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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,OCTAVE ,MIRBEAU 

,TEXT 3 

,JULIETTE HAD *OS5 A ROOM = ME ON ! SECOND FLOOR ( A FURNI%$ H\SE 9 ! ,FAUB\RG ,SA9T ,HONORE NE> ! ,RUE DE ,BALZAC4 ,! FURNITURE ( ! ROOM WAS RICKETY1 ! TAPE/RY WORN1 ! DRAW]S CREAK$ :5 OP5$1 ! PUNG5T ODOR ( DECAY+ WOOD & ACCUMULAT$ DU/ FILL$ ! W9D[ CURTA9S & B$/EAD HANG+S2 BUT BY PLAC+ KNICK-KNACKS H]E & !RE1 %E SUCCE$$ 9 IMP>T+ AN AIR ( 9TIMACY TO ?IS BANAL1 COLD PLACE1 :]E SO MANY UNKN[N LIVES HAD BE5 SP5T )\T A TRACE BE+ LEFT BEH9D4 ,JULIETTE RES]V$ TO H]SELF ! TASK ( >RANG+ MY ?+S 9 ! HANG+-PRESS :I* %E FILL$ ) BUN*ES ( FRAGRANT FL[]S4 

0,Y\ SEE1 MY DE>1 H]E >E Y\R SOCKS1 & !RE >E Y\R NI<T %IRTS4 ,I PUT Y\R NECKTIES 9 ! DRAW]2 Y\R H&K]*IEFS >E !RE4 ,I HOPE Y\R LITTLE WIFIE HAS PUT EV]Y?+ 9 ORD]4 ,& EV]Y DAY ,I'LL BR+ Y\ A SWEET-SMELL+ FL[]4 ,N[ DON'T BE SAD4 ,TELL Y\RSELF ?AT ,I LOVE Y\1 ?AT ,I LOVE NO ONE BUT Y\1 ?AT ,I %ALL COME (T54 ,OH1 ,I HAVE =GOTT5 A FEW ?+S6 ,WELL1 ,I'LL S5D !M TO Y\ ) ,CELE/9E1 TOGE!R ) MY PICTURES 9 ! BEAUTIFUL R$ PLU% FRAMES4 ,DON'T FEEL LONESOME1 MY POOR1 LITTLE ?+6 ,Y\ KN[1 IF ,I AM NOT H]E AT HALF-PA/ TWELVE TONI<T DON'T WAIT = ME4 ,GO TO B$4 ,SLEEP WELL4 ,PROMISE ME80 

,& CA/+ A LA/ GLANCE AB\T ! ROOM1 %E LEFT4 ,9DE$1 ,JULIETTE CAME EV]Y DAY1 :ILE GO+ TO ! ,BOIS & ON H] WAY HOME BE=E D9N]4 ,%E NEV] REMA9$ MORE ?AN TWO M9UTES AT A TIME4 ,EXCIT$1 IMPELL$ BY A FEV]I% DESIRE TO BE \TSIDE1 %E W\LD /AY LONG 5\< TO EMBRACE ME & TO OP5 ! DRAW]S TO SEE :E!R MY ?+S W]E 9 ORD]4 

0,WELL ,I AM GO+4 ,DON'T BE SAD4 ,I SEE Y\ HAVE BE5 CRY+4 ,?AT IS NOT NICE AT ALL6 ,:Y CAUSE ME AGGRAVATION80 

0,JULIETTE6 ,WILL ,I SEE Y\ TONI<T8 ,OH6 PLEASE1 TONI<T60 

0,TONI<T80 

,%E REFLECT$ = A M9UTE4 

0,TONI<T1 YES1 MY DE>6 ,BUT /ILL DO NOT WAIT = ME TOO LONG4 ,GO TO B$4 ,SLEEP WELL4 ,ABOVE ALL1 DON'T CRY4 ,Y\ DRIVE ME TO DESPAIR6 ,REALLY1 ,I DON'T KN[ :AT TO DO ) Y\60 

,& SO ,I LIV$ H]E1 /RET*$ \T ON ! S(A1 NEV] GO+ \T1 C\NT+ ! M9UTES :I* SL[LY1 SL[LY1 DROP BY DROP1 VANI%$ 9TO ! ET]NITY ( WAIT+4 

,! FR5ZI$ EXCITEM5T ( MY S5SES WAS SUCCE$$ BY A P]IOD ( GREAT DEPRESSION4 ,I SP5T :OLE AFT]NOONS APA!TICALLY1 )\T /IRR+1 MY BODY LIFELESS1 MY LIMBS HANG+1 MY BRA9S 9 A /ATE ( TORPOR1 LIKE ! MORR[ ( A DAY ( DRUNK5NESS4 ,MY LIFE RESEMBL$ A HEAVY SLUMB] DI/URB$ BY PA9FUL DREAMS1 9T]RUPT$ BY SUDD5 AWAK5+S EV5 MORE PA9FUL ?AN ! DREAMS2 & 9 ! ANNIHILATION ( MY WILL P[]1 9 ! BLOTT+ \T ( MY 9TELLECT1 ,I AGA9 FELT1 BUT MORE KE5LY ?AN EV]1 ! HORROR ( MY MORAL DECAY4 ,9 ADDITION1 ,JULIETTE'S LIFE CAUS$ ME P]PETUAL ANGUI%4 ,AS 9 ! PA/1 ON ! DUNE ( ,PLO*1 ,I C\LD NOT DISMISS FROM MY M9D ! LOA?SOME VISION :I* GREW1 9T5SIFI$ & ASSUM$ EV5 MORE CRUEL =MS4444 ,TO LOSE A P]SON :OM Y\ LOVE1 A P]SON :O HAS BE5 ! S\RCE ( ALL Y\R JOYS1 ! MEMORY ( :OM IS ASSOCIAT$ ) HAPP9ESS ONLY1 IS A HE>T-R5D+ SORR[4 ,BUT :]E !RE IS SORR[ !RE IS ALSO CONSOLATION1 & SUFF]+ IS EV5TUALLY PUT TO SLEEP1 LULL$ 9 SOME WAY BY ITS [N T5D]NESS4 ,BUT H]E ,I WAS LOS+ ,JULIETTE1 LOS+ H] DAILY1 EV]Y H\R1 EV]Y M9UTE2 & ) ?IS *A9 ( SUCCESSIVE DEA?S1 ) ?IS PROCESS ( IMP5IT5T DY+1 ,I C\LD ONLY ASSOCIATE MEMORIES ( TORTURE & DISGRACE4 

,NO MATT] H[ EAG]LY ,I SE>*$ 9 ! /IRR$-UP DEP?S ( \R TWO HE>TS = A FL[] BUD1 = A T9Y BLOSSOM :OSE FRAGRANCE IT W\LD HAVE BE5 SO SWEET TO 9HALE1 ,I C\LD NOT F9D IT4 ,& YET ,I C\LD NOT CONCEIVE ANY?+ DISSOCIAT$ FROM ,JULIETTE4 ,ALL MY ?\<TS HAD ,JULIETTE = !IR />T+ PO9T & = !IR F9AL GOAL1 & ! MORE %E ESCAP$ ME ! MORE FI]CELY OBDURATE ,I GREW 9 MY ABSURD DESIRE TO W9 H] BACK4 ,I HAD NO HOPE AT ALL ?AT %E W\LD EV] /OP1 C>RI$ AWAY AS %E WAS BY ?IS LIFE ( EVIL PLEASURE2 YET1 9 SPITE ( MYSELF1 9 SPITE ( H]1 ,I WAS PLANN+ = A BETT] FUTURE4 ,I SAID TO MYSELF3 0,IT IS IMPOSSIBLE ?AT SOME DAY DISGU/ WILL NOT SEIZE H]1 ?AT SOME DAY SORR[ WILL NOT AWAK5 REMORSE & PITY 9 H] HE>T4 ,!N %E WILL RETURN TO ME4 ,!N WE WILL MOVE 9TO A PLA9 WORKMAN'S H\SE & ,I %ALL WORK LIKE A GALLEY-SLAVE4 ,I'LL 5T] J\RNALISM1 ,I'LL PUBLI% NOVELS1 ,I'LL ASK = A JOB AS A PLA9 COPYI/40 ,ALAS6 ,I =C$ MYSELF TO BELIEVE ALL ?IS SO AS TO ACC5TUATE ! /ATE ( MIS]Y 9TO :I* ,I HAD FALL54 ,) ! PROCE$S FROM ! SALE ( TWO SKET*ES BY ,LIRAT1 ( A FEW JEWELS ,I /ILL HAD1 ( MY BOOKS1 ,I HAD REALIZ$ A SUM ( F\R ?\S& FRANCS1 :I* ,I WAS SAV+ LIKE A TREASURE = ?AT *IM]IC EV5TUALITY4 

