,P>T #d1 ,*APT] #ah #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,AFT] ! CONV]SATION ) ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*1 ,VRONSKY W5T \T ONTO ! /EPS ( ! ,K>59S' H\SE & /OOD /ILL1 ) DIFFICULTY REMEMB]+ :]E HE WAS1 & :]E HE \D & L>GE4 ,VRONSKY C\LD NOT BUT FEEL ?IS1 & ! P>TS W]E SUDD5LY REV]S$4 ,VRONSKY FELT HIS ELEVATION & HIS [N ABASEM5T1 HIS TRU? & HIS [N FALSEHOOD4 ,HE FELT ?AT ! HUSB& WAS MAGNANIM\S EV5 9 HIS SORR[1 :ILE HE HAD BE5 BASE & PETTY 9 HIS DECEIT4 ,BUT ?IS S5SE ( HIS [N HUMILIATION BE=E ! MAN HE HAD UNJU/LY DESPIS$ MADE UP ONLY A SMALL P>T ( HIS MIS]Y4 ,HE FELT UNUTT]ABLY WRET*$ N[1 = HIS PASSION = ,ANNA1 :I* HAD SEEM$ TO HIM ( LATE TO BE GR[+ COOL]1 N[ ?AT HE KNEW HE HAD LO/ H] =EV]1 WAS /RONG] ?AN EV] IT HAD BE54 ,HE HAD SE5 ALL ( H] 9 H] ILLNESS1 HAD COME TO KN[ H] V]Y S\L1 & IT SEEM$ TO HIM ?AT HE HAD NEV] LOV$ H] TILL !N4 ,& N[ :5 HE HAD LE>N$ TO KN[ H]1 TO LOVE H] AS %E %\LD BE LOV$1 HE HAD BE5 HUMILIAT$ BE=E H]1 & HAD LO/ H] =EV]1 LEAV+ ) H] NO?+ ( HIMSELF BUT A %AMEFUL MEMORY4 ,MO/ T]RIBLE ( ALL HAD BE5 HIS LUDICR\S1 %AMEFUL POSITION :5 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* HAD PULL$ HIS H&S AWAY FROM HIS HUMILIAT$ FACE4 ,HE /OOD ON ! /EPS ( ! ,K>59S' H\SE LIKE ONE DI/RAUY RAPIDITY & VIVIDNESS4 ,FIR/ IT WAS ! M$IC9E HE HAD P\R$ \T = ! PATI5T & SPILL$ OV] ! SPOON1 !N ! MIDWIFE'S :ITE H&S1 !N ! QUE] PO/URE ( ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* ON ! FLOOR BESIDE ! B$4 0,TO SLEEP6 ,TO =GET60 HE SAID TO HIMSELF ) ! S]5E CONFID5CE ( A HEAL?Y MAN ?AT IF HE IS TIR$ & SLEEPY1 HE WILL GO TO SLEEP AT ONCE4 ,& ! SAME 9/ANT HIS HEAD DID BEG9 TO FEEL DR[SY & HE BEGAN TO DROP (F 9TO =GETFULNESS4 ,! WAVES ( ! SEA ( UNCONSCI\SNESS HAD BEGUN TO MEET OV] HIS HEAD1 :5 ALL AT ONCE--IT WAS AS ?\< A VIOL5T %OCK ( ELECTRICITY HAD PASS$ OV] HIM4 ,HE />T$ SO ?AT HE LEAP$ UP ON ! SPR+S ( ! S(A1 & LEAN+ ON HIS >MS GOT 9 A PANIC ONTO HIS KNEES4 ,HIS EYES W]E WIDE OP5 AS ?\< HE HAD NEV] BE5 ASLEEP4 ,! HEAV9ESS 9 HIS HEAD & ! WE>9ESS 9 HIS LIMBS ?AT HE HAD FELT A M9UTE BE=E HAD SUDD5LY GONE4 0,Y\ MAY TRAMPLE ME 9 ! MUD10 HE HE>D ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*'S WORDS & SAW HIM /&+ BE=E HIM1 & SAW ,ANNA'S FACE ) ITS BURN+ FLU% & GLITT]+ EYES1 GAZ+ ) LOVE & T5D]NESS NOT AT HIM BUT AT ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT*2 HE SAW HIS [N1 AS HE FANCI$1 FOOLI% & LUDICR\S FIGURE :5 ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* TOOK HIS H&S AWAY FROM HIS FACE4 ,HE /RET*$ \T HIS LEGS AGA9 & FLUNG HIMSELF ON ! S(A 9 ! SAME POSITION & %UT HIS EYES4 0,TO SLEEP6 ,TO =GET60 HE REPEAT$ TO HIMSELF4 ,BUT ) HIS EYES %UT HE SAW MORE DI/9CTLY ?AN EV] ,ANNA'S FACE AS IT HAD BE5 ON ! MEMORABLE EV5+ BE=E ! RACES4 0,?AT IS NOT & WILL NOT BE1 & %E WANTS TO WIPE IT \T ( H] MEMORY4 ,BUT ,I CANNOT LIVE )\T IT4 ,H[ CAN WE BE RECONCIL$8 H[ CAN WE