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,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

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,WE W]E 9 M\RN+ = \R MO!R1 :O HAD DI$ ! PREC$+ AUTUMN1 & WE HAD SP5T ALL ! W9T] ALONE 9 ! C\NTRY--,MA*A1 ,SONIA & ,I4 

,MA*A WAS AN OLD FAMILY FRI5D1 :O HAD BE5 \R GOV]NESS & HAD BR\<T US ALL UP1 & MY MEMORIES ( H]1 LIKE MY LOVE = H]1 W5T AS F> BACK AS MY MEMORIES ( MYSELF4 

,SONIA WAS MY Y\NG] SI/]4 

,! W9T] HAD DRAGG$ BY1 SAD & SOMB]1 9 \R OLD C\NTRY-H\SE ( ,POKROVSKI4 ,! WEA!R HAD BE5 COLD1 & SO W9DY ?AT ! SN[ WAS (T5 PIL$ HI< ABOVE \R W9D[S2 ! PANES W]E ALMO/ ALWAYS CL\DY ) A COAT+ ( ICE2 & ?R\<\T ! :OLE SEASON WE W]E %UT 91 R>ELY F9D+ IT POSSIBLE TO GO \T ( ! H\SE4 

,IT WAS V]Y SELDOM ?AT ANY ONE CAME TO SEE US1 & \R FEW VISITORS BR\<T NEI!R JOY NOR *E]FULNESS TO \R H\SE4 ,!Y ALL HAD M\RNFUL FACES1 SPOKE L[1 AS IF !Y W]E AFRAID ( WAK+ SOME ONE1 W]E C>EFUL NOT TO LAU<1 SI<$ & (T5 %$ TE>S :5 !Y LOOK$ AT ME1 & ABOVE ALL AT ! SI<T ( MY POOR ,SONIA 9 H] LITTLE BLACK FROCK4 ,EV]Y?+ 9 ! H\SE /ILL SAVOR$ ( DEA?2 ! AFFLICTION1 ! HORROR ( ! LA/ AGONY YET REIGN$ 9 ! AIR4 ,MAMA'S *AMB] WAS %UT UP1 & ,I FELT A PA9FUL DREAD & YET AN IRRESI/IBLE LONG+ TO PEEP FURTIVELY 9TO ! *ILL1 DESOLATE PLACE AS ,I PASS$ IT EV]Y NI<T ON MY WAY TO B$4 

,I WAS AT ?IS TIME SEV5TE5 YE>S OLD1 & ! V]Y YE> ( H] DEA? ,MAMA HAD 9T5D$ TO REMOVE TO ! CITY1 9 ORD] TO 9TRODUCE ME 9TO SOCIETY4 ,! LOSS ( MY MO!R HAD BE5 A GREAT SORR[ TO ME2 BUT ,I MU/ CONFESS ?AT TO ?IS GRIEF HAD BE5 ADD$ ANO!R1 ?AT ( SEE+ MYSELF--Y\NG1 BEAUTIFUL AS ,I HE>D FROM EV]Y ONE ?AT ,I WAS1--CONDEMN$ TO VEGETATE DUR+ A SECOND W9T] 9 ! C\NTRY1 9 A B>R5 SOLITUDE4 ,EV5 BE=E ! 5D ( ?IS W9T]1 ! FEEL+ ( REGRET1 ( ISOLATION1 &1 TO SPEAK PLA9LY1 ( 5NUI1 HAD SO GA9$ UPON ME ?AT ,I SC>CELY EV] LEFT MY [N ROOM1 NEV] OP5$ MY PIANO1 & NEV] EV5 TOOK A BOOK 9 MY H&4 ,IF ,MA*A URG$ ME TO OCCUPY MYSELF ) SOME?+ ,I W\LD REPLY3 0,I DO NOT WI% TO1 ,I CANNOT10 & F> D[N 9 MY S\L A VOICE KEPT ASK+3 0,:AT IS ! USE8 ,:Y 'DO SOME?+'--NO MATT] :AT--:5 ! BE/ ( MY LIFE IS WE>+ AWAY SO 9 PURE LOSS8 ,:Y80 ,& TO ?IS 0,:Y80 ,I HAD NO ANSW] EXCEPT TE>S4 