,ONE DAY :5 ,JULIETTE WAS P5SIVE & T5D]] ?AN USUAL1 ,I V5TUR$ TO LAY MY PROJECT BE=E H]4 ,%E CLASP$ H] H&S4 

0,YES6 ,YES6 ,AH6 ,WON'T ?AT BE NICE6 ,A LITTLE BIT ( AN AP>TM5T1 A T9Y ONE4 ,I'LL DO ! H\SEKEEP+4 ,I'LL HAVE PRETTY BONNETS1 A PRETTY APRON6 ,BUT ) Y\ IT'LL BE IMPOSSIBLE6 ,:AT A PITY6 ,IT'S IMPOSSIBLE60 

0,:Y IS IT IMPOSSIBLE80 

0,BECAUSE Y\ WON'T WORK & WE'LL />VE4 ,?AT'S Y\R NATURE6 ,DID Y\ WORK AT ,PLO*4 ,>E Y\ WORK+ N[8 ,:Y1 Y\ HAVE NEV] WORK$60 

0,H[ CAN ,I8 ,DON'T Y\ KN[ ?AT ! ?\<T ( Y\ NEV] LEAVES ME = A MOM5T8 ,IT IS ! UNC]TA9TY ( Y\R LIFE1 IT IS ! CRUEL ANGUI% ( EV]Y?+ ,I FEEL1 ( EV]Y?+ ,I SUSPECT AB\T Y\ ?AT GNAWS AT MY HE>T1 DEV\RS ME1 SUCKS MY BRA9S6 ,:5 Y\ >E NOT H]E1 ,I DON'T KN[ :]E Y\ >E6 ,& /ILL ,I AM ALWAYS ) Y\ :]EV] Y\ >E6 ,AH6 IF Y\ ONLY WI%$6 ,TO KN[ ?AT Y\ >E NE> ME1 LOV+ & TRANQUIL1 F> FROM EV]Y?+ ?AT BESMIR*ES1 FROM EV]Y?+ ?AT TORM5TS4 ,:Y1 ,I C\LD !N HAVE ! /R5G? ( A ,GOD 9 ME6 ,MONEY6 ,MONEY6 ,:Y1 ,I'LL MAKE IT = Y\ BY ! %OVELFUL1 BY ! C>TFUL6 ,AH6 ,JULIETTE IF Y\ ONLY WI%$44440 

,%E LOOK$ AT ME1 EXCIT$ BY ! GREAT NOISE ( GOLD :I* MY WORDS CAUS$ TO R+ 9 H] E>S4 

0,WELL6 ,MAKE IT RI<T AWAY1 DE>Y4 ,YES1 MAKE A LOT ( IT1 PILES ( IT6 ,& DON'T ?9K AB\T ?OSE VILE ?+S :I* MAKE Y\ SUFF]6 ,M5 >E SO FUNNY6 ,!Y DON'T WANT TO UND]/& ANY?+60 

,T5D]LY1 %E SAT D[N ON MY LAP4 

0,:Y1 ,I ADORE Y\1 MY DE> LITTLE ?+6 ,:Y1 ,I DETE/ ! O!RS & ,I GIVE !M NO?+ ( MYSELF1 DO Y\ HE>1 NO?+4 ,I AM V]Y UNHAPPY60 

,) TE>-FILL$ EYES1 %E TRI$ TO NE/LE NE> ME1 REPEAT+3 0,YES V]Y1 V]Y UNHAPPY60 

,I WAS SEIZ$ ) FE> & PITY4 

0,AH6 ,HE ?9KS IT IS A PLEASURE60 %E CRI$ SOBB+1 0HE ?9KS SO6 ,BUT IF ,I DID NOT HAVE MY ,JEAN TO CONSOLE ME1 MY ,JEAN TO LULL ME TO SLEEP1 MY ,JEAN TO GIVE ME C\RAGE1 ,I C\LD NOT /& IT ANY LONG]4 ,I C\LD NOT /& IT ANY LONG]4444 ,I W\LD RA!R DIE40 

,SUDD5LY1 *ANG+ ! SUBJECT1 & ) A VOICE 9 :I* ,I SEEM$ TO HE> A PLA9T ( REGRET3 

0,FIR/ ( ALL1 Y\ NE$ MONEY = ?AT1--= ! LITTLE AP>TM5T1 ,I MEAN 444 & Y\ HAV5'T GOT IT60 

0,:Y YES1 YES1 MY DE>10 ,I EXCLAIM$ TRIUMPHANTLY1 0,I HAVE SOME MONEY4 ,WE HAVE 5\< TO LIVE ON = TWO MON?S1 ?REE MON?S :ILE ,I MAKE MY =TUNE60 

0,Y\ HAVE MONEY8 ,LET ME SEE IT40 

,I %[$ H] F\R ONE ?\S& FRANC BILLS4 ,JULIETTE GRE$ILY SNAT*$ !M ONE AFT] ANO!R1 C\NT$ !M1 EXAM9$ !M4 ,H] EYES %ONE1 SURPRIS$ & DELI<T$4 

0,F\R ?\S& FRANCS1 DE>6 Y\ REALLY HAVE F\R ?\S& FRANCS6 ,:Y1 Y\ >E RI*6 ,WELL1 WELL60 

,%E HUNG ON MY NECK1 C>ESS$ ME4 

0,WELL N[10 %E RESUM$1 0S9CE Y\ >E SO RI*1 ,I %\LD LIKE TO HAVE A LITTLE TRAVEL+ DRESS+ CASE ?AT ,I SAW AT ! ,RUE DE ,PAIX4 ,Y\ WILL BUY IT = ME1 WON'T Y\1 DE>Y80 

,I FELT A TUG AT MY HE>T SO PA9FUL ?AT ,I NE>LY FELL TO ! FLOOR1 & A WELL ( TE>S BL9D$ ME4 ,/ILL ,I HAD ! C\RAGE TO ASK3 

0,H[ MU* DOES Y\R DRESS+ CASE CO/80 

0,TWO ?\S& FRANCS1 MY DE>40 

0,ALL RI<T6 ,TAKE TWO ?\S& FRANCS \T ( ?AT4 ,Y\'LL BUY IT Y\RSELF40 

,JULIETTE KISS$ MY =EHEAD1 TOOK ! TWO BILLS :I* %E QUICKLY HID 9 H] COAT POCKET1 & H] GAZE FIX$ ON ! TWO BILLS :I* /ILL REMA9$ & = :I* %E NO D\BT REGRETT$ %E HAD NOT ASK$1 %E SAID3 

0,REALLY8 ,DO Y\ WANT ME TO8 ,AH6 ?AT'S NICE6 ,?AT WILL GIVE ME A *ANCE TO COME TO SEE Y\ ) MY NEW DRESS+ CASE1 IF Y\ %\LD RETURN TO ,PLO*40 

