,BOOK #a1 ,*APT] #h ,DO AS ,Y\ ,D>N ,WELL ,PLEASEY ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,ALAN ,MOORE ,TEXT 3 ,D,O ,A,S ,Y,\ ,D,>,N ,W,E,L,L ,P,L,E,A,S,E,Y ,9SIDE HIM1 UND]NEA? ! :ITE CAKE-IC+ ( HIS HAIR1 !RE W]E BORDELLO *UR*ES :]E ?R\< ONE DOOR SURG$ ! WIDE ,ATLANTIC & 9 ?R\< ANO!R CAME A TUMBL+ CIRCUS FUNFAIR BUR/ ( CL[NS & TIG]S1 GIRLS ) PLUMES & LOVELY LETT]+ ON ! RIDES1 A %IMM]+ FLOOD ( S\NDS & IMAGES1 ( LIICATURI/1 MELODRAMA VIGNETTES FI]CE ) MEAN+ ACT$ \T BEYOND HIS EYELIDS' PLU% P9K SAFETY CURTA91 ALL ! WORLD ) ALL ITS %9+ M>BLE H\RS1 ITS LI*5 C5TURIES & FANNY-SUCK+ MOM5TS ALL AT ONCE1 HIS EV]Y WAK+ SECOND CON/ANTLY EXPLOD$ TO A ?\S& YE>S ( 9CID5T & FANF>E1 AN ET]NAL CONFLAGRATION ( ! S5SES :]E /OOD ,SN[Y ,V]NALL1 WIDE-EY$ & UNFL9*+ AT ! BRINIVAL HE>T ( HIS [N 5DLESS FIRE4 ,)9 ! MU* POR$-OV]1 FONDLY REEXAM9$ PICTURE BOOK ?AT WAS HIS LIFE1 ! N>RATIVE HAD REA*$ A PAGE1 AN 9/ANT1 AN ABSORB+ 9CID5T :I*1 EV5 AS HE WAS EXP]I5C+ IT1 HE KNEW HE HAD EXP]I5C$ BE=E4 ,:5 O!R PEOPLE SPOKE AB\T !IR R>E1 UNSETTL+ SPELLS ( DEJA VU HE'D FR[N & FEEL ?AT HE WAS MISS+ SOME?+1 NOT BECAUSE HE'D NEV] KN[N SU* FEEL+S1 BUT BECAUSE HE'D NEV] KN[N ANY?+ ELSE4 ,HE'D NOT CRI$ OV] CUT KNEES AS A *ILD BECAUSE HE'D BE5 ALMO/ EXPECT+ !M4 ,HE HADN'T WEPT ! DAY HIS FA!R ,]NE/ WAS BR\D SO MANY TIMES ?AT ITS P[] TO SURPRISE WAS GONE4 ,EXI/5CE WAS = ,SN[Y AN >CADE C>V$ FROM A S+LE FROZ5 JEWEL1 A ?RILL+ SIDE%[ FRILY VISIBLE FROM HIS FIR/ /EP ACROSS ! ?RE%OLD4 ,! SPECIFIC EPISODE ?AT HE WAS N[ 9VOLV$ 9 WAS ! FAM\S SEQU5CE ?AT F\ND ,SN[Y /&+ ON A RO( HI< OV] ,LAMBE? ,WALK ON A L\D1 RADIANT MORN+ 9 ! ,M>* ( #ahhi :ILE HIS ,L\ISA GAVE BIR? TO !IR FIR/ *ILD 9 ! GUTT]S F> BEL[4 ,!Y'D BE5 \T WALK+ 9 ,/4 ,JAMES'S ,P>K 9 AN ATTEMPT TO HURRY UP ! BIG EV5T ) EX]CISE1 ! BABY BE+ SOME DAYS LATE & HIS WIFE TE>FUL & EXHAU/$ FROM ! WEIRY+ SO LONG4 ,! PLOY HAD WORK$ TOO WELL1 ,L\ISA'S WAT]S BREAK+ BY ! LAKESIDE ) ! SUDD5 SPATT] />TL+ ! DUCKS 9TO A MOM5T>Y SCULPTURE1 A FANN$ BLUR ( BR[N & GRAY & :ITE ?AT SPIRAL$ UP TO MAKE A %APE HALF HELT]-SKELT]1 HALF PAGODA1 BEAD$ DIAMOND DROPLETS PAUS$ AB\T IT 9 A FLEET+ CON/ELLATION4 ,!Y'D ATTEMPT$ TO GET BACK TO ,EA/ ,/REET ) A HURRI$ HOBBLE D[N ! L5G? ( ,MILLBANK1 OV] ,LAMBE? ,BRIDGE & 9TO ,P>ADISE ,/REET1 BUT !Y'D ONLY GOT AS F> AS ,LAMBE? ,WALK BE=E !RE W]E CONTRACTIONS EV]Y O!R /EP & IT BECAME CLE> ?AT !Y W\LDN'T MAKE IT4 ,WELL1 ( C\RSE !Y W\LDN'T MAKE IT4 ,! *AOTIC *ILDBIR? ONTO ! ,S\? ,LONDON COBBLES C\LDN'T BE AVOID$2 WAS EMB$D$ 9 ! FUTURE4 ,GETT+ HOME TO ,EA/ ,/REET )\T 9CID5T WAS NOT A V]SE 9 HIS ALREADY-C>V5 LEG5D4 ,%9N+ UP ! NE>E/ %E] WALL :5 ! BABY'S CR[N 5GAG$1 LEAV+ ,L\ISA SCREAM+ AT ! C5T] ( A GA!R+ CLOT ( GAWP]S1 ON ! O!R H&1 ?AT WAS AMONG ! SAGA'S MANY MEMORABLE HI\ND HIM EV5 9 ! ,M>* BREEZE1 WEILI] ?AT MORN+ AS REQUIREM5TS = A DECORAT+ JOB ! ,TUESDAY FOLL[+4 ,D[N 9 ! /REET BEL[ ! D>K-CLAD PASS]SBY CLU/]$ 9TO AN ANXI\S1 BU/L+ CIRCLE R\ND HIS SPLAY$ & H[L+ WIFE1 MOV+ 9 SUDD5 & ]RATIC BUR/S1 LIKE H\SEFLIES4 ,%E SPRAWL$ !RE UPON ! *ILLY PAVEM5T ) H] CRIMSON FACE TIPP$ BACK1 />+ UP ANGRY & 9CR$UL\S 9TO H] HUSB&'S EYES AS HE LOOK$ D[N AT H] FROM ?REE /ORIES ABOVE1 9DIFF]5T AS A ROO/+ EAGLE4 ,EV5 ) ,L\ISA'S FEATURES %RUNK5 BY ! DI/ANCE TO A FLAKE ( P9K CONFETTI1 ,SN[Y ?\I\S CONFLICT+ FEEL+S WRITT5 !RE1 ) ONE IMPASSION$ \TBUR/ SCRIBBL$ OV] QUICKLY & ]ADICAT$ BY ! NEXT4 ,!RE WAS 9COMPREH5SION1 WRA?1 BETRAYAL1 LOA?+1 DISBELIEF1 & UND]LY+ !SE !RE WAS A LOVE ?AT /OOD & %IV]$ AT ! BR9K ( AWE4 ,%E'D NEV] LEAVE HIM1 NOT ?R\< ALL ! RU9\S :IMS1 ! T]RIFY+ RAGES1 ! UNFA?OMABLE /UNTS & O!R WOM5 ?AT HE KNEW W]E WAIT+ D[N ! WAY4 ,HE KNEW ?AT HE W\LD FRIRI$ A H]ALDIC BEA/1 A *IM]A DRAWN FROM NO RECOGNIZABLE MY?OLOGY1 A CREATURE )\T LIMITS ?AT C\LD RUN UP WALLS1 C\LD DRAW & PA9T & WAS REG>D$ AS ONE ( ! F9E/ CRAFTSM5 9 HIS TRADE4 ,DESPITE ! FACT ?AT !RE'D BE TIMES :5 ,SN[Y'S MON/R\S ASPECT MADE IT SO ?AT %E C\LD NOT BE> TO SET EYES ON HIM1 %E'D NEV] BREAK ! SPELL & LOOK AWAY4 ,JOHN ,V]NALL LIFT$ UP HIS HEAD1 ! MILK LOCKS ?AT HAD GIV5 HIM HIS NICKNAME /IRR+ 9 ! ?IRD FLOOR W9DS1 & />$ ) PALE GRAY EYES \T OV] ,LAMBE?1 OV] ,LONDON4 ,SN[Y'S DAD HAD ONCE EXPLA9$ TO HIM & HIS Y\NG SI/] ,?URSA H[ BY ALT]+ ONE'S ALTITUDE1 ONE'S LEVEL ON ! UPRI$ 9TO A PA/ ?AT WAS 9VISIBLE FROM !IR NEW ANGLE & :I* ?US APPE>$ NO LONG] TO BE !RE4 ,= ! MAJORITY ( PEOPLE1 ,SN[Y REALIZ$1 ! PREVI\S H\R WAS GONE =EV] & ! NEXT DID NOT EXI/ YET4 ,!Y W]E TRAPP$ 9 !IR ?91 MOV+ PANE ( ,N[3 A FILMY MEMBRANE ?AT MIDS GRIPP+ ! DAMP TILES1 ! ROLL+ ,?AMES WAS MOTIONLESS1 A SEAM ( IRON AMONG ! CITY'S DU/Y /RATA4 ,HE C\LD SEE FROM H]E A RIV]1 NOT JU/ %IFT+ LIQUID 9 A /UPEFY+ VOLUME4 ,HE C\LD SEE ! WAT]C\RSE'S HI/ORY B\ND 9 ITS =M1 ITS SNAK+ PA? ( LEA/ RESI/ANCE ?R\< A VALLEY MADE BY ! COLLAPSE ( A GREAT *ALK FAULT SOME:]E TO ! S\? BEH9D HIM1 :ITE SC>PS CRA%+ 9 :ITE BILL[S A FEW HUNDR$ FEET UPHILL & A FEW MILLION YE>S AGO4 ,! BULGE ( ,WAT]LOO1 (F TO HIS NOR?1 WAS SIMPLY :]E ! SLIDE ( ROCK & MUD HAD /OPP$ & H>D5$1 MAMMO?-TRODD5 TO A PA/URE :]E A ?\S& *IMNEYS HAD EV5TUALLY BLOSSOM$1 T>RY-?ROAT$ TUBEWORMS GA!R+ >\ND ! W>M MIASMA ( ! RAILWAY /ATION4 ,SN[Y SAW ! ?UMBPR9T ( A GIANT MA!MATIC P[]1 UNTOLD G5]ATIONS CAU SIDE WAS BANK$ ! SCOR*$ METROPOLIS1 ITS $IFICES RIS+ FLOOR BY FLOOR 9TO A DIFF]5T K9D ( TIME1 ! MORE 5DUR+ CONT9UITY ( >*ITECTURE1 M>K$LY DI/9CT FROM ! CLOCK-GOV]N$ SCURRY ( HUMANITY OCCURR+ ON ! GR\ND4 ,9 ,LONDON'S V>I\SLY /YL$ & WEA!R$ SPIRES OR BRIDGES !RE W]E 9T]RUPT$ CONV]SATIONS ) ! DEAD1 ) ,TR9OVANTES1 ,ROMANS1 ,SAXONS1 ,NORMANS1 !IR =GOTT5 & OBSCURE AG5DAS TOLD 9 /ONE4 ,9 CELEBRAT$ L&M>KS ,SN[Y HE>D ! LONELY1 SELF-9FATUAT$ MONOLOGUES ( K+S & QUE5S1 FRAUY WORLD :I* !Y 9HABIT$4 ,! AV5UES & MONUM5TS HE OV]LOOK$ W]E B>RICADES AGA9/ OBLIVION1 ORNATE BREA/WORK FLUNG UP TO DEF] A FUTURE 9 :I* BO? ! GLORI\S /RUCTURES & ! MEMORIES ( ?OSE :O'D F\ND$ !M DID NOT EXI/4 ,IT MADE HIM LAU<1 AL?\< NOT LIT]ALLY4 ,:]E DID !Y ?9K ?AT EV]Y?+1 9CLUD+ !M1 WAS GO+ TO GO8 ,SN[Y WAS ONLY TW5TY-SIX AT ?IS PO9T 9 ! SPAN ( HIM1 & HE SUPPOS$ ?AT !RE W]E ?OSE :O'D SAY HE HADN'T YET SE5 MU* ( LIFE1 BUT EV5 SO HE KNEW ?AT LIFE WAS A SPECTACUL> CON/RUCTION1 MORE SECURE ?AN PEOPLE G5]ALLY ?\D] GETT+ \T ( !IR EXI/5CE ?AN !Y PROBABLY IMAG9$4 ,HUMAN BE+S 5D$ UP >RANG+ !IR PRIORITIES )\T BE+ AW>E ( ! :OLE /ORY1 ! :OLE PICTURE4 ,C5OTAPHS W\LD TURN \T TO BE LESS IMPORTANT ?AN ! SUNNY DAYS MISS$ 9 !IR MAK+4 ,?+S ( BEAUTY1 ,SN[Y KNEW1 %\LD BE WR\K1 :]E !RE WAS REPRES5T$ /ILL ANO!R ASPECT ( UNFOLD+ TIME1 EMBODI$ 9 ! %APES ( TREES4 ,! PLANES & POPL>S B>ELY MOV$ AT ALL 9 !IR RELATION%IP TO ?OSE ?REE AXES ( ! WORLD ?AT W]E IMM$IATELY APP>5T1 BUT ! RECORD ( !IR PROGRESS 9 RELATION TO ! HIDD5 F\R? WAS FROZ5 9 !IR =M4 ,! HEIS4 ,MOSS-/IPPL$ =KS W]E MOM5TS ( UNREA*$ DECISION ?AT HAD BE5 MADE SOLID1 TWIGS W]E BUT PROTRACT$ :IMS1 & DEEP )9 SOME ( ! ?ICK TRUNKS ,SN[Y KNEW ?AT !RE W]E >RO:EADS & MUSKET-BALLS CONCEAL$1 FIR$ ?R\< ! B>K 9TO ! PA/1 LODG$ 9 AN E>LI] P]IOD1 AN E>LI] R+1 5TOMB$ =EV] 9 ! WOOD-GRA9 ( ET]NITY AS ALL ?+S ULTIMATELY W]E4 ,IF ,MR4 ,D>W9 W]E TO BE BELIEV$1 !N IT WAS FROM ! TIMELESS DAPPLE ( ! =E/'S CANOPY ?AT M5 HAD FIR/ DESC5D$1 & IT WAS ! =E/'S ROOTS ?AT DRANK M5'S BODIES :5 !Y DI$1 RETURN$ !IR VITAL SALTS BACK TO ! PREHI/ORIC TREETOPS 9 GOLD ELEVATOR CAGES MADE ( SAP4 ,! P>KS1 !IR ,$5 SWA!S ( OLIVE DRAB AMONG ! TWE$Y TOO? ( RESID5TIAL R[S1 W]E \TPO/S ( AN EM]ALD EON1 POOLS ( WILD]NESS LEFT /R&$ BY A SWAY+ OCEAN N[ REC$$ ?AT W\LD ONE DAY FOAM AGA9 ACROSS ! URBAN BEA*HEAD1 SIL5C+ ITS TRAMS & B>REL-ORGANS UND] RU/L+ HU%4 ,HE FL>$ HIS NO/RILS1 TRY+ TO CAT* ! SC5T ( HALF A MILLION YE>S FROM N[ ABOVE ! PRES5T'S F\NDRY REEK4 ,) ALL ( ,LONDON'S PEOPLE GONE1 ]AS$ BY SOME AS-YET-UNBORN ,NAPOLEON1 ,SN[Y IMAG9$ ?AT ! BUDDLEIA W\LD SWIFTLY PROVE ITSELF TO BE ! CITY'S MO/ 5DUR+ CONQU]OR4 ,FROM :ISP]+ M>BLE BANKS & RUPTUR$ MIDD5S P]FUM$ BU%ES W\LD BUR/ =? ) FRIABLE :ITE TONGUES ( FL[]1 :]E ,JULIUS ,AGRICOLA HAD RAIS$ BUT A FEW FLUTT]+ /&>DS1 & ,QUE5 ,BOADICEA NAUDS1 P>AKEETS ESCAP$ FROM ZOOS TO EAT ! BUTT]FLIES & JAGU>S TO EAT ! P>AKEETS4 ,! R>ITIES & GORGE\S MON/]S ( ,KEW ,G>D5S W\LD BREAK LOOSE & OV]RUN ! ABDICAT$ T[N TO ITS HORIZONS1 EUCALYPTUS PILL>S RAIL+ (F ! %ATT]$ B\LEV>DS & PALACES SURR5D]$ TO COLOSSAL F]NS4 ,! WORLD W\LD 5D