,I WAS TOLD ?AT ,I WAS GR[+ ?9 & LOS+ MY BEAUTY1 BUT ?IS GAVE ME NOT ! SLI<TE/ CONC]N4 ,:Y1 & = :OM1 %\LD ,I TAKE 9T]E/ 9 IT8 ,IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT MY 5TIRE LIFE WAS TO DRIFT SL[LY AWAY 9 ?IS DES]T1 BORNE D[N BY ?IS HOPELESS SUFF]+1 FROM :I*1 GIV5 UP TO MY [N RES\RCES ALONE1 ,I HAD NO LONG] ! /R5G?1 NOR EV5 ! WI%1 TO SET MYSELF FREE4 

,T[>DS ! 5D ( ! W9T] ,MA*A BECAME S]I\SLY UNEASY AB\T ME1 & DET]M9$ COME :AT MI<T TO TAKE ME ABROAD4 ,BUT = ?IS1 MONEY WAS ESS5TIAL1 & AS YET WE KNEW LITTLE ( \R RES\RCES BEYOND ! FACT ?AT WE W]E TO SUCCE$ TO \R MO!R'S 9H]ITANCE2 H[EV]1 WE W]E 9 DAILY EXPECTATION ( A VISIT FROM \R GU>DIAN1 :O WAS TO EXAM9E ! CONDITION ( \R AFFAIRS4 

,HE CAME AT LA/1 LATE 9 ,M>*4 

0,?ANK ,HEAV560 SAID ,MA*A TO ME ONE DAY1 :5 ,I WAS W&]+ LIKE A %AD[ FROM ONE CORN] TO ANO!R1 P]FECTLY IDLE1 )\T A ?\<T 9 MY HEAD OR A WI% 9 MY HE>T3 0,S]GIUS ,MIKAILOVIT* HAS S5T WORD ?AT HE WILL BE H]E BE=E D9N]4--,Y\ MU/ R\SE Y\RSELF1 MY LITTLE ,KATIA10 %E ADD$2 0:AT WILL HE ?9K ( Y\8 ,HE LOVES Y\ BO? SO MU*60 

,S]GIUS ,MIKAILOVIT* WAS \R NE>E/ NEI<BOR1 & ?\< MU* HIS JUNIOR HAD BE5 ! FRI5D ( \R DEAD FA!R4 ,BESIDES ! PLEASANT *ANGE :I* HIS >RIVAL MI<T CAUSE 9 \R LIFE1 BY MAK+ IT POSSIBLE = US TO LEAVE ! C\NTRY1 ,I HAD BE5 TOO MU* ACCU/OM$1 FROM MY *ILDHOOD1 TO LOVE & RESPECT HIM1 = ,MA*A NOT TO DIV9E :ILE URG+ ME TO R\SE MYSELF1 ?AT /ILL ANO!R *ANGE MI<T BE WORK$ & ?AT1 ( ALL MY ACQUA9TANCES1 HE WAS ! ONE BE=E :OM ,I W\LD BE MO/ UNWILL+ TO APPE> 9 AN UNFAVORABLE LI<T4 ,NOT ONLY DID ,I FEEL ! OLD ATTA*M5T = ,S]GIUS ,MIKAILOVIT* :I* WAS %>$ BY EV]Y ONE 9 ! H\SE1 FROM ,SONIA1 :O WAS HIS GOD-DAU<T]1 D[N TO ! UND]-COA*MAN1 BUT ?IS ATTA*M5T HAD D]IV$ A PECULI> *>ACT] FROM A FEW WORDS ,MAMA HAD ONCE LET FALL BE=E ME4 ,%E HAD SAID ?AT HE WAS JU/ ! HUSB& ?AT %E W\LD HAVE WI%$ = ME4 ,AT ! MOM5T SU* AN IDEA HAD APPE>$ TO ME V]Y EXTRAORD9>Y & EV5 SOME:AT DISAGREEABLE2 ! H]O ( MY IMAG9ATION WAS TOTALLY DIFF]5T4 ,MY [N H]O WAS TO BE SL5D]1 DELICATE1 PALE1 & MELAN*OLY4 ,S]GIUS ,MIKAILOVIT*1 ON ! CONTR>Y1 WAS NO LONG] Y\NG1 HE WAS TALL & L>GE1 FULL ( VIGOR1 &1 SO F> AS ,I C\LD JUDGE1 HAD AN EXTREMELY PLEASANT TEMP]2 NEV]!LESS MY MO!R'S REM>K HAD MADE A /RONG IMPRESSION ON MY IMAG9ATION4 ,?IS HAD HAPP5$ SIX YE>S BE=E1 :5 ,I WAS ONLY ELEV51 :5 HE /ILL SAID 0?\0 TO ME1 PLAY$ ) ME1 & GAVE ME ! NAME ( ,LA PETITE VIOLETTE1 YET EV] S9CE ?AT DAY ,I HAD ALWAYS FELT SOME SECRET MISGIV+S :5EV] ,I HAD ASK$ MYSELF ! QUE/ION :AT ,I %\LD DO IF HE %\LD SUDD5LY TAKE A FANCY TO M>RY ME8 

