,VOLUME #b1 ,LETT] #a ,! ,ANSW]1 ,ZAMORA ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,GODW9 ,TEXT 3 ,LETT] ,X4 ,! ,ANSW]1 ,ZAMORA ,MY DE> LORD1 ,IT IS ) ! UTMO/ PLEASURE ?AT ,I HAVE IT N[ 9 MY P[] TO ASSURE Y\ ?AT Y\R AFFAIR IS F9ALLY CLOS$ AT ! C\RT ( ,MADRID1 9 A MANN] ! MO/ ADVANTAGE\S & HONORABLE TO Y\R NAME & FAMILY4 ,Y\ WILL P]CEIVE FROM ! DATE ( ?IS LETT] ?AT ,I HAD NO NE$ ( ! REQUE/ Y\ HAVE MADE 9 ORD] TO REM9D ME ( MY DUTY TO MY FRI5D4 ,I WAS NO SOON] ABLE TO QUIT ! CAPITAL ) PROPRIETY1 ?AN ,I IMM$IATELY REPAIR$ HI!R4 ,! D]ANGEM5T H[EV] ( Y\R AFFAIRS AT ?IS PLACE IS GREAT] ?AN EI!R ( US C\LD HAVE IMAG9$1 & IT WILL TAKE A CONSID]ABLE TIME TO R$UCE !M TO ?AT ORD]1 :I* %ALL R5D] !M MO/ B5EFICIAL TO ! PEASANT1 & MO/ PRODUCTIVE TO ! LORD4 ,! EMPLOYM5T :I* ,I F9D AT ?IS PLACE1 S]VES 9 SOME DEGREE TO DISSIPATE ! ANGUI% ( MY M9D4 ,IT IS AN EMPLOYM5T EMBELLI%$ BY 9NOC5CE1 & CONSECRAT$ BY FRI5D%IP4 ,IT IS !RE=E ( ALL PURSUITS ?AT :I* HAS ! GREATE/ T5D5CY TO LULL ! S5SE ( MIS]Y4 ,R9ALDO1 ,I HAD DRAWN ! PANGS ( ABS5CE ) NO FLATT]+ P5CIL4 ,I HAD EXPRESS$ !M 9 ! MO/ H>% & AGGRAVAT$ COLORS4 ,BUT D>K & GLOOMY AS W]E ! PROGNO/ICS ,I HAD =M$ TO MYSELF1 !Y1 ALAS1 W]E BUT %AD[S ( :AT WAS RES]V$ = ME4 ,! EV5T LAUK & PORT5T\S MEAN+ IS CONCEAL$ B5EA? ! SIL5CE ( ,MATILDA4 ,SO F> FROM Y\R PRES5T EPI/LE ASSI/+ ! CONJECTURES ( MY MADD+ BRA91 IT BEWILD]S ME MORE ?AN EV]4 ,MY FRI5D DATES HIS LETT] FROM ! V]Y PLACE 9 :I* %E RESIDES1 & YET BY NOT A S+LE WORD DOES HE 9=M ME H[1 & :AT %E IS4 ,IT IS N[ SIX T$I\S MON?S S9CE A S+LE L9E HAS REA*$ ME FROM H] H&4 ,I HAVE EXPO/ULAT$ ) ! VOICE ( APPREH5SION1 ) ! VOICE ( AGONY1 BUT TO NO PURPOSE4 ,HAD IT NOT BE5 = ! T5FOLD OBLIGATION 9 :I* ,I AM B\ND TO ! BE/ ( FRI5DS1 ,I HAD LONG1 V]Y LONG ]E ?IS1 DES]T$ ! K+DOM ( ,SPA9 = EV]4 ,! CONC]NS ( NO MAN UPON E>?1 BUT ?OSE ( MY ,R9ALDO1 C\LD HAVE DETA9$ ME4 ,HAD !Y RELAT$ TO MYSELF ALONE1 ,I HAD NOT WA/$ A ?\Y & SL5D] CLUE TO GUIDE ME ?R\< ! LABYR9?4 ,ALL ! EV5TS1 ALL ! CALAMITIES ?AT MAY HAVE OV]TAK5 ME1 >E ALIKE PROBABLE & IMPROBABLE1 & !RE IS NOT ONE ( !M ?AT ,I CAN 9V5T1 :I* CAN POSSIBLY HAVE ESCAP$ ! KN[L$GE ( ?AT FRI5D1 9TO :OSE H&S ,I COMMITT$ MY ALL4 ,SICKNESS1 9FIDELITY1 DEA? ITSELF1 ALL ! MIS=TUNES TO :I* HUMANITY IS HEIR1 >E ALIKE C]TA9 & PALPABLE4 ,OH1 MY ,R9ALDO1 IT WAS A MO/ ILL-JUDG$ & MI/AK5 9DULG5CE1 ?AT L$ Y\ TO SUPPRESS ! /ORY ( MY DISA/]4 ,GIVE ME TO KN[ IT4 ,IT MAY BE DI/RESSFUL1 IT MAY BE