BE RECONCIL$80 HE SAID AL\D1 & UNCONSCI\SLY BEGAN TO REPEAT !SE WORDS4 ,?IS REPETITION *ECK$ ! RIS+ UP ( FRE% IMAGES & MEMORIES1 :I* HE FELT W]E ?RONG+ 9 HIS BRA94 ,BUT REPEAT+ WORDS DID NOT *ECK HIS IMAG9ATION = LONG4 ,AGA9 9 EXTRAORD9>ILY RAPID SUCCESSION HIS BE/ MOM5TS ROSE BE=E HIS M9D1 & !N HIS REC5T HUMILIATION4 0,TAKE AWAY HIS H&S10 ,ANNA'S VOICE SAYS4 ,HE TAKES AWAY HIS H&S & FEELS ! %AME/RUCK & IDIOTIC EXPRESSION ( HIS FACE4 ,HE /ILL LAY D[N1 TRY+ TO SLEEP1 ?\< HE FELT !RE WAS NOT ! SMALLE/ HOPE ( IT1 & KEPT REPEAT+ /RAY WORDS FROM SOME *A9 ( ?\D 9 A /RANGE1 MAD :ISP] WORDS REPEAT$3 0,I DID NOT APPRECIATE IT1 DID NOT MAKE 5\< ( IT4 ,I DID NOT APPRECIATE IT1 DID NOT MAKE 5\< ( IT40 0,:AT'S ?IS8 ,AM ,I GO+ \T ( MY M9D80 HE SAID TO HIMSELF4 0,P]HAPS4 ,:AT MAKES M5 GO \T ( !IR M9DS2 :AT MAKES M5 %OOT !MSELVES80 HE ANSW]$ HIMSELF1 & OP5+ HIS EYES1 HE SAW ) WOND] AN EMBROID]$ CU%ION BESIDE HIM1 WORK$ BY ,V>YA1 HIS BRO!R'S WIFE4 ,HE T\*$ ! TASSEL ( ! CU%ION1 & TRI$ TO ?9K ( ,V>YA1 ( :5 HE HAD SE5 H] LA/4 ,BUT TO ?9K ( ANY?+ EXTRANE\S WAS AN AGONIZ+ EF=T4 0,NO1 ,I MU/ SLEEP60 ,HE MOV$ ! CU%ION UP1 & PRESS$ HIS HEAD 9TO IT1 BUT HE HAD TO MAKE AN EF=T TO KEEP HIS EYES %UT4 ,HE JUMP$ UP & SAT D[N4 0,?AT'S ALL OV] = ME10 HE SAID TO HIMSELF4 0,I MU/ ?9K :AT TO DO4 ,:AT IS LEFT80 ,HIS M9D RAPIDLY RAN ?R\< HIS LIFE AP>T FROM HIS LOVE ( ,ANNA4 0,AMBITION8 ,S]PUHOVSKOY8 ,SOCIETY8 ,! C\RT80 ,HE C\LD NOT COME TO A PAUSE ANY:]E4 ,ALL ( IT HAD HAD MEAN+ BE=E1 BUT N[ !RE WAS NO REALITY 9 IT4 ,HE GOT UP FROM ! S(A1 TOOK (F HIS COAT1 UNDID HIS BELT1 & UNCOV]+ HIS HAIRY *E/ TO BREA! MORE FREELY1 WALK$ UP & D[N ! ROOM4 0,?IS IS H[ PEOPLE GO MAD10 HE REPEAT$1 0& H[ !Y %OOT !MSELVES 444 TO ESCAPE HUMILIATION10 HE ADD$ SL[LY4 ,HE W5T TO ! DOOR & CLOS$ IT1 !N ) FIX$ EYES & CL5*$ TEE? HE W5T UP TO ! TABLE1 TOOK A REVOLV]1 LOOK$ R\ND HIM1 TURN$ IT TO A LOAD$ B>REL1 & SANK 9TO ?\D ) AN EXPRESSION ( AN 9T5SE EF=T ( ?\ *A9 ( REASON+ HAD BR\ ! S\ND ( ! %OT1 BUT A VIOL5T BL[ ON HIS *E/ S5T HIM REEL+4 ,HE TRI$ TO CLUT* AT ! $GE ( ! TABLE1 DROPP$ ! REVOLV]1 /AGG]$1 & SAT D[N ON ! GR\ND1 LOOK+ AB\T HIM 9 A/ONI%M5T4 ,HE DID NOT RECOGNIZE HIS ROOM1 LOOK+ UP FROM ! GR\ND1 AT ! B5T LEGS ( ! TABLE1 AT ! WA/EPAP] BASKET1 & ! TIG]-SK9 RUG4 ,! HURRI$1 CREAK+ /EPS ( HIS S]VANT COM+ ?R\< ! DRAW+ ROOM BR\E ?AT HE WAS ON ! FLOOR2 & SEE+ BLOOD ON ! TIG]-SK9 RUG & ON HIS >M1 HE KNEW HE HAD %OT HIMSELF4 0,IDIOTIC6 ,MISS$60 HE SAID1 FUMBL+ AFT] ! REVOLV]4 ,! REVOLV] WAS CLOSE BESIDE HIM--HE S\YA1 HIS BRO!R'S WIFE1 HAD >RIV$1 & ) ! ASSI/ANCE ( ?REE DOCTORS1 :OM %E HAD S5T = 9 ALL DIRECTIONS1 & :O ALL APPE>$ AT ! SAME MOM5T1 %E GOT ! W\ND$ MAN TO B$1 & REMA9$ TO NURSE HIM4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #d1 ,*APT] #ah -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#d1 #bag 3 ,P>T #d1 ,*APT] #ah -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/