,*APT] #i #ahhfahhf ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,OCTAVE ,MIRBEAU ,TEXT 3 ,LY+ FLAT UPON ! DUNE1 FACE D[NW>D1 MY ELB[S SUNK 9 ! S& ) HEAD BURI$ 9 MY H&S1 & />+ 9TO ! SPACE BE=E ME1 ,I DREAM4444 ,! SEA IS 9 FRONT ( ME1 IMM5SE & GLAUC\S1 /REAK$ ) VIOLET %AD[S1 PL[$ BY MIE :ITE 9 ! SUN4 ,! REEFS ( LA ,GAMELLE FROM TIME TO TIME UNCOV] ! D>K PO9TS ( !IR ROCKS & S5D =? A DULL NOISE LIKE A DI/ANT CANNONADE4 ,YE/]DAY ! TEMPE/ BROKE LOOSE2 TODAY ! W9D HAS SUBSID$1 BUT ! SEA /ILL REFUSES TO QUIET D[N4 ,! WAVES COME UP1 SWELL1 ROLL1 RISE1 TOSS UP !IR MANES ( SWIRL+ FOAM1 BREAK 9TO RIPPLES & FALL BACK UPON ! PEBBLES1 FLAT & BROK51 ) A FRI ( RAGE4 ,BUT ! SKY NO LONG] ?REAT5S1 /REAKS ( BLUE APPE> BETWE5 ! RIFTS ( CL\DS SWIFTLY BORNE AWAY1 & ! SEAGULLS >E SO>+ HI< 9 ! AIR4 ,! FI%+ BOATS HAVE JU/ LEFT ! H>BOR1 !Y >E REC$+ 9 ! DI/ANCE1 DIM9I%+1 SEP>AT+1 BECOM+ 9DI/9CT & F9ALLY VANI%+4 ,TO MY RI AS ,PLO*1 :I* ONE CAN SEE BEH9D A RISE 9 ! GR\ND 9 ! MID/ ( DRE>Y V]DURE1 ! RO(S ( ! NE>E/ H\SES1 ! BELFRY ( GRANITE /ONE AT ! 5D ( :I* !RE RISES A LI+ ABYSSES OR PLUNGE 9TO ! SEA1 CLEAV+ ITS BODY LIKE ! PR[S ( GIANT VESSELS4 ,FUR!R ON !RE IS ! BEA* AGA94 ,! SEA1 HELD BACK BY ! %ORE1 EV] TURBUL5T & :ITE ) FOAM1 LEAPS & BEATS IMPETU\SLY AGA9/ ! SIDE ( ! CLIFFS4 ,& ! %ORE CONT9UES JAGG$1 9D5T$ & WORN AWAY BY ! ET]NAL ONRU% ( ! WAVES CRUMBL+ 9TO A *AOTIC MASS OR RIS+ & %AP+ !MSELVES 9TO AWESOME %AD[S AGA9/ ! SKY4 ,OV] MY HEAD FLOCKS ( L9NETS >E FLY+1 & ABOVE ! RAGE ( ! WAVES ! W9D BR+S TO ME ! PLA9T ( COCK-PIGEONS & CURLEWS4 ,IT IS H]E ?AT ,I COME EV]Y DAY4 ,:E!R IT BE W9DY OR RA9Y1 :E!R ! SEA H[L OR HUM PEACEFULLY1 :E!R IT BE CLE> OR D>K1 ,I ALWAYS COME TO ?IS PLACE4444 ,IT IS NOT1 H[EV]1 BECAUSE ! SIM+ ASPECT ( NATURE CONSOLES ME4 ,I HATE ?IS NATURE2 ,I HATE ! SEA1 ,I HATE ! SKY1 ! CL\D ?AT PASSES1 ! W9D ?AT BL[S1 ! BIRDS ?AT CIRCLE 9 ! AIR2 ,I HATE EV]Y?+ ?AT SURR\NDS ME1 EV]Y?+ ?AT ,I SEE1 EV]Y?+ ?AT ,I HE>4 ,I COME H]E BY =CE ( HABIT1 IMPELL$ BY AN ANIMAL 9/9CT :I* CALLS ANIMALS BACK TO ! PLACE ?AT IS FAMILI> TO !M4 ,LIKE ! H>E1 ,I HAVE DUG MY SEAT 9 ! S& & ,I ALWAYS COME BACK TO IT4 ,:E!R IT IS UPON ! S& OR ON ! MOSS1 9 ! %AD[ ( ! WOODS1 9 ! DEP?S ( ! CAVES OR 9 ! SUN ( ! SOLIT>Y /R&--DOES NOT MATT]6 ,:]E CAN A MAN :O SUFF]S F9D REFUGE8 ,:]E LOOK = ! VOICE ?AT SOO!S6 ,:]E CAN HE F9D COMPASSION :I* DRIES ! EYES ?AT WEEP8 ,OH6 ,I KN[ !SE *A/E DAWNS1 !SE GAY NOON H\RS1 !SE P5SIVE EV5+S & />RY NIE !RE NO C\NTRIES LIKE ! RE/8 ,>E !RE NO PEOPLE1 NO TREES1 NO NOISES8 ,!RE IS NO RE/1 NO SIL5CE = ME6444 ,TO DIE6444 ,BUT :O CAN ASSURE ME ?AT ! ?\$ ME1 ME :O AM USELESS = ANY?+ OR TO ANYBODY1 TO :OM LIFE IS MORE ( A TORTURE ?AN ! C>CASS ( A CONDEMN$ CRIM9AL OR ! *A9-%OT ( A GALLEY-SLAVE1 & HE TOOK ANO!R 9/EAD--A /RONG1 BRAVE & K9DLY MAN = :OM POOR CREATURES W]E WAIT+6 ,YES1 ONE TIME ! SEA SNAT*$ ME1 ROLL$ ME ON ITS WAVES & !N CA/ ME UP ALIVE AGA9 UPON ! SEA%ORE1 AS IF ,I W]E UNWOR?Y TO P]I% 9 IT4 ,! SOLID MASS ( CL\DS BREAKS UP1 BECOMES :IT]4 ,! SUN %[]S ! SEA ) RAYS ( BRILLIANT LI ! %ORE ABOVE1 ! BUBBL+ L9E IS V>IEGAT$ ) ALL ! %ADES ( P9K & :ITE4 ,! REFLECTIONS ( ! SKY :I* ! WAVES 5DLESSLY DIVIDE1 :I* !Y BREAK UP 9TO A MULTITUDE ( SMALL FRAGM5TS ( LIBOR ! SL5D] MA/ ( A CUTT]1 :I* M5 >E T[+ ON ! B[L9E1 GLIDES ALONG SL[LY1 !N ! HULL APPE>S1 ! HAUL$-UP SAILS SWELL \T1 & GRADUALLY ! VESSEL MOVES AWAYS1 DANC+ ON ! WAVES4 ,ALONG ! BEA* :I* ! EBB TIDE UNCOV]S1 AN ANGL] IS WALK+ HA/ILY1 & %IP-BOYS COME RUNN+ TO ! %ORE B>E-LEGG$1 WADE 9 ! MUD PUDDLES1 PICK UP ROCKS COV]$ ) SEAWE$1 9 SE>* ( LOA*ES & CRABS4444 ,PRETTY SOON ! VESSEL IS NO?