,*APT] #f ,OCTOB] #a #aiai ,PEOPLE 3 ,AU?OR 3 ,OCTAVE ,MIRBEAU ,AU?OR 3 ,B5JAM9 ,R4 ,TUCK] ,TEXT 3 ,POOR ,MONSIEUR6 ,I BELIEVE ?AT ,I WAS TOO %>P ) HIM ! O!R DAY1 9 ! G>D54 ,P]HAPS ,I W5T FUR!R ?AN ,I %\LD4 ,HE IS SU* A SIMPLETON ?AT HE IMAG9ES ?AT HE HAS GIV5 ME S]I\S (F5SE1 & ?AT MY VIRTUE IS IMPREGNABLE4 ,OH6 HIS HUMILIAT$1 IMPLOR+ LOOKS1 :I* NEV] CEASE TO ASK MY P>DON6 ,AL?\< ,I HAVE BECOME MORE TEAS+ & AGREEABLE1 HE SAYS NO MORE TO ME AB\T ! MATT]1 & CANNOT MAKE UP HIS M9D TO TRY A NEW DIRECT ATTACK1--NOT EV5 ! CLASSIC DEVICE ( A BUTTON TO BE SEW$ ON A PAIR ( PANTALOONS4 ,A CLUMSY DEVICE1 BUT ONE ?AT DOES NOT (T5 FAIL ( ITS EFFECT4 ,MY ,GOD6 H[ MANY SU* BUTTONS HAVE ,I SEW$ ON6 ,& YET IT IS PLA9 ?AT HE DESIRES ME1--?AT HE IS DY+ ( DESIRE1 MORE & MORE4 ,! LEA/ ( HIS WORDS BETRAYS A CONFESSION1 AN 9DIRECT CONFESSION ( HIS DESIRE2 & :AT A CONFESSION6 ,BUT HE IS ALSO MORE & MORE TIMID2 HE IS AFRAID TO COME TO A DECISION4 ,HE FE>S ?AT IT MID LOOK 9 HIS EYES1 HE SAID TO ME3 0,CELE/9E 444 Y\ 444 Y\ 444 BLACK 444 MY %OES 444 V]Y WELL 444 V]Y 444 V]Y 444 WELL 444 ,NEV] 444 HAVE 444 MY 444 %OES 444 BE5 BLACK$ 444 LIKE ?AT40 ,!N ,I EXPECT$ ! BUTTON TRICK4 ,BUT NO6 ,MONSIEUR GASP$ & SLOBB]$ AS IF HE HAD EAT5 A PE> ?AT WAS TOO BIG & JUICY4 ,!N HE :I/L$ = HIS DOG1 & />T$ (F4 ,BUT H]E IS SOME?+ /RONG]4 ,YE/]DAY ,MADAME HAD GONE TO M>KET1--= %E DOES H] [N M>KET+4 ,MONSIEUR HAD BE5 \T S9CE DAWN1 ) HIS GUN & HIS DOG4 ,HE CAME BACK E>LY1 HAV+ KILL$ ?REE ?RU%ES1 & IMM$IATELY W5T UP TO HIS DRESS+-ROOM TO TAKE A TUB & DRESS1 AS USUAL4 ,OH1 = ?AT MATT]1 ,MONSIEUR IS V]Y CLEAN1 & HE IS NOT AFRAID ( WAT]4 ,I ?\T$ = ! DRESS+-ROOM1 & = A FEW SECONDS ,I /OOD !RE LI/5+1 ) MY E> GLU$ TO ! DOOR4 ,MONSIEUR WAS WALK+ BACK & =? 9 HIS ROOM4 ,HE WAS :I/L+ & S++3 ,ET ALLEZ DONC1 ,MAM'ZELLE ,SUZON6444 ,ET RON1 RONRON 444 PETIT PATAPON 444 ,A HABIT ?AT HE HAS ( M+L+ A NUMB] ( REFRA9S :5 S++4 ,I HE>D *AIRS MOV+ AB\T1 CUPBO>DS OP5+ & CLOS+1 & !N ! WAT] /REAM+ 9TO ! TUB1 & ! 