,*APT] #g #ahhfahhf ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,OCTAVE ,MIRBEAU ,TEXT 3 ,MY PROP]TIES1 ! ,PRIORY ITSELF1 ! OLD FAMILI> H\SE MORTGAG$ SEV]AL TIMES1 W]E SOLD6444 ,AH6 ! SAD J\RNEY :I* ,I MADE ON ?AT OCCASION6444 ,IT WAS A LONG TIME S9CE ,I HAD BE5 TO ,SA9T-,MI*EL6 ,& YET 9 MY H\RS ( DISGU/ & WE>9ESS1 9 ! EVIL EXCITEM5T ( ,P>IS1 ! ?\T BURN$ BY ! CORROSIVE ACIDS :I* >E C>RI$ ALONG BY ! 9FECT$ AIR ( CITIES1 & ,I (T5 PROMIS$ MYSELF ?AT :5EV] ,I GOT TIR$ ( ALWAYS *AS+ DREAMS1 ,I W\LD SEEK REFUGE !RE AMID ! PEACE & S]5ITY ( NATIVE OBJECTS4444 ,SA9T-,MI*EL6444 ,NEV] WAS ! PLACE SO DE> TO ME AS AFT] ,I HAD LEFT IT2 IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT IT CONTA9$ RI*ES & BEAUTY SU* AS ,I HAD NEV] KN[N H[ TO 5JOY & :I* ,I N[ SUDD5LY DISCOV]$ 444 ,I LOV$ TO DIRECT MY MEMORIES !RE1 BE/ ( ALL ,I LOV$ TO RECALL ! =E/1 ! BEAUTIFUL =E/ :]E1 AS A RE/LESS1 DREAMY *ILD1 ,I HAD LO/ MY WAY SO MANY TIMES4444 ,9HAL+ ) KE5 DELIOMA ( ! RI* SAP ( TREES1 ! E> 5*ANT$ BY ! H>MONIES ( ! W9D :I* CAUS$ ! UND]WOOD & =E/ TREES TO VIBRATE LIKE H>PS & VIOL9 CELLOS1 ,I LO/ MYSELF 9 ! L>GE ALLEYS OV]HUNG ) TREMBL+ FOLIAGE1 L>GE1 /RAI1 F> AWAY 5D$ ABRUPTLY & OP5$ UP LIKE A *UR* BAY UPON ! LI*$ & LUM9\S4444 ,9 !SE DREAMS ,I SAW ! BRAN*ES ( OAK TREES REA* \T !IR FOLIAGE GRE5] ?AN EV]1 HAPPY TO F9D ME AGA92 Y\NG /ADDLES GREET$ ME ) A JOY\S RU/LE AS ,I PASS$ BY2 !Y SEEM$ TO SAY TO ME3 0,LOOK H[ BIG WE GREW1 H[ SMOO? & /RONG \R TRUNKS >E1 H[ GOOD ! AIR 9 :I* WE SPREAD \T \R SL5D]1 SWAY+ B\$ A NICE B$ = Y\1 LITTLE FELL[1 A NICE FRAGRANT LITTLE B$ SU* AS Y\ WON'T F9D 9 ! MIS]ABLY GILD$ H\SES ( ! BIG CITIES4444 ,/RET* Y\RSELF \T1 ROLL ON IT IF Y\ >E TOO W>M1 ! F]N WILL SWAY ITS G5TLE FANS OV] Y\R HEAD1 ! BEE* TREES WILL SPREAD !IR BRAN*ES OP5 TO LET ?R\< A SUNBEAM :I* WILL GLADD5 Y\R HE>T40 ,ALAS6 EV] S9CE ,I FELL 9 LOVE ) ,JULIETTE--!SE VOICES HAVE GRADUALLY BECOME SIL5T4 ,!SE MEMORIES NO LONG] CAME BACK LIKE GU>DIAN ANGELS TO LULL ME TO SLEEP & TO G5TLY /IR !IR :ITE W+S 9 ! AGITAT$ AZURE ( MY DREAMS6444 ,MY PA/ HAD BECOME E/RANG$ FROM ME1 A%AM$ ( ME6444 ,! TRA9 SP$ ON2 IT HAD CLE>$ ! PLA9S ( ,BEAUCE1 EV5 MORE MELAN*OLY TO LOOK AT ?AN 9 ! GRIM DAYS ( ! W>4444 ,& ,I RECOGNIZ$ ! SMALL1 HUMPY FIELDS1 !IR H$GES ( BRU%WOOD1 ! SCATT]$ APPLE TREES1 ! N>R[ VALLEYS1 ! POPL>S ) !IR TOPS B5T 9 ! %APE ( HOODS1 :I* 9 ! FIELDS RESEMBL$ A /RANGE PROCESSION ( BLUE P5IT5TS1 ! F>MS ) HI< MOSSGR[N RO(S1 HIK :5 ,I >RIV$ AT ,SA9T-,MI*EL4 ,I LIK$ IT BETT] SO4444 ,TO CROSS ! /REETS 9 FULL DAYLI ( MY OV]COAT4444 ,! GROC]Y [N]1 NAM$ ,MADAME ,H5RIETTE1 :O 9 ! PA/ US$ TO /UFF ME ) CAKE1 WAS /&+ 9 FRONT ( H] /ORE & TALK+ TO H] NEIT PASS$ BY1 ! NOISE ( :I* DR[N$ ! WORDS ( !SE WOM53 ,! ,PRESBYT]Y 444 ! ,CONV5T ( ! ,SI/]S 444 ! *UR* 444 ! ,PRIORY6444 ,AT ?IS H\R ! ,PRIORY WAS NO?+ BUT A HUGE BLACK MASS 9 ! SKY4444 ,MY HE>T FAIL$ ME4444 ,I HAD TO LEAN AGA9/ ONE ( ! PO/S ( ! GATE TO CAT* MY BREA?4444 ,A FEW /EPS AWAY ! =E/ MURMUR$1 ITS DULL VOICE GR[+ 9 AMPLITUDE1 ANGRY1 LIKE ! RAG+ RO> ( BREAK]S4444 ,M>IE & ,FELIX W]E WAIT+ = ME4444 ,M>IE OLD] & MORE WR9KL$1 ,FELIX1 MORE /OOP+ & %AK+ HIS HEAD MORE ?AN EV]4444 0,AH6 ,MONSIEUR ,JEAN6444 ,MONSIEUR ,JEAN64440 ,& =?) TAK+ POSSESSION ( MY VALISE1 ,M>IE SAID3 0,Y\ \MS = !M1 TO CRY UPON !IR OLD1 P>*$ FACES4444 ,& 9/EAD6 MY VOICE WAS H>%1 TR5*ANT4 ,I UTT]$ 0,I %ALL NOT D9E0 9 ! MANN] ( A ?REAT4 ,!Y LOOK$ AT ME SOME:AT FRIE64440 ,!N ,M>IE1 ?9K+ ?AT %E W\LD GA9 MY 9T]E/ !REBY1 BEGAN TELL+ ME ! NEWS ( ! PLACE3 0,?AT POOR ,MONSIEUR ! CURE IS DEAD1 Y\ KN[4 ,! NEW ONE 9 HIS PLACE DON'T SEEM TO BE GETT+ AHEAD AT ALL1 HE IS TOO Y\NG & ANXI\S4444 ,BAPTI/E HAS BE5 CRU%$ TO DEA? BY A TREE40 ,I 9T]RUPT$ H]3 0,ALL RIIE4444 ,Y\'LL TELL ME AB\T IT TOMORR[40 ,%E TOOK ME TO MY B$ROOM & ASK$3 0,%ALL ,I BR+ Y\ A B[L ( MILK1 ,MONSIEUR ,JEAN80 0,IF Y\ PLEASE60 ,& CLOS+ ! DOOR1 ,I FLUNG MYSELF ON ! L\NGE & SOBB$ = A LONG1 LONG TIME4 ,! NEXT DAY ,I GOT UP AT DAWN4444 ,! ,PRIORY HAD NOT *ANG$ MU*3 !RE WAS ONLY MORE GRASS 9 ! ALLEYS1 MORE MOSS ON ! /EPS1 & A FEW TREES W]E DEAD4 ,AGA9 ,I SAW ! GATE1 ! SCURFY LAWN1 ! PUNY LOOK+ SORBS1 ! AG$ *E/NUT TREES4 ,AGA9 ,I SAW ! BAS9 :]E ! LITTLE KITT5 HAD BE5 %OT1 ! CURTA9 ( FIR TREES :I* HID ! COMMONS FROM VIEW1 ! AB&ON$ /UDY2 ,I SAW ! P>K1 ITS TWI/$ TREES & /ONE B5*ES ?AT LOOK$ LIKE ANCI5T TOMBS4444 ,9 ! KIT*5 G>D5 ,FELIX WAS DIGG+ A BORD] B$ = FL[]S4444 ,AH6 POOR MAN1 H[ BATT]$ HIS FRAME WAS6 ,HE %[$ ME A HAW?ORN & SAID3 0,?AT IS :]E Y\ US$ TO COME ) Y\R POOR DECEAS$ FA!R TO LIE 9 WAIT = ! BLACKBIRDS4444 ,DO Y\ REMEMB]1 ,MONSIEUR ,JEAN80 0,YES1 YES1 ,FELIX60 0,& ALSO ! ?RU%80 0,YES1 YES1 ,FELIX60 ,I WALK$ AWAY4 ,I C\LD NOT BE> ! SIIE SEEM$ N]V\S4 ,%E WALK$ >\ND MY *AIR1 UNUSUALLY EXCIT$4 0,BEG P>DON60 %E SAID TO ME AT LA/1 0,I MU/ CLE> UP ALL MY D\BTS AB\T ?IS MATT]4444 ,IS