+ BUT A GRAYI% SPECK ON ! HORIZON L9E :I* GR[S ?9N]1 5VELOP$ 9 A VACU\S FOG4444 ,ONE CAN SEE ?AT ! SEA IS GETT+ CALM4 ,IT IS ALREADY TWO MON?S ?AT ,I HAVE BE5 H]E6444 TWO MON?S6444 ,I HAVE WALK$ ON ! ROADS1 9 ! FIELDS1 ?R\< ! HEA?S2 ,I KN[ ALL ! GRASS BLADES1 ALL ! ROCKS1 ALL ! CROSSES WAT*+ OV] ! CROSSROADS4444 ,LIKE A TRAMP ,I HAVE SLEPT 9 ! DIT*ES1 MY LIMBS MADE NUMB BY ! COLD1 & ,I HAVE CRAWL$ TO ! FOOT ( ! ROCKS1 UPON B$S ( HUMID FOLIAGE2 ,I HAVE W&]$ OV] ! BEA* & ! CLIFFS1 BL9D$ BY ! S&1 LA%$ BY ! SPRAY1 DEAF5$ BY ! W9D2 ) BLE$+ H&S & BRUIS$ KNEES ,I HAVE CLIMB$ ROCKS 9ACCESSIBLE TO M51 HAUNT$ ONLY BY SEA RAV5S2 ,I HAVE SP5T SORR[FUL NI? ) A MATTOCK4 ,! PEOPLE H]E ?\MS >E BROK54 ,MY FLE% IS BRUIS$4 ,& YET NOT = A M9UTE1 NOT = A SECOND HAS MY PASSION DES]T$ ME1 IT HAS POSSESS$ ME EV5 MORE ?AN 9 ! PA/4 ,I FEEL H[ IT /RANGLES ME1 H[ IT SQUA%ES MY BRA9S1 CRUN*ES MY *E/1 GNAWS MY HE>T1 DRIES UP MY VE9S4444 ,I AM LIKE A SMALL ANIMAL ATTACK$ BY A POLECAT2 NO MATT] H[ MU* ,I ROLL ON ! GR\ND DESP]ATELY /RUGGL+ ) ITS TEE?1 ! POLECAT HOLDS ME & WON'T LET ME GO4 ,:Y DID ,I GO AWAY8444 ,C\LDN'T ,I HIDE MYSELF AWAY 9 A ROOM AT SOME FURNI%$ H\SE8444 ,JULIETTE W\LD COME TO SEE ME FROM TIME TO TIME1 NOBODY W\LD KN[ ?AT ,I EXI/$1 & 9 MY OBSCURITY ,I C\LD 5JOY MY HEAV5LY AS WELL AS ABOM9ABLE BLISS4444 ,LIRAT HAD SPOK5 TO ME ( HONOR1 ( DUTY1 & ,I BELIEV$ HIM6444 ,HE HAD SAID TO ME3 0,NATURE WILL CONSOLE Y\40 ,& ,I BELIEV$ HIM6 ,LIRAT HAD LI$ TO ME4 ,NATURE HAS NO S\L4 ,5TIRELY GIV5 OV] TO H] ET]NAL LABOR ( DE/RUCTION1 %E :ISP]S TO ME NO?+ BUT ?\ ANY?+4444 ,I ONLY WANT TO SEE ,JULIETTE 9 ! FUGITIVE \TL9E ( ! CL\DS2 ,I ONLY WANT TO HE> ,JULIETTE 9 ! ]RANT PLA9T ( ! W9D1 & ,I AM READY TO KILL MYSELF JU/ TO GRASP H] ELUSIVE IMAGE 9 ! ?+S AB\T ME6444 ,I SEE H] AT ! ,BOIS SMIL+1 HAPPY ) H] FRE$OM4 ,I SEE H] PROM5AD+ 9 ! /AGE BOXES2 ,I SEE H] ESPECIALLY AT NI\ND H] B$2 LAUE /IFL$ 9 ! PILL[S1 & ) A SWOON+ LOOK1 ) TREMBL+ M\?1 %E (F]S EV]YONE H] LUXURI\S BODY :I* NEV] TIRES ( PLEASURE4 ,) MY BRA9S ON FIRE1 S9K+ MY NAILS 9TO MY ?ROAT1 ,I %RIEK3 0,JULIETTE6 ,JULIETTE60 AS IF IT W]E POSSIBLE = ,JULIETTE TO HE> ME ACROSS ! SPACE3 0,JULIETTE6 ,JULIETTE60 ,ALAS6 ! CRY ( ! SEA-GULLS & ! RUMBL+ NOISE ( ! WAVES BEAT+ AGA9/ ! ROCKS >E ! ONLY ?+S ?AT ANSW]3 0,JULIETTE6 ,JULIETTE60 ,& EV5+ COMES4444 ,! FOGS FLOAT UP1 P9K & WEIANCE ( ! HULL ( A HUGE VESSEL )\T MA/S2 ! SUN 9CL9ES ITS COPP]-COLOR$ BALL T[>D ! SEA1 TRAC+ A PA? ( RIPPL+1 CRIMSON LI ! %ORE ! WAT] GR[S D>K]1 & SP>KLES FL>E UP ON ! CRE/S ( ! WAVES4 ,AT ?IS SAD H\R ,I RETURN ?R\< ! FIELDS1 MEET+ AGA9 ! SAME C>TS PULL$ BY OX5 COV]$ ) CLO?S ( GRAY FLAX1 SEE+ ! SAME SILH\ETTES ( PEASANTS :O1 B5T OV] ! NIGG>DLY SOIL1 /RUGGLE GRIMLY ) ! HEA? & ! ROCKS4 ,& UPON ! HEIY /RET*ES \T ITS SUPPLICAT+ >MS4444 ,I LIV$ AT ! 5D ( ! VILLAGE ) ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC1 AN EXCELL5T WOMAN :O TOOK C>E ( ME AS WELL AS %E C\LD4 ,! H\SE :I* OP5$ ON ! MA9 ROAD WAS CLEAN1 WELL-KEPT1 FURNI%$ ) NEW & %9+ FURNITURE4 ,! POOR WOMAN /ROVE TO PLEASE ME1 WORK$ DESP]ATELY TO 9V5T SOME?