,P>T #c1 ,*APT] #ae #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,?\< ,ANNA HAD OB/9ATELY & ) EXASP]ATION CONTRADICT$ ,VRONSKY :5 HE TOLD H] !IR POSITION WAS IMPOSSIBLE1 AT ! BOTTOM ( H] HE>T %E REG>D$ H] [N POSITION AS FALSE & DI%ONORABLE1 & %E LONG$ ) H] :OLE S\L TO *ANGE IT4 ,ON ! WAY HOME FROM ! RACES %E HAD TOLD H] HUSB& ! TRU? 9 A MOM5T ( EXCITEM5T1 & 9 SPITE ( ! AGONY %E HAD SUFF]$ 9 DO+ SO1 %E WAS GLAD ( IT4 ,AFT] H] HUSB& HAD LEFT H]1 %E TOLD H]SELF ?AT %E WAS GLAD1 ?AT N[ EV]Y?+ WAS MADE CLE>1 & AT LEA/ !RE W\LD BE NO MORE LY+ & DECEPTION4 ,IT SEEM$ TO H] BEYOND D\BT ?AT H] POSITION WAS N[ MADE CLE> =EV]4 ,IT MI2 !RE W\LD BE NO 9DEF9IT5ESS OR FALSEHOOD AB\T IT4 ,! PA9 %E HAD CAUS$ H]SELF & H] HUSB& 9 UTT]+ ?OSE WORDS W\LD BE REW>D$ N[ BY EV]Y?+ BE+ MADE CLE>1 %E ?\Y TO TELL HIM4 ,:5 %E WOKE UP NEXT MORN+ ! FIR/ ?+ ?AT ROSE TO H] M9D WAS :AT %E HAD SAID TO H] HUSB&1 & ?OSE WORDS SEEM$ TO H] SO AWFUL ?AT %E C\LD NOT CONCEIVE N[ H[ %E C\LD HAVE BR\SE WORDS1 & C\LD NOT IMAG9E :AT W\LD COME ( IT4 ,BUT ! WORDS W]E SPOK51 & ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* HAD GONE AWAY )\T SAY+ ANY?+4 0,I SAW ,VRONSKY & DID NOT TELL HIM4 ,AT ! V]Y 9/ANT HE WAS GO+ AWAY ,I W\LD HAVE TURN$ HIM BACK & TOLD HIM1 BUT ,I *ANG$ MY M9D1 BECAUSE IT WAS /RANGE ?AT ,I HAD NOT TOLD HIM ! FIR/ M9UTE4 ,:Y WAS IT ,I WANT$ TO TELL HIM & DID NOT TELL HIM80 ,& 9 ANSW] TO ?IS QUE/ION A BURN+ BLU% ( %AME SPREAD OV] H] FACE4 ,%E KNEW :AT HAD KEPT H] FROM IT1 %E KNEW ?AT %E HAD BE5 A%AM$4 ,H] POSITION1 :I* HAD SEEM$ TO H] SIMPLIFI$ ! NID !M4 ,%E C\LD NOT BR+ H]SELF TO LOOK ?OSE ( H] [N H\SEHOLD 9 ! FACE4 ,%E C\LD NOT BR+ H]SELF TO CALL H] MAID1 & /ILL LESS GO D[N/AIRS & SEE H] SON & HIS GOV]NESS4 ,! MAID1 :O HAD BE5 LI/5+ AT H] DOOR = A LONG :ILE1 CAME 9TO H] ROOM ( H] [N ACCORD4 ,ANNA GLANC$ 9QUIR+LY 9TO H] FACE1 & BLU%$ ) A SC>$ LOOK4 ,! MAID BEGG$ H] P>DON = COM+ 91 SAY+ ?AT %E HAD FANCI$ ! BELL RANG4 ,%E BR\ONESS ,%TOLTZ W]E COM+ TO PLAY CROQUET ) H] ?AT MORN+ ) !IR ADOR]S1 ,KALUZHSKY & OLD ,/REMOV4 0,COME1 IF ONLY AS A /UDY 9 MORALS4 ,I %ALL EXPECT Y\10 %E F9I%$4 ,ANNA READ ! NOTE & HEAV$ A DEEP SI<4 0,NO?+1 ,I NE$ NO?