,:5 %E WAS GONE1 ,I AB&ON$ MYSELF TO AN \TBUR/ ( ANG] AGA9/ H]1 ABOVE ALL AGA9/ MYSELF1 & :5 ! ANG] SUBSID$ ,I SUDD5LY REALIZ$ TO MY A/ONI%M5T ?AT ,I NO LONG] SUFF]$4 ,YES1 ,I BREA!D MORE FREELY1 ,I WAS ABLE TO /RET* \T MY >MS ) GREAT] VIGOR1 ,I FELT A NEW BUOYANCY 9 MY LIMBS2 AT LA/1 ONE MI<T SAY1 SOME ONE HAD REMOV$ ! CRU%+ WEI<T :I* = SO LONG A TIME ,I HAD BORNE ON MY %\LD]S4 ,I EXP]I5C$ A KE5 JOY 9 MOV+ MY LIMBS1 9 EX]CIS+ MY MUSCLES & JO9TS1 9 SETT+ MY N]VES 9TO VIBRATION1 :5 IT ?US CAME UPON ME ONE MORN+1 9 A LEAP FROM MY B$4 ,WAS ,I NOT REALLY AWAK5+ FROM A SLUMB] AS DEEP AS DEA?8 ,WAS ,I NOT RECOV]+ FROM A SORT ( CATALEPSY1 9 :I* MY :OLE BE+1 SUNK 9 TORPOR1 HAD KN[N ! HORRIBLE NI<TM>E ( NONEXI/5CE8 ,I WAS LIKE ONE BURI$ :O F9DS ! LI<T ( DAY AGA91 LIKE ONE FAMI%$ :O IS GIV5 A PIECE ( BREAD1 LIKE ONE S5T5C$ TO DEA? :O RECEIVES HIS P>DON4444 ,I W5T TO ! W9D[ & LOOK$ \T 9TO ! /REET4 ,! SLANT+ RAYS1 ( ! SUN W]E FLOOD+ ! H\SES 9 FRONT ( ME ) A GOLD5 MI/2 ON ! SIDEWALK PEOPLE W]E HURRI$LY PASS+1 PREOCCUPI$1 ) A HAPPY GAIT2 C>RIAGES JOY\SLY CROSS$ EA* O!R'S PA?4 ,! HU/LE & BU/LE & NOISE ( LIFE 9TOXICAT$1 /IRR$1 C>RI$ ME AWAY1 & ,I CRI$ \T3 

0,I DON'T LOVE Y\ ANY MORE6 ,I DON'T LOVE Y\ ANY MORE60 

,9 ! SPACE ( A SECOND ,I HAD A V]Y CLE> VISION ( A NEW LIFE ( WORK & HAPP9ESS4 ,I WAS TO CLEANSE MYSELF ( ?IS FIL?1 TO SEIZE MY 9T]RUPT$ DREAMS2 NOT ONLY DID ,I WANT TO R$EEM MY HONOR1 BUT ,I WANT$ ALSO TO A*IEVE A GLORY SO GREAT1 SO UNDISPUT$1 SO UNIV]SAL1 ?AT ,JULIETTE W\LD BUR/ ) SPITE = HAV+ LO/ A MAN LIKE ME4 ,I ALREADY SAW MYSELF P]PETUAT$ 9 BRONZE & M>BLE BY PO/]ITY1 PLAC$ UPON COLUMNS & SYMBOLIC P$E/ALS1 FILL+ ! C5TURIES TO COME ) MY IMMORTALIZ$ IMAGE4 ,& :AT GAVE ME P>TICUL> PLEASURE WAS ! ?\<T ?AT ,JULIETTE W\LD NOT %>E A P>TICLE ( ?IS GLORY1 & ?AT ,I PITILESSLY PU%$ H] (F MY L(TY PLANE 5TIRELY4 

,I W5T D[N1 & = ! FIR/ TIME 9 TWO YE>S FELT A DELICI\S PLEASURE 9 BE+ ON ! /REET4 ,I WALK$ FA/1 ) SUPPLE MOVEM5TS1 A VICTORI\S GAIT1 9T]E/$ 9 ! SIMPLE/ ?+S AB\T ME :I* SEEM$ SO NEW4 ,& ,I ASK$ MYSELF ) AMAZEM5T H[ 9 ! WORLD ,I C\LD HAVE BE5 UNHAPPY SO LONG1 :Y MY EYES HAD NOT OP5$ TO ! TRU? MU* SOON] ?AN !Y DID4444 ,AH1 ?AT DESPICABLE ,JULIETTE6 ,H[ %E MU/ HAVE LAU<$ AT MY SUBMISSION1 MY BL9DNESS1 MY PITIFULNESS1 MY 9CONCEIVABLE FOLLY6 ,NO D\BT1 %E TOLD H] CASUAL LOV]S ( MY IDIOTIC GRIEF4 ,BUT ,I WAS GO+ TO HAVE MY REV5GE & IT W\LD BE T]RIBLE6 ,JULIETTE W\LD SOON LIE PRO/RATE AT MY FEET BEGG+ MY P>DON4 

0,NO1 NO1 Y\ MIS]ABLE CREATURE1 NEV]6444 ,:5 ,I CRI$1 DID Y\ COM=T ME8444 ,DID Y\ SP>E ME A S+LE SUFF]+1 A S+LE ONE8 ,DID Y\ EV] = A MOM5T CONS5T TO %>E MY MIS]Y1 TO LIVE MY LIFE ) ME8 ,Y\ DON'T DES]VE TO %>E MY GLORY4 ,NO 444 GO60 

,& TO %[ MY ABSOLUTE CONTEMPT = H]1 ,I W\LD ?R[ MILLIONS 9 H] FACE4 

0,H]E >E Y\R MILLIONS6 ,Y\ SAID Y\ WANT$ MILLIONS8 ,H]E >E SOME MORE60 

,JULIETTE W\LD WR+ H] >MS 9 DESPAIR4 

0,HAVE M]CY1 ,JEAN6 ,HAVE PITY ON ME6 ,I DON'T WANT Y\R MONEY6 ,:AT ,I WANT IS TO LIVE 9 OBSCURITY & HUMBLY 9 Y\R %AD[1 HAPPY IF A S+LE RAY ( LI<T SURR\ND+ Y\ WILL SOME DAY COME TO RE/ UPON Y\R POOR ,JULIETTE4 ,HAVE PITY ON ME60 

0,DID Y\ HAVE PITY ON ME :5 ,I ASK$ = IT6 ,NO6 ,WOM5 LIKE Y\ %\LD BE KILL$ ) BL[S ( GOLD4 ,H]E6 ,HAVE SOME MORE6 ,H]E6 ,SOME MORE /ILL60 