+ ?AT W\LD SMOO? MY BR[1 ?AT W\LD BR+ A SMILE UPON MY LIPS4 ,%E WAS REALLY T\*+4 ,EV]Y TIME ,I CAME D[N 9 ! MORN+ ,I W\LD F9D H]1 KNITT+ /OCK+S OR SP9N+1 F9I%$ ) H] H\SEWORK1 ALIVE1 AL]T1 ALMO/ PRETTY 9 H] FLAT CAP1 H] %ORT BLACK %AWL1 & H] APRON ( GRE5 S]GE4 0,FRI5D ,M9TIE60 %E W\LD EXCLAIM1 0,I HAVE COOK$ SOME NICE %ELL-FI% FRICASSEE = SUPP] = Y\4444 ,IF Y\ LIKE SEA-EEL S\P BETT]1 ,I'LL MAKE Y\ SOME SEA-EEL S\P40 0,JU/ AS Y\ PLEASE1 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC40 0,BUT Y\ ALWAYS SAY ! SAME ?+4 ,AH6 BY ,JESUS6 ,FRI5D ,LIRAT WAS NOT LIKE Y\ AT ALL4 ',MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC1 ,I WANT SOME OY/]S & SOME P]IW9KLES4' ,TO BE SURE ,I GAVE HIM SOME OY/]S & SOME P]IW9KLES6444 ,BUT HE WAS NEV] AS SAD AS Y\ >E4 ,:Y NO1 9DE$60 ,& ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC TOLD ME SOME /ORIES AB\T ,LIRAT :O /AY$ ) H] A :OLE AUTUMN4 0,& HE WAS SO LIVELY & SO 9TREPID6444 ,HE W\LD GO \T 9 ! RA9 'TO TAKE SOME VIEWS4' ,IT DID NOT HURT HIM A BIT4 ,HE W\LD COME BACK DR5*$ TO ! BONES BUT ALWAYS GAY1 ALWAYS S++6444 ,Y\ \+ SEAMAN ON ! 5TIRE COA/4 ,!RE WAS NONE :OSE FI%+ BOAT WAS BETT] EQUIPP$1 NONE :O BETT] KNEW REEFS AB\ND+ ) FI%4 ,:5EV] A FI%+ BOAT D>$ \T 9 /ORMY WEA!R IT WAS SURE BE ! ,M>IE ,JOSEPH4 ,EV]YBODY HELD HIM 9 HI< E/EEM NOT ONLY BECAUSE HE WAS C\RAGE\S BUT BECAUSE HIS CONDUCT WAS BEYOND REPROA* & WOR?Y4 ,HE %UNN$ ! CAB>ETS LIKE A PE/1 DETE/$ DRUNK>DS1 & IT WAS AN HONOR TO BE ( ! SAME M9D AS HE WAS4 ,I MU/ ALSO TELL Y\ ?AT HE WAS ! COMM&] ( A LIFE BOAT4 ,WE HAD TWO BOYS1 FRI5D ,M9TIE1 /RONG1 WELL-BUILT & ABLE1 ONE WAS EIS OLD & ! O!R TW5TY1 & ! FA!R EXPECT$ BO? TO BE BRAVE SEAM5 AS HE WAS4444 ,AH6 ,IF Y\ HAD ONLY SE5 MY TWO H&SOME BOYS1 FRI5D ,M9TIE6 ,?+S W]E COM+ ALONG NICELY1 9 FACT SO NICELY ?AT ) \R SAV+S WE W]E ABLE TO BUILD ?IS H\SE & BUY ?IS FURNITURE4 ,& SO WE W]E CONT5T$6 ,ONE NIS AGO1 ! FA!R & ! BOYS DID NOT RETURN6 ,I WAS NOT AL>M$ AT ALL4 ,IT (T5 HAPP5$ ?AT HE HAD GONE \T F>1 AS F> AS ,CROISIC1 ,SABLES OR ,H]BAUDI]E4 ,WAS IT NOT HIS BUS9ESS TO FOLL[ ! FI%8 ,BUT DAYS PASS$ & NONE %[$ UP6 ,& ! DAYS W]E /ILL PASS+4444 ,& NOT ONE CAME BACK6 ,EV]Y MORN+ & EV]Y EV5+ ,I US$ TO GO TO ! H>BOR & LOOK AT ! SEA4444 ,I US$ TO ASK ! FI%]M5 :OM ,I HAPP5$ TO MEET3 ',HAVE Y\ SE5 ! ,M>IE ,JOSEPH YET8' ',NO1' SOMEONE W\LD ANSW]1 ',I WOND] :Y !Y HAV5'T COME BACK8' ',I DON'T KN[4' ',DO Y\ ?9K SOME MIS=TUNE HAPP5$ TO !M8' ',IT'S QUITE POSSIBLE6' ,& :ILE SAY+ ?IS ! FI%]MAN W\LD CROSS HIMSELF4 ,!N ,I BURN$ ?REE C&LES AT ! ,NOT] ,DAME DU ,BON ,VOYAGE6444 ,F9ALLY ONE DAY1 !Y CAME BACK1 ALL ?REE ( !M1 9 A BIG C>T1 BLACK1 SWOLL51 HALF DEV\R$ BY CRABS & />FI%ES4444 ,DEAD4444 ,DEAD 444 ALL ?REE ( !M1 MY MAN & MY TWO H&SOME BOYS4 ,! KEEP] ( ! ,P5M>* LIE SO UNHAPPY1 BUT Y\ HAVE NOT LO/ Y\R MAN & Y\R TWO BOYS AT ONE /ROKE AS ,I HAVE6 ,& EV5 IF ,I DON'T CRY1 FRI5D ,M9TIE1 ?AT DOES NOT KEEP ME FROM FEEL+ SAD1 Y\ SEE60 ,& :5 ! W9D H[L$1 :5 ! SEA RUMBL$ FROM AF>1 %E W\LD ADD ) A GRAVE VOICE3 0,HOLY ,VIRG91 HAVE PITY ON \R POOR *ILDR5 OV] YOND] ON ! SEA40 ,:ILE ,I WAS ?9K+3 0,P]HAPS %E IS DRESS+ N[4 ,MAYBE %E IS /ILL SLEEP+1 WORN \T DUR+ ! NIRIVE4 ,! ROAD1 LAID \T 9 ! MID/ ( ROCKS1 IS FLANK$ ON ONE SIDE BY A LONG EMBANKM5T TOPP$ BY FIR TREES1 ON ! O!R SIDE IT DOM9ATES A SMALL >M ( ! SEA1 :I* W9DS R\ND ! HEA?1 B>E & FLAT1 9 ! MID/ ( :I* PUDDLES >E %9+4 ,H]E & !RE CONES ( GRAY ROCK RISE UP 9 ! AIR2 A FEW P9ES SPREAD !IR BLUE CR[NS 9 ! FOGGY ATMOSPH]E4 ,OV] MY HEAD1 RAV5S NEV] CEASE FLY+1 /RUNG \T 9 A BLACK & 5DLESS L9E1 HA/5+ T[>D ,I KN[ NOT :AT VORACI\S FEA/S1 & ! W9D BR+S ! SAD T9KL+ ( BELLS HUNG ON ! NECKS ( ! SCATT]$ C[S1 GRAZ+ UPON ! NIGG>DLY GRASS ( ! HEA?4 ,AS SOON AS ,I W\LD SEE TWO LITTLE :ITE HORSES & A COA* ) A YELL[ BODY DESC5D+ ! HILLSIDE 9 ! CLATT] ( OLD IRON & BELLS1 MY HE>T W\LD />T BEAT+ FA/]4444 0,!RE IS P]HAPS A LETT] FROM H] 9 ?AT COA*60 ,I W\LD SAY TO MYSELF4 ,& ?AT OLD1 DILAPIDAT$ VEHICLE CREAK+ ON ITS SPR+S APPE>$ TO ME MORE SPL5DID ?AN A ROYAL C>RIAGE1 & ! DRIV] ) HIS CRU% HAT & HIS R$ FACE LOOK$ TO ME LIKE A DELIV]] ( SOME K9D4 ,H[ C\LD ,JULIETTE WRITE TO ME :5 %E DID NOT KN[ :]E ,I WAS8 ,BUT ,I WAS /ILL HOP+ = A MIRACLE6 ,!N ,I W\LD GO BACK TO ! VILLAGE1 WALK+ HA/ILY1 ASSUR+ MYSELF BY A SUCCESSION ( IRREFUTABLE >GUM5TS1 ?AT ON ?AT DAY ,I WAS GO+ TO GET A LONG LETT]1 9 :I* ,JULIETTE W\LD LET ME KN[ ( H] COM+ TO ME1 & ,I WAS READ+ 9 ADVANCE1 H] T5D] WORDS1 H] PASSIONATE PHRASES1 H] REP5TANCE2 ON ! PAP] ,I SAW TRACES ( TE>S WET AS YET1 = ALL ?IS :ILE1 ,I ?\T1 FEEL+ MORE ?AN EV] ! CRU%+ WEIR$ BY ! KISSES ( EV]YBODY4 0,JULIETTE6 ,JULIETTE60 ,ONE DAY1 ON ! JETTY1 ,I MET A Y\NG LADY 9 ! COMPANY ( AN OLD G5TLEMAN4 ,TALL1 SL5D]1 %E LOOK$ PRETTY UND] H] VEIL ( :ITE GAUZE :I* COV]$ H] FACE & :OSE 5DS1 TI$ AT ! BACK ( H] GRAY FELT HAT1 FLUTT]$ 9 ! W9D4 ,H] GRACEFUL & SUPPLE MOVEM5TS RESEMBL$ ?OSE ( ,JULIETTE4 ,9DE$ 9 ! WAY %E C>RI$ H] HEAD1 9 ! DELICATE CURVES ( H] WAI/ L9E1 9 ! WAY H] >MS FELL1 9 ! RUFFL+ ( H] DRESS 9 ! AIR1 ,I RECOGNIZ$ SOME?+ ( ,JULIETTE4 ,I LOOK$ AT H] ) EMOTION & TWO TE>S ROLL$ D[N MY *EEKS4 ,%E WALK$ TO ! 5D ( ! PI]4 ,I SAT D[N ON ! P>APET &1 P5SIVE & FASC9AT$1 FOLL[$ ! SILH\ETTE ( ! Y\NG LADY4 ,AS %E WAS MOV+ AWAY1 ,I FELT AFFECT$ MORE & MORE4444 ,:Y HAD ,I NOT KN[N H] BE=E ,I MET ! O!R ONE8 ,I W\LD HAVE LOV$ H] P]HAPS6 ,A Y\NG GIRL :O HAS NEV] FELT ! IMPURE BREA? ( MAN UPON H]1 :OSE E>S >E *A/E1 :OSE LIPS HAVE NEV] KN[N LEWD KISSES1 :AT A JOY IT W\LD BE TO LOVE H]1 TO LOVE H] AS ANGELS DO6 ,! :ITE VEIL WAS FLUTT]+ ABOVE H] LIKE ! W+S ( A SEA-GULL4 ,& SUDD5LY %E DISAPPE>$ BEH9D ! LI ?AT H] DRESS ALMO/ BRU%$ AGA9/ ME4 ,%E WAS BLOND2 ,I %\LD HAVE LIK$ IT BETT] IF %E W]E D>K AS ,JULIETTE WAS4 ,%E WALK$ AWAY1 LEFT ! JETTY1 TOOK TO ! VILLAGE ROAD & PRETTY SOON ,I SAW ONLY A :ITE VEIL :I* SEEM$ TO SAY3 0,GOOD-BYE1 GOODBYE6 ,DON'T BE SAD1 ,I %ALL COME BACK40 ,9 ! EV5+ ,I ASK$ ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC AB\T H]4 0,?AT'S DEMOISELLE ,L&UDEC10 %E REPLI$1 0A V]Y EXCELL5T & WELL DES]V+ GIRL1 FRI5D ,M9TIE4 ,! OLD G5TLEMAN IS H] FA!R4444 ,!Y LIVE 9 ! BIG *ATEAU ON ! ,SA9T ,JEAN ROAD4 ,Y\ KN[ :I* ONE ,I MEAN4444 ,Y\ HAVE BE5 !RE SEV]AL TIMES40 0,H[ IS IT ?AT ,I HAVE NEV] SE5 !M80 0,AH6 ,LORD6444 ,?AT'S BECAUSE ! OLD MAN IS ALWAYS SICK & ! GIRL /AYS AT HOME TO TAKE C>E ( HIM1 ! POOR ?+6 ,UND\BT$LY HE MU/ HAVE FELT BETT] TODAY & %E TOOK HIM \T = A WALK40 0,HASN'T %E GOT A MO!R80 0,NO4 ,H] MO!R HAS BE5 DEAD = QUITE SOME TIME40 0,>E !Y RI*80 0,RI*8 ,NOT SO V]Y6 ,BUT !Y HELP EV]YBODY4444 ,IF Y\ ONLY W5T TO MASS ON ,SUNDAY Y\ W\LD SEE ! K9D Y\NG LADY40 ,?AT EV5+ ,I REMA9$ TO TALK ) ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC MU* LONG]4 ,I SAW ! K9DLY LADY AGA9 SEV]AL TIMES ON ! JETTY1 & ON ?OSE DAYS ! ?\D1 ! LAWNS W]E NOT WELL KEPT1 ! ALLEYS ( ! P>K W]E BROK5 UP BY ! HEAVY C>TS ( NE>BY F>M]S4 ,! GRAY /ONE FACADE1 TURN$ GRE5 BY RA91 WAS AS GLOOMY AS ! L>GE GRANITE ROCKS ?AT ONE SAW ON ! WA/E L&4444 ,! FOLL[+ ,SUNDAY ,I W5T TO MASS1 & ,I SAW DEMOISELLE ,L&UDEC PRAY+ AMONG ! PEASANTS & FI%]M54 ,KNEEL+ ON H] PRAY] /OOL1 H] SLIM BODY B5T LIKE A PRIMITIVE VIRG91 H] HEAD OV] A BOOK1 %E PRAY$ ) F]VOR4 ,:O KN[S8 ,P]HAPS %E UND]/OOD ?AT ,I WAS UNHAPPY & M5TION$ MY NAME 9 H] PRAY]S8 ,& :ILE ! PRIE/ WAS *ANT+ HIS ORISON 9 A TREMUL\S VOICE1 :ILE ! NAVE ( ! *UR* WAS BE+ FILL$ ) ! NOISE ( WOOD5 %OES BEAT+ AGA9/ ! SLABS & ) ! :ISP] ( LIPS 9 PRAY]1 :ILE ! 