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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,LEO ,TOL/OY 

,TRANSLATOR 3 ,CON/ANCE ,CL>A ,G>NETT 

,TEXT 3 

,AFT] D9N]1 & TILL ! BEG9N+ ( ! EV5+1 ,KITTY WAS 
FEEL+ A S5SATION AK9 TO ! S5SATION ( A Y\NG MAN BE=E A 
BATTLE4 ,H] HE>T ?ROBB$ VIOL5TLY1 & H] ?\<TS W\LD NOT 
RE/ ON ANY?+4 

,%E FELT ?AT ?IS EV5+1 :5 !Y W\LD BO? MEET = ! 
FIR/ TIME1 W\LD BE A TURN+ PO9T 9 H] LIFE4 ,& %E WAS 
CONT9UALLY PICTUR+ !M TO H]SELF1 AT ONE MOM5T EA* 
SEP>ATELY1 & !N BO? TOGE!R4 ,:5 %E MUS$ ON ! PA/1 
%E DWELT ) PLEASURE1 ) T5D]NESS1 ON ! MEMORIES ( H] 
RELATIONS ) ,LEV94 ,! MEMORIES ( *ILDHOOD & ( ,LEV9'S 
FRI5D%IP ) H] DEAD BRO!R GAVE A SPECIAL POETIC *>M TO 
H] RELATIONS ) HIM4 ,HIS LOVE = H]1 ( :I* %E FELT 
C]TA91 WAS FLATT]+ & DELI<TFUL TO H]2 & IT WAS 
PLEASANT = H] TO ?9K ( ,LEV94 ,9 H] MEMORIES ( ,VRONSKY 
!RE ALWAYS 5T]$ A C]TA9 ELEM5T ( AWKW>DNESS1 ?\< HE 
WAS 9 ! HI<E/ DEGREE WELL-BR$ & AT EASE1 AS ?\< !RE 
W]E SOME FALSE NOTE--NOT 9 ,VRONSKY1 HE WAS V]Y SIMPLE & 
NICE1 BUT 9 H]SELF1 :ILE ) ,LEV9 %E FELT P]FECTLY SIMPLE 
& CLE>4 ,BUT1 ON ! O!R H&1 DIRECTLY %E ?\<T ( ! 
FUTURE ) ,VRONSKY1 !RE >OSE BE=E H] A P]SPECTIVE ( 
BRILLIANT HAPP9ESS2 ) ,LEV9 ! FUTURE SEEM$ MI/Y4 

,:5 %E W5T UP/AIRS TO DRESS1 & LOOK$ 9TO ! 
LOOK+-GLASS1 %E NOTIC$ ) JOY ?AT IT WAS ONE ( H] GOOD 
DAYS1 & ?AT %E WAS 9 COMPLETE POSSESSION ( ALL H] 
=CES1--%E NE$$ ?IS SO = :AT LAY BE=E H]3 %E WAS 
CONSCI\S ( EXT]NAL COMPOSURE & FREE GRACE 9 H] MOVEM5TS4 

,AT HALF-PA/ SEV5 %E HAD ONLY JU/ GONE D[N 9TO ! DRAW+ 
ROOM1 :5 ! FOOTMAN ANN\NC$1 0,KON/ANT9 ,DMITRIEVIT* 
,LEV940 ,! PR9CESS WAS /ILL 9 H] ROOM1 & ! PR9CE HAD 
NOT COME 94 0,SO IT IS TO BE10 ?\<T ,KITTY1 & ALL ! BLOOD 
SEEM$ TO RU% TO H] HE>T4 ,%E WAS HORRIFI$ AT H] PAL5ESS1 
AS %E GLANC$ 9TO ! LOOK+-GLASS4 ,AT ?AT MOM5T %E KNEW 
BEYOND D\BT ?AT HE HAD COME E>LY ON PURPOSE TO F9D H] ALONE 
& TO MAKE H] AN (F]4 ,& ONLY !N = ! FIR/ TIME ! 
:OLE ?+ PRES5T$ ITSELF 9 A NEW1 DIFF]5T ASPECT2 ONLY 
!N %E REALIZ$ ?AT ! QUE/ION DID NOT AFFECT H] ONLY--) 
:OM %E W\LD BE HAPPY1 & :OM %E LOV$--BUT ?AT %E W\LD 
HAVE ?AT MOM5T TO W\ND A MAN :OM %E LIK$4 ,& TO W\ND 
HIM CRUELLY4 ,:AT =8 ,BECAUSE HE1 DE> FELL[1 LOV$ H]1 
WAS 9 LOVE ) H]4 ,BUT !RE WAS NO HELP = IT1 SO IT 
MU/ BE1 SO IT W\LD HAVE TO BE4 