,I WAS WALK+ ) LONG /RIDES1 TALK+ AL\D1 MOV+ MY H&S AS IF ?R[+ MILLIONS 9TO SPACE4 0,H]E1 WRET*1 H]E60 

,NEV]!LESS1 MY 9SUSCEPTIBILITY TO EV]Y?+ ELSE :5 PREOCCUPI$ ) ! ?\<T ( ,JULIETTE WAS NOT SO COMPLETE AS TO PRECLUDE MY GETT+ UNEASY AT ! SI<T ( ANY WOMAN1 & SCRUT9IZ+ ) AN IMPATI5T GLANCE ! 9SIDE ( ! C>RIAGES :I* 5DLESSLY PASS$ BY ON ! /REET4 ,ON ! B\LEV>D MY ASSURANCE LEFT ME1 & ANGUI% AGA9 SEIZ$ MY :OLE BE+4 ,I FELT AN UNBE>ABLE BURD5 UPON MY %\LD]S1 & ! DEV\R+ BEA/ DRIV5 (F BUT A MOM5T AGO1 RU%$ ON ME MORE F]OCI\SLY ?AN EV]1 S9K+ ITS FANGS 9TO MY FLE% DEEP] ?AN EV]4 ,IT WAS 5\< = ME TO SEE ! !AT]S1 ! RE/AURANTS1 ?OSE EVIL PLACES FULL ( ! MY/]Y ( ,JULIETTE'S LIFE1 TO MAKE ME FEEL ?IS4 ,! !AT]S W]E SAY+ TO ME3 0,%E WAS H]E ?AT NI<T2 :ILE Y\ W]E MOAN+1 CALL+ H]1 WAIT+ = H]--%E WAS PROM5AD+ 9 H] /AGE BOX1 ) FL[]S ON H] BOSOM1 HAPPY1 )\T ! SLI<TE/ ?\<T ( Y\40 ,! RE/AURANTS W]E SAY+3 0,?AT NI<T Y\R ,JULIETTE WAS H]E4444 ,) EYES DRUNK ) LU/ %E WAS ROLL+ ON \R BROK5 S(AS1 & M5 :O SMELL$ ( W9E & CIG>S POSSESS$ H]40 ,& ALL ! AGILE1 H&SOME Y\NG M5 ,I MET ON ! /REET SEEM$ TO SAY TO ME3 0,WE KN[ Y\R ,JULIETTE4 ,DOES %E GIVE Y\ ANY ( ! MONEY %E *>GES US80 ,EV]Y H\SE1 EV]Y OBJECT1 EV]Y MANIFE/ATION ( LIFE CRI$ ) A FRI<TFUL *UCKLE3 0,JULIETTE6 ,JULIETTE60 ,! SI<T ( ROSES AT ! FLORI/'S WAS PA9FUL1 & ,I FELT RAGE BOIL )9 ME EA* TIME ,I LOOK$ AT ! %OP W9D[S ) !IR DISPLAY ( 9VIT+ ?+S4 ,IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT ,P>IS WAS SP5D+ ALL ITS P[]1 US+ ALL ITS S$UCTION1 TO ROB ME ( ,JULIETTE1 & ,I WI%$ TO SEE IT P]I% 9 SOME CATA/ROPHE2 ,I REGRETT$ ?AT ! RIGOR\S DAYS ( ! ,COMMUNE W]E OV]1 :5 ONE C\LD P\R PETROLEUM & SCATT] DEA? UPON ! /REETS6 ,I RETURN$ HOME4 

0,DID ANYONE CALL80 ,I ASK$ ! C>ETAK]4 

0,NO1 ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE40 

0,NO LETT]S EI!R80 

0,NO1 ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE40 

0,>E Y\ SURE NOBODY W5T UP TO MY ROOM :ILE ,I WAS AWAY80 

0,! KEY WAS NOT T\*$40 

,I SCRIBBL$ ! FOLL[+ WORDS ON MY C>D3 0,I WANT TO SEE Y\40 

0,TAKE ?IS OV] TO ! ,RUE DE ,BALZAC40 

,I WAIT$ 9 ! /REET1 IMPATI5T1 N]V\S2 ! C>ETAK] WAS NOT LONG 9 RETURN+4 

0,! MAID TOLD ME ?AT ,MADAME HAD NOT YET COME BACK40 

,IT WAS SEV5 O'CLOCK4 ,I W5T TO MY ROOM & /RET*$ \T ON ! S(A4 

0,%E WON'T COME4 ,:]E IS %E8 ,:AT IS %E DO+80 

,I DID NOT LI<T ! C&LES4 ,! W9D[1 ILLUM9AT$ BY ! /REET1 %ONE 9 ! ROOM ) A D>K GLIMM]1 REFLECT$ A YELL[ %9E UPON ! CEIL+1 :]E APPE>$ ! TREMBL+ %AD[ ( ! CURTA9S4 ,& ! H\RS PASS$1 SL[ & 5DLESS1 SO 5DLESS & SO SL[ ?AT ONE MI<T SAY ! FL[ ( TIME HAD SUDD5LY /OPP$4 

0,%E WON'T COME60 

,FROM ! /REET1 ! 9T]MITT5T NOISE ( VEHICLES REA*$ ME2 ! BUSSES ROLL$ HEAVILY1 ! CLOS$ C>RIAGES PASS$ BY LI<TLY & RAPIDLY4 ,:5 ONE ( !M PASS$ CLOSE TO ! SIDEWALK OR SL[$ D[N ,I W\LD RU% TO ! W9D[1 :I* ,I HAD LEFT HALF-OP51 TO LOOK 9TO ! /REET4444 ,NO ONE ALI<T$4 

0,%E WON'T COME60 

,& :ILE SAY+ TO MYSELF3 0,%E WON'T COME10 ,I HOP$ ?AT ,JULIETTE W\LD BE 9 %ORTLY4 ,OH1 H[ MANY TIMES ,I HAD ROLL$ ON ! S(A1 CRY+3 0,%E WON'T COME60 ,& ,JULIETTE ALWAYS CAME4 ,ALWAYS AT ! MOM5T :5 ,I MO/ DESPAIR$1 ,I HE>D A C>RIAGE /OP1 !N /EPS ON ! /AIRWAY1 A CREAK+ NOISE 9 ! HALLWAY1 & ,JULIETTE W\LD APPE> SMIL+1 ADORN$ ) PLUMES1 FILL+ ! ROOM ) A /RONG ODOR ( P]FUME & ! RU/L+ ( SILK 9 MOTION4 

0,COME ON1 GET Y\R HAT1 MY DE>40 

,IRRITAT$ BY H] SMILE1 BY H] DRESS1 BY ! P]FUME1 EXASP]AT$ BY ! LONG WAIT+1 ,I US$ TO UPBRAID H] SEV]ELY3 

0,:]E HAVE Y\ BE58 ,9 :AT JO9TS HAVE Y\ BE58 ,YES1 TELL ME1 9 :AT JO9TS80 

0,AH6 ,Y\ >E TRY+ TO MAKE A SC5E4 ,WELL1 ?ANKS6 ,I AM LEAV+4 ,GOOD NI<T6 ,& H]E ,I HAVE TAK5 ALL ! PA9S 9 ! WORLD TO SNAT* A MOM5T TO LOOK Y\ UP60 

,!N PO9T+ MY F+] TO ! DOOR1 MY MUSCLES CONTRACT$1 ,I W\LD BUR/ \T3 

0,WELL1 GO AHEAD6 ,GO TO ! DEVIL6 ,& NEV] COME BACK AGA91 NEV]60 

,) ! DOOR SC>CELY %UT BEH9D ,JULIETTE1 ,I W\LD RUN AFT] H]4 

0,JULIETTE6 ,COME BACK1 PLEASE6 ,JULIETTE6 ,WAIT4444 ,I AM GO+ ) Y\40 

,%E W\LD /ILL BE DESC5D+ ! /AIRS1 )\T TURN+ H] HEAD4 ,I W\LD CAT* UP ) H]4 

,NE> H]1 NE> ?IS DRESS1 !SE PLUMES1 !SE FL[]S1 !SE JEWELS1 FURY W\LD AGA9 SEIZE ME3 

0,COME RI<T UP ) ME OR ,I'LL CRACK Y\R HEAD AGA9/ !SE /EPS60 

,& :5 9 ! ROOM ,I W\LD ?R[ MYSELF AT H] FEET4 

0,AH1 MY LITTLE ,JULIETTE1 ,I AM WRONG1 ,I KN[ ,I AM WRONG4 ,BUT ,I SUFF] SO MU*6 ,HAVE PITY ON ME6 ,IF Y\ ONLY KNEW 9 :AT A HELL ,I AM LIV+6 ,IF Y\ C\LD ONLY TE> MY BREA/ OP5 & SEE :AT IS GO+ ON 9 MY HE>T6 ,JULIETTE6 ,OH1 ,I CAN'T1 ,I CAN'T GO ON LIV+ LIKE ?IS ANY MORE6 ,EV5 A BEA/ W\LD HAVE PITY ON ME4 ,YES1 A WRET*$ BEA/ W\LD HAVE PITY ON ME60 

