,P>T #c1 ,*APT] #cb #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,LEV9 HAD LONG BE=E MADE ! OBS]VATION ?AT :5 ONE IS UNCOM=TABLE ) PEOPLE FROM !IR BE+ EXCESSIVELY AM5ABLE & MEEK1 ONE IS APT V]Y SOON AFT] TO F9D ?+S 9TOL]ABLE FROM !IR T\*9ESS & IRRITABILITY4 ,HE FELT ?AT ?IS WAS H[ IT W\LD BE ) HIS BRO!R4 ,& HIS BRO!R ,NIKOLAY'S G5TL5ESS DID 9 FACT NOT LA/ \T = LONG4 ,! V]Y NEXT MORN+ HE BEGAN TO BE IRRITABLE1 & SEEM$ DO+ HIS BE/ TO F9D FAULT ) HIS BRO!R1 ATTACK+ HIM ON HIS T5D]E/ PO9TS4 ,LEV9 FELT HIMSELF TO BLAME1 & C\LD NOT SET ?+S RIANCES1 BUT HAD SPOK51 AS IT IS CALL$1 FROM ! HE>T--?AT IS TO SAY1 HAD SAID ONLY JU/ :AT !Y W]E ?9K+ & FEEL+--!Y W\LD SIMPLY HAVE LOOK$ 9TO EA* O!R'S FACES1 & ,KON/ANT9 C\LD ONLY HAVE SAID1 0,Y\'RE DY+1 Y\'RE DY+60 & ,NIKOLAY C\LD ONLY HAVE ANSW]$1 0,I KN[ ,I'M DY+1 BUT ,I'M AFRAID1 ,I'M AFRAID1 ,I'M AFRAID60 ,& !Y C\LD HAVE SAID NO?+ MORE1 IF !Y HAD SAID ONLY :AT WAS 9 !IR HE>TS4 ,BUT LIFE LIKE ?AT WAS IMPOSSIBLE1 & SO ,KON/ANT9 TRI$ TO DO :AT HE HAD BE5 TRY+ TO DO ALL HIS LIFE1 & NEV] C\LD LE>N TO DO1 ?\<1 AS F> AS HE C\LD OBS]VE1 MANY PEOPLE KNEW SO WELL H[ TO DO IT1 & )\T IT !RE WAS NO LIV+ AT ALL4 ,HE TRI$ TO SAY :AT HE WAS NOT ?9K+1 BUT HE FELT CONT9UALLY ?AT IT HAD A R+ ( FALSEHOOD1 ?AT HIS BRO!R DETECT$ HIM 9 IT1 & WAS EXASP]AT$ AT IT4 ,! ?IRD DAY ,NIKOLAY 9DUC$ HIS BRO!R TO EXPLA9 HIS PLAN TO HIM AGA91 & BEGAN NOT M]ELY ATTACK+ IT1 BUT 9T5TIONALLY CONF\ND+ IT ) COMMUNISM4 0,Y\'VE SIMPLY BORR[$ AN IDEA ?AT'S NOT Y\R [N1 BUT Y\'VE DI/ORT$ IT1 & >E TRY+ TO APPLY IT :]E IT'S NOT APPLICABLE40 0,BUT ,I TELL Y\ IT'S NO?+ TO DO ) IT4 ,!Y D5Y ! JU/ICE ( PROP]TY1 ( CAPITAL1 ( 9H]ITANCE1 :ILE ,I DO NOT D5Y ?IS *IEF /IMULUS40 7,LEV9 FELT DISGU/$ HIMSELF AT US+ SU* EXPRESSIONS1 BUT EV] S9CE HE HAD BE5 5GROSS$ BY HIS WORK1 HE HAD UNCONSCI\SLY COME MORE & MORE FREQU5TLY TO USE WORDS NOT ,RUSSIAN47 0,ALL ,I WANT IS TO REGULATE LABOR40 0,:I* MEANS1 Y\'VE BORR[$ AN IDEA1 /RIPP$ IT ( ALL ?AT GAVE IT ITS =CE1 & WANT TO MAKE BELIEVE ?AT IT'S SOME?+ NEW10 SAID ,NIKOLAY1 ANGRILY TUGG+ AT HIS NECKTIE4 0,BUT MY IDEA HAS NO?+ 9 COMMON4440 0,?AT1 ANYWAY10 SAID ,NIKOLAY ,LEV91 ) AN IRONIC SMILE1 HIS EYES FLA%+ MALIGNANTLY1 0HAS ! *>M (--:AT'S ONE TO CALL IT8--GEOMETRICAL SYMMETRY1 ( CLE>NESS1 ( DEF9IT5ESS4 ,IT MAY BE A ,UTOPIA4 ,BUT IF ONCE ONE ALL[S ! POSSIBILITY ( MAK+ ( ALL ! PA/ A TABULA RASA--NO PROP]TY1 NO FAMILY--!N LABOR W\LD ORGANIZE ITSELF4 ,BUT Y\ GA9 NO?+4440 0,:Y DO Y\ MIX ?