,AMBU% ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,H]B]T ,READ ,TAGS 3 /ATE ( CONSCI\SNESS1 FRONT L9E1 COMPANY COMM&]1 %ALL[ TR5*1 WAT]PRO( %EET1 VILLAGE /REET1 OP5 C\NTRY1 NI? WILL BE COV]$ ) A NICE NEW COAT ( PA9T1 TO HIDE ! SC>S & POCKM>KS4 ,= ! E>? IS 9 A BAD WAY-A BATT]$ OLD SC>ECR[1 BLACK5$1 RAGG$1 H] F+]S & TOES ALL SPL9T]$4 ,OH SU* A MESS6 ,SANCTU>Y ,WOOD3 ! GOD ( ?IS SACR$ PLACE IS ,MOLO*1 & HE IS A V]Y FI]CE OLD GOD1 & PEOPLE SAY ?AT TO SEEK SANCTU>Y 9 HIS >MS IS TO SAY GOODBYE TO Y\R BELOV$'S4 ,HIS SANCTU>Y A WOOD1 A D>K GLOOMY GLADE1 FULL ( CAVES & DIT*ES4 ,IF Y\ WAIT TILL DAYLIE :ISK]$ ) SPL9T]S4 ,TATT]DEMALION TREES1 Y\ MITS 9 A T>GET4 ,AN ACRE ( FR5ZI$ BRU%WOOD4 ,IT IS ! WOR/ PLACE 9 ! ,SALI5T 7! ,SALI5T1 NOT A SALI5T3 JU/ AS WE SAY ! ,CROSS :5 WE MEAN A CROSS ON :I* MANK9D IS CRUCIFI$74 ,A SALI5T IS A SECRET SYMBOL4 ,AS ! W> /IFF5$ ITS HOLD ON M5'S IMAG9ATIONS & BECAME1 NOT A CONTROLLABLE EV5T BUT A RAVAGE ?AT MU/ M\NT ! SCALE ( FEV] & SL[LY FALL1 ! ,SALI5T BECAME A FIX$ IDEA4 ,TO MA9TA9 ?IS ?RU/ 9 ! 5EMY'S SIDE WAS ! 9SANE WILL ( A :OLE >MY4 ,IT WAS NOT JU/IFI$ 9 A /RATEGIC S5SE4 ,IT WAS A BL9D IMPULSE1 TO :I* HUNDR$S ( ?\S&S ( LIVES W]E SACRIFIC$4 ,IF Y\ >E E/ABLI%$ AT ! PO9T ( A SALI5T1 IT MEANS ?AT Y\ CAN BE FIR$ ON FROM ALMO/ EV]Y DIRECTION4 ,ON BO? FLANKS ! 5EMY /RET*ES BEH9D Y\1 & FROM RIS+ GR\ND CAN %OOT 9TO Y\R BACK4 ,! ORD9>Y DEF5SES ( TR5* W>F>E >E USELESS3 !RE IS NO DI/9CTION BETWE5 P>ADOS & P>APET2 NONE BETWE5 FRONT & FLANK4 ,Y\ MU/ MAKE ! BE/ ( A CIRCLE4 ,! CIRCLE WILL 9 EFFECT BECOME A MOAT$ M\ND1 ) DEEPSET CAVES 9 ITS SIDES4 ,BUT IT IS FUTILE TO DIG D[N 9TO ?IS FLAT SPONGEY E>?2 ?AT IS ONLY WOR? :ILE IF Y\ WANT WELLS TO DR[N RATS 94 ,! WAT] IS EV]Y:]E4 ,! M\ND IS !RE=E PI]C$ ) L[ CAV]NS JU/ ABOVE ! LEVEL ( ! GR\ND4 ,!SE CAV]NS >E AB\T ?REE FEET HI<3 IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO SIT UP 9 !M4 ,Y\ CAN CRAWL 9 TO SLEEP & TO SUFFOCATE1 BUT :5 Y\R LUNGS >E BUR/+1 OR ! DESIRE = FOOD OR ! NE$S ( NATURE DRAW Y\ \T1 !N Y\ MU/ WALK 9TO AN AMBU% ( SNIP]S4 ,NATURALLY :ATEV] POSSIBLE IS DONE BY NIDS TO RELIEVE ONE ANO!R4 ,& N[ & !N AN (FIC] SLIDES \T ON HIS R\NDS TO SEE ?AT ALL IS WELL & TO MAKE OBS]VATIONS4 ,BUT NATURALLY ! 5EMY HAS CONC5TRAT$ HIS BE/ SNIP]S 9 ?IS >EA4 ,IT (F]S ! BE/ SPORT ON ! ,WE/]N ,FRONT1 & IT IS A POOR DAY ON :I* EA* RIFLE CANNOT BE CR$IT$ ) A C\PLE ( M54 ,:5 ! E>? IS :ITE1 ! DUG\T 5TRANCES %[ UP LIKE BLACK HOLES1 & :5 A MAN CRAWLS \T OV] ! :ITE DUCKBO>DS1 HE IS AS CLE>LY VISIBLE AS A H>E 9 ! SN[4 ,:ITE OV]ALLS >E REQUISITION$3 !Y WILL MAKE ! *ANCES MORE EV54 ,BUT IT IS N]VY BUS9ESS = A RAW SUBALT]N4 ,! FIR/ TIME HE GOES \T 9 ! DAYLI4 ,HE DRAWS 9 HIS BREA? & ! BLOOD DES]TS HIS FACE4 ,IMM$IATELY ! AIR CRACKS BEH9D HIM & A BULLET RICO*ETS FROM ! BANK HE FACES4 ,T]ROR MELTS HIS LIMBS4 ,HE FALLS TO ! GR\ND GRASPS ! RUNGS ( ! DUCKBO>D4 ,HE HAD =GOTT54 ,HE HAD NOT REALIZ$ ?AT DEA? C\LD BE SO IMM95T1 WAIT+ = HIM R\ND ! CORN]1 HIS FIR/ DAY 9 ! FRONT L9E4 ,!Y HAD SAID TO HIM3 ,Y\ MU/ CRAWL4 ,BUT IT IS NOT EASY TO REMEMB] TO CRAWL2 IT IS NOT AN ATTITUDE ?AT COMES NATURAL TO A MAN4 ,HE HAD RECONNOITRE$ ! PO/ ) ! ,COMPANY ,COMM&] DUR+1 ! NIR[ SLIT 9 AN >MOR$ PLATE4 ,EV]Y ?REE H\RS !Y MU/ BE VISIT$ & REPORTS COLLECT$4 ,HE CRAWL$ TO ! FIR/ ONE1 & FROM ! FIR/ TO ! SECOND1 & !N FROM ! SECOND TO ! ?IRD4 ',IF Y\ KEEP Y\R HEAD D[N Y\ CAN WALK ALONG TO ! NEXT PO/1' !Y TOLD HIM AT ! ?IRD PO/4 ,HE W\LD BE GLAD TO CR\* = A *ANGE4 ,ALREADY HIS KNEES & >MS W]E SODD5 ) ! SN[4 ,HE PAUS$ & LEAN$ AGA9/ ! WALLS ( ! TR5*4 ,! SKY WAS GRAY ABOVE HIM2 A FEW BLACK %ATT]$ BOLES %ONE \T ( ! :ITE SC5E ) NEGATIVE 9T5SITY4 ,! DUCKBO>DS /RET*$ 9 FRONT ( HIM 9 ! WIDE %ALL[ TR5*1 LEAD+ TO A DUG\T :OSE M\ND$ RO( MADE AN ALMO/ P]FECT DOME4 ,A TALL FIGURE EM]G$ FROM ! DUG\T4 ,P]HAPS TW5TY Y>DS AWAY4 ,IT WAS ,CORPORAL ,CO/ELLO4 ,HE RECOGNIZ$ HIS R$ HAT*ET FACE & D>K SLOE EYES4 ,HE CAME FROM ,CLEVEL& & HAD BE5 9 ! SAME COMPANY 9 ! E>LY DAYS AT ! TRA9+ CAMP4 ,HE WAS HOLD+ A MESS-T9 9 HIS H& & 9T5T ON SOME PURPOSE OR O!R4 ,HE LOOK$ UP4 ,AGA9 ?AT 9F]NAL CRACK 9 ! /ILL AIR4 ,A CRY4 ,CORPORAL ,CO/ELLO LAY ON ! DUCKBO>DS4 ,HE WAS %OT ?R\< ! NECK4 ,HE WAS FULL-BLOOD$ & ! BLOOD SPRANG \T 9 JETS & /A9$ ! SN[4 ,T\RNIQUET1 T\RNIQUET4 ,! WORD W5T S++ '?R\< ! SUBALT]N'S HEAD4 ,T\RNIQUET1 T\RNIQUET4 ,?AT'S H[ Y\ /OP ! FL[ ( BLOOD4 ,O!R M5 HAD EM]G$ FROM ! DUG\T & !Y W]E DRAGG+ ! ,CORPORAL 9TO ! %ELT] ( ! P>APET4 ,ONE ( !M PRESS$ HIS ?UMB BEL[ ! BLE$+ W\ND4 ,IT WAS NO USE4 ,! BLOOD W\LD FL[4 ,!Y B&AG$ HIS NECK1 BUT :IL/ !Y WORK$ ! ,CORPORAL'S FACE TURN$ PURPLE & ! DEA? RATTLE ISSU$ FROM HIS TORN ?ROAT4 ,! SUBALT]N C\LD NOT /IR4 ,HE WAS FASC9AT$ & SICK4 ,HE /AY$ ROOT$ !RE UNTIL ! M5 HAD LAID !IR COMRADE S(TLY 9 ! SN[1 & COV]$ HIS /IFF5+ BODY ) A WAT]PRO( %EET4 ,!N HE LET HIS NUMB H&S FALL FROM ! SIDE ( ! FROZ5 TR5*4 ,HIS /OMA* RET*$4 ,OPPOSITE HE NOTIC$ A PIECE ( RAW BO>D1 R\?1 & NO?+ M]CIFUL TO COV] IT FROM ! EYES ( ! ,CORPORAL'S FRI5DS4 ,HIS BODY LAY /IFF ALL ?AT DAY UND] A WAT]PRO( %EET BY ! SIDE ( ! TR5*4 ,AT NIE LUCKY1' SAID ! ,COMPANY ,COMM&]1 LAT] 9 ! DAY1 'NOT TO COME 9 = A /RAFE4 ,IT IS ! QUIETE/ TURN WE'VE HAD = MON?S4' ,SN[ FELL AGA9 9 ! NI$4 ',:Y ! HELL CAN'T Y\ PUT SOME *LORIDE ( LIME ON ?IS BLOODY MESS8' ,MAN1 ,MELODION1 ,SN[FLAKES ,L,9,5 DRIES ON ! H$G][1 :ITE L95 :ITE AS SN[4 ,I /& AMONG ! /ILL1 ! LI/5+ TREES1 MY EYES WIDE AS ! :ITE CLEMATIS4 ,?IS G>D5 IS A GRE5 WELL1 RAGG$ ) ! DROOP+ /ILLNESS4 ,SL[LY ! WEIMS 9 ! BRAN*ES ( TREES2 ! WEI?4 ,!Y HAD ALL BE5 KILL$1 W>R+ AGA9/ ONE ANO!R2 & )9 ! B\ND>IES ( TIME ALL !IR WOES WILL NEV] BE TOLD4 ,SOME ( !SE POOR S\LS1 /ILL ALIVE1 W]E M>*+ ?R\< A VILLAGE1 AT W9T]-TIME1 T[>DS DUSK4 ,BREA? ISSU$ FROM !IR NO/RILS 9 ANGRY PLUMES2 :ILE ! SOIL EXHAL$ WREA?S ( BLUE MU%ROOM MI/ ?AT COVET$ ! HOLL[S ( ! FIELDS & ! $GE ( WOODS4 ,! M5 MOV$ 9 ! MOI/ /EAMY SMELL ( WET WOR/$1 AS ONCE ! *ILD ,JESUS LAY 9 ! W>M BREA? ( AN OX & AN ASS4 ,BUT ?AT IS ONLY MY WAY ( BEG9N+4 ,N[ LI/5 TO ! REAL TALE4 ,A BATTALION ( SOLDI]S WAS M>*+ ?R\< A VILLAGE4 ,!Y /RAGGL$4 ,IT WAS W9T]-TIME1 T[>DS DUSK1 & SOME:]E \TSIDE ! VILLAGE ! HEAD ( ! COLUMN HALT$4 ,! COLONEL HAD CALCULAT$ ?AT BY ! TIME ! BATTALION HAD CONTRACT$ TO ITS PROP] L5G?1 !Y W\LD BE CLE> ( ALL ! H\SES4 ,HE4 C\LD !N S5D A MESS5G] BACK TO FET* CIG>ETTES & *EW+-GUM4 ,BUT :5 ! COLUMN HAD GIV5 ITS LA/ SPASMODIC J]K1 ! TAIL WAS /ILL 9 ! VILLAGE4 ,SO IT CAME AB\T ?AT SOME M5 HALT$ 9 ! %ELT] ( ! N>R[ /REET1 ) ! YELL[ LIM 9T]IORS & SAW-P]HAPS A WOMAN B5T OV] ! IRON+-BO>D1 B5EA? ! DRY+ SAGE2 P]HAPS AN OLD MAN W9D+ UP ! CLOCK4 ,BUT ONE MAN HAD /AY$ 9 ISOLATION ON ! ROAD4 ,HE WAS TALL1 ) A SMALL & R\ND R$ FACE1 PROTRUD+ :ITE EYES1 & A P9*$ LITTLE SN\T4 ,HE WAS C>RY+ A MELODION AB\T ) HIM4 ,A CL\D WAS GA!R+ 9 ! SKY AHEAD4 ,! COLD FRO/Y AIR ?ICK5$ ) FOG AS ! EV5+ FELL4 ,! MAN ) ! MELODION LI/5$ ) AN E> TO HIS 9/RUM5T4 ,HE WAS PLAY+ V]Y S(TLY1 ) AN OCCASIONAL BUR/ ( L\D] NOTES4 ,A GR\P ( WOM5 & *ILDR5 HAD GA!R$ R\ND ! RE/+ M54 ,!Y WAT*$ ! MAN ) ! MELODION4 ,SUDD5LY ! MUSIC BROKE 9TO L\D WAIL+4 ,! MAN HAD