,I W\LD PRESS H] >MS1 CL+ TO H] DRESS4 

0,MY ,JULIETTE6 ,I HAVE NOT KILL$ Y\1 ?\< ,I HAVE A P]FECT RI<T TO1 ,I SWE>4 ,I HAVE NOT KILL$ Y\6 ,Y\ %\LD HAVE GIV5 AN ACC\NT ( Y\RSELF4 ,I MU/ MAKE 9HUMAN EF=TS TO CONTROL MYSELF1 = Y\ DON'T KN[ :AT T]RIBLE & V5GEFUL ?+S A MAN :O SUFF]S & IS LONELY CAN CONCEIVE4 ,I HAVE NOT KILL$ Y\6 ,I HAVE BE5 HOP+6--,I AM /ILL HOP+6 ,COME BACK TO ME4 ,I'LL =GET EV]Y?+1 ,I'LL ]ASE EV]Y?+ FROM MY MEMORY1 MY SORR[ & MY %AME4444 ,Y\ WILL BE TO ME ! PURE/1 ! MO/ RADIANT ( VIRG9S4 ,WE'LL GO AWAY1 F>1 F> AWAY FROM H]E4 ,:]EV] Y\ WI%4 ,I %ALL M>RY Y\6 ,DON'T Y\ WANT ME TO8 ,DO Y\ ?9K ,I AM TELL+ Y\ ?IS 9 ORD] TO HAVE Y\ ) ME AGA98 ,SWE> TO ME ?AT Y\ WILL *ANGE Y\R MODE ( LIFE & ,I'LL KILL MYSELF H]E 9 FRONT ( Y\6 ,LI/51 ,I HAVE SACRIFIC$ EV]Y?+ = Y\6 ,I AM NOT TALK+ ( MY =TUNE1 BUT ( :AT WAS =M]LY ! PRIDE ( MY LIFE1 MY MANLY HONOR1 MY DREAM ( AN >TI/1 ALL ?IS ,I HAVE GIV5 UP = Y\1 )\T ! LEA/ REGRET4 ,Y\ %\LD MAKE SOME SACRIFICE = ME 9 TURN4 ,& PRAY1 :AT IS IT ,I ASK ( Y\8 ,NO?+ 444 EXCEPT ! GLADNESS ( BE+ HONE/ & GOOD4 ,TO DEVOTE1 TO CONSECRATE ONESELF TO SOME?+1 :Y ?AT'S SO GR&1 SO NOBLE6 ,OH1 IF Y\ ONLY KNEW ! 9F9ITE PLEASURE ( SACRIFICE8 ,LOOK N[ 444 ,MALT]RE IS RI*4 ,HE IS A GOOD FELL[1 BETT] ?AN ! O!RS1 HE LOV$ Y\6 ,I'LL GO TO HIM1 ,I'LL SAY TO HIM3 ',Y\ ALONE CAN SAVE ,JULIETTE1 Y\ ALONE CAN SAVE ,JULIETTE1 Y\ ALONE CAN BR+ H] BACK FROM ! LIFE %E IS LIV+4 ,GO BACK TO H]1 & DON'T BE AFRAID ( ME4 ,I AM GO+ \T ( H] LIFE4' ,DO Y\ WANT ME TO DO ?AT80 

,JULIETTE W\LD LOOK AT ME1 GREATLY A/ONI%$4 ,AN UNEASY SMILE W\LD PLAY ON H] LIPS4 ,%E W\LD MURMUR3 

0,COME1 MY DE>1 Y\ SAY SILLY ?+S4 ,DON'T CRY1 COME60 

,:ILE GO+ \T1 ,I W\LD CONT9UE TO LAM5T3 0,A BEA/ W\LD HAVE PITY ON ME6 ,YES1 A BEA/60 

,AT O!R TIMES1 %E W\LD S5D ,CELE/9E = ME1 & ,I W\LD F9D H] 9 B$1 COLD1 SAD & TIR$4 ,I C\LD SEE ?AT SOME ONE HAD BE5 !RE JU/ A MOM5T AGO1 SOME ONE :O HAD JU/ LEFT2 ,I C\LD SEE IT 9 EV]Y?+ ?AT SURR\ND$ ME--9 ! B$ JU/ MADE1 9 ! TOILETTE >TICLES >RANG$ ) OV]SCRUPUL\S C>E1 9 ALL ! C>EFULLY REMOV$ TRACES :I* 9 MY IMAG9ATION REAPPE>$ AGA9 9 ALL !IR HIDD5 & SORR[FUL REALITY4 ,I W\LD L+] 9 ! DRESS+ ROOM1 RUMMAGE AMONG ! DRAW]S1 EXAM9E OBJECTS1 EV5 L[] MYSELF TO A %AMEFUL SCRUT9Y ( H] P]SONAL BELONG+S4444 ,JULIETTE W\LD CALL ME3 

0,COME OV] H]E1 MY DE>6 ,:AT >E Y\ DO+ !RE80 

,OH6 ,IF ,I C\LD ONLY RECON/RUCT HIS IMAGE1 F9D ! LEA/ TRACE ( ?AT MAN6 ,I 9HAL$ ! AIR1 9FLAT$ MY NO/RILS1 HOP+ TO COME UPON ! /RONG MALE SC5T1 & IT SEEM$ TO ME ?AT ! %AD[ ( A MI<TY TORSO SPREAD ITSELF OV] ! HANG+S1 ?AT ,I DI/+UI%$ HUGE1 A?LETIC >MS1 QUIV]+ ?I<S ) BULG+ MUSCLES4 

0,>E Y\ COM+80 ,JULIETTE W\LD REPEAT4 

,ON ?OSE NI<TS ,JULIETTE W\LD TALK ( NO?+ BUT ! S\L1 ! SKY1 ! BIRDS1 TELL+ ME ?AT %E WAS 9 NE$ ( AN IDEAL1 ( CELE/IAL DREAMS4 ,HUDDL$ 9 MY >MS1 *A/E AS A *ILD1 %E W\LD SAY1 ) A SI<3 

0,OH1 H[ NICE IT IS TO SIT LIKE ?IS6 ,TELL ME SOME?+ BEAUTIFUL1 MY ,JEAN1 SOME SU* ?+ AS ONE READS AB\T 9 POETRY4 ,I LOVE Y\R VOICE SO MU*2 IT IS SO MUSICAL 444 SPEAK TO ME LONG4 ,Y\ >E SO GOOD1 Y\ COM=T ME SO WELL6 ,I W\LD LIKE TO LIVE ALL MY LIFE LIKE ?IS1 ALWAYS 9 Y\R >MS1 )\T /IRR+1 LI/5+ TO Y\6 ,DO Y\ KN[ :AT ELSE ,I W\LD LIKE TO HAVE8 ,AH1 ,I AM DREAM+ ( IT ALL ! TIME6 ,I W\LD LIKE TO HAVE A NICE LITTLE BABY GIRL :O %\LD BE LIKE A *]UB1 ALL P9K & BLOND6 ,I W\LD NURSE H] MYSELF & Y\ W\LD S+ H] SOME PRETTY LITTLE SONGS TO PUT H] TO SLEEP6 ,MY ,JEAN1 :5 ,I AM DEAD Y\ WILL F9D 9 MY JEWELRY CASE A LITTLE P9K WRIT+ BOOK ) GOLD ORNAM5TS4 ,?AT'S = Y\4 ,TAKE IT4 ,!RE ,I HAVE WRITT5 D[N MY ?\<TS1 & Y\'LL SEE :E!R ,I LOV$ Y\ OR NOT6 ,Y\'LL SEE6 ,AH6 ,TOMORR[ ONE MU/ GET UP AGA91 GO \T 444 H[ ANNOY+6 ,ROCK ME1 SPEAK TO ME1 TELL ME ?AT Y\ LOVE MY S\L 444 MY S\L64440 

,& %E W\LD FALL ASLEEP1 & 9 H] SLEEP LOOK SO :ITE1 SO PURE1 ?AT ! B$ CURTA9S W\LD SEEM LIKE W+S ATTA*$ TO H]4 

,NI<T CAME ON1 ! SUBURB GREW QUIET4 ,FROM AF>1 BELAT$ C>RIAGES W]E RETURN+1 & ON ! SIDEWALK TWO POLICEM5 PAC$ ) HEAVY1 DRAGG+ /RIDES1 KEEP+ 9 /EP4444 ,SEV]AL TIMES ! DOOR ( ! FURNI%$ H\SE OP5$ & CLOS$2 ,I HE>D SOME CREAKY NOISE1 ! RU/L+ ( A WOMAN'S DRESS1 :ISP]+ VOICES 9 ! HALLWAY4 ,BUT IT WAS NOT ,JULIETTE4 ,! SIL5T H\SE SEEM$ TO HAVE BE5 ASLEEP A LONG :ILE4 ,I LEFT ! S(A1 LIT MY LAMP1 LOOK$ AT ! CLOCK2 IT WAS ?REE O'CLOCK4 