AS IT BEGAN1 AS BEATIFIC >BOR1 & IF ANY FAMILY CRE/S OR LUM9>Y BU/S OR GRAV5 NAMES ( 9/ITUTIONS W]E YET VISIBLE BETWE5 ! DRON+ HIVES & HONEYSUCKLE1 !Y W\LD BE BY !N WIP$ CLEAN ( ANY MEAN+4 ,MEAN+ WAS A C&LELIDS ! CITY'S RIM1 ACROSS ! GRANITE FIELDS ( TIME T[>DS ! CAL5D>'S F> TATT]$ $GES1 ,SN[Y ,V]NALL WAS A /ORM-ROD1 CRACKL+ & EXULTANT1 AT ! CYCLONE'S DANG]\S & BRILLIANT EYE4 ,FROM FIFTY FEET B5EA?1 ,L\ISA'S GU% ( ALT]NAT+ ANGUI%$ BELL[S & 9C5S$ TIRADE CAME FLOAT+ UP TO HIM1 A COMMONPLACE BUT AWESOME HUMAN MUSIC1 :]E ! FULL BRASS NOTES ( TORM5T SEEM$ N[ MORE 9SI/5T & MORE FREQU5T1 DOM9AT+ ! >RANGEM5T1 DR[N+ \T ! PICCOLO ABUSE1 ! EFF+ & ! BL9D+4 ,LOOK+ D[N HE NOTIC$ AN IMPROMPTU B& CONV5$ AB\T HIS WIFE1 PROVID+ AN ACCOMPANIM5T ( S(T & SYMPA!TIC /R+S = H]1 A RUMBL+ KETTLE DRUM ( DISAPPROVAL = H] HUSB& /RADDL+ ! RO( ABOVE !M AS !Y COO$ & BOO$ ! PAIR 9 /RICT ROTATION4 ,NONE ( !M APPE>$ TO BE ( ANY MORE PRACTICAL USE TO ! DI/RESS$ & LABOR+ WOMAN ?AN ,SN[Y HIMSELF W\LD BE1 EV5 IF HE W]E /ILL D[N !RE ON ! PAVEM5T AT H] SIDE4 ,! MILL+ BY/&]S W]E AN UNPRACTIC$ OR*E/RA 9 A CONT9UAL /ATE ( TUN+ UP1 !IR MUTT]$ SCORN & SOO?+ ULULATIONS /RIV+ PA9FULLY TO REA* SOME SORT ( H>MONY1 !IR :EEZ+ DISCORDS DRIFT+ (F D[N ,P>ADISE ,/REET1 (F D[N ,UNION ,/REET TO JO9 ! BACKGR\ND CYMBAL-ROLL ( ,LAMBE?1 BUILD+ GRADUALLY ACROSS ! AGES AS IF TO SOME CL>ION ANN\NCEM5T1 RATTL+ HOOVES & DRUNK>DS' SONGS & RAG-&-BONE M5'S LILT+ CALLS COMB9$ 9TO A SWELL ( EV]LA/+ PRELUDE4 ,LIKE A HURRI$ /AGE-ASSI/ANT1 ! BRISK W9D W\ND ON ! PA9T$ CUMULUS ABOVE1 & FROM ! ANGLE ( ! DAYLI (F MIDDAY1 ! SUN HI< OV]HEAD & CLIMB+ ) 9CREAS+ CONFID5CE UP ! LA/ FEW BLUE /EPS TO NOON4 ,HE LET HIS LEISURELY CR['S-NE/ ATT5TIONS W&] FROM ! WELL-ATT5D$ BIR? ?ROES ( HIS *ILD BEL[ & \T 9TO ! 9TE/9AL TANGLE ( SURR\ND+ ALLEYWAYS1 :]E DOGS & PEOPLE WRAPP$ UP 9 !IR [N EXP]I5CE W5T BACK & =?1 ?READS ( EV5T ?AT %UTTL$ ON ! DI/RICT'S LOOM1 EI!R UNRAVEL+ FROM ONE KNOT ( POT5TIAL CIRCUM/ANCE OR ELSE UNWITT+LY CONV]G+ ON ! NEXT4 ,ACROSS ! ,LAMBE? ,ROAD1 JU/ VISIBLE ABOVE SOME L[-RO($ BUILD+S TO HIS RI] TO HIM SEV]AL BOYS ( TWELVE OR SO W]E BATT+ AT EA* O!R ) !IR CAPS1 PLAY-FI-5TRY PASSAGE1 CUTT+ ?R\< BETWE5 ! SMOK+ H\SETOPS & ! NAPPY-FLAGG$ BACK Y>DS FROM ,NEWPORT ,/REET4 ,SN[Y'S EYES N>R[$1 & HE NODD$4 ,ALL ! CLOCKWORK ( ! M9UTE WAS 9 ORD]4 ,JUDG+ FROM ! LI HE APPE>$ TO HAVE ANO!R ?IRTY M9UTES ( JU/ /&+ H]E1 & SO ALL[$ HIS S5SES TO RESUME ONCE MORE !IR PHOSPHOR\S EVALUATION ( ! CITY4 ,LONDON SPUN AB\T HIM LIKE A FAIRGR\ND NOVELTY ) ,SN[Y AS ! RIDE'S ATT5DANT1 /&+ BALANC$ !RE AMONG ! PA9T$ ?UND]BOLTS & COMETS ( ITS C5TRAL PIVOT4 ,TURN+ HIS HEAD TO ! NOR!A/1 ,SN[Y LOOK$ \T OV] ,LAMBE?1 ,S\?W>K & ! RIV] TO ,/4 ,PAUL'S1 ITS BALD :ITE DOME ?AT ( A SLUMB]+ DIV9ITY PR(ESSOR1 ALL UNM9DFUL ( ITS MISBEHAV+ *>GES1 S9N+ EV]Y:]E AB\T IT AS IT DR[S$ & NODD$4 ,IT WAS :ILE EMPLOY$ RE/OR+ FRESCOES ON ! DOME'S 9T]IOR ?AT ,SN[Y'S FA!R ,]NE/ ,V]NALL HAD BE5 BLEA*$ BY MADNESS1 NE> TWO DOZ5 YE>S BE=E4 ,SN[Y & SI/] ,?URSA W5T TO ,BE?LEHEM ,ASYLUM :5 !Y VISIT$ !IR DAD1 :I* WASN'T (T54 ,SN[Y DIDN'T LIKE TO ?9K ( IT AS ,B$LAM4 ,SOMETIMES !Y'D TAKE ,]NE/'S O!R *ILDR5 ) !M1 ,APPEL9A & Y\NG ,MESS1 BUT ) !IR FA!R BE+ PUT AWAY :5 ?OSE TWO W]E /ILL SMALL1 !Y'D NEV] REALLY GOT TO KN[ HIM4 ,NOT ?AT ANYONE1 EV5 !IR MO!R ,ANNE1 HAD EV] KN[N ,]N ,V]NALL ?R\< & ?R\<1 BUT ,JOHN & ,?URSA W]E /ILL SOMEH[ CLOSE TO HIM1 P>TICUL>LY AFT] HE'D BECOME 9SANE4 ,) LITTLE ,MESS5G] & ,APPEL9A !RE WAS NEV] ?AT COMMUNICATION1 & !IR VISITS TO ! /RANG] 9 ! MADH\SE ONLY FRI ! PLACE !MSELVES4 ,!IR DAD HAD TALK$ TO !M AB\T RELIGION & GEOMETRY1 AC\/ICS & ! TRUE %APE ( ! UNIV]SE1 AB\T ! MULTITUDE ( ?