,P>T #b1 ,*APT] #cc #ahggahgg ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY ,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT ,TEXT 3 ,KITTY MADE ! ACQUA9TANCE ( ,MADAME ,/AHL TOO1 & ?IS ACQUA9TANCE1 TOGE!R ) H] FRI5D%IP ) ,V>5KA1 DID NOT M]ELY EX]CISE A GREAT 9FLU5CE ON H]1 IT ALSO COM=T$ H] 9 H] M5TAL DI/RESS4 ,%E F\ND ?IS COM=T ?R\< A COMPLETELY NEW WORLD BE+ OP5$ TO H] BY MEANS ( ?IS ACQUA9TANCE1 A WORLD HAV+ NO?+ 9 COMMON ) H] PA/1 AN EXALT$1 NOBLE WORLD1 FROM ! HEIN+ BY HE>T ,SLAVONIC TEXTS ) ! PRIE/4 ,?IS WAS A L(TY1 MY/]I\S RELIGION CONNECT$ ) A :OLE S]IES ( NOBLE ?\M+ *ILD ?AT ONE LOOKS ON ) PLEASURE AS ON ! MEMORY ( ONE'S Y\?1 & ONLY ONCE %E SAID 9 PASS+ ?AT 9 ALL HUMAN SORR[S NO?+ GIVES COM=T BUT LOVE & FAI?1 & ?AT 9 ! SID FROM ,V>5KA1 ,KITTY RECOGNIZ$ ?AT SOME?+ 0?AT WAS IMPORTANT10 ( :I*1 TILL !N1 %E HAD KN[N NO?+4 ,YET1 ELEVAT$ AS ,MADAME ,/AHL'S *>ACT] WAS1 T\*+ AS WAS H] /ORY1 & EXALT$ & MOV+ AS WAS H] SPEE*1 ,KITTY C\LD NOT HELP DETECT+ 9 H] SOME TRAITS :I* P]PLEX$ H]4 ,%E NOTIC$ ?AT :5 QUE/ION+ H] AB\T H] FAMILY1 ,MADAME ,/AHL HAD SMIL$ CONTEMPTU\SLY1 :I* WAS NOT 9 ACCORD ) ,*RI/IAN MEEKNESS4 ,%E NOTIC$1 TOO1 ?AT :5 %E HAD F\ND A ,CA?OLIC PRIE/ ) H]1 ,MADAME ,/AHL HAD /UDI\SLY KEPT H] FACE 9 ! %AD[ ( ! LAMP-%ADE & HAD SMIL$ 9 A PECULI> WAY4 ,TRIVIAL AS !SE TWO OBS]VATIONS W]E1 !Y P]PLEX$ H]1 & %E HAD H] D\BTS AS TO ,MADAME ,/AHL4 ,BUT ON ! O!R H& ,V>5KA1 ALONE 9 ! WORLD1 )\T FRI5DS OR RELATIONS1 ) A MELAN*OLY DISAPPO9TM5T 9 ! PA/1 DESIR+ NO?+1 REGRETT+ NO?+1 WAS JU/ ?AT P]FECTION ( :I* ,KITTY D>$ H>DLY DREAM4 ,9 ,V>5KA %E REALIZ$ ?AT ONE HAS BUT TO =GET ONESELF & LOVE O!RS1 & ONE WILL BE CALM1 HAPPY1 & NOBLE4 ,& ?AT WAS :AT ,KITTY LONG$ TO BE4 ,SEE+ N[ CLE>LY :AT WAS ! MO/ IMPORTANT1 ,KITTY WAS NOT SATISFI$ ) BE+ 5?USIA/IC OV] IT2 %E AT ONCE GAVE H]SELF UP ) H] :OLE S\L TO ! NEW LIFE ?AT WAS OP5+ TO H]4 ,FROM ,V>5KA'S ACC\NTS ( ! DO+S ( ,MADAME ,/AHL & O!R PEOPLE :OM %E M5TION$1 ,KITTY HAD ALREADY CON/RUCT$ ! PLAN ( H] [N FUTURE LIFE4 ,%E W\LD1 LIKE ,MADAME ,/AHL'S NIECE1 ,ALIGN1 ( :OM ,V>5KA HAD TALK$ TO H] A GREAT DEAL1 SEEK \T ?OSE :O W]E 9 TR\BLE1 :]EV] %E MI AS %E C\LD1 GIVE !M ! ,GOSPEL1 READ ! ,GOSPEL TO ! SICK1 TO CRIM9ALS1 TO ! DY+4 ,! IDEA ( READ+ ! ,GOSPEL TO CRIM9ALS1 AS ,ALIGN DID1 P>TICUL>LY FASC9AT$ ,KITTY4 ,BUT ALL !SE W]E SECRET DREAMS1 ( :I* ,KITTY DID NOT TALK EI!R TO H] MO!R OR TO ,V>5KA4 ,:ILE AWAIT+ ! TIME = C>RY+ \T H] PLANS ON A L>GE SCALE1 H[EV]1 ,KITTY1 EV5 !N AT ! SPR+S1 :]E !RE W]E SO MANY PEOPLE ILL & UNHAPPY1 READILY F\ND A *ANCE = PRACTIC+ H] NEW PR9CIPLES 9 IMITATION ( ,V>5KA4 ,AT FIR/ ! PR9CESS NOTIC$ NO?+ BUT ?AT ,KITTY WAS MU* UND] ! 9FLU5CE ( H] 5G\EM5T1 AS %E CALL$ IT1 = ,MADAME ,/AHL1 & /ILL MORE = ,V>5KA4 ,%E SAW ?AT ,KITTY DID NOT M]ELY IMITATE ,V>5KA 9 H] CONDUCT1 BUT UNCONSCI\SLY IMITAT$ H] 9 H] MANN] ( WALK+1 ( TALK+1 ( BL9K+ H] EYES4 ,BUT LAT] ON ! PR9CESS NOTIC$ ?AT1 AP>T FROM ?IS ADORATION1 SOME K9D ( S]I\S SPIRITUAL *ANGE WAS TAK+ PLACE 9 H] DAU5KA'S PROTECTION1 & ESPECIALLY ONE POOR FAMILY1 ?AT ( A SICK PA9T]1 ,PETROV4 ,KITTY WAS UNMI/AKABLY PR\D ( PLAY+ ! P>T ( A SI/] ( M]CY 9 ?AT FAMILY4 ,ALL ?IS WAS WELL 5\<1 & ! PR9CESS HAD NO?+ TO SAY AGA9/ IT1 ESPECIALLY AS ,PETROV'S WIFE WAS A P]FECTLY NICE SORT ( WOMAN1 & ?AT ! ,G]MAN PR9CESS1 NOTIC+ ,KITTY'S DEVOTION1 PRAIS$ H]1 CALL+ H] AN ANGEL ( CONSOLATION4 ,ALL ?IS W\LD HAVE BE5 V]Y WELL1 IF !RE HAD BE5 NO EXAGG]ATION4 ,BUT ! PR9CESS SAW ?AT H] DAUT %E ?\E TO %[ H] ALL H] HE>T4 ,KITTY DID 9 FACT CONCEAL H] NEW VIEWS & FEEL+S FROM H] MO!R4 ,%E CONCEAL$ !M NOT BECAUSE %E DID NOT RESPECT OR DID NOT LOVE H] MO!R1 BUT SIMPLY BECAUSE %E WAS H] MO!R4 ,%E W\LD HAVE REVEAL$ !M TO ANYONE SOON] ?AN TO H] MO!R4 0,H[ IS IT ,ANNA ,PAVLOVNA'S NOT BE5 TO SEE US = SO LONG80 ! PR9CESS SAID ONE DAY ( ,MADAME ,PETROVA4 0,I'VE ASK$ H]1 BUT %E SEEMS PUT \T AB\T SOME?+40 0,NO1 ,I'VE NOT NOTIC$ IT1 MAMAN10 SAID ,KITTY1 FLU%+ HOTLY4 0,IS IT LONG S9CE Y\ W5T TO SEE !M80 0,WE'RE MEAN+ TO MAKE AN EXP$ITION TO ! M\NTA9S TOMORR[10 ANSW]$ ,KITTY4 0,WELL1 Y\ CAN GO10 ANSW]$ ! PR9CESS1 GAZ+ AT H] DAURASS$ FACE & TRY+ TO GUESS ! CAUSE ( H] EMB>RASSM5T4 ,?AT DAY ,V>5KA CAME TO D9N] & TOLD !M ?AT ,ANNA ,PAVLOVNA HAD *ANG$ H] M9D & GIV5 UP ! EXP$ITION = ! MORR[4 ,& ! PR9CESS NOTIC$ AGA9 ?AT ,KITTY R$D5$4 0,KITTY1 HAV5'T Y\ HAD SOME MISUND]/&+ ) ! ,PETROVS80 SAID ! PR9CESS1 :5 !Y W]E LEFT ALONE4 0,:Y HAS %E GIV5 UP S5D+ ! *ILDR5 & COM+ TO SEE US80 ,KITTY ANSW]$ ?AT NO?