IT TRUE ?AT Y\ >E SELL+ ! ,PRIORY84440 0,YES1 ,M>IE40 ,! OLD WOMAN OP5$ WIDE H] EYES1 /UPEFI$1 &1 PLAC+ H] H&S ON ! TABLE1 REPEAT$3 0,Y\ >E SELL+ ! ,PRIORY80 0,YES1 ,M>IE40 0,! ,PRIORY :]E ALL Y\R FAMILY WAS BORN8444 ,! ,PRIORY :]E Y\R FA!R & Y\R MO!R DI$8444 ,! ,PRIORY1 ,HOLY ,JESUS60 0,YES1 ,M>IE40 ,%E RECOIL$ AS IF FRIE A WICK$ SON1 ,MONSIEUR ,JEAN60 ,I MADE NO REPLY4 ,M>IE LEFT ! D9+ ROOM & DID NOT SPEAK TO ME ANY MORE4 ,TWO DAYS LAT]1 MY BUS9ESS HAV+ BE5 ATT5D$ TO1 ! DE$ SIGN$1 ,I LEFT4444 ,MY MONEY WAS H>DLY 5\< TO LA/ ME A MON?4444 ,I WAS DONE =6 ,OV]:ELM+ DEBTS1 IGNOBLE DEBTS WAS ALL ?AT WAS LEFT TO ME6444 ,AH6 IF ! TRA9 C\LD ONLY C>RY ME ON & ON1 ALWAYS FUR!R ON1 NEV] TO >RIVE ANY:]E6444 ,IT WAS ONLY 9 ,P>IS ?AT ,I REM9D$ MYSELF ?AT ,I HAD NOT EV5 GONE TO KNEEL D[N AT ! GRAVE ( MY FA!R & MO!R4 ,JULIETTE RECEIV$ ME T5D]LY4 ,%E EMBRAC$ ME PASSIONATELY4 0,AH6 DE>1 DE>6444 ,I ?\$ SO AFFECTIONATE1 SO TRULY MOV$1 H] C>ESSES GAVE ME SU* CONFID5CE1 & !N ! BURD5 ON MY S\L WAS SO HEAVY1 ?AT ,I DID NOT HESITATE TO TELL H] EV]Y?+4 ,I TOOK H] 9 MY >MS & PUT H] ON MY LAP4 0,LI/5 TO ME1 MY ,JULIETTE10 ,I SAID TO H]1 0LI/5 TO ME6444 ,I AM LO/ 444 RU9$ 444 RU9$ 444 DO Y\ HE>1 RU9$6444 ,WE HAVE ONLY F\R ?\S& FRANCS LEFT64440 0,POOR BOY60 ,JULIETTE SI<$ :ILE PLAC+ H] HEAD ON MY %\LD]1 0POOR BOY64440 ,I BUR/ \T SOBB+1 & CRI$ \T3 0,Y\ UND]/& N[ ?AT ,I MU/ LEAVE Y\4444 ,& ,I AM GO+ TO DIE IF ,I DO60 0,COME N[1 Y\ >E SILLY TO TALK ?AT WAY4444 ,DO Y\ BELIEVE ,I C\LD LIVE )\T Y\1 MY DE>8444 ,COME N[1 DON'T CRY1 DON'T GRIEVE SO MU*44440 ,%E DRI$ ! TE>S FROM MY EYES & CONT9U$ 9 H] VOICE :I* GREW SWEET] ) EV]Y WORD4 0,FIR/ ( ALL WE HAVE F\R ?\S& FRANCS4444 ,WE CAN LIVE F\R MON?S ON ?AT4444 ,DUR+ !SE F\R MON?S Y\'LL WORK4444 ,LET US SEE IF Y\ CAN'T WRITE A GOOD NOVEL 9 F\R MON?S6444 ,BUT DON'T CRY1 BECAUSE IF Y\ CRY1 ,I WON'T TELL Y\ A GREAT SECRET 444 A GREAT1 GREAT SECRET4444 ,DO Y\ KN[ :AT Y\R LITTLE WIFIE DID1 :O LITTLE SUSPECT$ ?AT H]SELF--DO Y\ KN[8444 ,WELL1 = ?REE DAYS %E W5T TO ! RID+ S*OOL1 %E TOOK LESSONS 9 HORSEMAN%IP--& NEXT YE> :5 %E IS WELL TRA9$1 ,FRANCONI WILL 5GAGE H]4444 ,DO Y\ KN[ :AT A WOMAN RID] 9 A FA%IONABLE RID+ S*OOL MAKES4444 ,TWO ?\S&1 ?REE ?\S& FRANCS A MON?6444 ,Y\ SEE N[1 !RE ISN'T MU* TO GRIEVE OV]1 MY POOR LITTLE BOY60 ,ALL NONS5SE1 ALL FOLLY SEEM$ LOGICAL TO ME4 ,I CLUNG TO IT DESP]ATELY AS A %IPWRECK$ SAILOR CL+S TO ! 