,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #d #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 0,!Y'VE COME60 0,H]E HE IS60 0,:I* ONE80 0,RA!R Y\NG1 EH80 0,:Y1 MY DE> S\L1 %E LOOKS MORE DEAD ?AN ALIVE60 W]E ! COMM5TS 9 ! CR[D1 :5 ,LEV91 MEET+ HIS BRIDE 9 ! 5TRANCE1 WALK$ ) H] 9TO ! *UR*4 ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* TOLD HIS WIFE ! CAUSE ( ! DELAY1 & ! GUE/S W]E :ISP]+ IT ) SMILES TO ONE ANO!R4 ,LEV9 SAW NO?+ & NO ONE2 HE DID NOT TAKE HIS EYES (F HIS BRIDE4 ,EV]YONE SAID %E HAD LO/ H] LOOKS DREADFULLY ( LATE1 & WAS NOT NE>LY SO PRETTY ON H] W$D+ DAY AS USUAL2 BUT ,LEV9 DID NOT ?9K SO4 ,HE LOOK$ AT H] HAIR DONE UP HI<1 ) ! LONG :ITE VEIL & :ITE FL[]S & ! HI<1 /&UP1 SCALLOP$ COLL>1 ?AT 9 SU* A MAID5LY FA%ION HID H] LONG NECK AT ! SIDES & ONLY %[$ IT 9 FRONT1 H] /RIK+LY SL5D] FIGURE1 & IT SEEM$ TO HIM ?AT %E LOOK$ BETT] ?AN EV]--NOT BECAUSE !SE FL[]S1 ?IS VEIL1 ?IS G[N FROM ,P>IS ADD$ ANY?+ TO H] BEAUTY2 BUT BECAUSE1 9 SPITE ( ! ELABORATE SUMPTU\SNESS ( H] ATTIRE1 ! EXPRESSION ( H] SWEET FACE1 ( H] EYES1 ( H] LIPS WAS /ILL H] [N *>ACT]I/IC EXPRESSION ( GUILELESS TRU?FULNESS4 0,I WAS BEG9N+ TO ?9K Y\ MEANT TO RUN AWAY10 %E SAID1 & SMIL$ TO HIM4 0,IT'S SO /UPID1 :AT HAPP5$ TO ME1 ,I'M A%AM$ TO SPEAK ( IT60 HE SAID1 R$D5+1 & HE WAS OBLIG$ TO TURN TO ,S]GEY ,IVANOVIT*1 :O CAME UP TO HIM4 0,?IS IS A PRETTY /ORY ( Y\RS AB\T ! %IRT60 SAID ,S]GEY ,IVANOVIT*1 %AK+ HIS HEAD & SMIL+4 0,YES1 YES60 ANSW]$ ,LEV91 )\T AN IDEA ( :AT !Y W]E TALK+ AB\T4 0,N[1 ,KO/YA1 Y\ HAVE TO DECIDE10 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* ) AN AIR ( MOCK DISMAY1 0A WEIE AT ?IS MOM5T JU/ 9 ! HUMOR TO APPRECIATE ALL ITS GRAVITY4 ,!Y ASK ME1 >E !Y TO LIKADYEVIT*1 SMIL+4 0,H[ SILLY M5 >E1 ?\<1 9 ?IS POSITION10 HE SAID TO ,T*IRIKOV1 :5 ,LEV91 AFT] LOOK+ ABS5TLY AT HIM1 HAD MOV$ BACK TO HIS BRIDE4 0,KITTY1 M9D Y\'RE ! FIR/ TO /EP ON ! C>PET10 SAID ,C\NTESS ,NORD/ON1 COM+ UP4 0,Y\'RE A NICE P]SON60 %E SAID TO ,LEV94 0,>5'T Y\ FRIYA ,DMITRIEVNA1 AN OLD AUNT4 0,>E Y\ COLD8 ,Y\'RE PALE4 ,/OP A M9UTE1 /OOP D[N10 SAID ,KITTY'S SI/]1 ,MADAME ,LVOVA1 & ) H] PLUMP1 H&SOME >MS %E SMIL+LY SET /RAIT ( ! *UR*4 ,! PRIE/ TURN$ TO ,LEV9 SAY+ SOME?+4 ,LEV9 DID NOT HE> :AT ! PRIE/ SAID4 0,TAKE ! BRIDE'S H& & LEAD H] UP10 ! BE/ MAN SAID TO ,LEV94 ,IT WAS A LONG :ILE BE=E ,LEV9 C\LD MAKE \T :AT WAS EXPECT$ ( HIM4 ,= A LONG TIME !Y TRI$ TO SET HIM RIM OR ) ! WRONG >M--TILL HE UND]/OOD AT LA/ ?AT :AT HE HAD TO DO WAS1 )\T *ANG+ HIS POSITION1 TO TAKE H] RID FALL+ FROM ! C&LES4 ,! LITTLE OLD PRIE/ 9 HIS ECCLESIA/ICAL CAP1 ) HIS LONG SILV]Y-GRAY LOCKS ( HAIR P>T$ BEH9D HIS E>S1 WAS FUMBL+ ) SOME?