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,AU?OR 3 ,ALEX&] ,B]KMAN 

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,ALLE<5Y ,CITY1 ,P,A41 

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,MY DE> ,SONYA3 

,IT SEEMS AN AGE S9CE ,I WROTE TO Y\1 YET IT IS ONLY A MON?4 ,BUT ! MONOTONY ( MY LIFE WEI<TS D[N ! HEELS ( TIME1- ! ONLY BREAK 9 ! T]RIBLE SAM5ESS IS AF=D$ ME BY Y\R DE>1 AFFECTIONATE LETT]S1 & ?OSE ( ,F$YA4 ,:5 ,I RETURN TO ! CELL = ! NOON MEAL1 MY /EP IS QUICK5$ BY ! EAG] EXPECTATION ( F9D+ MAIL FROM Y\4 ,AB\T ELEV5 9 ! MORN+1 ! ,*APLA9 MAKES HIS R\NDS2 HIS PRACTIC$ H& %OOTS ! LETT] BETWE5 ! B>S1 T[>D ! B$ OR ON TO ! LITTLE TABLE 9 ! CORN]4 ,BUT IF ! MISSIVE IS LI<T1 IT WILL FLUTT] TO ! FLOOR4 ,AS ,I REA* ! CELL1 ! POSITION ( ! LITTLE :ITE OBJECT AT ONCE APPRIZES ME :E!R ! LETT] IS  LONG OR %ORT4 ,) CLOS$ EYES ,I S5SE ITS WEI<T1 LIKE ! W>M PRESSURE ( Y\R [N DE> H&1 ! T\* REA*+ S(TLY TO MY HE>T1 TILL ,I FEEL MYSELF LIFT$ ACROSS ! *ASM 9TO Y\R PRES5CE4 ,! B>S FADE1 ! WALLS DISAPPE>1 & ! AIR GR[S SWEET ) ! >OMA ( FRE% AIR & FL[]S1-,I AM AGA9 ) Y\1 WALK+ 9 ! BRI<T ,JULY MOONLI<T4444 ,! T\* ( ! VELIKORUSSIAN 9 Y\R EYES & HAIR CONJURES UP ! ,VOLGA1 \R BEAUTIFUL BOGATIR1 & ! /RA9S ( ! DUB9U%KA TREMBL+ ) SUFF]+ & YE>N+1 FLOAT AB\T ME4444 ,! MEAL REMA9S UNT\*$4 ,I DREAM OV] Y\R LETT]1 & AGA9 ,I READ IT1 SL[LY1 SL[LY1 LE/ ,I REA* ! 5D TOO QUICKLY4 ,! AFT]NOON H\RS >E HALL[$ BY Y\R T\* & Y\R PRES5CE1 & ,I AM CONSCI\S ONLY ( ! LONG+ = MY CELL1-9 ! QUIET ( ! EV5+1 FRE$ FROM ! NI<TM>E ( ! IMM$IATE1 ,I WALK 9 ! G>D5 ( \R DREAMS4 

,& ! FOLL[+ MORN+1 AT WORK 9 ! %OP1 ,I PASS 9 ANXI\S WOND] :E!R SOME *E]+ WORD FROM MY [N1 MY REAL WORLD1 IS AWAIT+ ME 9 ! CELL4 ,) A GL[ ( EMOTION ,I ?9K ( ! ,*APLA93 P]HAPS AT ! V]Y MOM5T Y\R LETT] IS 9 HIS H&S4 ,HE IS OP5+ IT1 READ+4 ,:Y %\LD /RANGE EYES 444 BUT ! ,*APLA9 SEEMS K9D & DISCREET4 ,N[ HE IS PASS+ ALONG ! GALL]IES1 DI/RIBUT+ ! MAIL4 ,! BUNDLE GR[S MEAG] AS ! PO/MAN REA*ES ! GR\ND FLOOR4 ,OH6 IF HE DOES NOT COME TO MY CELL QUICKLY1 HE MAY HAVE NO LETT]S LEFT4 ,BUT ! NEXT MOM5T ,I SMILE AT ! *ILDI% ?\<T1-IF !RE IS A LETT] = ME1 NO O!R PRISON]  WILL GET IT4 ,YET SOME ]ROR MI<T HAPP54444 ,NO1 IT IS IMPOSSIBLE-MY NAME & PRISON NUMB]1 & ! CELL NUMB] M>K$ BY ! ,*APLA9 ACROSS ! 5VELOPE1 ALL 9SURE ! MAIL AGA9/ ANY MI/AKE 9 DELIV]Y4 ,N[ ! D9N] :I/LE BL[S4 ,EAG]LY ,I HA/5 TO ! CELL4 ,!RE IS NO?+ ON ! FLOOR6 ,P]HAPS ON ! B$1 ON ! TABLE4444 ,I GR[ FEV]I% ) ! DREAD ( DISAPPO9TM5T4 ,POSSIBLY ! LETT] FELL UND] ! B$1 OR 9 ?AT D>K CORN]4 ,NO1 NONE !RE1-BUT IT CAN'T BE ?AT !RE IS NO MAIL = ME TO-DAY6 ,I MU/ LOOK AGA9-IT MAY HAVE DROPP$ AMONG ! BLANKETS4444 ,NO1 !RE IS NO LETT]6 

