,P>T #d1 ,*APT] #bb #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*1 ) ! SAME SOME:AT SOLEMN EXPRESSION ) :I* HE US$ TO TAKE HIS PRESID5TIAL *AIR AT HIS BO>D1 WALK$ 9TO ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*'S ROOM4 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* WAS WALK+ AB\T HIS ROOM ) HIS H&S BEH9D HIS BACK1 ?9K+ ( JU/ :AT ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* HAD BE5 DISCUSS+ ) HIS WIFE4 0,I'M NOT 9T]RUPT+ Y\80 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*1 ON ! SIE ( A S5SE ( EMB>RASSM5T UNUSUAL ) HIM4 ,TO CONCEAL ?IS EMB>RASSM5T HE TOOK \T A CIG>ETTE CASE HE HAD JU/ B\ETTE \T ( IT4 0,NO4 ,DO Y\ WANT ANY?+80 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* ASK$ )\T EAG]NESS4 0,YES1 ,I WI%$ 444 ,I WANT$ 444 YES1 ,I WANT$ TO TALK TO Y\10 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*1 ) SURPRISE AW>E ( AN UNACCU/OM$ TIMIDITY4 ,?IS FEEL+ WAS SO UNEXPECT$ & SO /RANGE ?AT HE DID NOT BELIEVE IT WAS ! VOICE ( CONSCI5CE TELL+ HIM ?AT :AT HE WAS MEAN+ TO DO WAS WRONG4 ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* MADE AN EF=T & /RUGGL$ ) ! TIMIDITY ?AT HAD COME OV] HIM4 0,I HOPE Y\ BELIEVE 9 MY LOVE = MY SI/] & MY S9C]E AFFECTION & RESPECT = Y\10 HE SAID1 R$D5+4 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* /OOD /ILL & SAID NO?+1 BUT HIS FACE /RUCK ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* BY ITS EXPRESSION ( AN UNRESI/+ SACRIFICE4 0,I 9T5D$ 444 ,I WANT$ TO HAVE A LITTLE TALK ) Y\ AB\T MY SI/] & Y\R MUTUAL POSITION10 HE SAID1 /ILL /RUGGL+ ) AN UNACCU/OM$ CON/RA9T4 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* SMIL$ M\RNFULLY1 LOOK$ AT HIS BRO!R-9-LAW1 & )\T ANSW]+ W5T UP TO ! TABLE1 TOOK FROM IT AN UNF9I%$ LETT]1 & H&$ IT TO HIS BRO!R-9-LAW4 0,I ?9K UNCEAS+LY ( ! SAME ?+4 ,& H]E IS :AT ,I HAD BEGUN WRIT+1 ?9K+ ,I C\LD SAY IT BETT] BY LETT]1 & ?AT MY PRES5CE IRRITATES H]10 HE SAID1 AS HE GAVE HIM ! LETT]4 ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* TOOK ! LETT]1 LOOK$ ) 9CR$UL\S SURPRISE AT ! LU/]LESS EYES FIX$ SO IMMOVABLY ON HIM1 & BEGAN TO READ4 0,I SEE ?AT MY PRES5CE IS IRKSOME TO Y\4 ,PA9FUL AS IT IS TO ME TO BELIEVE IT1 ,I SEE ?AT IT IS SO1 & CANNOT BE O!RWISE4 ,I DON'T BLAME Y\1 & ,GOD IS MY WITNESS ?AT ON SEE+ Y\ AT ! TIME ( Y\R ILLNESS ,I RESOLV$ ) MY :OLE HE>T TO =GET ALL ?AT HAD PASS$ BETWE5 US & TO BEG9 A NEW LIFE4 ,I DO NOT REGRET1 & %ALL NEV] REGRET1 :AT ,I HAVE DONE2 BUT ,I HAVE DESIR$ ONE ?