,P>T #f1 ,*APT] #bc #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,DOLLY WAS WANT+ TO GO TO B$ :5 ,ANNA CAME 9 TO SEE H]1 ATTIR$ = ! NI H] HE>T1 & EV]Y TIME AFT] A FEW WORDS %E HAD /OPP$3 0,AFT]W>DS1 BY \RSELVES1 WE'LL TALK AB\T EV]Y?+4 ,I'VE GOT SO MU* ,I WANT TO TELL Y\10 %E SAID4 ,N[ !Y W]E BY !MSELVES1 & ,ANNA DID NOT KN[ :AT TO TALK AB\T4 ,%E SAT 9 ! W9D[ LOOK+ AT ,DOLLY1 & GO+ OV] 9 H] [N M9D ALL ! /ORES ( 9TIMATE TALK :I* HAD SEEM$ SO 9EXHAU/IBLE BE=EH&1 & %E F\ND NO?+4 ,AT ?AT MOM5T IT SEEM$ TO H] ?AT EV]Y?+ HAD BE5 SAID ALREADY4 0,WELL1 :AT ( ,KITTY80 %E SAID ) A HEAVY SI<1 LOOK+ P5IT5TLY AT ,DOLLY4 0,TELL ME ! TRU?1 ,DOLLY3 ISN'T %E ANGRY ) ME80 0,ANGRY8 ,OH1 NO60 SAID ,D>YA ,ALEX&ROVNA1 SMIL+4 0,BUT %E HATES ME1 DESPISES ME80 0,OH1 NO6 ,BUT Y\ KN[ ?AT SORT ( ?+ ISN'T =GIV540 0,YES1 YES10 SAID ,ANNA1 TURN+ AWAY & LOOK+ \T ( ! OP5 W9D[4 0,BUT ,I WAS NOT TO BLAME4 ,& :O IS TO BLAME8 ,:AT'S ! MEAN+ ( BE+ TO BLAME8 ,C\LD IT HAVE BE5 O!RWISE8 ,:AT DO Y\ ?9K8 ,C\LD IT POSSIBLY HAVE HAPP5$ ?AT Y\ DIDN'T BECOME ! WIFE ( ,/IVA80 0,REALLY1 ,I DON'T KN[4 ,BUT ?IS IS :AT ,I WANT Y\ TO TELL ME4440 0,YES1 YES1 BUT WE'VE NOT F9I%$ AB\T ,KITTY4 ,IS %E HAPPY8 ,HE'S A V]Y NICE MAN1 !Y SAY40 0,HE'S MU* MORE ?AN V]Y NICE4 ,I DON'T KN[ A BETT] MAN40 0,AH1 H[ GLAD ,I AM6 ,I'M SO GLAD6 ,MU* MORE ?AN V]Y NICE10 %E REPEAT$4 ,DOLLY SMIL$4 0,BUT TELL ME AB\T Y\RSELF4 ,WE'VE A GREAT DEAL TO TALK AB\T4 ,& ,I'VE HAD A TALK )4440 ,DOLLY DID NOT KN[ :AT TO CALL HIM4 ,%E FELT IT AWKW>D TO CALL HIM EI!R ! C\NT OR ,ALEXEY ,KIRILLOVIT*4 0,) ,ALEXEY10 SAID ,ANNA1 0,I KN[ :AT Y\ TALK$ AB\T4 ,BUT ,I WANT$ TO ASK Y\ DIRECTLY :AT Y\ ?9K ( ME1 ( MY LIFE80 0,H[ AM ,I TO SAY LIKE ?AT /RAIE NOT ALONE4444 ,BUT WE CAME H]E E>LY 9 ! SPR+1 LIV$ QUITE ALONE1 & %ALL BE ALONE AGA91 & ,I DESIRE NO?+ BETT]4 ,BUT IMAG9E ME LIV+ ALONE )\T HIM1 ALONE1 & ?AT WILL BE 444 ,I SEE BY EV]Y?