+10 %E SAID TO ,ANNU%KA1 :O WAS RE>RANG+ ! BOTTLES & BRU%ES ON ! DRESS+ TABLE4 0,Y\ CAN GO4 ,I'LL DRESS AT ONCE & COME D[N4 ,I NE$ NO?+40 ,ANNU%KA W5T \T1 BUT ,ANNA DID NOT BEG9 DRESS+1 & SAT 9 ! SAME POSITION1 H] HEAD & H&S HANG+ LI/LESSLY1 & EV]Y N[ & !N %E %IV]$ ALL OV]1 SEEM$ AS ?\< %E W\LD MAKE SOME GE/URE1 UTT] SOME WORD1 & SANK BACK 9TO LIFELESSNESS AGA94 ,%E REPEAT$ CONT9UALLY1 0,MY ,GOD6 MY ,GOD60 ,BUT NEI!R 0,GOD0 NOR 0MY0 HAD ANY MEAN+ TO H]4 ,! IDEA ( SEEK+ HELP 9 H] DIFFICULTY 9 RELIGION WAS AS REMOTE FROM H] AS SEEK+ HELP FROM ,ALEXEY ,ALEX&ROVIT* HIMSELF1 AL?\< %E HAD NEV] HAD D\BTS ( ! FAI? 9 :I* %E HAD BE5 BR\M AT ! NEW SPIRITUAL CONDITION1 NEV] EXP]I5C$ BE=E1 9 :I* %E F\ND H]SELF4 ,%E FELT AS ?\< EV]Y?+ W]E BEG9N+ TO BE D\BLE 9 H] S\L1 JU/ AS OBJECTS SOMETIMES APPE> D\BLE TO OV]-TIR$ EYES4 ,%E H>DLY KNEW AT TIMES :AT IT WAS %E FE>$1 & :AT %E HOP$ =4 ,:E!R %E FE>$ OR DESIR$ :AT HAD HAPP5$1 OR :AT WAS GO+ TO HAPP51 & EXACTLY :AT %E LONG$ =1 %E C\LD NOT HAVE SAID4 0,AH1 :AT AM ,I DO+60 %E SAID TO H]SELF1 FEEL+ A SUDD5 ?RILL ( PA9 9 BO? SIDES ( H] HEAD4 ,:5 %E CAME TO H]SELF1 %E SAW ?AT %E WAS HOLD+ H] HAIR 9 BO? H&S1 EA* SIDE ( H] TEMPLES1 & PULL+ IT4 ,%E JUMP$ UP1 & BEGAN WALK+ AB\T4 0,! C(FEE IS READY1 & MADEMOISELLE & ,S]YOZHA >E WAIT+10 SAID ,ANNU%KA1 COM+ BACK AGA9 & F9D+ ,ANNA 9 ! SAME POSITION4 0,S]YOZHA8 ,:AT AB\T ,S]YOZHA80 ,ANNA ASK$1 ) SUDD5 EAG]NESS1 RECOLLECT+ H] SON'S EXI/5CE = ! FIR/ TIME ?AT MORN+4 0,HE'S BE5 NAUTLY S9C]E1 ?\< GREATLY EXAGG]AT$1 ROLE ( ! MO!R LIV+ = H] *ILD1 :I* %E HAD TAK5 UP ( LATE YE>S1 & %E FELT ) JOY ?AT 9 ! PLIT FROM H] RELATION TO H] HUSB& OR TO ,VRONSKY4 ,?IS SUPPORT WAS H] SON4 ,9 :ATEV] POSITION %E MIT 7%E ?\RI$4 ,! GOV]NESS HAD A P>TICUL>LY SEV]E EXPRESSION4 ,S]YOZHA SCREAM$ %RILLY1 AS HE (T5 DID1 0,AH1 MAMA60 & /OPP$1 HESITAT+ :E!R TO GO TO GREET HIS MO!R & PUT D[N ! FL[]S1 OR TO F9I% MAK+ ! WREA? & GO ) ! FL[]S4 ,! GOV]NESS1 AFT] SAY+ GOOD-MORN+1 BEGAN A LONG & DETAIL$ ACC\NT ( ,S]YOZHA'S NAU H]2 %E WAS CONSID]+ :E!R %E W\LD TAKE H] ) H] OR NOT4 0,NO1 ,I WON'T TAKE H]10 %E DECID$4 0,I'LL GO ALONE ) MY *ILD40 0,YES1 IT'S V]Y WRONG10 SAID ,ANNA1 & TAK+ H] SON