+--Y\R GOOD1 ! GOOD ( Y\R S\L--& N[ ,I SEE ,I HAVE NOT ATTA9$ ?AT4 ,TELL ME Y\RSELF :AT WILL GIVE Y\ TRUE HAPP9ESS & PEACE TO Y\R S\L4 ,I PUT MYSELF 5TIRELY 9 Y\R H&S1 & TRU/ TO Y\R FEEL+ ( :AT'S RIKADYEVIT* H&$ BACK ! LETT]1 & ) ! SAME SURPRISE CONT9U$ LOOK+ AT HIS BRO!R-9-LAW1 NOT KN[+ :AT TO SAY4 ,?IS SIL5CE WAS SO AWKW>D = BO? ( !M ?AT ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*'S LIPS BEGAN TWIT*+ N]V\SLY1 :ILE HE /ILL GAZ$ )\T SPEAK+ AT ,K>59'S FACE4 0,?AT'S :AT ,I WANT$ TO SAY TO H]10 SAID ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 TURN+ AWAY4 0,YES1 YES4440 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*1 NOT ABLE TO ANSW] = ! TE>S ?AT W]E *OK+ HIM4 0,YES1 YES1 ,I UND]/& Y\10 HE BR\KADYEVIT*1 RECOV]+ HIMSELF4 0,%E IS CRU%$1 SIMPLY CRU%$ BY Y\R G5]OSITY4 ,IF %E W]E TO READ ?IS LETT]1 %E W\LD BE 9CAPABLE ( SAY+ ANY?+1 %E W\LD ONLY HANG H] HEAD L[] ?AN EV]40 0,YES1 BUT :AT'S TO BE DONE 9 ?AT CASE8 H[ EXPLA91 H[ F9D \T H] WI%ES80 0,IF Y\ WILL ALL[ ME TO GIVE MY OP9ION1 ,I ?9K ?AT IT LIES ) Y\ TO PO9T \T DIRECTLY ! /EPS Y\ CONSID] NECESS>Y TO 5D ! POSITION40 0,SO Y\ CONSID] IT MU/ BE 5D$80 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* 9T]RUPT$ HIM4 0,BUT H[80 HE ADD$1 ) A GE/URE ( HIS H&S BE=E HIS EYES NOT USUAL ) HIM4 0,I SEE NO POSSIBLE WAY \T ( IT40 0,!RE IS SOME WAY ( GETT+ \T ( EV]Y POSITION10 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*1 /&+ UP & BECOM+ MORE *E]FUL4 0,!RE WAS A TIME :5 Y\ ?\E CONV9C$ N[ ?AT Y\ CANNOT MAKE EA* O!R HAPPY4440 0,HAPP9ESS MAY BE V>I\SLY UND]/OOD4 ,BUT SUPPOSE ?AT ,I AGREE TO EV]Y?+1 ?AT ,I WANT NO?+3 :AT WAY IS !RE ( GETT+ \T ( \R POSITION80 0,IF Y\ C>E TO KN[ MY OP9ION10 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* ) ! SAME SMILE ( S(T5+1 ALMOND-OIL T5D]NESS ) :I* HE HAD BE5 TALK+ TO ,ANNA4 ,HIS K9DLY SMILE WAS SO W9N+ ?AT ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 FEEL+ HIS [N WEAKNESS & UNCONSCI\SLY SWAY$ BY IT1 WAS READY TO BELIEVE :AT ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* WAS SAY+4 0,%E WILL NEV] SPEAK \T AB\T IT4 ,BUT ONE ?+ IS POSSIBLE1 ONE ?+ %E MIKADYEVIT* REPEAT$1 R$D5+4 0,?AT IS FROM EV]Y PO9T ( VIEW ! MO/ RATIONAL C\RSE = M>RI$ PEOPLE :O F9D !MSELVES 9 ! POSITION Y\ >E 94 ,:AT CAN BE DONE IF M>RI$ PEOPLE F9D ?AT LIFE IS IMPOSSIBLE = !M TOGE!R8 ,?AT MAY ALWAYS HAPP540 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* SI<$ HEAVILY & CLOS$ HIS EYES4 0,!RE'S ONLY ONE PO9T TO BE CONSID]$3 IS EI!R ( ! P>TIES DESIR\S ( =M+ NEW TIES8 ,IF NOT1 IT IS V]Y SIMPLE10 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*1 FEEL+ MORE & MORE FREE FROM CON/RA9T4 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 SC[L+ ) EMOTION1 MUTT]$ SOME?