+ ?AT IT WILL (T5 BE REPEAT$1 ?AT HE WILL BE HALF ! TIME AWAY FROM HOME10 %E SAID1 GETT+ UP & SITT+ D[N CLOSE BY ,DOLLY4 0,( C\RSE10 %E 9T]RUPT$ ,DOLLY1 :O W\LD HAVE ANSW]$1 0( C\RSE ,I WON'T TRY TO KEEP HIM BY =CE4 ,I DON'T KEEP HIM 9DE$4 ,! RACES >E JU/ COM+1 HIS HORSES >E RUNN+1 HE WILL GO4 ,I'M V]Y GLAD4 ,BUT ?9K ( ME1 FANCY MY POSITION4444 ,BUT :AT'S ! USE ( TALK+ AB\T IT80 ,%E SMIL$4 0,WELL1 :AT DID HE TALK AB\T ) Y\80 0,HE SPOKE ( :AT ,I WANT TO SPEAK AB\T ( MYSELF1 & IT'S EASY = ME TO BE HIS ADVOCATE2 ( :E!R !RE IS NOT A POSSIBILITY 444 :E!R Y\ C\LD NOT4440 7,D>YA ,ALEX&ROVNA HESITAT$7 0CORRECT1 IMPROVE Y\R POSITION4444 ,Y\ KN[ H[ ,I LOOK AT IT4444 ,BUT ALL ! SAME1 IF POSSIBLE1 Y\ %\LD GET M>RI$44440 0,DIVORCE1 Y\ MEAN80 SAID ,ANNA4 0,DO Y\ KN[1 ! ONLY WOMAN :O CAME TO SEE ME 9 ,PET]SBURG WAS ,BETSY ,TV]SKAYA8 ,Y\ KN[ H]1 ( C\RSE8 ,AU FOND1 C'E/ LA FEMME LA PLUS DEPRAVEE QUI EXI/E4 ,%E HAD AN 9TRIGUE ) ,TU%KEVIT*1 DECEIV+ H] HUSB& 9 ! BASE/ WAY4 ,& %E TOLD ME ?AT %E DID NOT C>E TO KN[ ME SO LONG AS MY POSITION WAS IRREGUL>4 ,DON'T IMAG9E ,I W\LD COMP>E 444 ,I KN[ Y\1 D>L+4 ,BUT ,I C\LD NOT HELP REMEMB]+4444 ,WELL1 SO :AT DID HE SAY TO Y\80 %E REPEAT$4 0,HE SAID ?AT HE WAS UNHAPPY ON Y\R ACC\NT & HIS [N4 ,P]HAPS Y\ WILL SAY ?AT IT'S EGOISM1 BUT :AT A LEGITIMATE & NOBLE EGOISM4 ,HE WANTS FIR/ ( ALL TO LEGITIMIZE HIS DAUE SO IMM5SE ?AT ALL ?AT ONE FEELS = ! FIR/ 9/ANT IS ?AT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO TAKE IT ALL 91 & ?AT ONE WILL HAVE TO REFLECT A GREAT1 GREAT DEAL UPON IT4 ,?IS DISCOV]Y1 SUDD5LY ?R[+ LI\S$ SO MANY IDEAS1 REFLECTIONS1 & CONTRADICTORY EMOTIONS1 ?AT %E HAD NO?+ TO SAY1 & SIMPLY GAZ$ ) WIDE-OP5 EYES ( WOND] AT ,ANNA4 ,?IS WAS ! V]Y ?+ %E HAD BE5 DREAM+ (1 BUT N[ LE>N+ ?AT IT WAS POSSIBLE1 %E WAS HORRIFI$4 ,%E FELT ?AT IT WAS TOO SIMPLE A SOLUTION ( TOO COMPLICAT$ A PROBLEM4 0,N'E/-CE PAS IMMORAL80 WAS ALL %E SAID1 AFT] A BRIEF PAUSE4 0,:Y SO8 ,?9K1 ,I HAVE A *OICE BETWE5 TWO ALT]NATIVES3 EI!R TO BE ) *ILD1 ?AT IS AN 9VALID1 OR TO BE ! FRI5D & COMPANION ( MY HUSB&--PRACTICALLY MY HUSB&10 ,ANNA SAID 9 A TONE 9T5TIONALLY SUP]FICIAL & FRIVOL\S4 0,YES1 YES10 SAID ,D>YA ,ALEX&ROVNA1 HE>+ ! V]Y >GUM5TS %E HAD US$ TO H]SELF1 & NOT F9D+ ! SAME =CE 9 !M AS BE=E4 0,= Y\1 = O!R PEOPLE10 SAID ,ANNA1 AS ?