,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #ac #ahiiahii ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TEXT 3 ,= ?REE YE>S AFT]W>DS ,NEKHLUD(F DID NOT SEE ,KATI\%A4 ,BUT :51 AS /AFF-(FIC]1 HE WAS ON HIS WAY TO HIS >MY PO/1 HE PAID A %ORT VISIT TO HIS AUNTS1 BUT AN 5TIRELY DIFF]5T MAN4 ,?REE YE>S AGO HE WAS AN HONE/1 SELF-D5Y+ Y\?1 READY TO DEVOTE HIMSELF TO EV]Y GOOD CAUSE2 N[ HE WAS A CORRUPT & REF9$ EGOTI/1 GIV5 OV] TO P]SONAL 5JOYM5T4 ,!N1 ! WORLD APPE>$ TO HIM AS A MY/]Y :I* HE JOYFULLY & 5?USIA/ICALLY TRI$ TO SOLVE2 N[1 EV]Y?+ 9 ?IS WORLD WAS PLA9 & SIMPLE1 & WAS DET]M9$ BY ?OSE CONDITIONS ( LIFE 9 :I* HE F\ND HIMSELF4 ,!N1 IT WAS NECESS>Y & IMPORTANT TO HOLD COMMUNION ) NATURE & ) ?OSE PEOPLE :O LIV$1 ?\Y & IMPORTANT1 & COMMUNION HE HELD ) HIS COMRADES4 ,WOMAN1 !N1 APPE>$ TO HIM A MY/]I\S & *>M+ CREATURE2 N[1 HE LOOK$ ON WOMAN1 ON EV]Y WOMAN1 EXCEPT NE>E/ RELATIONS & WIVES ( FRI5DS1 AS A MEANS ( GRATIFY+ N[ TRI$ PLEASURES4 ,!N1 HE NE$$ NO MONEY1 & WANT$ NOT A ?IRD P>T :AT HIS MO!R GAVE HIM1 DISCLAIM$ TITLE TO HIS FA!R'S L&1 DI/RIBUT+ IT AMONG ! PEASANTS2 N[1 ! FIFTE5 HUNDR$ RUBLES' MON?LY ALL[ANCE HE RECEIV$ FROM HIS MO!R DID NOT SUFFICE = HIS NE$S1 & HE (T5 MADE IT ! CAUSE ( UNPLEASANT CONV]SATION ) H]4 ,HIS TRUE SELF HE !N CONSID]$ HIS SPIRITUAL BE+2 N[1 HIS HEAL?Y1 VIGOR\S1 ANIMAL SELF WAS HIS TRUE EGO4 ,& ALL ?IS T]RIBLE TRANS=MATION TOOK PLACE 9 HIM ONLY BECAUSE HE CEAS$ TO HAVE FAI? 9 HIMSELF1 & BEGAN TO BELIEVE 9 O!RS4 ,TO LIVE ACCORD+ TO ! FAI? ?AT WAS 9 HIM WAS BURD5SOME2 EV]Y QUE/ION W\LD HAVE TO BE DECID$ ALMO/ ALWAYS AGA9/ HIS ANIMAL EGO1 :I* WAS SEEK+ LIDS M]RILY REPEAT$ !M1 EV]YBODY PRAIS$ & 5C\RAG$ HIM4 ,:5 HE CONSID]$ IT NECESS>Y TO CURTAIL HIS NE$S1 WORE AN OLD COAT & GAVE UP W9E-DR9K+1 EV]YBODY CONSID]$ IT ECC5TRIC & VA9 ORIG9ALITY2 BUT :5 HE SP5T L>GE SUMS 9 ORGANIZ+ A *ASE1 OR BUILD+ AN UNUSUAL1 LUXURI\S CAB9ET1 EV]YBODY PRAIS$ HIS TA/E & S5T HIM VALUABLE GIFTS4 ,:5 HE WAS *A/E1 & WI%$ TO PRES]VE HIS *A/ITY TILL M>RIAGE1 HIS RELATIVES W]E ANXI\S AB\T HIS HEAL?1 & HIS MO!R1 SO F> FROM BE+ MORTIFI$1 RA!R REJOIC$ :5 %E LE>N$ ?AT HE HAD BECOME A REAL MAN1 & HAD 5TIC$ ! ,FR5* MI/RESS ( SOME FRI5D ( HIS4 ,AS TO ! ,KATI\%A EPISODE--?AT ! ?