0,%E WON'T COME6 ,N[ IT'S ALL OV]4 ,%E WON'T COME60 

,I /OOD AT ! W9D[4 ,! /REET WAS DES]T$1 ! D>K SKY HUNG OV] ! H\SES LIKE A LEAD5 LID4 ,OV] YOND] 9 ! DIRECTION ( ,B\LEV>D ,HAUSSMAN L>GE VEHICLES W]E COM+ D[N HILL1 %AK+ ! NI<T ) !IR L\D JOLT+4444 ,A RAT D>T$ FROM ONE SIDEWALK TO ! O!R & DISAPPE>$ 9TO A HOLE 9 ! GUTT]4444 ,I SAW A HOMELESS DOG ) HANG+ HEAD & TAIL BETWE5 ITS H9D LEGS PASS+1 /OPP+ AT ! DOORS1 SMELL+ ! GUTT]1 DOLEFULLY WALK+ AWAY4 

,I %OOK ) FEV]1 MY BRA9 WAS 9FLAM$1 MY H&S W]E MOI/ & AGA9 ,I FELT A /IFL+ S5SATION 9 MY *E/4 

0,%E WON'T COME6 ,:]E IS %E8 ,DID %E GO BACK TO H] H\SE8 ,:]E1 9 :AT FIL?Y HOLE ( ?IS GREAT IMPURE NI<T IS %E WALL[+80 

,:AT MADE ME P>TICUL>LY ANGRY WAS ?AT %E DID NOT LET ME KN[ AHEAD ( TIME4 ,%E HAD RECEIV$ MY C>D4 ,%E KNEW %E WAS NOT COM+4 ,& %E DID NOT S5D ME A S+LE WORD6 ,I HAD CRI$1 IMPLOR$1 BEGG$ H] ON MY KNEES 444 & NOT A WORD FROM H]6 ,H[ MANY TE>S1 H[ MU* BLOOD MU/ ONE %$ TO S(T5 ?AT HE>T ( FL9T8 ,H[ C\LD %E RUN AFT] PLEASURE ) H] E>S /ILL FULL ( ! E*OES ( MY SOBS1 H] M\? /ILL MOI/ ) MY 5TREAT+ KISSES8 ,! MO/ WRET*$ WOM51 ! MO/ DETE/ABLE CREATURES AT SOME TIME OR O!R CALL A TEMPOR>Y HALT TO !IR LIFE ( DISSIPATION & PREY2 !RE >E MOM5TS :5 !Y P]MIT ! SUN TO P5ETRATE !IR *ILL$ HE>TS1 :5 TURN+ !IR EYES TO HEAV5 !Y PRAY = LOVE ?AT P>DONS & R$EEMS6 ,BUT ,JULIETTE 444 NEV]6 ,SOME?+ MORE 9S5SIBLE ?AN FATE1 SOME?+ MORE REL5TLESS ?AN DEA? WAS DRIV+ H]1 WAS ET]NALLY DRAW+ & SPURR+ H] ON )\T RESPITE1 )\T PAUSE1 FROM IMPURE TO CRIM9AL LOVE1 FROM ?AT :I* DI%ONORS TO ?AT :I* KILLS6 ,! MORE DAYS PASS$1 ! MORE M>KS ( 9FAMY DEBAU*]Y LEFT ON H]4 ,) H] PASSION1 =M]LY SO NORMAL & HEAL?Y1 W]E N[ M+L$ A DEPRAV$ 9QUISITIV5ESS & ?AT SAVAGE UNSATIABL5ESS1 ?AT OV]-/IMULATION ( IRREPRESSIBLE LU/ :I* COMES AS RESULT ( EXCESSIVE & /]ILE PLEASURES4 ,EXCEPT ON ! NI<TS :5 EXHAU/ION 9VE/$ ! SORDID REALITY ( H] EXI/5CE ) UNEXPECT$ =MS ( ! PURE/ IDEAL1 ONE C\LD SEE UPON H] ! IMPR9TS ( A ?\S& DIFF]5T & REF9$ CORRUPTIONS1 ( A ?\S& GROTESQUE P]V]SIONS PRACTIC$ UPON H] BY ?OSE PALL$ BY VICE & AGE4 ,WORDS & CRIES (T5 ESCAP$ H] :I* SUDD5LY LIT UP H] :OLE LIFE & OP5$ UP VI/AS ( FR5ZI$ S5SUALITY1 & AL?\< %E W\LD !REBY COMMUNICATE TO ME ! CONSUM+ PASSION ( H] DEPRAVITY1 AL?\< ,I MYSELF RELI%$ 9 ALL ?IS A SORT ( 9F]NAL CRIM9AL VOLUPTU\SNESS1 ,I C\LD NOT LOOK AT ,JULIETTE )\T A %UDD]6444 ,& :5 LEAV+ H] EMBRACE1 A%AM$ & DISGU/$1 ,I FELT ! NE$1 (T5 EXP]I5C$ BY REPROBATES1 ( LOOK+ AT TRANQUIL1 RE/FUL SI<TS1 & ,I 5VI$1--OH1 ) :AT KE5 REGRET6--! SUP]IOR BE+S :O HAD MADE PURITY & VIRTUE ! 9FLEXIBLE LAWS ( !IR LIFE6444 ,I DREAM$ ( CONV5TS :]E ONE SP5T ONE'S LIFE 9 PRAY]1 ( HOSPITALS :]E ONE DEVOT$ ONESELF TO O!RS4444 ,I WAS SEIZ$ ) A MAD DESIRE TO 5T] ! DISREPUTABLE JO9TS & PREA* ! GOSPEL TO ! UN=TUNATE PEOPLE :O WALL[ 9 VICE !RE1 NEV] HE>+ A S+LE WORD ( K9DNESS2 ,I PROMIS$ MYSELF TO FOLL[ ! PRO/ITUTES AT NI<T1 9TO ! %AD[ ( PUBLIC SQU>ES1 TO CONSOLE !M1 TO SPEAK TO !M ( VIRTUE ) SU* PASSIONATE E>NE/NESS1 9 ACC5TS SO T\*+ ?AT !Y W\LD BE MOV$1 W\LD BUR/ 9TO TE>S & W\LD SAY TO ME3 0,YES1 SAVE US44440 ,I LIK$ TO SP5D H\RS 9 ! ,MONCEAU P>K1 WAT*+ ! *ILDR5 PLAY1 DISCOV]+ A P>ADISE ( GOODNESS 9 ! GLANCES ( Y\NG MO!RS2 ,I WAS MOV$ TO RECON/RUCT !IR LIVES SO REMOTE FROM MY [N2 TO LIVE ?R\<1 :ILE NE> !M1 !IR SACR$ JOYS =EV] LO/ TO ME4444 ,ON ,SUNDAYS ,I US$ TO LOIT] AT ! RAILWAY /ATIONS :]E ,I M+L$ ) ! M]RY CR[DS1 AMONG PETTY (FICIALS & WORK+M5 LEAV+ T[N ) !IR FAMILIES TO GET A LITTLE FRE% AIR = !IR AFFECT$ LUNGS1 TO GA!R A LITTLE /R5G? TO BE ABLE TO )/& ! FATIGUE ( !IR WORK DUR+ ! WEEK4 ,I FOLL[$ ! /EPS ( SOME LABOR] :OSE FACE 9T]E/$ ME2 ,I W\LD HAVE LIK$ TO POSSESS HIS B5T BACK1 HIS DE=M$ H&S TURN$ BR[N ?R\< H>D WORK1 HIS /IFF WALK1 HIS TRU/+ EYES ( A H\SE DOG4444 ,ALAS6444 ,I W\LD HAVE LIK$ TO HAVE EV]Y?+ ,I DID NOT HAVE1 TO BE EV]YBODY ?AT ,I WAS NOT6 444 ,!SE W&]+S :I* R5D]$ ! REALIZATION ( MY D[NFALL EV5 MORE PA9FUL1 DID ME SOME GOOD1 H[EV]1 & ,I US$ TO COME HOME EA* TIME ) ALL SORTS ( C\RAGE\S RESOLUTIONS4444 ,BUT 9 ! EV5+ ,I W\LD SEE ,JULIETTE AGA91 & ,JULIETTE WAS TO ME ! OBLIVION ( ALL HONOR & ALL DUTY4 