0,AHS0 & 0,OHS0 & 0,FUUIIS0 & 0,BRRRS0 :I* ! %OCK ( ! COLD WAT] WRUNG FROM ,MONSIEUR4 ,!N1 SUDD5LY1 ,I OP5$ ! DOOR4 ,MONSIEUR /OOD FAC+ ME1 %IV]+1 ) WET SK91 & ! SPONGE 9 HIS H&S RUNN+ LIKE A F\NTA94 ,OH6 HIS HEAD1 HIS EYES6 HE SEEM$ TO /& TRANSFIX$4 ,I ?9K ,I NEV] SAW A MAN SO A/\ND$4 ,HAV+ NO?+ ) :I* TO COV] HIS BODY1 ) A GE/URE 9/9CTIVELY MODE/ & COMICAL HE US$ ! SPONGE AS A FIG-LEAF4 ,IT REQUIR$ GREAT /R5G? ( WILL ON MY P>T TO SUPPRESS ! LAU< :I* ?IS SPECTACLE LOOS5$ )9 ME4 ,I NOTIC$ ?AT ,MONSIEUR HAD ?ICK TUFTS ( HAIR ON HIS %\LD]S1 & ?AT HIS *E/ WAS LIKE A BE>'S4 ,BUT MY6 HE IS A F9E MAN1 ALL ! SAME4 ,NATURALLY1 ,I UTT]$ A CRY ( AL>M$ MODE/Y1 AS WAS PROP]1 & CLOS$ ! DOOR AGA9 VIOL5TLY4 ,BUT1 ONCE \TSIDE ! DOOR1 ,I SAID TO MYSELF3 0,SURELY HE WILL CALL ME BACK2 & :AT IS GO+ TO HAPP5 !N80 ,I WAIT$ SOME M9UTES4 ,NOT A S\ND1--EXCEPT ! CRY/ALL9E S\ND ( A DROP ( WAT] FALL+1 FROM TIME TO TIME1 9TO ! TUB4 0,HE IS REFLECT+10 ?\E TO COME TO A DECISION2 BUT HE WILL CALL ME BACK40 ,9 VA94 ,SOON ! WAT] /REAM$ AGA94 ,!N ,I HE>D ,MONSIEUR WIP+ & RUBB+ HIMSELF1 & CLE>+ HIS ?ROAT2 OLD SLIPP]S DRAGG$ OV] ! FLOOR2 *AIRS MOV$ AB\T1 & CUPBO>DS OP5$ & CLOS$4 ,F9ALLY ,MONSIEUR BEGAN AGA9 TO S+3 ,ET ALLEZ DONC1 ,MAM'ZELLE ,SUZON6444 ,ET RON1 RONRON 444 PETIT PATAPON 444 0,NO1 REALLY1 HE IS TOO /UPID60 ,I MURMUR$1 9 A L[ VOICE1 FURI\SLY SPITEFUL4 ,& ,I W5T BACK TO ! L95-ROOM1 FIRMLY RESOLV$ TO TAKE NO FUR!R PITY ON HIM4 ,9 ! AFT]NOON ,MONSIEUR KEPT REVOLV+ >\ND ME1 9 AN ABS5T-M9D$ WAY4 ,HE JO9$ ME 9 ! Y>D1 :I!R ,I HAD GONE TO ?R[ SOME REFUSE ON ! MUCK-HEAP4 ,& AS ,I1 = ! SAKE ( LAU<+ A LITTLE AT HIS EMB>RASSM5T1 APOLOGIZ$ = :AT HAD HAPP5$ 9 ! MORN+1 HE :ISP]$3 0,?AT IS NO?+1 ?AT IS NO?