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,LOVE ,AFFAIRS ( ! ,EXILES 

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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,L\ISE ,MAUDE 

,TEXT 3 

,! /OVE HAD BURN$ UP & GOT W>M1 ! TEA WAS MADE & P\R$ \T 9TO MUGS & CUPS1 & MILK WAS ADD$ TO IT2 RUSKS1 FRE% RYE & :EAT BREAD1 H>D-BOIL$ EGGS1 BUTT]1 & CALF'S HEAD & FEET W]E PLAC$ ON ! CLO?4 ,EV]YBODY MOV$ T[>DS ! P>T ( ! %ELF B$S :I* TOOK ! PLACE ( ! TABLE & SAT EAT+ & TALK+4 ,R9TZEVA SAT ON A BOX P\R+ \T ! TEA4 ,! RE/ CR[D$ R\ND H]1 ONLY ,KRYLTZ(F1 :O HAD TAK5 (F HIS WET CLOAK & WRAPP$ HIMSELF 9 HIS DRY PLAID & LAY 9 HIS [N PLACE TALK+ TO ,NEKHLUD(F4 

,AFT] ! COLD & DAMP M>* & ! DIRT & DISORD] !Y HAD F\ND H]E1 & AFT] ! PA9S !Y HAD TAK5 TO GET IT TIDY1 AFT] HAV+ DRUNK HOT TEA & EAT51 !Y W]E ALL 9 ! BE/ & BRI<TE/ ( SPIRITS4 