9SECURE WRECKAGE TOSS$ BY ! WAVES4 ,PROVID$ IT KEPT ME AFLOAT = AN 9/ANT1 ,I DID NOT C>E T[>D :AT DANG]\S REEFS1 T[>D :AT BLACK] DEP?S IT SWEPT ME ON4 ,I ALSO CLEAV$ TO ?AT ABSURD HOPE ( ONE DOOM$ TO P]I%1 :I* EV5 ON ! SLAU?LY CATA/ROPHE :I* WILL DELIV] HIM FROM DEA?4 ,I P]MITT$ MYSELF TO BE DELUD$ BY ! PRETTY PURR+ ( ,JULIETTE'S WORDS6 ,A FIRM RESOLVE TO WORK H]OICALLY FILL$ MY SPIRIT & ?REW ME 9TO RAPTURES4444 ,I HAD VISIONS ( MULTITUDES ( PEOPLE B5D+ BREA?LESSLY OV] MY BOOKS1 ( !AT]S :]E GRAVE & PA9T$ M5 W]E COM+ =W>D & UTT]+ MY NAME TO ! B\NDLESS 5?USIASM ( ! AUDI5CE4 ,OV]COME ) FATIGUE1 WORN \T ) EMOTION1 ,I FELL ASLEEP4 ,WE F9I%$ D9N]4 ,JULIETTE WAS EV5 MORE AFFECTIONATE ?AN AT ! TIME :5 ,I CAME BACK4 ,NEV]!LESS1 ,I NOTIC$ A SORT ( UNEAS9ESS1 A PREOCCUPI$ AIR 9 H]4 ,%E WAS SAD & GAY AT ONE & ! SAME TIME3 ,:AT WAS GO+ ON BEH9D ?IS =EHEAD OV] :I* CL\DS W]E PASS+8 ,DID %E DECIDE TO LEAVE ME1 9 SPITE ( ALL H] PROTE/ATIONS1 & DID %E WANT TO MAKE \R SEP>ATION EASI] BY LAVI%+ ON ME ALL ! TREASURES ( H] C>ESSES8 0,H[ ANNOY+1 MY DE>60 %E SAID1 0,I HAVE TO GO \T40 0,:AT DO Y\ MEAN1 Y\ HAVE TO GO \T8 ,N[80 0,:Y YES1 JU/ ?9K ( IT4 ,?AT POOR ,GABRIELLE IS V]Y ILL4 ,%E IS ALONE--,I HAVE PROMIS$ TO COME TO SEE H]6 ,OH6 BUT ,I WON'T /AY V]Y LONG4444 ,AB\T AN H\R44440 ,JULIETTE SPOKE V]Y NATURALLY4 ,BUT ,I DON'T KN[ :Y1 IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT %E WAS LY+1 ?AT %E WAS NOT GO+ TO ,GABRIELLE AT ALL4 ,& SUSPICION1 VAGUE1 T]RIFY+ SUSPICION PI]C$ MY HE>T4 ,I SAID TO H]3 0,CAN'T Y\ WAIT TILL TOMORR[80 0,OH1 ?AT'S IMPOSSIBLE6 ,DON'T Y\ UND]/&1 ,I HAVE PROMIS$40 0,PLEASE1 DO ME A FAVOR6 ,GO TOMORR[44440 0,?AT'S IMPOSSIBLE6 ,POOR ,GABRIELLE60 0,ALL RIE TIR$4444 ,GO TO B$64440 ,& =?) ,I SAW ! TRA9 ( H] G[N /REAM BEH9D ! DRAWN DOOR CURTA9 LIKE A SNAKE4444 ,JULIETTE IS 9 H] DRESS+ ROOM4444 ,& ) EYES FIX$ UPON ! TABLE CLO? :]E ! R$ REFLECTION ( A BOTTLE ( W9E IS FLITT+1 ,I RECALL ?AT REC5TLY SOME WOM5 CAME TO ?IS H\SE1 FLE%LY SQU9T-EY$ WOM51 WOM5 :O HAD ! AIR ( DOGS SC5T+ ORDURE4444 ,I REMEMB] ,I HAD ASK$ ,JULIETTE :O ?OSE WOM5 W]E4 ,ONE TIME ,JULIETTE ANSW]$3 0,?AT'S ! CORSET MAK]40 ,ANO!R TIME %E SAID3 0,?AT'S ! EMBROID]]40 ,& ,I BELIEV$ H]6 ,ONE DAY ,I PICK$ UP ON ! C>PET A VISIT+ C>D :I* READ4444 ,MADAME ,RAB9EAU1 #aad ,RUE DE ,SEZE4 0,:O WAS ?IS ,MME4 ,RAB9EAU80 ,JULIETTE ANSW]$3 0,?AT'S NO?