BY ! %\LD] %E LOOK$ AT HIM1 NOT SEV]ELY1 BUT ) A TIMID GLANCE ?AT BEWILD]$ & DELID TO ! PEA*ES4 0,S]YOZHA10 %E SAID1 AS SOON AS ! GOV]NESS HAD LEFT ! ROOM1 0?AT WAS WRONG1 BUT Y\'LL NEV] DO IT AGA91 WILL Y\8444 ,Y\ LOVE ME80 ,%E FELT ?AT ! TE>S W]E COM+ 9TO H] EYES4 0,CAN ,I HELP LOV+ HIM80 %E SAID TO H]SELF1 LOOK+ DEEPLY 9TO HIS SC>$ & AT ! SAME TIME DELIS W]E ALREADY FL[+ D[N H] FACE1 & TO HIDE !M %E GOT UP ABRUPTLY & ALMO/ RAN \T ON TO ! T]RACE4 ,AFT] ! ?UND] %[]S ( ! LA/ FEW DAYS1 COLD1 BRID HORROR :I* HAD CLUT*$ H] ) FRE% =CE 9 ! OP5 AIR4 0,RUN ALONG1 RUN ALONG TO ,M>IETTE10 %E SAID TO ,S]YOZHA1 :O HAD FOLL[$ H] \T1 & %E BEGAN WALK+ UP & D[N ON ! /RAW MATT+ ( ! T]RACE4 0,CAN IT BE ?AT !Y WON'T =GIVE ME1 WON'T UND]/& H[ IT ALL C\LDN'T BE HELP$80 %E SAID TO H]SELF4 ,/&+ /ILL1 & LOOK+ AT ! TOPS ( ! ASP5 TREES WAV+ 9 ! W9D1 ) !IR FRE%LY WA%$1 BRIY ?+S4 ,BUT FIR/ ,I MU/ WRITE TO !M BO?40 ,%E W5T QUICKLY 9DOORS 9TO H] B\DOIR1 SAT D[N AT ! TABLE1 & WROTE TO H] HUSB&3--0,AFT] :AT HAS HAPP5$1 ,I CANNOT REMA9 ANY LONG] 9 Y\R H\SE4 ,I AM GO+ AWAY1 & TAK+ MY SON ) ME4 ,I DON'T KN[ ! LAW1 & SO ,I DON'T KN[ ) :I* ( ! P>5TS ! SON %\LD REMA92 BUT ,I TAKE HIM ) ME BECAUSE ,I CANNOT LIVE )\T HIM4 ,BE G5]\S1 LEAVE HIM TO ME40 ,UP TO ?IS PO9T %E WROTE RAPIDLY & NATURALLY1 BUT ! APPEAL TO HIS G5]OSITY1 A QUALITY %E DID NOT RECOGNIZE 9 HIM1 & ! NECESSITY ( W9D+ UP ! LETT] ) SOME?+ T\*+1 PULL$ H] UP4 0,( MY FAULT & MY REMORSE ,I CANNOT SPEAK1 BECAUSE4440 ,%E /OPP$ AGA91 F9D+ NO CONNECTION 9 H] IDEAS4 0,NO10 %E SAID TO H]SELF1 0!RE'S NO NE$ ( ANY?+10 & TE>+ UP ! LETT]1 %E WROTE IT AGA91 LEAV+ \T ! ALLUSION TO G5]OSITY1 & SEAL$ IT UP4 ,ANO!R LETT] HAD TO BE WRITT5 TO ,VRONSKY4 0,I HAVE TOLD MY HUSB&10 %E WROTE1 & %E SAT A LONG :ILE UNABLE TO WRITE MORE4 ,IT WAS SO CO>SE1 SO UNFEM99E4 0,& :AT MORE AM ,I TO WRITE TO HIM80 %E SAID TO H]SELF4 ,AGA9 A FLU% ( %AME SPREAD OV] H] FACE2 %E RECALL$ HIS COMPOSURE1 & A FEEL+ ( ANG] AGA9/ HIM IMPELL$ H] TO TE> ! %EET ) ! PHRASE %E HAD WRITT5 9TO T9Y BITS4 0,NO NE$ ( ANY?+10 %E SAID TO H]SELF1 & CLOS+ H] BLOTT+-CASE %E W5T UP/AIRS1 TOLD ! GOV]NESS & ! 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