,?US PASS MY DAYS1 DE> FRI5D4 ,9 ?\<T ,I AM EV] ) Y\ & ,F$YA1 9 \R OLD HAUNTS & SURR\ND+S4 ,I %ALL NEV] GET US$ TO ?IS LIFE1 NOR F9D AN 9T]E/ 9 ! REALITY ( ! MOM5T4 ,:AT WILL BECOME ( ME1 ,I DON'T KN[4 ,I H>DLY C>E4 ,WE >E REVOLUTIONI/S1 DE>3 :ATEV] SACRIFICES ! ,CAUSE DEM&S1 ?\< ! 9DIVIDUAL P]I%1 HUMANITY WILL PR(IT 9 ! 5D4 ,9 ?AT CONSCI\SNESS WE MU/ F9D \R SOLACE4  

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,I ?\<T ,I W\LD NOT SURVIVE ! AGONY ( \R MEET+1 BUT HUMAN CAPACITY = SUFF]+ SEEMS B\NDLESS4 ,ALL MY ?\<TS1 ALL MY YE>N+S1 W]E C5T]$ 9 ! ONE DESIRE TO SEE Y\1 TO LOOK 9TO Y\R EYES1 & !RE READ ! BEAUTIFUL PROMISE ?AT HAS FILL$ MY DAYS ) /R5G? & HOPE4444 ,AN EMBRACE1 A L+]+ KISS1 & ! GIFT ( ,L+G W\LD HAVE BE5 M9E4 ,TO GRASP Y\R  H&1 TO LOOK D[N = A MUTE1 IMMORTAL 9/ANT 9TO Y\R S\L1 & !N DIE AT Y\R H&S1 ,BELOV$1 ) ! W>M BREA? ( Y\R C>ESS WAFT+ ME 9TO PEACEFUL ET]NITY-OH1 IT W]E BLISS SUPREME1 ! REALIZATION ( \R DAY DREAMS1 :51 9 TRANSPORTS ( EC/ASY1 WE KISS$ ! IMAGE ( ! ,SOCIAL ,REVOLUTION4 ,DO Y\ REMEMB] ?AT GLORI\S FACE1 SO /RONG & T5D]1 ON ! WALL ( \R LITTLE ,H\/ON ,/REET HALLROOM8 ,H[ F>1 F> 9 ! PA/ >E ?OSE 9SPIR$ MOM5TS6 ,BUT !Y HAVE FILL$ MY H\RS ) HALL[$ ?\<TS1 ) EXULT+ EXPECTATIONS4 ,& !N Y\ CAME4 ,A GLANCE AT Y\R FACE1 & ,I KNEW MY DOOM TO T]RIBLE LIFE4 ,I READ IT 9 ! EVIL LOOK ( ! GU>D4 ,IT WAS ! ,DEPUTY HIMSELF4 ,P]HAPS Y\ HAD BE5 SE>*$6 ,HE FOLL[$ \R EV]Y MOM5T1 LIKE A FAMI%$ CAT ?AT FEIGNS 9DIFF]5CE1 YET IS AL]T ) EV]Y N]VE TO SPR+ UPON ! VICTIM4 ,OH1 ,I KN[ ! CALCULAT$ VICI\SNESS B5EA? ?AT MEEK EXT]IOR4 ,! ACCEL]AT$ MOVEM5T ( HIS DRUMM+ F+]S1 AS HE DELIB]ATELY SEAT$ HIMSELF BETWE5 US1 W>N$ ME ( ! BEA/1 HUNGRY = PREY4444 ,! HALO WAS DISSIPAT$4 ,! WORDS FROZE )9 ME1 & ,I C\LD MEET Y\ ONLY ) A VAPID SMILE1 & ON ! 9/ANT IT WAS MIRROR$ 9 MY S\L AS A LE]1 & ,I WAS FILL$ ) ANG] & RES5TM5T AT EV]Y?+ AB\T US-MYSELF1 ! ,DEPUTY 7,I C\LD HAVE ?ROTTL$ HIM TO DEA?71 &-AT Y\1 DE>4 ,YES1 ,SONYA1 EV5 AT Y\3 ! QUICK COME TO BURY ! DEAD4444 ,BUT ! NEXT MOM5T1 ! UNWOR?Y ?ROB ( MY AGONIZ$ S\L WAS /ILL$ BY ! PASSIONATE PRESSURE ( MY LIPS UPON Y\R H&4 ,H[ IT TREMBL$6 ,I HELD IT BETWE5 MY [N1 & !N1 AS ,I LIFT$ MY FACE TO Y\RS1  ! EXPRESSION ,I BEHELD SEEM$ TO B]EAVE ME ( ,M,Y ,[N SELF3 IT WAS Y\ :O W]E ,I6 ,! DRAWN FACE1 ! LOOK ( HORROR1 Y\R :OLE BE+ ! CRY ( TORTURE-W]E ,Y,\ NOT ! REAL PRISON]8 OR WAS IT ,M,Y 5VISION$ SUFF]+ ?AT CEM5T$ ! SPIRITUAL BOND1 ANNIHILAT+ ALL MISUND]/&+1 ALL RES5TM5T1 & LIFT+ US ABOVE TIME & ,PLACE 9 ! AFFLATUS ( M>TYRDOM8 