+ 444 GIVE IT H]E44440 ,& %E TORE ! C>D UP4444 ,& FOOL ?AT ,I WAS1 ,I DID NOT EV5 GO TO ! ,RUE DE ,SEZE TO F9D \T6444 ,I RECALL ALL ?AT4444 ,AH6 H[ C\LD ,I EV] FAIL TO UND]/&8444 ,:Y DIDN'T ,I SEIZE !M BY ! NECK1 !SE VILE DEAL]S 9 HUMAN FLE%8444 ,& SUDD5LY A GREAT VEIL IS LIFT$ FROM MY EYES1 BEH9D IT ,I SEE ,JULIETTE ) DEFIL$ BODY1 EXHAU/$ & HIDE\S1 SELL+ H]SELF TO HUMAN VULTURES6444 ,JULIETTE IS !RE1 PUTT+ ON H] GLOVES1 9 FRONT ( ME1 9 A D>K DRESS ) A ?ICK VEIL :I* HIDES H] FEATURES4444 ,! %AD[ ( H] H& DANCES UPON ! TABLE CLO?1 L5G!NS \T1 GR[S BROAD]1 %R9KS AGA91 DISAPPE>S & COMES BACK AGA94444 ,I %ALL ALWAYS SEE ?IS DIABOLIC %AD[1 ALWAYS6444 0,KISS ME1 DE>Y60 0,DON'T GO \T ,JULIETTE1 DON'T GO \T1 ,I IMPLORE Y\60 0,EMBRACE ME 444 CLOS] 444 CLOS] YET44440 ,%E IS SAD4444 ,?R\< ! ?ICK VEIL ,I FEEL ON MY *EEK ! MOI/URE ( A TE>4 0,:Y DO Y\ CRY1 ,JULIETTE4444 ,JULIETTE1 = PITY'S SAKE1 /AY ) ME60 0,EMBRACE ME4444 ,I ADORE Y\1 MY ,JEAN4444 ,I ADORE Y\64440 ,%E IS GONE4444 ,DOORS OP51 CLOSE AGA94444 ,%E IS GONE4444 ,\TSIDE ,I HE> ! NOISE ( A ROLL+ C>RIAGE4 ,! NOISE GR[S FA9T] & FA9T] & DIES \T4444 ,%E IS GONE6444 ,& H]E ,I1 TOO1 AM ON ! /REET4444 ,A CAB PASSES BY--#a#a#d1 ,RUE DE ,SEZE6 ,MY M9D WAS MADE UP QUICKLY4444 ,I FIGUR$ ?AT ,I W\LD COME !RE BE=E %E C\LD4444 ,%E P]FECTLY UND]/OOD ?AT ,I WAS NOT TAK5 9 BY ?AT /ORY ( ,GABRIELLE'S ILLNESS4444 ,MY ANXIETY1 MY EAG]NESS NO D\BT 9SPIR$ H] ) ! FE> ( BE+ SPI$ AFT]1 FOLL[$1 & MO/ LIKELY %E W\LD NOT GO TO ! PLACE IMM$IATELY4 ,BUT :Y DID JU/ ?IS ABOM9ABLE ?\R[ DOOR HOLL[$ \T 9 ! WALL AT ! 5D ( ?REE /EPS2 A D>K FACADE1 :OSE CLOS$ W9D[S LET NO LID ?IS DOOR4444 ,I %\LD LIKE TO SET ?IS H\SE ON FIRE2 ,I %\LD LIKE TO MAKE ALL ?OSE DETE/ABLE LADIES HIDD5 !RE %RIEK & WRI! 9 AGONY1 9 SOME HELLI% BLAZE4444 ,PRES5TLY A WOMAN 5T]S1 S++ & SWAY+ H] BODY1 H] H&S 9 ! POCKETS ( H] LIM BY HIS VALET4444 ,HIS TREMBL+ FEET >E UNABLE TO C>RY HIM1 BETWE5 HIS FLABBY1 SWOLL5 EYELIDS !RE GLIMM]S A LIK HOLE1 :]E ONE FEELS IMPURE ?+S >E /IRR+4444 ,& C>RIAGES >E /OPP+ 9 FRONT ( ! BUILD+1 DUMP+ \T !IR HAUL ( HUMAN DUNG 9TO ?IS S9K ( LOVE4444 ,A LITTLE GIRL B>ELY T5 YE>S OLD FOLL[S ME3 0,NICE VIOLETS6 ,NICE VIOLETS60 444 ,I GIVE H] A GOLD PIECE4 0,GO AWAY FROM H]E1 LITTLE ONE1 GO AWAY6444 ,DON'T /AY H]E4 ,!Y WILL GET Y\64440 ,MY M9D IS OV]-EX]T$4 ,A ?\S&-TOO!D SORR[ GNAWS AT MY HE>T1 A ?