LONG71 LEGS1 & DANC$ LIKE AN ELF1 PO9T+ HIS TOES AT ! TREES & ! />S & ! /ONES & ! GLI/5+ POOLS ON ! ROAD4 ,! WOM5 TALK$ AMONG !MSELVES4 ,SOME GIGGL$1 SOME TITT]$4 ',WELL1 ,I NEV]6' !Y SAID1 AGA9 & AGA94 ',TO ?9K !Y CAN BE SO GAY & FECKLESS1 & DEA? R\ND ! CORN]1 SO TO SAY1' SAID AN OLD DAME ) A %AWL R\ND H] :ITE HEAD4 ,! O!R M5 SAT ON ! PAVEM5T1 !IR BACKS AGA9/ ! H\SE-WALLS4 ,!Y W]E US$ TO ! ANTICS ( ! MAN1 & ONLY SMIL$4 ',OH1 HE'S A ONE1 HE IS1' !Y EXPLA9$ TO ! WOM54 ,! CL\D AHEAD GREW D>K]4 ,! ,COLONEL LOOK$ UP ANXI\SLY4 ,BETT] BE GETT+ ON1 HE ?\D ) LONG ELA/IC /EPS4 ,QUIETLY1 GAILY1 TO HIMSELF1 HE PLAY$ A TUNE4 ,! CL\D /RET*$ =W>D ACROSS ! COLUMN4 ,A WREA? ( IT SEEM$ TO SW+ ACROSS ! SKY4 ,!N SN[FLAKES BEGAN TO FALL 9TO ! MI/1 & 9TO ! GOLD5 W9D[-LIKNESS-! 9N] D>NESS ( SLEEP & ! \T] D>KNESS ( ! DUG\T4 ,BUT NOT = LONG4 ,AT #g4#b A4M4 ! E>? HE DWELT 9 BEGAN TO ?ROB ) A DULL 9CESSANT TREMOR1 LIKE ! PI/ON-P\ND+ ( SOME 9F]NAL 5G9E 9 ! BLACK B[ELS ( ,E>?4 ,HAMM]S ( ,VULCAN4 ,PI/ON-?ROBS ( ! REVOLV+ WORLD4 ,L\D] W]E ! 9T]MITT5T KRA\MP1 KRA\MP ( NE>] %ELLS FALL+1 M>K+ ! TIME ( ?IS 9F]NAL SYMPHONY4 ,KRA\%6 ,DANV]S HURTL$ 9TO D>KNESS LIKE A DIV] FROM A HEIK SEA4 ,?AT ONE WAS NE>6 ,HE C\LD HE> ! DEBRIS FALL+ 9 A %[] AT ! DUG1\T 5TRANCE4 ,!N HE FELT ! TREMOR ( ! GR\ND & HE>D ! KRA\MP-KRA\MP4 ,HELL6 ,A B>RAGE4 ,HE MU/ GET UP4 ,HIS LIMBS W]E COLD & NUMB1 & HIS CLO!S W]E CLAMMY COLD3 HE HAD HAD !M ON = GOODNESS KN[S H[ LONG4 ,! /9K ( ?AT %ELL P5ETRAT$ 9TO ! DUG\T4 ,HE FUMBL$ = A MAT*1 & :IL/ HE FUMBL$ ! S]GEANT-MAJOR CAME 9 ) A LIE PELT+ US LIKE HELL4 ,S4,O4,S4 ON RIY %IV]S PASS$ D[N HIS BODY4 ,HE MU/ CONTROL HIMSELF3 HE MU/ GO \T & SEE HIS M54 ,SET AN EXAMPLE4 ,DUTY ,HE SIPP$ A TOT ( RUM & FELT ITS FLAME )9 HIS BELLY3 ,HE REA*$ = HIS T9-HAT & HIS REVOLV]4 ,?IS DAMN$ ,SALI5T6 ,BUT Y\ CAN'T EXPECT A S(T TIME ALWAYS1 & !Y HAD HAD SIX MON?S D[N ,>RAS WAY4 ,!Y KNEW !Y W]E = IT :5 !Y CAME NOR?4 ,N[ EVID5TLY !Y HAD GOT IT4 ,! PREVI\S NIR$ /UMPS ( A WOOD3 ,DEVIL'S ,WOOD4 ',D' ,COMPANY1 ) ,FL9T 9 COMM&1 HELD A POSITION SEV5 HUNDR$ Y>DS BEH9D AT ! FOOT ( ! RIDGE4 ,DANV]S EM]G$ 9TO ! RIOT\S OP54 ,! E>? WAS 9 ]UPTION4 ,AN ALMO/ UNI=M D91 COMP\ND$ ( SEP>ATE HEAVY DETONATIONS1 QUIV]$ 9 ! AIR4 ,! E>? GU%$ UP 9 SUDD5 SPRAYS4 ,BITT] SMOKE CL\DS DRIFT$ D[N 9TO ! VALLEY1 OBSCUR+ ALL BUT ! IMM$IATE 5VIRONM5T4 ,AH ,I ,! %ELL ?AT HAD AWAK5$ HIM FELL !RE4 ,?REE UNTIDY 9]T CORPSES4 ,!RE WAS NO REGUL> TR5* TO PROCE$ ALONG2 JU/ A RAGG$ JO9+ ( %ELL-HOLES4 ,HE /UMBL$ T[>DS ! RIRAGE W\LD BE LIFT+4 ,\R B>RAGE WAS DAMN$ POOR4 ,EU<6 ,DUDD6 ,A GREAT HEAVY BALL ( BLOOD %OT TO HIS GULLET AS HE DREW HIS BODY TAUT TO RECEIVE ! EXPECT$ DETONATION4 ,! ?+ FURR[$ ! GR\ND NOT TWO Y>DS FROM HIS FEET4 ,DID HE ,H>MLESS 5\<4 ,BUT ,GOD6 ,:AT A FRITS PRESS$ TO ! SLIMY SOIL4 ,A %ELL BUR/ FIFTY Y>DS FUR!R ON4 ,IT MU/ BE 9 ! TR5*4 ,MIDS HIM4 ,YES8 ',FRITZ COM+ D[N ! ROAD BEH9D US'3 ?AT WAS 9TELLIGIBLE ABOVE ! D94 ,! DIVISION ON ! RIRAGE HAD N[ CEAS$ ON ! FRONT L9E4 ,!Y W]E P\ND+ ! SUPPORTS4 ,POOR ,FL9T4 ,!Y GOT BACK TO ! BANK1 AB\T #b ( !M4 ,! TWO PLATOONS ON ! LEFT SEEM$ TO BE ALL RI4 ,NO SIGN ( ANY ,BO*ES 9 FRONT4 ,! ?