\< DIV9+ H] ?\Y RAPIDITY1 AS HAPP5S DUR+ MOM5TS ( EXCITEM5T2 IDEAS & MEMORIES RU%$ 9TO ,D>YA ,ALEX&ROVNA'S HEAD4 0,I10 %E ?\M+4 ,& H[EV] :ITE & BEAUTIFUL H] B>E >MS >E1 H[EV] BEAUTIFUL H] FULL FIGURE & H] EAG] FACE UND] H] BLACK CURLS1 HE WILL F9D SOME?+ BETT] /ILL1 JU/ AS MY DISGU/+1 PITIFUL1 & *>M+ HUSB& DOES40 ,DOLLY MADE NO ANSW]1 %E M]ELY SI<$4 ,ANNA NOTIC$ ?IS SI<1 9DICAT+ DISS5T1 & %E W5T ON4 ,9 H] >MORY %E HAD O!R >GUM5TS SO /RONG ?AT NO ANSW] C\LD BE MADE TO !M4 0,DO Y\ SAY ?AT IT'S NOT RIE MY *ILDR5 TO BE8 ,ILL-FAT$ *ILDR51 :O WILL HAVE TO BE> A /RANG]'S NAME4 ,= ! V]Y FACT ( !IR BIR? !Y WILL BE =C$ TO BE A%AM$ ( !IR MO!R1 !IR FA!R1 !IR BIR?40 0,BUT ?AT IS JU/ :Y A DIVORCE IS NECESS>Y40 ,BUT ,ANNA DID NOT HE> H]4 ,%E LONG$ TO GIVE UTT]ANCE TO ALL ! >GUM5TS ) :I* %E HAD SO MANY TIMES CONV9C$ H]SELF4 0,:AT IS REASON GIV5 ME =1 IF ,I AM NOT TO USE IT TO AVOID BR++ UNHAPPY BE+S 9TO ! WORLD60 ,%E LOOK$ AT ,DOLLY1 BUT )\T WAIT+ = A REPLY %E W5T ON3 0,I %\LD ALWAYS FEEL ,I HAD WRONG$ !SE UNHAPPY *ILDR510 %E SAID4 0,IF !Y >E NOT1 AT ANY RATE !Y >E NOT UNHAPPY2 :ILE IF !Y >E UNHAPPY1 ,I ALONE %\LD BE TO BLAME = IT40 ,!SE W]E ! V]Y >GUM5TS ,D>YA ,ALEX&ROVNA HAD US$ 9 H] [N REFLECTIONS2 BUT %E HE>D !M )\T UND]/&+ !M4 0,H[ CAN ONE WRONG CREATURES ?AT DON'T EXI/80 %E ?\GUM5TS & ! POV]TY ( ,DOLLY'S OBJECTIONS1 SEEM+ /ILL TO ADMIT ?AT IT WAS NOT RIYA ,ALEX&ROVNA MADE NO REPLY4 ,%E SUDD5LY FELT ?AT %E HAD GOT F> AWAY FROM ,ANNA2 ?AT !RE LAY BETWE5 !M A B>RI] ( QUE/IONS ON :I* !Y C\LD NEV] AGREE1 & AB\T :I* IT WAS BETT] NOT TO SPEAK4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #f1 ,*APT] #bc -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#e1 #bag 3 ,P>T #f1 ,*APT] #bc -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/