\S& CLAWS S9K 9TO IT1 TE>S IT TO PIECES 9 A FR5ZY ( GRIEF4444 ,A DESIRE TO KILL IS K9DL$ 9 ME & MAKES MY >MS GO ?R\< MURD]\S MOTIONS4444 ,AH1 TO RU%1 :IP 9 H&1 9TO ! MID/ ( ?IS LU/FUL CR[D & LA% !IR BODIES UNTIL 9EFFACEABLE M>KS >E LEFT ON !M1 CAUSE !IR W>M BLOOD TO SPURT1 & SCATT] PIECES ( !IR LIV+ FLE% ALL OV] ! MIRRORS1 C>PETS1 B$S6444 ,& NAIL ?AT ,RAB9EAU WOMAN TO ! DOOR ( ?IS H\SE ( ILL-FAME1 LIKE AN [L ON ! DOORS ( F>M B>NS1 NAIL H] /RIPP$1 DISEMB[EL$1 ) H] VITALS \T6444 ,A HACKNEY COA* HAS /OPP$3 A WOMAN /EPS \T4 ,I RECOGNIZE ! HAT1 ! VEIL1 ! DRESS4 0,JULIETTE60 ,ON SEE+ ME1 %E UTT]S A CRY4444 ,BUT %E REGA9S H] COMPOSURE QUICKLY4444 ,H] EYES DEFY ME4 0,LEAVE ME ALONE10 %E CRIES \T TO ME4 0,:AT >E Y\ DO+ H]E8444 ,LEAVE ME ALONE60 ,I ALMO/ CRU% H] WRI/S1 & 9 A SUFFOCAT+ VOICE :I* RATTLES3 0,LI/5 N[4444 ,IF Y\ MAKE ANO!R /EP 444 IF Y\ SAY ANO!R WORD 444 ,I'LL KNOCK Y\ DEAD RIE KILL+ ME44440 ,RUDELY ,I DRAG H] T[>D ! C>RIAGE 444 & WE GET 94444 ,HUDDL$ UP 9 TWO1 %E SITS !RE RIDS HEAV58 ,:Y !SE DISMAL BIRDS FLY+ AB\T 9 UNEXPECT$ SUN%9E8444 ,:Y IS ?IS ?+ CR\*$ D[N BESIDE ME CRY+8444 ,:Y8444 ,I DON'T KN[4444 ,I AM GO+ TO KILL H]4444 ,%E IS 9 H] B$ROOM )\T LI ! DOOR & LI/54444 ,%E IS CRY+4444 ,& 9 A M9UTE ,I WILL 5T]4444 ,I WILL 5T] & PULL H] (F ! B$1 DRAG H] BY ! HAIR1 KNOCK H] S5SELESS1 BREAK H] NECK AGA9/ ! M>BLE $GES ( ! FIREPLACE4444 ,I WANT ! ROOM TO BE R$ ) H] BLOOD4444 ,I WANT TO SEE H] BODY BEAT5 9TO LUMPS ( BATT]$ FLE% :I* ,I %ALL ?R[ \T ) ! RE/ ( ! RUBBI% & :I* ! G>BAGE MAN WILL TAKE AWAY TOMORR[4444 ,CRY1 CRY6444 ,9 A M9UTE Y\'LL H[L1 MY DE>E/6444 ,HAV5'T ,I BE5 /UPID6444 ,TO ?9K ( EV]Y?+ BUT ?AT6444 ,TO FE> EV]Y?+ EXCEPT ?AT6444 ,TO SAY TO MYSELF3 0%E WILL LEAVE ME0 & NEV]1 NEV]3 0%E WILL DECEIVE ME44440 ,TO HAVE FAIL$ TO DIV9E ! NATURE ( ?IS D51 ?IS OLD MAN1 ALL ?IS FIL?6444 ,REALLY ,I HAD NEV] ?\T NOR ) DEC5CY ( CONDUCT2 ,I WAS TO H] JU/ A LABEL1 A TRADE M>K 444 A M>K ( SUP]IOR VALUE6444 ,YES1 :5 !Y SAW H] 9 MY >MS & !RE=E PRIC$ H] MORE HIES ONE'S HEAD BE=E ! C(F9 ( A CRIM9AL1 ONE B[S 9 SADNESS BE=E ! DEAD BODY ( A PRO/ITUTE4444 ,9 ! *UR*ES1 BELIEV]S KNEEL D[N & PRAY = ?OSE :O HAVE SUFF]$1 = ?OSE :O HAVE S9N$4444 ,AT ! CEMET]IES REV]5CE WAT*ES OV] ! GRAVES & ! CROSS PROTECTS !M4444 ,TO DIE IS TO BE =GIV56444 ,YES1 DEA? IS BEAUTIFUL1 HOLY1 NOBLE6444 ,DEA? IS ! BEG9N+ ( ! GREAT ET]NAL LI ! NOISE ( LIFE NO LONG]6444 ,TO FEEL ! 9F9ITE SWEETNESS ( NO?