,! FACT ?AT ! TRAMP ( FEET1 ! SCREAMS & ABUSE ( ! CRIM9ALS1 REA*$ !M ?R\< ! WALL1 REM9D+ !M ( !IR SURR\ND+S1 SEEM$ ONLY TO 9CREASE ! S5SE ( COZ9ESS4 ,AS ON AN ISL& 9 ! MID/ ( ! SEA1 !SE PEOPLE FELT !MSELVES = A BRIEF 9T]VAL NOT SWAMP$ BY ! DEGRADATION & SUFF]+S :I* SURR\ND$ !M2 ?IS MADE !IR SPIRITS RISE1 & EXCIT$ !M4 ,!Y TALK$ AB\T EV]Y?+ EXCEPT !IR PRES5T POSITION & ?AT :I* AWAIT$ !M4 ,!N1 AS IT G5]ALLY HAPP5S AMONG Y\NG M51 & WOM5 ESPECIALLY1 IF !Y >E =C$ TO REMA9 TOGE!R1 AS !SE PEOPLE W]E1 ALL SORTS ( AGREEM5TS & DISAGREEM5TS & ATTRACTIONS1 CURI\SLY BL5D$1 HAD SPRUNG UP AMONG !M4 ,ALMO/ ALL ( !M W]E 9 LOVE4 ,NOVODVOR(F WAS 9 LOVE ) ! PRETTY1 SMIL+ ,GRABETZ4 ,?IS ,GRABETZ WAS A Y\NG1 ?\<TLESS GIRL :O HAD GONE 9 = A C\RSE ( /UDY1 P]FECTLY 9DIFF]5T TO REVOLUTION>Y QUE/IONS1 BUT SUCCUMB+ TO ! 9FLU5CE ( ! DAY1 %E COMPROMIS$ H]SELF 9 SOME WAY & WAS EXIL$4 ,! *IEF 9T]E/ ( H] LIFE DUR+ ! TIME ( H] TRIAL 9 PRISON & 9 EXILE WAS H] SUCCESS ) M51 JU/ AS IT HAD BE5 :5 %E WAS FREE4 ,N[ ON ! WAY %E COM=T$ H]SELF ) ! FACT ?AT ,NOVODVOR(F HAD TAK5 A FANCY TO H]1 & %E FELL 9 LOVE ) HIM4 ,V]A ,D\KHOVA1 :O WAS V]Y PRONE TO FALL 9 LOVE H]SELF1 BUT DID NOT AWAK5 LOVE 9 O!RS1 ?\< %E WAS ALWAYS HOP+ = MUTUAL LOVE1 WAS SOMETIMES DRAWN TO ,NABAT(F1 !N TO ,NOVODVOR(F4 ,KRYLTZ(F FELT SOME?+ LIKE LOVE = ,M>Y ,PAVLOVNA4 ,HE LOV$ H] ) A MAN'S LOVE1 BUT KN[+ H[ %E REG>D$ ?IS SORT ( LOVE1 HID HIS FEEL+S UND] ! GUISE ( FRI5D%IP & GRATITUDE = ! T5D]NESS ) :I* %E ATT5D$ TO HIS WANTS4 ,NABAT(F & ,R9TZEVA W]E ATTA*$ TO EA* O!R BY V]Y COMPLICAT$ TIES4 ,JU/ AS ,M>Y ,PAVLOVNA WAS A P]FECTLY *A/E MAID51 9 ! SAME WAY ,R9TZEVA WAS P]FECTLY *A/E AS H] [N HUSB&'S WIFE4 ,:5 ONLY A S*OOLGIRL ( SIXTE5 %E FELL 9 LOVE ) ,R9TZEFF1 A /UD5T ( ! ,PET]SBURG ,UNIV]SITY1 & M>RI$ HIM BE=E HE LEFT ! UNIV]SITY1 :5 %E WAS ONLY N9ETE5 YE>S OLD4 ,DUR+ HIS F\R? YE> AT ! UNIV]SITY H] HUSB& HAD BECOME 9VOLV$ 9 ! /UD5TS' R[S1 WAS EXIL$ FROM ,PET]SBURG1 & TURN$ REVOLUTIONI/4 ,%E LEFT ! M$ICAL C\RSES %E WAS ATT5D+1 FOLL[$ HIM1 & ALSO TURN$ REVOLUTIONI/4 ,IF %E HAD NOT CONSID]$ H] HUSB& ! CLEV]E/ & BE/ ( M5 %E W\LD NOT HAVE FALL5 9 LOVE ) HIM2 & IF %E HAD NOT FALL5 9 LOVE W\LD NOT HAVE M>RI$2 BUT HAV+ FALL5 9 LOVE & M>RI$ HIM :OM %E ?\<T ! BE/ & CLEV]E/ ( M51 %E NATURALLY LOOK$ UPON LIFE & ITS AIMS 9 ! WAY ! BE/ & CLEV]E/ ( M5 LOOK$ AT !M4 ,AT FIR/ HE ?\<T ! AIM ( LIFE WAS TO LE>N1 & %E LOOK$ UPON /UDY AS ! AIM ( LIFE4 ,HE BECAME A REVOLUTIONI/1 & SO DID %E4 ,%E C\LD DEMON/RATE V]Y CLE>LY ?AT ! EXI/+ /ATE ( ?+S C\LD NOT GO ON1 & ?AT IT WAS EV]YBODY'S DUTY TO FI<T ?IS /ATE ( ?+S & TO TRY TO BR+ AB\T CONDITIONS 9 :I* ! 9DIVIDUAL C\LD DEVELOP FREELY1 ETC4 ,& %E IMAG9$ ?AT %E REALLY ?\<T & FELT ALL ?IS1 BUT 9 REALITY %E ONLY REG>D$ EV]Y?+ H] HUSB& ?\<T AS ABSOLUTE TRU?1 & ONLY S\<T = P]FECT AGREEM5T1 P]FECT ID5TIFICATION ( H] [N S\L ) HIS :I* ALONE C\LD GIVE H] FULL MORAL SATISFACTION4 ,! P>T+ ) H] HUSB& & !IR *ILD1 :OM H] MO!R HAD TAK51 WAS V]Y H>D TO BE>2 BUT %E BORE IT FIRMLY & QUIETLY1 S9CE IT WAS = H] HUSB&'S SAKE & = ?AT CAUSE :I* %E HAD NOT ! SLI<TE/ D\BT WAS TRUE1 S9CE HE S]V$ IT4 ,%E WAS ALWAYS ) H] HUSB& 9 ?\<TS1 & DID NOT LOVE & C\LD NOT LOVE ANY O!R ANY MORE ?AN %E HAD DONE BE=E4 ,BUT ,NABAT(F'S DEVOT$ & PURE LOVE T\*$ & EXCIT$ H]4 ,?IS MORAL1 FIRM MAN1 H] HUSB&'S FRI5D1 TRI$ TO TREAT H] AS A SI/]1 BUT SOME?+ MORE APPE>$ 9 HIS BEHAVIOR TO H]1 & ?IS SOME?+ FRI<T5$ !M BO?1 & YET GAVE COLOR TO !IR LIFE ( H>D%IP4 

,SO ?AT 9 ALL ?IS CIRCLE ONLY ,M>Y ,PAVLOVNA & ,KONDRATIEFF W]E QUITE FREE FROM LOVE AFFAIRS4 

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