,ABOVE ! H\SES ! SKY WAS BRI<T5$ BY A FEEBLE LI<T ANN\NC+ ! APPROA*+ DAWN1 & AT ! 5D ( ! /REET1 9 ! %AD[1 ,I NOTIC$ TWO GL>+ PO9TS1 ! TWO LI<TS ( A C>RIAGE1 VACILLAT+1 SW]V+1 APPROA*+1 :I* RESEMBL$ TWO ]RANT GAS LAMPS4444 ,HOPE REVIV$ 9 ME = A MOM5T 444 ! C>RIAGE CAME NE>]1 DANC+ ON ! PAVEM5T1 ! LI<TS GREW L>G]1 ! RATTL+ QUICK5$4444 ,I ?\<T ,I RECOGNIZ$ ! FAMILI> TRUNDL+ ( ,JULIETTE'S BR\<AM6444 ,BUT NO6444 ,SUDD5LY ! C>RIAGE TURN$ TO ! LEFT & DISAPPE>$4444 ,)9 AN H\R IT W\LD ALREADY BE DAY6 

0,%E WON'T COME6444 ,?IS TIME IT IS ALL OV]1 %E WON'T COME60 

,I CLOS$ ! W9D[1 LAY D[N AGA9 ON ! S(A1 BLOOD SURG+ 9 MY TEMPLES1 ALL MY MEMB]S A*+4444 ,9 VA9 ,I TRI$ TO SLEEP4444 ,I C\LD NOT DO ANY?+ BUT WEEP1 CRY \T3 

0,OH6 ,JULIETTE6 ,JULIETTE60 

,MY *E/ WAS BURN+1 ,I FELT ! S5SATION ( BOIL+ LAVA SWIRL+ 9 MY HEAD4 ,MY ?\<TS W]E 9 CONFUSION1 TURN+ 9TO HALLUC9ATIONS4 ,ALONG ! WALLS ( MY B$ROOM WEASELS W]E *AS+ ONE ANO!R1 JUMP+1 AB&ON+ !MSELVES TO OBSC5E FROLICS4 ,I WAS HOP+ ?AT ,I W\LD SUCCUMB TO FEV]1 ?AT IT W\LD *A9 ME TO MY B$1 ?AT IT W\LD CAUSE MY DEA?4 ,TO BE SICK6 ,AH6 444 YES1 TO BE SICK1 LONG1 =EV]6 ,I HAD VISIONS ( ,JULIETTE 9/ALL+ H]SELF 9 MY ROOM4 ,%E NURS$ ME1 %E LIFT$ MY HEAD TO MAKE ME TAKE M$IC9E1 %E SAW ! DOCTOR TO ! DOOR1 :ILE TALK+ TO HIM 9 A L[ VOICE1 & ! DOCTOR HAD A GRAVE AIR4 

0,NO6 ,NO6 ,MADAME1 NOT ALL IS LO/ YET4 ,CALM Y\RSELF40 

0,AH6 ,DOCTOR1 SAVE HIM1 SAVE MY ,JEAN60 

0,ONLY Y\ CAN SAVE HIM1 BECAUSE IT IS ON ACC\NT ( Y\ ?AT HE IS DY+60 

0,AH6 ,:AT CAN ,I DO8444 ,TELL ME1 DOCTOR1 PLEASE60 

0,Y\ MU/ LOVE HIM1 Y\ MU/ BE GOOD TO HIM40 

,& ,JULIETTE ?REW H]SELF 9TO ! >MS ( ! PHYSICIAN3 

0,NO6 ,IT'S Y\ ,I LOVE6444 ,COME60 

,%E DRAGG$ HIM1 CL++ TO HIS LIPS 444 & 9 ! B$ROOM !Y DANC$ & JUMP$ TO ! CEIL+ & FELL ON MY B$1 5LAC$4 

0,DIE1 MY ,JEAN1 PLEASE DIE6 ,AH6 ,:Y DOES IT TAKE Y\ SO LONG TO DIE80 

,I FELL 9TO A SLUMB]4 ,:5 ,I AWOKE IT WAS BROAD DAYLI<T4 ,BUSSES W]E AGA9 ROLL+ ON ! /REET1 HAWK]S W]E SCREAM+ \T !IR MORN+ YELLS2 ,I HE>D ! SCRAT*+ ( A BROOM SWEEP+ AGA9/ MY DOOR 9 ! HALLWAY :]E PEOPLE W]E PASS+4 

,I W5T \T1 & PROCE$$ 9 ! DIRECTION ( ! ,RUE DE ,BALZAC4 ,AS A MATT] ( FACT ,I HAD NO O!R 9T5TION ?AN TO SEE ,JULIETTE'S H\SE1 TO LOOK 9TO ITS W9D[S & P]HAPS COME ACROSS ,CELE/9E OR ,MO!R ,S\*>D44444 ,MORE ?AN TW5TY TIMES ,I PASS$ BACK & =? ON ! SIDEWALK1 9 FRONT ( IT4 ,! W9D[S ( ! D9+ ROOM W]E OP51 & ,I C\LD SEE ! COPP] PLATES :I* W]E %9+ 9 ! %AD[4 ,A RUG WAS HANG+ FROM ! BALCONY4 ,! W9D[S ( ! B$ROOM W]E CLOS$4 ,:AT WAS !RE BEH9D !SE CLOS$ %UTT]S1 BEH9D ?IS :ITE IMP5ETRABLE WALL8 ,A DIS>RANG$1 UNTIDY B$1 ! HEAVY ODOR ( C>NAL PASSION1 & TWO \T/RET*$ BODIES ASLEEP4 ,! BODY ( ,JULIETTE 444 & :O ELSE8 ,! BODY ( ,MR4 ,EV]YBODY4444 ,A BODY ?AT ,JULIETTE HAD PICK$ UP CASUALLY UND] A CAB>ET TABLE OR ON ! /REET6 ,!Y W]E ASLEEP1 SAT$ ) LU/6 ,! C>ETAK] CAME TO %AKE ! RUG ON ! SIDEWALK4 ,I WALK$ AWAY1 = EV] S9CE ,I HAD LEFT ! AP>TM5T ,I AVOID$ ! MOCK+ GLANCE ( ?IS OLD WOMAN1 ,I BLU%$ EV]Y TIME MY EYES MET H]S1 BULG+ & VICI\S1 SEEM+ TO JE] AT MY MIS=TUNE4444 ,:5 %E WAS F9I%$ ,I RETURN$ TO ! PLACE & /OOD !RE = A LONG TIME TO FRET AGA9/ ?IS WALL BEH9D :I* SOME?+ HORRIBLE WAS GO+ ON & :I* GU>D$ ! CRUEL MY/]Y ( A SPH9X CR\*$ UPON ! SKY4 ,SUDD5LY1 AS IF /RUCK BY ?UND]1 A MAD FURY %OOK ME FROM HEAD TO FOOT &1 )\T REALIZ+ :AT ,I WAS GO+ TO DO1 )\T EV5 ?9K+ ( IT1 ,I 5T]$ ! H\SE1 W5T UP ! /AIRWAY & RANG AT ,JULIETTE'S DOOR4 ,IT WAS ,MO!R ,S\*>D :O OP5$ ! DOOR = ME4 

0,TELL ,MADAME10 ,I %\T$1 0TELL ,MADAME ?AT ,I WANT TO SEE H] IMM$IATELY1 ,I WANT TO SPEAK TO H]4 ,ALSO TELL H] ?AT IF %E DOES NOT COME \T ,I'LL GO & F9D H] MYSELF1 ,I'LL DRAG H] \T ( H] B$1 DO Y\ HE>6 ,TELL H]44440 