+ AT ! LECT]N1 PUTT+ \T HIS LITTLE OLD H&S FROM UND] ! HEAVY SILV] VE/M5T ) ! GOLD CROSS ON ! BACK ( IT4 ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* APPROA*$ HIM CAUTI\SLY1 :ISP]$ SOME?+1 & MAK+ A SIGN TO ,LEV91 WALK$ BACK AGA94 ,! PRIE/ LIY & MELAN*OLY EYES AT ! BRIDE & BRIDEGROOM1 SI<$1 & PUTT+ HIS RICELY P]CEPTIBLE QUIV] ( H] LIPS & EYELA%ES HE KNEW %E WAS AW>E ( HIS EYES UPON H]4 ,%E DID NOT LOOK R\ND1 BUT ! HI< SCALLOP$ COLL>1 ?AT REA*$ H] LITTLE P9K E>1 TREMBL$ FA9TLY4 ,HE SAW ?AT A SI< WAS HELD BACK 9 H] ?ROAT1 & ! LITTLE H& 9 ! LONG GLOVE %OOK AS IT HELD ! C&LE4 ,ALL ! FUSS ( ! %IRT1 ( BE+ LATE1 ALL ! TALK ( FRI5DS & RELATIONS1 !IR ANNOYANCE1 HIS LUDICR\S POSITION--ALL SUDD5LY PASS$ AWAY & HE WAS FILL$ ) JOY & DREAD4 ,! H&SOME1 /ATELY HEAD-DEACON WE>+ A SILV] ROBE & HIS CURLY LOCKS /&+ \T AT EA* SIDE ( HIS HEAD1 /EPP$ SM>TLY =W>D1 & LIFT+ HIS /OLE ON TWO F+]S1 /OOD OPPOSITE ! PRIE/4 0,BLESS$ BE ! NAME ( ! ,LORD10 ! SOLEMN SYLLABLES RANG \T SL[LY ONE AFT] ANO!R1 SETT+ ! AIR QUIV]+ ) WAVES ( S\ND4 0,BLESS$ IS ! NAME ( \R ,GOD1 FROM ! BEG9N+1 IS N[1 & EV] %ALL BE10 ! LITTLE OLD PRIE/ ANSW]$ 9 A SUBMISSIVE1 PIP+ VOICE1 /ILL F+]+ SOME?+ AT ! LECT]N4 ,& ! FULL *ORUS ( ! UNSE5 *OIR ROSE UP1 FILL+ ! :OLE *UR*1 FROM ! W9D[S TO ! VAULT$ RO(1 ) BROAD WAVES ( MELODY4 ,IT GREW /RONG]1 RE/$ = AN 9/ANT1 & SL[LY DI$ AWAY4 ,!Y PRAY$1 AS !Y ALWAYS DO1 = PEACE FROM ON HI< & = SALVATION1 = ! ,HOLY ,SYNOD1 & = ! ,CZ>2 !Y PRAY$1 TOO1 = ! S]VANTS ( ,GOD1 ,KON/ANT9 & ,EKAT]9A1 N[ PLID ! WORDS1 & !Y IMPRESS$ HIM4 0,H[ DID !Y GUESS ?AT IT IS HELP1 JU/ HELP ?AT ONE WANTS80 HE ?\S & D\BTS ( LATE4 0,:AT DO ,I KN[8 :AT CAN ,I DO 9 ?IS FE>FUL BUS9ESS10 HE ?\ATE10 HE READ 9 A G5TLE1 PIP+ VOICE3 0:O HA/ ORDA9$ ! UNION ( HOLY W$LOCK ?AT CANNOT BE SET ASUND]1 ,?\ :O DID/ BLESS ,ISAAC & ,REBECCA & !IR DESC5DANTS1 ACCORD+ TO ,?Y ,HOLY ,COV5ANT2 BLESS ,?Y S]VANTS1 ,KON/ANT9 & ,EKAT]9A1 LEAD+ !M 9 ! PA? ( ALL GOOD WORKS4 ,= GRACI\S & M]CIFUL >T ,?\1 \R ,LORD1 & GLORY BE TO ,!E1 ! ,FA!R1 ! ,SON1 & ! ,HOLY ,ATE4' ,:AT DEEP MEAN+ 9 ?OSE WORDS1 & H[ !Y CORRESPOND ) :AT ONE FEELS AT ?IS MOM5T10 ?\D !M1 9 FACT4 ,%E C\LD NOT LI/5 TO !M & TAKE !M 91 SO /RONG WAS ! ONE FEEL+ ?AT FILL$ H] BREA/ & GREW /RONG] & /RONG]4 ,?AT FEEL+ WAS JOY AT ! COMPLETION ( ! PROCESS ?AT = ! LA/ MON? & A HALF HAD BE5 GO+ ON 9 H] S\L1 & HAD DUR+ ?OSE SIX WEEKS BE5 A JOY & A TORTURE TO H]4 ,ON ! DAY :5 9 ! DRAW+ ROOM ( ! H\SE 9 ,>BATY ,/REET %E HAD GONE UP TO HIM 9 H] BR[N DRESS1 & GIV5 H]SELF TO HIM )\T A WORD--ON ?AT DAY1 AT ?AT H\R1 !RE