+S ?AT HE HAD LE>N$ :ILE T\*+ UP ! FRESCOES ( ,/4 ,PAUL'S DUR+ A ?UND]/ORM1 ONE MORN+ LONG AGO 9 #a#h#f#e4 ,HE TOLD !M :AT HAD HAPP5$ TO HIM ON ?AT DAY1 AS WELL AS HE WAS ABLE1 ) ADMONI%M5TS ?AT !Y %\LD NEV] TELL !IR MO!R OR ANO!R LIV+ S\L AB\T ,]N ,V]NALL'S HOLY VISION1 ?AT HAD CO/ HIS M9D & ALL ! HOT BRONZE COLOR 9 HIS HAIR4 ,HE TOLD !M HE'D BE5 BY HIMSELF UP ON HIS PLAT=M A GREAT DI/ANCE OV] ! CA!DRAL FLOOR1 MIX+ HIS TEMP]A & GETT+ READY TO BEG9 HIS WORK :5 HE'D BECOME AW>E ?AT !RE WAS N[ AN ANGLE 9 ! WALL4 ,?AT WAS ! WAY HE'D SAID IT1 & HIS *ILDR5 HAD EV5TUALLY COME TO UND]/& ?AT ! EXPRESSION HAD AT LEA/ TWO MEAN+S1 AN EXAMPLE ( ! WORD GAMES & 9V5T$ T]MS ?AT PEPP]$ ,]NE/'S CONV]SATION S9CE HIS M5TAL BREAKD[N4 ,FIR/LY IT MEANT JU/ :AT IT APPE>$ TO MEAN1 ?AT ,]NE/ HAD DISCOV]$ A NEW ANGLE ?AT WAS SOMEH[ 9 ! WALL & NOT 9 ! RELATION%IP BETWE5 ITS SURFACES4 ,A SECOND1 MORE OBSCURE 9T]PRETATION ( ! T]M RELAT$ IT SPECIFICALLY TO ,5GL& & ITS ANCI5T PA/1 :5 0,ANGLES0 W]E ! PEOPLE ( A TRIBE ?AT HAD 9VAD$ ,5GL&1 GIV+ IT ITS NAME1 AFT] ! ,ROMANS LEFT4 ,?IS SECOND MEAN+ HAD CONNECT$ TO IT BY ASSOCIATION A QUOTE FROM ,POPE ,GREGORY 444 0,NON ,ANGLI1 S$ ,ANGELI0 444 UTT]$ :ILE 9SPECT+ ,5GLI% PRISON]S 9 ,ROME1 A PUNN+ PLAY ON WORDS ?AT L$ ,]N'S ELDE/ *ILDR5 TO A GRADUAL REALIZATION ( JU/ :AT !IR FA!R HAD 5C\NT]$ 9 ! UPP] REA*ES ( ,/4 ,PAUL'S ON ?AT EV5TFUL DAY4 ,HIS FA!R'S LUNATIC ACC\NT1 EV5 ! MEMORY ( IT N[ AS ,SN[Y /OOD !RE OV] ,LAMBE? ,WALK & HIS POOR WAIL+ WIFE1 CONJUR$ ! SMELL ( COLD CA!DRAL /ONE1 ( P[D] PA9T1 ( P9ION FEA!RS S+$ BY LIVEL\S ?+ HAD SLIPP$ & SLID >\ND ! DOME'S 9T]IOR1 AS ,]NE/ TOLD ! /ORY TO HIS (FSPR+ 9 ! B[ELS ( ,LAMBE?'S 9FAM\S ASYLUM4 ,IT HAD SPOK5 TO !IR DAD 9 PHRASES MORE A/ONI%+ ?AN EV5 ! 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WELL TURN$-\T & HEAVILY EXPECTANT WOMAN ,SN[Y HAD SE5 COM+ FROM ,H]CULES ,ROAD1 CROSS+ ! ,LAMBE? ,ROAD &1 BY AN 9DIRECT R\TE ALONG ALLEYS1 5T]+ ,LAMBE? ,WALK ONLY A PACE OR TWO BEH9D ! GR\P ( R[DY LADS4 ,/RIK+LY PRETTY1 ) A B\ND-UP BUNDLE ( BLACK HAIR & A D>K1 FLA%+ GAZE1 EV]Y?+ FROM H] CO/LY-LOOK+ CLO?+ TO H] BE>+ & 5UNCIATION M>K$ H] AS A GAL FROM ! !ATRICAL PR(ESSIONS1 H] >RE/+ MANN] ?AT ( ONE :O BROOK$ NO HECKL]S 9 ! AUDI5CE4 ,%UFFL+ R\ND TO FACE H] BO? BEWILD]$ & SURPRIS$1 ! BOYS SEEM$ DAUNT$1 LOOK+ SIDELONG AT EA* O!R AS IF TRY+ TO E/ABLI% )\T SPEAK+ :AT GANG POLICY MIT$ BACK & =? >\ND ! NIBBL$ $GES ( ! MOM5T )\T LI$ TO REPRES5T A *ALL5GE AGA9/ :I* ! L\TS C\LD MU/] NO DEF5SE1 OR AT LEA/ NOT )\T AN UNRECOV]ABLE LOSS ( FACE4 ,!Y LOOK$ ASIDE1 DIS[N$ !MSELVES & !IR [N PRES5CE !RE ON ,LAMBE? ,WALK1 BEG9N+ TO DRIFT SIL5TLY AWAY D[N V>I\S SIDE-/REETS1 SEP>ATE /R&S ( A DISP]S+ FOG4 ,L\ISA'S SAVIOR1 ACTRESS OR V>IETY P]=M] OR :OMEV] %E MIT ) DEADPAN SATISFACTION1 HEAD COCK$ TO ONE SIDE & SLIM >MS FOLD$ ON ! 9SURM\NTABLE DEF5SIVE B>RICADE ( H] DI/5D$ BELLY1 ?RU/+ \T BE=E H] LIKE A BACKW>DS BU/LE4 ,REASSUR$ ?AT ! Y\NG MISCREANTS W\LD NOT BE COM+ BACK1 %E NEXT TURN$ H] ATT5TIONS ON ! LOOSE ASSORTM5T ( SPECTATORS GA!R$ R\ND ! PAVEM5T BIR?1 :O'D WITNESS$ ALL ( ! =EGO+ :IL/ /OOD 9 A %AM$ & 9EFFECTUAL SIL5CE4 0,AS = Y\ LOT1 :Y ON ,E>? >E Y\ ALL /&+ R\ND ?AT POOR GIRL IF !RE'S NONE ( Y\ PREP>$ TO HELP H]8 ,HASN'T ANYBODY KNOCK$ UPON A DOOR TO ASK = BLANKETS & HOT WAT]8 ,H]E1 COME ON & LET ME ?R\<40 ,ABA%$1 ! GA!R+ P>T$ & ALL[$ H] TO APPROA* ,L\ISA1 GASP+ & SPREAD-EAGL$ !RE AMONG ! CIG>ETTE-5DS & ! SWEEP+S4 ,ONE ( ! ADMONI%$ ONLOOK]S ELECT$ TO TAKE UP ! NEWCOM]'S SUGGE/ION ( APPEAL+ = HOT WAT]1 T[ELS & O!R BIR? ACC\T]M5TS AT DOOR/EPS UP & D[N ! /REET1 :ILE %E H]SELF /OOP$ BY ,L\ISA'S SIDE AS BE/ AS %E WAS ABLE GIV5 H] [N CUMB]SOME CONDITION4 ,W9C+ ) DISCOM=T1 %E REA*$ \T & BRU%$ SWEAT-V>NI%$ /R&S ( LANK HAIR FROM ! PANT+ WOMAN'S =EHEAD AS %E SPOKE TO H]4 0,LET'S HOPE ?IS DOESN'T SET ME (F AS WELL1 OR WE %ALL HAVE A RI1 & H[EV] HAVE Y\ COME TO BE 9 ?IS PR$ICAM5T80 ,BETWE5 GASPS1 ,SN[Y'S WIFE RESPOND$ ?AT %E WAS ,L\ISA ,V]NALL & HAD BE5 ATTEMPT+ TO GET HOME TO ,LOLL>D ,/REET :5 ! BIR? PROCESS HAD BEGUN4 ,! RESCU] MADE TWO OR ?REE TIDS ! SKY DIRECTLY OV]HEAD4 ,AT FIR/ 9T]PRET+ ! GE/URE AS A SIGNAL ?AT ,L\ISA WAS A WID[ ) A HUSB& N[ 9 HEAV51 ! EXPECTANT ,GOOD ,SAM>ITAN EV5TUALLY COTTON$ ON & RAIS$ H] [N D>K1 LONG-LA%$ EYES 9 ! DIRECTION ?AT ! MOAN+ GIRL WAS 9DICAT+4 ,/&+ /RADDL+ ! RO(-RIDGE1 /ATUE-/ILL ABOVE ! SC5E SAVE = ! BLIZZ>D FLURRY ( HIS HAIR1 EV5 HIS JACKET HANG+ ODDLY MOTIONLESS 9 A /IFF BREEZE1 ,JOHN ,V]NALL MITL$ GAZE ) ONE ?AT WAS UNFL9*+ & 9CURI\S4 ,%E />$ HIM \T = ONLY A FEW MOM5TS BE=E GIV+ UP & TURN+ BACK TO SPEAK TO HIS DI/RESS$ Y\NG WIFE1 ?RA%+ & BREA?