,A LITTLE BE=E D9N]1 TO :I* ,MA*A HAD ADD$ A DI% ( SP9A* & A SWEET 5TRE METS ,S]GIUS ,MIKAILOVIT* >RIV$4 ,I WAS LOOK+ \T ( ! W9D[ :5 HIS LI<T SL$GE APPROA*$1 & AS HE TURN$ ! CORN] ( ! H\SE ,I HA/ILY DREW BACK 9TO ! DRAW+-ROOM1 NOT WI%+ TO LET HIM SEE ?AT ,I HAD BE5 WAT*+ = HIM ! LEA/ 9 ! WORLD4 ,BUT UPON HE>+ S\NDS 9 ! ANTE-*AMB]1 HIS /RONG VOICE1 & ,MA*A'S FOOT/EPS1 ,I LO/ PATI5CE & W5T MYSELF TO MEET HIM4 ,HE WAS HOLD+ ,MA*A'S H&1 & TALK+ TO H] 9 A RAIS$ VOICE1 SMIL+4 ,:5 HE P]CEIV$ ME1 HE /OPP$ & LOOK$ AT ME = SOME MOM5TS )\T SALUT+ ME2 IT EMB>RASS$ ME A GOOD DEAL1 & ,I FELT MYSELF BLU%4 

0,AH6 IS IT POSSIBLE ?AT ?IS IS Y\1 ,KATIA80 HE SAID 9 HIS FRANK1 DECID$ TONE1 DIS5GAG+ HIS H& & APPROA*+ ME4 

0,CAN PEOPLE *ANGE SO6 ,H[ Y\ HAVE GR[N6 ,YE/]DAY A VIOLET6 ,TO-DAY ! FULL ROSE60 

,HIS L>GE H& CLASP$ M9E1 PRESS+ IT SO CORDIALLY1 SO /RONGLY1 ?AT HE ALMO/ HURT ME4 ,I HAD ?\<T HE MI<T KISS ME1 & B5T A LITTLE T[>DS HIM2 BUT HE ONLY CAU<T IT A SECOND TIME1 & LOOK$ ME /RAI<T 9 ! EYES ) HIS BRI<T1 /EADY GLANCE4 

,I HAD NOT SE5 HIM = SIX YE>S4 ,HE WAS MU* *ANG$1 OLD]1 BR[N]1 & HIS :ISK]S1 :I* HE HAD ALL[$ TO GR[1 W]E NOT P>TICUL>LY BECOM+ TO HIM2 BUT HE HAD ! SAME SIMPLE MANN]S1 ! SAME OP51 HONE/ FACE1 ) ITS M>K$ FEATURES1 EYES SP>KL+ ) 9TELLIG5CE1 & SMILE AS SWEET AS A *ILD'S4 

,AT ! 5D ( FIVE M9UTES HE WAS NO LONG] ON ! FOOT+ ( A M]E VISITOR1 BUT ON ?AT ( AN 9TIMATE GUE/ ) US ALL1 & EV5 ! S]VANTS MANIFE/$ !IR JOY AT HIS >RIVAL1 BY ! EAG] ZEAL ) :I* !Y S]V$ HIM4 

,HE DID NOT ACT AT ALL LIKE A NEI<BOR :O1 COM+ TO A H\SE = ! FIR/ TIME AFT] ! MO!R'S DEA?1 ?9KS IT NECESS>Y TO BR+ ) HIM A SOLEMN C\NT5ANCE2 ON ! CONTR>Y1 HE WAS GAY1 TALKATIVE1 & DID NOT SAY A S+LE WORD AB\T ,MAMA1 SO ?AT ,I BEGAN TO ?9K ?IS 9DIFF]5CE ON ! P>T ( A MAN /&+ 9 SU* NE> RELATION TO US V]Y /RANGE1 & RA!R UNSEEMLY4 ,BUT ,I SOON SAW ?AT IT WAS F> FROM BE+ 9DIFF]5CE1 & READ 9 HIS 9T5TION A CONSID]AT5ESS = :I* ,I C\LD NOT HELP BE+ GRATEFUL4 