+NESS6444 ,TO BE A S\L6444 ,I %ALL NOT KILL H]4444 ,I %ALL NOT KILL H] BECAUSE %E HAS TO SUFF] 444 T]RIBLY1 ALWAYS4444 ,LET H] SUFF] 9 ALL H] BEAUTY1 9 ALL H] PRIDE1 9 H] EXPOS$ C>NALITY ( A PRO/ITUTE6444 ,I %ALL NOT KILL H]1 BUT ,I %ALL DISFIGURE H] TO SU* AN EXT5T1 ,I %ALL MAKE H] LOOK SO REPULSIVE ?AT PEOPLE1 FRI ON ! /REETS1 AT ! !AT]1 EV]Y:]E ) H] NOSE CRU%$1 H] EYES BULG+ \T FROM UND] EYELIDS FR+$ ) BLACK R+S1 )\T A VEIL6444 ,SUDD5LY SOBS FROM MY ?ROAT4444 ,I FL+ MYSELF ON ! C\*1 BIT+ ! CU%ION1 & CRY & CRY6444 ,M9UTES1 H\RS PASS & ,I AM /ILL CRY+6444 ,AH6 ,JULIETTE1 VILE ,JULIETTE6444 ,:Y DID Y\ DO ?AT8444 ,:Y8444 ,C\LD Y\ NOT SAY TO ME3 0,H]E N[1 Y\ >E NOT RI* ANY MORE & ALL ,I WANT ( Y\ IS MONEY4444 ,LEAVE ME60 ,?AT W\LD HAVE BE5 CRUEL1 IT MILY AS IF %E W]E BE=E ME N[1 & EV5 MORE SO4444 ,%E WAS SAD1 %E WAS CRY+4444 ,I AM SURE IT WAS NOT M]E IMAG9ATION ON MY P>T 444 %E WAS ACTUALLY CRY+1 = MY *EEK WAS WET ) H] TE>S6 ,:OM WAS %E CRY+ OV]1 ME OR H]SELF8 ,AH6 444 :O KN[S8444 ,I REMEMB]4444 ,I SAID TO H]3 0,DON'T GO \T1 MY ,JULIETTE64440 ,%E REPLI$3 0,EMBRACE ME CLOSELY1 V]Y CLOSELY1 MORE CLOSELY YET64440 ,& H] C>ESSES HAD ! PASSION ( DESPAIR 9 !M1 A K9D ( %RIVEL+ GRIP1 A SORT ( FE> AS IF %E HAD WANT$ TO CL+ TO ME1 TO SEEK TREMBL+LY PROTECTION 9 MY >MS4444 ,I CAN SEE H] EYES1 H] BESEE*+ LOOK4444 ,!Y SEEM$ TO IMPLORE ME3 0,SOME?+ ABOM9ABLE IS DRAW+ ME ON4444 ,HOLD ME BACK6444 ,I AM CLOSE TO Y\R HE>T 444 DO NOT LET ME GO64440 ,& 9/EAD ( TAK+ H] 9 MY >MS1 C>RY+ H] AWAY1 HID+ H] & LOV+ H] SO AS TO MAKE H] GIDDY ) HAPP9ESS1 ,I OP5$ UP MY >MS & LET H] GO6444 ,%E S\S1 ?OSE C>ESSES1 ?OSE WORDS MORE T5D] ?AN USUAL1 ?AT TREMBL+4444 ,IT IS ONLY N[ ?AT ,I HE> ?OSE SIL5T1 MELAN*OLY WORDS3 0,MY DE> ,JEAN1 ,I AM A POOR LITTLE WOMAN1 A LITTLE FOOLI% & SO WEAK6444 ,I HAD NO IDEA ( ANY?+ BIG OR WOR? :ILE4444 ,:O WAS !RE TO TEA* ME :AT *A/ITY1 DUTY1 VIRTUE MEANT6444 ,:5 ,I WAS A *ILD YET1 EVIL SURR\ND+S CONTAM9AT$ ME1 & VICE WAS TAUDIANS4444 ,/ILL ,I AM NOT WICK$ & ,I LOVE Y\4444 ,I LOVE Y\ MORE ?AN ,I EV] LOV$ Y\6444 ,MY BELOV$ ,JEAN1 Y\ >E /RONG1 Y\ KN[ MANY BEAUTIFUL ?+S :I* ,I DON'T4444 ,WELL1 PROTECT ME6444 ,AN OV]P[]+ DESIRE DRAWS ME !RE4444 ,! TR\BLE IS ,I HAVE SE5 TOO MU* JEWELRY1 TOO MANY G[NS & O!R EXQUISITE & EXP5SIVE TRIFLES :I* Y\ CAN'T BUY ME ANY LONG] BUT :I* O!RS HAVE PROMIS$ TO GET ME6444 ,I HAVE AN 9/9CTIVE FEEL+ ?AT IT'S WRONG & ?AT IT WILL CAUSE Y\ SUFF]+4444 ,WELL1 SUBDUE ME6444 ,I ASK = NO O!R *ANCE ?AN TO BE GOOD & VIRTU\S4444 ,TEA* ME H[6444 ,BEAT ME 444 IF ,I RESI/64440 ,POOR ,JULIETTE6444 ,IT SEEMS TO ME ?AT %E IS D[N ON H] KNEES BE=E ME1 ) CLASP$ H&S4444 ,TE>S >E ROLL+ FROM H] EYES1 FROM H] BIG EYES D[NCA/ & SWEET4444 ,TE>S >E /REAM+ FROM H] EYES 5DLESSLY AS !Y US$ TO /REAM FROM ! EYES ( MY MO!R 9 ! PA/4444 ,& AT ! ?