+ LIKE A L&$ FI% !RE ON ! PAV+ /ONES BESIDE ! CR\*+ W\LD-BE MIDWIFE4 0,I SEE4 ,IS HE MAD80 ,?IS WAS DELIV]$ AS A /RAID 9QUIRY1 )\T CONDEMNATION4 ,SN[Y'S WIFE1 !N RE/+ 9 A TOO-BRIEF TR\< BETWE5 ! WAVES ( PA91 NODD$ DESPAIR+LY :ILE MUMBL+ H] AFFIRMATION4 0,YES1 MA'AM4 ,I FE> V]Y MU* HE IS40 ,! WOMAN SNIFF$4 0,POOR MAN4 ,! SAME C\LD HAPP51 ,I SUPPOSE1 TO ANY ONE ( US4 ,H[EV]1 ,I PROPOSE ?AT = ! MOM5T WE =GET HIM & ATT5D TO Y\ 9/EAD4 ,N[1 LET'S SEE H[ WE'RE GETT+ ON40 ,) ?IS %E %IFT$ TO A KNEEL+ PO/URE SO ?AT %E MI* ( BLANKETS & W>M WAT] HAD RETURN$ BE>+ BETWE5 BO? H&S A /EAM+ WIDE 5AMEL B[L1 T[ELS DRAP$ ACROSS ONE >M AS IF HE W]E A WAIT] AT A PO% HOTEL4 ,DESPITE ! GREAT] FREQU5CY ( POOR ,L\ISA'S SCREAMS ! SITUATION SEEM$ TO BE UND] CONTROL1 AL?\< ( C\RSE 9 ACTUALITY IT NEV] HAD BE5 ANY O!R4 ,JU/ AS ,JOHN HAD KN[N IT W\LD DO1 EV]Y?+ WAS HAPP5+ 9 TIME4 ,SMIL+ AT HIS [N UN9T5D$ WORDPLAY1 NO D\BT PICK$ UP FROM HIS FA!R1 ,SN[Y TILT$ BACK HIS HEAD & REAPPRAIS$ ! SKY4 ,MORE ?READB>E B$-%EET CL\DS HAD BE5 SNAT*$ UP 9 HA/E & DRAGG$ HALFWAY ACROSS ! NAK$ SUN1 :I*1 JUDG+ FROM SU* FL9*+ & CONTRACT$ %AD[S AS REMA9$1 WAS N[ PRECISELY AT ITS Z5I?4 ,!RE WAS A GOOD TW5TY M9UTES LEFT BE=E HIS DAUY'S ,*UR*1 OR ,/4 ,M>Y'S-9-,LAMBE? AS IT WAS MORE PROP]LY CALL$1 :]E ,CAPTA9 ,WILLIAM ,BLI< & BO? ! FLORA-CATALOG+ ,TRADESCANTS W]E BURI$1 :ILE DUE WE/ 9 FRONT ( HIM /OOD ,LAMBE? ,PALACE4 ,NOT F> TO ! EA/1 ( C\RSE1 NOT F> 5\< = HIM AT ANY RATE1 WAS ,B$LAM4 ,HE'D NOT SE5 ! PLACE 9 SEV5 YE>S1 NOT S9CE HE WAS A LAD ( N9ETE5 ) !IR ,?URSA TWO YE>S Y\NG]1 :I* WAS :5 HIS FA!R ,]N HAD F9ALLY PASS$ AWAY4 ,!RE'D BE5 A NOTIFY+ LETT] COME FROM ! ASYLUM1 AT :I* HE & ,?URSA HAD MADE ! %ORT J\RNEY UP ! ROAD TO SEE !IR P>5T PRIOR TO BURIAL4 ,A TRIP ( AT ! MO/ T5 M9UTES' WALK1 IT HAD BECOME APP>5TLY MORE L5G?Y & MORE DIFFICULT TO MAKE ) EV]Y PASS+ YE>1 DW9DL+ FROM A MON?LY TO AN ANNUAL OCCURR5CE1 USUALLY AT ,*RI/MAS1 :I* = ,SN[Y EV] S9CE HAD SEEM$ A DREADFUL SEASON4 ,?AT WET AFT]NOON 9 ! ,JULY ( #ahhb HAD BE5 ! FIR/ TIME ,SN[Y OR HIS SI/] HAD SE5 SOMEONE DEAD1 ?IS BE+ SOME FEW YE>S BE=E !IR FA!R'S MOM1 !IR GR&MO!R1 HAD GONE AS WELL4 ,! TWO UNUSUALLY QUIET & DRY-EY$ Y\NG/]S HAD BE5 %[N ?R\< TO A RE> %$ :]E ! CORPSES W]E LAID \T1 A COLD & OV]CA/ PLACE 9 :I* ,]NIE ,V]NALL'S ALABA/] BODY SEEM$ ALMO/ ! ONLY S\RCE ( LID ON A SLAB ( PALE FI%MONG]'S M>BLE ) HIS EYES /ILL OP51 ,JOHN & ,?URSA'S DAD HAD ! EXPRESSION ( A MILIT>Y RECRUIT /OOD TO ATT5TION ON SOME ULTIMATE P>ADE GR\ND3 C>EFULLY NEUTRAL1 FOCUS$ RESOLUTELY ON ! DI/ANCE1 TRY+ H>D NOT TO ATTRACT ! SCRUT9Y ( AN 9SPECT+ (FIC]4 ,HIS BLAN*$ SK91 N[ A H>D & *ILL V5E] B5EA? ,JOHN'S CAUTI\SLY EXPLOR+ F+]TIPS1 HAD TURN$ ! COLOR ( HIS HAIR1 HAD TURN$ ! COLOR ( ! %EET ) SCULPT$1 DROPP+ FOLDS ?AT COV]$ ! NUDE =M TO JU/ ABOVE ITS NAVEL4 ,!Y C\LD NO LONG] DET]M9E1 QUITE1 ! PO9T AT :I* !IR FA!R'S :IT5ESS F9I%$ & ?AT ( ! MORTU>Y PL9? SUPPORT+ HIM BEGAN4 ,HIS DEA? HAD *ISEL$1 S&$ D[N & POLI%$ HIM1 TRANS=M$ HIM TO A />K & BEAUTIFUL RELIEF4 ,?IS WAS !IR FA!R'S 5D4 ,BO? ( !M UND]/OOD ?AT1 ?\< NOT 9 ! SAME S5SE ?AT MO/ O!R PEOPLE W\LD HAVE DONE1 ) '5D' AS A M]E SYNONYM = DEA?4 ,TO ,JOHN & ,?URSA1 TUTOR$ BY ! LATE ,]N ,V]NALL1 IT WAS NO MORE ?AN A GEOMETRIC T]M1 AS :5 ONE TALK$ AB\T ! 5DS ( L9ES OR /REETS OR TABLES4 ,SIDE BY SIDE !Y'D LOOK$ 9 AWE ON HIS >RE/+ /ILLNESS1 KN[+ ?AT1 = ! FIR/ TIME1 !Y SAW ! /RUCTURE ( A HUMAN LIFE 5D-ON4 ,IT HAD BE5 :OLLY DIFF]5T FROM ! SIDE-ON VIEW ONE USUALLY HAD ( PEOPLE :ILE !Y W]E ALIVE1 :ILE !Y W]E /ILL CAU5T MOVEM5T ( !IR SELVES ?R\< TIME1 ALONG ,CREATION'S HIDD5 AXIS4 ,SN[Y & HIS SI/] /OOD REG>D+ !IR DEAD FA!R1 BO? AW>E ?AT !Y W]E GAZ+ D[N ! M>VEL\S & FE>FUL BORE ( ! ET]NAL4 ,?URSA HAD BEGUN TO HUM1 A FRAGILE LITTLE AIR ( H] [N SLAPDA% & IMPROMPTU COMPOSITION1 RIS+ /R+S ( NOTES LEFT HANG+ ) UNNATURALLY LONG 9T]VALS1 DUR+ :I* ,SN[Y KNEW HIS SI/] HE>D AN 9TRICATE CASCADE ( SUBDIVID$ E*O FILL+ 9 ! GAPS4 ,HE'D COCK$ HIS HEAD & CONC5TRAT$ UNTIL HE C\LD HE> ! SAME ?+ %E DID & !N TAK5 ,?URSA'S W>M1 DAMP H&1 ! TWO ( !M TOGE!R 9 ! MORGUE-HUT'S :ISP]Y PALL & ?RILL+ TO AN IMPLI$ MUSIC ?AT WAS BO? MAGNIFIC5T & BOTTOMLESS4 ,AS ,SN[Y ?