,*APT] #a ,DEPORTATION ,TO ,RUSSIA #aibcaibc ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,EMMA ,GOLDMAN ,TEXT 3 ,PHOTO BY ,IR5E ,TEJ>OXY ,HOSS 7,KITT5,CLAW71,C,C ,B,Y-,N,C-,N,D ,LIC5SE ,*,A,P,T,] ,I ,D,E,P,O,R,T,A,T,I,O,N ,T,O ,R,U,S,S,I,A ,O,N ,! NIS4 ,9 MY [N CASE1 ! DECISION TO ELIM9ATE ME FIR/ BECAME KN[N :51 9 #a#i#i1 ! ,F$]AL AU?ORITIES W5T \T ( !IR WAY TO DISFRAN*IZE ! MAN :OSE NAME GAVE ME CITIZ5%IP4 ,?AT ,WA%+TON WAIT$ TILL #aiag WAS DUE TO ! CIRCUM/ANCE ?AT ! PSY*OLOGIC MOM5T = ! F9ALE WAS LACK+4 ,P]HAPS ,I %\LD HAVE CONTE/$ MY CASE AT ?AT TIME4 ,) ! !N-PREVAL5T PUBLIC OP9ION1 ! ,C\RTS W\LD PROBABLY NOT HAVE SU/A9$ ! FRAUDUL5T PROCE$+S :I* ROBB$ ME ( CITIZ5%IP4 ,BUT IT DID NOT SEEM CR$IBLE !N ?AT ,AM]ICA W\LD /OOP TO ! ,TS>I/IC ME?OD ( DEPORTATION4 ,\R ANTI-W> AGITATION ADD$ FUEL TO ! W> HY/]IA ( #a#i#a#g1 & ?US FURNI%$ ! ,F$]AL AU?ORITIES ) ! DESIR$ OPPORTUNITY TO COMPLETE ! CONSPIRACY BEGUN AGA9/ ME 9 ,RO*E/]1 ,N4 ,Y41 #a#i#i4 ,IT WAS ON ,DECEMB] #e1 #a#i#a#i1 :ILE 9 ,*ICAGO LECTUR+1 ?AT ,I WAS TELEGRAPHICALLY APPRIZ$ ( ! FACT ?AT ! ORD] = MY DEPORTATION WAS F9AL4 ,! QUE/ION ( MY CITIZ5%IP WAS !N RAIS$ 9 C\RT1 BUT WAS ( C\RSE DECID$ ADV]SELY4 ,I HAD 9T5D$ TO TAKE ! CASE TO A HI<] TRIBUNAL1 BUT F9ALLY ,I DECID$ TO C>RY ! MATT] NO FUR!R3 ,SOVIET ,RUSSIA WAS LUR+ ME4 ,LUDICR\SLY SECRETIVE W]E ! AU?ORITIES AB\T \R DEPORTATION4 ,TO ! V]Y LA/ MOM5T WE W]E KEPT 9 IGNORANCE AS TO ! TIME4 ,!N1 UNEXPECT$LY1 9 ! WEE SMALL H\RS ( ,DECEMB] #b#a/ WE W]E SPIRIT$ AWAY4 ,! SC5E SET = ?IS P]=MANCE WAS MO/ ?RILL+4 ,IT WAS SIX O'CLOCK ,SUNDAY MORN+1 ,DECEMB] #b#a1 #a#i#a#i1 :5 UND] HEAVY MILIT>Y CONVOY WE /EPP$ ABO>D ! ,BU=D4 ,= TW5TY-EIK1 DAMP QU>T]S1 WRET*$LY F$1 ALL ( US 9 COMPLETE IGNORANCE ( ! DIRECTION WE W]E TO TAKE4 ,YET \R SPIRITS W]E HI<-,RUSSIA1 FREE1 NEW ,RUSSIA WAS BE=E ,U,S4 ,ALL MY LIFE ,RUSSIA'S H]OIC /RUGGLE = FRE$OM WAS AS A BEACON TO ME4 ,! REVOLUTION>Y ZEAL ( H] M>TYR$ M5 & WOM51 :I* NEI!R =TRESS NOR KATORGA C\LD SUPPRESS1 WAS MY 9SPIRATION 9 ! D>KE/ H\RS4 ,:5 ! NEWS ( ! ,FEBRU>Y ,REVOLUTION FLA%$ ACROSS ! WORLD1 ,I LONG$ TO HA/5 TO ! L& :I* HAD P]=M$ ! MIRACLE & HAD FRE$ H] PEOPLE FROM ! AGE-OLD YOKE ( ,CZ>ISM4 ,BUT ,AM]ICA HELD ME4 ,! ?