\DLY COMPLET$ ITSELF :5 A FLI4 ,DEVIL'S ,WOOD HAD GONE6 ,! PLAN WAS CLE> N[4 ,!IR FRONT WAS TO BE TAK5 BY \TFLANK+ TACTICS4 ,!Y W]E ALMO/ SURR\ND$4 ,!Y MU/ HOLD ON UNTIL ! C\NT] ATTACK WAS LAUN*$4 ,HE S5T A RUNN] BACK TO ,HEADQU>T]S ) A MESSAGE3 !Y C\LDN'T HOLD \T = LONG3 ! C\NT]-ATTACK MU/ BE IMM$IATE4 ,!Y CR\*$ ON ! TREMBL+ E>?1 WAIT+4 ,! B>RAGE HAD DI$ D[N CONSID]ABLY ON ! RI ( MA*9E-GUNS & RIFLES4 ,AFT] ALL1 !Y W]E MAK+ A FRONTAL ATTACK4 ,!RE ON ! LEFT1 HUNDR$S ( !M1 !IR ADVANCE COV]$ BY ! MA*9E-GUNS 9 ,DEVILS ,WOOD4 ,NO %ELLS4 ,MULITUD9\S CRACKL+ & BURR ( RIFLE-FIRE4 ,!RE6 ,HALF-LEFT1 OV] ! CRE/1 !Y CAME4 ,HUNDR$S4 ,HIS ,LEWIS-GUN ON ! LEFT OP5$ ON !M4 ,HE C\LD SEE !M FAIL+2 N[ ONE1 !N TWO OR ?REE 9 A HEAP4 ,! ,LEWIS-GUN SUDD5LY /OPP$4 ,/OPPAGE8 ,OR ! TEAM KNOCK$ \T8 ,HE C\LDN'T TELL4 ,! GUNS 9 ,DEVIL'S ,WOOD W]E SWEEP+ ALONG ! L9E4 ,!Y TREMBL+LY CR\*$ 9TO !IR %ALL[ %ELT]S4 ,! 5EMY CAME ON4 ,ON ! LEFT !Y W]E 9 ! L9E4 ,HE C\LD SEE A FEW M5 RUNN+ BACK4 ,O!RS SURR5D]+1 OV]:ELM$4 ,IT WAS BLOODY4 ,!RE WAS NO MOVEM5T ON ! RI AS ! JUNCTION ( ,DANV]S' SWIT* L9E ) ! MA9 L9E4 ,HE C\LD SEE A ,BO*E HELMET1 NOT TWO HUNDR$ Y>DS AWAY4 ,! RIFLE FIRE HAD DI$ AWAY4 ,!N \R B>RAGE OP5$ ON ! OLD L9E4 ,DAMNABLY NE> TO !M4 ,! %ELLS W]E FALL+ AS NE> AS TW5TY Y>DS 9 FRONT ( ,DANV]S4 ,!Y MU/ BE RIDS FUR!R D[N & !Y W\LD BE 9 'DEAD' GR\ND4 ,IT WAS WOR? *ANC+4 ,& AS !Y W]E !Y W\LD ONLY BE CAPTUR$ OR BL[N TO HELL BY !IR [N >TILL]Y4 ,BUT !Y MU/ NOT GO 9 A BODY3 !Y MU/ TRICKLE D[N ONE BY ONE4 ,HE MADE HIS 9T5TION KN[N TO A CORPORAL :O WAS %>+ A %ELL-HOLE ) HIM4 ,!RE W]E A FEW M5 NE>] ! L9E :O W\LDN'T GET D[N4 ,/ILL1 ! 5EMY W]E CR\*+ 9 T]ROR ( ! DESC5D+ %ELLS4 ,! CORPORAL CREPT \T TO ! RINESS ( ! %ELLS1 & MO/ ( !M HAD ALREADY =M$ ! 9T5TION3 !Y W]E ONLY WAIT+ = ! LEAD4 ,DANV]S RECKON$ !RE W]E AB\T FIFTE5 GOT SAFETY D[N4 ,!RE C\LD NOT HAVE BE5 MANY MORE TO COME4 ,FROM ! HOLL[ ( ! SLOPE IT WAS AB\T #ae Y>DS -TO ! L9E HELD BY ! SUPPORT COMPANIES4 ,!Y PAUS$ TO GET !IR BREA? & N]VE4 ,!N !Y TRICKL$ ACROSS4 ,DANV]S /UMBL$ RIDS !Y RECEIV$ ORD]S TO MAKE A C\NT]-ATTACK AT #e P4M4 9 CONJUNCTION ) ! TROOPS ON ! LEFT & RID ) ! REMA9D] ( ! L9E4 ,A /RANGE BUT BLESS$ /ILLNESS CAME OV] ! SC5E1 AS ?\< ! GUNS HAD VOMIT$ !MSELVES TO DEA?4 ,! M5 LAY ON ! WET E>?1 SOME ( !M LI/LESSLY EAT+ FOOD !Y HAPP5$ TO POSSESS4 ,DANV]S HAD SUNK 9TO A DAZ$ REV]IE1 SLEEPLESS & BITT]4 ,! DAY'S RIOT /ILL T+L$ 9 HIS BRA93 HIS T+L+ BRA9 LUR*$ LIKE A P5DULUM1 BUT )\T =C+ 9TO ACTION HIS VOLITIONAL MA*9]Y4 ,AN IMAGE W\LD PRES5T ITSELF )\T1 H[EV]1 GETT+ GRIPP$ 9 ANY PROCESS ( ?\OSE & /RET*$ HIS NUMB LIMBS4 ,FROM HIS POSITION HE C\LD SEE ! :OLE ( ! %ALL[ VALLEY /RET*+ TO ,DEVIL'S ,WOOD ON ! LEFT HORIZON4 ,ALL WAS BLACK & UPRIV54 ,9 ! VALLEY ! %ELL-HOLES W]E FULL ( WAT] & REFLECT$ ! H>% COLD SKY4 ,DEVIL'S ,WOOD WAS A NAK$ CONGREGATION ( %ATT]$ TRUNKS1 LIKE AN OLD BROK5 COMB AGA9/ ! SKYL9E4 ,AN EMOTION-A SUDD5 REALIZATION & ANG]-FLU%$ HIS BRA94 ,?IS WAS HIS E>?1 E>? ( GRE5 SLOPES1 E>? ( LI! GRE5 TREES1 E>? ( VIGOR\S SAP & DELICATE GR[?4 ,N[ RIV5 & VIOLAT$2 A WIDE GLABR\S DESOLATION2 A BLACK DISEAS$ SCAB1 ]UPT$ & PU/UL\S4 ,! BLACK %ELL-HOLES W]E LIKE E>?Y LIPS PUCK]$ TO KISS-LIPS ( ,MO!R ,E>?1 9CE/U\SLY DESIR\S-P>*$ SUCK+ LIPS EAG] = HIS WET R$ BLOOD4 ,HE LOOK$ AT HIS WAT*1 #d-#c4 ,! RE9=CEM5TS \RAGE WAS TO COME D[N AT #d1#e4 ,NO RE9=CEM5TS4 ,IF ! PEOPLE ON ! RI*$ TRAJECTORIES CROSS$4 ,EXPLOSIVE BABEL4 ',?REE MORE M9UTES1' %RIEK$ ,FL9T1 %[+ HIS WAT*4 ,DANV]S NODD$4 ,TIME4 ,! B>RAGE W\LD BE LIFT+4 ',N[1 M56' ,!Y LEFT !IR %ALL[ DEF5SES4 ,DANV]S LOOK$ 1OV] ! VALLEY4 ,ALL ! WAY ACROSS M5 W]E WALK+ =W>D1 RA!R SCATT]$1 LIKE FLIES CRAWL+ ACROSS A SIDE ( BACON 9 A GROC]'S %OP4 ,!Y W]E ALL RIDS3 DEAD GR\ND ( ! HOLL[ SLOPE4 ,ON ! CRE/ !Y W\LD MEET ! MA*9E-GUNS4 ,DOESN'T MATT]4 ,CL5* Y\R TEE?4 ,GOD6 H[ =LORN !Y LOOK$4 ,FLIES ON BACON4 ,! CRE/ N[4 ,!Y W\LD TAKE IT WALK+4 ,BODIES -PIT*$ =W>D AS 9 A HAIL/ORM4 ,!Y HAD GOT IT