9C5SE 9 ! C5S] ROSE TO ! CEIL+ TOGE!R ) ! %RILL VOICES ( ! *ILDR5 9 ! *OIR1 :ILE ! Y\NG LADY PRAY$ AS ,JULIETTE W\LD HAVE DONE HAD %E PRAY$ AT ALL1 ,I WAS DREAM+4444 ,I WAS 9 ! P>K1 & ! Y\NG LADY APPROA*$1 BA!D 9 MOONLIE SUFF]+ & ,I HAVE COME TO Y\4 ,I HAVE ASK$ ,GOD IF ,I C\LD LOVE Y\4 ,GOD P]MITS4 ,I LOVE Y\60 0,Y\ >E TOO BEAUTIFUL1 TOO PURE1 TOO HOLY TO LOVE ME6 ,Y\ MU/ NOT LOVE ME60 0,I LOVE Y\6 ,PUT Y\R >M 9 M9E1 RE/ Y\R HEAD ON MY %\LD] & LET US WALK TOGE!R1 ALWAYS60 0,NO1 NO6 ,IS IT POSSIBLE = ! L>K TO LOVE ! [L8 ,IS IT POSSIBLE = ! DOVE ?AT FLIES 9 HEAV5 TO LOVE ! TOAD :I* HIDES ITSELF 9 ! MUD ( /AGNANT WAT]S80 0,Y\ >E NOT AN [L1 & Y\ >E NOT A TOAD1 = ,I HAVE *OS5 Y\6 ,! LOVE :I* ,GOD HAS P]MITT$ ME TO BE> BLOTS \T ALL S9 & ASSUAGES ALL SORR[4 ,COME ) ME & ,I %ALL GIVE Y\ HAPP9ESS40 0,NO1 NO6 ,MY HE>T IS CANK]$1 & MY LIPS HAVE DRUNK ! POISON :I* KILLS S\LS1 ! POISON :I* DAMNS ANGELS LIKE Y\2 DON'T LOOK AT ME SO1 = MY EYES WILL DEFILE Y\ & Y\ WILL BE LIKE ,JULIETTE64440 ,! MASS WAS OV]1 ! VISION DISAPPE>$4 ,!RE >OSE A NOISE ( MOV$ *AIRS & HEAVY /EPS 9 ! *UR*1 & ! *ILDR5 ( ! *OIR PUT \T ! TAP]S ON ! ALT>4444 ,/ILL KNEEL+1 ! GIRL WAS PRAY+4 ,( H] FACE ,I C\LD DI/+UI% ONLY A PR(ILE LO/ 9 ! %AD[ ( ! :ITE VEIL4 ,%E GOT UP1 AFT] MAK+ ! SIGN ( ! CROSS4 ,I HAD TO MOVE MY *AIR TO LET H] PASS4 ,%E PASS$ 444 & ,I FELT A REAL JOY1 AS ?\< 9 REFUS+ ! LOVE :I* %E (F]$ ME 9 ?\RI$ ALONG BY ?AT PECULI> EXALTATION OCCASION$ BY RA9 PELT+ ! SEA %ORE1 ,I IMAG9$ ALL SORTS ( ROMANTIC CONV]SATIONS ) DEMOISELLE ,L&UDEC & NOCTURNAL ADV5TURES :I* TOOK PLACE 9 5*ANT$ & LUN> PLACES4 ,LIKE ! *>ACT]S 9 AN OP]A1 WE VI$ ) EA* O!R 9 SUBLIME ?\IES ( HUMAN SELF-D5IAL4 ,A SOBB+ OR*E/RA ACCOMPANI$ ! ANGUI% ( \R VOICES4 0,I LOVE Y\6 ,I LOVE Y\60 0,NO1 NO6 ,Y\ MU/ NOT LOVE ME60 ,%E1 9 A V]Y LONG :ITE G[N1 ) A BEWILD]$ LOOK & \T/RET*$ >MS 444 ,I1 GLOOMY1 9EXORABLE1 ! CALVES ( MY LEGS SWELL+ UND] ! VIOLET SILK TIM5T1 MY HAIR DI%EVEL$ BY ! W9D4 0,I LOVE Y\6 ,I LOVE Y\60 0,NO6 ,NO6 ,Y\ MU/ NOT LOVE ME60 ,& ! VIOL9S EMITT$ 9AUDIBLE PLA9TS1 ! W9D 9/RUM5TS MOAN$1 :ILE ! D\BLE BASSES & ! DULCIM]S RUMBL$ LIKE TEMPE/ & PEALS ( ?UND]4 ,OH1 ! TRAGI-COM$Y ( SORR[6 ,A CURI\S ?+6 ,DEMOISELLE ,L&UDEC & ,JULIETTE BECAME ONE2 ,I NO LONG] SEP>AT$ !M1 ,I CONFUS$ !M 9 MY DREAMS1 EXTRAVAGANT & MELODRAMATIC4 ,BO? W]E TOO PURE = ME4 0,NO6 ,NO6 ,I AM A LEP]1 LEAVE ME ALONE60 ,!Y PASSIONATELY KISS$ MY W\NDS1 SPOKE ( DEA? & CRI$3 0,I LOVE Y\6 ,I LOVE Y\60 ,& VANQUI%$1 SUBDU$1 R$EEM$ BY LOVE ,I FELL AT !IR FEET4 ,! OLD FA!R1 DY+1 SPREAD HIS >MS OV] US & BLESS$ US1 ! ?REE ( US6 ,?IS TRANCE DID NOT LA/ LONG2 ,I SOON F\ND MYSELF ON ! DUNE1 FACE TO FACE ) ,JULIETTE4 ,!RE W]E NO VIOL9S1 NO W9D 9/RUM5TS ANY LONG]1 ONLY ! H[L ( ANGUI% & REVOLT1 ! CRY ( A CAPTUR$ /AG CRAV+ ! FEMALE ( ITS SPECIES4 0,JULIETTE6 ,JULIETTE60 ,ONE EV5+ ,I RETURN$ HOME MORE DESPOND5T ?AN EV]1 MY M9D OBSESS$ ) DISMAL PROJECTS1 MY >MS & H&S 9 SOME MANN] AGITAT$ BY A MAD DESIRE TO KILL1 TO /RANGLE4 ,I W\LD HAVE LIK$ TO FEEL SOME?+ ALIVE WRI?