+2 ON ! CONTR>Y40 ,HE TRI$ TO DETA9 ME1 /AMM]+ ,I KN[ NOT :AT4 ,BUT ,I DROPP$ HIM !N & !RE1 9 ! MIDDLE ( ! PHRASE 9 :I* HE WAS FL\ND]+2 &1 9 A CUTT+ VOICE1 ,I SAID !SE WORDS3 0,I ASK ,MONSIEUR'S P>DON4 ,I HAVE NO TIME TO TALK TO ,MONSIEUR4 ,MADAME IS WAIT+ = ME40 0,SAPRI/I6 ,CELE/9E1 LI/5 TO ME A MOM5T40 0,NO1 ,MONSIEUR40 ,:5 ,I TURN$ ! CORN] ( ! PA? LEAD+ TO ! H\SE1 ,I C\LD SEE ,MONSIEUR4 ,HE HAD NOT /IRR$ FROM ! SPOT4 ,) HEAD L[]$1 & IRRESOLUTE LEGS1 HE WAS /ILL LOOK+ AT ! MUCK-HEAP1 SCRAT*+ HIS NECK4 ,AFT] D9N]1 9 ! SALON1 ,MONSIEUR & ,MADAME HAD A HOT QU>REL4 ,MADAME SAID3 0,I TELL Y\ ?AT Y\ >E PAY+ ATT5TION TO ?IS GIRL40 ,MONSIEUR ANSW]$3 0,I8 ,WELL1 9DE$1 ?AT'S AN IDEA6 ,COME1 MY PET2 SU* A LOOSE CREATURE1--A DIRTY ?+1 & POSSIBLY DISEAS$4 ,OH6 REALLY1 ?AT IS TOO MU*40 ,MADAME RESUM$3 0,DO Y\ ?9K1 !N1 ?AT ,I DON'T KN[ Y\R CONDUCT & Y\R TA/ES80 0,P]MIT ME2 OH6 P]MIT ME40 0,& ALL ! DIRTY CREATURES :OM Y\ MEET 9 ! FIELDS60 ,I HE>D ! FLOOR CREAK UND] ,MONSIEUR'S FEET1 AS HE WALK$ BACK & =? 9 ! SALON1 ) FEV]I% ANIMATION4 0,I8 ,WELL1 9DE$1 SU* IDEAS AS Y\ HAVE6 ,:]E DID Y\ F9D !M ALL1 MY PET80 ,MADAME WAS OB/9ATE3 0,& ! LITTLE ,JEZUREAU8 ,& ONLY FIFTE5 YE>S OLD1 Y\ WRET*6 ,& ON :OSE ACC\NT ,I HAD TO PAY FIVE HUNDR$ FRANCS6 ,BUT = :I*1 TO-DAY Y\ P]HAPS W\LD BE 9 PRISON1 LIKE Y\R ?IEF ( A FA!R40 ,MONSIEUR /OPP$ WALK+4 ,HE SANK 9TO A *AIR4 ,HE BECAME SIL5T4 ,! DISCUSSION 5D$ ) !SE WORDS FROM ,MADAME3 0,H[EV]1 IT IS ALL ONE TO ME4 ,I AM NOT JEAL\S4 ,Y\ CAN BEHAVE AS Y\ LIKE ) ?IS ,CELE/9E4 ,BUT IT MU/ NOT CO/ ME ANY MONEY40 ,OH1 NO6 ,N[ ,I HAVE !M BO?4 ,?IS EV5+ WE REMA9$ LONG] ?AN USUAL 9 ! KIT*54 ,I HELP$ ,M>IANNE TO MAKE UP H] ACC\NTS4 ,%E DID NOT SUCCE$ 9 GETT+ !M /RAIE ) !M4 ,SOMETIMES %E GETS LO/ 9 H] FIGURES1 :I* EMB>RASSES H] GREATLY ) ,MADAME1 :O IS V]Y QUICK TO F9D \T ANY?+ WRONG 9 !M4 ,JOSEPH IS BECOM+ A LITTLE MORE HUMAN ) US4 ,N[1 FROM TIME TO TIME1 HE CONDESC5DS TO SPEAK TO ME4 ,?IS EV5+1 = 9/ANCE1 HE DID NOT GO AS USUAL TO SEE ! SACRI/AN1 HIS 9TIMATE FRI5D4 ,&1 :ILE ,M>IANNE & ,I W]E WORK+1 HE READ ! 