ON ! LEFT4 ,AN 9F]NAL RACKET ( ,! NIDS HIM -MADE A SUDD5 LEAP TO DEV\R HIS LIFE ) BLACKNESS & ANNIHILATION4 QUID MEMBRA IMANIA PROSUNT ( QUID GEM9AE VI]S ET QUOD =TISSIMA R]UM 9 NOBIS DUPLEX NATURA ANIMALIA JUNXIT 8 ,OVID3 ,METAM XII1 #e#a-#c ,%,E /OOD ) ONE >M RAIS$ TO ! L9TEL ( !4 POR*4 ,A HONEYSUCKLE TWI/$ ITS ROPY TRUNK AGA9/ ! WALL & OV]HEAD BROKE 9TO A GRE5 TANGLE1 S5D+ D[N A SWAY+ FR+E ( LEAVES & WAX5 FL[]S4 ,! *ILDR5 SURG$ \T ( ! S*OOLROOM LIKE BEES1 HESITAT+ ON ! ?RE%OLD TO LOOK UP & BID H] A %Y ',GOOD AFT]NOON1 ,TEA*]'1 & !N D>T+ SWIFTLY AWAY ACROSS ! VILLAGE /REET4 ,! ALMSFOLK DOZ+ ON ! B5*ES UND] ! *E/NUT TREES /IRR$ & MUTT]$2 CRIES & SCREAMS & LAUS HAD DISAPPE>$4 ,%E !N WALK$ RAPIDLY T[>DS H] LODG+S2 BUT AT ! COM] ( ! VILLAGE /REET1 5TRANC$ BY ! V]Y /ILL W>M SUNLIAT$ FROM ! MILL-/REAM BY A SLOP+ MEAD[1 V]Y BRID5S & ONE IMM5SE COPP]BEE* TREE SET ON AN ISL& BETWE5 ! MILL-DAM & ! /REAM4 ,BUT %E WAS NOT ?9K+ 5TIRELY ( ! SC5E2 %E DID NOT HE> ! FEW S\NDS ?AT CAME UP TO ! WOOD3 ! CRIES ( ! GU9EA-F[L1 ! SUBDU$ RO> ( 1! MILL-RACE1 A MAN'S VOICE %\T+ TO HORSES4 ,A DEEP] FEEL+ PREOCCUPI$ H]2 %E HELD ONE UNCONSCI\S H& AGA9/ A LETT]1 SLIPP$ 9TO H] BODICE E>LI] 9 ! DAY4 ,%E WAS GLAD TO 5T] ! %ADE ( ! WOODSIDE TRACK1 :]E ! SUN FILT]$ ?R\< ! BRAN*ES 9 SPLA%ES 4( AQUE\S GOLD4 ,%E WAS LI/LESS AFT] A DAY 9 ! HOT S*OOLROOM--OPPRESS$ BY H] SORR[1 H] COMPLETE LONEL9ESS & ! TIRESOME *ILDR5 UND] H] C>E4 ,%E WANT$ TO F9D A PEACE EV5 )9 ?IS PEACE-A PLACE :]E %E C\LD COME TO T]MS ) H] IMM5SE SORR[4 ,%E /OPP$ BY A GATEWAY ?AT L$ 9TO ONE ( ! MEAD[S BETWE5 ! WOOD & ! /REAM2 A %EET ( YELL[ BUTT]CUPS /RET*$ AWAY ON EA* SIDE2 BUT ?R\< ! GATE BY ! H$GESIDE ! GRASS WAS CRISP & DRY4 ,IF %E W5T & RE/$ ON ?IS 9VIT+ BANK %E W\LD NOT BE SE5 FROM ! MILL4 ,%E HAD A GREAT DESIRE TO RE/1 UNSE52 BUT ! TRACK & ! OP5 WOOD W]E NOT 9VIT+4 ,%E LAY D[N1 LEAN+ AT FIR/ ON ONE ELB[2 & !N TOOK \T ! LETT] AGA94 ,%E READ IT CALMLY1 !N SLIPP$ IT BACK 9TO H] BODICE4 ,%E LOOK$ ACROSS ! MEAD[1 AT ! C[S /&+ 9 ! S$GE1 UND] ! WILL[S1 FLICK+ !IR TAILS4 ,! YELL[ ( ! MEAD[ WAS FI]CE1 SE5 AT ?IS N>R[ ANGLE4 ,! GRASSES SC>CELY /IRR$ R\ND H]4 ,%E DROPP$ H] HEAD BACK 1ON AN \T/RET*$ >M & LOOK$ UP 9TO ! SKY1 V]Y 'BLUE1 & AT AN 9T5SELY :ITE CL\D MOTIONLESS !RE4 ,! FA9T FRAGRANCE ( ! MEAD[1 ! CREPITATIONS ( A FEW 9SECTS1 A BIRD 9 ! WOOD BEH9D-SC>CELY 9VAD$ H] S5SES 9 ?IS /ILLNESS & SPACE4 ,SOON EV]Y?+ WAS GONE1 EXCEPT ! CL\D4 ,?IS LAMB5T :IT5ESS SEEM$ TO FALL TILL IT HOV]$ 9 ! IMM$IATE SPACE ABOVE H]4 ,& !N SL[LY IT BEGAN TO P5ETRATE H]4 ,! W>M? & ! GLORY & ! :IT5ESS POSSESS$ ALL ! *ANNELS ( H] FLE% & ANIMAT$ !M ) AN UNKN[N LIFE4 ,! EC/ASY SEIZ$ H] LIMBS & 9 A TREMOR %E AWOKE4 ,H] S5SES W]E = A MOM5T A/RAY4 ,%E ?\D SOME FLEET ?+ SCURRY ACROSS ! FALL5 CONES & TWIGS ( ! WOOD BEH9D H]1 BUT :5 %E LEAP$ UP 9 H] T]ROR %E C\LD DI/+UI% NO?+1 NO?+ ALIVE 9 ! DEP?S ( ! WOOD OR ALONG ! REA*ES ( ! WOODL& TRACK4 ,! ,RAID #a4 ,! ,C[>D ,IT WAS E>LY SUMM] & ! W>M SUN SEEM$ TO REANIMATE ! DESOLATE L&4 ,BE=E ONE ( A GR\P ( HUTS A Y\NG SUBALT]N WAS SEAT$ AT A TABLE4 ,HE WAS B>EHEAD$ & ! SUN PLAY$ ON ! BRIK BLI/]$ POLI% ( ! TABLE4 ,N]V\S F+]S ROLL$ ! H>D /ALK BETWE5 S(T PLA/IC FLE%4 ,AT TIMES EV]Y?