\DS ! WORLDVIEW ?AT !IR FA!R HAD IMPRESS$ UPON !M4 ,= HIS [N P>T1 ,SN[Y HAD ELECT$ TO IMM]SE HIMSELF 5TIRELY 9 ! /ORM ( ! EXP]I5CE1 TO PLUNGE 9TO ?IS NEW EXPLOD$ LIFE ! WAY ?AT1 AS A *ILD1 HE'D PLUNG$ UNHESITAT+LY 9TO ! IRON-GRE5 WALL ( EA* ONCOM+ WAVE UPON ! YELL[ %ORE AT ,M>GATE4 ,EV]Y MOM5T ( HIM WAS A RO>+ GOLD 9F9ITY ) ,SN[Y SP9N+ GIDDY & RESPL5D5T AT ITS :IRLPOOL HE>T1 BEYOND DEA? & PA/ REASON4 ,?URSA ON ! O!R H&1 AS %E'D CONFESS$ TO HIM NOT LONG AFT] !IR DAD'S DEMISE1 SAW 9 H] BRO!R'S GLORI\S TEMPE/ A DEV\R+ =CE ?AT C\LD MEAN ONLY ! DIS9TEGRATION ( H] MORE FRAIL P]SONALITY4 ,9/EAD %E'D *OS5 TO BLOCK \T ! BROAD] IMPLICATIONS ( ,]N ,V]NALL'S MADH\SE LESSONS & TO FIX ALL H] ATT5TION ON ONE N>R[ /R&1 ?IS BE+ H[ H] FA!R'S NEW CONCEPTION ( GEOMETRY APPLI$ TO S\ND & ITS TRANSMISSION4 ,%E HAD TRA9$ H]SELF TO HE> A S+LE VOICE 9 ! >RANGEM5T RA!R ?AN RISK BE+ SWALL[$ BY ! FUGUE ( BE+ 9 :I* ,SN[Y WAS CONSUM$4 ,%E HUNG ON TO H]SELF = DE> LIFE1 CL++ TIK$ VET]AN BEA/ ( FAWN & TAN :I* ,?URSA C>RI$ ) H] EV]Y:]E4 ,AT PRES5T BO? %E & H] SKIRL+ 9/RUM5T W]E LODG$ ) RELATIVES AT ,=T ,/REET 9 ,NOR?AMPTON1 :ILE H] ELDE/ BRO!R WORE A P5DULUM TRACK BETWE5 !RE & ,LAMBE?1 HIK+ ?REE SCORE MILES & BACK FROM ONE LOCATION TO ! O!R4 ,D[N BEL[ ! WOMAN ) ! /AGY ACC5T URG$ ,L\ISA TO PU% H>D]4 ,SN[Y'S WIFE1 H] ?ICK LIMBS & BROAD FEATURES GLI/5+ ) P]SPIRATION1 ONLY BELL[$4 0,I AM FUCK+ PU%+1 DON'T TELL ME TO FUCK+ PU%6 ,OH NO1 ,I'M SORRY4 ,PLEASE1 ,I'M SORRY4 ,I DON'T MEAN IT4 ,I DON'T MEAN IT40 ,HE ADOR$ ,L\ISA1 LOV$ H] ) HIS EV]Y FIB]1 ) EA* /RANGE & CONVOLUT$ ?\TY /REAM]S 9 A GALE1 ?R\< ,SN[Y'S FRO/-CR[N$ HEAD4 ,HE LOV$ H] K9DNESS1 LOV$ ! ?ICK-SET LOOK ( H]1 AT ONCE AS PLA9 & PLEAS+ TO ! EYE AS FRE%-BAK$ BREAD4 ,H] MASS ( P]SONALITY 5SUR$ ?AT HIS WIFE WAS A CREATURE ( ! E>?1 ONE GR\ND$ 9 ! SOLID WORLD ( /REETS & BILLS & *ILDBIR?1 ( H] BODY & BIOLOGY4 ,%E DID NOT C>E AT ALL = SPIRES OR SKY OR ! PREC>I\S1 PREF]R+ HE>? & WALLS & CEIL+ TO H] HUSB&'S ALTITUDES1 ! /EEPLEJACK OBSESSIONS HE'D 9H]IT$ FROM HIS LATE FA!R4 ,%E CLEAV$ TO ! GRAVITY ?AT ,SN[Y KNEW HE'D SP5D ! :OLE ( HIS UNUSUAL EXI/5CE TRY+ TO OV]COME1 & DO+ SO BECAME HIS C\NT]WEIT 9 M\? OR *E]+ ) DELIE4 ,HE KNEW ?AT FIFTY YE>S FROM N[1 AFT] HIS DEA?1 %E'D H>DLY V5TURE \T ( DOORS AGA91 %UNN+ A FIRMAM5T 9TO :I*1 BY ?AT TIME1 H] PA9T$ PAP] DRAGON W\LD HAVE LONG S9CE BL[N AWAY & LEFT H] ONLY ) A MEMORY ( ! W9D ?AT TUGG$ ) SU* 9SI/5CE ON HIS /R+1 AN ELEM5TAL =CE ?AT W\LD AT LA/ HAVE WON ITS BATTLE & PULL$ ,SN[Y ,V]NALL FROM H] EMPTY1 REA*+ F+]S4 ,?AT1 ( C\RSE1 WAS ALL 9 ! N[-!N1 :ILE D[N B5EA? HIM 9 ! N[-N[ HE C\LD HE>1 BEH9D ,L\ISA'S SCREAMS & ! BY/&]S' MUFFL$ MUTT]1 ! L[ /ORM-FRONT RUMBLE ( HIS DAURY ) H]1 ALL ! TALK ( MADNESS 9 ! FAMILY LIKE SOME?+ FROM A GO?IC NOVEL4 ,FIR/ H] GREAT-GR&FA!R ,JOHN1 :O ,SN[Y HAD BE5 NAM$ =1 !N POOR ,]N1 ! GR&FA!R ?AT %E W\LD NEV] KN[1 BO? LOCK$ AWAY 9 ,B$LAM4 ,SN[Y KNEW ?AT SU* WAS NOT TO BE HIS FATE1 BUT ?AT HIS REPUTATION AS A MADMAN W\LD BE NONE ! LESS = ?IS1 & NEI!R W\LD ! HEAVY LEGACY HIS SOON-BORN DAURY4 ,LOOK+ D[N T[>DS ! SQU>E ( PAV+ :]E HIS & ,L\ISA'S BABY W\LD BE %ORTLY MAK+ H] APPE>ANCE1 HE RECALL$ ! E]IE SPL5DOR ?AT HAD SPOK5 TO HIS FA!R 9 ,/4 ,PAUL'S ,CA!DRAL ALL ?OSE YE>S AGO2 ! WORDS ) :I*1 ACCORD+ TO ,]N ,V]NALL1 ?AT EXTRAORD9>Y CONV]SATION HAD COMM5C$4 ,SN[Y WAS SMIL+ ) AMUSEM5T & YET FELT ! HOT TE>S PRICK+ 9 HIS EYES AS HE REPEAT$ ! PHRASE S(TLY TO HIMSELF1 :ILE OV]LOOK+ ALL ! FURI\S ACTIVITY 9 ,LAMBE? ,WALK BEL[4 0,?IS WILL BE V]Y H>D = Y\40 ,HE MEANT HIS *ILD1 HIS WIFE1 HIMSELF1 MEANT EV]YONE :O'D EV] /RUGGL$ FROM ! WOMB TO SOME:]E ?AT WAS BRID = ALL ( !M4 ,Y\ DIDN'T NE$ AN ANGEL TO COME D[N & TELL Y\ ?AT4 ,IT W\LD BE H>D = EV]YBODY ELSE BECAUSE !Y LIV$ )9 A MOV+ WORLD ( DEA?1 B]EAVEM5T & IMP]MAN5CE1 A WORLD ( CON/ANT SEEM+ *ANGE ?AT BUBBL$ ) MA*9E-GUNS1 ) ! MOTOR-DRIV5 C>RIAGES ?AT HE'D HE>D TALK (1 ) SMUDG$ PA9T+S1 SMUTTY BOOKS1 NEW ?+S ( ALL K9DS ALL ! TIME4 ,IT W\LD BE H>D = ,SN[Y BECAUSE HE LIV$ 9 A WORLD :]E EV]Y?