+1 RATTL+1 DY+ UND] ! PRESSURE ( MY F+]S4 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC WAS /&+ AT ! ?RE%OLD1 D>N+ ! NEV] FAIL+ PAIR ( /OCK+S4 ,%E SAID TO ME3 0,H[ LATE Y\ >E TODAY1 FRI5D ,M9TIE6 ,I HAVE PREP>$ SOME NICE SEA-CRAB = Y\60 0,LEAVE ME ALONE1 Y\ DRIVEL+ WOMAN60 ,I %\T$4 0,I DON'T WANT Y\R SEA-CRAB1 ,I DON'T WANT ANY?+1 DO Y\ HE> ME80 ,& SPUTT]+ ANGRY WORDS1 ,I BRUTALLY MADE H] /EP ASIDE TO LET ME PASS4 ,! POOR K9DLY WOMAN1 /UPEFI$ BY MY ACTION1 LIFT$ H] >MS TO HEAV5 & MOAN$4 0,AH6 ,MY ,LORD6 ,AH1 ,JESUS60 ,I W5T TO MY ROOM & LOCK$ MYSELF 94 ,AT FIR/ ,I ROLL$ ON ! B$1 SMA%$ TWO *AIRS1 BEAT MY HEAD AGA9/ ! WALL4 ,!N1 ,I SUDD5LY SAT D[N TO WRITE A LETT] TO ,JULIETTE1 EXALT$1 RAG+1 FULL ( T]RIBLE ?REATS & HUMBLE 5TREATIES2 A LETT] 9 :I* ,I SPOKE ( KILL+ H]1 ( =GIV+ H]1 9 :I* ,I BEGG$ H] TO COME TO SEE ME BE=E ,I DI$1 DESCRIB+ TO H] 9 TRAGIC DETAIL ! CLIFF FROM :I* ,I WAS GO+ TO ?R[ MYSELF 9TO ! SEA4 ,I COMP>$ H] TO ! L[E/ WOM5 9 ! BRO!L & TWO L9ES FUR!R ,I COMP>$ H] TO ! ,HOLY ,VIRG94 ,MORE ?AN TW5TY TIMES ,I />T$ ?IS LETT] OV] AGA91 EXCIT$1 WEEP+1 9 TURN DELIRI\S ) RAGE & SWOON+ ) T5D]NESS4 ,PRES5TLY ,I HE>D A NOISE BEH9D ! DOOR LIKE ! SCRAT*+ ( A M\SE4 ,I OP5$ IT4 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC WAS /&+ !RE1 TREMBL+ & PALE2 %E LOOK$ AT ME ) H] K9D1 BEWILD]$ EYES4 0,:AT >E Y\ DO+ H]E80 ,I %\T$4 0,:Y DO Y\ SPY ON ME8 ,GO AWAY60 0,FRI5D ,M9TIE10 MUTT]$ ! SA9T$ WOMAN1 0DON'T BE ANGRY4 ,I CAN SEE ?AT Y\ >E UNHAPPY & ,I CAME TO KN[ IF ,I CAN HELP Y\60 0,WELL1 SUPPOSE ,I AM UNHAPPY6 ,DOES ?AT CONC]N Y\8 ,H]E1 TAKE ?IS LETT] TO ! PO/ (FICE & LEAVE ME 9 PEACE40 ,= F\R DAYS ,I DID NOT LEAVE MY ROOM4 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC CAME TO MAKE MY B$ & S]VE MY MEAL4 ,%E WAS HUMBLE1 TIMID1 MORE ATT5TIVE ?AN EV]1 SI<+3 0,AH6 ,:AT A MIS=TUNE6 ,MY ,LORD1 :AT A MIS=TUNE60 ,I REALIZ$ ?AT ,I WAS NOT ACT+ AS ,I %\LD2 %E HAD BE5 SO K9D TO ME2 ,I WANT$ TO ASK =GIV5ESS = MY RUD5ESS4 ,H] :ITE COIF1 H] BLACK %AWL1 H] SAD FIGURE ( AN AFFLICT$ MO!R T\*$ ME4 ,BUT A SORT ( FOOLI% PRIDE ?REW A DAMP] ON ?IS EFFUSION4 ,%E WALK$ NE> ME1 RESIGN$1 ) AN AIR ( 9F9ITE MO!RLY PITY2 FROM TIME TO TIME %E REPEAT$3 0,AH6 ,:AT A MIS=TUNE6 ,MY ,LORD6 ,:AT A MIS=TUNE60 ,! DAY DREW TO A CLOSE4 ,:ILE ,MO!R ,LA ,GANNEC1 AFT] HAV+ MAIL$ ! LETT]1 WAS SWEEP+ ! ROOM1 ,I SAT AT ! W9D[1 MY ELB[S RE/+ ON ! L$GE4 ,! SUN HAD DISAPPE>$ BEH9D ! HORIZON L9E1 LEAV+ ( ITS DAZZL+ GLORY ONLY A R$DI% TRANSP>5CY ON ! SKY1 & ! SEA1 GR[N D>K1 DULL1 NO LONG] REFLECT+ LI ! RHY?MIC NOISE ( O>S /RIK+ ! WAT] ( ! :>F & ! DI/ANT CREAK+ ( HALY>DS ON ! MA/S TOPS4 ,! BEACON LIACT] NOR >DOR1 %\LD FALL SO L[1 9 SU* A %ORT TIME1 9TO A MIRE SO DEEP ?AT NO HUMAN =CE C\LD LIFT HIM \T ( IT6444 ,:AT ,I N[ SUFF]$ FROM WAS NOT SO MU* MY [N FOLLIES1 MY [N DISGRACE & CRIMES AS ! MIS]Y :I* ,I HAD CAUS$ ?OSE >\ND ME4 ,OLD ,M>IE6444 ,OLD ,FELIX6444 ,OH1 ! POOR C\PLE6 ,:]E W]E !Y N[8 ,:AT W]E !Y DO+8 ,DID !Y HAVE ANY?+ TO EAT1 AT LEA/8 ,HAD ,I NOT COMPELL$ !M TO BEG !IR BREAD :5 ,I EXPELL$ !M--SO OLD1 SO K9D1 SO CONFID+1 MORE FEEBLE & DESOLATE ?AN HOMELESS DOGS6 ,I SAW !M B5T OV] !IR /AFFS1 HORRIBLY ?91 C\<+1 H>ASS$1 SP5D+ NIE ( ME AS A MO!R H] *ILD1 :O LULL$ ME TO SLEEP ) H] W>M C>ESSES LIKE ?OSE BE/[$ ON LITTLE ONES6 ,9/EAD ( KNEEL+ BE=E H]1 ( ?ANK+ H]1 DID ,I NOT TREAT H] BRUTALLY1 DID ,I NOT ALMO/ BEAT H]6 ,AH1 NO6 ,LET H] NOT COME6 ,LET H] NOT COME6 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC LIT ! LAMP1 & ,I WAS AB\T TO CLOSE ! W9D[ :5 ,I HE>D ! T9KL+ ( SMALL BELLS UPON ! ROAD1 !N ! TRUNDL+ ( A C>RIAGE4 ,I ME*ANICALLY LOOK$ \T4 ,9DE$ A C>RIAGE