,9 ! EV5+ ,MA*A GAVE US TEA 9 ! DRAW+-ROOM :]E IT HAD BE5 USUALLY S]V$ DUR+ ,MAMA'S LIFETIME4 ,SONIA & ,I SAT NE> H]2 ,GREGORY F\ND ONE ( ,PAPA'S OLD PIPES1 & BR\<T IT TO \R GU>DIAN1 :O BEGAN TO PACE UP & D[N ! ROOM ACCORD+ TO HIS OLD FA%ION4 

0,:AT T]RIBLE *ANGES 9 ?IS H\SE1 :5 ONE ?9KS ( IT60 SAID HE1 /OPP+ SUDD5LY4 

0,YES10 REPLI$ ,MA*A ) A SI<2 & REPLAC+ ! TOP ( ! SAMOV>1 %E LOOK$ UP AT ,S]GIUS ,MIKAILOVIT*1 ALMO/ READY TO BUR/ 9TO TE>S4 

0,NO D\BT Y\ REMEMB] Y\R FA!R80 HE ASK$ ME4 

0,A LITTLE40 

0,H[ =TUNATE IT W\LD BE = Y\1 N[1 TO HAVE HIM /ILL60 HE OBS]V$ SL[LY1 ) A ?\<TFUL AIR1 CA/+ A VAGUE GLANCE 9TO VACANCY OV] MY HEAD4 ,& HE ADD$ MORE SL[LY /ILL3 

0,I LOV$ Y\R FA!R V]Y MU*44440 

,I ?\<T ,I DETECT$ A NEW BRI<TNESS 9 HIS EYES AT ?IS MOM5T4 

0,& N[ ,GOD HAS TAK5 AWAY \R MO!R ALSO60 EXCLAIM$ ,MA*A4 ,DROPP+ H] NAPK9 ON ! TEA-TRAY1 %E PULL$ \T H] H&K]*IEF & BEGAN TO CRY4 

0,YES1 !RE HAVE BE5 T]RIBLE *ANGES 9 ?IS H\SE60 

,HE TURN$ AWAY AS HE SPOKE4 

,!N1 A MOM5T AFT]3 0,KATIA ,ALEX&ROVNA10 HE SAID1 9 A L\D] VOICE1 0PLAY ME SOME?+60 

,I LIK$ ! TONE ( FRANK1 FRI5DLY AU?ORITY ) :I* HE MADE ?IS REQUE/2 ,I ROSE & W5T TO HIM4 

0,H]E1 PLAY ME ?IS10 SAID HE1 OP5+ MY ,BEE?OV5 AT ! ADAGIO ( ! SONATA1 ,QUASI UNA FANTASIA4 0,LET US SEE H[ Y\ PLAY10 HE CONT9U$1 TAK+ HIS CUP ( TEA TO DR9K 9 A CORN] ( ! ROOM4 

,I KN[ NOT :Y1 BUT ,I FELT IT W\LD BE IMPOSSIBLE EI!R TO REFUSE OR TO PUT =W>D A PLEA ( PLAY+ BADLY2 ON ! CONTR>Y1 ,I SUBMISSIVELY SAT D[N AT ! PIANO & BEGAN TO PLAY AS WELL AS ,I C\LD1 AL?\< ,I WAS AFRAID ( HIS CRITICISM1 KN[+ HIS EXCELL5T TA/E 9 MUSIC4 

,9 ! TONE ( ?IS ADAGIO !RE WAS A PREVAL5T S5TIM5T :I* BY ASSOCIATION C>RI$ ME AWAY TO ! CONV]SATION BE=E TEA1 &1 GUID$ BY ?IS IMPRESSION1 ,I PLAY$ TOL]ABLY WELL1 IT SEEM$4 ,BUT HE W\LD NOT LET ME PLAY ! S*]ZO4 

0,NO1 Y\ WILL NOT PLAY IT WELL10 SAID HE1 COM+ TO ME1 0/OP ) ?AT FIR/ MOVEM5T1--:I* HAS NOT BE5 BAD6 ,I SEE ?AT Y\ COMPREH5D MUSIC40 