0,LIBRE ,P>OLE40 ,?AT IS HIS NEWSPAP]4 ,HE DOES NOT ADMIT ?AT ANY O!R IS FIT TO READ4 ,I HAVE NOTIC$ ?AT SEV]AL TIMES1 :ILE READ+1 HE LOOK$ AT ME ) A NEW EXPRESSION 9 HIS EYES4 ,! READ+ F9I%$1 ,JOSEPH SAW FIT TO TELL ME :AT HIS POLITICAL OP9IONS >E4 ,HE IS WE>Y ( ! REPUBLIC1 :I* IS RU9+ & DISGRAC+ HIM4 ,HE WANTS A SWORD4 0,AS LONG AS WE DO NOT HAVE A SWORD1 & A V]Y R$ ONE1 !RE WILL BE NO?+ DONE10 SAID HE4 ,HE IS = RELIGION 444 BECAUSE 444 9 %ORT 444 WELL 444 HE IS = RELIGION4 0,UNTIL RELIGION %ALL HAVE BE5 RE/OR$ 9 ,FRANCE1 AS WE US$ TO HAVE IT2 UNTIL EV]YBODY IS OBLIG$ TO GO TO MASS & TO CONFESSION1--!RE WILL BE NO?+ DONE1 MY ,GOD60 ,HE HAS HUNG UP 9 HIS H>NESS-ROOM PORTRAITS ( ! POPE & ( ,DRUMONT2 9 HIS *AMB]1 ?AT ( ,D]\L$E2 9 ! LITTLE SE$-ROOM ?OSE ( ,GU]9 & ,G5]AL ,M]CI]1--T]RIBLE FELL[S1 PATRIOTS1 REAL ,FR5*M56 ,HE PRECI\SLY COLLECTS ALL ! ANTI-,JEWI% SONGS1 ALL ! COLOR$ PORTRAITS ( ! G5]ALS1 ALL ! C>ICATURES ( ! CIRCUMCIS$4 ,= ,JOSEPH IS VIOL5TLY ANTI-,SEMITIC4 ,HE BELONGS TO ALL ! RELIGI\S1 MILIT>Y1 & PATRIOTIC SOCIETIES ( ! DEP>TM5T4 ,HE IS A MEMB] ( ! 0,ANTI-,SEMITIC ,Y\?0 ( ,R\51 A MEMB] ( ! 0,ANTI-,JEWI% ,OLD ,AGE0 ( ,L\VI]S1 & A MEMB] ALSO ( AN 9F9ITE NUMB] ( GR\PS & SUB-GR\PS1 SU* AS ! 0,NATIONAL ,CUDGEL10 ! 0,NORMAN ,AL>M-,BELL10 ! 0,BAYADOS DU ,VEX910 ETC4 ,:5 HE SPEAKS ( ! ,JEWS1 !RE >E S9I/] GLEAMS 9 HIS EYES1 & HIS GE/URES %[ BLOOD?IR/Y F]OCITY4 ,& HE NEV] GOES TO T[N )\T A CLUB4 0,AS LONG AS !RE IS A ,JEW LEFT 9 ,FRANCE1 !RE IS NO?+ DONE40 ,& HE ADDS3 0,AH6 MY ,GOD6 IF ,I W]E 9 ,P>IS1 ,I W\LD KILL & BURN & GUT !SE CURS$ %E5IES4 ,!RE IS NO DANG] ?AT ! TRAITORS WILL COME TO LIVE AT ,MESNIL-,ROY4 ,!Y KN[ V]Y WELL :AT !Y >E AB\T1 !SE M]C5>IES60 ,HE JO9S 9 ONE & ! SAME HATR$ ,PROTE/ANTS1 ,FREE ,MASONS1 FREE?9K]S1 ALL ! BRIG&S :O NEV] SET FOOT 9 ! *UR*ES1 & :O >E1 MOREOV]1 NO?