ AS %E SAW 
HIM1 & WI%$ TO PASS ON1 PO9T+ ) H] EYES TO ! 
DOOR ( H] ROOM1 BUT HE DETA9$ H]4 

0,I CAME TO BID Y\ F>EWELL10 HE SAID1 CRUMPL+ AN 
5VELOPE CONTA9+ A HUNDR$ RUBLE BILL4 0,H[ IS----0 

,%E SUSPECT$ IT1 FR[N$1 %OOK H] HEAD & ?RU/ 
ASIDE HIS H&4 

0,YES1 TAKE IT10 HE MURMUR$1 ?RU/+ ! 5VELOPE 9 
! BOSOM ( H] WAI/1 &1 AS IF IT HAD BURN$ HIS F+]S1 
HE RAN TO HIS ROOM4 

,= A LONG TIME HE PAC$ HIS ROOM TO & FRO1 FR[N+1 
& EV5 JUMP+1 & MOAN+ AL\D AS IF FROM PHYSICAL 
PA91 AS HE ?\<T ( ! SC5E4 

,BUT :AT IS TO BE DONE8 ,IT IS ALWAYS ?US4 ,?US IT 
WAS ) ,%5BOK & ! GOV]NESS :OM HE HAD TOLD 
AB\T2 IT WAS ?US ) ,UNCLE ,GREGORY2 ) HIS FA!R1 
:5 HE LIV$ 9 ! C\NTRY1 & ! ILLEGITIMATE SON 
,MITEUKA1 :O IS /ILL LIV+1 WAS BORN TO HIM4 ,& IF 
EV]YBODY ACTS ?US1 CONSEQU5TLY IT \<T TO BE SO4 ,?US 
HE WAS CONSOL+ HIMSELF1 BUT HE C\LD NOT BE CONSOL$4 
,! RECOLLECTION ( IT /UNG HIS CONSCI5CE4 

,9 ! DEP? ( HIS S\L HE KNEW ?AT HIS ACTION WAS SO 
BASE1 ABOM9ABLE & CRUEL ?AT1 ) ?AT ACTION UPON 
HIS CONSCI5CE1 NOT ONLY W\LD HE HAVE NO RI<T TO CONDEMN 
O!RS BUT HE %\LD NOT BE ABLE TO LOOK O!RS 9 
! FACE1 TO SAY NO?+ ( CONSID]+ HIMSELF ! GOOD1 
NOBLE1 MAGNANIM\S MAN HE E/EEM$ HIMSELF4 ,& HE 
HAD TO E/EEM HIMSELF AS SU* 9 ORD] TO BE ABLE TO CONT9UE 
TO LEAD A VALIANT & JOY\S LIFE4 ,& !RE WAS 
BUT ONE WAY ( DO+ SO1 & ?AT WAS NOT TO ?9K ( IT4 
,?IS HE 5DEAVOR$ TO DO4 

,! LIFE 9TO :I* HE HAD JU/ 5T]$--NEW SC5ES1 
COMRADES1 & ACTIVE S]VICE--HELP$ HIM ON4 ,! MORE 
HE LIV$1 ! LESS HE ?\<T ( IT1 & 9 ! 5D REALLY 
=GOT IT 5TIRELY4 

,ONLY ONCE1 ON HIS RETURN FROM ACTIVE S]VICE1 :51 9 
! HOPE ( SEE+ H]1 HE PAID A VISIT TO HIS AUNTS1 HE WAS 
TOLD ?AT ,KATI\%A1 SOON AFT] HIS DEP>TURE1 HAD LEFT 
!M2 ?AT %E HAD GIV5 BIR? TO A *ILD1 &1 AS ! 
AUNTS W]E 9=M$1 HAD GONE TO ! BAD4 ,AS HE HE>D 
IT HIS HE>T WAS OPPRESS$ ) GRIEF4 ,FROM ! /ATEM5T 
( ! TIME :5 %E GAVE BIR? TO ! *ILD IT MI<T BE 
HIS1 & IT MI<T NOT BE HIS4 ,! AUNTS SAID ?AT %E WAS 
VICI\S & ( A DEPRAV$ NATURE1 JU/ LIKE H] MO!R4 
,& ?IS OP9ION ( ! AUNTS PLEAS$ HIM1 BECAUSE IT EXCULPAT$ 
HIM1 AS IT W]E4 ,AT FIR/ HE 9T5D$ TO F9D H] 
& ! *ILD1 BUT AS IT PA9$ HIM V]Y MU*1 & HE WAS 
A%AM$ TO ?9K ( IT1 HE DID NOT MAKE ! NECESS>Y 
EF=TS1 & GRADUALLY CEAS$ TO ?9K ( HIS S94 

,BUT N[1 ?IS =TUIT\S MEET+ BR\<T EV]Y?+ 
TO HIS M9D1 & COMPELL$ ! ACKN[L$GM5T ( HIS 
HE>TLESSNESS1 CRUELTY & BAS5ESS :I* MADE IT POSSIBLE 
= HIM TO LIVE UNDI/URB$ BY ! S9 :I* LAY ON HIS 
CONSCI5CE4 ,HE WAS YET F> FROM SU* ACKN[L$GM5T1 
& AT ?IS MOM5T WAS ONLY ?9K+ H[ TO AVOID DISCLOSURE 
:I* MI<T BE MADE BY H]1 OR H] ATTORNEY1 & 
?US DISGRACE HIM BE=E EV]YBODY4 

7,S\RCE3 ,! ,AWAK5+ BY GRAF ,LEO ,TOL/OY1 ,TRANSLAT$ BY ,SMI?1 ,WILLIAM ,E41 ,A,K,A3 ,! ,RESURRECTION4 ,TEXT FROM ,GUT5B]G4ORG47 

,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 

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