HAD ASC5D$ ! /EEP HILL ( ?IS PLACE1 IT WAS A SORT ( /AGE :I* APPE>$ V]Y HI< & LOAD$ ) TRUNKS4 ,A FI%]MAN PASS$ BY4 ,! PO/MAN ASK$ HIM3 0,WILL Y\ PLEASE TELL US :]E ! H\SE ( ,MADAME ,LE ,GANNEC IS80 0,IT IS 9 FRONT ( Y\10 ANSW]$ ! FI%]MAN1 :O 9DICAT$ ! H\SE ) A MOTION ( H& & CONT9U$ ON HIS WAY4 ,I GREW V]Y PALE 444 & ,I SAW BY ! LIMS EMBRAC$ ME1 LIPS PRESS$ AGA9/ MY *EEK1 A VOICE BREA!D 9 MY E>S3 0,JEAN6 ,MY DE> LITTLE ,JEAN60 ,& ,I SWOON$ 9TO ! >MS ( ,JULIETTE4 ,IT DID NOT TAKE ME LONG TO REGA9 MY S5SES1 H[EV]4 ,!Y PUT ME TO B$ & ,JULIETTE1 B5T OV] ME1 EMBRAC$ ME1 CRY+3 0,AH6 ,POOR LITTLE ?+4 ,H[ Y\ FRIE6 ,IS IT ALL OV]1 TELL ME8 ,SPEAK TO ME1 MY ,JEAN60 ,I DID NO?+ BUT LOOK AT H]4 ,IT SEEM$ AS ?\< MY :OLE BE+1 9]T & RIGID1 SMITT5 BY A P[]FUL BL[1 BY SOME GREAT SUFF]+ OR HAPP9ESS--,I DID NOT KN[ :I*--HAD BR\T1 MY BRA9S4444 ,I WAS LOOK+ AT H]6 ,%E WAS /ILL BEAUTIFUL1 A LITTLE PAL] ?AN 9 ! PA/1 BUT ON ! :OLE ! SAME AS EV]1 ) H] BEAUTIFUL1 SWEET EYES1 H] LOVELY M\?1 H] DELICI\SLY *ILDI% VOICE4 ,9 H] C\NT5ANCE1 H] GE/URES1 ! MOVEM5TS ( H] BODY1 H] WORDS ,I WANT$ TO F9D SOME SORR[FUL TRACES ( H] UNKN[N EXI/5CE1 SOME BLEMI%1 SOME EVID5CE ( DEPRAVITY1 SOME?+ NEW & MORE WI!R$4 ,BUT NO1 %E WAS PAL]1 & ?AT WAS ALL4 ,& ,I BUR/ 9TO TE>S4 0,SIT /ILL1 ,I WANT TO LOOK AT Y\ MORE1 MY LITTLE ,JULIETTE60 ,%E DRANK 9 MY TE>S & WEPT1 HOLD+ ME 9 A CLOSE EMBRACE4 0,MY ,JEAN6 ,AH1 MY ADOR$ ,JEAN60 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC RAPP$ AT ! DOOR ( ! ROOM4 ,%E DID NOT SPEAK TO ,JULIETTE1 PRET5D+ NOT TO SEE H]4 0,:AT %ALL ,I DO ) ! TRUNKS1 FRI5D ,M9TIE80 %E ASK$4 0,HAVE SOME ONE BR+ !M UP H]E1 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC40 0,Y\ C\LD NOT BR+ !M ALL UP H]E10 ! OLD WOMAN H>%LY REPLI$4 0,HAVE Y\ GOT MANY ( !M1 DE>Y80 0,MANY8 ,:Y NO6 ,!RE >E ONLY SIX4 ,!SE PEOPLE >E /UPID60 0,WELL1 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC10 ,I SAID1 0KEEP !M D[N/AIRS TONI4 ,& Y\ HAVE A B$1 TOO1 A REAL B$4 ,& ,I ?\DROBES 9 ,BRITTANY6 ,AH6 ,:AT IS ?AT8 ,DON'T /IR1 ,JEAN1 DON'T /IR40 ,FROM ! MANTELPIECE %E TOOK A L>GE %ELL & PUT IT TO H] E>4 0,WAIT60 %E SAID ) DISAPPO9TM5T4 0,WAIT N[1 IT DOES NOT MAKE ?AT %-%-% S\ND4 ,:Y IS ?AT80 ,%E SUDD5LY RU%$ 9TO MY >MS & COV]$ ME ) KISSES4 0,AH6 Y\R BE>D6 ,Y\ >E GR[+ :ISK]S1 Y\ VILLA96 ,AH H[ LONG Y\R HAIR IS6 ,& H[ ?9 Y\ >E6 ,& ,I1 HAVE ,I *ANG$ MU*6 ,AM ,I /ILL BEAUTIFUL80 ,%E PLAC$ H] >MS >\ND MY NECK & RE/$ H] HEAD ON MY %\LD]3 0,TELL ME :AT Y\ HAVE BE5 DO+ H]E1 H[ Y\ HAVE SP5T Y\R TIME1 :AT Y\ HAVE BE5 ?9K+ AB\T4 ,TELL IT ALL TO Y\R LITTLE WIFIE4 ,& DON'T TELL LIES4 ,TELL H] EV]Y?+1 EV]Y?+40 ,!N ,I DESCRIB$ MY FURI\S WALKS1 MY PRO/RATIONS ON ! DUNE1 MY SOBB+1 ! FACT ?AT ,I HAD BE5 SEE+ H] EV]Y:]E1 CALL+ H] LIKE A MADMAN 9 ! W9D1 9 ! TEMPE/4 0,POOR LITTLE ?+60 %E SI<$4 0,& Y\ PROBABLY HAVE NOT EV5 A RA9COAT40 0,& Y\8 Y\1 MY ,JULIETTE8 ,DID Y\ EV] ?9K ( ME80 0,AH6 ,:5 ,I F\ND Y\ GONE FROM ! H\SE ,I ?\P1 CURT R+ 9 !M3 0,AS = ,LIRAT1 Y\ MAY RE/ ASSUR$1 MY DE>1 ,I'LL GET EV5 ) HIM4 ,Y\'LL SEE6 ,IT'LL BE A F>CE6 ,:AT A MEAN P]SON Y\R FRI5D ,LIRAT IS6 ,BUT Y\'LL SEE40 ,ONE ?+ TORM5T$ ME3 H[ MANY DAYS OR WEEKS W\LD ,JULIETTE /AY ) ME8 ,%E HAD BR\ OR OB/ACLE1 !RE M+L$ A KE5 UNEAS9ESS4 ,I HAD NO MONEY1 & ,I KNEW ,JULIETTE TOO WELL NOT TO REALIZE ?AT %E W\LD NOT RESIGN H]SELF TO A LIFE LIKE M9E1 & ,I =ESAW EXP5DITURES :I* ,I WAS NOT 9 A POSITION TO MAKE4 ,:AT WAS TO BE DONE8 ,NOT HAV+ 5\< C\RAGE TO ASK H] DIRECTLY1 ,I ANSW]$3 0,WE HAVE PL5TY ( TIME TO ?9K ( IT1 MY DE>4 ,9 AB\T ?REE MON?S FROM N[ :5 WE %ALL GO BACK TO ,P>IS4 0,?REE MON?S6 ,:Y NO1 MY POOR LITTLE ?