,*APT] #c #a#g#h#c-#a#g#h#e ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,GODW9 ,TEXT 3 ,*,A,P,T,] ,I,I,I4 #a#g#h#c-#a#g#h#e4 ,M>Y WAS N[ >RIV$ AT ! TW5TY-F\R? YE> ( H] AGE4 ,H] PROJECT1 FIVE YE>S BE=E1 HAD BE5 P]SONAL 9DEP5D5CE2 IT WAS N[ USEFULNESS4 ,9 ! SOLITUDE ( ATT5DANCE ON H] SI/]'S ILLNESS1 & DUR+ ! SUBSEQU5T CONVALESC5CE1 %E HAD HAD LEISURE TO RUM9ATE UPON PURPOSES ( ?IS SORT4 ,H] EXP&$ M9D L$ H] TO SEEK SOME?+ MORE >DU\S ?AN ! M]E REMOVAL ( P]SONAL VEXATIONS2 & ! S5SIBILITY ( H] HE>T W\LD NOT SUFF] H] TO RE/ 9 SOLIT>Y GRATIFICATIONS4 ,! D]ANGEM5T ( H] FA!R'S AFFAIRS DAILY BECAME MORE & MORE GL>+2 & A SMALL 9DEP5D5T PROVISION MADE = H]SELF & H] SI/]S1 APPE>S TO HAVE BE5 SACRIFIC$ 9 ! WRECK4 ,= T5 YE>S1 FROM #aE TORM5T$ ) !IR UNTRACTABL5ESS & FOLLY4 ,! PROJECT UPON :I* %E N[ DET]M9$1 WAS NO O!R ?AN ?AT ( A DAY-S*OOL1 TO BE SUP]9T5D$ BY ,FANNY ,BLOOD1 H]SELF1 & H] TWO SI/]S4 ,!Y ACCORD+LY OP5$ ONE 9 ! YE> #a#g#h#c1 AT ! VILLAGE ( ,ISL+TON2 BUT 9 ! C\RSE ( A FEW MON?S REMOV$ IT TO ,NEW+TON ,GRE54 ,H]E ,M>Y =M$ SOME ACQUA9TANCES :O 9FLU5C$ ! FUTURE EV5TS ( H] LIFE4 ,! FIR/ ( !SE 9 H] [N E/IMATION1 WAS ,DR4 ,RI*>D ,PRICE1 WELL KN[N = HIS POLITICAL & MA!MATICAL CALCULATIONS1 & UNIV]SALLY E/EEM$ BY ?OSE :O KNEW HIM1 = ! SIMPLICITY ( HIS MANN]S1 & ! >DOR ( HIS B5EVOL5CE4 ,! REG>D CONCEIV$ BY !SE TWO P]SONS = EA* O!R1 WAS MUTUAL1 & P>TOOK ( A SPIRIT ( ! PURE/ ATTA*M5T4 ,M>Y HAD BE5 BR$ 9 ! PR9CIPLES ( ! *UR* ( ,5GL&1 BUT H] E/EEM = ?IS V5]ABLE PREA*] L$ H] OCCASIONALLY TO ATT5D UPON HIS PUBLIC 9/RUCTIONS4 ,H] RELIGION WAS1 9 REALITY1 LITTLE ALLI$ TO ANY SY/EM ( =MS2 &1 AS %E HAS (T5 TOLD ME1 WAS F\ND$ RA!R 9 TA/E1 ?AN 9 ! NICETIES ( POLEMICAL DISCUSSION4 ,H] M9D CON/ITUTIONALLY ATTA*$ ITSELF TO ! SUBLIME & ! AMIABLE4 ,%E F\ND AN 9EXPRESSIBLE DELIG+ :AT %E CONSID]$ AS ITS DUTIES4 ,%E C\LD NOT RECOLLECT ! TIME :5 %E HAD BELIEV$ ! DOCTR9E ( FUTURE PUNI%M5TS4 ,! T5ETS ( H] SY/EM W]E ! GR[? ( H] [N MORAL TA/E1 & H] RELIGION !RE=E HAD ALWAYS BE5 A GRATIFICATION1 NEV] A T]ROR1 TO H]4 ,%E EXPECT$ A FUTURE /ATE2 BUT %E W\LD NOT ALL[ H] IDEAS ( ?AT FUTURE /ATE TO BE MODIFI$ BY ! NOTIONS ( JUDGM5T & RETRIBUTION4 ,FROM ?IS SKET*1 IT IS SUFFICI5TLY EVID5T1 ?AT ! PLEASURE %E TOOK 9 AN OCCASIONAL ATT5DANCE UPON ! S]MONS ( ,DR4 ,PRICE1 WAS NOT ACCOMPANI$ ) A SUP]/ITI\S ADH]5CE TO HIS DOCTR9ES4 ,! FACT IS1 ?AT1 AS F> D[N AS ! YE> #a#g#h#g1 %E REGUL>LY FREQU5T$ PUBLIC WOR%IP1 = ! MO/ P>T ACCORD+ TO ! =MS ( ! *UR* ( ,5GL&4 ,AFT] ?AT P]IOD H] ATT5DANCE BECAME LESS CON/ANT1 & 9 NO LONG TIME WAS :OLLY DISCONT9U$4 ,I BELIEVE IT MAY BE ADMITT$ AS A MAXIM1 ?AT NO P]SON ( A WELL FURNI%$ M9D1 ?AT HAS %AK5 (F ! IMPLICIT SUBSECTION ( Y\?1 & IS NOT ! ZEAL\S P>TISAN ( A SECT1 CAN BR+ HIMSELF TO CON=M TO ! PUBLIC & REGUL> R\T9E ( S]MONS & PRAY]S4 ,ANO!R ( ! FRI5DS %E ACQUIR$ AT ?IS P]IOD1 WAS ,MRS4 ,BUR<1 WID[ ( ! AU?OR ( ! ,POLITICAL ,DISQUISITIONS1 A WOMAN UNIV]SALLY WELL SPOK5 ( = ! W>M? & PURITY ( H] B5EVOL5CE4 ,M>Y1 :5EV] %E HAD OCCASION TO ALLUDE TO H]1 TO ! LA/ P]IOD ( H] LIFE1 PAID ! TRIBUTE DUE TO H] VIRTUES4 ,! ONLY REMA9+ FRI5D NECESS>Y TO BE 5UM]AT$ 9 ?IS PLACE1 IS ! REV4 ,JOHN ,HEWLET1 N[ MA/] ( A BO>D+-S*OOL AT ,%ACKLEWEL NE> ,HACKNEY1 :OM ,I %ALL HAVE OCCASION TO M5TION H]EAFT]4 ,I HAVE ALREADY SAID ?AT ,FANNY'S HEAL? HAD BE5 MAT]IALLY 9JUR$ BY H] 9CESSANT LABORS = ! MA9T5ANCE ( H] FAMILY4 ,%E HAD ALSO SUFF]$ A DISAPPO9TM5T1 :I* PREY$ UPON H] M9D4 ,TO !SE DIFF]5T S\RCES ( ILL HEAL? %E BECAME GRADUALLY A VICTIM2 & AT L5G? DISCOV]$ ALL ! SYMPTOMS ( A PULMON>Y CONSUMPTION4 ,BY ! M$ICAL M5 ?AT ATT5D$ H]1 %E WAS ADVIS$ TO TRY ! EFFECTS ( A S\!RN CLIMATE2 &1 AB\T ! BEG9N+ ( ! YE> #a#g#h#e1 SAIL$ = ,LISBON4 ,! FIR/ FEEL+ ) :I* ,M>Y HAD CONTEMPLAT$ H] FRI5D1 WAS A S5TIM5T ( 9F]IORITY & REV]5CE2 BUT ?AT1 FROM ! OP]ATION ( A T5 YE>S' ACQUA9TANCE1 WAS CONSID]ABLY *ANG$4 ,FANNY HAD ORIG9ALLY BE5 F> BE=E H] 9 LIT]>Y ATTA9M5TS2 ?IS DISP>ITY NO LONG] EXI/$4 ,9 :ATEV] DEGREE ,M>Y MIACT]I/ICS ( G5IUS1 :I* %E POSSESS$1 & 9 :I* H] FRI5D WAS DEFICI5T4 ,! PR9CIPAL ( !SE WAS A FIRMNESS ( M9D1 AN UNCONQU]ABLE GREATNESS ( S\L1 BY :I*1 AFT] A %ORT 9T]NAL /RUGGLE1 %E WAS ACCU/OM$ TO RISE ABOVE DIFFICULTIES & SUFF]+4 ,:ATEV] ,M>Y UND]TOOK1 %E P]HAPS 9 ALL 9/ANCES ACCOMPLI%$2 &1 TO H] L(TY SPIRIT1 SC>CELY ANY?+ %E DESIR$1 APPE>$ H>D TO P]=M4 ,FANNY1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 WAS A WOMAN ( A TIMID & IRRESOLUTE NATURE1 ACCU/OM$ TO YIELD TO DIFFICULTIES1 & PROBABLY PRID+ H]SELF 9 ?IS MORBID S(TNESS ( H] TEMP]4 ,ONE 9/ANCE ?AT ,I HAVE HE>D ,M>Y RELATE ( ?IS SORT1 WAS1 ?AT1 AT A C]TA9 TIME1 ,FANNY1 DISSATISFI$ ) H] DOME/IC SITUATION1 EXPRESS$ AN E>NE/ DESIRE TO HAVE A HOME ( H] [N4 ,M>Y1 :O FELT NO?