,H[ ,I ,BECAME A ,SOCIALI/ ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,MORRIS ,TEXT 3 ,I AM ASK$ BY ! ,$ITOR TO GIVE SOME SORT ( A HI/ORY ( ! ABOVE CONV]SION1 & ,I FEEL ?AT IT MAY BE ( SOME USE TO DO SO1 IF MY READ]S WILL LOOK UPON ME AS A TYPE ( A C]TA9 GR\P ( PEOPLE1 BUT NOT SO EASY TO DO CLE>LY1 BRIEFLY & TRULY4 ,LET ME1 H[EV]1 TRY4 ,BUT FIR/1 ,I WILL SAY :AT ,I MEAN BY BE+ A ,SOCIALI/1 S9CE ,I AM TOLD ?AT ! WORD NO LONG] EXPRESSES DEF9ITELY & ) C]TA9TY :AT IT DID T5 YE>S AGO4 ,WELL1 :AT ,I MEAN BY ,SOCIALISM IS A CONDITION ( SOCIETY 9 :I* !RE %\LD BE NEI!R RI* NOR POOR1 NEI!R MA/] NOR MA/]'S MAN1 NEI!R IDLE NOR OV]WORK$1 NEI!R BRA9-SICK BRA9 WORK]S1 NOR HE>T-SICK H& WORK]S1 9 A WORD1 9 :I* ALL M5 W\LD BE LIV+ 9 EQUALITY ( CONDITION1 & W\LD MANAGE !IR AFFAIRS UNWA/EFULLY1 & ) ! FULL CONSCI\SNESS ?AT H>M TO ONE W\LD MEAN H>M TO ALL--! REALIZATION AT LA/ ( ! MEAN+ ( ! WORD ,C,O,M,M,O,N,W,E,A,L,?4 ,N[ ?IS VIEW ( ,SOCIALISM :I* ,I HOLD TO-DAY1 & HOPE TO DIE HOLD+1 IS :AT ,I BEGAN )2 ,I HAD NO TRANSITIONAL P]IOD1 UNLESS Y\ MAY CALL SU* A BRIEF P]IOD ( POLITICAL RADICALISM DUR+ :I* ,I SAW MY IDEAL CLE> 5\<1 BUT HAD NO HOPE ( ANY REALIZATION ( IT4 ,?AT CAME TO AN 5D SOME MON?S BE=E ,I JO9$ ! 7!N7 ,DEMOCRATIC ,F$]ATION1 & ! MEAN+ ( MY JO9+ ?AT BODY WAS ?AT ,I HAD CONCEIV$ A HOPE ( ! REALIZATION ( MY IDEAL4 ,IF Y\ ASK ME H[ MU* ( A HOPE1 OR :AT ,I ?\DS IT1 OR :5 !RE W\LD BE EFFECT$ ANY *ANGE 9 ! FACE ( SOCIETY1 ,I MU/ SAY1 ,I DO NOT KN[4 ,I CAN ONLY SAY ?AT ,I DID NOT MEASURE MY HOPE1 NOR ! JOY ?AT IT BR\D ( ,RIC>DO1 OR ( ,K>L ,M>X4 ,ODDLY 5\<1 ,I HAD READ SOME ( ,MILL1 TO WIT1 ?OSE PO/HUM\S PAP]S ( HIS 7PUBLI%$1 WAS IT 9 ! ,WE/M9/] ,REVIEW OR ! ,=TNIGUM5TS1 AS F> AS !Y GO1 CLE>LY & HONE/LY1 & ! RESULT1 SO F> AS ,I WAS CONC]N$1 WAS TO CONV9CE ME ?AT ,SOCIALISM WAS A NECESS>Y *ANGE1 & ?AT IT WAS POSSIBLE TO BR+ IT AB\T 9 \R [N DAYS4 ,?OSE PAP]S PUT ! F9I%+ T\* TO MY CONV]SION TO ,SOCIALISM4 ,WELL1 HAV+ JO9$ A ,SOCIALI/ BODY 7= ! ,F$]ATION SOON BECAME DEF9ITELY ,SOCIALI/71 ,I PUT SOME CONSCI5CE 9TO TRY+ TO LE>N ! ECONOMICAL SIDE ( ,SOCIALISM1 & EV5 TACKL$ ,M>X1 ?