\S ( /RUGGLE = MY IDEALS1 ( MY FRI5DS & ASSOCIATES1 MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO TE> MYSELF AWAY4 ,I W\LD GO TO ,RUSSIA LAT]1 ,I ?\ & ! NE$ ( REMA9+ TRUE TO ! ,AM]ICAN PEOPLE :O W]E SWEPT 9TO ! HURRICANE AGA9/ !IR WILL4 ,AFT] ALL1 ,I [$ A GREAT DEBT1 ,I [$ MY GR[? & DEVELOPM5T TO :AT WAS F9E/ & BE/ 9 ,AM]ICA1 TO H] FII/S SOON T]M9AT$ MY WORK4 ,AT LA/ ,I WAS B\ND = ,RUSSIA & ALL ELSE WAS ALMO/ BLOTT$ \T4 ,I W\LD BEHOLD ) M9E [N EYES MATU%KA ,ROSSIYA1 ! L& FRE$ FROM POLITICAL & ECONOMIC MA/]S2 ! ,RUSSIAN DUB9U%KA1 AS ! PEASANT WAS CALL$1 RAIS$ FROM ! DU/2 ! ,RUSSIAN WORK]1 ! MOD]N ,SAMSON1 :O ) A SWEEP ( HIS MIM HAD PULL$ D[N ! PILL>S ( DECAY+ SOCIETY4 ,! TW5TY-EIDLY CONSCI\S ( MY SURR\ND+S4 ,F9ALLY WE REA*$ ,F9L&1 ACROSS :I* WE W]E =C$ TO J\RNEY 9 SEAL$ C>S4 ,ON ! ,RUSSIAN BORD] WE W]E MET BY A COMMITTEE ( ! ,SOVIET ,GOV]NM5T1 HEAD$ BY ,ZOR94 ,!Y HAD COME TO GREET ! FIR/ POLITICAL REFUGEES DRIV5 FROM ,AM]ICA = OP9ION'S SAKE4 ,IT WAS A COLD DAY1 ) ! E>? A %EET ( :ITE1 BUT SPR+ WAS 9 \R HE>TS4 ,SOON WE W]E TO BEHOLD REVOLUTION>Y ,RUSSIA4 ,I PREF]R$ TO BE ALONE :5 ,I T\*$ ! SACR$ SOIL3 MY EXALTATION WAS TOO GREAT1 & ,I FE>$ ,I MIG$ ) 9T5SITY ( FEEL+4 ,I C\LD S5SE ! AWE & HUMILITY ( \R GR\P :O1 TREAT$ LIKE FELONS 9 ! ,UNIT$ ,/ATES1 W]E H]E RECEIV$ AS DE> BRO!RS & COMRADES & WELCOM$ BY ! ,R$ SOLDI]S1 ! LIB]ATORS ( ,RUSSIA4 ,FROM ,BELOO/ROV WE W]E DRIV5 TO ! VILLAGE :]E ANO!R RECEPTION HAD BE5 PREP>$3 ,A D>K HALL FILL$ TO SUFFOCATION1 ! PLAT=M LIT UP BY TALL[ C&LES1 A HUGE R$ FLAG1 ON ! /AGE A GR\P ( WOM5 9 BLACK NUNS' ATTIRE4 ,I /OOD AS 9 A DREAM 9 ! BREA?LESS SIL5CE4 ,SUDD5LY A VOICE RANG \T4 ,IT BEAT LIKE METAL ON MY E>S & SEEM$ UN9SPIR$1 BUT IT SPOKE ( ! GREAT SUFF]+ ( ! ,RUSSIAN PEOPLE & ( ! 