+ WAS !RE =EV]1 NEV] 5D$1 NEV] ALT]$4 ,HE LIV$ 9 ! WORLD AS ! WORLD TRULY WAS1 AS HIS LATE FA!R HAD EXPLA9$ IT TO HIM4 ,AS A CONSEQU5CE ( ?IS HE HAD BECOME1 DESPITE HIS V>I\S ACKN[L$G$ SKILLS1 BO? LUNATIC & UNEMPLOYABLE4 ,HE HAD BECOME ! K9D ( MAN :O /&S AB\T ON RO(TOPS ) GLASS DOORKNOBS 9 HIS POCKETS4 ,EV5 GIV5 ?IS1 ON BALANCE ,SN[Y FELT ?AT HE WAS BLESS$ RA!R ?AN BLIRI$ ON =EV]4 ,HE W\LD SOON] LIVE A LIFE ( 5DLESS BLESS+ ?AN ONE ( UNDY+ CURSE1 & AFT] ALL1 IT WAS 9 H[ Y\ *OSE TO SEE ?+S ?AT ! N>R[ BORD] BETWE5 ,HELL & ,P>ADISE WAS TRAC$4 ,?\< HIS CONDITION1 P>T 9H]IT$ & P>T ACQUIR$1 HAD MANY DRAWBACKS 9 MAT]IAL T]MS !SE W]E \TNUMB]$ BY ! ALMO/ UNIMAG9ABLE B5EFITS4 ,HE WAS 5TIRELY )\T FE>1 ABLE TO SCALE %E] WALLS )\T REG>D = LIFE OR LIMB1 SIMPLY BECAUSE HE KNEW ?AT HE WAS NOT DE/9$ TO P]I% 9 A FALL4 ,HIS DEA? W\LD COME 9 A LONG CORRIDOR ( ROOMS1 LIKE ! COMP>TM5TS ON A RAILWAY TRA91 & ,SN[Y'S M\? W\LD BE CRAMM$ FULL ( COLORS4 ,HE HAD NO IDEA YET :Y ?IS W\LD BE SO1 BUT ONLY ?AT IT W\LD BE4 ,UNTIL !N1 HE C\LD TAKE RISKS )\T ANXIETY4 ,HE C\LD DO ANY?+ HE PLEAS$4 ,?IS FRE$OM WAS AT ONCE ! ASPECT ( HIS /ATE ?AT HE VALU$ MO/ HI5TLY :5EV] !Y %\LD WI%1 AS IF !Y HAD A *OICE4 ,AS IF !Y & !IR LIVES W]E NOT ! SMALLE/ & MO/ AB/RACT BRU%/ROKE1 A PO9TILLI/ DAB FIX$ & UNMOV+ 9 TIME'S V>NI%1 !RE ET]NALLY ON AN IMMEASURABLE CANVAS1 P>T ( A DESIGN TOO VA/ = ITS COMPON5T M>KS TO EV] GLIMPSE OR COMPREH5D4 ,! T]ROR & ! GLORY ( ,JOHN ,V]NALL'S SITUATION WAS ?AT ( A PIGM5T SME> MADE SUDD5LY AW>E ( ITS POSITION AT ! CORN] ( A MA/]PIECE1 A DOT ?AT KN[S ?AT IT IS HELD 9 PLACE =EV] ON ! PA9T$ SURFACE1 ?AT IT'S NEV] GO+ ANY:]E1 & YET EXULTS3 0,H[ DREADFUL & H[ FABUL\S60 ,HE KNEW HIMSELF1 KNEW :AT HE WAS & KNEW ?AT ?IS ADVANTAG$ HIM 9 C]TA9 WAYS ABOVE HIS FELL[ SQUIGGLES 9 ! PICTURE1 :O W]E NOT SO CONSCI\S ( !IR TRUE PR$ICAM5T1 ITS MAJE/Y1 NOR ( ITS MANY POSSIBILITIES4 ,MAGICAL P[]S W]E HIS1 BESIDES ! FE>LESSNESS ?AT LIFT$ HIM AMONG ! SLATE SLOPES ( ! SKYL9E4 ,HE C\LD EASILY ACCOMPLI% AN UNBE>ABLY LONG WALK1 OR ANY O!R L5G?Y UND]TAK+ = ?AT MATT]1 BY ! APPLICATION ( TE*NIQUES LE>N$ FROM HIS FA!R4 ,]NE/ HAD EXPLA9$ TO HIM & ,?URSA H[ !RE WAS A WAY ( FOLD+ \R EXP]I5CE ( SPACE AS EASILY AS WE MI WR9KLE & ! NEXT ?+ ,SN[Y KNEW HE'D BE >RIV+ AT HIS DE/9ATION1 HAV+ SORE FEET BUT )\T FATIGUE1 )\T ! MEMORY ( A MOM5T'S BOR$OM &1 9DE$1 )\T A MEMORY ( ANY K9D AT ALL4 ,AS ,]NE/ HAD EXPRESS$ IT TO HIS *ILDR51 IT WAS EASI] :5 TRAVEL+ TO MOVE ONE'S CONSCI\SNESS ALONG ! AXIS ( DURATION RA!R ?AN ! ONE ( DI/ANCE1 ?\< Y\R BOOT-HEELS W\LD WE> D[N AS QUICKLY EI!R WAY4 ,NOR WAS ?IS ALL ( ,SN[Y'S LE>N$ ABILITIES4 ,HE KNEW ! FUTURE1 CL\DILY1 NOT 9 A S5SE ( PROPHECY BUT MORE 9 ?AT HE RECOGNIZ$ ! FUTURE :5 HE SAW IT1 KNEW H[ ?+S W\LD WORK \T 9 ! 9/ANT ?AT HE CAME UPON !M1 AS ) SC5ES F\ND WRITT5 9 A BOOK EMB>K$ UPON )\T RECALL+ ?AT IT HAS BE5 READ BE=E1 9 SOME =GOTT5 SUMM]1 :]E !RE COMES A TANTALIZ+ PREMONITION ( :AT WAITS BEYOND ! NEXT TURN$ PAGE4 ,HE ALSO HAD ! TRICK ( SEE+ Y SORT ?AT W]E ! SPIRITS ( PA/ BUILD+S & EV5TS EMB$D$ 9 ! UNSE5 TEMPORAL AXIS1 SPECTRAL /RUCTURES & SC5>IOS :I* O!R PEOPLE ?\] BUT MORE FAM\S K9D ( WRAI?S ?AT W]E ! RE/LESS DEAD3 PA9$ S\LS :O %IRK$ ! REPETITION ( !IR PA9FUL LIVES & YET :O FELT UNREADY OR UNWILL+ TO MOVE ON TO ANY FUR!R /ATE ( BE+4 ,HE W\LD SOMETIMES APPREH5D !M 9 ! CORN] ( HIS EYE1 SMOKE-COLOR$ %APES 5DLESSLY CIRCL+ !IR OLD NEI* ( * ( AGO HE'D SE5 ! %ADE ( ,MR4 ,DADD1 ! FAIRY-PA9T] :O'D GONE MAD & MURD]$ HIS [N FA!R4 ,DADD HAD DI$ HIMSELF E>LY 9 #ahhf AT ,BROADMOOR ,HOSPITAL1 AN 9/ITUTION = ! CRIM9ALLY 9SANE4 ,ON ! OCCASION ,SN[Y SAW ! >TI/'S PHANTOM =M IT /OOD1 LOOK+ REGRETFUL1 AT ! GATES ( ,B$LAM :]E9 ,DADD HAD PREVI\SLY BE5 9C>C]AT$4 ,SN[Y HAD OBS]V$ ! FA9T P]IPH]AL BLUR :ILE IT PLUCK$ SOME?+ SIMIL>LY 9DI/9CT FROM ! ASYLUM'S WORN /ONE GATEPO/ & PROCE$$1 SEEM+LY1 TO EAT IT4 ,! DEAD PA9T]1 FROM ! VAGUE SUGGE/ION ( HIS PO/URE & DEMEANOR1 HAD APPE>$ TO BE NOT SO POSSESS$ NOR SO MANIACAL AS :5 9 LIFE1 BUT RA!R N[ CLE>-SIITION HAD P]SI/$ = SOME SEV]AL SECONDS1 GLUMLY *EW+ ITS MY/]I\S F9D+S :ILE IT />$ AT ! BLEAK $IFICE1 !N MELT$ TO A PAT* ( DAMP DISCOLOR$ BRICKWORK ON ! MADH\SE WALL4 ,! >TI/ ,WILLIAM ,BLAKE1 :O'D LIV$ UP ,H]CULES ,ROAD GETT+ ON A C5TURY AGO1 HAD ALSO SE5 & SPOK5 ) ! CREATURES ( ! O!R WORLD1 ) ! DECEAS$1 ) ANGELS1 DEVILS1 ) ! POET ,MILTON :O HAD 5T]$ LIKE A CURR5T ?R\< ! SOLE ( ,BLAKE'S LEFT FOOT4 ,! ,LAMBE? VISION>Y'S NOTIONS ( A F\RFOLD & ET]NAL CITY SEEM$ AT TIMES SO CLOSE TO ,SN[Y'S [N VIEW1 RIIES & CORN]S1 TO ! $GES & ! GUTT]S4 ,?