TOOK PLACE 9 H] HE>T A COMPLETE SEV]ANCE FROM ALL H] OLD LIFE1 & A QUITE DIFF]5T1 NEW1 UTT]LY /RANGE LIFE HAD BEGUN = H]1 :ILE ! OLD LIFE WAS ACTUALLY GO+ ON AS BE=E4 ,?OSE SIX WEEKS HAD = H] BE5 A TIME ( ! UTMO/ BLISS & ! UTMO/ MIS]Y4 ,ALL H] LIFE1 ALL H] DESIRES & HOPES W]E CONC5TRAT$ ON ?IS ONE MAN1 /ILL UNCOMPREH5D$ BY H]1 TO :OM %E WAS B\ND BY A FEEL+ ( ALT]NATE ATTRACTION & REPULSION1 EV5 LESS COMPREH5D$ ?AN ! MAN HIMSELF1 & ALL ! :ILE %E WAS GO+ ON LIV+ 9 ! \TW>D CONDITIONS ( H] OLD LIFE4 ,LIV+ ! OLD LIFE1 %E WAS HORRIFI$ AT H]SELF1 AT H] UTT] 9SURM\NTABLE CALL\SNESS TO ALL H] [N PA/1 TO ?+S1 TO HABITS1 TO ! PEOPLE %E HAD LOV$1 :O LOV$ H]--TO H] MO!R1 :O WAS W\ND$ BY H] 9DIFF]5CE1 TO H] K9D1 T5D] FA!R1 TILL !N DE>] ?AN ALL ! WORLD4 ,AT ONE MOM5T %E WAS HORRIFI$ AT ?IS 9DIFF]5CE1 AT ANO!R %E REJOIC$ AT :AT HAD BR\T FROM LIFE ) ?IS MAN2 BUT ?IS NEW LIFE WAS NOT YET1 & %E C\LD NOT EV5 PICTURE IT CLE>LY TO H]SELF4 ,!RE WAS ONLY ANTICIPATION1 ! DREAD & JOY ( ! NEW & ! UNKN[N4 ,& N[ BEHOLD--ANTICIPATION & UNC]TA9TY & REMORSE AT ! AB&ONM5T ( ! OLD LIFE--ALL WAS 5D+1 & ! NEW WAS BEG9N+4 ,?IS NEW LIFE C\LD NOT BUT HAVE T]RORS = H] 9EXP]I5CE2 BUT1 T]RIBLE OR NOT1 ! *ANGE HAD BE5 WR\T4 ,TURN+ AGA9 TO ! LECT]N1 ! PRIE/ ) SOME DIFFICULTY TOOK ,KITTY'S LITTLE R+1 & ASK+ ,LEV9 = HIS H&1 PUT IT ON ! FIR/ JO9T ( HIS F+]4 0,! S]VANT ( ,GOD1 ,KON/ANT91 PLIKADYEVIT* /EPP$ =W>D TO SET !M RIY1 9 !IR P]PLEXITY OV] !IR H&S !Y LOOK$ MORE GRAVE & DEEPLY MOV$ ?AN BE=E1 & ! SMILE ) :I* ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* :ISP]$ TO !M ?AT N[ !Y W\LD EA* PUT ON !IR [N R+ DI$ AWAY ON HIS LIPS4 ,HE HAD A FEEL+ ?AT ANY SMILE W\LD J> ON !M4 0,?\ :O DID/ FROM ! BEG9N+ CREATE MALE & FEMALE10 ! PRIE/ READ AFT] ! EX*ANGE ( R+S1 0FROM ,!E WOMAN WAS GIV5 TO MAN TO BE A HELPMEET TO HIM1 & = ! PROCREATION ( *ILDR54 ,O ,LORD1 \R ,GOD1 :O HA/ P\R$ D[N ! BLESS+S ( ,?Y ,TRU? ACCORD+ TO ,?Y ,HOLY ,COV5ANT UPON ,?Y *OS5 S]VANTS1 \R FA!RS1 FROM G5]ATION TO G5]ATION1 BLESS ,?Y S]VANTS ,KON/ANT9 & ,EKAT]9A1 & MAKE !IR TRO? FA/ 9 FAI?1 & UNION ( HE>TS1 & TRU?1 & LOVE44440 ,LEV9 FELT MORE & MORE ?AT ALL HIS IDEAS ( M>RIAGE1 ALL HIS DREAMS ( H[ HE W\LD ORD] HIS LIFE1 W]E M]E *ILDI%NESS1 & ?AT IT WAS SOME?+ HE HAD NOT UND]/OOD HI!RTO1 & N[ UND]/OOD LESS ?AN EV]1 ?\< IT WAS BE+ P]=M$ UPON HIM4 ,! LUMP 9 HIS ?ROAT ROSE HI<] & HI<]1 TE>S ?AT W\LD NOT BE *ECK$ CAME 9TO HIS EYES4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #d -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#d1 #bag 3 ,P>T #e1 ,*APT] #d -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/