+ WAS V]Y /ILL4 ,! DREAM] W&]$4 ,! %R$S ( MAT*-/ALK SEEM$ F> AWAY1 BRITTLE LEGS ( BIRDS1 PATT]+ ON ! H>D BR[N TABLE4 ,! SUN WAS BUOY$ 9 SOME K9D ( SPACE1 H>D TO CONCEIVE2 :]E1 TOO1 ! M9D SWAY$ 9 UTT] HELPLESSNESS4 ,:Y HAD ALL ! HORROR SUDD5LY BECOME POT5T8 ,LIEUT5ANT ,P- HAD BE5 9 ,FRANCE F\R MON?S N[1 & ALL ! TIME1 9 SOME DEGREE1 HIS LIFE HAD BE5 ?REAT5$4 ,HE HAD BE5 SICK1 SICK ALL ! TIME-BUT ! HUNT$ LIFE HAD EA* DAY SUNK 9TO R5EW+ SLEEP2 & DAY HAD SUCCE$$ DAY1 & SOMEH[ ! FAI? HAD BE5 BORN ?AT ! DAYS W\LD PASS 9 SU* A SUCCESSION UNTIL ! LONG T]ROR WAS 5D$4 ,BUT ! PRES5T EV5TUALITY HAD MADE A DIFF]5CE4 ,HE HAD BE5 SELECT$ TO LEAD A RAID1 ALONG ) ME1 & A VOLUNTE] P>TY ( AB\T ?IRTY M54 ,?IS SUDD5 ACTUALIZATION ( ! DIFFUS$ T]ROR ( \R EXI/5CE HAD MADE A DIFF]5CE TO MY FRI5D4 ,I -C\LD DIV9E IT AS HE SAT !RE 9 HIS RE/LESS AB/RACTION4 ,I WAS LY+ )9 ! HUT1 B5EA? ! CORRUGAT$ -VAULT ( IRON4 ,MY BODY WAS LI/LESS1 MY M9D CONT5T4 ,I SAW ,P-1 CRUMPL$ 9 HIS *AIR-HIS BOOTS DRAWN UND]1 HIS UNTIDY PUTTEES1 HIS R\ND$ %\LD]S & OV]-BIG FLAX5 HEAD4 ,I SAW M5 WALK+ AB\T ! 1GRASSY PLOT 9 FRONT ( US1 & 9 ! SKY1 AN EASI] REA* = MY RECUMB5T EYES1 A L>K1 A DOT1 A L>K ?AT WAS ALWAYS S++ 9 ?IS REGION AT ! TIME ( \R /AY !RE4 ,! L>K1 & ! M5 WALK+ V]Y NE> ON AN HORIZON1 W]E MORE REAL TO ME ?AN ! VAGUE WOND] AB\T MY FATE 9 ! RAID4 ,I WAS AFRAID1 BUT MORE 9T]E/$ 9 ,P-'S FE>4 ,I DECID$ ?AT HE MU/ 9 SOME WAY BE IMPRISON$ 9 HIS FLE%-DESPITE ?AT M9D1 FLOAT+ VACANTLY 9 ! E!R4 ,HE WAS AN UND]SIZ$ BUT ?ICK-SET MAN ( AB\T TW5TY-?REE4 ,HE HAD A PALE FLE%Y FACE 4& *9A-BLUE EYES1 A CO>SE VOICE & A T5D5CY TO BLU%4 ,HE HAD BE5 A TEA*]4 ,HE HAD A MO!R & A 4SWEE!>T1 & HE SP5T A LOT ( TIME WRIT+ LETT]S4 ,HE NEV] GOT FREE FROM HIS HOME ?\D4 ,= HE WAS A C[>D1 9 ! ONLY CONCISE S5SE ?AT CAN -BE GIV5 TO ?AT WORD4 ,A C[>D IS NOT M]ELY A MAN :O FEELS FE>4 ,WE ALL EXP]I5CE FE>2 IT IS A PHYSICAL REACTION TO ! UNKN[N EXT5T ( DANG]44 ,BUT IT IS ONLY -C[>DICE :5 IT BECOMES A M5TAL REACTION-:5 ! M9D1 REACT+ TO ! FLE%1 SUBMITS TO ! 9/9CTS ( ! FLE%4 ,AS ! TIME APPO9T$ = ! RAID DREW NE>]1 ,P-'S 3MANN] BEGAN TO *ANGE4 ,WE HAD ALWAYS BE5 ?R[N TOGE!R A GOOD DEAL3 WE W]E ! ONLY (FIC]S 9 ! ,COMPANY ) TA/ES 9 COMMON4 ,BUT WE W]E SC>CELY FRI5DS2 !RE WAS SOME?+ PHYSICAL 9 HIS NATURE :I* REPELL$ ME4 ,BUT N[ HE BEGAN TO MAKE UP TO ME MORE 9SI/5TLY4 ,PRES5TLY ! REMA9D] ( ! BATTALION W5T 9TO ! TR5*ES & WE W]E LEFT TO RE/ & TRA9 = \R 5T]PRISE4 ,P- !N GREW MORE CONFID5TIAL & SPOKE (T5 ( HIS HOME AFFAIRS4 ,HE SEEM$ AFRAID TO BE \T ( MY PRES5CE4 ,HE BEGAN TO CONFESS TO ME2 TO BEMOAN HIS FATE2 TO PICTURE ! ODDS AGA9/ US-! UTT] UNLIKELIHOOD ?AT WE %\LD EV] COME \T ( ! BUS9ESS ALIVE44 ,& !N ,I ASK$ HIM IF HE WAS AFRAID4 ,HE BLU%$ & SAID3 ',YES1 DAMNABLY4' ,HE WAS OBVI\SLY 9 AN AGONY ( M9D1 & !N ,I BEGAN TO HAVE MY [N FE>3 ?AT HE W\LD BIT* ! %[ & BR+ DISGRACE ON US ALL44 ,I PUT ?IS TO HIM4 ,WE HAD LEFT CAMP & W]E ON A VISIT TO BATTALION HEADQU>T]S1 A MILE OR TWO BEH9D ! L9E4 ,!RE WAS SOME SORT ( GUN EMPLACEM5T OR OLD TR5* L9E 9TO :I* WE HAD CLIMB$ TO LOOK \T OV] ! SUNSOAK$ PLA93 ! L>KS W]E S++ AS ALWAYS 9 ! /ILL4 CLE> SKY4 ,BUT ,P-'S FACE LOOK$ AQUE\S & BLOT*Y44 ,HIS EYES W]E UNEASY1 REFLECT+ ALL HIS ANGUI%4 ,AFT] A :ILE ,I ASK$ HIM TO MAKE A CLEAN BREA/ ( IT ALL TO ! ,COLONEL4 ,BUT ,I SAW ?AT HE W\LD NEV] DO ?AT4 ,HE4 JU/ HUNG HIS HEAD & LOOK$ /UPID4 ,:5 WE REA*$ ! BATTALION ,I LEFT ,P- \TSIDE & W5T 9TO ! ,COLONEL'S *ANTY OR DUG\T4 ,I TOLD AB\T ,P-2 DELIB]ATELY4 ,HE WAS IMM$IATELY TAK5 (F ! RAID & ,S-1 AN ELD]LY SUBALT]N :O HAD ALREADY TAK5 P>T 9 A PREVI\S RAID1 WAS ASK$ TO TAKE HIS PLACE4 ,?IS HE DID ) A BAD GRACE4 ,P- WAS KILL$ 9 ! 5D 9 A BOMB>DM5T SOME MON?S LAT]4 ,A NIKNESS & SUDD5RIOT4 ,! ,RAID II4 ,FE> ,WE GREAS$ \R H&S & FACES & !N BLACK5$ !M ) BURNT CORK SO ?AT !Y W\LD NOT %9E \T 9 ! D>K NITILL]Y & TR5* MORT>S %\LD ISOLATE ?IS ELB[ ) A B>RAGE ( FIRE1 :IL/ WE P5ETRAT$ 9TO ! TR5*ES & SECUR$ SOME ( ! 