+ MORE PRESS+ ?AN TO RELIEVE ! 9CONV5I5CES ( H] FRI5D1 DET]M9$ TO ACCOMPLI% ?IS OBJECT = H]4 ,IT CO/ H] 9F9ITE EX]TIONS2 BUT AT L5G? %E WAS ABLE TO ANN\NCE TO ,FANNY ?AT A H\SE WAS PREP>$1 & ?AT %E WAS ON ! SPOT TO RECEIVE H]4 ,! ANSW] :I* ,FANNY RETURN$ TO ! LETT] ( H] FRI5D1 CONSI/$ ALMO/ :OLLY ( AN 5UM]ATION ( OBJECTIONS TO ! QUITT+ H] FAMILY1 :I* %E HAD NOT ?\$ TO H] ( CONSID]ABLE WEIY TO =M ( ! M9D ( H] FRI5D1 DET]M9$ H] 9 ! ADVICE %E GAVE1 AT ! P]IOD TO :I* ,I HAVE BR\Y CONSID]$ AS SU* AS SC>CELY TO AF=D ! %AD[ ( A HOPE2 IT WAS NOT !RE=E A TIME AT :I* IT WAS MO/ OBVI\S TO ?9K ( M>RIAGE4 ,%E CONCEIV$ H[EV] ?AT NO?+ %\LD BE OMITT$1 :I* MIRIAGE TOOK PLACE ON ! TW5TY-F\R? ( ,FEBRU>Y #a#g#h#e4 ,! *ANGE ( CLIMATE & SITUATION WAS PRODUCTIVE ( LITTLE B5EFIT2 & ! LIFE ( ,FANNY WAS ONLY PROLONG$ BY A P]IOD ( PREGNANCY1 :I* SOON DECL>$ ITSELF4 ,M>Y1 9 ! MEAN TIME1 WAS IMPRESS$ ) ! IDEA ?AT H] FRI5D W\LD DIE 9 ?IS DI/ANT C\NTRY2 &1 %OCK$ ) ! RECOLLECTION ( H] SEP>ATION FROM ! CIRCLE ( H] FRI5DS1 DET]M9$ TO PASS OV] TO ,LISBON TO ATT5D H]4 ,?IS RESOLUTION WAS TREAT$ BY H] ACQUA9TANCE AS 9 ! UTMO/ DEGREE VISION>Y2 BUT %E WAS NOT TO BE DIV]T$ FROM H] PO9T4 ,%E HAD NOT MONEY TO DEFRAY H] EXP5CES3 %E MU/ QUIT = A LONG TIME ! S*OOL1 ! V]Y EXI/5CE ( :I* PROBABLY DEP5D$ UPON H] EX]TIONS4 ,NO P]SON WAS EV] BETT] =M$ = ! BUS9ESS ( $UCATION2 IF IT BE NOT A SORT ( ABSURDITY TO SPEAK ( A P]SON AS =M$ = AN 9F]IOR OBJECT1 :O IS 9 POSSESSION ( TAL5TS1 9 ! FULLE/ DEGREE ADEQUATE TO SOME?+ ON A MORE IMPORTANT & COMPREH5SIVE SCALE4 ,M>Y HAD A QUICKNESS ( TEMP]1 NOT APT TO TAKE (F5SE ) 9ADV]T5CIES1 BUT :I* L$ H] TO IMAG9E ?AT %E SAW ! M9D ( ! P]SON ) :OM %E HAD ANY TRANSACTION1 & TO REF] ! PR9CIPLE ( H] APPROBATION OR DISPLEASURE TO ! CORDIALITY OR 9JU/ICE ( !IR S5TIM5TS4 ,%E WAS OCCASIONALLY SEV]E & IMP]I\S 9 H] RES5TM5TS2 &1 :5 %E /RONGLY DISAPPROV$1 WAS APT TO EXPRESS H] C5SURE 9 T]MS ?AT GAVE A V]Y HUMILIAT+ S5SATION TO ! P]SON AGA9/ :OM IT WAS DIRECT$4 ,H] DISPLEASURE H[EV] NEV] ASSUM$ ITS SEV]E/ =M1 BUT :5 IT WAS B>B$ BY DISAPPO9TM5T4 ,:]E %E EXPECT$ LITTLE1 %E WAS NOT V]Y RIGID 9 H] C5SURE ( ]ROR4 ,BUT1 TO :ATEV] ! DEFECTS ( H] TEMP] MIT WAS ! SEAT ( EV]Y B5EVOL5T FEEL+2 & ACCORD+LY1 9 ALL H] 9T]C\RSE ) *ILDR51 IT WAS K9DNESS & SYMPA?Y ALONE ?AT PROMPT$ H] CONDUCT4 ,SYMPA?Y1 :5 IT M\NTS TO A C]TA9 HEIDS :OM IT IS EX]CIS$2 & ,I