+1 ,I LEAVE 9 A WEEK4 ,I AM SO SORRY40 0,/AY H]E1 MY LITTLE ,JULIETTE1 ,I IMPLORE Y\1 /AY H]E ALTOGE!R4 ,/AY LONG]6 ,A =TNI6 ,DON'T CRY6 ,IF Y\ CRY ,I WON'T TELL Y\ SOME?+ V]Y NICE40 ,%E BECAME MORE AFFECTIONATE1 NE/L$ & RESUM$3 0,LI/51 MY DE>4 ,I HAVE ONLY ONE ?\IS1 WE %ALL MOVE 9TO A SMALL H\SE1 HIDD5 SO WELL1 Y\ SEE1 ?AT NO ONE WILL KN[ ?AT WE >E LIV+4 ,ALL WE NE$ IS AN 9COME ( TW5TY ?\S& FRANCS40 0,:]E DO Y\ EXPECT ME TO GET ?AT MU* N[80 ,I EXCLAIM$ DISC\RAG$4 0,N[1 LI/5 TO ME10 CONT9U$ ,JULIETTE4 0,WE NE$ ONLY TW5TY ?\S& FRANCS4 ,WELL1 ,I HAVE FIGUR$ IT ALL \T6 ,9 SIX MON?S WE %ALL HAVE IT40 ,JULIETTE LOOK$ AT ME ) A MY/]I\S AIR & REPEAT$3 0,WE %ALL HAVE IT60 0,PLEASE DON'T TALK LIKE ?AT1 MY DE>4 ,Y\ DON'T KN[ H[ Y\ HURT ME40 ,JULIETTE RAIS$ H] VOICE1 ! WR9KLE ON H] =EHEAD GREW RIGID4 0,!N Y\ WANT ME ALWAYS TO BELONG TO O!RS80 0,OH6 KEEP /ILL1 ,JULIETTE6 ,KEEP /ILL6 ,NEV] TALK TO ME LIKE ?AT1 NEV]60 0,Y\ >E SO FUNNY6 ,COME N[1 BE NICE & EMBRACE ME60 ,! NEXT MORN+1 :ILE DRESS+ 9 ! MID/ ( OP5$ TRUNKS & SCATT]$ DRESSES1 V]Y MU* DISCONC]T$ BY ! ABS5CE ( H] *AMB] MAID1 %E MADE ALL SORTS ( PLANS = ! DAY4 ,%E WANT$ TO TAKE A WALK ON ! JETTY1 TO VISIT ! LIMS6 0,>E !RE ANY BOATS H]E80 0,YES40 0,LOT ( !M80 0,C]TA9LY40 0,AH6 ,:AT A *ANCE4 ,I LIKE BOATS SO MU*60 ,!N %E GAVE ME NEWS ( ,P>IS4 ,GABRIELLE NO LONG] LIV$ ) ,ROB]T4 ,MALT]RE WAS M>RI$4 ,JESSEL9 WAS ON A TRIP4 ,HE HAD HAD SEV]AL DUELS4 ,& GOSSIP AB\T EV]YBODY4 ,ALL ?IS BAD ODOR ( ,P>IS BR\E C]TA9 ?+S ?AT ,I CAN'T TELL Y\4 ,BUT IF Y\ KNEW :AT A TORTURE IT IS TO ME6 ,Y\ ?9K Y\ >E UNHAPPY6 ,H[ AB\T ME8 ,:Y1 IF ,I DID NOT HAVE ! HOPE ( LIV+ ) MY ,JEAN ,I W\LD KILL MYSELF1 SO (T5 DO ,I FEEL DISGU/$ ) LIFE40 ,&1 DREAM+ & :E$L+1 %E W\LD REV]T TO ! SUBJECT ( F>M+1 ( HIDD5 PA?S COV]$ ) V]DURE1 ( ! PEACE & SWEETNESS ( A RETIR$ LIFE AMID FL[]S1 DOME/IC ANIMALS & LOVE4 ,AH6 DEVOT$1 HUMBLE1 ET]NAL LOVE1 LOVE ?AT WAS TO BRIDLY \T1 :5 ! W9D FRE%5$2 IT DI%EVEL$ ,JULIETTE'S HAIR4 ,%E WANT$ TO RETURN TO ! H\SE4 0,AH6 ,! W9D1 DE>6 ,I CAN'T /& ! W9D4 ,IT SPOILS MY HAIR & MAKES ME SICK40 ,%E WAS BOR$ ALL DAY & \R KISSES C\LD NOT DISPEL ! FEEL+ ( EMPT9ESS4 ,JU/ AS 9 ! PA/1 9 MY /UDY1 %E SPREAD A NAPK9 ON H] DRESS1 PLAC$ A FEW SMALL NAIL BRU%ES & FILES ON ! NAPK91 & GRAVELY BEGAN TO POLI% H] NAILS4 ,I SUFF]$ CRUELLY1 & ! VISION ( ! OLD MAN AT ! W9D[ OBSESS$ ME4 ,! NEXT DAY ,JULIETTE ANN\NC$ ?AT %E HAD TO LEAVE ?AT V]Y EV5+4 0,AH6 ,:AT A MIS=TUNE1 MY DE>6 ,I HAVE =GOTT56 ,QUICK1 QUICK1 GET ME A C>RIAGE4 ,OH6 :AT A MIS=TUNE60 ,I MADE NO EF=T TO DETA9 H]4 ,SUNK 9 MY *AIR MOTIONLESS1 GLOOMY1 MY HEAD BURI$ 9 MY H&S1 ,I SAT ?R\<\T ! 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LAMP & G5TLY APPROA*$4 0,FRI5D ,M9TIE6 ,FRI5D ,M9TIE60 ,I LIFT$ MY EYES2 %E WAS SO SAD1 !RE BREA!D SU* M]CIFUL PITY FROM H] ?AT ,I ?REW MYSELF 9TO H] >MS4 0,AH6 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC6 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC60 ,I SOBB$4 0,?AT IS :AT IS KILL+ ME60 ,MO!R ,LE ,GANNEC MURMUR$3 0,FRI5D ,M9TIE1 :Y DON'T Y\ PRAY TO ! M]CIFUL ,LORD8 ,?AT WILL RELIEVE Y\40 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,OCTOB] #c#a1 #ahhf 3 ,*APT] #i -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,JANU>Y #i1 #bba 3 ,*APT] #i -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/