,VOLUME #b1 ,*APT] #ad #aheahe ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,WILLIAM ,GODW9 ,TEXT 3 ,F,L,E,E,T,W,O,O,D2 OR1 ,! ,N,E,W ,M,A,N ,( ,F,E,E,L,+4 .-.-.-.- BY ,W,I,L,L,I,A,M ,G,O,D,W,94 ,*,A,P,T,] ,X,I,V ,MR4 ,MACNEIL WAS A MAN ( ! W>ME/ PHILAN?ROPY1 & BY DEGREES REPOS$ 9 HIM A CONFID5CE1 TO :I* ,I HAD SELDOM FELT EXCIT$ T[>D ANY O!R MAN1 ,AFT] A TIME1 ,I HIR$ AP>TM5TS 9 ! H\SE ( A SUB/ANTIAL F>M] 9 HIS NEIT4 ,I DESCRIB$ ! SICKLY S5SIBILITY ( MY TEMP]1 ! E>LY DISGU/ ,I HAD TAK5 AT ! WORLD1 & ! MIS]ABLE S5SE ( DESOLATION :I* PREY$ UPON MY LIFE1 9 MY DETA*$ & UNCONNECT$ SITUATION4 ',COME1' REPLI$ MY FRI5D1 9 ?AT VE9 ( PLAYFUL GOOD-HUMOR :I* HE DELI$ !M ) DIFF]5T IDEAL /&>DS4 ,I ?\*ES ( A ,NEWTON1 ! ELEVATION ( A ,MILTON1 & ! VIRTUES ( AN ,ALFR$2 &1 HAV+ FILL$ MY M9D ) !SE1 ,I CONTEMPLAT$ EV5 ) HORROR1 ! IGNORANCE1 ! BRUTALITY1 ! /UPIDITY1 ! SELFI%NESS1 &1 AS IT APPE>$ TO ME1 ! V5ALITY & PR(LIGACY1 9 :I* MILLIONS & MILLIONS ( MY FELL[-CREATURES >E 9VOLV$4 ,I E/IMAT$ MANK9D1 ) AN EYE TO ! GOAL :I* IT IS >D5TLY TO BE DESIR$ !Y MIE]4 ',9 EV]Y MAN ?AT LIVES1' HE /\TLY AFFIRM$1 '!RE IS MU* TO COMM5D4 ,EV]Y MAN HAS 9 HIM ! SE$S ( A GOOD HUSB&1 A GOOD FA!R1 & A S9C]E FRI5D4 ,Y\ WILL SAY1 P]HAPS1 !SE >E NOT SUBLIME & MAGNIFIC5T VIRTUES2 YET1 IF EA* MAN W]E 5ABL$ TO DIS*>GE !SE1 ! WORLD UPON ! :OLE W\LD AF=D A RAVI%+ SPECTACLE4 ,:AT A SPIRIT ( =BE>ANCE1 ( G5TLE ATT5TIONS1 ( ANXIETY TO MA9TA9 ! *E]FULNESS & PEACE ( HIS FEMALE COMPANION1 9HABITS EV]Y HUMAN BREA/6 ,SC>CELY DO WE HE> ( ! MON/] 9 :OM ?IS SPIRIT IS EV] EXT+UI%$4 ,IT ACCOMPANIES ALMO/ ALL M51 ) :ATEV] UNHAPPY 9T]RUPTIONS1 FROM MATURITY TO ! GRAVE4 ,LOOK UPON ! POORE/ CL[N 9 ! MID/ ( HIS *ILDR52 :AT A HEAV5LY PICTURE6 ,H[ DO HIS EYES GLI/5 AT !IR LITTLE PLEASURES1 !IR SALLIES ( P5ETRATION & VIVACITY6 ,H[ DIS9T]E/$ A S5TIM5T BURNS 9 HIS HE>T6 ,YES1 DIS9T]E/$3 = ,I KN[ Y\ WILL LAU< AT ! SILLY SOPHISM :I*1 :5 IT REG>DS ! IMM5SE SACRIFICES ?AT EV]Y FA!R IS READY TO MAKE = HIS *ILD1 CALLS ! IMPULSE FROM :I* !Y SPR+ A SELFI% ONE4 ,TO ACKN[L$GE1 ,I AM WEAK 5\< TO BE AS MU* DELID5T AFFECTION ( AN ,5GLI%MAN TO HIS SON1 AS IF IT W]E DIRECT$ T[>D ! *ILD ( A ,JAPANESE4 ,IT IS EQUALLY AFFECTION1 & EQUALLY B5EFIC5T4 ,H[ MU* GOOD NEIRIAGE IS BROK5 D[N1 IF HIS HORSE HAS RUN FROM & LEFT HIM1 OR ALMO/ :ATEV] IS HIS DI/RESS6 ,H[ *E]FULLY DOES HE GIVE HIS DAY'S LABOR1 OR ! PRODUCE ( HIS DAY'S LABOR1 TO HIS FRI5D1 TILL ?AT FRI5D1 BY 9JU/ICE1 HAS PROV$ HIMSELF UNWOR?Y ( ! K9DNESS6 ,= MY P>T1 9/EAD ( JO9+ 9 ! PREVAIL+ CRY ( ! SELFI%NESS1 ! WICK$NESS1 ! ORIG9AL S91 OR ! SUBSEQU5T DEPRAVITY ( MANK9D1 ,I FEEL MY HE>T SWELL )9 ME1 :5 ,I RECOLLECT ?AT ,I BELONG TO A SPECIES1 ALMO/ EV]Y 9DIVIDUAL ( :I* IS 5D[$ ) ANGELIC VIRTUES4 ,I AM A PHILAN?ROPI/1 9 ! PLA9 S5SE ( ! WORD4 ,:5EV] ,I SEE A MAN ,I SEE SOME?