+ BUT ,JEWS 9 DISGUISE4 ,BUT HE DOES NOT BELONG TO ! ,CL]ICAL P>TY2 HE IS = RELIGION1 ?AT'S ALL6 ,AS = ! IGNOBLE ,DREYFUS1 HE HAD BETT] NOT ?9K ( COM+ BACK TO ,FRANCE FROM ,DEVIL'S ,ISL&4 ,OH1 NO6 ,& ,JOSEPH /RONGLY ADVISES ! UNCLEAN ,ZOLA NOT TO COME TO ,L\VI]S TO GIVE A LECTURE1 AS IT IS REPORT$ ?AT HE 9T5DS TO DO4 ,HIS HA% W\LD BE SETTL$1 & ,JOSEPH HIMSELF W\LD SETTLE IT4 ,?IS MIS]ABLE TRAITOR ( A ,ZOLA1 :O1 = SIX HUNDR$ ?\S& FRANCS1 HAS DELIV]$ ! 5TIRE ,FR5* >MY1 & ALSO ! 5TIRE ,RUSSIAN >MY1 TO ! ,G]MANS & ! ,5GLI%8 ,& ?IS IS NO HUMBUG1 NO GOSSIP1 NO LI1 9 ! ATTIC1 9 ! /ABLE1 9 ! COA*-H\SE1 UND] ! L9+ ( ! H>NESSES1 & EV5 ON ! BROOM-H&LES1 & EV]Y:]E1 !SE WORDS3 0,LONG ,LIVE ! ,>MY6 ,DEA? TO ! ,JEWS60 ,FROM TIME TO TIME ,M>IANNE APPROVES !SE VIOL5T REM>KS ) NODS ( H] HEAD & SIL5T GE/URES4 ,%E1 TOO1 UND\BT$LY IS BE+ RU9$ & DISGRAC$ BY ! REPUBLIC4 ,%E1 TOO1 IS = ! SWORD1 = ! PRIE/S1 & AGA9/ ! ,JEWS1--AB\T :OM %E KN[S NO?+1 BY ! WAY1 EXCEPT ?AT !Y >E LACK+ SOME?+ SOME:]E4 ,& C]TA9LY ,I1 TOO1 AM = ! >MY1 = ! C\NTRY1 = RELIGION1 & AGA9/ ! ,JEWS4 ,:O1 !N1 AMONG US H\SE-S]VANTS1 FROM ! L[E/ TO ! HIE PATRIOTS4 ,TAKE MYSELF1 = 9/ANCE2 POLITICS IS NOT 9 MY L9E1 & IT BORES ME4 ,BUT1 A WEEK BE=E ,I />T$ = ?IS PLACE1 ,I SQU>ELY REFUS$ TO S]VE AS *AMB]MAID 9 ! H\SE ( ,LABORI2 & ALL ! COMRADES :O W]E AT ! EMPLOYM5T-BUREAU ?AT DAY REFUS$ ALSO4 0,WORK = ?AT DIRTY CREATURE8 ,OH1 NO1 9DE$6 ,NEV]60 ,YET1 :5 ,I S]I\SLY QUE/ION MYSELF1 ,I DO NOT KN[ :Y ,I AM AGA9/ ! ,JEWS1 = ,I US$ TO S]VE 9 !IR H\SES 9 ! DAYS :5 ONE C\LD /ILL DO SO ) DIGNITY4 ,I F9D ?AT AT BOTTOM ! ,JEWS & ! ,CA?OLICS >E V]Y MU* ALIKE4 ,!Y >E EQUALLY VICI\S1 HAVE EQUALLY VILE *>ACT]S1 EQUALLY UGLY S\LS4 ,!Y ALL BELONG TO ! SAME WORLD1 Y\ SEE1 & ! DIFF]5CE 9 RELIGION C\NTS = NO?