\N ME1 EV5 ONCE8444 ,DID Y\ EV] %[ ME EV5 ONCE ! WAY :I* ,I %\LD FOLL[8 ,?R\< WEAKNESS1 ?R\< FE> ( LOS+ ME1 ?R\< EXCESSIVE & CRIM9AL K9DNESS1 Y\ HAVE YIELD$ TO ALL MY :IMS1 EV5 ! MO/ WICK$ ONES4444 ,H[ C\LD ,I KN[ ?AT IT WAS WRONG1 :5 Y\ HAVE NEV] TOLD ME ANY?+8444 ,9/EAD ( /OPP+ ME ON ! BR9K ( ! PRECIPICE :]E ,I WAS HEAD$1 Y\ Y\RSELF HAVE PU%$ ME 9TO IT4444 ,:AT EXAMPLE HAVE Y\ PLAC$ BE=E MY EYES8444 ,:I!R HAVE Y\ L$ ME8444 ,HAVE Y\ EV] TRI$ TO TAKE ME \T ( ?IS AL>M+ ATMOSPH]E ( DEBAU*]Y8444 ,:Y DIDN'T Y\ *ASE ,JESSEL9 OR ,GABRIELLE \T ( \R H\SE1 ALL ?OSE DEG5]ATES :OSE V]Y PRES5CE ONLY HELP$ TO 9CREASE MY WICK$NESS8444 ,TO BREA! 9TO ME A P>TICLE ( Y\R [N S\L1 TO S5D A RAY ( LIKNESS ( MY BRA9S--?AT IS :AT Y\ %\LD HAVE DONE6444 ,YES1 Y\ %\LD HAVE GIV5 ME ANO!R LIFE1 Y\ %\LD HAVE MADE ME OV] AGA96444 ,I AM GUILTY1 MY ,JEAN6444 ,& ,I AM SO A%AM$ ( MYSELF ?AT ,I CAN NEV] HOPE TO BE ABLE TO ATONE = ! 9FAMY ( ?IS EVIL H\R EV5 ) A :OLE LIFE ( SACRIFICE & REP5TANCE4444 ,BUT Y\6444 ,IS Y\R CONSCI5CE SATISFI$ ?AT Y\ HAVE DONE Y\R DUTY8444 ,I DREAD NOT ! EXPIATION ( MY S9S4444 ,ON ! CONTR>Y ,I WELCOME IT1 ,I WANT IT4444 ,BUT Y\8444 ,CAN Y\ SIT 9 JUDGM5T OV] A CRIME :I* ,I ADMIT ,I HAVE COMMITT$1 BUT 9 :I* Y\1 TOO1 HAVE HAD A P>T S9CE Y\ HAVE NOT DONE ANY?+ TO PREV5T IT6444 ,MY DE> BELOV$1 LI/5 TO ME4444 ,?IS BODY :I* ,I HAVE ATTEMPT$ TO DEFILE HORRIFIES Y\2 H]EAFT] Y\ WILL NOT BE ABLE TO LOOK AT IT )\T RAGE & ANGUI%4444 ,ALL RID6444 ,!RE %ALL BE LEFT TO Y\ MY S\L1 IT BELONGS TO Y\1 = IT HAS NEV] =SAK5 Y\1 = IT LOVES Y\4444 ,SEE H[ :ITE & PURE IT IS44440 ,A KNIFE GLI/5S 9 ,JULIETTE'S H&S4444 ,%E IS GO+ TO KILL H]SELF ) IT4444 ,I GRASP H] >MS1 ,I %\T3 0,NO1 NO1 ,JULIETTE1 NO1 ,I DON'T WANT Y\ TO6444 ,I LOVE Y\6444 ,NO1 NO4444 ,I DON'T WANT Y\ TO60 ,MY >MS >E BR\\ND ME1 FRIE /REWN ALL OV] ! C>PET 444 %OES LIE SCATT]$ AB\T4444 ,& PALE DAYLI 9 E>NE/ ?AT ,JULIETTE MAY KILL H]SELF1 = O!RWISE :Y %\LD ?IS VISION >ISE BE=E ME8444 ,ON TIPTOE1 QUIETLY ,I WALK T[>D ! DOOR & LI/54444 ,A FEEBLE SI< REA*ES MY E>1 !N A WAIL+1 !N A SOB4444 ,& LIKE A FOOL ,I RU% 9TO ! 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