,?IS PRAISE1 C]TA9LY MOD]ATE 5\<1 DELI<T$ ME SO ?AT ,I FELT MY COLOR RISE4 ,IT WAS SOME?+ SO NEW & AGREEABLE TO ME TO HAVE ! FRI5D1 ! EQUAL ( MY FA!R1 SPEAK TO ME ALONE1 S]I\SLY1 & NO LONG] AS ?\< HE W]E TALK+ TO A *ILD AS HE US$ TO DO4 

,HE TALK$ TO ME AB\T MY FA!R1 TELL+ ME H[ !Y SUIT$ EA* O!R1 & :AT A PLEASANT LIFE !Y HAD L$ TOGE!R :ILE ,I WAS OCCUPI$ SOLELY ) MY PLAY?+S & S*OOL-BOOKS2 & :AT HE SAID REVEAL$ MY FA!R TO ME 9 A LI<T QUITE NEW TO ME1 = ! FIR/ TIME ,I SEEM$ TO KN[ FULLY HIS SIMPLE GOODNESS4 ,MY GU>DIAN QUE/ION$ ME AS TO :AT ,I LIK$1 :AT ,I READ1 :AT ,I 9T5D$ DO+1 & GAVE ME ADVICE4 ,I HAD NO LONG] BESIDE ME ! GAY TALK]1 DELI<T+ 9 BAD9AGE1 BUT A MAN S]I\S1 FRANK1 FRI5DLY1 = :OM ,I FELT 9VOLUNT>Y RESPECT1 :ILE AT ! SAME TIME ,I WAS CONSCI\S ( BE+ 9 P]FECT SYMPA?Y ) HIM4 ,?IS CONSCI\SNESS WAS PLEAS+ TO ME1 NEV]!LESS !RE WAS A C]TA9 T5SION 9 CONV]S+ ) HIM4 ,EV]Y WORD ,I UTT]$ LEFT ME TIMID2 ,I WI%$ SO MU* TO DES]VE 9 MY [N P]SON ! AFFECTION :I* AT PRES5T ,I ONLY RECEIV$ BECAUSE ,I WAS MY FA!R'S DAU<T]6 

,AFT] PUTT+ ,SONIA TO B$1 ,MA*A REJO9$ US1 & BEGAN TO P\R \T TO ,S]GIUS ,MIKAILOVIT* H] LAM5TATIONS ON ! SCORE ( MY APA?Y1 :I* RESULT$ %E COMPLA9$ 9 MY R>ELY HAV+ A S+LE WORD TO SAY4 

0,!N %E HAS NOT TOLD ME ! MO/ IMPORTANT ?+ ( ALL10 HE ANSW]$1 SMIL+1 & %AK+ HIS HEAD AT ME ) AN AIR ( REPROA*4 

0,:AT HAD ,I TO TELL80 ,I REPLI$3 0?AT ,I WAS BOR$8--BUT ?AT WILL PASS AWAY40 7,& 9DE$ IT N[ SEEM$ TO ME1 NOT ONLY ?AT MY 5NUI W\LD PASS AWAY1 BUT ?AT IT WAS SOME?+ ALREADY GONE BY1 :I* C\LD NOT RETURN47 

0,IT IS NOT WELL NOT TO KN[ H[ TO BE> SOLITUDE3--IS IT POSSIBLE ?AT Y\ >E TRULY A 'GR[N Y\NG LADY'80 

0,I BELIEVE SO60 ,I ANSW]$ SMIL+4 

0,NO1 NO1 OR AT LEA/ A NAU<TY Y\NG LADY1 :O ONLY LIVES TO BE ADMIR$1 & :O1 :5 %E F9DS H]SELF ISOLAT$1 GIVES WAY1 & NO LONG] 5JOYS ANY?+2 ALL = %[1 NO?+ = H]SELF40 

0,Y\ HAVE A LOVELY IDEA ( ME1 IT SEEMS60 ,I ANSW]$1 TO SAY SOME?+4 

0,NO10 HE RETURN$1 AFT] A MOM5T'S SIL5CE2 0IT IS NOT 9 VA9 ?AT Y\ HAVE ?AT RESEMBLANCE TO Y\R FA!R2 !RE IS SOME?+ 9 Y\60 

,AGA9 ?OSE K9D1 /EADFA/ EYES EX]T$ !IR *>M OV] ME1 FILL+ ME ) /RANGE EMOTION4 

,I NOTIC$ = ! FIR/ TIME AT ?IS MOM5T ?AT ! FACE :I* TO A CASUAL GLANCE SEEM$ SO GAY1 ! EXPRESSION1 SO PECULI>LY HIS [N1 :]E AT FIR/ ONE SEEM$ TO READ ONLY S]5ITY1 AFT]W>DS REVEAL$ MORE & MORE CLE>LY1 A RES]VE ( DEEP ?\<T & A %ADE ( SADNESS4 