+4 ,P]HAPS ! ,JEWS MAKE MORE %[1 MORE NOISE2 P]HAPS !Y MAKE A GREAT] DISPLAY ( ! MONEY ?AT !Y SP5D4 ,BUT1 9 SPITE ( :AT Y\ HE> AB\T !IR MANAGEM5T & !IR AV>ICE1 ,I MA9TA9 ?AT IT IS NOT BAD TO BE 9 !IR H\SES1 :]E !RE IS EV5 MORE LEAKAGE ?AN 9 ,CA?OLIC H\SES4 ,BUT ,JOSEPH WILL HE> NO?+ ( ALL ?IS4 ,HE REPROA*$ ME ) BE+ A BOGUS PATRIOT & A BAD ,FR5*WOMAN1 &1 ) PROPHECIES ( MASSACRE ON HIS LIPS1 & ) BLOODY VISIONS ( BROK5 HEADS & GA%$ BELLIES BE=E HIS EYES1 HE W5T (F TO B$4 ,/RAIIANNE TOOK ! BOTTLE ( BR&Y FROM ! SIDEBO>D4 ,WE NE$$ TO RECOV] \RSELVES1 & WE TALK$ ( SOME?+ ELSE4 ,M>IANNE1 :O EV]Y DAY BECOMES MORE CONFID+1 TOLD ME ( H] *ILDHOOD1 ( ! H>D TIME ?AT %E HAD 9 H] Y\?1 & H[1 :5 9 ! EMPLOY1 AS A S]VANT1 ( A WOMAN :O KEPT A TOBACCO-%OP AT ,CA51 %E WAS S$UC$ BY A HOSPITAL-SURGEON1--A DELICATE1 SL5D]1 BLOND Y\NG FELL[1 :O HAD BLUE EYES & A PO9T$1 %ORT1 & SILKY BE>D1--OH6 H[ SILKY6 ,%E BECAME PREGNANT1 & ! TOBACCO M]*ANT1 :O H]SELF WAS 9TIMATE ) ANY NUMB] ( PEOPLE1 9CLUD+ ALL ! SUB-(FIC]S ( ! G>RISON1 TURN$ H] \T4 ,SO Y\NG1 ON ! PAVEM5TS ( A GREAT CITY1 & C>RY+ A *ILD6 ,AH6 ! POV]TY ?AT %E EXP]I5C$1 H] FRI5D HAV+ NO MONEY4 ,& SURELY %E W\LD HAVE DI$ ( HUNG]1 IF ! SURGEON HAD NOT F\ND H] A QUE] PLACE 9 ! M$ICAL S*OOL4 0,MY ,GOD6 YES10 %E SAID1 0AT ! ,BORATORY ,I KILL$ RABBITS & GU9EA-PIGS4 ,IT WAS V]Y NICE40 ,& ! RECOLLECTION BR\IANNE'S ?ICK LIPS A SMILE ?AT SEEM$ TO ME /RANGELY MELAN*OLY4 ,AFT] A SIL5CE1 ,I ASK$ H]3 0,& ! KID6 ,:AT BECAME ( IT80 ,M>IANNE MADE A VAGUE & F>-AWAY GE/URE1--A GE/URE ?AT SEEM$ TO PULL ASIDE ! HEAVY VEILS FROM ! LIMBOS :]E H] *ILD WAS SLEEP+4 ,%E ANSW]$ 9 ?AT H>% VOICE :I* ALCOHOL PRODUCES3 0,OH6 WELL1 Y\ CAN IMAG9E4 ,:AT %\LD ,I HAVE DONE ) IT1 MY ,GOD60 0,LIKE ! LITTLE GU9EA-PIGS1 !N80 0,?AT'S IT40 ,& %E P\R$ H]SELF \T A DR9K4 ,WE W5T UP TO \R ROOMS SOME:AT 9TOXICAT$4 ,FROM 3 ,!,AN>*I/,LIBR>Y4ORG4 ,*RONOLOGY 3 ,NOVEMB] #c1 #ahii 3 ,*APT] #f -- ,PUBLICATION4 ,JANU>Y #i1 #bba 3 ,*APT] #f -- ,ADD$4 FILE G5]AT$ FROM 3 HTTP3_/_/REVOLTLIB4COM_/