\RY+ H]1 %E C\LD NOT EV5 ?9K ( )\T HORROR4 ,SIMIL>LY1 :5 ,NEKHLUD(F1 ON REA*+ HIS MAJORITY1 DI/RIBUT$ ! E/ATE HE 9H]IT$ FROM HIS FA!R AMONG ! PEASANTS1 BECAUSE HE CONSID]$ ! [N]%IP ( L& UNJU/1 ?IS ACT ( HIS HORRIFI$ HIS MO!R & RELATIVES1 :O CON/ANTLY REPROA*$ & RIDICUL$ HIM = IT4 ,HE WAS TOLD UNCEAS+LY ?AT SO F> FROM 5RI*+ IT ONLY IMPOV]I%$ ! PEASANTS1 :O OP5$ ?REE LIQUOR /ORES & /OPP$ WORK+ 5TIRELY4 ,:51 H[EV]1 ,NEKHLUD(F JO9$ ! ,GU>DS1 & SP5T & GAMBL$ AWAY SO MU* MONEY ?AT ,EL5A ,IVANOVNA HAD TO DRAW FROM H] CAPITAL1 %E SC>CELY GRIEV$1 CONSID]+ IT QUITE NATURAL & EV5 B5EFICIAL TO BE ?US 9OCULAT$ :5 Y\NG & 9 GOOD SOCIETY4 ,NEKHLUD(F AT FIR/ /RUGGL$1 BUT ! /RUGGLE WAS V]Y H>D1 = :ATEV] HE DID1 FOLL[+ ! FAI? ?AT WAS 9 HIM1 WAS CONSID]$ WRONG BY O!RS1 &1 CONTR>IWISE1 :ATEV] HE CONSID]$ WRONG WAS APPROV$ ( BY HIS RELATIVES4 ,! RESULT WAS ?AT ,NEKHLUD(F CEAS$ TO HAVE FAI? 9 HIMSELF & BEGAN TO FOLL[ O!RS4 ,AT FIR/ ?IS R5UNCIATION ( SELF WAS UNPLEASANT1 BUT IT WAS %ORT LIV$1 & ,NEKHLUD(F1 :O N[ BEGAN TO SMOKE & DR9K W9E1 SOON CEAS$ TO EXP]I5CE ?IS UNPLEASANT FEEL+1 & WAS EV5 GREATLY RELIEV$4 ,PASSIONATE BY NATURE1 ,NEKHLUD(F GAVE HIMSELF UP 5TIRELY TO ?IS NEW LIFE1 APPROV$ ( BY ALL ?OSE ?AT SURR\ND$ HIM1 & COMPLETELY /IFL$ 9 HIMSELF ?AT VOICE :I* DEM&$ SOME?+ DIFF]5T4 ,IT COMM5C$ ) HIS REMOVAL TO ,/4 ,PET]SBURG1 & 5D$ ) HIS 5TRY UPON ACTIVE S]VICE4 ,DUR+ ?IS P]IOD ( HIS LIFE ,NEKHLUD(F FELT ! EC/ASY ( FRE$OM FROM ALL ?OSE MORAL IMP$IM5TS :I* HE HAD =M]LY PLAC$ BE=E HIMSELF1 & CONT9U$ 9 A *RONIC CONDITION ( 9SANE EGOTISM4 ,HE WAS 9 ?IS CONDITION :51 ?REE YE>S AFT]W>DS1 HE VISIT$ HIS AUNTS4 7,S\RCE3 ,! ,AWAK5+ BY GRAF ,LEO ,TOL/OY1 ,TRANSLAT$ BY ,SMI?1 ,WILLIAM ,E41 ,A,K,A3 ,! ,RESURRECTION4 ,TEXT FROM ,GUT5B]G4ORG47 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahih 3 ,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #ac -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#a1 #bag 3 ,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #ac -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/