0,Y\ %\LD NOT FEEL 5NUI10 HE SAID1 0Y\ HAVE MUSIC1 :I* Y\ >E ABLE TO UND]/&1 BOOKS1 /UDY2 Y\ HAVE BE=E Y\ A :OLE LIFE1 = :I* ! PRES5T IS ! ONLY MOM5T TO PREP>E Y\RSELF1 SO ?AT H]EAFT] Y\ MAY NOT HAVE TO REP9E4 ,9 A YE> IT WILL BE TOO LATE40 

,HE SPOKE TO ME LIKE A FA!R OR AN UNCLE1 & ,I UND]/OOD ?AT HE WAS MAK+ AN EF=T TO COME TO MY LEVEL4 ,I WAS A LITTLE (F5D$ ?AT HE %\LD ?9K ME SO MU* BEL[ HIM1 & ON ! O!R H&1 IT WAS GRATIFY+ TO FEEL ?AT HE C>$ TO MAKE ! EF=T = MY SAKE4 

,! RE/ ( ! EV5+ WAS DEVOT$ TO A BUS9ESS CONV]SATION BETWE5 HIM & ,MA*A4 

0,& N[1 GOOD-NI<T1 MY DE> ,KATIA10 SAID HE1 RIS+1 APPROA*+ ME1 & TAK+ MY H&4 

0,:5 %ALL WE SEE EA* O!R AGA980 ASK$ ,MA*A4 

0,9 ! SPR+10 HE REPLI$1 /ILL HOLD+ MY H&2 0,I AM N[ GO+ TO ,DANILOVKA0 7\R O!R E/ATE72 0,I MU/ LOOK 9TO MATT]S !RE & MAKE SOME NECESS>Y >RANGEM5TS1 !N ,I HAVE TO GO TO ,MOSC[ UPON BUS9ESS ( MY [N1 & LAT]--OR 9 ! SUMM]--WE %ALL SEE EA* O!R AGA940 

0,:Y DO Y\ GO = SO LONG A TIME80 ,I ASK$1 DEJECT$LY2 = ,I WAS ALREADY HOP+ TO SEE HIM EV]Y DAY1 & IT WAS ) A SUDD5 S9K+ ( MY HE>T ?AT ,I ?\<T ( AGA9 BATTL+ ) MY 5NUI4 ,PROBABLY MY EYES & VOICE LET ?IS BE GUESS$4 

0,COME1 OCCUPY Y\RSELF MORE2 DRIVE AWAY ! BLUES60 HE SAID 9 A VOICE ?AT SEEM$ TO ME TOO PLACID & COLD4 0,9 ! SPR+ ,I WILL HOLD AN EXAM9ATION10 HE ADD$1 DROPP+ MY H& )\T LOOK+ AT ME4 

,WE ACCOMPANI$ HIM TO ! ANTE-*AMB]1 :]E HE HURRI$LY PUT ON HIS PELISSE1 & AGA9 HIS EYES SEEM$ TO AVOID M9E4 

0,HE IS TAK+ V]Y USELESS TR\BLE60 ,I SAID TO MYSELF1 0CAN IT BE POSSIBLE ?AT HE ?9KS HE IS GIV+ ME TOO GREAT A PLEASURE BY LOOK+ AT ME6--,AN EXCELL5T MAN--,P]FECTLY GOOD4444 ,BUT ?AT IS ALL40 

,WE REMA9$ AWAKE A LONG TIME ?AT NI<T TALK+1 NOT ( HIM1 BUT ( ! EMPLOYM5T ( ! 5SU+ SUMM]1 ( :]E & H[ WE %\LD SP5D ! W9T]4 ,MI<TY QUE/ION1 YET :Y8 ,TO ME IT APPE>$ P]FECTLY SIMPLE & EVID5T ?AT LIFE WAS TO CONSI/ 9 BE+ HAPPY1 & 9 ! FUTURE ,I C\LD IMAG9E NO?+ BUT HAPP9ESS1 SO SUDD5LY HAD \R SOMB] OLD DWELL+ AT ,POKROVSKI FILL$ ITSELF ) LIFE & LI<T4 

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