0,MY ,GOD6 %ALL ,I MYSELF REALLY HAVE TO SAY IT TO HIM80 %E 
?\<T4 0,CAN ,I TELL HIM ,I DON'T LOVE HIM8 ,?AT WILL BE A LIE4 
,:AT AM ,I TO SAY TO HIM8 ,?AT ,I LOVE SOMEONE ELSE8 ,NO1 ?AT'S 
IMPOSSIBLE4 ,I'M GO+ AWAY1 ,I'M GO+ AWAY40 

,%E HAD REA*$ ! DOOR1 :5 %E HE>D HIS /EP4 0,NO6 IT'S NOT 
HONE/4 ,:AT HAVE ,I TO BE AFRAID (8 ,I HAVE DONE NO?+ WRONG4 
,:AT IS TO BE1 WILL BE6 ,I'LL TELL ! TRU?4 ,& ) HIM ONE 
CAN'T BE ILL AT EASE4 ,H]E HE IS10 %E SAID TO H]SELF1 SEE+ 
HIS P[]FUL1 %Y FIGURE1 ) HIS %9+ EYES FIX$ ON H]4 
,%E LOOK$ /RAI<T 9TO HIS FACE1 AS ?\< IMPLOR+ HIM TO 
SP>E H]1 & GAVE H] H&4 

0,IT'S NOT TIME YET2 ,I ?9K ,I'M TOO E>LY10 HE SAID GLANC+ 
R\ND ! EMPTY DRAW+ ROOM4 ,:5 HE SAW ?AT HIS EXPECTATIONS 
W]E REALIZ$1 ?AT !RE WAS NO?+ TO PREV5T HIM FROM 
SPEAK+1 HIS FACE BECAME GLOOMY4 

0,OH1 NO10 SAID ,KITTY1 & SAT D[N AT ! TABLE4 

0,BUT ?IS WAS JU/ :AT ,I WANT$1 TO F9D Y\ ALONE10 HE BEGAN1 
NOT SITT+ D[N1 & NOT LOOK+ AT H]1 SO AS NOT TO LOSE 
C\RAGE4 

0,MAMA WILL BE D[N DIRECTLY4 ,%E WAS V]Y MU* TIR$4444 
,YE/]DAY4440 

,%E TALK$ ON1 NOT KN[+ :AT H] LIPS W]E UTT]+1 & NOT 
TAK+ H] SUPPLICAT+ & C>ESS+ EYES (F HIM4 

,HE GLANC$ AT H]2 %E BLU%$1 & CEAS$ SPEAK+4 

0,I TOLD Y\ ,I DID NOT KN[ :E!R ,I %\LD BE H]E LONG 444 ?AT 
IT DEP5D$ ON Y\4440 

,%E DROPP$ H] HEAD L[] & L[]1 NOT KN[+ H]SELF :AT 
ANSW] %E %\LD MAKE TO :AT WAS COM+4 

0,?AT IT DEP5D$ ON Y\10 HE REPEAT$4 0,I MEANT TO SAY 444 ,I 
MEANT TO SAY 444 ,I CAME = ?IS 444 TO BE MY WIFE60 HE BR\<T \T1 
NOT KN[+ :AT HE WAS SAY+2 BUT FEEL+ ?AT ! MO/ 
T]RIBLE ?+ WAS SAID1 HE /OPP$ %ORT & LOOK$ AT H]444 

,%E WAS BREA?+ HEAVILY1 NOT LOOK+ AT HIM4 ,%E WAS FEEL+ 
EC/ASY4 ,H] S\L WAS FLOOD$ ) HAPP9ESS4 ,%E HAD NEV] 
ANTICIPAT$ ?AT ! UTT]ANCE ( LOVE W\LD PRODUCE SU* A 
P[]FUL EFFECT ON H]4 ,BUT IT LA/$ ONLY AN 9/ANT4 ,%E 
REMEMB]$ ,VRONSKY4 ,%E LIFT$ H] CLE>1 TRU?FUL EYES1 & 
SEE+ HIS DESP]ATE FACE1 %E ANSW]$ HA/ILY3 

0,?AT CANNOT BE 444 =GIVE ME40 

,A MOM5T AGO1 & H[ CLOSE %E HAD BE5 TO HIM1 ( :AT 
IMPORTANCE 9 HIS LIFE6 ,& H[ ALO( & REMOTE FROM HIM %E 
HAD BECOME N[6 

0,IT WAS B\ND TO BE SO10 HE SAID1 NOT LOOK+ AT H]4 

,HE B[$1 & WAS MEAN+ TO RETREAT4 

,FROM 3 ,GUT5B]G4ORG4 

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