5EMIES ( ! ,REVOLUTION4 ,O!RS ADDRESS$ ! AUDI5CE1 BUT ,I WAS HELD BY ! WOM5 9 BLACK1 !IR FACES R[ LIVES ( !SE ASCETICS8 ,IT ALL SEEM$ /RANGE1 FASC9AT+4 ,SOMEH[ ,I F\ND MYSELF ON ! PLAT=M4 ,I C\LD ONLY BLURT \T ?AT LIKE MY COMRADES ,I HAD NOT COME TO ,RUSSIA TO TEA*3 ,I HAD COME TO LE>N1 TO DRAW SU/5ANCE & HOPE FROM H]1 TO LAY D[N MY LIFE ON ! ALT> ( ! ,REVOLUTION4 ,AFT] ! MEET+ WE W]E ESCORT$ TO ! WAIT+ ,PETROGRAD TRA91 ! WOM5 9 ! BLACK HOOD 9TON+ ! 0,9T]NATIONALE10 ! :OLE AUDI5CE JO9+ 94 ,I WAS 9 ! C> ) \R HO/1 ,ZOR91 :O HAD LIV$ 9 ,AM]ICA & SPOKE ,5GLI% FLU5TLY4 ,HE TALK$ 5?USIA/ICALLY AB\T ! ,SOVIET ,GOV]NM5T & ITS M>VEL\S A*IEVEM5TS4 ,HIS CONV]SATION WAS ILLUM9ATIVE1 BUT ONE PHRASE /RUCK ME AS DISCORDANT4 ,SPEAK+ ( ! POLITICAL ORGANIZATION ( HIS ,P>TY1 HE REM>K$3 0,TAMMANY ,HALL HAS NO?+ ON US1 & AS TO ,BOSS ,MURPHY1 WE C\LD TEA* HIM A ?+ OR TWO40 ,I ?\K & DES]T$2 NOT A LIV+ S\L TO BE SE5 ANY:]E4 ,WE HAD NOT GONE V]Y F> :5 ! C> WAS SUDD5LY HALT$1 & AN ELECTRIC LITIAL LAW4 ,! PROCESS WAS REPEAT$ FREQU5TLY ALONG ! R\TE4 ,%ORTLY BE=E WE REA*$ \R DE/9ATION WE PASS$ A WELL-LITY40 ,ZOR9 & HIS WIFE OCCUPI$ TWO ROOMS1 SIMPLY BUT COM=TABLY FURNI%$4 ,TEA & REFRE%M5TS W]E S]V$1 & \R HO/S 5T]TA9$ US ) ! ABSORB+ /ORY ( ! M>VEL\S DEF5SE ! ,PETROGRAD WORK]S HAD ORGANIZ$ AGA9/ ! ,YUD5IT* =CES4 ,H[ H]OICALLY ! M5 & WOM51 EV5 ! *ILDR51 HAD RU%$ TO ! DEF5SE ( ! ,R$ ,CITY6 ,:AT WOND]FUL SELF-DISCIPL9E & COOP]ATION ! PROLET>IAT DEMON/RAT$4 ,! EV5+ PASS$ 9 !SE REM9ISC5CES1 & ,I WAS AB\T TO RETIRE TO ! ROOM SECUR$ = ME :5 A Y\NG WOMAN >RIV$ :O 9TRODUC$ H]SELF AS ! SI/]-9-LAW ( 0,BILL0 ,%ATOV4 ,%E GREET$ US W>MLY & ASK$ US TO COME UP TO SEE H] SI/] :O LIV$ ON ! FLOOR ABOVE4 ,:5 WE REA*$ !IR AP>TM5T ,I F\ND MYSELF EMBRAC$ BY BIG JOVIAL ,BILL HIMSELF4 ,H[ /RANGE ( ,ZOR9 TO TELL ME ?AT ,%ATOV HAD LEFT = ,SIB]IA6 ,:AT DID IT MEAN8 ,%ATOV EXPLA9$ ?AT HE HAD BE5 ORD]$ NOT TO MEET US AT ! BORD]1 TO PREV5T HIS GIV+ US \R FIR/ IMPRESSIONS ( ,SOVIET ,RUSSIA4 ,HE HAD FALL5 9TO DISFAVOR ) ! ,GOV]NM5T & WAS BE+ S5T TO ,SIB]IA 9TO VIRTUAL EXILE4 ,HIS TRIP