HAVE HE>D H] SAY1 ?AT %E NEV] WAS CONC]N$ 9 ! $UCATION ( ONE *ILD1 :O WAS NOT P]SONALLY ATTA*$ TO H]1 & E>NE/LY CONC]N$1 NOT TO 9CUR H] DISPLEASURE4 ,ANO!R EM95T ADVANTAGE %E POSSESS$ 9 ! BUS9ESS ( $UCATION1 WAS ?AT %E WAS LITTLE TR\BL$ ) SKEPTICISM & UNC]TA9TY4 ,%E SAW1 AS IT W]E BY 9TUITION1 ! PA? :I* H] M9D DET]M9$ TO PURSUE1 & HAD A FIRM CONFID5CE 9 H] [N P[] TO EFFECT :AT %E DESIR$4 ,YET1 ) ALL ?IS1 %E HAD SC>CELY A T9CTURE ( OB/9ACY4 ,%E C>EFULLY WAT*$ SYMPTOMS AS !Y ROSE1 & ! SUCCESS ( H] EXP]IM5TS2 & GOV]N$ H]SELF ACCORD+LY4 ,:ILE ,I ?US 5UM]ATE H] MORE ?AN MAT]NAL QUALITIES1 IT IS IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO FEEL A PANG AT ! RECOLLECTION ( H] ORPHAN *ILDR56 ,?\< H] FRI5DS E>NE/LY DISSUAD$ H] FROM ! J\RNEY TO ,LISBON1 %E F\ND AMONG !M A WILL+NESS FACILITATE ! EXECUTION ( H] PROJECT1 :5 IT WAS ONCE FIX$4 ,MRS4 ,BUR< 9 P>TICUL>1 SUPPLI$ H] ) MONEY1 :I* H[EV] %E ALWAYS CONCEIV$ CAME FROM ,DR4 ,PRICE4 ,?IS LOAN1 ,I HAVE REASON TO BELIEVE1 WAS FAI?FULLY REPAID4 ,IT WAS DUR+ H] RESID5CE AT ,NEW+TON ,GRE51 ?AT %E WAS 9TRODUC$ TO ! ACQUA9TANCE ( ,DR4 ,JOHNSON1 :O WAS AT ?AT TIME CONSID]$ AS 9 SOME SORT ! FA!R ( ,5GLI% LIT]ATURE4 ,! DOCTOR TREAT$ H] ) P>TICUL> K9DNESS & ATT5TION1 HAD A LONG CONV]SATION ) H]1 & DESIR$ H] TO REPEAT H] VISIT (T54 ,?IS %E FIRMLY PURPOS$ TO DO2 BUT ! NEWS ( HIS LA/ ILLNESS1 & !N ( HIS DEA?1 9T]V5$ TO PREV5T H] MAK+ A SECOND VISIT4 ,H] RESID5CE 9 ,LISBON WAS NOT LONG4 ,%E >RIV$ BUT A %ORT TIME BE=E H] FRI5D WAS PREMATURELY DELIV]$1 & ! EV5T WAS FATAL TO BO? MO!R & *ILD4 ,FRANCES ,BLOOD1 HI!RTO ! *OS5 OBJECT ( ,M>Y'S ATTA*M5T1 DI$ ON ! TW5TY-N9? ( ,NOVEMB] #a#g#h#e4 ,IT IS ?US ?AT %E SPEAKS ( H] 9 H] ,LETT]S FROM ,NORWAY1 WRITT5 T5 YE>S AFT] H] DECEASE4 0,:5 A W>M HE>T HAS RECEIV$ /RONG IMPRESSIONS1 !Y >E NOT TO BE EFFAC$4 ,EMOTIONS BECOME S5TIM5TS2 & ! IMAG9ATION R5D]S EV5 TRANSI5T S5SATIONS P]MAN5T1 BY FONDLY RETRAC+ !M4 ,I CANNOT1 )\T A ?RILL ( DELIE NOT TO BE =GOTT51 NOR LOOKS ,I HAVE FELT 9 EV]Y N]VE1 :I* ,I %ALL NEV] MORE MEET4 ,! GRAVE HAS CLOS$ OV] A DE> FRI5D1 ! FRI5D ( MY Y\?2 /ILL %E IS PRES5T ) ME1 & ,I HE> H] S(T VOICE W>BL+ AS ,I /RAY OV] ! HEA?40 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,JANU>Y #e1 #bba 3 ,*APT] #c -- ,ADD$4 ,JANU>Y #a#g1 #bbb 3 ,*APT] #c -- ,UPDAT$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/