5EMY1 DEAD OR ALIVE4 ,WE RAID]S W]E TO CREEP ALONG ! GUID+ L9E ( ! BANK 9 ,9DIAN FILE UNTIL )9 ?IRTY Y>DS OR SO ( ! 5EMY'S POSITION1 !N TO CREEP R\ND 9TO A COMPACT L9E FAC+ ! TR5*3 ?IS MOVEM5T TO BE A*IEV$ BY MIDNIRAGE FELL1 WE W]E TO RU% =W>D & DO \R BE/4 ,IT WAS AGRE$ ?AT ,I %\LD HEAD ! ,9DIAN FILE1 & ?AT ,S@9 %\LD BR+ UP ! RE>4 ,HE WAS TO PREV5T /RAGGL+ & TO SEE ?AT ! L9E SWUNG R\ND 9TO POSITION :5 ,I S5T BACK ! SIGNAL4 ,! LA/ ?+ WE DID BE=E GO+ \T WAS TO GIVE EA* MAN A /IFF DOSE ( RUM3 !N !RE W]E A FEW :ISP]$ F>EWELLS & A H&%AKE OR TWO4 ,! NIK4 ,Y\ C\LD DI/+UI% A SILH\ETTE AGA9/ ! SKYL9E4 ,AS SOON AS WE PASS$ \R [N WIRE 5TANGLEM5TS WE GOT D[N ON \R BELLIES & BEGAN TO CRAWL4 ,I HAD ALREADY EXPLOR$ ! GR\ND 9 TWO OR ?REE SPECIAL NI1 WEI IS MORE P[]FUL 9 SIL5CE & LONEL9ESS1 = !N ! M9D IS MORE OP5 TO ! ELECTRIC UPRU% ( ! ANIMAL4 ,!RE IS SAFETY 9 ACTION & UNANIMITY & ALL ! NOISY RIOT ( /RIFE-UNTIL EV5 ?AT SAFETY IS BEAT5 D[N BY ! PITILESS CONT9UANCE ( PHYSICAL %OCK1 & !N !RE IS ONLY SAFETY 9 ! M9D AGA91 IF IT RISE LIKE A HOLY T UNRULILY BEAT+ 9 MY BREA/1 & A TI DETONATION ( A %ELL1 POISON ONE'S HUMANITY4 ,?AT1 AS ,I HAVE SAID1 IS ! ONLY REAL K9D ( FE>-! PURELY PHYSICAL REACTION4 ,FROM ?AT /ATE A FEW M5 CAN RECOV] BECAUSE !Y HAVE M9DS ?AT CAN SURM\NT A PHYSICAL /ATE3 AN IMAG9ATIVE S5SE ( EQUILIBRIUM4 ,IMAG9ATIVE-IT WAS ! M5 ( IMAG9ATION ?AT W]E1 IF ANY1 ! M5 ( C\RAGE4 ,! M5 ( M]E BRUTE /R5G?1 ! FOOTBALL]S & S*OOL CAPTA9S1 F\ND NO WAY \T ( ! 9EVITABLE PHYSICAL REACTION4 ,!IR BODIES BROKE 9 FE> BECAUSE ! WILD 5]GY ( ! 9/9CT WAS IMP+E+ ON A BRITTLE R$ WALL ( PHYSICAL BE+4 ,?AT WAS ! FEEL ( IT1 ?AT WAS ! REALITY4 ,& ,P-8 ,PWAS 9 ANO!R /ATE ( BE+4 ,BECAUSE HE HAD IMAG9ATION HE C\LD VISUALIZE & ?US ANTICIPATE ?IS PHYSICAL NATURE ( FE>4 ,HE C\LD IMM]SE HIMSELF9 ! IMAG9ATIVE EMBODIM5T ( ?AT ANIMALI/IC IMPULSE1 & BECAUSE HE HAD NO FAI? HE HAD TO SUCCUMB TO ?AT IMAG9ATIVE CONDITION4 ,FAI? WAS ! DEEPE/ REALITY WE TE/$ AS WE CRAWL$ = A FEW M9UTES ALONG ?AT BANK -A FEW M9UTES ?AT ACTUALLY SEEM$ AN AGE4 ,FAI? WAS ( MANY K9DS4 ,BUT ESS5TIALLY IT WAS SIMPLY A LEVEL CONDITION ( ! M9D4 ,IT MI SEEM$ TO ANNIHILATE ALL S5SE ( 9DIVIDUALITY4 ,! MASS ( IT WAS SO IMM5SE ?AT ONESELF AS A SEP>ATE UNIT C\LD NOT RATIONALLY EXI/4 ,BUT !RE IS A S5SE 9 :I* ! DEA? ( 9DIVIDUALITY MEANS ! BIR? ( P]SONALITY4 ,?IS TRU? IS ! BASIS ( ALL SACRIFICE & M>TYRDOM4 ,A SA9T MAY DIE = HIS FAI?1 BUT ONLY BECAUSE ?AT FAI? IS AN EXPRESSION ( HIS P]SONALITY4 ,& SO 9 ! PRES5CE ( DANG]1 & 9 ! IMM$IATE EXPECTATION ( DEA?1 ONE CAN =GET ! BODY & ITS FE>S & EXI/ :OLLY AS A M9D4 ,I,I,I4 ,! ,P,R,I,S,O,N,] ,WE HAD GONE P]HAPS ?REE P>TS ( \R WAY1 :5 WE HE>D ! S\ND ( M5 WORK+4 ,MUFFL$ C\ ?AT WE MU/ RETURN1 EMPTY-H&$ %AMEFUL FOOLS4 ,I ?9K ?IS ?\4 ,HE 9DICAT$ SOMEH[ ! RIK4 ,APPROA*+ US4 ',WE MU/ RU% !M1' ,I :ISP]$4 ,! S]GEANT SAID3 ',RI]4 ,I C\LD SEE !M HESITATE ACROSS ON ! O!R SIDE ( ! RIM ( A %ELL-HOLE4 ,MY HE>T HAD SUDD5LY BECOME CALM4 ,I WAS FILL$ ) A GREAT EXALTATION4 ,MY BODY DIDN'T EXI/1 SAVE AS A WOND]FULLY UNCONSCI\S ME*ANISM4 ,I GAVE A GREAT 9HUMAN CRY & DA%$ =W>D1 B>K+ ) MY ,COLT AT ! %AD[Y FIGURES NOT T5 Y>DS AWAY4 ,ONE GAVE A WILD BE/IAL %RIEK & FELL 9TO ! D>KNESS4 ,! O!R FIR$4 ,WE DUEL$1 !RE 9 ! D>K4 ,BUT ,I RAN ON1 IMPELL$ BY AN UNKN[N 5]GY1 ! S]GEANT BY MY SIDE4 ,JU/ !N ! CONC]T$ MOM5T >RIV$4 ,A D>K RA9B[ ( %ELLS HISS$ ?R\< ! SKY4 ,! FLA% & DETONATION ( HEAVY %ELLS4 ,! PALE WAV]+ ROCKETS ( ! />-%ELLS1 !Y CURV$ R\ND US1 FELL AMONG US4 ,9 ?AT 9CESSANT !ATRICAL LILY4 ,IT WAS 5\<4 ,I GAVE ! ORD]3 ',BACK TO ! L9ES'4 ,WE TURN$4 ,! B>RAGE WAS OV] N[4 ,ONLY A BL9D HISS ( BULLETS FROM ! ,G]MAN L9E4 ,WE WALK$ BACK TO ! TR5*ES4 ,MY M5 CAME *ATT]+ R\ND1 PE]+ ) BLACK FACES AT ! PRISON]4 ,PRODD+ HIM ) !IR BAYONETS4 ,CRY+ HAPPILY4 ,LU/+ TO KILL HIM4 ,I TRI$ TO KEEP !M (F4 ,! PRISON] WAS TALK+ TOME1 WILDLY 1EXCIT$4 ,AT LA/ HE F\ND HIS ,FR5*4 ,I UND]/OOD4 ,HE WAS SO PLEAS$6 ,EXPLA9$ ?AT HE WAS M>RI$ & 4HAD *ILDR54 ,HE WANT$ TO LIVE4 ,I TRI$ TO CALM HIM4,HE WAS A PR(ESSOR ( PHILOLOGY & LIV$ AT ,SP&AU4 ,I TOOK AWAY HIS REVOLV]2 ! S]GEANT TOOK HIS BRIAPET SOMEONE KICK$ HIM VIOL5TLY ON ! BACKSIDE1 SO ?AT HE FELL D[N4 ,I CURS$ ! FELL[1 BUT DIDN'T /OP TO ID5TIFY HIM4 ,S- WAS !RE1 WAIT+ = ME1 V]Y MU* MY/IFI$ BY ! TURN ( EV5TS1 BUT JUBILANT AT ! SIT]S' DUG\T & DESC5D$ ) \R *>GE4 ,I,V4 ,! ,C,O,L,O,N,E,L ,WE BL9K$ 9 ! BRILLIANT LIE DUG\T ) A FIX$ TABLE S]V$ BY B5*ES FROM ! WALLS4 ,TO GET TO ! B5*ES WE HAD TO CRAWL UND] ! TABLE4 ,\R ,COLONEL WAS A ,WEL%MAN1 TEMPOR>ILY ATTA*$ FROM ANO!R REGIM5T4 ,:5 AWAY FROM ! TR5*ES HE WAS PLEASANT 5\<1 ?\< AT BOTTOM A WEAK & EMOTIONAL NATURE4 ,WE DID NOT TRU/ HIM1 = HE WAS KN[N TO BE A :ITE-LIV]$ 'FUNK'4 ,A BOTTLE ( :ISKEY WAS BY HIM ON ! TABLE1 AS HE SAT FAC+ ! /AIRWAY4 ,HE HAD DRUNK A GREAT DEAL1 = HE WAS HID$ HIM4 ,BUT HE MADE EF=TS TO REA* ! PRISON] HIMSELF & 9 ! EF=T FELL DRUNK5LY OV] & ROLL$ UND] ! TABLE4 ,HE LAY /UPIDLY !RE & FELL TO SLEEP4 ,I WAT*$ ! PRISON]4 ,HE WAS T]RIBLY EXCIT$1 BUT SELF-POSSESS$44 ,HE WAS /&+ AGA9/ ! D>K 5TRANCE1 SPEAK+ =CEFULLY & AT L5G?4 ,D- EXPLA9$ TO US AT 9T]VALS4 ,HE WAS PASSIONATELY DEF5D+ ! ,G]MAN CAUSE1 >GU+ P]SUASIVELY ?AT WE1 ! ,5GLI%1 HAD BE5 FAI?LESS TO \R COMMON ,TEUTONIC /OCK4 ,! FUTURE ( ,EUROPE WAS ) ! ,G]MANIC NATIONS2 !Y ALONE HAD ! 5]GY1 ! FRE% SPIRIT1 ! NASC5T CULTURE1 = ! CREATION ( A WORLD POLITY4 ,V4 ,! ,W,A,Y ,D,[,N ,S- LEFT AT AB\T TWO O'CLOCK TO REPORT P>TICUL>S TO ! ,BRIGADE ,HEADQU>T]S1 & AT DAWN ,I SET \T ) ! PRISON] & ! HAPPY RAID]S4 ,WE HAD LO/ ONLY ONE MAN1 & !RE W]E NO S]I\S W\NDS4 ,WE FIL$ D[N ! COMMUNICATION TR5*ES1 LEISURELY 5\<1 = WE W]E TIR$4 ,\R FACES W]E /ILL BLACK ) ! *>R$ CORK4 ,! SUN ROSE UP TO GREET US1 & :5 F9ALLY WE GOT \T 9TO ! OP5 C\NTRY ! DAY WAS W>M & B5EFIC5T4 ,! L>KS W]E S++ AGA91 AS ON MY J\RNEY UP ) ,P-4 ,BUT N[ ! SKY WAS PULS+ ) !IR %RILL NOTES4 ,ON ! WAY ,I TALK$ TO ! PRISON]1 & ONCE WE RE/$ = A :ILE1 SITT+ SIDE BY SIDE ON A FALL5 TREE4 ,HE EXPLA9$ ?AT :5 WE FIR/ SURPRIS$ !M 7HE WAS A COMPANY (FIC] ) HIS ORD]LY1 VISIT+ P>TIES \T AT WORK ON ! BATT]$ WIRE 5TANGLEM5TS7 !Y HAD TAK5 US = ,S5EGALESE TROOPS1 & HIS ORD]LY'S T]ROR WAS P]HAPS L>GELY DUE TO ?IS MI/AKE4 ,BUT WE TALK$ MO/LY ( O!R ?+S4 ,I WAS EAG] TO LE>N ANY?+ AB\T !IR SIDE-!IR /ATE ( M9D1 !IR PUBLIC OP9ION1 ! POSSIBILITY ( REVOLUTION & AN 5D ( ALL ?IS MEAN+LESS /RIFE4 ,NIETZS*E WAS AT ?AT TIME /ILL FRE% 9 MY AWAK5+ M9D1 & ,I /AMM]$ 9 BROK5 5?USIASM AB\T HIS BOOKS1 BUT GOT NO RESPONSE4 ,BUT HE WAS TOO AW>E ( HIS LIB]TY1 HIS SAFETY1 HIS BODILY EMANCIPATION1 TO ?9K ( SU* ?+S N[4 ,HE WAS HAPPY TO BE SAFE AT LA/1 BUT P]HAPS HE WAS ALSO A LITTLE *AGR9$4 ,HE WAS AMAZ$ AT MY Y\? & P]HAPS A LITTLE A%AM$ ( BE+ CAPTUR$ BY :AT LOOK$ LIKE A BOYI% PRANK4 ,WE /ROLL$ ON AGA94 ,I ONLY RECALL HIS FEATURES ) DIFFICULTY4 ,HE WAS FAIR & RA!R %ORT4 ,BUT ,I %\LD NOT KN[ HIM IF ,I MET HIM AGA94 ,I ,:5 WE REA*$ ! ,BRIGADE ,HEADQU>T]S ,I H&$ HIM OV] & /AY$ TO WAT* HIM QUE/ION$4 ,HE /OOD AT ATT5TION BE=E A TABLE 9 ! 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