\< ,I MU/ CONFESS ?AT1 :]EAS ,I ?OR\T ( ,CAPITAL1 ,I SUFF]$ AGONIES ( CONFUSION ( ! BRA9 OV] READ+ ! PURE ECONOMICS ( ?AT GREAT WORK4 ,ANYH[1 ,I READ :AT ,I C\LD1 & WILL HOPE ?AT SOME 9=MATION /UCK TO ME FROM MY READ+2 BUT MORE1 ,I MU/ ?9K1 FROM CONT9U\S CONV]SATION ) SU* FRI5DS AS ,BAX & ,HYNDMAN & ,S*EU1 & ! BRISK C\RSE ( PROPAG&A MEET+S :I* W]E GO+ ON AT ! TIME1 & 9 :I* ,I TOOK MY %>E4 ,SU* F9I% TO :AT ( $UCATION 9 PRACTICAL ,SOCIALISM AS ,I AM CAPABLE ( ,I RECEIV$ AFT]W>DS FROM SOME ( MY ,AN>*I/ FRI5DS1 FROM :OM ,I LE>N$1 QUITE AGA9/ !IR 9T5TION1 ?AT ,AN>*ISM WAS IMPOSSIBLE1 MU* AS ,I LE>N$ FROM ,MILL AGA9/ HIS 9T5TION ?AT ,SOCIALISM WAS NECESS>Y4 ,BUT 9 ?IS TELL+ H[ ,I FELL 9TO PRACTICAL ,SOCIALISM ,I HAVE BEGUN1 AS ,I P]CEIVE1 9 ! MIDDLE1 = 9 MY POSITION ( A WELL-TO-DO MAN1 NOT SUFF]+ FROM ! DISABILITIES :I* OPPRESS A WORK+ MAN AT EV]Y /EP1 ,I FEEL ?AT ,I MIDS IT4 ,= POLITICS AS POLITICS1 I4E41 NOT REG>D$ AS A NECESS>Y IF CUMB]SOME & DISGU/FUL MEANS TO AN 5D1 W\LD NEV] HAVE ATTRACT$ ME1 NOR :5 ,I HAD BECOME CONSCI\S ( !WRONGS ( SOCIETY AS IT N[ IS1 & ! OPPRESSION ( POOR PEOPLE1 C\LD ,I HAVE EV] BELIEV$ 9 ! POSSIBILITY ( A P>TIAL SETT+ RIB>\S AGES4 ,TO BE %ORT1 ?IS WAS ! ,:IG FRAME ( M9D1 NATURAL TO ! MOD]N PROSP]\S MIDDLE-CLASS M51 :O1 9 FACT1 AS F> AS ME*ANICAL PROGRESS IS CONC]N$1 HAVE NO?+ TO ASK =1 IF ONLY ,SOCIALISM W\LD LEAVE !M ALONE TO 5JOY !IR PL5TIFUL /YLE4 ,BUT BESIDES !SE CONT5T$ ONES !RE W]E O!RS :O W]E NOT REALLY CONT5T$1 BUT HAD A VAGUE S5TIM5T ( REPULSION TO ! TRIUMPH ( CIVILIZATION1 BUT W]E CO]C$ 9TO SIL5CE BY ! MEASURELESS P[] ( ,:IGG]Y4 ,LA/LY1 !RE W]E A FEW :O W]E 9 OP5 REBELLION AGA9/ ! SAID ,:IGG]Y--A FEW1 SAY TWO1 ,C>LYLE & ,RUSK94 ,! LATT]1 BE=E MY DAYS ( PRACTICAL ,SOCIALISM1 WAS MY MA/] T[>DS ! IDEAL A=ESAID1 &1 LOOK+ BACKW>D1 ,I CANNOT HELP SAY+1 BY ! WAY1 H[ DEADLY DULL ! WORLD W\LD HAVE BE5 TW5TY YE>S AGO BUT = ,RUSK96 ,IT WAS ?R\< HIM ?AT ,I LE>N$ TO GIVE =M TO MY DISCONT5T1 :I* ,I MU/ SAY WAS NOT BY ANY MEANS VAGUE4 ,AP>T FROM ! DESIRE TO PRODUCE BEAUTIFUL ?