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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,GODW9 

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,I LITTLE ?\<T DUR+ SO DI/RESS+ A P]IOD ( ABS5CE1 TO HAVE WRITT5 Y\ A LETT] SO GAY & C>ELESS AS MY LA/4 ,I CONFESS 9DE$ ! SOCIETIES ( ?IS PLACE AF=D$ ME SO MU* 5T]TA9M5T1 ?AT 9 ! MID/ ( G5]\S FRI5D%IP & UNM]IT$ K9DNESS1 ,I ALMO/ =GOT ! ANGUI% ( A LOV]1 & ! PA9S ( BANI%M5T4 

,ALAS1 H[ DE>LY AM ,I DE/9$ TO PAY = ! MO/ %ORT-LIV$ RELAXATION6 ,EV]Y PLEASURE IS N[ VANI%$1 & ,I CAN SC>CELY BELIEVE ?AT IT EV] EXI/$4 ,I 5T] 9TO ! SAME SOCIETIES1 ,I FREQU5T ! SAME SC5ES1 & ,I WOND] :AT IT WAS ?AT ONCE 5T]TA9$ ME4 ,YES1 ,MATILDA1 ! 5*ANTM5T IS DISSOLV$4 ,ALL ! GAY COLORS ?AT ANON PLAY$ UPON ! OBJECTS >\ND ME1 >E FL$4 ,*AOS IS COME AGA94 ,! WORLD IS BECOME ALL DRE>Y SOLITUDE & IMP5ETRABLE D>KNESS4 ,I AM LIKE ! POOR M>9]1 :OSE IMAG9ATION WAS = A MOM5T CAU<T ) ! L(TY S\ND ( ! ?UND]1 R\ND :OM ! %EET$ LI<TN+ GILD$ ! FOAM+ WAVES1 & :O !N S9KS = EV] 9 ! ABYSS4 

,IT IS N[ F\R ET]NAL MON?S1 & NOT ONE L9E FROM ! H& ( ,MATILDA HAS BLESS$ !SE LONG+ EYES1 OR COOL$ MY BURN+ BRA94 ,OPPORTUNITY AFT] OPPORTUNITY HAS SLIPP$ AWAY1 ONE MOM5T SWELL$ ) HOPE HAS SUCCE$$ ANO!R1 BUT TO NO PURPOSE4 ,! MAIL HAS NOT BE5 MORE CON/ANT TO ITS PLACE ( DE/9ATION ?AN MYSELF4 ,BUT IT WAS ALL DISAPPO9TM5T4 ,IT WAS 9 VA9 ?AT ,I RAG$ ) UNMEAN+ FURY1 & DEM&$ ?AT ) IMPRECATION :I* WAS NOT TO BE F\ND4 ,EV]Y CALM WAS MIS]Y TO ME4 ,EV]Y TEMPE/ TORE MY TORTUR$ HE>T A ?\S& WAYS4 ,= SOME TIME EV]Y FAVORABLE W9D WAS BALM TO MY S\L1 & NECT> TO MY BURN+ FRAME4 ,BUT IT IS OV] N[--4 ,H[1 H[ IS IT ?AT ,I AM TO ACC\NT = ?IS A/ONI%+ SIL5CE8 ,HAS NATURE *ANG$ H] ET]NAL LAWS1 & IS ,MATILDA FALSE8 ,HAS %E =GOTT5 ! POOR ,/4 ,JULIAN1 UPON :OM %E ONCE BE/[$ H] T5D]NESS ) UN/9T$ PRODIGALITY8 ,CAN ?AT ANGEL =M HIDE ! F\LE/ ?\<TS8 ,HAVE ?OSE UNTA/$ LIPS ABJUR$ !IR VIRG9 V[S8 ,& HAS ?AT H& BE5 GIV5 TO ANO!R8 ,H5CE GRE5-EY$ JEAL\SY1 ACCURS$ FI5D1 ) ALL ?Y TRA9 ( BLACK SUSPICIONS6 ,NO1 ?\ %ALL NOT F9D A MOM5T'S H>BOR 9 MY BREA/4 ,I WILL NONE ( !E4 ,IT W]E TREASON TO ! *A/E/ ( HE>TS1 IT W]E SACRILEGE TO ! DIV9E/ =M ?AT EV] VISIT$ ?IS L[] WORLD1 BUT TO ADMIT ! POSSIBILITY ( ,MATILDA'S 9FIDELITY4 