HAD BE5 DELAY$ & !RE=E WE /ILL HAPP5$ TO F9D HIM4 ,WE SP5T MU* TIME ) ,%ATOV BE=E HE LEFT ,PETROGRAD4 ,= :OLE DAYS ,I LI/5$ TO HIS /ORY ( ! ,REVOLUTION1 ) ITS LID ! RIY = ALL ! REVOLUTION>Y ELEM5TS TO WORK ) ! ,BOL%EVIKI ,GOV]NM5T4 ,( C\RSE1 ! ,COMMUNI/S HAD MADE MANY MI/AKES1 BUT :AT !Y DID WAS 9EVITABLE1 IMPOS$ UPON !M BY ,ALLI$ 9T]F]5CE & ! BLOCKADE4 ,A FEW DAYS AFT] \R >RIVAL ,ZOR9 ASK$ ,ALEX&] ,B]KMAN & MYSELF TO ACCOMPANY HIM TO ,SMOLNY4 ,SMOLNY1 ! ]/:ILE BO>D+ S*OOL = ! DAUI/OCRACY1 HAD BE5 ! C5T] ( REVOLUTION>Y EV5TS4 ,ALMO/ EV]Y /ONE HAD PLAY$ ITS P>T4 ,N[ IT WAS ! SEAT ( ! ,PETROGRAD ,GOV]NM5T4 ,I F\ND ! PLACE HEAVILY GU>D$ & GIV+ ! IMPRESSION ( A BEEHIVE ( (FICIALS & GOV]NM5T EMPLOYES4 ,! ,DEP>TM5T ( ! ,?IRD ,9T]NATIONAL WAS P>TICUL>LY 9T]E/+' ,IT WAS ! DOMA9 ( ,Z9OVIEV4 ,I WAS MU* IMPRESS$ BY ! MAGNITUDE ( IT ALL4 ,AFT] %[+ US AB\T1 ,ZOR9 9VIT$ US TO ! ,SMOLNY D9+ ROOM4 ,! MEAL CONSI/$ ( GOOD S\P1 MEAT & POTATOES1 BREAD & TEA4 ,RA!R A GOOD MEAL 9 />V+ ,RUSSIA1 ,I ?\T]$ 9 ,SMO9Y4 ,I WAS ANXI\S AB\T MY TRAVEL+ COMPANIONS1 ! TWO GIRLS :O HAD %>$ MY CAB9 ON ! ,BU=D4 ,I WI%$ TO TAKE !M BACK ) ME TO ! ,FIR/ ,H\SE ( ! ,SOVIET4 ,ZOR9 S5T = !M4 ,!Y >RIV$ GREATLY EXCIT$ & TOLD US ?AT ! :OLE GR\P ( DEPORTEES HAD BE5 PLAC$ UND] MILIT>Y GU>D4 ,! NEWS WAS />TL+4 ,! PEOPLE :O HAD BE5 DRIV5 \T ( ,AM]ICA = !IR POLITICAL OP9IONS1 N[ 9 ,REVOLUTION>Y ,RUSSIA AGA9 PRISON]S-?REE DAYS AFT] !IR >RIVAL4 ,:AT HAD HAPP5$8 ,WE TURN$ TO ,ZOR94 ,HE SEEM$ EMB>RASS$4 0,SOME MI/AKE10 HE SAID1 & IMM$IATELY BEGAN TO MAKE 9QUIRIES4 ,IT DEVELOP$ ?AT F\R ORD9>Y CRIM9ALS HAD BE5 F\ND AMONG ! POLITICALS DEPORT$ BY ! ,UNIT$ ,/ATES ,GOV]NM5T1 & !RE=E A GU>D WAS PLAC$ OV] ! :OLE GR\P4 ,! PROCE$+ SEEM$ TO ME UNJU/ & UNCALL$ =4 ,IT WAS MY FIR/ LESSON 9 ,BOL%EVIK ME?ODS4 ,FROM 3 ,AN>*Y ,>*IVES4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #aibb 3 ,*APT] #a -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,JANU>Y #b#c1 #bag 3 ,*APT] #a -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/