+S1 ! LEAD+ PASSION ( MY LIFE HAS BE5 & IS HATR$ ( MOD]N CIVILIZATION4 ,:AT %ALL ,I SAY ( IT N[1 :5 ! WORDS >E PUT 9TO MY M\?1 MY HOPE ( ITS DE/RUCTION--:AT %ALL ,I SAY ( ITS SUPPLANT+ BY ,SOCIALISM8 ,:AT %ALL ,I SAY CONC]N+ ITS MA/]Y ( & ITS WA/E ( ME*ANICAL P[]1 ITS COMMONWEAL? SO POOR1 ITS 5EMIES ( ! COMMONWEAL? SO RI*1 ITS /UP5D\S ORGANIZATION--= ! MIS]Y ( LIFE6 ,ITS CONTEMPT ( SIMPLE PLEASURES :I* EV]YONE C\LD 5JOY BUT = ITS FOLLY8 ,ITS EYELESS VULG>ITY :I* HAS DE/ROY$ >T1 ! ONE C]TA9 SOLACE ( LABOR8 ,ALL ?IS ,I FELT !N AS N[1 BUT ,I DID NOT KN[ :Y IT WAS SO4 ,! HOPE ( ! PA/ TIMES WAS GONE1 ! /RUGGLES ( MANK9D = MANY AGES HAD PRODUC$ NO?+ BUT ?IS SORDID1 AIMLESS1 UGLY CONFUSION2 ! IMM$IATE FUTURE SEEM$ TO ME LIKELY TO 9T5SIFY ALL ! PRES5T EVILS BY SWEEP+ AWAY ! LA/ SURVIVALS ( ! DAYS BE=E ! DULL SQUALOR ( CIVILIZATION HAD SETTL$ D[N ON ! WORLD4 ,?IS WAS A BAD LOOK-\T 9DE$1 &1 IF ,I MAY M5TION MYSELF AS A P]SONALITY & NOT AS A M]E TYPE1 ESPECIALLY SO TO A MAN ( MY DISPOSITION1 C>ELESS ( METAPHYSICS & RELIGION1 AS WELL AS ( SCI5TIFIC ANALYSIS1 BUT ) A DEEP LOVE ( ! E>? & ! LIFE ON IT1 & A PASSION = ! HI/ORY ( ! PA/ ( MANK9D4 ,?9K ( IT6 ,WAS IT ALL TO 5D 9 A C\NT+-H\SE ON ! TOP ( A C9D]-HEAP1 ) ,PODSNAP'S DRAW+-ROOM 9 ! (F+1 & A ,:IG COMMITTEE DEAL+ \T *AMPAGNE TO ! RI* & M>G>9E TO ! POOR 9 SU* CONV5I5T PROPORTIONS AS W\LD MAKE ALL M5 CONT5T$ TOGE!R1 ?\< ! PLEASURE ( ! EYES WAS GONE FROM ! WORLD1 & ! PLACE ( ,HOM] WAS TO BE TAK5 BY ,HUXLEY8 ,YET1 BELIEVE ME1 9 MY HE>T1 :5 ,I REALLY =C$ MYSELF TO LOOK T[>DS ! FUTURE1 ?AT IS :AT ,I SAW 9 IT1 &1 AS F> AS ,I C\LD TELL1 SC>CE ANYONE SEEM$ TO ?9K IT WOR? :ILE TO /RUGGLE AGA9/ SU* A CONSUMMATION ( CIVILIZATION4 ,SO !RE ,I WAS 9 = A F9E PESSIMI/IC 5D ( LIFE1 IF IT HAD NOT SOMEH[ DAWN$ ON ME ?AT AMID ALL ?IS FIL? ( CIVILIZATION ! SE$S ( A GREAT *ANGE1 :AT WE O!RS CALL ,SOCIAL-,REVOLUTION1 W]E BEG9N+ TO G]M9ATE4 ,! :OLE FACE ( ?