+ TO LOVE1 -- NOT ) A LOVE ( COMPASSION1 BUT A LOVE ( APPROBATION4 ,I NE$ NOT PUT ! QUE/ION TO HIM -- ,I KN[ )\T ASK+1 ?AT HE IS FULLY PREP>$ & EAG] TO DO A ?\S& VIRTU\S ACTS1 ! MOM5T ! OCCASION IS AF=D$ HIM4 ',I HAVE SOMETIMES HAD ! ?\CELY ! PATI5CE TO 5T] 9TO DISC\RSE & 9T]C\RSE ) ANYONE HE MEETS3 ,I W\LD PUT HIM ON BO>D A %IP2 HE WILL1 ( C\RSE1 BE SUFFICI5TLY DISGU/$ ) EV]YONE ( HIS COMPANIONS3 ALL ( A SUDD5 ,I W\LD RAISE A MO/ FURI\S TEMPE/3 ,I W\LD CAUSE HIM TO BE %IPWRECK$ ON A DES]T ISL&1 ) NO COMPANION BUT ONE MAN1 ! MO/ GROSS1 P]V]SE1 & /UPID ( ! CREW3 ALL ! RE/ - ! CAPTA9 :O1 ?\< SAGACI\S4 WAS POSITIVE4 ! SURGEON :O1 ?\< SKILLFUL1 WAS TIRESOME BY HIS P$ANTRY - ,I W\LD )\T M]CY S5D TO ! BOTTOM4 ,:AT DO Y\ ?9K ,I W\LD REPRES5T AS ! NATURAL RESULT ( ?IS SITUATION8 ,MY FA/IDI\S MISAN?ROPE W\LD NO LONG] HAVE A WORLD OR A NATION1 FROM :I* TO *OOSE HIS COMPANION1 &1 AFT] TRY+ ALL1 TO REJECT ALL3 HE W\LD BE :OLLY DEPRIV$ ( ! P[] ( *OICE4 ,H]E1 SIR1 ,I W\LD %[ H[ BY DEGREES HE W\LD F9D A ?\S& RES\RCES 9 ?IS DESPIS$ SAILOR4 ,HE W\LD F9D HIM ACTIVE1 SPIRIT$1 & AL]T4 ,:]E BE=E HE BELIEV$1 )\T EXAM9ATION1 ?AT ALL WAS /UPEFACTION1 HE W\LD F9D1 BY A V>IETY ( TOK5S1 GOOD S5SE & SAGACITY4 ,H[ !SE TWO COMPANIONS W\LD LOVE ONE ANO!R4 ,H[ !Y W\LD OCCASIONALLY SP5D ! LIVELONG NIY OCCASION SEP>AT$ !M1 W\LD !Y LOOK = EA* O!R'S RETURN6 ,) :AT D>+ & SUP]HUMAN C\RAGE W\LD !Y DEF5D EA* O!R FROM DANG]-,& DO NOT BE P]V]SE 5\< TO BELIEVE ?AT ALL ?IS ANXIETY W\LD BE ! FRUIT ( SELFI%NESS6 ,!Y W\LD HAVE DISCOV]$ 9 EA* O!R 9E/IMABLE QUALITIES1 A L>GE /OCK ( S\ND JUDGM5T & EXCELL5T S5SE1 & AN 9EXHAU/IBLE FUND ( K9D & B5EVOL5T PROP5SITIES4 ,AFT] SOME YE>S ,I W\LD BR+ BACK MY MISAN?ROPE TO ,5GL&4 ,SIR1 HE W\LD NEV] BE ABLE TO P>T ) HIS COMPANION 9 ! DES]T ISL&4 ,HE W\LD BELIEVE ?AT !RE WAS NOT A CREATURE 9 ! WORLD1 TAKE HIM = ALL 9 ALL1 SO VALUABLE4 ,YET OBS]VE1 HE W\LD ONLY 5T]TA9 ?IS OP9ION ( HIM1 BECAUSE HE KNEW HIM MORE ?OR\GUM5TS ( ,MR4 ,MACNEIL4 ,:AT A BLESS$ /ATE ( M9D WAS ?AT1 TO :I* HE APPE>S TO HAVE ATTA9$6 ,YET1 = MYSELF1 ,I ACKN[L$GE1 EI!R BECAUSE TRU? WAS ON MY SIDE1 OR1 IT MAY BE1 M]ELY FROM ! EXCESSIVE SUSCEPTIBL5ESS ( MY NATURE1 OR ! ACCID5TS ( MY LIFE1 ,I REMA9$ UNALT]$ BY HIS DISC\RSES1 &1 ?\< ,I WI%$ TO BE A PHILAN?ROPI/1 WAS A MISAN?ROPE /ILL4 ,FROM 3 ,AN>*Y ,>*IVES4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahd 3 ,VOLUME #b1 ,*APT] #ad -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,JANU>Y #b#h1 #bag 3 ,VOLUME #b1 ,*APT] #ad -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/