+ TO HIMSELF1 & MADE NO ANSW]4 ,ALL ?AT SEEM$ SO SIMPLE TO ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*1 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* HAD ?\ FROM BE+ SIMPLE1 IT ALL SEEM$ TO HIM UTT]LY IMPOSSIBLE4 ,DIVORCE1 ! DETAILS ( :I* HE KNEW BY ?IS TIME1 SEEM$ TO HIM N[ \T ( ! QUE/ION1 BECAUSE ! S5SE ( HIS [N DIGNITY & RESPECT = RELIGION =BADE HIS TAK+ UPON HIMSELF A FICTITI\S *>GE ( ADULT]Y1 & /ILL MORE SUFF]+ HIS WIFE1 P>DON$ & BELOV$ BY HIM1 TO BE CAU$ TO HIM IMPOSSIBLE ALSO ON O!R /ILL MORE WEIT1 & ?AT HE DID NOT WANT4 ,BUT AP>T FROM ?IS1 :AT MORE ?AN ALL MADE DIVORCE SEEM IMPOSSIBLE TO ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* WAS1 ?AT BY CONS5T+ TO A DIVORCE HE W\LD BE COMPLETELY RU9+ ,ANNA4 ,! SAY+ ( ,D>YA ,ALEX&ROVNA AT ,MOSC[1 ?AT 9 DECID+ ON A DIVORCE HE WAS ?9K+ ( HIMSELF1 & NOT CONSID]+ ?AT BY ?IS HE W\LD BE RU9+ H] IRREVOCABLY1 HAD SUNK 9TO HIS HE>T4 ,& CONNECT+ ?IS SAY+ ) HIS =GIV5ESS ( H]1 ) HIS DEVOTION TO ! *ILDR51 HE UND]/OOD IT N[ 9 HIS [N WAY4 ,TO CONS5T TO A DIVORCE1 TO GIVE H] H] FRE$OM1 MEANT 9 HIS ?\RY :ILE H] HUSB& WAS LIV+4 0,%E WILL JO9 HIM1 & 9 A YE> OR TWO HE WILL ?R[ H] OV]1 OR %E WILL =M A NEW TIE10 ?\KADYEVIT* HAD SAID1 BUT WAS UTT]LY IMPOSSIBLE4 ,HE DID NOT BELIEVE A S+LE WORD ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT* SAID TO HIM2 TO EV]Y WORD HE HAD A ?\S& OBJECTIONS TO MAKE1 BUT HE LI/5$ TO HIM1 FEEL+ ?AT HIS WORDS W]E ! EXPRESSION ( ?AT MIE ASK Y\ = ANY?+1 %E LEAVES IT ALL TO Y\R G5]OSITY40 0,MY ,GOD1 MY ,GOD6 :AT =80 ?\E DI/RESS$1 ,I UND]/& ?AT4 ,BUT IF Y\ ?9K IT OV]4440 0,:OSOEV] %ALL SMITE !E ON ?Y RIT1 BUT ) BITT]NESS & %AME HE FELT JOY & EMOTION AT ! HEIKADYEVIT* WAS T\*$4 ,HE WAS SIL5T = A SPACE4 0,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 BELIEVE ME1 %E APPRECIATES Y\R G5]OSITY10 HE SAID4 0,BUT IT SEEMS IT WAS ! WILL ( ,GOD10 HE ADD$1 & AS HE SAID IT FELT H[ FOOLI% A REM>K IT WAS1 & ) DIFFICULTY REPRESS$ A SMILE AT HIS [N FOOLI%NESS4 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* W\LD HAVE MADE SOME REPLY1 BUT TE>S /OPP$ HIM4 0,?IS IS AN UNHAPPY FATALITY1 & ONE MU/ ACCEPT IT AS SU*4 ,I ACCEPT ! CALAMITY AS AN ACCOMPLI%$ FACT1 & AM DO+ MY BE/ TO HELP BO? H] & Y\10 SAID ,/EPAN ,>KADYEVIT*4 ,:5 HE W5T \T ( HIS BRO!R-9-LAW'S ROOM HE WAS T\*$1 BUT ?AT DID NOT PREV5T HIM FROM BE+ GLAD HE HAD SUCCESSFULLY BR\T #d1 ,*APT] #bb -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#d1 #bag 3 ,P>T #d1 ,*APT] #bb -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/