,MO!R ,S\*>D1 PALE & TREMBL+1 /AMM]$ \T3 

0,:Y1 MY POOR ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE1 ,MADAME ISN'T 9 !RE4 ,MADAME HAS NOT COME BACK44440 

0,TAKE C>E1 Y\ OLD SORC]ESS6 ,DON'T TRY TO MAKE A FOOL \T ( ME6 ,& DO AS ,I TELL Y\ OR ,I'LL KILL & SMA% EV]YBODY & EV]Y?+--,JULIETTE1 Y\1 ! FURNITURE1 ! H\SE40 

,! OLD S]VANT RAIS$ H] >MS TO ! CEIL+ 9 BEWILD]M5T4 

0,I SWE> TO Y\ BY ! ,LORD6 ,%E HAS NOT COME BACK YET1 ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE6 ,GO 9TO H] B$ROOM & SEE = Y\RSELF6 ,I AM TELL+ Y\60 

,9 TWO B\NDS ,I WAS 9 ! B$ROOM 444 ! B$ROOM WAS EMPTY 444 ! B$ HAD NOT BE5 T\*$4 ,MO!R ,S\*>D FOLL[$ EV]Y /EP ,I MADE1 REPEAT+3 

0,SEE1 ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE6 ,SEE6 ,BECAUSE Y\ >E NO LONG] TOGE!R4 ,AT ?IS H\R64440 

,I PASS$ 9TO ! DRESS+ ROOM4 ,EV]Y?+ WAS 9 ORD] JU/ AS IT HAD BE5 :5 WE US$ TO COME HOME LATE AT NI<T4 ,JULIETTE'S ?+S W]E LY+ ON ! S(A1 A BOIL] FULL ( WAT] WAS ON ! GAS /OVE4 

0,& :]E IS %E80 ,I ASK$4 

0,AH6 ,MONSIEUR10 ,MO!R ,S\*>D REPLI$1 0DOES ANYBODY KN[ :]E ,MADAME GOES8 ,!RE WAS A MAN H]E ?IS MORN+ :O LOOK$ LIKE SOME K9D ( A VALET & SPOKE TO ,CELE/9E1 & !N ,CELE/9E W5T \T TAK+ ) H] A *ANGE ( CLO!S = ,MADAME4444 ,?AT'S ALL ,I KN[60 

,:ILE PR[L+ 9 ! /UDY ,I F\ND ! C>D :I* ,I HAD S5T H] ! DAY BE=E4 

0,DID ,MADAME READ ?IS80 

0,PROBABLY NOT40 

0,& Y\ DON'T KN[ :]E %E IS80 

0,:Y1 ,I AM SURE ,I DON'T KN[4 ,MADAME NEV] TELLS ME H] AFFAIRS40 

,I W5T BACK TO ! B$ROOM1 SEAT$ MYSELF ON A LONG C\*4 

0,ALL RI<T1 ,MADAME ,S\*>D4 ,I AM GO+ TO WAIT H]E4 ,& LET ME TELL Y\ ?AT SOME?+ FUNNY IS GO+ TO HAPP56 ,HA6 ,HA6 ,9 ! 5D1 Y\ SEE1 ,MO!R ,S\*>D1 ?IS ?+ IS B\ND TO COME TO A HEAD4 ,I HAVE BE5 PATI5T LONG 5\<4 ,I HAVE BE54444 ,WELL1 ?AT'S 5\<60 

,I %OOK MY FI/ 9 ! AIR4 

0,& IT IS GO+ TO BE V]Y FUNNY1 ,MO!R ,S\*>D6444 & Y\'LL BE ABLE TO BRAG AB\T HAV+ TAK5 P>T 9 SOME?+ V]Y FUNNY1 SOME?+ Y\'LL NEV] =GET1 NEV]6 ,Y\'LL DREAM AB\T IT AT NI<T ) T]ROR1 SO HELP ME ,GOD60 

0,OH6 ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE6 ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE10 ! OLD WOMAN IMPLOR$4 0,= ! LOVE ( ,GOD CALM Y\RSELF4 ,GO AWAY6 ,Y\'LL COMMIT A CRIME AS SURE AS ,I LIVE6 ,& :AT IS IT Y\ >E GO+ TO DO1 ,MONSIEUR ,M9TIE8 ,:AT >E Y\ GO+ TO DO80 

,AT ?IS MOM5T1 ,SPY1 HAV+ COME \T ( HIS CORN]1 WAS ADVANC+ T[>D ME1 %AK+ HIS BACK1 DANC+ ON HIS H9D LEGS LIKE ?OSE ( A SPID]4 ,& ,I LOOK$ AT ,SPY P]SI/5TLY4 ,I WAS ?9K+ ?AT ,SPY WAS ! ONLY CREATURE ?AT ,JULIETTE LOV$1 ?AT TO KILL ,SPY W\LD BE TO 9FLICT ! GREATE/ SORR[ ON ,JULIETTE6 ,! DOG RAIS$ ITS PAWS T[>D ME & TRI$ TO GET ON MY LAP4 ,HE SEEM$ TO SAY3 

0,EV5 IF Y\ DO SUFF] SO MU*1 ,I AM NOT TO BLAME = IT4 ,TO AV5GE Y\RSELF ON ME--SO SMALL1 SO FEEBLE1 SO TRU/FUL1 W\LD BE C[>DLY4 ,& !N Y\ ?9K %E REALLY LOVES ME SO MU*6 ,I AMUSE H] AS A PLAY?+1 ,I S]VE AS A DI/RACTION = H] = A MOM5T & ?AT IS ALL4 ,IF Y\ KILL ME N[ %E WILL GET ANO!R LITTLE DOG LIKE ME ?IS V]Y EV5+1 ONE :OM %E WILL CALL ,SPY AS %E DID ME & :OM %E WILL OV]:ELM ) C>ESSES AS %E DID ME1 & NO?+ WILL BE *ANG$60 

,I DID NOT HE$ ,SPY ANY MORE ?AN ,I HE$$ ANY ( ! VOICES ?AT SPOKE )9 ME :5EV] EVIL WAS DRAW+ ME ON TO COMMIT SOME REPREH5SIBLE DE$4 

,BRUTALLY1 F]OCI\SLY ,I SEIZ$ ! LITTLE DOG BY HIS H9D LEGS4 

0,H]E IS :AT ,I AM GO+ TO DO1 ,MO!R ,S\*>D60 ,I %\T$4 0,LOOK60 

,& HURL+ ,SPY 9TO ! AIR ) ALL MY =CE SO ?AT HE TURN$ OV] SEV]AL TIMES1 ,I CRA%$ HIS HEAD AGA9/ ! CORN] ( ! FIREPLACE4 ,BLOOD /REAM$ ALL OV] ! LOOK+-GLASS & ! HANG+S1 BITS ( BRA9S /UCK TO ! C&LE/ICKS & A TORN-\T EYE FELL ON ! C>PET4 

0,:AT AM ,I GO+ TO DO1 ,MO!R ,S\*>D80 ,I REPEAT$1 FL++ ! CADAV] 9TO ! MIDDLE ( ! B$ UPON :I* A POOL ( BLOOD APPE>$4 0,:AT AM ,I GO+ TO DO8 ,HA1 ,HA6 ,Y\ SEE ?IS BLOOD1 ?IS EYE1 !SE BRA9S1 ?IS CADAV]1 ?IS B$6 ,HA1 ,HA6 ,WELL1 ?AT'S :AT ,I AM GO+ TO DO TO ,JULIETTE1 ,MO!R ,S\*>D6 ,?AT'S :AT ,I AM GO+ TO DO TO ,JULIETTE1 DO Y\ HE> ME1 Y\ OLD DRUNK>D60 

0,AH6 = ! LIFE ( ME60 ,MO!R ,S\*>D /AMM]$ \T1 T]RIFI$4 0,= ! LIFE ( ! GOOD ,LORD1 ,I44440 

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