TREM5D\S4 ,BUT BE IT AS IT WILL1 !RE IS NOT A MIS=TUNE 9 ! :OLE CATALOG ( HUMAN WOES1 ! KN[L$GE ( :I* W\LD NOT BE ELYSIUM TO :AT ,I SUFF]4 ,TO BE TOLD ! :OLE IS TO KN[ ! WOR/4 ,TIME IS ! M$IC9E ( EV]Y ANGUI%4 ,!RE IS NO MALADY 9CID5T TO A CONSCI\S BE+1 :I* IF IT DOES NOT ANNIHILATE HIS EXI/5CE1 DOES NOT1 AFT] HAV+ ATTA9$ A CRISIS1 9S5SIBLY FALL AWAY & DISSOLVE4 ,BUT APPREH5SION1 APPREH5SION IS HELL ITSELF4 ,IT IS 9F9ITE AS ! RANGE ( POSSIBILITY4 ,IT IS IMMORTAL AS ! M9D 9 :I* IT TAKES UP ITS RESID5CE4 ,IT GA9S GR\ND EV]Y MOM5T4 ,COMP\ND$ AS IT IS ( HOPE & FE>1 !RE IS NOT A MOM5T 9 :I* IT DOES NOT PLUME ! W+S ( EXPECTATION4 ,IT PREP>ES = ITSELF 9CESSANT1 ET]NAL DISAPPO9TM5T4 ,IT GR[S = EV]4 ,AT FIR/ IT MAY BE TRIFL+ & 9SIGNIFICANT1 BUT ANON IT SWELLS ITS GIANT LIMBS1 & HIDES ITS HEAD AMONG ! CL\DS4 ,LO/ AS ,I AM TO ! FATE1 ! *>ACT]1 ! PRES5T DISPOSITIONS ( ,MATILDA1 ,I HAVE N[ NO PROP TO LEAN UPON BUT Y\4 ,UPON Y\ ,I PLACE AN UN%AK5 CONFID5CE4 ,9 Y\R FIDELITY ,I CAN NEV] BE DECEIV$4 ,I [E Y\ GREAT] OBLIGATIONS ?AN EV] MAN RECEIV$ FROM MAN BE=E4 ,:5 ,I WAS =LORN & DES]T$ BY ALL ! WORLD1 IT WAS !N Y\ FLEW TO SAVE ME4 ,Y\ LEFT ! BL&I%M5TS ?AT HAVE MO/ P[] OV] ! UNSUSPECT+ M9D ( Y\?1 Y\ LEFT ! D[N ( LUXURY1 TO SE>* ME \T4 ,IT WAS Y\ ?AT SAV$ MY LIFE 9 ! =E/ ( ,LEONT9I4 ,!Y W]E Y\R G5]\S (F]S ?AT AF=D$ ME ! FIR/ SPECIM5S ( ?AT B5EVOL5CE & FRI5D%IP1 :I* RE/OR$ ME FROM ! ANNIHILATION 9TO :I* ,I WAS PLUNG$1 TO AN EXI/5CE MORE PLEASANT & HAPPY ?AN ,I HAD YET KN[N4 ,R9ALDO1 ,I COMMITT$ TO Y\R CU/ODY A JEWEL MORE PRECI\S ?AN ALL ! TREASURES ( ! EA/4 ,I HAVE LO/1 ,I AM DEPRIV$ ( H]4 ,:]E %ALL ,I SEEK H]8 ,9 :AT SITUATION1 UND] :AT *>ACT] %ALL ,I DISCOV] H]8 ,BELIEVE ME1 ,I HAVE NOT 9 ALL ! P>OXYSMS ( GRIEF1 5T]TA9$ A D\BT ( Y\4 ,I HAVE NOT = A MOM5T SUFF]$ AN EXPRESSION ( BLAME TO ESCAPE MY LIPS4 ,BUT MAY ,I NOT AT LEA/ KN[ FROM Y\1 :AT IT IS ?AT HAS EFFECT$ ?IS /RANGE ALT]ATION1 TO :AT AM ,I TO TRU/1 & :AT IS ! FATE ?AT ,I AM TO EXPECT = ! REMA9D] ( AN EXI/5CE ( :I* ,I AM ALREADY WE>Y8 ,YES1 MY DE> M>QUIS1 LIFE IS N[ A BURD5 TO ME4 ,!RE IS NO?+ BUT ! DE> BUS9ESS ( FRI5D%IP1 & ! EMPLOYM5T ( DIS9T]E/$ AFFECTION ?AT C\LD MAKE IT SUPPORTABLE4 ,ACCEPT AT LEA/ ?IS LA/ EX]TION ( Y\R ,/4 ,JULIAN4 ,HIS LA/ V[S %ALL BE BREA!D = Y\R HAPP9ESS4 ,FATE1 DO :AT ?\ WILT ME1 BUT %[] D[N ?Y *OICE/ BLESS+S ON MY FRI5D6 ,:ATEV] ?\ D5IE/ TO MY S9C]E EX]TIONS 9 ! 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