+S WAS *ANG$ TO ME BY ?AT DISCOV]Y1 & ALL ,I HAD TO DO !N 9 ORD] TO BECOME A ,SOCIALI/ WAS TO HOOK MYSELF ON TO ! PRACTICAL MOVEM5T1 :I*1 AS BE=E SAID1 ,I HAVE TRI$ TO DO AS WELL AS ,I C\LD4 ,TO SUM UP1 !N ! /UDY ( HI/ORY & ! LOVE & PRACTICE ( >T =C$ ME 9TO A HATR$ ( ! CIVILIZATION :I*1 IF ?+S W]E TO /OP AS !Y >E1 W\LD TURN HI/ORY 9TO 9CONSEQU5T NONS5SE1 & MAKE >T A COLLECTION ( ! CURIOSITIES ( ! PA/1 :I* W\LD HAVE NO S]I\S RELATION TO ! LIFE ( ! PRES5T4 ,BUT ! CONSCI\SNESS ( REVOLUTION /IRR+ AMID \R HATEFUL MOD]N SOCIETY PREV5T$ ME1 LUCKI] ?AN MANY O!RS ( >TI/IC P]CEPTIONS1 FROM CRY/ALLIZ+ 9TO A M]E RAIL] AGA9/ 0PROGRESS0 ON ! ONE H&1 & ON ! O!R FROM WA/+ TIME & 5]GY 9 ANY ( ! NUM]\S S*EMES BY :I* ! QUASI->TI/IC ( ! MIDDLE CLASSES HOPE TO MAKE >T GR[ :5 IT HAS NO LONG] ANY ROOT1 & ?US ,I BECAME A PRACTICAL ,SOCIALI/4 ,A LA/ WORD OR TWO4 ,P]HAPS SOME ( \R FRI5DS WILL SAY1 :AT HAVE WE TO DO ) !SE MATT]S ( HI/ORY & >T8 ,WE WANT BY MEANS ( ,SOCIAL-,DEMOCRACY TO W9 A DEC5T LIVELIHOOD1 WE WANT 9 SOME SORT TO LIVE1 & ?AT AT ONCE4 ,SURELY ANY ONE :O PR(ESSES TO ?9K ?AT ! QUE/ION ( >T & CULTIVATION MU/ GO BE=E ?AT ( ! KNIFE & =K 7& !RE >E SOME :O DO PROPOSE ?AT7 DOES NOT UND]/& :AT >T MEANS1 OR H[ ?AT ITS ROOTS MU/ HAVE A SOIL ( A ?RIV+ & UNANXI\S LIFE4 ,YET IT MU/ BE REMEMB]$ ?AT CIVILIZATION HAS R$UC$ ! WORKMAN TO SU* A SK9NY & PITIFUL EXI/5CE1 ?AT HE SC>CELY KN[S H[ TO FRAME A DESIRE = ANY LIFE MU* BETT] ?AN ?AT :I* HE N[ 5DURES P]=CE4 ,IT IS ! PROV9CE ( >T TO SET ! TRUE IDEAL ( A FULL & REASONABLE LIFE BE=E HIM1 A LIFE TO :I* ! P]CEPTION & CREATION ( BEAUTY1 ! 5JOYM5T ( REAL PLEASURE ?AT IS1 %ALL BE FELT TO BE AS NECESS>Y TO MAN AS HIS DAILY BREAD1 & ?AT NO MAN1 & NO SET ( M51 CAN BE DEPRIV$ ( ?IS EXCEPT BY M]E OPPOSITION1 :I* %\LD BE RESI/$ TO ! UTMO/4 ,FROM 3 ,M>XI/S4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,FEBRU>Y #b#h1 #bba 3 ,H[ ,I ,BECAME A ,SOCIALI/ -- ,ADD$4 ,JANU>Y #h1 #bbb 3 ,H[ ,I ,BECAME A ,SOCIALI/ -- ,UPDAT$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/