,P>T #b1 ,*APT] #aa ,! ,R\TE ,SUB ,ROSA #aiabaiab ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,ALEX&] ,B]KMAN ,TEXT 3 ,M>* #d1 #a#h#i#c4 ,GIRL & ,TW93 ,I AM WRIT+ ) DESPAIR 9 MY HE>T4 ,I WAS TAK5 TO ,PITTSBUR< AS A WITNESS 9 ! TRIAL ( ,NOLD & ,BAU]4 ,I HAD HOP$ = AN OPPORTUNITY-Y\ UND]/&1 FRI5DS4 ,IT WAS A SL5D] ?READ1 BUT ,I CLUNG TO IT DESP]ATELY1 PREP>$ TO /AKE EV]Y?+ ON IT4 ,IT PROV$ A BROK5 /RAW4 ,N[ ,I AM BACK1 & ,I MAY NEV] LEAVE ?IS PLACE ALIVE4 ,I WAS BITT]LY DISAPPO9T$ NOT TO F9D Y\ 9 ! C\RTROOM4 ,I YE>N$ = ! SIE HAV+ A H>D /RUGGLE TO EXI/4 ,O!RWISE P]HAPS SOME?+ C\LD BE DONE TO E/ABLI% FRI5DLY RELATIONS BETWE5 ,RAKHMETOV & ,MR4 ,GEBOP4 ,IT W\LD REQUIRE AN \TLAY BEYOND ! RES\RCES ( \R [N CIRCLE2 O!RS CANNOT BE APPROA*$ 9 ?IS MATT]4 ,NO?+ REMA9S BUT ! 09SIDE0 DEVELOPM5TS1-A T]RIBLY SL[ PROCESS4 ,?IS IS ALL ! HOPE ,I CAN HOLD \T TO Y\1 DE> FRI5DS4 ,Y\ WILL ?9K IT QUITE NEGLIGIBLE2 YET IT IS ! SOLE RAY ?AT HAS AGA9 & AGA9 K9DL$ LIFE 9 MOM5TS ( UTMO/ D>KNESS4444 ,I DID NOT REALIZE ! PHYSICAL EFFECTS ( MY /AY H]E 7IT IS FIVE MON?S N[7 TILL MY RETURN FROM C\RT4 ,I SUPPOSE ! EXCITEM5T ( BE+ ON ! \TSIDE GALVANIZ$ ME = ! NONCE4444 ,MY HEAD WAS A:IRL2 ,I C\LD NOT COLLECT MY ?\ AWAY1 ( A /RANGE WORLD 9 :I* ,I HAD NO P>T4 ,ONLY :5 ,I F\ND MYSELF ALONE 9 ! CELL1 ! FULL SIGNIFICANCE ( ! LO/ OCCASION WAS BORNE 9 UPON ME ) CRU%+ =CE4 ,BUT :Y SADD5 Y\8 ,!RE IS P]HAPS A *E]I] SIDE1 N[ ?AT ,NOLD & ,BAU] >E H]E4 ,I HAVE NOT SE5 !M YET1 BUT !IR V]Y PRES5CE1 ! CIRCUM/ANCE ?AT SOME:]E )9 !SE WALLS !RE >E COMRADES1 M5 :O1 LIKE MYSELF1 SUFF] = AN IDEAL ! ?\ITY1 ( APPRECIATION4 ,:AT C\RAGE & /R5G? !RE MU/ BE = !M 9 ! 9SPIRATION RADIAT$ BY A COMMON CAUSE6 ,CONDITIONS H]E >E 5TIRELY DIFF]5T4 ,BO? 9MATES & (FIC]S >E AT LOSS TO 0CLASS0 ME4 ,!Y HAVE NEV] KN[N POLITICAL PRISON]S4 ,?AT ONE %\LD SACRIFICE OR RISK HIS LIFE ) NO APP>5T P]SONAL MOTIVES1 IS BEYOND !IR COMPREH5SION1 ALMO/ BEYOND !IR BELIEF4 ,IT IS A DES]T ( SORDIDNESS ?AT CON/ANTLY ?REAT5S TO 5GULF ONE4 ,I W\LD GLADLY EX*ANGE PLACES ) \R COMRADES 9 ,SIB]IA4 ,! =M] PODPOILNAYA WAS SUSP5D$1 BECAUSE ( ! GREAT MIS=TUNE ?AT BEFELL MY FRI5D ,W+IE1 ( :OM ,I WROTE TO Y\ BE=E4 ,?IS DOVE WILL BE FL[N BY ,MR4 ,TIUREM%*ICK1 AN OLD SOLDI] :O REALLY SYMPA?IZES ) ,W+IE4 ,I BELIEVE !Y S]V$ 9 ! SAME REGIM5T4 ,HE IS A K9DLY MAN1 :O HATES HIS DESPICABLE WORK4 ,BUT !RE IS A FAMILY AT HOME1 A SICK WIFE-Y\ KN[ ! OLD1 WEAK-KNE$ TALE4 ,I HAD A H9T FROM HIM ! O!R DAY3 HE IS BE+ SPI$ UPON2 IT IS DANG]\S = HIM TO BE SE5 AT MY CELL1 & SO =?4 IT IS ALL QUITE TRUE2 BUT :AT HE MEANS IS1 ?AT A LITTLE MONEY W\LD BE WELCOME4 ,Y\ KN[ H[ TO MANAGE ! MATT]4 ,LEAVE NO TRACES4 ,I HE> ! FELT-SOL$ /EP4 ,IT'S ! SOLDI]4 ,I BID MY BIRDIE A HA/Y GOOD-BYE4 ,S,A,%,A4 7,S\RCE3 ,B]KMAN1 ,ALEX&] 7#a#i#a#b7 ,PRISON ,MEMOIRS ( AN ,AN>*I/1 ,MO!R ,E>? ,PRESS47 ,FROM 3 ,AN>*Y ,>*IVES4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #aiaa 3 ,P>T #b1 ,*APT] #aa -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #c1 #bag 3 ,P>T #b1 ,*APT] #aa -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/