\< A L[LY PO/ 9 ! E!REAL HI]>*IES IT WAS A NECESS>Y ONE ?AT C>RI$ ITS [N NUM9\S AU?ORITY4 ,9 ,SN[Y'S UND]/&+1 BY ! ODD L+UI/IC LAWS ( ! SUP]IOR PLANE ?AT ,]NE/ HAD REF]R$ TO1 ,V]NALL WAS A WORD ) CONNOTATIONS SIMIL> TO 0V]G]01 BO? 9 ! OLD S5SE ( ONE :O T5D$ V]GES & ( ONE :O BORE ! V]GE1 OR ROD ( (FICE1 AS 9 ! ECCLESIA/ICAL TRADITION4 ,BUT ! LANGUAGE ( 0UP/AIRS01 ACCORD+ TO ,]N ,V]NALL1 WAS A =M ( SPEE* ?AT W]E AS ?\< EXPLOD$1 EV]Y PHRASE UNCRUMPL+ ITSELF 9TO A BEAUTIFUL & COMPLICAT$ LACEWORK ( ASSOCIATIONS4 ,RODS W]E W&S ( GOV]NM5T & YET W]E ALSO RUL]S MADE = MEASUREM5T1 :I* WAS PRESUMABLY H[ RODS ( L& BESIDE A PROP]TY W]E FIR/ CALL$ V]GES3 GRASSY /RIPS ]UPT+ 9TO LIFE ) ,SPR+1 ! V]NAL EQU9OX1 :I* ALSO L$ BACK TO ! FAMILY NAME4 ,?IS ASPECT ( F]TILITY WAS E*O$ 9 ,OLD ,5GLI%1 :]E9 ! EXPRESSION 0V]GE0 OR 0ROD0 WAS SLANG = :AT M5 KEPT 9SIDE !IR TR\S]S1 OR AT LEA/ ?US WAS ! ETYMOLOGY AS PASS$ ON BY !IR FA!R1 :O C\LD NEI!R READ NOR WRITE4 ,9 SUM1 A ,V]NALL M9I/]$ TO BORD]L9ES & LIMITS1 TO ! M>G9S ( ! WORLD & ! 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W9D W]E SPECKL$ ) DEBRIS & ?US MADE VISIBLE1 A GR& GLASS /AIRCASE SWEEP+ UP ABOVE ! /REET4 ,A PISS+ HORSE PRODUC$ A NECKLACE-/R+ ( WEID 9 AN UNCOMPLET$ /RIDE4 ,IMPATI5T *ILDR5 FLOAT$ 9*ES OV] HOPSCOT* SQU>ES & WAIT$ = !IR 9T]RUPT$ JUMPS TO F9I%4 ,Y\NG M5'S NECK]*IEFS & WOM5'S UNP9N$ HAIR FLEW SIDEWAYS 9 A SUDD5 GU/ & /AY$ !RE1 /ICK+ \T AS /IFF AS WOOD5 FLAGS FROM RAILWAY SIGNAL-BOXES4 ,NOISE WAS ALSO SL[$1 ! *ORUS-VOICE ( ,LAMBE? ,WALK N[ BORN BY SLUGGI% WAVES AS ?\< ?R\< A MORE VISC\S M$IUM1 BECOME A D>K BASS SLUR1 AN AURAL BOG4 ,! SEAMLESS CLATT]+ ( HOOVES WAS TURN$ TO 5DLESSLY REV]B]AT+ S+LE ANVIL BEATS S\ND$ AT L5G?Y 9T]VALS BY A FATIGU$ & UN5?USIA/IC BLACKSMI?1 :ILE ! RAPID TRILLS ( 9DECIPH]ABLE BIRDSONG HAD A CAD5CE REM9ISC5T N[ ( TRIVIAL & PLEASANT CONV]SATION BETWE5 OLD BOYS PLAY+ DOM9OES4 ,/REET V5DORS' CRIES FROM D[N ON ,PR9CE'S ,ROAD CREAK$ LIKE KS EXT5D$ TO ! SN>L ( BURI$ 5G9ES1 TO A HUMM+ UND]TONE ( VIOL5CE1 A CONT9U\S VIBRATION 9 ! PAVEM5TS ?AT WAS SELDOM NOTIC$1 ALWAYS !RE4 ,AMID IT ALL !RE SWELL$ ! WAV]+ SOPRANO C\NT]PO9T ( POOR ,L\ISA'S LATE/ SCREAM1 DRAWN \T 9TO AN >IA4 ,! PREGNANT MIDWIFE KNEEL+ ON ! FIL?Y /REET BESIDE H] HAD BE5 HALT$ HALFWAY ?R\< A FUR!R EXHORTATION = HIS WIFE TO PU%1 & WAS EMITT+ A PROTRACT$ M9OTAUR-LIKE BELL[+ ?AT ,SN[Y TOOK TO BE A V[EL 9FLAT$ TO ! PO9T ( BUR/+4 ,SN[Y'S WIFE SEEM$ SIMIL>LY PUFF$ UP & UPON ! BR9K ( AN EXPLOSION4 ,ALMO/ HALF ! BABY'S HEAD WAS \T1 A BLUI% RUPTURE GREAS$ ) BLOOD EM]G+ FROM ! /RET*$ LIPS ( ,L\ISA'S PRIVATES1 N[ IMPOSSIBLY DI/5D$ TO A PA9FUL CIRCLE1 A PULLOV] NECK4 ,A TORUS4 ,9 ! DREADFUL HALLS ( ,B$LAM1 ,]NE/ ,V]NALL HAD LEAN$ 9 T[>DS HIS *ILDR51 HIS REMA9+ CLUMPS ( HAIR UNKEMPT & :ITE AS H$G][S ON A DROV]S' PA?4 ,HIS VOICE DESC5D+ 9TO A DRAMATIC :ISP] BO? CONSPIRATORIAL & URG5T1 HE'D IMPRESS$ UPON !M ! 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FIR/ TIME 9 HIS [N EXP]I5CE1 FROM ITS O!R T]M9US4 ,IT WAS1 IF ANY?+1 AN EV5 LOVELI] & MORE T]RIBLE ?+ :5 LOOK$ AT ?R\< ?IS 5D ( ITS BREA?TAK+ TELESCOPE4 ,HE GAZ$ ALONG ! LONG JEWEL$ TUBE ?AT WAS HIS DAU ROOTS ( ! CORAL /RUCTURE W]E COMP>$ TO ! GN>L$ D>KNESS AT ITS DI/ANT FUR!R TIP4 ,HE SAW ! FURL+ SUB-GR[?S ?AT W]E H] [N *ILDR51 HALF A DOZ5 ( !M BUDD+ =? & BRAN*+ FROM H] MO!R-/EM AB\T A QU>T] ( ! WAY ALONG ITS L5G?4 ,ALL SIX ( ! GEM-CRU/$ (F%OOTS HAD A H&SOME LU/] ?AT W\LD MAKE H] PR\D ( !M1 BUT :5 HE SAW ! CLOSE/ & ?US FIR/-BORN SPR\T1 BO? ITS EXQUISITE BURNI% & ITS BREVITY1 HE FELT ! HE>TBREAK A*+ 9 HIS ?ROAT1 SALTWAT] BURN+ 9 HIS EYES4 ,SO PRECI\S & SO SMALL4 ,N[ ,SN[Y NOTIC$ ?AT A LAT] BRAN*1 ! NEXT TO LA/1 WAS ALSO CUT %ORT SOME FEW DECADES SOON] ?AN HIS GIRL-*ILD'S [N DEMISE1 & WOND]$ IF !SE LOSSES MIS 9TO :AT MO/ W\LD CALL ! 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