+ HAD HAPP5$ BETWE5 !M1 & ?AT %E C\LD NOT TELL :Y ,ANNA ,PAVLOVNA SEEM$ DISPLEAS$ ) H]4 ,KITTY ANSW]$ P]FECTLY TRULY4 ,%E DID NOT KN[ ! REASON ,ANNA ,PAVLOVNA HAD *ANG$ TO H]1 BUT %E GUESS$ IT4 ,%E GUESS$ AT SOME?+ :I* %E C\LD NOT TELL H] MO!R1 :I* %E DID NOT PUT 9TO WORDS TO H]SELF4 ,IT WAS ONE ( ?OSE ?+S :I* ONE KN[S BUT :I* ONE CAN NEV] SPEAK ( EV5 TO ONESELF1 SO T]RIBLE & %AMEFUL W\LD IT BE TO BE MI/AK54 ,AGA9 & AGA9 %E W5T OV] 9 H] MEMORY ALL H] RELATIONS ) ! FAMILY4 ,%E REMEMB]$ ! SIMPLE DELITY & LIVELY 9 H] PRES5CE4 ,%E RECALL$ ! EF=TS %E HAD MADE AT FIR/ TO OV]COME ! REPUGNANCE %E FELT = HIM1 AS = ALL CONSUMPTIVE PEOPLE1 & ! PA9S IT HAD CO/ H] TO ?9K ( ?+S TO SAY TO HIM4 ,%E RECALL$ ! TIMID1 S(T5$ LOOK ) :I* HE GAZ$ AT H]1 & ! /RANGE FEEL+ ( COMPASSION & AWKW>DNESS1 & LAT] ( A S5SE ( H] [N GOODNESS1 :I* %E HAD FELT AT IT4 ,H[ NICE IT ALL WAS6 ,BUT ALL ?AT WAS AT FIR/4 ,N[1 A FEW DAYS AGO1 EV]Y?+ WAS SUDD5LY SPOIL$4 ,ANNA ,PAVLOVNA HAD MET ,KITTY ) AFFECT$ CORDIALITY1 & HAD KEPT CONT9UAL WAT* ON H] & ON H] HUSB&4 ,C\LD ?AT T\*+ PLEASURE HE %[$ :5 %E CAME NE> BE ! CAUSE ( ,ANNA ,PAVLOVNA'S COOLNESS8 0,YES10 %E MUS$1 0!RE WAS SOME?+ UNNATURAL AB\T ,ANNA ,PAVLOVNA1 & UTT]LY UNLIKE H] GOOD NATURE1 :5 %E SAID ANGRILY ! DAY BE=E YE/]DAY3 ',!RE1 HE WILL KEEP WAIT+ = Y\2 HE W\LDN'T DR9K HIS C(FEE )\T Y\1 ?\< HE'S GR[N SO DREADFULLY WEAK4'0 0,YES1 P]HAPS1 TOO1 %E DIDN'T LIKE IT :5 ,I GAVE HIM ! RUG4 ,IT WAS ALL SO SIMPLE1 BUT HE TOOK IT SO AWKW>DLY1 & WAS SO LONG ?ANK+ ME1 ?AT ,I FELT AWKW>D TOO4 ,& !N ?AT PORTRAIT ( ME HE DID SO WELL4 ,& MO/ ( ALL ?AT LOOK ( CONFUSION & T5D]NESS6 ,YES1 YES1 ?AT'S IT60 ,KITTY REPEAT$ TO H]SELF ) HORROR4 0,NO1 IT CAN'T BE1 IT \M ( H] NEW LIFE4 ,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahgf 3 ,P>T #b1 ,*APT] #cc -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,FEBRU>Y #a#d1 #bag 3 ,P>T #b1 ,*APT] #cc -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/