,MUTELY ,I HELD Y\R H&4 ,!RE WAS NO NE$ = WORDS4 ONLY ! PRY+ EYES ( ! CATLIKE PRES5CE DI/URB$ ! SACR$ MOM5T4 ,!N WE SPOKE-ME*ANICALLY1 TRIVIALITIES4444 ,:AT ?\< ! CADAV]\S ,DEPUTY ) BRUTAL GAZE TIM$ ! SECONDS1 & =BADE ! S\ND ( \R DE> ,RUSSIAN1-NOR HEAV5 NOR E>? C\LD VIOLATE ! SACRAM5T SEAL$ ) \R PA94 

,! E*O ACCOMPANI$ MY /EP AS ,I PASS$ ?R\< ! ROTUNDA ON MY WAY TO ! CELL4 ,ALL WAS QUIET 9 ! BLOCK4 ,NO :IR ( LOOM REA*$ ME FROM ! %OPS4 ,?ANKSGIV+ ,DAY3 ALL ACTIVITIES W]E SUSP5D$4 ,I FELT AT PEACE 9 ! SIL5CE4 ,BUT :5 ! DOOR WAS LOCK$1 & ,I F\ND MYSELF ALONE1 ALL ALONE )9 ! WALLS ( ! TOMB1 ! FULL SIGNIFICANCE ( Y\R DEP>TURE SUDD5LY DAWN$ ON ME4 ,! QUICK HAD LEFT ! DEAD4444 ,T]ROR ( ! REALITY SEIZ$ ME & ,I WAS SWEPT BY A P>OXYSM ( ANGUI%-4 

,I MU/ CLOSE4 ,! FRI5D :O PROMIS$ TO HAVE ?IS LETT] MAIL$ SUB ROSA IS AT ! DOOR4 ,HE IS A K9D UN=TUNATE :O HAS BEFRI5D$ ME 4 ,MAY ?IS LETT] REA* Y\ SAFELY4 ,9 TOK5 ( :I*1 S5D ME PO/AL ( 9DIFF]5T CONT5TS1 CASUALLY M5TION+ ! >RIVAL ( NEWS FROM MY BRO!R 9 ,MOSC[4 ,REMEMB] TO SIGN 0,SI/]40 

,) A PASSIONATE EMBRACE1  

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7,S\RCE3 ,B]KMAN1 ,ALEX&] 7#a#i#a#b7 ,PRISON ,MEMOIRS ( AN ,AN>*I/1 ,MO!R ,E>? ,PRESS47 

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