+S UP8 ,I'VE NEV] BE5 A COMMUNI/40 0,BUT ,I HAVE1 & ,I CONSID] IT'S PREMATURE1 BUT RATIONAL1 & IT HAS A FUTURE1 JU/ LIKE ,*RI/IANITY 9 ITS FIR/ AGES40 0,ALL ?AT ,I MA9TA9 IS ?AT ! LABOR =CE \E Y\ TRY+ TO F9D80 ,LEV9 SUDD5LY LO/ HIS TEMP] AT !SE WORDS1 BECAUSE AT ! BOTTOM ( HIS HE>T HE WAS AFRAID ?AT IT WAS TRUE--TRUE ?AT HE WAS TRY+ TO HOLD ! BALANCE EV5 BETWE5 COMMUNISM & ! FAMILI> =MS1 & ?AT ?IS WAS H>DLY POSSIBLE4 0,I AM TRY+ TO F9D MEANS ( WORK+ PRODUCTIVELY = MYSELF & = ! LABOR]S4 ,I WANT TO ORGANIZE4440 HE ANSW]$ HOTLY4 0,Y\ DON'T WANT TO ORGANIZE ANY?+2 IT'S SIMPLY JU/ AS Y\'VE BE5 ALL Y\R LIFE1 ?AT Y\ WANT TO BE ORIG9AL TO POSE AS NOT EXPLOIT+ ! PEASANTS SIMPLY1 BUT ) SOME IDEA 9 VIEW40 0,OH1 ALL RIDS1 ,NIKOLAY W\LD LI/5 TO NO?+ HE SAID1 DECL>+ ?AT IT WAS BETT] TO P>T1 & ,KON/ANT9 SAW ?AT IT SIMPLY WAS ?AT LIFE WAS UNBE>ABLE TO HIM4 ,NIKOLAY WAS JU/ GETT+ READY TO GO1 :5 ,KON/ANT9 W5T 9 TO HIM AGA9 & BEGG$ HIM1 RA!R UNNATURALLY1 TO =GIVE HIM IF HE HAD HURT HIS FEEL+S 9 ANY WAY4 0,AH1 G5]OSITY60 SAID ,NIKOLAY1 & HE SMIL$4 0,IF Y\ WANT TO BE RIT+ ?AT ,NIKOLAY KISS$ HIM1 & SAID1 LOOK+ ) SUDD5 /RANG5ESS & S]I\SNESS AT HIS BRO!R3 0,ANYWAY1 DON'T REMEMB] EVIL AGA9/ ME1 ,KO/YA60 & HIS VOICE QUIV]$4 ,!SE W]E ! ONLY WORDS ?AT HAD BE5 SPOK5 S9C]ELY BETWE5 !M4 ,LEV9 KNEW ?AT ?OSE WORDS MEANT1 0,Y\ SEE1 & Y\ KN[1 ?AT ,I'M 9 A BAD WAY1 & MAYBE WE %ALL NOT SEE EA* O!R AGA940 ,LEV9 KNEW ?IS1 & ! TE>S GU%$ FROM HIS EYES4 ,HE KISS$ HIS BRO!R ONCE MORE1 BUT HE C\LD NOT SPEAK1 & KNEW NOT :AT TO SAY4 ,?REE DAYS AFT] HIS BRO!R'S DEP>TURE1 ,LEV9 TOO SET (F = HIS =EIGN T\R4 ,HAPP5+ TO MEET ,%T*]BATSKY1 ,KITTY'S C\S91 9 ! RAILWAY TRA91 ,LEV9 GREATLY A/ONI%$ HIM BY HIS DEPRESSION4 0,:AT'S ! MATT] ) Y\80 ,%T*]BATSKY ASK$ HIM4 0,OH1 NO?+2 !RE'S NOT MU* HAPP9ESS 9 LIFE40 0,NOT MU*8 ,Y\ COME ) ME TO ,P>IS 9/EAD ( TO ,MULHAUS54 ,Y\ %ALL SEE H[ TO BE HAPPY40 0,NO1 ,I'VE DONE ) IT ALL4 ,IT'S TIME ,I WAS DEAD40 0,WELL1 ?AT'S A GOOD ONE60 SAID ,%T*]BATSKY1 LAU<+2 0:Y1 ,I'M ONLY JU/ GETT+ READY TO BEG940 0,YES1 ,I ?\DS DEA? 9 EV]Y?+4 ,BUT HIS *]I%$ S*EME ONLY 5GROSS$ HIM ! MORE4 ,LIFE HAD TO BE GOT ?R\< SOMEH[ TILL DEA? DID COME4 ,D>KNESS HAD FALL5 UPON EV]Y?+ = HIM2 BUT JU/ BECAUSE ( ?IS D>KNESS HE FELT ?AT ! ONE GUID+ CLUE 9 ! D>KNESS WAS HIS WORK1 & HE CLUT*$ IT & CLUNG TO IT ) ALL HIS /R5G?4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #c1 ,*APT] #cb -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#d1 #bag 3 ,P>T #c1 ,*APT] #cb -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/