,& :]E1 AH :]E1 %ALL ,I TAKE REFUGE FROM !SE HORRID ?\<TS8 ,TO 5T]TA9 !M W]E DEPRAVITY W]E DEA?4 ,I FLY FROM !M1 & :]E IS IT ?AT ,I F9D MYSELF8 ,SURR\ND$ BY A ?\S& FURIES4 ,OH1 GRACI\S & IMMACULATE PROVID5CE1 :Y HA/ ?\ OP5$ SO MANY DOORS TO TREM5D\S MIS*IEF8 ,9NUM]ABLE ACCID5TS ( NATURE MAY TE> H] FROM ME = EV]4 ,ALL ! WANTON BRUTALITIES ?AT HI/ORY RECORDS1 & ?AT ! M9DS ( UNWOR?Y M5 CAN H>BOR1 />T UP 9 DREADFUL >RAY BE=E ME4 

,CRUEL & 9FLEXIBLE ,MATILDA6 ?\ ONCE W]T B\NTE\S AS ! H& ( HEAV51 W]T T5D] AS ! NEW BORN BABE4 ,:AT IS IT ?AT HAS *ANG$ ?Y DISPOSITION TO ! H>D1 ! WANTON1 ! OBDURATE8 ,BEHOLD A LOV]'S TE>S6 ,BEHOLD H[ L[ ?\ HA/ SUNK HIM1 :OM ?\ ONCE DID/ DIGNIFY BY ! SWEET & SOO?+ NAME ( ?Y FRI5D6 ,IF EV] ! VOICE ( ANGUI% F\ND A PASSAGE TO Y\R HE>T1 IF ?OSE *EEKS W]E EV] MOI/5$ ) ! DROPS ( SACR$ PITY1 OH1 HE> ME N[6 ,BUT ,I WILL ADDRESS MYSELF TO ! ROCKS4 ,I WILL 9VOKE ! KNOTT$ OAKS & ! SAVAGE WOLVES ( ! =E/4 ,!Y WILL NOT REFUSE MY CRY1 BUT ,MATILDA IS DEAF AS ! W9DS1 9EXORABLE AS ! GAP+ WAVE4 

,9 ! /ATE ( M9D 9 :I* ,I AM1 Y\ WILL NATURALLY SUPPOSE ?AT ,I AM FULL ( D\BT & IRRESOLUTION4 ,TWICE HAVE ,I RESOLV$ TO QUIT ! K+DOM ( ,SPA9 )\T DELAY1 & TO LEAVE ! BUS9ESS ( FRI5D%IP UNF9I%$4 ,BUT ,I ?ANK ,GOD !SE ?\<TS W]E ( NO LONG DURATION4 ,NO1 ,MATILDA1 LET ME BE SET UP AS A M>K = ! F+] ( SCORN1 LET ME BE APPO9T$ BY HEAV5 AS A VICTIM UPON :I* TO EXHAU/ ALL ITS >R[S4 ,LET ME BE MIS]ABLE1 BUT LET ME NEV]1 NEV] DES]VE TO BE SO4 ,AFFLICTION1 ?\ MAYE/ BEAT UPON MY HE>T 9 ONE ET]NAL /ORM6 ,TR\BLE1 ?\ MAYE/ TE> ?IS FRAME LIKE A :IRLW9D6 ,BUT NEV] %ALL ALL ?Y T]RORS %AKE MY CON/ANT M9D1 OR TEA* ME TO SW]VE = A MOM5T FROM ! PA? ,I HAVE M>K$ \T TO MYSELF6 ,ALL O!R CONSOLATION MAY BE TAK5 FROM ME1 BUT FROM ! BULW>K ( 9NOC5CE & 9TEGRITY ,I WILL NEV] BE SEP>AT$4 

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